Athalie E-Book

Robert W. Chambers

• Herausgeber: Ktoczyta.pl
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2022

Beschreibung

Robert W. Chambers is known for his science fiction, thrillers. He wrote a classic romance novel. When Mrs. Greensleeve first saw her child, she knew that he was different from other children.

Leseprobe

Contents

CHAPTER I

CHAPTER II

CHAPTER III

CHAPTER IV

CHAPTER V

CHAPTER VI

CHAPTER VII

CHAPTER VIII

CHAPTER IX

CHAPTER X

CHAPTER XI

CHAPTER XII

CHAPTER XIII

CHAPTER XIV

CHAPTER XV

CHAPTER XVI

CHAPTER XVII

CHAPTER XVIII

CHAPTER XIX

CHAPTER XX

CHAPTER XXI

CHAPTER XXII

CHAPTER XXIII

CHAPTER XXIV

CHAPTER XXV

CHAPTER XXVI

CHAPTER XXVII

CHAPTER XXVIII

CHAPTER XXIX

CHAPTER XXX

CHAPTER I

WHEN Mrs. Greensleeve first laid eyes on her baby she knew it was different from the other children.

“What is the matter with it?” she asked.

The preoccupied physician replied that there was nothing the matter. In point of fact he had been admiring the newly born little girl when her mother asked the question.

“She’s about as perfect as they make ‘em,” he concluded, placing the baby beside her mother.

The mother said nothing. From moment to moment she turned her head on the pillow and gazed down at her new daughter with a curious, questioning expression. She had never gazed at any of her other children so uneasily. Even after she fell asleep the slightly puzzled expression remained as a faint crease between her brows.

Her husband, who had been wandering about from the bar to the office, from the office to the veranda, and occasionally entirely around the exterior of the road-house, came in on tiptoe and looked rather vacantly at them both.

Then he went out again as though he was not sure where he might be going. He was a little man and mild, and he did not look as though he had been created for anything in particular, not even for the purpose of procreation.

It was one of those early April days when birds make a great fuss over their vocal accomplishments, and the brown earth grows green over night–when the hot spring sun draws vapours from the soil, and the characteristic Long Island odour of manure is far too prevalent to please anybody but a native.

Peter Greensleeve, wandering at hazard around the corner of the tavern, came upon his business partner, Archer B. Ledlie leisurely digging for bait in the barn-yard. The latter was in his shirt-sleeves–always a good sign for continued fair weather.

“Boy?” inquired Ledlie, resting one soil-incrusted boot on his spade.

“Another girl,” admitted Greensleeve.

“Gawsh!” After a moment’s rumination he picked up a squirming angle-worm from the edge of the shallow excavation and dropped it into the empty tomato can.

“Going fishing?” inquired Greensleeve without interest.

“I dunno. Mebbe. Your boy Jack seen a trout into Spring Pond.”

Ledlie, who was a large, heavy, red-faced man with a noticeably small mouth, faded blue eyes, and grey chin whiskers, picked a budding sprig from a bush, nibbled it, and gravely seated himself on the edge of the horse-trough. He was wearing a cigar behind his ear which he presently extracted, gazed at, then reconsidering the extravagance, replaced.

“Three gals, Pete–that’s your record,” he remarked, gazing reproachfully out across the salt meadows beyond the causeway. “They won’t bring you in nothin’,” he added, shutting his thin lips.

“I kind of like them,” said Greensleeve with a sigh.

“They’ll eat their heads off,” retorted Ledlie; “then they’ll git married an’ go off some’rs. There ain’t nothin’ to gals nohow. You oughtn’t to have went an’ done it.”

There seemed to be no further defence for Greensleeve. Ledlie continued to chew a sprig of something green and tender, revolving it and rolling it from one side of his small, thin-lipped mouth to the other. His thin little partner brooded in the sunshine. Once he glanced up at the sign which swung in front of the road-house: “Hotel Greensleeve: Greensleeve and Ledlie, proprietors.”

“Needs painting, Archie,” he volunteered mildly.

“I dunno,” said the other. “Since the gunnin’ season closed there ain’t been no business except them sports from New York. The bar done good; that’s all.”

“There were two commercial men Wednesday week.”

“Yes, an’ they found fault with their vittles. They can go to the other place next time,” which was as near as Ledlie ever came to profanity.

After a silence Ledlie said: “Here come your kids, Pete. I guess I’ll let ’em dig a little bait for me.”

Down the road they came dancing, and across the causeway over Spring Pond–Jack, aged four, Doris, three, and Catharine, two; and they broke into a run when they caught sight of their father, travelling as fast as their fat little legs could carry them.

“Is there a new baby? Is there a new baby?” shouted Jack, while still at a distance.

“Is it a boy? I want another brother! Is it a boy?” shrilled Doris as she and baby Catharine came panting up with flushed and excited faces.

“It’s a girl,” said Greensleeve mildly. “You’d better go into the kitchen and wash your faces.”

