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Lost in the great machine…
Finn’s childhood in the valley is idyllic, but across the plains lies a threat. Engn is an ever-growing, steam-powered fortress that needs a never-ending supply of workers. Generation after generation have been taken away, escorted into its depths by the mysterious and terrifying ironclads, never to return.
The Masters of Engn first take Finn’s sister, then his best friend, Connor. Finn thinks he, at least, is safe – until the day the ironclads come to haul him away, too. Yet all is not lost. In the peace of the valley Finn and Connor made a pact: a promise to join the mythical wreckers and end Engn’s tyranny.
But now on his own, lost and broken in the vastness of Engn, Finn begins to have doubts. Is Connor really working to destroy Engn?
Or has he become part of the machine?
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Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2019
Finn looked out over the fields of lights beneath them. “What’s the point of it all, though? The machine is so vast and confusing and … pointless. I told you about the valves not functioning. Why do people go to so much effort doing things that simply don’t matter? Why are more and more people being brought here?”
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Table of Contents
Dedication
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Copyright Page
Title Page
Body Matter
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The ironclads lifted Finn and heaved him into the moving engine. He kicked and bucked, skinning the knuckles of his left hand on the hatch as he tried to stop himself, but it was no good.
“No!” he shouted again. “Please, no!”
Any one of the ironclads could have lifted him, and there were three of them, one holding his legs, one on each arm. They flung him inside. He cracked the back of his head on the metal floor as he landed.
“No!”
His voice boomed in the enclosed space. The interior of the moving engine was dark, a cylinder of curved iron plates riveted together. It smelled of smoke and oil and rust, the stifling air hot in the back of his throat as he breathed it in.
The master stood behind the ironclads in the circle of light of the hatchway. He wore his familiar grin. “Shackle him, too. He'll travel the rest of the way to Engn in there.”
The ironclads paused for a moment while they received their instructions. Finn saw his chance. The thought of being locked inside the moving engine was too much. He would rather die. He scuttled forwards to the opening and leapt to his freedom. But one of the ironclads seized his leg. Finn half fell to the floor. Screaming from rage and fear, he kicked and kicked at the ironclad who held on to him.
“Get him!” the master shouted. “Throw him back inside!”
While the other two ironclads tried to grab hold of his flailing arms, Finn put all his strength into one more kick. He caught the ironclad squarely in the face. They were protected by their metal masks, of course, but he heard the muffled grunt of pain as his kick caught the ironclad's nose. The grip around his shin lessened and he pulled himself free. Scrambling and tripping, he ran from the moving engine, from the ironclads and their master.
He had to get away. He wouldn't let them take him, as they'd taken the others. Connor and Shireen and the rest. He'd be like Diane. He didn't know the valley around Fiveways, but a stand of conifers, a finger of the woods that covered the upper slopes of the whole valley, lay not too far away. He bolted that way. He would be safe there. The woods were his territory and their horses would be no good among the trees. He could run and hide, and they'd never see him again. He'd live free and safe in the wilds; he'd hunt and fish and never have to face the ironclads again.
The blow on his back sent him sprawling to the ground before he had chance to react. He tasted mud. Turning over, he saw the master, astride his horse, standing over him, an amused look on his face. In his hand he held a thin metal staff with a bulbous club end. He held it ready to strike Finn again.
“Do you want to run some more, boy? I can play this game all day.”
Finn scrambled to his feet, spitting mud and grass from his mouth. A sharp pain thudded across the back of his shoulders, but nothing appeared to be broken. The ironclads approached in a line off to one side, wary of him bolting again. Blood poured from beneath the mask of the one he'd kicked. He couldn't outrun them out in the open, not with their horses. He glanced uphill again, towards the trees, the welcoming darkness beneath them. They were his only hope. Could he get that far? Maybe, maybe not.
“Let me go,” he said. “If you take me to Engn you'll regret it. Everyone there will regret it.”
The master laughed, shook his head. “You know, I think we'll take the risk.”
“I'm serious,” said Finn. “When I get there, I'll fight. I'll…” He stopped himself. He'd nearly blurted out his great secret. But of course, he had to think of Connor.
“Fight back all you like, boy. It won't make any difference. Now get into the engine.”
“You'll have to catch me first.”
Finn turned and sprinted for the trees. He slipped and skidded on the sloping ground. He threw himself forwards, scrabbling with his hands. He was close now. He could hear the hooves of the master's horse as it cantered up behind him. But only a few more strides. Once in the trees, he'd run until he found the paths and glades he knew. Or head up the valley beyond Ironoaks where they'd never find him. Safe.
This time the blow was to his head. He must have blacked out for a moment because he had no memory of falling. The next thing he knew was the solid ground beneath his back and the grip of the three ironclads as they picked him up and carried him back to the moving engine. His vision swirled and he thought he was going to be sick. Weakly, he kicked and writhed, but it was no use.
This time two of the ironclads, reaching inside the cramped metal tank, pinned him on his back. The metal floor burned against his shoulder blades. He tried to wriggle free, desperate now, but their grip was unbreakable. As they held him, the third ironclad reached inside for a chain anchored to the inside of the machine. He clamped it around Finn's ankle, pinching his skin in the process.
“Well,” the master said, peering over the ironclads' shoulders, “now we have you. And there's really no point trying to escape. If I were you, I'd sleep all the way to Engn. We'll be there in a week. You'll need the rest.”
The ironclads released Finn and stepped back. He scrambled to his knees. There wasn't room to stand properly. He grasped the door frame, ready to pull himself out, back into the light, despite the chain around his leg.
“Move your fingers, boy.”
