afterlifesoulmates
ATwinFlameLoveStory
BY
XI
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Authorbiography
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Contents
ForLOVE
ONE-INTRODUCINGME
TWO-THEBIGBANYAN
THREE-HEARTBREAKS
FOUR-THEDEBTOFNATURE
FIVETHEELEVENTHHOUR
SIXTHESPIRITGUIDE
SEVENTHEGHOSTSOFMYDREAMS
EIGHTTHENATUREGIRL
NINE-CROSSINGTHEWORLDS
TENASILENTPRAYER
Epigraph
LIFEAFTERLIFEWEHAVEMETANDSEPARATEDTOUNITEOURSOULS,
YOURVIOLENCEMYLORD,ISNEGATEDTOALLTHEALTERNATELORDS
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ONE-INTRODUCINGME
Hi,thisismystory.MynamewasAmanBhatt(tillIwasalive)buteverybodynearmeusedtocallmeammu.IlivedinDehradun(Uttarakhand)withmyfamily.Inmyfamily,IhadmyfatherKuldeepBhatt,mymotherPallaviJoshiBhatt,andayoungersisterAditi.
DehraDunisthecapitalcityofthestateofUttarakhandinthenorthernpartofIndia.LocatedintheGarhwalregion,itlies236kilometres(147miles)northofIndia’scapitalNewDelhiandisoneofthe"CounterMagnets"oftheNationalCapitalRegion(NCR)beingdevelopedasanalternativecentreofgrowthtohelpeasethemigrationandpopulationexplosionintheDelhimetropolitanareaandcreationhighwaystoestablishasmartcitydehradun.
DehradunisintheDoonValleyonthefoothillsoftheHimalayasnestledbetweentheriverGangesontheeastandtheriverYamunaonthewest.Thecityisfamousforitspicturesquelandscapeandslightlymilderclimateandprovidesagatewaytothesurroundingregion.ItiswellconnectedandinproximitytoHimalayantouristdestinationssuchasMussoorie,andAuliandtheHinduholycitiesofHaridwarandRishikeshalongwiththeHimalayanpilgrimagecircuitofChhotaCharDham.
IthoststraininginstitutionsofnationalimportancesuchastheIndianMilitaryAcademy,ZoologicalSurveyofIndia(ZSI).Thecitypopulationhassignificantcontributionofgovernmentservants.ItishometonationalfoundationssuchastheOrdnanceFactoryDehradun,InstrumentsResearchandDevelopmentEstablishment(IRDE),DefenceElectronicsApplicationLaboratory(DEAL)andotherdefenceestablishments.OtherinstitutionsincludetheIndianInstituteofPetroleum,NationalInstituteforVisuallyHandicapped,CentralSoilandWaterConservationResearch&TrainingInstitute,OilandNaturalGasCorporation,SurveyofIndia,IndianInstituteofRemoteSensing,WildlifeInstituteofIndia,ForestResearchInstitute[FRI],ArmyCadetCollegeandtheRashtriyaIndianMilitaryCollege[RIMC]
DehradunisrenownedalloverIndiaforitseducationalinstitutions.
MydadmovedtoDehradunwhenIwasonlytwoandsoIdon’trememberanyofit.DadwasanengineerinP.W.Dhere.Mymom’sahousewifeandmybhuli(youngersister)isthreeyearsyoungertome.ShewasborninDehradun.Iwas,inmyvillage.
WebasicallybelongedtoasmallvillagenearSrinagar,nottheonewhichiscapitalcityofJammu&Kashmir,butthisSrinagarisasmalltowninGarhwalregionofUttarakhand,whichisinPauridistrict,myvillagehowever,isinTehridistrictbutSrinagaristheonlynearesttownandmarket.
Myfatherwasthirdchildinafamilyoftwopairsofbrothersandsisters.Myuncle(myfather’selderbrother)PradeepBhattwasalsoanengineerandhetoolivedinDehradun.MyauntsweremarriedtoengineerhusbandsandoneofthemlivedinSrinagar(Garhwal)whiletheotheronelivedinDelhi,withtheirfamilies.
So,it’squiteevidentthatIgrewupwithanengineeringatmospherearoundmeandmyfamilywantedmetobeanengineer,likemyfatherormyuncles.Me,ontheothersidehaven’tmadeupanyaimformylife.Iwasquiteacarefreechildanddidn’tbothermuchaboutthings.
Mybhuli,Aditionthecontrarywasmuchsensitivepersonandcaredforthings.Shewasacreativesortofperson,likeshewaswritingpoemsandstoriessinceshewasinfifthstandard,Iwasineighthstandardatthattime.
However,Iwasgoodinstudiesandalwayssecured1stdivisionwithabove60%marksbutAditiwasoutstanding,shewasalwaysintopthreeinherclass.AditiwasmybestfriendbesidesRohan,evenif,wespendalotoftimeoverfighting.IlovedmyfamilysomuchthatIcouldn’tevenimagineanylifewithoutthem.(whichIhadto,regretfully,laterinmylife,notlife;afterlife)
Now,thisRohanandIwerefriendssinceourchildhood.Westudiedtogetherfrom3rdstandardto12thstandardwhichisalife-longperiodoftenyears.Wesharedalmosteverythingandhavehadourownshareoffun.Rohanwaslittleslowinstudiesbuthesurpassedmeinsports.Hehadanathletic,wellbuiltstrongphysique,andwasslightlytallerthanme.Thatiswhy,inouryoungerdayseverybodyatschoolusedtocallhim‘ghoda’(horse).