“A girl!” cried Jack contemptuously. “What did mamma do that for?”

“Oh, goodness!” pouted Doris, “I didn’t want any more girls around. What are you going to name her, papa?”

“Athalie, I believe,” he said absently.

“Athalie! What kind of name is that?” demanded Jack.

“I dunno. Your mamma wanted it in case the baby was a girl.”

The children, breathing hard and rapidly, stood in a silent cluster looking up at their father. Ledlie yawned frightfully, and they all instantly turned their eyes on him to discover if possible the solitary tooth with which rumour credited him. They always gazed intently into his mouth when he yawned, which irritated him.

“Go on in and wash yourselves!” he said as soon as speech became possible. “Ain’t you heard what your papa told you!”

They were not afraid of Mr. Ledlie; they merely found him unsympathetic, and therefore concerned themselves with him not at all.

Ignoring him, Jack said, addressing his father: “I nearly caught a snake up the road. Gee! But he was a dandy.”

“He had stripes,” said Doris solemnly.

“He wiggled,” asserted little Catharine, and her eyes became very round.

“What kind was he, papa?” inquired Jack.

“Oh, just a snake,” replied Greensleeve vaguely.

The eager faces of the children clouded with disappointment; dawning expectancy faded; it was the old, old tragedy of bread desired, of the stone offered.

“I liked that snake,” muttered Jack. “I wanted to keep him for a pet. I wanted to know what kind he was. He seemed very friendly.”

“Next time,” suggested Ledlie, “you pet him on the head with a rock.”

“What?”

“Snakes is no good. There’s pizen into ’em. You kill every one you see an’ don’t ask questions.”

In the boy’s face intelligence faded. Impulse lay stunned after its headlong collision with apathy, and died out in the clutch of ignorance.

“Is that so, papa?” he asked, dully.

“Yes, I guess so,” nodded Greensleeve. “Mr. Ledlie knows all about snakes and things.”

“Go on in an’ wash!” repeated Ledlie. “You don’t git no supper if you ain’t cleaned up for table. Your papa says so, don’t you, Pete?”

Greensleeve usually said what anybody told him to say.

“Walk quietly,” he added; “your poor mamma’s asleep.”

Reluctantly the children turned toward the house, gazing inquiringly up at the curtained window of their mother’s room as they trooped toward the veranda.

Jack swung around on the lower step:

“Papa!” he shouted.

“Well?”

“I forget what her name is!”

“Athalie.”

CHAPTER II

HER first memories were of blue skies, green trees, sunshine, and the odour of warm moist earth.

Always through life she retained this memory of her early consciousness–a tree in pink bloom; morning-glories covering a rotting board fence; deep, rich, sun-warmed soil into which her baby fingers burrowed.

A little later commenced her memory of her mother–a still, white-shawled figure sewing under a peach tree in pink bloom.

Vast were her mother’s skirts, as Athalie remembered them–a wide white tent under which she could creep out of the sunlight and hide.

Always, too, her earliest memories were crowded with children, hosts of them in a kaleidoscopic whirl around her, and their voices seemed ever in her ears.

By the age of four she had gradually understood that this vaguely pictured host of children numbered only three, and that they were her brother and two sisters–very much grown up and desirable to play with. But at seven she began to be surprised that Doris and Catharine were no older and no bigger than they were, although Jack’s twelve years still awed her.

It was about this time that the child began to be aware of a difference between herself and the other children. For a year or two it did not trouble her, nor even confuse her. She seemed to be aware of it, that was all.

When it first dawned on her that her mother was aware of it too, she could never quite remember. Once, very early in her career, her mother who had been sewing under the peach tree, dropped her work and looked down at her very steadily where she sat digging holes in the dirt.

And Athalie had a vague idea in after life that this was the beginning; because there had been a little boy sitting beside her all the while she was digging; and, somehow, she was aware that her mother could not see him.

She was not able to recollect whether her mother had spoken to her, or even whether she herself had conversed with the little boy. He never came again; of that she was positive.

When it was that her brother and sisters began to suspect her of being different she could not remember.

In the beginning she had not understood their half-incredulous curiosity concerning her; and, ardently communicative by nature, she was frank with them, confident and undisturbed, until their child-like and importunate aggressiveness, and the brutal multiplicity of their questions drove her to reticence and shyness.

For what seemed to amaze them or excite them to unbelief or to jeers seemed to her ordinary, unremarkable, and not worthy of any particular notice–not even of her own.

That she sometimes saw things “around corners,” as Jack put it, had seemed natural enough to her. That, now and then, she seemed to perceive things which nobody else noticed never disturbed her even when she became aware that other people were unable to see them. To her it was as though her own eyesight were normal, and astigmatism the rule among other people.

But the blunt, merciless curiosity of other children soon taught Athalie to be on her guard. She learned that embarrassed reserve which tended toward secretiveness and untruth before she was eleven.

And in school she learned to lie, learned to deny accusations of being different, pretended that what her sisters accused her of had been merely “stories” made up to amuse them.

