S. Baring-Gould
Winefred
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Table of contents
CHAPTER I HOMELESS
CHAPTER II ON THE VERGE
CHAPTER III A COMMON CHORD
CHAPTER IV THE UNDERCLIFF
CHAPTER V DON'T
CHAPTER VI OVER THE PUNCH-BOWL
CHAPTER VII A LATE VISITOR
CHAPTER VIII ON THE PEBBLE-BEACH
CHAPTER IX SEEN THROUGH
CHAPTER X A RIFT
CHAPTER XI A PROPOSAL
CHAPTER XII BY NIGHT
CHAPTER XIII OUT OF THE SNARE
CHAPTER XIV BURIED ALIVE
CHAPTER XV CAST FORTH
CHAPTER XVI JOB'S SECRET
CHAPTER XVII J. H.
CHAPTER XVIII DECLARATION OF WAR
CHAPTER XIX EXIT JOB
CHAPTER XX A FIRST STEP
CHAPTER XXI FURTHER FORWARD
CHAPTER XXII HOUSE AND HOME
CHAPTER XXIII A PASSAGE OF ARMS
CHAPTER XXIV REVERSED POSITIONS
CHAPTER XXV THE STUDY OF A FACE
CHAPTER XXVI A THORN BOUGH
CHAPTER XXVII MOTHER AND DAUGHTER
CHAPTER XXVIII MOST HEARTILY
CHAPTER XXIX THE SHADOW OF A CHANGE
CHAPTER XXX A NEW WORLD
CHAPTER XXXI A CHARIOT DRIVE
CHAPTER XXXII AT THE MILLINER'S
CHAPTER XXXIII IN THE SQUARE
CHAPTER XXXIV MISCHIEF-MAKING
CHAPTER XXXV THE YOUNG MAN FROM BEER
CHAPTER XXXVI TO BATH
CHAPTER XXXVII CONFIDENCES
CHAPTER XXXVIII A LETTER FROM BATH
CHAPTER XXXIX THE BATH ASSEMBLY
CHAPTER XL WANTED—CHOUGHS
CHAPTER XLI THE WHITE CLIFF
CHAPTER XLIIA REVELATION
CHAPTER XLIII A REFUSAL
CHAPTER XLIV THE GATE OF THORNS
CHAPTER XLV HOLWOOD OR MARLEY?
CHAPTER XLVI OVER A TEA-TABLE
CHAPTER XLVII THE CURTAIN DRAWN
CHAPTER XLVIII THE BEGINNING OF THE END
CHAPTER XLIX RENT ASUNDER
CHAPTER L JOINED TOGETHER
CHAPTER I HOMELESS
One
grey, uncertain afternoon in November, when the vapour-laden skies
were without a rent, and the trailing clouds, without a fringe, were
passing imperceptibly into drizzle, that thickened with coming night,
when the land was colourless, and the earth oozed beneath the tread,
and the sullen sea was as lead—on such a day, at such a time of
day, a woman wandered through Seaton, then a disregarded hamlet by
the mouth of the Axe, picking up a precarious existence by being
visited in the summer by bathers.The
woman drew her daughter about with her. Both were wet and bedraggled.The
wind from the east soughed about the caves, whistled in the naked
trees, and hissed through the coarse sea-grass and withered thrift;
whilst from afar came the mutter of a peevish sea. The woman was
tall, had fine features of a powerful cast, with eyes in which
slumbered volcanic fire. Her cheeks were flushed, her rich, dark
hair, caught by the wind and sopped by the mist, was dishevelled
under her battered hat. She was not above thirty-six years old.The
girl she held and drew along was about eighteen. She partook of her
mother's fineness of profile and darkness of eye. If there were in
her features some promise or threat of the resolution that
characterised her mother's countenance, it was tempered by a lurking
humour that would not suffer them to set to hardness.This
woman, holding her daughter with a grip of iron, stood in the doorway
of a farm, talking with, or rather at, the farmer.'Why
not? Have I not hands, arms? Can I not work? Will not she work? Prove
us. I ask why you cannot take us in?''My
good woman, we require no one.''But
you do. You have needed me. When your wife was ill, and your hussy of
a maid had run away—did you not send for me? Did I hesitate to go
to you? I left then my huckstering that I might be useful in your
house. That was the hour of your need. Now it is mine. Did I not at
that time do my work well? Perhaps over well. Your wife said I had
scrubbed the surface off the table and rubbed into holes the clothes
I washed. Anyhow I did naught by halves. And your drones, they guzzle
and sleep, and when you are in straits—there is sickness,
disaster—then they run away. Take me and Winefred.''My
dear Mrs. Marley, it is of no avail your persisting to thrust
yourself on us. You can't stable more horses than you have stalls. I
have no vacancy.''Your
missus has turned away Louie Herne.''And
has engaged one in her place.''Then
give us leave to sleep in your barn, and I'll work in the fields for
you, hoeing, weeding, gathering up stones—ay, better than can a
man.''No,
thank you. I do not care to have my barn burnt down. You have too
much fire in you to be safe among straw.'The
woman quivered with disappointment and rage. Erect, with rigid arms
and stiff neck, she flared out: 'Ay! I could tear down your stacks,
or fire them. I am "Dear Jane Marley" when
you need me. "Out,
you vagabond," when
I am in need.''If
you dared do what you threaten,' said the farmer, suddenly becoming
harsh in tone and manner, 'into prison you should go, and then,
indeed, your Winefred would be a vagabond, and all through you.'The
woman shut her mouth, but sparks scintillated in her eyes.'Mother,
let us go elsewhere,' said the girl and endeavoured to draw her
mother away.'Not
yet,' answered the woman impatiently. 'Do you not know, Moses
Nethersole, that I and my Winefred are homeless? My cottage has gone
to pieces, and the whole cliff is crumbling away. The wall is down
already, and the lime-ash floor is buckled up and splitting. No one
now may go nigh the place. It needs but the hopping of a wagtail to
send the whole bag of tricks into the sea. And you—you have the
heart to deny us shelter and bread, and work whereby to earn both.''Bread
you shall have and a cup of milk.''I
will have neither as an alms. I ask no charity. I desire to work for
my meat and for my housing. Have I not done so like an honest woman
hitherto? Would you make a beggar of me? Give me work, I ask. I seek
nothing more.''Mother,
come away,' pleaded the girl.'I
will,' said the woman curtly, and turned round with an abrupt action.
