DefyingImpossibleOdds
BY
MeganHermioneAllum
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Authorbiography
I'mMeganHermioneAllum.Iam20yearsold,Idecidedtosharemystoryandmylifeforthosewhofeelliketheycan'tcontinueandforthemtoknowthatit'sokaytostruggleandsufferwithmentalhealthbecauseasyoureadIsufferwithmentalhealthaswellasmedicalconditions.Ifthishelpsatleastonepersonthanthatwouldbebrilliant.Sharingmystoryishardasithasn'tendedjustyetbecauseIwillcontinuetofightevenduringthedarkdaysandthehappyones.Alittlebitaboutmyself,Iliveinsupportedaccomadtioncurrently,i'munemloyedcurrently.Ihavetwosiblingsbotholderthanme.Iamtheyoungestofmyfamily.
Contents
RareConditions
GrowingUp
LifeEventsInMyChildhood
ChangeInCareer
MentalHealthJourney
StandingUpForMyself
SocialNormsandMe
UnderstandingMyFeelings
InDenial
LifeIsARollercoaster
MistakesandConsequences
Acknowledgements
RareConditions
Let'sgoback18years,MyMotherandFatherhadmysisterandbrother,alsomyFatherssonsandthentheyfoundoutthattheywerehavinganotherchild,me!Duringthepregnancywithme,Idevelopedtheserareconditionsandtheywereveryrareandnotmanydoctorsknewwhatitwasandhowitwouldaffectmegrowingup,IhadPartialAgenesisofCorpusCallosum,ClosedLipSchizenchephaly,OralFacialDigitalSyndromeType1andOcularMotorApraxia.Istilldon'tknowhowtheconditionsaffectmydailylifeandneitherdothedoctors.
WhenIwasborn,mymotherandfatherwastoldthatIwasn'tgoingtowalk,talkordoanythingbutIdefiedtheoddsandstartedsittingup,grabbingsmallthings.IgottoldthatwhenIwasyoungerandIhadabrainscan,thedoctorwasamazedbythefactIwasevensittingupplayingwithblocks,letalonedoinganythingatallbecauseIwasn'tsupposedtodoanything.Iwasn'talatedeveloperofmymilestonesalthoughIwasn'tanexpectedmilestonehitter,either.
Toexplaintheconditionsfurther,insomeoneelse'sbrainthe"wires"thatcarryelectronsaroundthebrain,goesoverthetopandstraighttoeachhemisphere.Inmybrain,the"wires"don'tgostraightacross;theycirculatearoundmybrainafewtimesbeforetheelectronsgettotherightpartofmybrain.ThisisthePartialAgenesisoftheCorpusCallosum,whichmakesithardformetounderstandbigtasksandmythoughtprocessisveryslow,lowerthananaveragepersonwithoutmycondition.AsIsaidpreviously,whenIwasyounger,beforeIcouldwalk,IstunnedthebrainCTdoctor,asIwasn'tmeanttobesittinguponmyown,letaloneplayingandgraspingthings.AnotherconditionIhaveis,OralFacialDigitalSyndromeType1,therearethreetypes,eachisworsethantheother.LuckilyIhavetype1whichisn't