So, in school, she made school-life endurable for herself. Yet, always, there seemed to be somethingbetween her and other children that made intimacies impossible.

At the same time she was conscious of the admiration of the boys, of something about herself that they liked outside of her athletic abilities.

She had a great many friends among the boys; she could out-run, out-jump, out-swim any of them in the big country school. She was supple and trim, golden-haired and dark-eyed, and ready for anything that required enterprise and activity of mind or body. Her ragged skirts were still short at eleven–short enough not to impede her. And she led the chase for pleasure all over that part of Long Island, running wild with the pack from hill to tide-water until every farmer in the district knew “the Greensleeve girl.”

There was, of course, some deviltry among cherry trees and apple orchards–some lawlessness born of sheer exuberance and superb health–some malicious trespassing, some harrying of unpopular neighbours. But not very much, considering.

Her home life was colourless, calm, comfortable, and uneventful as she regarded it. Business at the Hotel Greensleeve had fallen off and in reality the children had very little. But children at that age who live all day in the open, require little except sympathetic intelligence for their million daily questions.

This the Greensleeve children found wanting except when their mother did her best to stimulate her own latent intelligence for their sakes.

But it rested on the foundation of an old-fashioned and limited education. Only the polite, simpler, and more maidenly arts had been taught her in the little New Jersey school her father had kept. And her education ceased when she married Greensleeve, the ex-"professor” of penmanship, a kind, gentle, unimaginative man, unusually dull even for a teacher. And he was a failure even at that.

They began married life by buying the house they were now living in; and when Greensleeve also failed as a farmer, they opened the place as a public tavern, and took in Ledlie to finance it.

So it was to her mother that Athalie went for any information that her ardent and growing intellect required. And her mother, intuitively surmising the mind-hunger of youth, and its vigorous needs, did her limited best to satisfy it in her children. And that is really all the education they had; for what they got in the country school amounted to–well it amounted to what anybody ever gets in school.

Her most enduring, most vivid memories of her mother clustered around those summer days of her twelfth year, brief lamp-lit scenes between long, sunlit hours of healthy, youthful madness–quiet moments when she came in flushed and panting from the headlong chase after pleasure, tired, physically satisfied, to sit on the faded carpet at her mother’s feet and clasp her hands over her mother’s knees.

Then “what?” and “why?” and “when?” and “how?” were the burden of the child’s eager speech. Nothing seemed to have escaped her quick ears or eyes, no natural phenomena of the open; life, birth, movement, growth, the flow, and ebb of tides, thunder pealing from high-piled clouds, the sun shining through fragrant falling rain, mists that grew over swamp and meadow.

And, “Why?” she always asked.

Nothing escaped her;–swallows skimming and sheering Spring Pond, trout that jumped at sunset, the quick furry shapes of mink and muskrat, the rattling flash of a blue-winged kingfisher, a tall heron wading, a gull mewing.

Nothing escaped her; the casual caress of mating birds, procreation in farm-yard and barn-yard, fledgelings crying from a robin’s nest of mud and messy refuse, blind kittens tugging at their blinking mother.

Death, too, she saw,–a dusty heap of feathers here, a little mound of fur, there, which the idle breezes stirred under the high sky,–and once a dead dog, battered, filthy and bloody, shot by the roadside; and once some pigs being killed on a farm, all screaming.

Then, in that school as in every school, there was the sinister minority, always huddling in corners, full of mean silences and furtive leering. And their half-heard words, half-understood phrases,–a gesture, a look that silenced and perplexed her–these the child brought also to her mother, sitting at her feet, face against her knees.

For a month or two her mother had not been very well, and the doctor who had brought Athalie into the world stopped in once or twice a week. When he was with her mother the children were forbidden the room.

One evening in particular Athalie remembered. She had been running her legs off playing hounds-and-hares across country from the salt-hay stacks to the chestnut ridge, and she had come in after sunset to find her mother sewing in her own bedroom, her brother and sisters studying their lessons in the sitting-room where her father also sat reading the local evening paper.

Supper was over, but Athalie went to the kitchen and presently returned to her mother’s room carrying a bowl of bread and milk and half a pie.

Here on the faded carpet at her mother’s feet, full in the lamplight she sat her down and ate in hungry silence while her mother sewed.

Athalie seldom studied. A glance at her books seemed to be enough for her. And she passed examinations without effort under circumstances where plodders would have courted disaster.

Rare questions from her mother, brief replies marked the meal. When she had satisfied her hunger she jumped up, ran downstairs with the empty dishes, and came slowly back again,–a slender, supple figure with tangled hair curling below her shoulders, dirty shirt-waist, soiled features and hands, and the ragged blue skirt of a sailor suit hanging to her knees.

“Your other sailor suit is washed and mended,” said her mother, smiling at her child in tatters.

Athalie, her gaze remote, nodded absently. After a moment she lifted her steady dark blue eyes:

“A boy kissed me, mamma,” she remarked, dropping cross-legged at her mother’s feet.