Then suddenly she stooped, stripped off her shoes, and, running
forward as the farmer backed, she beat the soles against the
doorposts.'There,'
she said, 'there is Scripture for you. I cannot shake off the dust o'
my feet as testimony against you, but I can the mud and the oozing of
the water from the sodden leather. May that cling there till the Day
of Judgment, and bring the blight to your wheat, the rot to your
sheep, to your cattle, the worm and canker to your store, and fester
into your blood. It is the curse of the widow and the fatherless that
will lie on you.'The
farmer slammed his door in her face, and retreated to the kitchen. He
was a phlegmatic and amiable man, but the fury of the woman, and her
denunciation of woes had shaken him; his ruddy face was mottled, and
his hand shook as he let himself down into the settle.'By
my soul, she's a vixen!' he gasped.'Moses,'
said his wife, 'you've done right. If I hadn't been minding ironing
of your shirt-front for Sunday, I'd have gone out and given that same
vixen a bit of my mind.''I
wish you had, Mary—I'm no match for the likes o' she.''If
I had heard the smallest mite o' wavering in your voice, I would have
done so for certain,' said Mrs. Nethersole; 'and so you call her
"dear Jane," do you? Things come out unexpected at times,
and "Mistress Marley" is she? You know as well as I do that
she is no honest woman, howsomever she may brag of her honesty. She
is just a wild lostrel as has got no belongings, save that girl as
never ought to have come into this world of wickedness.''Mary,
perhaps it's all along of it being a world of a wickedness that she
did come. Jane Marley's case is a sad one. She has been driven from
her cottage.''Turned
out?''The
cliff has given way. You know where it stood.''Not
I—it is on the other side of the water.''It
was on the edge of the cliff, and the rock has been breaking away for
some time—that is how she had it cheap. Now it is part down, and
they say there be a great crack right along the ground—and the
whole cliff will go over, and be munched by the waves.''That's
no concern of ours, Moses; she does not belong to the parish.''True,
but she has worked for us when we were short and in difficulties.''And
was paid for it—and we wiped our hands of her.''Mary,
you are over hard.''And
you like butter on dog-days. I know you men. Dear Jane, indeed!'Mrs.
Marley, with labouring bosom, heaving after the storm, drew her
daughter with her into the village street, to the village inn, the
Red Lion, kept by Mrs. Warne.She
walked in, with a manner almost defiant, and encountered the landlady
issuing from the cosy parlour behind the bar, in which a good fire
burnt, and where sat a couple of commercial travellers.'I
have come,' said Jane Marley, 'and have brought my Winefred. Our
house is going to pieces under our feet, over our heads, and we are
homeless. I desire that you take my child and me. I do not ask it as
a favour. Look at my arms. I can work, and will be an ostler for you,
and she shall serve in the inn.''I
really do not require you,' said Mrs. Warne. 'I am sorry for your
misfortunes, but I cannot help. You do not belong to this parish.''And
are love and mercy never to travel beyond parish bounds?' asked the
woman, with her vehemence again breaking out. 'Is the tide of charity
to flow on one side of the hedge and not on the other? Is the dew of
heaven to moisten the wool on the fleece of the parish sheep only?''Jane,
be reasonable. Our duties are limited by the parish boundaries, but
not our charity.''Then
extend some charity to Winefred and me, not alms, mind you, only
consideration.''Charity
must be governed by circumstances,' said Mrs. Warne.'Oh,
yes,' retorted Jane scornfully. 'It is like a canal, so much of it
let out through the sluices as the dock-keeper thinks well.''If
you will be patient,' said the hostess, a woman rubicund, plump and
good-humoured, at the moment impatient to be back with the
commercials, especially with one who had an engaging eye and tongue.
'If you will be patient, I will tell you how I can oblige you. I do
not mind taking on Winefred.''But
Tom Man, your ostler, is dead.''Well,
but I must have a man in the stables, not a woman.''No,'
said Mrs. Marley, 'I will not leave the child unprotected in a
public-house. See me, I have neither father, nor mother—no relation
of any sort. What my story is, that concerns none but myself; but,
such as it is, it has made me alone, with only my child to love. All
the love you have to your mother and sisters and brothers and
cousins, that with me is gathered into one great love for the one
child I have. Where she is, there am I. She is a handsome girl,
blooming as a rose. No, I will not let her be seen in a tavern,
unless I be near also to watch over her against your leering bagmen.'Mrs.
Warne bridled up.'Bagmen,
indeed! Tut, woman, surely you may trust me?''I
can trust none. You are not her mother. You must take us both.''I
cannot receive you both. I have made you a fair offer. If you will
not accept, go over the river to your own parish.'Then
Mrs. Warne retreated into the bar, shut the door, drew down the
window, and went to the fire and the commercials. Jane Marley left
the Red Lion. The cloud darkened on her brow.She
said no word to her daughter, but directed her way up the street to a
small shop, in which already a light was burning.In
the greensand beds about Seaton, or rather on the beach, washed from
them, are found chalcedonies, green and yellow, red jasper, and moss
agates, also brown petrified wood that takes a high polish. There was
a little dealer in these at Seaton, an old man who polished and set
them, and sold them as memorials to visitors coming there for
sea-bathing and air. To this man, Thomas Gasset by name, the
distressed woman betook herself.He
was sitting at his work-table, with a huge pair of spectacles in horn
rims over his nose, engaged in mounting a chalcedony as a seal.He
looked up.'Got
some stones for me, Mrs. Marley?' he asked. 'I hope good ones this
time. Those Winefred brought last were worthless.''No,
Mr. Gasset, they were not,' said the girl. 'I know a stone as well as
you.''Thomas
Gasset,' said the mother, 'I come to you with a proposal. Will you
take Winefred and me into your service? That is to say, let us both
lodge with you. She shall collect the precious pebbles, and as she
says she knows one that is good from another that is worthless, she
can help polish; turn the grindstone, if you will; and I will go
about the country selling them, instead of tapes and papers of
pins—or with them.''My
dear good creature,' gasped the jeweller—as this dealer in such
stones as jasper and agate elected to be called—more correctly a
lapidary—'the business would not maintain all three. The season
here is short, and I sell in that only.'He
looked out of the corners of his eyes at his wife, who was darning
where she could profit by his lamp. She pursed up her lips and drew
her brows together.'The
business is a starving, not a living,' said Mrs. Marley, 'because it
is not pushed. I have just been in at the Red Lion—there are
commercials, them travelling for some habberdash or hosiery firm—they
work up the trade. It pays to employ them. You make me your
traveller, I will go about with your wares to Dorchester, to
Weymouth, to Exeter—wherever there be gentlefolk with loose money
to spend in such things. It will pay you over and over again. If this
sort of working a business can keep those commercials in the lap of
luxury in Mrs. Warne's bar, drinking spirits and dining off roast
goose, it will keep me who never take anything stronger than milk,
and am content with a crust and dripping. Let me travel for you and
look to this as my home, where Winefred is.''No,'
said Mrs. Gasset, snapping the answer from her husband's mouth; 'no,
indeed, we take none under our roof who cannot produce her marriage
lines.''Then
I will lodge elsewhere if you will take my child, Mr. Gasset. You may
trust her. Your goods will be safe with me. I will render account for
every stone. You will have as security what is more to me than silver
or gold—my Winefred.'The
man again peered out of the corners of his eyes at his wife, and
again she answered for him.'No,'
she said. 'I don't doubt your honesty. You have been honest always
save once. But there are reasons why it cannot be. That is final.'And
she snapped her mouth, and at the same moment broke her
darning-needle.Jane
Marley left the shop.When
her back was turned Mrs. Gasset flew at her husband.'You'd
have given way—I saw it by the way you twitched the end of your
nose.''My
dear Sarah! it was such an opportunity. The woman is right—my
business——''Oh!