Heistheonewhomademesmokeanddrinkforthefirsttime.Irememberit,itwaswhenourhighschoolboardexamswereoverandtherewerevacationsforabouttwomonths,beforeresultwouldbeannounced.Itwas7thofApril,hisbirthday.SoIcalledtowishhimbirthday,hesaidheisinDelhiandwillreturnonlyafterafewdays.IknewabouthisrelativeslivingthereinDelhi.Afteraweek,hecalledmearound3:00intheevening.
‘Meetmein30minutesbehindGandhipark’hesaid.
‘You’rebackindun?’Iasked.
‘Yes’hereplied.
‘When?’Iaskedanotherquestion.
‘Yesterdayevening’hereplied.
‘Okay,what’sthematter?’Iasked.
‘Tellyouwhenyouarethere’hedisconnectedthephone.
Itookmybicycleandmovedtowardmydestination.WhenIreachedtherehewasalreadythere,waiting.Hehadabagonhisback.
Ireachedhim.Hesaid‘Let’smovetosomeotherplace.It’ssocrowdedhere’
‘Sowhat!It’salwayslikethis.Wecantalkhere’Isaid.
‘No,wecan’t’heretorted.
HestartedpedalinghiscycletowardsRajpurroad.Ifollowedhimcuriously.OnthewayIasked‘What’sthematterghodey,whereareyoutakingme,willyousayanything?’
‘Well,Iwanttoshowyousomething,itcan’tbetold’,thenaftertakingapausehesaid‘Iamgivingyouatreattoday’.
‘Treat…forwhat?’Iasked.
‘Youareagrownupnow,besidesIoweyoumybirthdaytreat.Nowkeepyourmouthshut’hesaid.
SoIkeptmymouthshut.
Aftercyclingfortenminutes,wearrivedinanemptyroad.Hestoppedhiscycle,andparkeditbehindatreeonthesideoftheroadandthenlockedit.Thenheturnedtomeandsaid‘followme’.Iparkedmycycleandthenfollowedhim.Whenwewerequitefarfromtheroad,sothatnoonewouldseeus,hesatthere,cross-leggedonthegrassbehindatree.Hegesturedmetositdown.Isatbesidehim.Heopenedhisbag,tooktwobottlesofbeeroutofit,apackofcigarettesandsomemouthfreshener.
Ilookedathiminsurprise,myeyeswideopened.
‘What…?’hesnapped.
‘YouknowIdon’tdrink’Isaid.
‘Ohyeah…,likeI’msomeaddicted,alcoholic,dailydrunkard’hemocked.
Thenheopenedabottlewithhisteethandforwardedittome.Itookithesitatingly.
‘Ghodeyit’stoomuchforme.Idon’tthinkIcanholdthismuchofalcohol’Isaid.
‘It’sbeeryaar.Itcontainsonly4%ofalcohol.Look,it’swrittenhereonthelabel’hepointeditonthebottle.
‘Areyousure?’Iasked.
‘YesI’msure’heanswered.
Thenhetookthesecondbottleandopenedit,repeatingtheprocesswithhisteeth.Heraisedthebottletowardsmeandsaid‘cheers..!’
‘Ghodey,youwillberesponsibleifanythinghappenstome’Isaid.
‘Stopbeingagirl.Nothingisgoingtohappentoyou,nowtakeittoyourlipsandhaveasip’hetoldme,whiledoingthesamewithhisbottle.
WatchinghimdrinkIgotsomecourageandtookasip.
‘Yuck’Isaid,spittingsomeofitontheground.
‘Haha,IreactedthesamewaywhenIhaditfirst’smilingwhilehesaid.
‘Whatdoyoumean?Whendidyouhaveitfirst?Andwhydidn’tyoutellme?’Ifiredaroundofquestions.
‘Itwaslastweekonly,withmycousin-brother.IgothereyesterdaysohowcouldItellyou’hesaid.
‘Ohyes,youwereoutofstation’Isaid.
‘Yes.Whataboutyou?Youaren’tgoinganywhereforvacation’heasked.
‘Actuallyyes,Iwasthinkingtogotomyvillage,justforafewdays’Ianswered.
‘Sowhenareyougoing?’heaskedanotherquestion.
‘Well,it’sAditi.Shealsowanttocomealongandherexamswillbefinishingnextweek,soIhavetowaittillthen’Iexplained.
‘Isuncleorauntycomingalong?’heasked.
‘No,it’sjustAditiandme’Ireplied.
‘Okay,doessomeonelivesupthere,yourgrandfatherorgrandmotheroranyoneelse?’heasked,takingasipfromhisbottle.
‘No.Theyarebothdead.Ihavetoldyouaboutthembefore,don’tyouremember?ButoneofmyauntlivesthereinSrinagar.Sowe’llbestayingthere’Ireplied.
‘Andwhenwillyoubeback?’heasked.
‘Inafewdays,asIsaid’thenIaskedhimabouthistriptoDelhi,andhetoldmeaboutallthefunhehad,withhiscousin-brother.Thenightouts.Thebooze.Andthegirls.
Whenwewerefinishedandwereheadingtowardsourbicycles,heasked‘Doesanythinghappenedtoyou?’
‘Yes…no…err…Idon’tknow,butIfeeldifferent’Ireplied.
‘Feelgoodorfeelbad?’againheasked.
‘Good…yeahitfeelsgood’Ireplied.
‘Itold