“Don’t kiss strange boys,” said her mother quietly.

“I didn’t. But why not?”

“It is not considered proper.”

“Why?”

Her mother said: “Kissing is a common and vulgar practice except in the intimacy of one’s own family.”

“I thought so,” nodded Athalie; “I soaked him for doing it.”

“Who was he?”

“Oh, it was that fresh Harry Eldon. I told him if he ever tried to get fresh with me again I’d kill him... Mamma?”

“Yes?”

“All that about poor old Mr. Manners isn’t true, is it?”

Her mother smiled. The children had been taught to leave a morsel on their plates “for manners”; and to impress it upon them their mother had invented a story about a poor old man named Manners who depended upon what they left, and who crept in to eat it after they had retired from table.

So leaving something “for Manners” had been thoroughly and successfully inculcated, until the habit was formed. And now Athalie was the last of the children to discover the gentle fraud practised upon her.

“I’m glad, anyway,” concluded the child. “I never thought we left him enough to eat.”

Her mother said: “I shall tell you only truths after this. You are old enough to understand reason, now, and to reason a little yourself.”

“I do... But I am not yet perfectly sure where babies come from. You said you would tell me thatsome day. I’d really like to know, mamma.”

Her mother continued to sew for a while, then, passing the needle through the hem she looked down at her daughter.

“Have you formed any opinion of your own?”

“Yes,” said the child honestly.

“Then I’d better tell you the truth,” said her mother tranquilly, “because the truth is very wonderful and beautiful–and interesting.”

So she related to the child, very simply and clearly all that need be told concerning the mystery of life in its beginnings; and Athalie listened, enchanted.

And mostly it thrilled the child to realise that in her, too, lay latent a capability for the creation of life.

Another hour with her mother she remembered in after years.

Mrs. Greensleeve had not been as well: the doctor came oftener. Frequently Athalie returning from school discovered her mother lying on the bed. That evening the child was sitting on the floor at her mother’s feet as usual, just inside the circle of lamplight, playing solitaire with an ancient pack of cards.

Presently something near the door attracted her attention and she lifted her head and sat looking at it, mildly interested, until, suddenly, she felt her mother’s eyes on her, flushed hotly, and turned her head away.

“Whatwere you looking at?” asked her mother in a low voice.

“Nothing, mamma.”

“Athalie!”

“What, mamma?”

“Whatwere you looking at?”

The child hung her head: “Nothing–” she began; but her mother checked her: “Don’t lie, Athalie. I’ll try to understand you. Now tell me what you were–what you thought you were looking at over there near the door.”

The child turned and glanced back at the door over her shoulder.

“There is nothing there–now,” she muttered.

“Was there anything?”

Athalie sat silent for a while, then she laid her clasped hands across her mother’s knees and rested her cheek on them.

“There was a woman there,” she said.

“Where?”

“Over by the door.”

“You saw her, Athalie?”

“Yes, mamma.”

“Did she open the door and come in and then close it behind her?”

“No.”

“How did she come in?”

“I don’t know. She–just came in.”

“Was she a young woman?”

“No, old.”

“Very old?”

“Not very. There was grey in her hair–a little.”

“How was she dressed?”

“She wore a night-gown, mamma. There were spots on it–like medicine.”

“Had you ever seen her before?”

“I think so.”

“Who was she?”

“Mrs. Allen.”

Her mother sat very still but her clasped hands tightened and a little of the colour faded from her cheeks. There was a Mrs. Allen who had been suffering from an illness which she herself was afraid she had.

“Do you mean Mrs. James Allen who lives on the old Allen farm?” she asked quietly.

“Yes, mamma.”

In the morning they heard of Mrs. Allen’s death. And it was several months before Mrs. Greensleeve again spoke to her daughter on the one subject about which Athalie was inclined to be most reticent. But that subject now held a deadly fascination for her mother.

They had been sitting together in Mrs. Greensleeve’s bedroom; the mother knitting, in bed propped up upon the pillows. Athalie, cross-legged on a hassock beside her, was doing a little mending on her own account, when her mother said abruptly but very quietly:

“I have always known that you possess a power–which others cannot understand.”

The child’s face flushed deeply and she bent closer over her mending.

“I knew it when they first brought you to me, a baby just born... I don’t know how I knew it, but I did.”

Athalie, sewing steadily, said nothing.

“I think,” said her mother, “you are, in some degree, what is called clairvoyant.”

“What?”

“Clairvoyant,” repeated her mother quietly. “It comes from the French, clair, clear; the verb voir, to see; clair-voyant, seeing clearly. That is all, Athalie... Nothing to be ashamed of–if it is true,–” for the child had dropped her work and had hidden her face in her hands.

“Dear, are you afraid to talk about it to your mother?”

“N-no. What is there to say about it?”