The master held the metal door, ready to slam it on Finn's fingers. The grin on the master's face told Finn that he would do it, too. Finn pulled his hands back and the master heaved the iron door shut. The whole engine clanged around him like a cracked bell. Finn's head rang with the sound of it. He cowered to the back of the machine and sat there. He was alone in the darkness.
Sounds from outside the moving engine became immediately muffled. He heard voices, the master giving more orders to the ironclads, but he couldn't make out what was being said. The machine thrummed and throbbed; he could feel it in the bones of his chest. The air turned to smoke; it was warm and bad, as if it had already been breathed by something. He had been eaten by a metal beast. The darkness around him felt solid, a smothering blanket.
Nothing happened for a moment, and Finn began to think they'd left him to die inside the moving engine, ridden off without him. Then the furnace within the machine roared back into life. The moving engine twitched once then jerked forwards, sending Finn tumbling to the back of the cage, where he bashed his shoulder hard.
He sprawled on the floor. With a repeated whoosh sound, the breathing of the beast, the engine trundled forwards. Finn wedged himself into a corner to stop himself being jolted around. He curled into a ball, pulling his knees up to his chin. His face was wet. Blood or tears? He tasted some on a finger. Just tears. The metal floor was hotter here; he was near the furnace that powered the moving machine. He called out, a shout rather than words, but it was lost in the roar of the engine. He pounded the walls with his fists, again and again, but the engine trundled and jerked onwards, ignoring him.
He tried to think clearly, control himself. The air became thicker and warmer still. It scoured the back of his throat, making him retch and cough. With each bump in the road he jolted from side to side.
A line of small square holes ran along the curved side of his prison, only big enough for him to poke a soft fingertip through. He put his mouth to one of them, hoping to suck in fresher air from outside. Gritty flecks of rust came off on his lips. The metal tasted of blood. The hole was too small to pull in much air. He coughed again, the rust peppering the back of his throat. For a moment he couldn't breathe at all. Panic rose within him like the waters of a flood. He lost control of himself again, throwing himself at the walls, screaming ragged screams.
Finally, sobbing, breathing in gulps, he stopped. He crawled back into his corner.
His head hammered with pain. He shut his eyes, trying to calm his breathing. Perhaps he would be rescued. The wreckers would ambush them, set him free. Over and over he saw it, the ironclads fighting and dying, the master dying, the smile cut from his face. The door of the moving engine thrown open wide.
But no ambush came. Exhausted, rocked by the jolting of the machine, Finn's eyes dropped shut. He slipped in and out of a half sleep, vivid images coming to him, shocking him awake again. It was just as dark when he opened his eyes. He became more and more confused about where he was, what was real. Again, his mind fled the confines of his roaring prison, taking him off to happier places.
He was a young boy again, reliving his earliest memory, sitting with his sister Shireen in the clearing in the woods in the summer, the heat of the sun beating down on the top of his head.
She must have known what was to happen to her that day, some word of warning on the line-of-sight. His older sister, almost a grown-up herself, would never normally play with him for a whole morning. He was delighted to have her to himself.
“Close your eyes, Finn,” she told him. “You mustn't see where I'm taking you.”
She led him along twisting pathways in the oak woods on the slopes behind their house. He tried to work out where she was leading him but soon lost his bearings. Leaves tickled his face. The ground was soft beneath his feet, but dry. He longed to open his eyes, just for a moment, the slightest crack. But that would break the spell. He reached out with his foot to feel what was beside him on the path. He knew these woods as intimately as only a child could. Each mound and tree root and bush. Yet he could feel nothing with his outstretched toes, as if they were walking some unknown path with sheer drops on either side.
Her hand was damp in his, but the air was wonderfully cool under the leaves. The sun outside was unbearable. It was like creeping too close to the furnace in their father's workshop, the heat crashing into you like a cymbal being struck. Each day burned hotter than the last. The world became a shimmering cauldron by day, sticky and airless by night. In the garden, plate-sized pink flowers exuding a cloying smell had rampaged out of the beds to envelop everything. No one had the energy to cut them back. It was too hot to move, too bright to see. But among the shifting shadows of the great branches you began to wake up again.
“Here,” she said. “Sit down here, Finn. You can open your eyes.”
They were in a clearing he didn't recognize. They'd walked farther than he'd ever dared go on his own. His mother said he had to stay within sight of the house when he went out to play, but he was okay with Shireen.
He could see nothing beyond the green wall of trees and the darkness crowded behind them. The leaves lolled as they waited for a breeze to save them. A lone bird sang, rare in the heat. His sister smiled, her face full of bright, crisp detail. Sunlight through the treetops made her brown hair glow with gold sparkles. She sat down next to him. The bark of the old log was rough on his hands.
“This is my favourite place, Finn,” she said. “I come here to sit, sometimes. No one else knows about it. I wanted to show it to you.”
Finn looked around, expecting to see faeries like those in the books she read to him. Tiny figures with flowers for hats and clothes of red or blue or orange.
“Oh.”
“Will you come here too, Finn? From time to time?”
“Why?”
“Just to sit. To think. To remember.”
He shrugged. “I'll try. I might forget.”
She smiled at him. “Not to worry. Just every now and then. You could play here with your friend. With Connor.”
Finn said nothing. Connor wasn't his friend. Connor scared him. The Baron's son was a year or two older and much bigger. He could already ride a pony and had his own fishing rod, which he was allowed to use in the river. Finn had seen him haul a shining, writhing trout from the river a few days ago. Connor had placed his finger and thumb into the fish's gulping mouth and broken its neck with a simple movement, red blood staining its gills. Finn, hiding behind bushes, had crept away, his heart beating wildly.
“Would you do that for me, Finn? Come here?”
“You'll have to show me the way.”
“You'll be able to find it yourself. When you're a bit older.”
