Ashes to Ashes E-Book

Joseph Mulak

• Herausgeber: Next Chapter
• Kategorie: Abenteuer, Thriller, Horror
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2022

Beschreibung

The world as we know it is about to end.

Terrifying side effects of the mysterious drug only known as "Ash" are turning its users into the living dead. The plague is quickly infecting the entire world, leaving Todd and his estranged brother, Mitch, to band together.

But even after the two learn that the world is on the brink of destruction, can they set aside their differences and survive the impending apocalypse?

Leseprobe

ASHES TO ASHES

JOSEPH MULAK

CONTENTS

Acknowledgments

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Epilogue

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About the Author

Copyright (C) 2014 Joseph Mulak

Layout design and Copyright (C) 2022 by Next Chapter

Published 2022 by Next Chapter

Cover art by CoverMint

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without the author's permission.

This tale of two brothers

is dedicated to my brother, Mark.

We may not always see eye to eye

but you're my brother and I love you.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Many people helped get this book off the ground, and I couldn't have done it without their help and support over the last few months while I worked on this book. If I forget to mention you, feel free to kick me the next time you see me.

Foremost thanks go to Miika Hannila and the rest of the team at Next Chapter for their tireless hard work and dedication. It amazed me how quick and efficient this team is at getting books out into the world and promoting them. They are dedicated to making sure they are creating as close to a perfect product as they can get. Thank you to all of you for your hard work. I'm proud to be a member of the Next Chapter team.

Also, thanks go to those who offered suggestions for the Name That Drug contest. There were quite a few entries and many people who voted to break the resulting tie. So, thanks go to Anthony Kendall, Kealan Patrick Burke, Jay Williams, Morticia Sixtwosix, Julie Northup, Jamie Lundin, Alisha Jondreau, Jeff Steiss, Isabelle Jordan, Lindsay Lamarche, Jerrod Balzer, Paul Emmanuel Beaulieu, Vicky Dillier, Clayton James, Carole Gill, Steve MacDonald, Chris Noakes, Betty Deppe, Angela Williams, Barbara Jones, Alison Pinder, Carl Hose, and Kelly Alven.

The winner of the contest (well, there were two, but in the end, I could only pick one) was Pat Alven. I need to thank Pat for several reasons. First, because his suggestion for naming the drug “Ashes” which I shortened to “Ash” ended up being the best of all the brilliant suggestions I got. Second, because Pat read this manuscript and helped pick out mistakes I'd missed during my first round of edits. Thanks, Pat for helping to make Ashes to Ashes the best it could be, and thank you for being a friend these past few years.

And of course, I can't forget Thom Erb. Thom has been a tremendous support to me since I started publishing a little over five years ago. Since then, Thom has included two of my stories in both anthologies he edited, did the cover of one of my books, provided me with quotes for book covers (including the one you're holding), and just been there when I needed someone to shoot the breeze with. Thom also read this book and offered some very kind words when I was full of self-doubt and ready to scrap this entirely. Thank you for the years of friendship, Thom.

And last but not least, thanks got to my family. To my parents, Mike and Karen, for the support over the years. To my brother, Mark, who, though separated from a distance, has been a great uncle to my kids. To my children, Moriyah, Isaac, Caleb, and Lidiyah who waited patiently for their dad to finish writing one more chapter before going outside to play. You guys are the best kids a father could ask for. I love you with all my heart. And finally, to Alicia and Cayden. It's only been a little more than a year since you guys have entered my life, but you've become a big part of it and I can't imagine it without you.

1

The streets were empty. Under normal circumstances, he found comfort among the crowds. Friends and strangers alike, it didn't matter to Todd. As long as people surrounded him, he felt at home.

But for what he was about to do, he needed solitude. He didn't want anyone to judge him or try to talk him out of it.

No pedestrians, no traffic. Except for the bars, Aspen Falls was the kind of town that rolled up the carpets by ten o'clock. This usually annoyed Todd to the point where he bitched about it regularly. But now he was grateful.

It was just after midnight when Todd left the bar. Though he had no idea how long it took him to get to Lakeside Drive from downtown, he figured it was at least an hour. Not that it was far from where he'd started, but he took his time as he made his way through the streets, trying to prolong the inevitable. He wanted to make sure this was what he wanted. He'd even stopped at a small, all-night diner to get a coffee for the journey. Todd had detoured by the lake. Partly to feel the cool breeze coming off the water. Partly because the sound of waves lapping against the shore relaxed him. Mostly because he wanted to enjoy his last day, sipping his coffee as he admired the vast expanse of water connecting with the black sky in the distance.

This route was out of his way. He had to walk in the wrong direction to get to Nordin Lake, and the sidewalk running along the beach bypassed downtown completely, eventually connecting to Lakeside Drive. Right at the overpass.