“Nothing very much. Perhaps the less said the better... I don’t know, little daughter. I don’t understand it–comprehend it. If it’s so, it’s so... I see you sometimes looking at things I cannot see; I know sometimes you hear sounds which I cannot hear... Things happen which perplex the rest of us; and, somehow I seem to know that they do not perplex you. What to us seems unnatural to you is natural, even a commonplace matter of course.”

“That’s it, mamma. I have never seen anything that did not seem quite natural to me.”

“Did you know that Mrs. Allen had died when you–thought you saw her?”

“I did see her.”

“Yes... Did you know she had died?”

“Not until I saw her.”

“Did you know it then?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“I don’t know how I knew it. I seemed to know it.”

“Did you know she had been ill?”

“No, mamma.”

“Did it in any way frighten you–make you uneasy when you saw her standing there?”

“Why, no,” said Athalie, surprised.

“Not even when you knew she was dead?”

“No. Why should it? Why should I be afraid?”

Her mother was silent.

“Why?” asked Athalie, curiously. “Is there anything to be afraid of with God and all his angels watching us? Is there?”

“No.”

“Then,” said the child with some slight impatience, “why is it that other people seem to be a little afraid of me and of what they say I can hear and see? I have good eyesight; I see clearly; that is all, isn’t it? And there is nothing to frighten anybody in seeing clearly, is there?”

“No, dear.”

“People make me so cross,” continued Athalie,–”and so ashamed when they ask so many questions. What is there to be surprised at if sometimes I see things insidemy mind. They are just as real as when I see them outside. They are no different.”

Her mother nodded, encouragingly.

“When papa was in New York,” went on Athalie, “and I saw him talking to some men in a hotel there, why should it be surprising just because papa was in New York and I was here when I saw him?”

“It surprises others, dear, because they cannot see what is beyond the vision of their physical senses.”

Athalie said: “They tease me in school because they say I can see around corners. It makes me very cross and unhappy, and I don’t want anybody to know that I see what they can’t see. I’m ashamed to have them know it.”

“Perhaps it is just as well you feel that way. People are odd. What they do not understand they ridicule. A dog that would not notice a horse-drawn vehicle will bark at an automobile.”

“Mamma?”

“Yes, dear.”

“Do you know that dogs, and I think cats, too, see many things that I do; and that other people do not see.”

“Why do you think so?”

“I have noticed it... The other evening when the white cat was dozing on your bed, and I was down here on the floor, sewing, I saw–something. And the cat looked up suddenly and saw it, too.”

“Athalie!”

“She did, mamma. I knew perfectly well that she saw what I saw.”

“What was it you saw?”

“Only a young man. He walked over to the window–”

“And then?”

“I don’t know, mamma. I don’t know where they go. They go, that’s all I know.”

“Who was he?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did he look at us?”

“Yes... He seemed to be thinking of something pleasant.”

“Did he smile?”

“He–had a pleasant look... And once,–it was last Sunday–over by the bed I saw a little boy. He was kneeling down beside the bed. And Mr. Ledlie’s dog was lying here beside me... Don’t you remember how he suddenly lifted his head and barked?”

“Yes, I remember. But you didn’t tell me why at the time.”

“I didn’t like to... I never like to speak about these–people–I see.”

“Had you ever before seen the little boy?”

“No, mamma.”

“Was he–alive–do you think?”

“Why, yes. They all are alive.”

“Mrs. Allen was not alive when you saw her over by the door.”

The child looked puzzled. “Yes,” she said, “but that was a little different. Not verydifferent. They are all perfectly alive, mamma.”

“Even the ones we call dead? Are you sure of it?”

“Yes... Yes, I’m sure of it. They are not dead... Nothing seems to die. Nothing stays dead.”

“What! Why do you believe that?”

Athalie said slowly: “Somebody shot and killed a poor little dog, once,–just across the causeway bridge... And the dog came into the garden afterward and ran all around, smelling, and wagging his tail.”

“Athalie! Athalie! Be careful to control your imagination.”

“Yes,” said the child, thoughtfully, “I must be careful to control it. I can imagine almost anything if I try.”

“How hard have you ever tried to imagine some of the things you see–or think you see?”

“Mamma, I never try. I–I don’t care to see them. I’d rather not. Those things come. Ihaven’t anything to do with it. I don’t know these people, and I am not interested. I didtry to see papa in New York–if you call that imagination.”

But her mother did not know what to call it because at the hour when Athalie had seen him, that mild and utterly unimaginative man was actually saying and doing what his daughter had seen and heard.

“Also,” said Athalie, “I wasthinking about that poor little yellow dog and wondering whether he was past all suffering, when he came gaily trotting into the garden, waving his tail quite happily. There was no dust or blood on him. He rolled on the grass, too, and barked and barked. But nobody seemed to hear him or notice him excepting I.”

For a long while silence reigned in the lamp-lit room. When the other children came in to say good night to their mother she received them with an unusual tenderness. They went away; Athalie rose, yawning the yawn of healthy fatigue:

“Good night, mamma.”