Finn accepted her word. Of course, he was aware that one day he would grow up like his sister. Right now, the fact was unimportant, impossibly remote.
“Okay.”
They sat together for a long while, neither of them speaking, Finn waiting to see what would happen next. He closed his eyes.
He heard a distant sound, something like a trumpet playing a single, drawn-out, falling note, but very far away. He had never heard anything like it before.
“What's that?”
His sister sighed. “It's nothing important, Finn. It means we should be getting back. Give me your hand.”
She stood up then bent down to kiss him on the top of the head, as his father did when putting him to bed.
At the edge of the trees she let go of his hand and pushed out across the yellow fields. Finn, following, squinting in the light, could only look down at his feet, the dust of the ground, as they trudged home.
The ironclads were waiting for them at the house. Something like horses, four of them, were tethered outside. Finn wasn't sure if they were animals or machines. He could see they had brown tapering legs, muscles twitching as flies landed on them, but their bodies were all bulky metal plates and silver studs. Their eyes were lost inside shining metal hoods, but they bridled and whinnied like any real horse.
“Why are they here, Shireen?”
His sister didn't reply. Ignoring the horses, she walked inside. Finn followed. He could feel a greater heat coming off the beasts, as if a furnace blazed inside them rather than a beating heart. Looking up at them, they were as big as the house.
Inside stood three figures dressed in metal like the horses. They had guns strapped across their backs, each barrel gaping as big as the mouth of a fish. They clanked as they turned to see who had come in. Finn knew all about them. The ironclads filled his stories and games. They were the monsters, the nightmares that would come and take you away if you were bad. They pursued you in your dreams until you jerked awake with a scream.
Over by the empty fireplace, his mother and father stood in conversation with a fourth visitor. This one wasn't an ironclad; he was dressed in simple, purple robes but with a metal belt round his waist like the armour of the others. His hair was shaved off. His skin looked very soft and pink. Finn smiled at the adults but none of them saw him.
His mother, he could see, had been crying. She turned away so he wouldn't notice. His father stood head and shoulders above everyone, his expression unreadable through his bushy, black beard. One of his great tree-trunk arms was held around his mother's shoulders.
“Shireen,” his father said in a low voice.
His sister bowed her head and crossed to stand with them. She grew taller as she walked across the room, becoming an adult as Finn watched. He went to sit in a corner, as far as possible from the ironclads, and played with the wooden figures his father had carved for him. There was an old rug there, red and brown, laid on top of the flagstones. Over the years it had moulded itself to the contours of the uneven floor, forming slight valleys and mountains that often played a part in Finn's games. His mother had painted bright, smiling faces on the figures. He loved their smooth, shiny bodies. They rescued Peg, the smallest, from an underground dungeon, evading the roaring monsters that pursued them.
When the game was over, and all his toys were having a great party to celebrate Peg's safe return, Finn looked up. The ironclads had gone. His sister had gone. His mother and father stood looking out through the open door.
With the departure of Shireen, the heat of the summer finally broke. Storm clouds the size of mountains billowed up from the south, bringing with them sudden cold winds and lashing rain. People stirred and began to hurry once more, dashing from building to building between downpours, working with urgency to repair gushing gutters and gather swelling crops.
The day she had been taken, hours after she had gone, Finn had followed the trail left by the ironclads, down the lane between the fields, straying as far from home as he dared. Now, a week later, venturing down the lane again, he lost track of them, the hoof prints washed away by the rains.
Unable to go on after his sister, not wanting to go back home, Finn kicked stones around in the dirt. He picked some up and hurled them farther down the lane to see how far he could get them. More rain clouds gathered on the horizon, but it was dry for the moment. He wished Shireen was there to take his hand and lead him home. He poked a stick into the great puddle the rains had formed in the sunken corner of the field, stirring it up into a squelching, muddy soup.
Three Tree Hill was nearby: a small rise in the ground around which the Silverburn curled in a loop. Three vast oaks stood in a line upon it, their outstretched branches crossing through each other high above his head, as if they were interlocking their arms. It was Finn's greatest ambition to climb one of those oaks and work his way from branch to branch across to the other two without ever touching the ground. He decided to try again now. He shinned his way up the nearest trunk. Branches and knurs in the wood gave him all the toeholds he needed. The hard part was the leap between. The branches were never that close together when you climbed up high. The gulf of air down to the hard ground made him dizzy when he looked. From the second tree, he knew, there was a drop from a higher branch to a lower that was again possible, but the boughs weren't exactly under each other and you had to get it just right.
He stood up there for long minutes, holding one of the smaller branches to steady himself, imagining himself making the leap. A breeze blew on his face, ruffling his hair. He could smell the green of the tree. His knees jerked once or twice as they thought about actually jumping, but still he held on tight. He knew he could do it; he had measured out the distance on the ground and made it easily. Still, up there, it was a different thing.
Finally, he worked his way back to the trunk and climbed higher. There was a point where a branch curved off like a horse's neck forming a natural seat. He leaned his back against the trunk of the tree, perched far above the ground. Two smaller branches formed arms for him to hold onto. This was his secret place. He loved it up there, especially now it was summer and the leaves hid him from the world. He was flying above the land. When the wind blew more strongly, whipping the branches to and fro, making the whole tree sway, he was in the rolling crow's nest of a ship from some story, sailing across the fields to distant lands. He loved the feeling of being alone. He loved looking down on people walking along the lane, unaware of his presence.
Most of the leaves were still on the trees, although each gust of wind sent a fresh flock gliding to the ground. Through the gaps he could see the river, rattling down stony waterfalls, then the fields and the hills of the valley in which he had spent his whole life. He turned his head to look down the lane, the way the ironclads had taken Shireen. He could just see the chimney of Turnpike Cottage. Somewhere beyond that, over the line of those blue hills, lay Engn itself. He had once climbed to the very top of the tree, onto slender branches that bowed under his weight, to see if he could see over the peaks to the great city.