much you thought of your business. It was her great brown eyes—not
your agates.''My
dear Sarah! surely at my age——''The
older a man is, the more of a fool he becomes.''Well,
well, my honey-bee, I didn't.''No,
you didn't, because I was by,' retorted the honey-bee, and put forth
her sting. 'If I had been underground, you'd have taken her in. I
know you; yah!'And
in the little parlour behind the bar, the comfortable Mrs. Warne
settled herself before the fire, and drew up her gown so as not to
scorch it, and looked smilingly at the more attractive bagman of the
two, and said, 'Ah! Mr. Thomson, if you only knew from what I have
saved you.''From
what, my dearest Mrs. Warne?''From
fascinations you could not have resisted. There has been here a
peculiarly handsome woman wanting a situation—as ostler. If she had
come, there would have been no drawing you from the stables.''Madame—elsewhere
perhaps—but assuredly not here.'The
women were all against Jane Marley because she was still
good-looking.
CHAPTER II ON THE VERGE
Jane
Marley wrapped her
shawl about her; her head was bowed, her lips set, her grip on her
daughter unrelaxed.She
turned from the village, and walked along the shingly way to the
water's edge. The Axe flows into the sea through a trough washed out
of the blood-red sandstone that comes to the surface between the
hills of chalk; but the fresh water does not mingle with the brine
unopposed. A pebble ridge has been thrown up by the sea at the mouth,
that the waves labour incessantly to complete, so as to debar the Axe
from discharging its waters into it. Sometimes high tide and storm
combine to all but accomplish the task, and the river is strangled
within a narrow throat; but this is for a time only. Once more the
effluent tide assists the river to force an opening which the
inflowing tide had threatened to seal.One
of the consequences of this struggle ever renewed is that the mouth
has shifted. At one time the red Axe discharged to the west, but when
a storm blocked that opening it turned and emptied itself to the
east.On
the farther side, that to the rising sun, the chalk with dusky
sandstone underneath rears itself into a bold headland, Haven Ball,
that stands precipitously against the sea, as a white, cold shoulder
exposed to it. Up a hollow of this hill, a combe as it is called, a
mean track ascends to the downs which overhang the sea, and extend,
partly in open tracts, in part enclosed, as far as Lyme Regis.There
is no highway. The old Roman coast-road lies farther to the north,
but there is a track, now open, now between blasted hedges, always
bad, and exposed to the gale from the sea and the drift of the rain.But
to reach this, the Axe estuary must be crossed. This is nowadays a
matter of one penny, as there is a toll-bridge thrown from one bank
to the other. But at the time of my story transit was by a
ferry-boat, and the boat could ply only when there was a sufficiency
of water.Jane
Marley seated herself on a bench by the landing-stage, and drew her
daughter down beside her.The
wind was from the south-east, and spat cold rain in their faces. She
passed her shawl round Winefred, regardless of herself.Presently
up came the ferryman.'Good
e'en, Mistress Marley. Do you want to cross again?''Yes—when
possible.''In
ten minutes. Will you come under shelter into my cabin?'The
woman shook her head impatiently.'You
will get wet.''I
am wet already.''And
cold.''We
shall be colder presently.''Poor
comfort I call that,' said the boatman. 'But you was always a
headstrong, difficult woman, hard to please. Where be you going to,
now?''Where
I shall be better off than I am here.'Presently
Jane raised her face, streaming with rain, and said, 'There are
springs hereabouts that turn the moss into stone, and the blades of
grass are hardened to needles. I reckon that the spray of these
springs has watered the hearts of the people; they are all stone, and
the stone is flint. I shall go elsewhere.''It
is a long way to Lyme—if you be bound thither. And over the cliffs
it is exposed as well, and not safe with the falling darkness. I do
not say this on your account. You, Jane, are not one who cares for
length of way and badness of weather. But I speak for pretty
Winefred's sake.''I
am her mother, and I am the person to consider her, not you, Olver
Dench.''No
offence meant. But my cat had kittens, and when all were drowned but
one, she carried that remaining one about in her mouth everywhere,
and never let it go till she had nipped the life out of the kitten;
and, I swear, you remind me of that cat.'Then
ensued a silence that lasted for some minutes. The ferryman reopened
the conversation.'I
suppose you knew it was coming.''Knew
what?' asked she.'That
the cottage would go to pieces.''Yes.
I got it cheap because of the risk.''And
now, I make bold to ask, what have you done with your furniture?''There
is not much. What I have is there. I have no house into which to move
it. In the parish I am refused—in Seaton they cast me back on the
parish, and the parish casts me off altogether.''You
do not belong to it by birth.''No.
I belong nowhere. I have no home.''But
are you not afraid your bits of furniture will be stolen?''What
if they be? If there be no shelter for Winefred and me, what care I
for housing a poor bedstead and a rotten chair? The great grey sea
has torn away the rock on which I stood. The wall has fallen, and my
house is thrown open to all. Whither shall I go? Where shall I
shelter my child? We have no place.'The
man shrugged his shoulders. He was a red-faced man with white hair;
in the failing light of winter the red looked dull purple and the
white a soiled grey.'Come
now!' said the woman, starting up, 'my affairs are none of yours.