“Good night, little daughter.”

They kissed: the mother drew her into a sudden and almost convulsive embrace.

“Darling, are you sure that nothing really dies?”

“Ihave never seen anything really dead, mamma. Even the ‘dead’ birds,–why, the evening sky is full of them–the little ‘dead’ ones I mean–flock after flock, twittering and singing–”

“Dear!”

“Yes, mamma.”

“When you see me–thatway–will you–speak?”

“Yes.”

“Promise, darling.”

“Yes... I’ll kiss you, too–if it is possible...”

“Would it be possible?”

The child gazed at her, perplexed and troubled: “I–don’t–know,” she said slowly. Then, all in a moment her childish face paled and she clung to her mother and began to cry.

And her mother soothed her, tenderly, smilingly, kissing the tears from the child’s eyes.

The next morning after the children had gone to school Mrs. Greensleeve was operated on–without success.

CHAPTER III

THE black dresses of the children had become very rusty by spring, but business had been bad at the Hotel Greensleeve, and Athalie, Doris, and Catharine continued to wear their shabby mourning.

Greensleeve haunted the house all day long, roaming from bar to office, from one room to another, silently opening doors of unoccupied chambers to peer about in the dusty obscurity, then noiselessly closing them, he would slink away down the dim corridor to his late wife’s room and sit there through the long sunny afternoon, his weak face buried in his hands.

Ledlie had grown fatter, redder of visage, whiter of hair and beard. When a rare guest arrived, or when local loafers wandered into the bar with the faint stench of fertilizer clinging to their boots, he shuffled ponderously from office to bar, serving as economically as he dared whoever desired to be served.

Always a sprig of something green protruded from his small tight mouth. His pale eyes, now faded almost colourless, had become weak and red-rimmed, and he blinked continually except in the stale semi-darkness of the house.

Always, now, he was muttering and grumbling his disapproval of the children–”Eatin’ their heads off I tell you, Pete! What good is all this here schoolin’ doin’ ’em when they ought to git out some’rs an’ earn their vittles?”

But if Greensleeve’s attitude was one of passive acquiescence, he made no effort to withdraw the children from school. Once, when life was younger, and Jack, his first baby, came, he had dreamed of college for him, and of a career–in letters perhaps–something dignified, leisurely, profound beyond his own limits. And of a modest corner somewhere within the lustre of his son’s environment where he and his wife, grey-haired, might dream and admire, finding there surcease from care and perhaps the peace which passes all understanding.

The ex-"professor” of penmanship had been always prone to dream. No dull and sordid reality, no hopeless sorrow had yet awakened him. Nor had his wife’s death been more real than the half-strangled anguish of a dreamer, tossing in darkness. As for the children, they paid no more attention to Ledlie than they might have to a querulous but superannuated dog.

Jack, now fifteen, still dawdled at school, where his record was not good. Perhaps it was partly because he had no spending money, no clothing to maintain his boyish self-respect, no prospects of any sort, that he had become sullen, uncommunicative, and almost loutish.

Nobody governed him; his father was unqualified to control anybody or anything; his mother was dead.

With her death went the last vestige of any tie that had held the boy to the home anchorage–of any feeling of responsibility concerning the conduct expected and required of him.

He shirked his studies, came home only to eat and sleep, remained out late without explanation or any home interference, except for the constant disputes and quarrels with Doris and Catharine, now aged respectively fourteen and thirteen.

To Athalie he had little to say. Perhaps he did not realise it but he was slightly afraid of her. And it was from her that he took any pains at all to conceal his irregularities.

Once, coming in from school, she had found the house deserted, and Jack smelling of alcohol just slouching out of the bar.

“If you do that again I shall tell father,” she said, horrified.

“What do I care!” he had retorted sullenly. And it was true; the boy no longer cared what anybody might think as long as Athalie already knew and detested what he had done.

There was a garage in the neighbouring village. He spent most of his time hanging around it. Sometimes he came home reeking of oil and gasoline, sometimes his breath was tainted with tobacco and alcohol.

He was so much bigger and older than Athalie that the child had never entirely lost her awe of him. His weakness of character, his failings, and the fact that he was a trifle afraid of her opinion, combined to astonish and bewilder her.

For a long while she tried to understand the gradual but certain reversal of their relations. And one night, still more or less in awe of him, she got out of bed and went softly into his room.

He was not asleep. The sudden apparition of his youngest sister considerably startled him, and he sat up in his ragged night-shirt and stared at her where she stood in the moonlight.

“You look like one of your own spooks!” he said. “What’s the matter with you?”

“I wanted to talk with you, Jack.”

“What about?”

“You.”

For a moment he sat there eyeing her uneasily; then:

“Well, go ahead!” he said ungraciously; and stretched himself back on the pillows.

She came and seated herself on the bed’s edge:

“Jack, please don’t drink beer.”

“Why not? Aw, what do you know about men, anyway? Don’t they all smoke and drink?”

“Mamma asked you not to.”