During the day, this spot was a hive of activity. Couples out for a romantic walk; people out with their dogs; swimmers, bikers, and rollerbladers getting their daily exercise. There was a playground for children and benches for their parents or people who just wanted a place to read. At night, it was a ghost town, quiet except for the waves crashing against the beach.

The overpass connected Lakeside drive, probably the busiest road in the city, to the downtown core. As it sloped upward, a grassy hill flanked it on both sides. During the cold, Ontario winters, it was a popular spot for sledding. Todd thought about bringing his kids here, but there was no chance of that now.

Closer to the rounded peak, the hill disappeared, making it look as if nothing supported the bridge, though Todd knew there were several cement pillars underneath him. The railing, only a foot and a half or so tall sat on top of a cement wall, bringing it to Todd's chest. Just tall enough for him to rest in his arms as he leaned against it and looked down at the train tracks below. He tried to gauge the distance. He figured it could be anywhere from sixty to eighty feet. Maybe more. It was hard to tell in the darkness, the streetlights not reaching far enough to illuminate much more than the road itself.

He reached into his jacket pocket, thinking it odd he had to wear a jacket in August. But the summer wind during the nights made it too chilly for just a T-shirt. He felt around until his hand clamped around the rectangular box and pulled out a cigarette, putting it between his lips and lighting it. He took a long drag and looked out into the distance, seeing lights across the lake and wondering what they might be.

He checked the road, wondering if a car might pass by. Maybe the others had noticed he'd left and went looking for him.

Not likely, he reminded himself. They were hammered by the time he walked away during an intermission. They probably finished the last set without him. It wasn't like he was essential, anyway. Rick probably took over on rhythm guitar and made do without a lead. Maybe Jeff would just copy his riffs on the bass while Rick did his solos.

Either way, they would go on without him as if they never needed him.

Just like everyone else in his life.

His parents. His brother. His wife. His kids. All of them going on without him, reminding him he was more of a hindrance and they would all be better off if he didn't exist.

Until a few hours ago, he thought his music was all he had left. But he didn't even have that anymore. Not really. He thought spending the rest of his life playing in shitty bars for twenty people who felt the music was nothing more than background noise, too loud to allow them decent conversation, could satisfy him. But it annoyed the women that they couldn't hear the gossip over the band. Guys got pissed off because the women they were trying to pick up couldn't hear their clever lines.

Todd knew his songs were worth more than that.

The songs he wrote were as much a part of him as the blood flowing through his veins. If one were to take every song he wrote and read the lyrics, starting from the earliest and ending with the most recent, it would recite his entire pathetic life. But no one cared about that. It took too many years to realize it, but he finally did and, with his dreams stripped away, he saw no reason to go on.

There was freedom knowing that his pain would be over soon. The burden built up over thirty-five years lifted and he felt infinitely better.

It was now or never. If he waited too long, he might lose his nerve. Taking one last drag off the cigarette, he flicked it away, watching the glow of the cherry as it fell until it disappeared into the darkness below. He stepped on the cement wall, letting his shins rest against the railing as he spread out his arms. Closing his eyes, he let the wind blow against him one last time.

Todd relaxed his body, leaning forward, waiting until he could feel the weight of his upper body carry him over. What if this isn't high enough to kill me? he thought. What if I just end up hurting myself so bad I'm stuck lying there in pain with no one to help me? He pushed the thought out of his head, dismissing it as nothing more than his survival instinct kicking in. He kept falling forward, waiting until there was nothing under his feet.

“I wouldn't do that if I were you!”

The voice came from nowhere, startling him and almost knocking him the rest of the way over, but he caught himself. He stabilized himself on the wall and looked around for the source of the voice.

As far as he could tell, he was alone. There was no movement on the road. As soon as he decided the voice was in his head, he heard it again.

“Trust me. It hurts like a bitch!”

He looked up to the sky. Had he just heard the voice of God? Was this the Lord intervening at the last second because He had a divine purpose for Todd's life? Was everything those holy rollers told him over the years true? Did Jesus love him enough to step in and prevent him from taking his own life? Did He use words like “bitch?”

“Down here, dummy!”

Todd looked down. He could barely make out the form of a man lying on the tracks.

He stared, trying to decide if what he was seeing was real or if his mind had invented this image as a way of distracting him from his goal as if his subconscious were trying to tell him not to go through with it.

“Hey! While you're trying to figure out whether or not to take the plunge, would you mind coming down here and keeping me company for a bit? I'm kinda lonely.”

More out of morbid curiosity than a willingness to help a fellow human in need, Todd walked back over to the hill, climbed over the railing, and made the descent, running only because the steep incline propelled him forward.