They touch you in no way. The tide flows.'She
did not notice a peculiar expression that came up into his face and
creamed it as she said the words, but Winefred, who was looking
wistfully at him, was struck by it.Without
another word, he went to the ferryboat, unfastened the chain, and
held out his hand to assist Jane in.She
thrust his hand aside with a gesture of impatience, and stepped in
with firm foot, then turned and helped her daughter.Nothing
was said as the man rowed across. The woman was immersed in thought
of the most gloomy complexion; the daughter was too wretched to
speak. The tears that flowed from her eyes were mingled with the rain
that beat on her face.The
rower looked from one to the other with a sinister expression.After
the boat had grounded, when Mrs. Marley left it, he said, 'You'll not
go away—right away, I mean—without letting me know where you may
be; because it might chance—there's no telling—there is hope
yet.'He
did not complete his sentence.'There
is no hope,' said the woman coldly, 'no more than there is sun above
these clouds and this dribbling rain. The sun has gone down. After
nineteen years hope dies.'Then
she left him, and extending her arm, again grasped the wrist of her
daughter.'Mother,'
said Winefred, 'Mr. Dench hates us.''It
matters nothing to us whether he hate or love. Why should he hate
us?''That
I cannot say, but hate us he does.''All
the world hates us, for all the world has money, comforts, shelter,
and,' she muttered in her bosom, 'there are some who have a husband
to care for them, and a father to watch over them. We have neither,
and the sight of us, as we are, in our need, our nakedness, our
desolation, is an offence, like garbage, to be swept aside and cast
on the dunghill. Seaton says, Away, across the water! you do not
belong to us. And Axmouth says, Away! you were not born here, and we
are not responsible for you. Let us warm our feet at a sea-coal fire,
and drink mulled ale, and turn into our downy beds—go you wanderers
in night and cold and wet—die, but do not trouble us.'Up
the steep path that led through the crease in the hillside pushed the
weary mother, drawing along her yet more weary child. Yet in the
passion of her heart at the contrast her imagination drew she pressed
forward fast till arrested by shortness of breath.Thus
in silence they continued to mount. It was a climb of four hundred
feet. The woman looked neither to right nor to left. Wet, trailing
brambles caught at her garments with their claws. As she passed under
a stunted thorn it shuddered and sent down a shower. The flints in
the way lay in beds of water; the grass was slippery with rain. Dank
and rotting sting-nettles, oozy, but poisonous in their decay, struck
at their knees as they mounted.'O
mother,' sobbed the girl, when the summit was attained, and the cruel
east wind slashed in their faces, splashing them with ice-cold rain,
'O mother, I can go no farther.''How—where
can we stay? Answer me that.''Why
should we go on if we go nowheres?''No—we
go nowhere, for we have nowhere to go to for shelter and food.''Let
us go home.''The
sea has taken it from us.''Let
us shelter somewhere.''We
must find first some one who will take us in.''There
is the Poor House.''Not
for us—we do not belong to the place. And, further, it is full.''Let
us creep into some hay-loft.''They
will turn us out.''Into
the church.''That
at Axmouth is locked; that at Rousdon the roof has fallen in.''Mother,
we must go somewhere.''So
we shall—to the only shelter open.''Is
it far?''No.'She
still hurried the girl along, now at a faster pace, for they walked
on fairly level down.The
day had completely closed in; all, however, was not inky darkness. On
looking behind, seen through a blur of mist, could be caught some
glimmer of lights from Seaton. There was, perhaps, a moon above the
clouds, but the light sufficed only to show that there was not
absolute obscurity above.It
was to Winefred as though life was being left behind, and they were
plunging into boundless and black despair.A
wheeling gull screamed in her ear.Suddenly
the mother halted.The
wind lashed her hair, and flapped her sodden gown. She gripped
Winefred now with both hands, and turning her back to the blast and
splashing rain, said, 'Child! you shall know all now, now that there
is no place whatever left for us. Your father has deserted you, he
has abandoned me. He did this nineteen years ago. Not a word, not a
shilling has he sent me. I know neither where he is, nor what he has
been doing. He may be rich, he may be poor. He may be in blustering
health, he may be sick or dead. Neither by letter nor by messenger
have I been told—and I care not. I love him no more. I hate the man
who has suffered us to come to this. Child, if a father can be stone
to his own child, if a hus——if a man who has loved a woman can
forget her who loved him with her whole young fresh heart—then is
it a marvel that other men on whom we have no claim, to whom bound by
no ties, are stone also? Child—you and I are alone. We are
everything to each other. I have none but you; you have none but me.
If I go, you are lost. If you go—I am no more. We are tied up in
one another, to live and die together. Come on.'Again
she turned and faced the tearing, rain-laden wind.'Mother,
I cannot take another step,' sobbed the girl.'We
have not far to go.''Mother,
I hear the sea; you have lost the way.''I
know my course.''There
is no path here.''I
know it; paths lead to men and their homes—to firesides and warm
beds.''We
are on the cliff.''I
came to the cliff.''We
are drawing to the edge!''I
know it: we are at the very brow.''But
what if we fall over?'Then
with a hoarse voice Jane Marley said, as she held her child with a
firmer grasp, 'Why, then, we shall not feel the wind and the cold and
the rain and our weariness, we shall say good-bye to a stony world.
There is no other refuge for us outcasts. Locked in each other's
arms, mother and child must die.'For
a moment Winefred was petrified with horror. For a moment she was
unresisting as the powerful woman gathered her up and strode with her
to the verge, the water oozing about her from the soaked garments
under the pressure.But
it was for a moment only. In that moment it was to Winefred as though
she heard the sea in louder tone, multiplied five-fold, laugh and
smack its lips, conscious that living beings with human souls were to
be given to it to tumble and mumble, to pound on the pebbles and hack
on the reefs. It was as though she saw through the darkness the cruel
ocean throw up spray-draped arms to catch and clutch her as she fell.But
the moment of pause and paralysis was over. With a shriek and a
knotting together of all her powers, and a concentration of all her
faculties, she writhed in her mother's arms and fought her. She smote
in her face, she tore at her hair, she turned and curled, and
gathered herself into one muscular ball, she straightened herself,
and threw herself backward in hopes of over-balancing her mother. 'I
will not!' she shrieked. 'Let go! I will not.' Instead of freezing
rain trickling down her brow, the sweat broke out in scalding drops.
Her blood surged and roared in her veins and hammered in her ears.
Fire danced before her eyes—then there came a falling. O God!—a
falling——And
then a stillness.'What
is this?'And
a light smote into her face.
CHAPTER III A COMMON CHORD
Almost
before she had recovered her senses, Winefred found herself in a
cottage, warm, where a good fire burnt, throwing out waves of yellow
light as well as grateful heat, and she was being undressed by her
mother and put to bed. She was stupefied, exhausted by her struggle
for life.The
thoughts in her head were as straws, leaves, feathers in a swirl of
water. She knew not whether what she experienced was a phase of dream
or a piece of reality. But when food was forced upon her, and a mug
of hot elderberry wine put to her lips, she drew a long breath,
rubbed her eyes that were brimming with tears, rain, and sweat,
looked about her and asked, 'Mother, where am I?''With
me,' answered Jane Marley.'Where
are we both?''Captain
Job Rattenbury has taken us in,' said the woman. 'Enough for you to
know at present. Go to sleep and dream away the past.''O
mother, did you really intend to throw me over the cliff?''Winefred,
I would have cast myself over with you in my arms. But that is
gonebyes. Forget and sleep.'But
none can undergo great excitement of brain, tension of nerve, pass
through peril of life, and sleep sweetly after it. The brain
continues to start, the nerve to quiver, the horror to come back,
perhaps in receding waves, yet with imperceptible decline of force.