He wondered how far away she was now. He wanted to shout to her, in his loudest voice, to tell her he was there. But he knew she wouldn't hear him. Instead he plucked leaves from the tree and sent them floating down to the distant ground.
He saw someone coming towards him across the fields on the other side of the river. Someone striding through shoulder-high corn as if swimming in water. At first, he thought it was her, escaped, miraculously returned. But the hair was the wrong colour, the walk wrong. Whoever it was hadn't seen him. They kept stopping and looking from side to side, but never up into the trees.
Finn peered forwards, gripping the branches tight. With a jolt of alarm, he realized it was Connor. The older boy had a catapult in his hands. He stopped to fire stones at birds that clattered from the corn as he disturbed them. Finn wasn't allowed a catapult. He had been promised one when he was ten. But Connor appeared to be an expert already. A clump of crows wheeled up in alarm from a beech on the riverbank, voices grating. One of their numbers flopped to the ground in a flurry of feathers. Connor fired again, trying to hit one of the crows in flight.
With slow movements, Finn edged his way back down the tree, trying not to make the branches sway. Perhaps if he could move around the trunk, keep it between himself and the older boy, he could run away without being noticed. He could hear the hungry thrum of the catapult now, and Connor's laughter as he hit another target.
Finn missed his footing and landed hard on a lower branch, making it wave in the air like a flag. A squirrel, disturbed by the commotion, shot around the trunk, past Finn's head and out along one of the branches. Perhaps it had intended to leap across to the next tree, too, but it chose the wrong branch. It ran out as far as it could, body and tail flowing in a perfect arc, but stopped at the end with nowhere to go. It sat up on its hind legs, head flicking around. A stone from the catapult cracked through the tree, barely missing it, knocking aside leaves with a click and sending them spinning downwards. The squirrel didn't understand. Another stone cut through the branches, striking it in the head with a soft crunch.
It cartwheeled to the ground. Through the leaves, Finn saw it hit the grass. It lay there twitching, legs running uselessly in the air, head ruined. Finn hung between branches, very still, hoping that Connor would think the squirrel had made all the noise.
“Are you stuck up there?” Connor shouted. “Do you need help to get down too?”
Finn's heart hammered. He was a long way from home and there was no one to help him. The worse thing was, although the river was between them, it was easy to cross there by leaping from stone to stone, especially with the waters so low. He knew he didn't have long before Connor would be at the foot of the tree, aiming his catapult up at him.
In a desperate hurry, face flushed with heat, Finn thrashed from branch to branch, making no effort to conceal his whereabouts. If he dropped to the ground Connor would see him, but if he could make the leap to the second tree he might be safe.
Another stone drummed off the trunk.
Finn stood back on the outstretched bough for a moment, excitement and terror flaring inside him. Before he could stop himself, he leapt into the open air. He hung there for long, long moments, aware of the ground beneath him, sucking him down. Then he landed on the other branch, bashing his left shin into it but managing to grasp a smaller branch to struggle on properly. He was across. He crouched there for a moment while his heart raced away, unable to believe what he had just done.
“I'm coming to get you!” Connor shouted.
Finn crawled his way along the branch, more careful now, not wanting Connor to know where he was, not daring to stand up. He reached the trunk of the second tree, then began to climb. Connor hadn't fired any more stones for a while. Crossing the river.
In some ways the drop didn't seem as bad as the leap; leaves not too far below hid the ground, giving the illusion of a solid surface to catch him. But if he missed the branch of the third tree the drop would kill him. Break his legs or his back at least. He sat with feet dangling in the air, trying to judge how hard to push off. The first drops of rain patted through the leaves around him. The best thing to do was to land feet-first on the branch of the third tree. He had to do it.
With a gasp he pushed himself off. Instantly he was falling, not flying towards the branch as he had imagined. He hadn't pushed off hard enough. His feet missed completely. Twigs smacked his face, catching him in the eye. With outstretched arms he managed to catch the branch as it rose past him. He clung on, swinging there, his feet running uselessly as he tried to gain a foothold. With a grunt, he swung his legs up to lie along the branch like a cat.
“I can see you!”
Connor sounded gleeful, but also distant. Finn guessed he was still over by the first tree, peering up through the leaves.
Finn pulled himself along the branch, breathing heavily and sobbing at the same time, then began to climb down to the ground. His legs felt wobbly but they knew the sequence of branches perfectly and he didn't slip again. He dropped to the ground and hid behind the third trunk. He could hear no running footsteps and no stones whistled past his ear. He had done it.
He ran, directly away from the trees, out across the field so Connor wouldn't see him, then around the bottom of the mound and so back to the lane. He didn't dare look back.
He arrived home, panting and wide-eyed, his shin bleeding where the skin had been scraped off.
His mother, meeting him at the door, squeezed him very hard. She smelled of fresh bread and summer flowers. She held him at arm's length to look at him.
“Where have you been? What have you been up to?”
“Nothing,” he said.
“Look at you. You look like you've been dragged through a hedge backwards.”
He slipped from her grasp into the house, where delicious smells of cooking awaited.
It was two weeks before he dared venture so far from home again. This time he saw no one else. He had the oaks of Three Tree Hill to himself once more.
The wind hammered at the windows. Finn sat with his parents at the table one evening, eating hunks of fresh bread and slices of cheese. They also had a bowl of bright red apples, windfalls from their little orchard. The log fire blazed and cracked, occasionally sending brilliant sparks shooting out onto the floor. When they did his father leapt up to pluck them off the rug and toss them back into the fire before they could do any damage. They never seemed to hurt his fingers.