A fence guarded the tracks but after years of practice during his youth, he scaled it easily, even with the lack of light. Once over, he found the man with relative ease, though he found it difficult to believe that someone in his condition could speak, let alone yell at the volume required to reach up to the overpass.

The prognosis wasn't good. The man didn't seem to have much life left in him. His still being alive was a miracle.

Todd bent over him. There was enough light for him to see the man was wearing a suit. Or what was left of one, anyway. It tore considerably when he landed, leaving splotches of blood on the white shirt. Probably on the jacket and pants too, but it was harder to tell since they were black.

The man lay on his back, one arm above his head, the other across his chest. One of his legs was bent in a way it shouldn't have been able to bend and, with the man’s torn pants Todd could see part of the bone poking through flesh. The sight made him want to vomit, but he held it in, though it took him a while to regain his composure and speak.

“What the hell happened to you?” he asked, though he was pretty sure he knew the answer.

“Same thing that was about to happen to you.” His voice was much stronger than it should have been under the circumstances. Not to mention he should have been in incredible amounts of pain, though he didn't even seem to notice it.

“You jumped?”

The man nodded, but it was a struggle for him to do so.

“Why would you do something stupid like that?”

The stranger let out a laugh. “Like you're one to talk. I'm pretty sure you weren't admiring the view up there.”

Todd said nothing. What could he say? The guy was right. Though, at the moment, his problems weren't at the forefront of his mind. His curiosity took over, and he was more concerned with finding out how someone could survive the drop and not be in any pain.

“Dude!” Todd shouted at him. “Look at your leg. How are you not howling in pain right now?”

The man chuckled again. He reached into his pocket, slowly removing a bag of grayish powder. “This shit,” he said, “is better than any pain killer you'd ever get in a hospital, let me tell you. I've been snorting it non-stop since I've been down here.” This time the laugh was louder, almost booming. “I feel fucking great.” He held the bag out to Todd. “Want some?”

Todd shook his head. He wasn't about to throw a whole drug-free year down the toilet for anything, no matter how great this guy claimed it made you feel.

“What's the harm? Not like you plan on living much longer, anyway. Might as well go out feeling like a million bucks.”

“What is that? Coke?”

“Coke's got nothing on this, my friend. This is ash.”

“Never heard of it.”

“Me neither. Though, to be honest, I'm not exactly part of the drug culture. I was just looking for something to give me the courage to leap. When I finally tracked down a dealer, this is what he offered me. It cost me a shitload of money, but man do I feel amazing.”

“I'll pass. Thanks anyway.”

“Suit yourself,” the guy said, dipping his finger into the bag and shoving it, now full of the gray powder, into his nose and taking a big snort. “God, that feels good.”

Todd had forgotten about his suicide plan, and when his mind gently reminded him, he pushed it aside for the time being. He had more important things to attend to.

“We have to get you some help, man. Hang on.” Todd pulled his cellphone from his coat pocket. He flipped it open and dialed.

“What the hell?” he said when nothing happened. He pressed a few more buttons, but the screen remained black. “Shit. Must have died.”

“I'm guessing this is just adding to an already shitty day.”

“Shitty life,” Todd corrected.

The man smiled. “Well, look at the bright side. Things can't get any worse.”

“You know, the fact that you're lying there talking to me when you should be dead is creeping me the fuck out.”

“Sorry. I'll try to be less creepy.” The man smiled.

Todd, despite the gravity of the situation, smiled as well. It was hard not to like someone who kept a sense of humor under the direst of circumstances. Though it made him wonder what might have driven such a person to leap off a bridge. This guy's issues must make his own seem like small potatoes.

“Come on,” Todd said.

“Where?”

“I have to get you to a hospital.”

“No. No hospital.”

“What? You're just going to lie there until you finally die?”

“That was the plan.”

“Seriously, you need a doctor.”

“Yeah. There's a good idea. I've got enough drugs in me to kill a small animal. The first thing he'll do is call the cops, and as soon as I'm better, I'll get to share a jail cell with a big guy named Bubba. I think I'll take my chances out here, thank you very much.”

Todd sighed. Had he been a stronger person, he would have considered throwing him over his shoulder and carrying him to a hospital. But, being the lanky guy he was, he knew it wouldn’t happen. He still hadn't quite figured out how he was going to get him to the hospital anyway, seeing as he didn't have a car and if he had no way of calling an ambulance, he sure as hell couldn't call a cab.

“So you get smacked with a possession charge. You wouldn't do that much time. If it's a first offense, it'll be even less. It's better than dying a slow, agonizing death.”

But the man shook his head. “I've got enough on me to get an intent to the traffic charge.” He motioned to the nearby briefcase Todd hadn't noticed.