If the girl fell into a doze it was to again spring up and cry out,
under the supposition that she was falling, or to battle with hands
and feet, as though wrestling once more to preserve life.The
room in which she had been put to bed was on the ground floor. There
was a doorway from it communicating with the front kitchen.After
one of these recurring spasms of fear, rousing her to full
wakefulness, at the girl's desire, Mrs. Marley left the door partly
open between the apartments, so that the firelight might play in at
the opening and flicker about the room, and she could hear the murmur
of the voices of the speakers, and occasionally catch sight of them
as they moved about.But
Winefred was too weary to listen to what they said, and she gradually
slipped off into slumber again, once more to rouse with a start, but
less terrifying than before, and then again to glide into
unconsciousness.Meanwhile
her mother was in the adjoining chamber, and was conversing with the
man who was the rescuer of herself and of her child.This
man was broad-shouldered, strongly built, with thick, tangled grey
hair.He
wore, what at the time was unusual, a dense bush of the same grizzled
hair covering the lower portion of his face. He had bright, keen eyes
under penthouse brows, and a bold, beak-like nose. About his throat
was bound a scarlet kerchief. He wore a blue shirt under an
unbuttoned, long-flapped, white waistcoat with sleeves. His coat he
had laid aside.The
room, as already intimated, constituted at once kitchen and parlour,
such as in Yorkshire is termed the 'ha'aze,' but for which elsewhere
a designation is wanting. In it the meals were cooked and also eaten,
but the preparations previous to cooking, and the washing-up of the
dirty plates after, were carried on in the back premises.Against
the wall, in a recess by the fireside, was an ancient press, quaintly
carved, of oak, with brass scutcheons and hinges, but, as though the
latter were not deemed of sufficient strength, additional hinges in
iron had been added.On
the mantelshelf were skillet, candlesticks, snuffer-tray, a copper
mortar, all polished and reflecting the dancing light of the fire.
Also a black case that contained gunpowder, there kept to ensure its
being dry. Above hung great holster pistols, a pair of cutlasses, and
a long Spanish gun.Suspended
against the wall was a framed piece of needlework, representing a
cutter in full rig, the wind bellying her white sails, and the sea
through which she passed of indigo blue, of uniform colour and hue.
Underneath, in rude characters, also formed by the needle, was 'The
Paycock in Her Pride,' and, indeed, in one corner, in the heavens,
was a representation of the Bird of Juno, displayed, as the heralds
would describe it, that is to say, with tail spread. The whole,
though rudely, was effectively executed. There were sundry
curiosities distributed about the room—bits of coral, large shells,
turning their pink insides towards the fire, a stuffed and mangy
eagle, and, under glass, sea-horses and flying-fish. The man, whose
name was Job Rattenbury, belonged to a notorious family, and was
himself somewhat noted in the neighbourhood. He had been, like his
father, so it was reported, a mighty smuggler in his youth; he had,
however, been impressed and taken into the navy, but had left it,
disappeared for some years, and when he came again into the
neighbourhood, it was to the cottage he now occupied, which he
bought; he had then married and settled into a life on land. His wife
died, and he was left a widower with one son, Jack; but he lived
mostly by himself, and took care to have the lad properly educated.
The lad was now lodging at Beer, and was studying with the curate.
Captain Rattenbury, as he was called, kept no servant. He cleaned his
own house, so that it was beautifully neat and sweet, he cooked his
own victuals, knitted and darned his own stockings. He was indeed
deft with his fingers and a needle, as 'The Paycock in Her Pride'
testified.Though
living in solitude and quiet, yet Rattenbury was an object of
mistrust to the Preventive men, who had a station near by. Much was
whispered and fabled, but little authentic known relative to his life
and pursuits. It was suspected that he acted as a channel of
communication between those who imported contraband goods, and those
publicans, farmers and gentlemen, over a considerable area of Dorset
and Devon, who desired to purchase wines and spirits without paying
to the revenue the dues exacted.But
nothing positive was known on this head.'I'll
tell you what, Jane,' said Rattenbury, 'you have put the maid dry and
warm betwixt the blankets, but you are wringing wet yourself and your
teeth chattering. Strip off your bedraggled clothes yourself. Don't
you suppose that I have no female tackle here. My missus has been
dead these sixteen years, but I have not had an auction over her
clothing; don't you suppose that. I'll just light the candle and
unlock the press, and you shall have a change.'He
took a key from his pocket and opened the wardrobe. He had kindled a
tallow candle at the logs that burned on the hearth, and he held this
at the open door.Mrs.
Marley saw an assemblage of garments suspended within, none belonging
to a man, and of all sorts and materials.'Will
you have a stuff or a silken gown?' he asked, and looked at her. He
fumbled dubiously among the garments.'But
see—suit yourself—there be of all kinds there. They belonged to
my wife. She is gone aloft where they dress in gossamer and
swansdown. I keep these for Jack's wife, when he is pleased to marry.
But the moth plays the deuce with them. Go either where the maiden
sleeps or under the stair, where is a berth. Pass me out your
streaming rags, and I'll hang them up to dry. By the Lord, you will
be crippled with rheumatics if you do not shift at once. There is
your child crying out again! I'll take my fiddle. Give a look in on
her, and put on dry things. I'll play her a tune.''That
will rouse her.''No,
it will soothe her. I'll give her no hornpipes, but something soft
and slumbrous.'Then
he began to hum, 'Once I loved a maiden fair.' He stood in the midst
of the floor, balancing his arms, and dancing his hands to the rhythm
of the air.'That
will send her to the Land of Dreams. I would play a lullaby, but I
know none.'Thereupon
he went to a nail to which was suspended a green baize bag, and from
the bag he drew a violin. He seated himself at the fire and began to
play:'Once
I loved a maiden fair,But
she did deceive me;She
with Venus might compare,If
you will believe me.She
was young,And
amongAll
the maids the sweetest,Now
I say,Ah!
welladay,Brightest
hopes are fleetest!As
he played the air he hummed the words.For
one so rough, so big, so burly, the execution was marvellously tender
and graceful.He
was right. With such a hand on the bow, such melody as this, the
trouble of the girl's mind was allayed, as when oil is poured over
chafed water. He continued playing, always softly, dreaming himself
over this exquisite musical theme, wandering away into changes, as
his mind reverted to the one soft and sweet episode of his rude
career—the courtship of the woman who had become his wife. And as
he played the May sun came out, and the oak was bursting; he saw
meadows in which the purple orchis grew and the delicate 'milk maids'
fluttered, watercourses over which the marsh-marigolds hung their
golden chalices, heard the doves coo and the cuckoo call, and looked
into the blue heavens of his Mary's eyes—and the man's face
changed, and his eyes filled—'Now I say—Ah! welladay, Brightest
hopes are fleetest!'Mrs.