“Winter's coming on,” said his mother. She gazed off to the side, as if she could see through the walls into the gloom outside. “Soon be time to turn the lights on.”
It was dark when he went to bed now. Shireen used to read to him as he drifted off to sleep. In the summer it was light enough with just the curtains open, but in the winter they would sit under the flickering incandescent globe in his room, huddled together under the blankets as she read.
“Waterwheel will need re-caulking,” said his father. “I'd better strip down the generators before winter, too.”
“That's supposed to be Matt's job,” said his mother.
His father grunted in amusement. “Best do it myself.”
He waved towards Finn with a triangle of the bread.
“Finn? Want to give me a hand tomorrow?”
Finn felt reluctant. He was supposed to be learning to do all the things his father did, but he knew how it would go. His father would grow cross with some technicality of the task at hand and Finn would just be in the way. But he'd probably be able to wander off eventually without his father minding. And, if he was lucky, there would be time for a game of chase or hide on the way.
“Yes, Father.”
His mother picked up one of the apples, assessed it for a moment, then bit into its shiny skin.
“Nice and sweet,” she said. “Time we got them in. Without Shireen to help I'd better get started soon.”
The wind rose again, rattling the door this time, hissing through the gap underneath.
“Why did they take her?” asked Finn. “The ironclads.”
His mother looked at his father. They had been waiting for him to ask.
“Finn, it's a sacred duty to be called to work upon Engn,” said his mother. “Few are taken.”
“But I want her to play with me. Will she come back?”
“No, love. You are called for life.”
“Can we go and see her?”
“No, no. That isn't allowed.”
“But you went once, Father. You told me about it. You said there were huge wheels as big as the setting moon. And chimneys far higher than any trees. It was bigger than our whole valley and at night it sparkled with light. It made the ground shake even from miles away. You said it was wonderful.”
His father put down the bread he was chewing.
“Yes, I said all that, and perhaps I shouldn't. But no one is permitted to go so near now without being taken by the ironclads.”
“What's permitted?”
“It means you're not allowed to go there.”
“Why?”
“That's the way it is. Engn is a forbidden place.”
Finn thought about this. They said the great machine spread farther across the land every year. How big would it eventually be? Would it reach them, there in the valley? They ate in silence for a time.
“When I'm bigger, will I be taken too?” asked Finn.
His father looked hard at him. There was anger in his eyes, but his voice was soft when he spoke. His anger wasn't with Finn.
“No. You will not.”
“How do you know?”
“They don't take more than one from the same family,” his mother said. “It wouldn't be right.”
“Finn, I promise you,” said his father. “You won't be taken. I won't allow it. Now eat up.”
They ate the rest of their meal in silence. When he'd finished, Finn scrambled up the wooden ladder to his bed, to read to himself.
Winter came early that year. The soil froze to stone and was then buried under snow. Each morning brought a fresh fall, covering up the tracks and marks of the previous day as if the whole world had been renewed. The air was as sharp as knives on Finn's cheeks when he went outside to play.
He chewed his breakfast, deciding what to do that day. A sudden pounding at the door made him gasp and look up. His mother, scrubbing a pan at the kitchen sink, caught the look of alarm on his face. His father, scowling, crossed the room from the fire he was tending to haul open the door. In a great plume of windblown snow, Matt Dobey stepped into the room.
The lengthsman was dressed in thick, inside-out furs that inflated him to twice his normal size. He stamped snow from his boots and pushed back his hood to reveal his familiar smile: eyes wide, expression exaggerated, the smile of someone perpetually addressing young children. He reminded Finn of one of the cows on the farm: large, docile, bemused. He was bald like a baby, the dome of his head shining. His soft face resembled the formless lumps of dough his mother slid into the oven each morning.
“Well, any more of this and we'll be stranded in our own homes,” he said brightly. “Hello, young man. Grown again, I see.”
Finn smiled, excused from replying by a mouthful of bread.
“Sit down,” said his father to Matt. “I'll be ready soon.”
Matt sat in the fourth chair: the one they kept at the table but which no one used. He rubbed his hands together and blew into them.
“Where are you going today, Matt?” His mother stood at the kitchen door, drying her hands on a cloth. “Not far I hope?” She was thinner these days, shadows under her cheeks. Now when Finn hugged her, the soft bulk of her body was turning to bones.
“Old Mrs. Hampton has a broken connection,” said Matt. “Been without light nearly a week.”
“She didn't say anything.”
“Then the path up to the Switch House needs clearing. Mrs. Megrim keeps telling me how dangerous it is. If I don't get around to that today, there'll be trouble, eh?”
“Well, she's not one to stand any messing, Mrs. Megrim.”
“Best get on with it then,” said his father. He shrugged his way into his own furs. He kissed his mother on the cheek and tousled Finn's hair as he walked past. “Back in a couple of hours.”
The men left on a blast of chill air. His father often grumbled about how useless Matt was at mending the roads and keeping the electricity flowing, but when they were together, they were the best of friends. It was strange. Finn could hear their laughter fading as they trudged away from the house.
When his breakfast was finished and he was bundled up in enough clothes to satisfy his mother, Finn followed them outside. The snow had stopped falling. The sun lifted over the hillside, sparkling off the fields and roofs, gold glints in the perfect white. Finn scooped up a handful of snow, his fingers tingling with the cold of it. He crushed the snow into a ball and hurled it as far out into the field as he could, where it landed with a satisfying crump.
It was, he decided, a perfect day for sledging.
The previous winter, his father had built the toboggan for him: polished wood, light and strong. He pulled it by its cord across the garden. The explosion of summer flowers was long gone. The garden was a plain of white apart from a few bony sprout stalks like sheep's spines, writhing out of the ground.
“Stay away from the water!” his mother called after him.