“Gee-whiz! I was a kid then. But a man isn’t a baby.”

Athalie sighed. Her brother eyed her restlessly, aware of that slight feeling of shame which always invaded his sullen, defiant discontent when he knew that he had lowered himself in her estimation.

For, if the boy was a little afraid of her, he also cared more for her than he ever had for any of the family except his mother.

He was only the average boy, stumbling blindly, almost savagely through the maze of adolescence, with no guide, nobody to warn or counsel him, nothing to stimulate his pride, no anchorage, no experience.

Whatever character he had he had been born with: it was environment and circumstance that were crippling it.

“See here, Athalie,” he said, “you’re a little girl and you don’t understand. There isn’t any harm in my smoking a cigarette or two or in drinking a glass of beer now and then.”

“Isn’t there, Jack?”

“No. So don’t you worry, Sis... And, say! I’m not going back to school.”

“What?”

“What’s the use? I can’t go to college. Anyway what’s the good of algebra and physics and chemistry and history and all that junk? I guess I’ll go into business.”

“What business?”

“I don’t know. I’ve been working around the garage. I can get a job there if I want it.”

“Did you ask papa?”

“What’s the use? He’ll let me do what I please. I guess I’ll start in to-morrow.”

His father did not interfere when his only son came slouching up to inform him of his decision.

After Jack had gone away toward the village and his new business, his father remained seated on the shabby veranda, his head sunken on his soiled shirtfront, his wasted hands clasped over his stomach.

For a little while, perhaps, he remembered his earlier ambitions for the boy’s career. Maybe they caused him pain. But if there was pain it faded gradually into the lethargy which had settled over him since his wife’s death.

A grey veil seemed to have descended between him and the sun,–there was greyness everywhere, and dimness, and uncertainty–in his mind, in his eyesight–and sometimes the vagueness was in his speech. He had noticed that–for, sometimes the word he meant to use was not the word he uttered. It had occurred a number of times, making foolish what he had said.

And Ledlie had glanced at him sharply once or twice out of his sore and faded eyes when Greensleeve had used some word while thinking of another.

When he was not wandering around the house he sat on the veranda in a great splint-bottomed arm-chair–a little untidy figure, more or less caved in from chest to abdomen, which made his short thin legs hanging just above the floor seem stunted and withered.

To him, here, came his daughters in their soiled and rusty black dresses, just out of school, and always stopping on impulse of sympathy to salute him with, “Hello, papa!” and with the touch of fresh, warm lips on his colourless cheek.

Sometimes they lingered to chatter around him, or bring out pie and cake to eat in his company. But very soon his gaze became remote, and the children understood that they were at liberty to go, which they did, dancing happily away into the outer sunshine, on pleasure bent–the matchless pleasures of the very young whose poverty has not as yet disturbed them.

As the summer passed the sunlight grew greyer to Peter Greensleeve. Also, more often, he mixed his words and made nonsense of what he said.

The pain in his chest and arms which for a year had caused him discomfort, bothered him at night, now. He said nothing about it.

That summer Doris had taken a course in stenography and typewriting, going every day to Brooklyn by train and returning before sunset.

When school began she asked to be allowed to continue. Catharine, too, desired to learn. And if their father understood very clearly what they wanted, it is uncertain. Anyway he offered no objections.

That winter he saw his son very seldom. Perhaps the boy was busy. Once or twice he came to ask his father for money, but there was none to give him,–very little for anybody–and Doris and Catharine required that.

Some little money was taken in at the Hotel Greensleeve; commercial men were rather numerous that winter: so were duck-hunters. Athalie often saw them stamping around in the bar, the lamplight glistening on their oil-skins and gun-barrels, and touching the silken plumage of dead ducks–great strings of them lying on the bar or on the floor.

Once when she came home from school earlier than usual, she went into the kitchen and found a hot peach turnover awaiting her, constructed for her by the slovenly cook, and kept hot by the still more slovenly maid-of-all-work–the only servants at the Hotel Greensleeve.

Sauntering back through the house, eating her turnover, she noticed Mr. Ledlie reading his newspaper in the office and her father apparently asleep on a chair before the stove.

There were half a dozen guests at the inn, duck-hunters from New York, but they were evidently still out with their bay-men.

Nibbling her pastry Athalie loitered along the hall and deposited her strapped books on a chair under the noisy wall-clock. Then, at hazard, she wandered into the bar. It was growing dusky; nobody had lighted the ceiling lamp.

At first she thought the room was empty, and had strolled over toward the stove to warm her snow-wet shoes, when all at once she became aware of a boy.

The boy was lying back on a leather chair, stockinged feet crossed, hands in his pocket, looking at her. He wore the leather shooting clothes of a duck-hunter; on the floor beside him lay his cap, oil-skins, hip-boots, and his gun. A red light from the stove fell across his dark, curly hair and painted one side of his face crimson.

Athalie, surprised, was not, however, in the least disturbed or embarrassed. She looked calmly at the boy, at the woollen stockings on his feet.