Marley came out of the inner chamber.She
was vastly changed in appearance. She had washed her face and
smoothed her hair, and in a good stuff gown wore a stately
appearance. She was certainly a handsome woman still, though tanned
by exposure and lined by care. Job winced when he saw a stranger in a
dress that had once been worn by his wife, the thought of whom was
still playing over him like a breath of violets.He
laid aside his violin.'That
has not kept the girl awake, I warrant.''No,
she has fallen asleep, and there is a smile on her lips.''I
thought so. Sit down, Jane. I will have my pipe and grog, and you
shall sip the latter if I cannot win you to have a pull at the first.
It will be the most sovereign medicine after the chill. Sit down and
tell me all.''There
is nothing to tell.''There
is everything to tell. If I had not chanced to arrive at the right
moment, you would have thrown your child into the sea.''I
would have cast myself over the cliffs with her in my arms.''Why
so?''Because
no one would take us in. I knocked at every door, I told my case in
every ear, I appealed to every heart. It was all of no avail; so I
knew there was no place for us in the world. We were to be squeezed
out of it. Look outside your door and see. Listen to the wind and
rain against your window. What sort of a night is this? Not fit for a
dog to be out in—yet into it homeless and hungry the widow and the
fatherless are thrust. Answer me, which were best? To end our
miseries with one gasp, or to lie in the wet and whistle of the wind,
shiver and die of a November night behind some dripping hedge in a
ditch half full of water? There was but a choice of deaths. It was
not a picking between life and death. Which would be worst—the
short pang or the prolonged wretchedness? Which would you choose if
it were to be your lot—the lot of you and Jack?''Jack
and I are men. Men do not lie down in ditches to die, or chuck
themselves over cliffs. If what they desire and need be not given
them they take it by main force.'He
poured himself out a stiff glass of grog, then recollecting the
woman, gave her some, much diluted, sufficient to drive out the cold
and induce sleep.'Why
did you not go to Mrs. Jose at Bindon? Everybody who is in distress
seeks her.''Mrs.
Jose is away at Honiton with her sister nursing her. She is sick.''Whither
do you propose to go to-morrow?''I
have nowhere before me.''You
do not belong to this parish?''No,
I was not born here. I have not lived here long enough. But, captain,
do not misunderstand me. I ask alms of none; all I require is work to
be given me so that I may earn my livelihood, and I will not be
separated from my child. See you,' her voice softened, and the lines
in her face relaxed, as her eyes melted and her lips quivered, 'I am
a lonely woman. I have neither father nor mother nor sister nor kin.
No, nor husband neither. He whom I had has abandoned me; maybe, by
this time, has taken up with another woman, and dresses and feeds and
comforts her.' Again her voice and features became hard. She looked
before her into the fire. But then again a wave of softer feeling
swept over her.'For
eighteen years,' she said, with her eyes on the fire, and speaking
rather to herself than to the man, 'for eighteen years Winefred has
lain at my heart. I fed her from my bosom. When she cried, all the
fibres of my being trembled. From me she has the very blood that
flows in her veins, and her soul is a part of mine, and her first
breath she drew out of my lungs. I have done everything for her. I
love nothing, care for nothing, hope for nothing apart from her. I
have nothing but my child—no, not a clot of earth, not a brick out
of a wall, not a guinea of gold; I have nothing my own but her.'She
began to cry, not noisily, but with great tears stealing down her
cheeks. Then she was silent.All
at once she burst forth, 'O God in heaven, Who has put such love into
a mother's heart, Thou alone canst understand me. What if aught
should befall me, and she were left alone? She is a handsome girl. I
was handsome once, and having no father, no mother to care for me, I
came into such sorrow as never was. I cannot endure to think that
she—my Winefred, my all—should be kicked about from place to
place, friendless, or taken up by such as would only blight her whole
life. I had rather that she died.' She sprang up and her eye flashed.
'Rather than this I would do it again. I
will do it again,
and not let the evil soil and rot my pretty flower.''Be
still, good woman,' said Job, and he spoke with a gulp in his throat.
He took up his violin, and played the same air as before.Presently
he laid the instrument on his knees.'I
understand you. You speak as I feel about my Jack. I am a rough old
sea-dog, and I have been—I won't say what. But all I have saved is
for my Jack. I shall make a gentleman of him. All my thoughts are on
my Jack.' He touched his breast with the end of his bow. 'When you
talk like that, Jane, you touch a chord here as begins to chime. You
and your kid shall remain here. I am getting old, and require a woman
to mind the house. As to the pay—we will talk of that to-morrow.'She
caught his hand and kissed it.'Nay,'
said he, 'don't thank me. It is the fellow-feeling as does it. I am a
father with one child, and you a mother also with one—that is it,
woman, that is it.'
CHAPTER IV THE UNDERCLIFF
The
rain and easterly wind ceased towards dawn. When morning broke a haze
hung over sea and land that slowly lifted but never wholly vanished,
and left the landscape bathed in the wan sunshine of November, the
smile of a dying year.Jane
Marley was afoot early, and went to work immediately. She did what
was necessary undirected, lighted the fire, made the kettle boil, and
had cleared away the untidy remains of the past day's occupation of
the room.When
Job Rattenbury came down from his room above and found every
preparation made for breakfast, then an expression of satisfaction
came over his rugged face.'Right
and fitting,' said he. 'For myself I do not care, but I must think of
Jack. He does not like to see his dad make the fire and clean the
boots. He wants to do it himself, and we have had a tussle over it.
Jack is obstinate. Says Jack, "Father, I will not have it.
You're not my fag. I'll clean my own boots or wear 'em dirty all
day." I say, "There is the difference between us. I was
never brought up to be a gentleman, but it is my intent and ambition
that you shall be." And now, Jane Marley, go on as you have
begun, and we shall not get across. I'm a rough customer when things
go against the grain. You are not one to stand pulling your apron and
asking "Please, what next?" but buckle to work at once. I
want Jack to be comfortable when he comes home, and I must provide
that there be none of the little awkwardnesses there have been when
he refuses to let his old dad make his bed, and sew on his waistcoat
buttons, and wash the dishes. Stay here you may, you and the kid, so
long as you both conduct yourselves.'But
the pact was not concluded till a proviso had been added. 'Let this
be an understanding between us. You make no advances, and do not aim
at becoming aught other than my housekeeper. Because I let you put on
her gown last
night, that is no reason why I should let you step into her shoes.