“So we leave the briefcase here. Not a big deal.”

The stranger sighed. “Look, the drug charges are the least of my worries right now. Trust me, going to the hospital is not an option.”

“Why? What else did you do?”

“Never mind. It's not important right now. Just no hospital. Okay?”

Todd thought for a few minutes. “You got a phone?”

“Why? Who are you planning to call?”

“My brother. He's a doctor.”

The stranger looked at him, hesitant.

“You can trust him,” though Todd wasn't so sure of his own words, it was all he could think to do.

The man hesitated. “I don't even know if I can trust you.”

“Do you have a choice at this point? I mean, that briefcase is out of your reach. So what happens when you run out of what's in the bag? Looks like you're getting low to me. I bet you'll be in a lot of pain once that stuff wears off.”

“I guess you have a point.”

“Bear in mind, since we can't go to a hospital, there’s only so much he can do. But it's better than nothing.”

“There's a phone in the pocket of my sports coat.”

Todd leaned over him and reached into the pocket, pulling out several pieces of a Blackberry. “Guess that's out,” he said, laughing more out of frustration than humor.

The younger man, still leaning over the stranger, grabbed the lapels of the suit jacket and pulled him to a sitting position.

“What do you think you're doing?”

“Well, I can't call using either of our phones. We're going to have to find a payphone so I can call my brother. Maybe he'll come to pick us up since I'm guessing you don't want me calling a cab either. Not that I can afford one. His place is too far for us to walk there, even with me supporting you. But there's got to be a payphone nearby.”

“You could just leave me here to wait for your brother to show up, you know.”

Todd shook his head. “I'm not letting you out of my sight. Who knows what you might try to do once I'm gone?”

“Fine. Let's get this over with.”

Todd took one of the man's arms and put it over his shoulder, then stood up, letting the man put his full weight against him. He moved slow, the man's broken leg dragging behind them. Todd wondered how long he'd be able to keep this up. He hoped they'd pass a bench along the way where he could stop to rest. He doubted he could go for more than ten or fifteen minutes without a break if even that long.

When they got to the fence, Todd realized the flaw in his plan.

“Now what, smart guy?” the older man asked.

“Give me a second. I'm thinking.”

“Think faster.”

“I don't hear you coming up with any great plans.”

“I had a great plan. Lie on the tracks and die. Eventually, a train would have come and put me out of misery.”

“Yeah. Sounds like a fun time.” Todd glanced at the hand on his shoulder, noticing the wedding band. “I'm sure your wife would love that.”

“Leave my wife out of it, please.”

The light in the man's eyes went out. Any trace of hope that might have been in them were gone. He seemed to be lost in thought. Todd could have been mistaken, but he thought he saw a tinge of regret showing on the guy's face.

“Fine. Let's walk along the fence a bit and see if we can find a hole in it somewhere.”

“And if we don't?”

“We'll cross that fence when we come to it.”

“Funny.”

“I thought so.”

As if the man were some kind of prophet, there was no opening in the fence to be found. At least none Todd could see.

“Any more bright ideas?”

Todd thought for a moment. “Actually, I do.”

“Care to enlighten me?”

“In a second. Here, grab the top of the fence for a minute.” The man complied, Todd felt relieved to have the weight off him, if only for a few minutes. “Those drugs wear off yet?”

“No. Why?”

Without responding, Todd put himself underneath the man, using his shoulder to lift his body and nudge him over the fence. The man landed on the other side with a thump. Todd quickly jumped over the fence after him.

“You officially suck!” the man yelled.

“Better than leaving you behind,” Todd said as he picked the man back up, continuing the search for a payphone.

When they made it to Lakeside drive, taking much longer than it should have, Todd still had seen no signs of activity, which came as a relief. But even if anyone saw them, they would most likely think he was helping his drunken friend get home. That was one reason it was nice to live in a town like this: if you were out in the wee hours of the morning, everyone assumed you'd been out drinking.

The older man had said little during the walk. Todd assumed this meant the drugs were wearing off, and he was feeling the pain. This wasn't necessarily a good thing, but Todd hoped they'd find a payphone soon. Since he'd gotten a cellphone several years before and no longer needed a public phone, he never even noticed them anymore. He'd almost forgot they even existed. Now, when he needed one, there didn't seem to be any around, though his memory told him there used to be one on almost every corner in the busier parts of town.

“How…much…farther?” It had been almost a half-hour since the old man had spoken. Todd figured the broken speech meant he was in pain, though his facial expressions and body language didn't indicate he was hurting.

“What's wrong with you?”

“Nothing…Feel…great.”

“Yeah. That's convincing.” Todd looked up. “Come on. I think I see a phone up ahead.”