He looked back to see her framed in the doorway of their stone house. The double lines in the snow made by the sledge led all the way back to her feet. Finn smiled and waved to her before pushing on out of the garden.
A line of wooden posts, each topped with a stylized bolt of lightning, led away towards the river. These marked the line of the underground cables that carried electricity from the waterwheel. Lines of posts ran throughout the valley, up to each building. His mother and father had told him many times never to dig anywhere near them.
He followed the posts now. Each day there was more ice on the water of the millpond and he wanted to see if, today, it had finally frozen all the way across. The snow was deep, covering his leather boots completely, cracking underfoot with each step. Apart from the footprints of birds, lines of scattered letter Y's and W's, the snow was untouched. He was the first person in the whole world to walk in it. He almost felt like he shouldn't.
Water gurgled down the leat that powered the wheel, but otherwise the world was completely silent, the air muffled, like being under blankets. Nothing moved. The pond had frozen over more, but there was still a circle of open water in the middle, like an unblinking eye staring blankly upwards. His father had explained that water froze from the surface down, that even if it froze right across it would still be flowing beneath the surface. Finn skidded stones across it. The ice echoed with a weird metallic sound. He tried to make the stones stop on the very lip of the ice, then tried to hurl them directly into the water without touching the sides.
When that game was exhausted, he picked up the cord of his sledge again. He had tried with it yesterday but the slopes had been too gentle. He'd sunk into the soft snow. He needed somewhere steeper.
He crossed the footbridge, fanged with icicles, and began to climb up into the woods. The paths had all vanished, of course, the whole land rubbed clean of detail, but he knew exactly which way to go, knew which trees the trails wound around. He worked his way up the sides of the valley, the snow deeper and deeper all the time. The only sounds were his own breathing and the shush of the sledge behind him. Occasionally a branch, warmed by the sun, dropped a line of snow near him with a soft wumph.
Then he stopped. He thought he'd heard something else too: someone moving through the woods behind him as he climbed, the sound of something pushing through the undergrowth. He could hear nothing now. Perhaps it was just his own echo bouncing off the trees. Everything sounded strange in the snow. Small birds hopped around in the high branches, spots of black against the blue sky. Nothing else moved. Wild animals roamed the high woods, of course – black bears and wolves – but none had ever been seen close to the village.
He wondered again where Shireen's glade was, whether it was nearby. He had often tried to find it. It wasn't anywhere nearby, anyway.
Shrugging, he set off, angling up the slope to make the ascent easier. Each step was an effort now, more of a leap, the snow up to his knees. He waded forwards for a time then, abruptly, stopped again, whipping round to see if he could catch a glimpse of a pursuer. This time he caught a clear flicker of movement behind him: a detached shadow melting into the trees.
Someone was definitely there. Tall – a person, not an animal. These were his woods. Now that Shireen had gone no one else came there. He didn't like to think of sharing them with someone else. Could it be an ironclad? They came for him in his dreams most nights: clanking machine-men that kept on coming no matter what you did to stop them. If you smashed them into pieces, the fragments crept towards you. You could never rest. Had they followed his trail to find him, alone and helpless out in the woods? Had they been out there all along, waiting for him?
He was nearly at the upper edge of the woods now. Above him, the hill grew steeper and became the flank of the mountain. He had planned to find a long slope there to sledge down. Now he only thought about hurrying back to the river. Whatever followed him wouldn't dare pursue him all the way home. He considered hopping onto his sledge. The ground here was steep. But if he lost control and crashed into a tree, his pursuer would surely catch him.
Instead, he strode back into the woods. In a few minutes, he was panting heavily, lungs burning from the climb. If he didn't run, his pursuer might not realize Finn had spotted them. There was a place lower down where the trees thinned out and the hill became the bank of the river, a little upstream from his home. If he could reach that he would be safe. His toes felt numb and swollen. The sledge, still gripped in his left hand, slipped down the slope ahead of him, pulling him forwards.
He heard a vast crack then, as loud as someone firing an enormous gun nearby. It echoed off the trees. Finn looked round in shock, thinking he had been shot at. Even through his numbed feet he felt the ground shake. The trees around him shivered, shedding snow and ice in great curtains. What was going on?
“Finn!”
His pursuer bounded towards him, a single figure dressed in black, loping over the snow at speed.
“Finn! It's an avalanche! Run!”
It was Connor. The older boy had followed him all this way. Finn tried to get away, bounding down the slope, half falling, stumbling and weaving between the trunks.
He was too slow. Connor caught him and flipped him around by the arm. Finn tried to pull himself loose and they both rolled to the ground. Snow filled Finn's mouth, cold and gritty. He tried to beat the bigger boy off with his fists, but Connor didn't fight back. Instead he was shouting something.
“Finn. It's an avalanche. Come on!”
He hauled Finn up and set off down the slope, towing Finn with him. From behind them, a growing rumble filled the air, like thunder but becoming louder each moment. Finn looked that way. The hillside beyond the last of the trees was gone, as if a white cloud had descended. What did it mean? He had never seen anything like it. Shock staked him to the ground.
“Finn, we need a tree. A big one.”
“A tree?” he said, not understanding. “Why?”
“Just take us! We need a big tree to climb. We've only got a few seconds. We…”
The roaring drowned out the rest of Connor's words. Finn felt drops on his face as if it was snowing again, but there was only blue sky overhead. Then he turned and saw the snow had come alive, turning into a roaring beast, chasing them down the hillside.
Now Finn ran, Connor close behind him. There was a big tree a little down the slope, one he had climbed a few times. They might be able to reach that. It was hard to keep his footing in the deep snow. Twice he tumbled over. Each time Connor picked him up, only to stagger himself a few paces on. Finn felt cold biting at the back of his neck, jaws of snow snapping at him.