Keep your place, and I am satisfied. Otherwise—there is the door.'Thus
the compact was concluded.As
there was nothing that the girl could do, her mother bade her amuse
herself. Winefred was therefore able to spend the beautiful day in
rambles.The
river Axe sweeps to the sea through a trough that has been scooped
out of the superior beds of chalk and cherty sandstone, and out to
the red sands below. But the chalk stands up to right and left in
noble cliffs, of which Haven Ball forms the eastern jamb, and White
Cliff that to the west. From Haven Ball the coast forms one
continuous white precipice to Lyme Regis, above a sea in summer of
peacock blue.But,
as every tyro in geology knows, the chalk is built up over the green
sand, below which are impervious beds of clay. The rain soaking down
through the faults in the chalk reaches the argillaceous stratum,
and, unable to descend farther, forms innumerable land springs such
as come forth at the base of most chalk hills. But where the chalk
cliffs rise out of the sea, the water converts the gravelly stratum
into a quicksand, and that is liable to be carried into the sea, and
this causes subsidences, much as would occur if you lay on a
water-bed that had in it a rent out of which would rush that which
swelled the mattress.There
had been no sinkages of any importance along this coast within the
memory of man. Nevertheless, an observant eye would have noticed that
Captain Rattenbury's cottage stood on the undercliff, and was on a
lower level than the down, but was nevertheless cut off from the sea
by a sheer face of precipice. This undercliff formed an irregular
terrace that overhung the sea. It was reached by an easy descent from
the down above, and lay sufficiently below it to be sheltered from
the north winds. His garden was consequently a warm spot even in
mid-winter; whenever the sun shone, primroses starred the ground
there even at the end of January, and crane's-bill there was never
out of flower. The entire undercliff, raised three hundred feet above
the sea, had a ruffled and chopped surface, was broken into ridges
and depressed into basins, and was densely overgrown with thorns,
brambles of gigantic growth, ivy and thickets of elder. About
Rattenbury's cottage was a patch that had been cleared, which served
as kitchen garden, and a good but small orchard.Rattenbury
occupied himself that languid November day in pruning his
apple-trees. The cottage was of chalk and flint cobbles, with a brick
chimney, and was thatched. It leaned against a face of rock, in a
manner that would have ensured damp had not that rock been chalk.The
entire undercliff, except for the clearing about the cottage, was a
jungle, not to be threaded with impunity by any one wearing serge or
broadcloth, for the thornbushes were armed with spines of prodigious
strength, and the briars threw about their tentacles set with claws
to arrest and tear the intruder. The girl wandered about, diving
under the arches of the brambles, peering into the thickets of
elders, everywhere disturbing countless birds.After
she had rambled to her heart's content, she returned to the cottage,
and saw the captain at his apple-trees, knife in hand.He
made a signal to her to approach.'Look
here, maid,' said he; 'you can bear a letter, I suppose?''Where
to?''To
Beer.''Across
the water?''Naturally.
How else get there?''I
can go there, certainly. It will not occupy many hours—perhaps
two.''Do
you know the Nutalls?—David Nutall?''There
are several of the name. I do not know David.''His
house lies near where old Starr lived. You know that.''Yes—well.''Then
take this letter. Mind this. No going from door to door, showing the
letter, and asking where lives David Nutall. The letter is to be
given into no other hand, and that not outside his house.'Rattenbury
considered a while. Then he said, 'It is a private matter, and no
notice must be attracted. Get your mother's box with papers of pins
and needles, reels and tapes, and go about Beer with that, selling.
And when you are at David Nutall's, slip the letter into his hand.''I
will do it.''And
I wish you likewise to find my boy, Jack; he may be at the curate's,
he is studying there—that he may be a gentleman. But I want for a
bit, tell him, to take him off from his studies—it is a tickle
concern, tell him, and he is to go to David Nutall's and take
instructions from him. Only, mind you, this. Mum as a mouse. My boy,
if he is not at the curate's, will be at his lodgings. No one will
think anything of your carrying a message from me to Jack—if they
come to know you are staying here. But, to make sure, I will give you
a pair of socks I have knitted for him. Do not be a fool—mum as a
mouse. I will give you a couple of pence for the ferry.''Shall
I go and speak to mother first?''No,
I will make it right with her. Go at once.'Winefred
started on her errand. She crossed the down, descended the furrow
through which the track led to the landing-stage of the ferry on the
Axmouth side of the estuary.Then
she called and waved her hand to attract the attention of the
boatman.Olver
Dench did not hurry himself to cross and take over a single
passenger, and this one whose capability of paying the toll was
doubtful. He sauntered down from his cottage, looked along the road
to Seaton, up towards Axmouth, saw no one, slowly launched his boat,
and came over leisurely and in bad humour. He took the girl on board,
but had got half across before he remarked, 'I reckon you and your
mother crept into a rabbit hole for the night.''Captain
Rattenbury has taken us in.''Captain
Job!'Dench
paused in his rowing.'For
how long?''Mother
is going to be his housekeeper. We stay there altogether.'Olver
turned blood purple. He said no more, but put the girl on shore.She
stepped lustily along. She had taken her mother's box of trifles for
sale, which had been left the previous evening at a house in Seaton;
she crossed the shoulder of the hill that separates the Axe Valley
from the ravine of Beer, a shoulder that rises to the magnificent
sea-cliff that is a prominent feature in all views of Seaton.Then
she descended the lane into Beer, a village of one street, shut in
between steep hills, running down to a small rock-girt cove. It was a
village of fishermen, but every fisherman was suspected of being a
smuggler. Those in the place who did not get their living by the sea
were quarrymen of the famous Beer stone.In
the main and only street was a house of some pretension and
antiquity, that had belonged to the Starr family; hereabouts Winefred
began hawking her wares, and as she did so she asked the names of the
inmates of the several cottages. After going into three or four and
vending some of her goods, she entered that of David Nutall.She
saw there an old man, wearing a fisherman's jersey and hat, seated by
the fireside smoking, whilst a woman was ironing by the window. Two
younger men lounged by the fire talking.Winefred
was roughly repulsed by the woman when she opened her box, but the
old man put in a word: 'Nay, Bessie! Buy a trifle of the maid just to
encourage her.''Are
you David Nutall?' asked the girl.'If
I'm not mistaken,' he answered.Winefred
drew the letter from her bosom, and put it into his hand.'What?'