“Did you manage to get dry?” she asked in a friendly voice.

Then he seemed to come to himself. He took his hands from his pockets and got up on his stockinged feet.

“Yes, I’m dry now.”

“Did you have any luck?”

“I got fifteen–counting shell-drake, two redheads, a black duck, and some buffle-heads.”

“Where were you shooting?”

“Off Silver Shoal.”

“Who was your bay-man?”

“Bill Nostrand.”

“Why did you stop shooting so early?”

“Fifteen is the local limit this year.”

Athalie nodded and bit into her turnover, reflectively. When she looked up, something in the boy’s eye interested her.

“Are you hungry?” she asked.

He looked embarrassed, then laughed: “Yes, I am.”

“Wait; I’ll get you a turnover,” she said.

When she returned from the kitchen with his turnover he was standing. Rather vaguely she comprehended this civility toward herself although nobody had ever before remained standing for her.

Not knowing exactly what to do or say she silently presented the pastry, then drew a chair up into the red firelight. And the boy seated himself.

“I suppose you came with those hunters from New York,” she said.

“Yes. I came with my father and three of his friends.”

“They are out still I suppose.”

“Yes. They went over to Brant Point.”

“I’ve often sailed there,” remarked Athalie. “Can you sail a boat?”

“No.”

“It is easy... I could teach you if you are going to stay a while.”

“We are going back to New York to-morrow morning... How did you learn to sail a boat?”

“Why, I don’t know. I’ve always lived here. Mr. Ledlie has a boat. Everybody here knows how to manage a cat-boat... If you’ll come down this summer I’ll teach you. Will you?”

“I will if I can.”

They were silent for a few minutes. It grew very dark in the bar-room, and the light from the stove glimmered redder and redder.

The boy and girl lay back in their chairs, lingering over their peach pastry, and inspecting each other with all the frank insouciance of childhood.

Athalie still wore the red hood and cloak which had represented her outer winter wardrobe for years. Her dull, thick gold hair curled crisply over the edges of the hood which framed in its oval the lovely features of a child in perfect health.

The boy, dark-haired and dark-eyed, gazed fascinated and unembarrassed at this golden blond visitor hooded and cloaked in scarlet.

“Does your father keep this hotel?” he asked after a pause.

“Yes. I am Athalie Greensleeve. What is your name?”

“C. Bailey, Junior.”

“What is the Cfor?”

“Clive.”

“Do you go to school?”

“Yes, but I’m back for the holidays.”

“Holidays,” she repeated vaguely. “Oh, that’s so. Christmas will come day after to-morrow.”

He nodded. “I think I’m going to have a new pair of guns, some books, and a horse. What do you expect?”

“Nothing,” said Athalie.

“What? Isn’t there anything you want?” And then, too late, some glimmer of the real state of affairs illuminated his boyish brain. And he grew red with embarrassment.

They had finished their pastry; Athalie wiped her hands on a soiled and ragged and crumpled handkerchief, then scrubbed her scarlet mouth.

“I’d like to come down here for the summer vacation,” said the boy, awkwardly. “I don’t know whether my mother would like it.”

“Why? It is pleasant.”

He glanced instinctively around him at the dark and shabby bar-room, but offered no reason why his mother might not care for the Hotel Greensleeve. One thing he knew; he meant to urge his mother to come, or to let him come.

A few minutes later the outer door banged open and into the bar came stamping four men and two bay-men, their oil-skins shining with salt-spray, guns glistening. Thud! went the strings of dead ducks on the floor; somebody scratched a match and lighted the ceiling lamp.

“Hello, Junior!” cried one of the men in oil-skins,–”how did you make out on Silver Shoals?”

“All right, father,” he began; but his father had caught sight of Athalie who had risen to retreat.

“Who are you, young lady?” he inquired with a jolly smile,–”are you little Red-Riding Hood or the Princess Far Away, or perhaps the Sleeping Beauty recently awakened?”

“I’m Athalie Greensleeve.”

“Lady Greensleeves! I knewyou were somebody quite as distinguished as you are beautiful. Would you mind saying to Mr. Greensleeve that there is much moaning on the bar, and that it will still continue until he arrives to instil the stillness of the still–”

“What?”

“We merely want a drink, my child. Don’t look so seriously and distractingly pretty. I was joking, that’s all. Please tell your father how very thirsty we are.”

As the child turned to obey, C. Bailey, Sr., put one big arm around her shoulders: “I didn’t mean to tease you on such short acquaintance,” he whispered. “Are you offended, little Lady Greensleeves?”

Athalie looked up at him in puzzled silence.

“Smile, just once, so I shall know I am forgiven,” he said. “Will you?”

The child smiled confusedly, caught the boy’s eye, and smiled again, most engagingly, at C. Bailey, Sr.'s, son.

“Oho!” exclaimed the senior Bailey laughingly and looking at his son, “I’m forgiven for your sake, am I?”