He saw the tree, an old oak, its bulky trunk wide and tall, the upturned wrist and hand of a giant. Once you reached the palm it was easy enough to climb. He just hoped the trunk wasn't too slippery with ice.
“This one,” shouted Finn. Connor couldn't possibly hear him, but he nodded as Finn pointed. They ran around the tree, downslope from the thundering snow. Connor looked up into the branches then cupped his hands to give Finn a leg up. It struck Finn that Connor was terrified too. He'd thought, somehow, that all of this, the snow coming to life, the avalanche, was Connor's doing. A trap he'd planned all along. But the other boy's eyes were wide with fear.
Finn stepped into the offered hands and Connor boosted him up to the lowest branch. Finn hauled himself into the tree and, lying wedged between the forking branches, reached back down for Connor.
The world was a blizzard now, the ground and the other trees gone, only Connor's hand visible reaching though the whiteness. Finn could feel the whole tree shuddering as a mountainside of snow slammed into it. He reached down and grasped Connor's hand, pulling him up with a huge effort, almost slipping from the tree as he hauled the other boy into the branches.
They sat there together for a moment, both out of breath.
“Come on,” shouted Connor. “We have to climb higher!”
“What's happening?” Finn shouted back. But Connor was already scrambling upwards. Finn glanced down. The boiling snow was nearer, as if the whole tree were sinking into the ground. He turned and climbed after Connor.
They stopped when they could go no farther, high, high up in the ancient tree. The trunk was little thicker than Finn's thighs. They clung on as the tree swayed and jolted beneath them: clung onto the tree and to each other. When Finn closed his eyes, it felt as if the oak was lurching to the ground, whipping backwards and forwards. He gulped down helpless, terrified tears, sobs racking his whole body, glad that the snow was too loud for Connor to hear him.
The avalanche ended as abruptly as it had started. The roaring died away and sunlight found them again. Their tree had stayed upright, although many around had not. A broken pine lay with its top caught in a nearby oak, its trunk like a ramp down to the ground.
Finn looked at Connor. They had both been crying. They let go of each other. It was suddenly very quiet. No birds sang, as if they had all been swept away by the snow. What would happen now? He was conscious of being up there alone with the older boy. He was too weary to fight. He wanted his father to come and carry him home.
The older boy began to laugh, then, full of glee. Finn stared at him, amazed. What was he laughing at? Connor whooped with delight, shouting at the stunned forest all around them.
“Hah! Didn't get us, did you? Can't catch us! Hah!”
He looked ridiculous, bawling out to nobody at all. Finn found himself grinning at the sight of him, then chuckling as well. Soon they were both roaring with laughter, until Finn's cheeks hurt and sharp pain stabbed him in the side. If either of them stopped, the sight of the other trying not to laugh started them off again.
“Hey, avalanche! You missed us!” Finn shouted.
For five minutes or more, neither could stop laughing. Finally, still grinning and giggling, they sat down next to each other in a crook of the branches.
“Why … why were you following me?” Finn managed to ask.
“I wasn't,” said Connor. “Not at first. I was looking for somewhere to ice fish and found your tracks. I followed, then I heard the snow breaking. My dad warned me of the dangers, but I didn't believe him. He said there were lots of avalanches when he was young.”
“You saved my life.”
Connor shrugged, as if near-death adventures happened to him every day. “You saved mine. I couldn't have found this tree without you.”
Finn grinned and looked at Connor. The older boy wasn't, in truth, very much taller than he was. He looked much stronger, though, his arms thick with muscles where Finn's were just straight lines.
“You're a good climber,” said Connor. “Just like a squirrel.” His eyes glinted with amusement beneath his shock of black hair.
“Good job no one has a catapult down there,” said Finn.
Connor laughed. He flipped off the backpack he carried and pulled out his catapult. It was a Y-shaped piece of wood with red twine bound around it for a handle. It was strung with a length of strong elastic upon which was threaded a small leather pouch.
“Fancy a go?” asked Connor. “I've got a few stones. I collect the good ones.”
They took turns firing the catapult, making the pebbles rebound off the surrounding trees, seeing who could hit a certain branch, seeing who could fire a stone the farthest. Connor's went so far you lost sight of them, but Finn was at least as accurate as the older boy. Twice he beat Connor to hit a knot on a nearby oak.
“Here's your prize,” said Connor. He pulled two apples out of his backpack and handed one to Finn. They both ate hungrily.
“How deep do you think the snow is?” asked Finn. The ground looked much nearer than it normally did.
“Pretty deep. Don't think we could walk through it.”
“When do you think they'll find us?”
“Oh, soon enough,” said Connor, leaning backwards against the trunk of the tree and closing his eyes. “Our tracks will have been obliterated, but they'll find us. Wait, I know!”
He was alert again and rummaging around in his backpack. This time he pulled out a small, wooden whistle.
“My mother carved it for me. There's a dried pea inside, see.”
He put it to his lips and blew, sending out a shrill sound that cut easily through the muffled air.
“We'll blow this every few minutes so they'll know where we are. I've got this, too.”
He fished out a small, brass tube. A telescope. Connor stretched it open and held it up to his eye, surveying the woods around them.
“It's our old line-of-sight. There's a crack in one of the lenses but it still works.”
“Let me see.”
It took a few moments for Finn to get his eye in the right place, and to work out how to focus it. He wasn't allowed to touch theirs at home. The distant trees down the slope sprang into sharp detail. He swept the telescope backwards and forwards, looking for signs of life, for someone coming to rescue them.
“See anyone?” asked Connor.
“Nothing.”
“Ah, well. They'll find us.”