he asked quickly. 'From the cap'n?'The
young men at once brightened.'Yes,
from the captain.'The
young men drew round the elder, their father. It was too dark at the
hearth for them to read the letter, and the old man rose and went to
the window. He studied the letter with knitted brows, but could not
make much out of it. He called the lads to him.'Ah,
father,' said one, 'I can make out what is printed, but not
fist-writing.''Come
here,' said David, signing to the girl with the letter. 'Can you read
what is in writing?''To
be sure I can.''Written
words, not printed?''I
can.''Make
out this, will you. We are all friends here. There—that line; I can
get hold of the sense of the rest of it—or nigh, about.'Winefred
read: 'At eleven o'clock on Thursday night, Heathfield Cross.''That
will do,' said David Nutall, snatching the letter from her. 'Tell the
cap'n we shall be there. No more. We shall be there. That is the
answer. Take this.'The
old man offered her two shillings.'No,'
said she, 'mother never takes alms. She earns.''Well,
and you have earned this—as carrying a letter.'She
held back.'Mind,
child,' said the old man, 'you hold your tongue about this bit of
paper. A word might lose us all.'
CHAPTER V DON'T
Winefredwent down the
street in the direction of the curate's house. She encountered the
reverend gentleman. He was somewhat shabby in dress, his boots were
worn, and his neckcloth far from fresh starched. He had a
depressed, crushed look.The girl went up to him confidently, and asked for Jack
Rattenbury.'My child,' answered the parson, 'he is not at my house, nor
at his lodgings.''I have a pair of socks for him knitted by his
father.''I can give them to him.''Thank you, a message goes with them. Where is he,
sir?''I believe on the White Cliff.''What, wool-gathering? Is he doing that when supposed to be
at his studies?''You have a pert tongue. He likes to watch the
birds.''Thank you, sir. I will look for him there. It is all on my
way back.'Winefred, instead of taking the short lane, now made the
circuit of the down, ascending by the last house of the long street
above the tiny bay, where were a flagstaff and benches, on which
latter in almost all weathers fishermen and boys sat and yarned,
disputed and smoked.She asked them about Jack, and learned that he was on the
down. 'I have socks for him from his father,' she
explained.Her way led under and around fragmentary masses of chalk crag
belted with flints; and where the flints had fallen out, leaving
the surface pockmarked, gulls and guillemots flew about chattering
and screaming, and now and again a nimble tern, the swallow of the
sea, glanced by.White Cliff was, in fact, a paradise of birds. The tooth of
the storm had gnawed into its friable surface, and bitten out
chunks, and scooped caves so as to afford for the birds dry and
abundant, and, above all, secure lodging-places where to breed. The
brow overhung, rendering their nesting shelves inaccessible from
above, and from below a scramble up the lower sandstone beds was
absolutely impracticable owing to their friability.The white face of the cliff was incessantly changing, though
by slow degrees; masses fell off, fresh indentations were formed,
and at the base lay a mass of broken rock about which the waves
churned; under which and over which, by tunnels and by furrows, the
water rushed and returned of a milky tinge.Upon the headland, looking seaward, was the youth of whom the
girl was in quest. He paid no attention to her as she approached,
indeed did not appear to observe her till she named him, when he
turned and confronted her.'What! Winny, the peddler woman's child?'Somewhat nettled, the girl stiffened her neck. 'It is more
honourable to peddle than to lounge,' she said. 'The peddler does
something, and if she were away would be missed, but the loafer is
no good to any one, and is bad company to himself.''You are sharp of tongue,' said the lad, laughing. 'I am an
unstrung bow just now. If you had been kept with your nose to a
Latin grammar, you would wish to lift it to sniff the sea
breeze.''Well,' she said, and laughed also, 'I have been idling all
the morning, and my work now is no more than to bring you a pair of
socks from your father, and with it a message.''Thank him from me for the socks.''Oh! and no thanks for the message?''I have not heard it.''Well—he says you are to shut up the Latin grammar for a bit,
and sit under David Nutall and take instructions from
him.'An expression of dissatisfaction came over the boy's
face.'And,' continued Winefred, looking straight into his eye,
'Thursday night at eleven, at Heathfield Cross.''I thought as much,' muttered Jack.'Well, am I to have thanks for the message?''I don't know,' he returned, brooding.'Jack,' said Winefred, 'put your foot down and say—I
won't.''What do you mean?' he asked, looking at her in
surprise.'I know—or can guess what it is about. I have not been up and
down peddling here and hawking there, and not heard a thing or two.
My ears are pointed, and I catch a good deal. Your father is just
thrusting you on the same road as he has walked. It is my belief
that if the little one of the flat fish said, I will swim straight,
he would come out without crooked eyes, and not become a flounder,
but be a mackerel. If once you begin to go in and out at the back
door, you'll never take to that in the front of the
house.''You do not understand—my father is not a man to be
disobeyed.''I'd peddle before I did it,' said Winefred with vehemence.
'A peddling woman is honest, and carries her wares slung in front
of her, and a—you know what—bears his behind his back. A peddling
woman goes about by day along the high road, and is not caught
slinking in bye-lanes of a night. You are a fine fellow with your
Latin grammar, and learning to be a gentleman, to turn up your nose
at my mother because she hawks laces, and then sneak away to cheat
the government over spirits. I don't know whether it be a matter of
right and wrong, all I know is it don't look honest, and I hate
crooked ways.''I do not see what right you have to dictate to
me.''I am advising only. Why, I will tell you.'She turned her peddler's box round under her arm.'Last night mother and I were going over the down, and it was
dark. Mother had her notions as to the way, and she was all wrong.
She was making direct for the edge of the cliff; my eyes are
younger, and I saw it, and I would go this way when she persisted
in going that. Mother is an obstinate woman, and she would go her
course; and because I stuck to it she was wrong, she caught me up
and was going to carry me along her way. If we had gone three steps
farther, we should have bounced into kingdom come, and our bodies
would be washing now against the pebble ridge. As good luck would
have it, up came your father with a lantern, and he saved us. I
would return the favour. You are being drawn along the wrong path
by him, and so I turn on you the lantern of common-sense and say,
Go right instead of going wrong. That is my advice; take or leave
it as you will.'Then Winefred shifted her package again and trudged
away.When she reached the cottage on the undercliff, she found
that Job Rattenbury was out.Her mother sat by the fire on a stool engaged in needlework,
at the same time that she watched a pot that was
boiling.Winefred laid the case of wares aside, and stood drawing in
the scent of cooking through her nose.'Good!' said she, 'uncommon—the smell of onions is all over
the place; I believe there is going to be beefsteak
pudding.''You are right,' said Jane.