Connor didn't seem in the least frightened now. It was all like some game for him. If Finn had been on his own, he'd probably have tried to climb down and make his way home. Connor seemed quite comfortable where he was.
“Here, watch this,” said Connor.
The older boy stood again and, after a moment's fumbling, sent out a jet of piss into the air. He took great delight in making swirling patterns in the snow beneath them.
“I can write my name!” he called.
Laughing again, Finn stood to join him.
When the daylight started to fade, darkness creeping through the trees to surround them, they huddled back together for warmth, locking arms. Finn shivered with the cold. His eyes drifted shut again and again, but he was terrified of falling asleep and pitching out of the tree. He blew the whistle one more time.
“I heard about your sister,” said Connor.
“Yeah.”
“Did she want to go?”
Finn shrugged but said nothing. He blew the whistle again, as loud as he could.
This time he heard an answering call, someone shouting in the distance. The two boys scrambled to their feet. Connor snatched the whistle and blew it again and again. Through the gloom they heard more calls, voices growing louder.
It was fully dark by the time their rescuers arrived. Finn's parents and several workers from the farm, including Connor's own father and two uncles. Not Connor's mother, of course, as she was bedridden and never left her room. Matt was with them, lengthsman's tools slung over his shoulder. Some of the men drove a team of eight heavy horses, pushing a great wooden plough up through the drifts. The horses strained against the hill and the weight of the snow, steam rising off them as they stamped forwards. Men shovelled mounds of snow aside with diamond-shaped spades. Others held up hissing torches that burned with a shifting light and gave off threads of smoke that lay horizontal in the cold air.
At the tree, his father sat on one of the horses and reached up to pluck Finn from the lowest branch. He held Finn tight for long moments, muffling him into his furs, his grip like iron. Finn had to turn his head to one side to breathe but he didn't mind. Then his father held him out at arms' length, dangling him in the air to look into his eyes.
“What were you thinking of? I've told you a hundred times to stay away from the snow fields.”
“I…”
“It wasn't his fault,” called out Connor from another horse. “It was mine. I was chasing him.”
Finn looked across at Connor, who winked. He sat in front of his own father. The Baron was a short, powerful man with a scowling, red face. Finn avoided him at all times. The King of the Valley, they sometimes called him, only half joking. The Baron's family had once been powerful figures in the Guild of Stonecarvers, but he had no authority other than his old title, which some respected and some laughed at. Finn's parents treated the Baron with politeness, but only, Finn thought, because they liked him as an individual. Finn could see the similarity of Connor to his father. Finn, on the other hand, was nothing like his father. He was tall for his age but stick-thin.
“No,” said Finn. “It wasn't like that. Connor saved me. I didn't know what was happening. I forgot about what you said. I'm sorry.”
“Just so long as you're both safe,” the Baron said.
“Aye, well,” said Finn's father. “No harm done. But listen to what we tell you next time, eh? Avalanches and earthquakes aren't nearly as common as they used to be, but they can still happen.”
“I will.”
“Come on,” said Finn's mother. “Let's get you both home.”
The two boys were wrapped in blankets and given soup that had been kept warm in a silver flask. They sat side-by-side on a plank of wood stretched across the horses' traces, facing backwards, rocking together as they made their way back down the slope. Everyone moved slowly, men and horses exhausted by their efforts. They followed the path that had been forced through the avalanche on the way up. Finn, very sleepy, watched the trees drift by over the high walls of ploughed snow.
Back near the waterwheel they went their separate ways, Connor and the horses to the farm, Finn walking with his mother and father to their own house. The snow was thinner there; the avalanche had hit the river some way upstream. Countless lines of footprints punctuated the snow, as if a crowd of people had been darting backwards and forwards looking for something.
His father picked him up, swung him round and placed him onto his shoulders. They headed for home, the electric lights from their windows twinkling to them through the gathering gloom.
“I lost my sledge,” said Finn.
“We can make a new sledge,” said his father.
“Hey, Finn!” Connor called out. “Let's play together tomorrow!”
Finn twisted to see Connor disappearing into the darkness astride one of his father's horses. Too weary to shout, Finn waved a thumbs-up sign at his new friend.
A shower of rain thrummed on the metal roof of the moving engine, heavier and heavier, the sound swelling from drumbeat to roar. Finn clasped his hands over his ears. It was the roar of the avalanche once again. Despite the darkness he screwed his eyes tight shut. He rocked himself backwards and forwards. Water seeped in from somewhere, dripping onto him in slow, fat drops, sloshing around on the floor to soak his feet.
Drainage holes in the floor of the machine squirted plumes of muddy water, flung up by the iron wheels. He imagined the engine sinking into the mud, stuck so that even the horses couldn't haul it out. He imagined mud oozing in through the holes in the floor, drowning him inside his metal cage. He put his eye to the nearest ventilation hole and peered out. They were still grinding forwards. All he could see was sodden woodland slipping by, the black bulk of an ironclad horse, splashes of mud kicked up by dinner-plate hooves.
He glimpsed a row of trees and the wall of a house, the stone red, unlike the yellows and browns of home. His forehead banged against the metal wall as they lurched along. There was a figure, a woman, standing by the side of the road, watching them pass. She held a shawl bunched at her throat with her fist. Finn could only see the lower half of her face, the straight line of her mouth, rain dripping from her chin.
When they passed through villages the whole population would often be there, watching them, not speaking, as if witnessing a funeral procession. Children hid behind the legs of adults. They reminded Finn of the day he and Connor had watched their own village coming out, the day they'd first glimpsed a moving engine and Finn hadn't known what it was.
Occasionally he spotted a Switch House, unmistakable with its telescopes bristling at all angles. He would imagine messages flashing to his own house, to Mrs. Megrim and then on to his parents. Finn is here. Finn is passing through here.
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