Little Dorrit
Little DorritPREFACEBOOK THE FIRST: POVERTYCHAPTER 1. Sun and ShadowCHAPTER 2 Fellow TravellersCHAPTER 3. HomeCHAPTER 4. Mrs Flintwinch has a DreamCHAPTER 5. Family AffairsCHAPTER 6. The Father of the MarshalseaCHAPTER 7. The Child of the MarshalseaCHAPTER 8. The LockCHAPTER 9. Little MotherCHAPTER 10. Containing the whole Science of GovernmentCHAPTER 11. Let LooseCHAPTER 12. Bleeding Heart YardCHAPTER 13. PatriarchalCHAPTER 14. Little Dorrit's PartyCHAPTER 15. Mrs Flintwinch has another DreamCHAPTER 16. Nobody's WeaknessCHAPTER 17. Nobody's RivalCHAPTER 18. Little Dorrit's LoverCHAPTER 19. The Father of the Marshalsea in two or three RelationsCHAPTER 20. Moving in SocietyCHAPTER 21. Mr Merdle's ComplaintCHAPTER 22. A PuzzleCHAPTER 23. Machinery in MotionCHAPTER 24. Fortune-TellingCHAPTER 25. Conspirators and OthersCHAPTER 26. Nobody's State of MindCHAPTER 27. Five-and-TwentyCHAPTER 28. Nobody's DisappearanceCHAPTER 29. Mrs Flintwinch goes on DreamingCHAPTER 30. The Word of a GentlemanCHAPTER 31. SpiritCHAPTER 32. More Fortune-TellingCHAPTER 33. Mrs Merdle's ComplaintCHAPTER 34. A Shoal of BarnaclesCHAPTER 35. What was behind Mr Pancks on Little Dorrit's HandCHAPTER 36. The Marshalsea becomes an OrphanBOOK THE SECOND: RICHESCHAPTER 1. Fellow TravellersCHAPTER 2. Mrs GeneralCHAPTER 3. On the RoadCHAPTER 4. A Letter from Little DorritCHAPTER 5. Something Wrong SomewhereCHAPTER 6. Something Right SomewhereCHAPTER 7. Mostly, Prunes and PrismCHAPTER 8. The Dowager Mrs Gowan is reminded that 'It Never Does'CHAPTER 9. Appearance and DisappearanceCHAPTER 10. The Dreams of Mrs Flintwinch thickenCHAPTER 11. A Letter from Little DorritCHAPTER 12. In which a Great Patriotic Conference is holdenCHAPTER 13. The Progress of an EpidemicCHAPTER 14. Taking AdviceCHAPTER 15. No just Cause or Impediment why these Two PersonsCHAPTER 16. Getting onCHAPTER 17. MissingCHAPTER 18. A Castle in the AirCHAPTER 19. The Storming of the Castle in the AirCHAPTER 20. Introduces the nextCHAPTER 21. The History of a Self-TormentorCHAPTER 22. Who passes by this Road so late?CHAPTER 23. Mistress Affery makes a Conditional Promise,CHAPTER 24. The Evening of a Long DayCHAPTER 25. The Chief Butler Resigns the Seals of OfficeCHAPTER 26. Reaping the WhirlwindCHAPTER 27. The Pupil of the MarshalseaCHAPTER 28. An Appearance in the MarshalseaCHAPTER 29. A Plea in the MarshalseaCHAPTER 30. Closing inCHAPTER 31. ClosedCHAPTER 32. GoingCHAPTER 33. Going!CHAPTER 34. GoneCopyright
Little Dorrit
Charles Dickens
PREFACE
Ihave been occupied with this story, during many
working hours of two years. I must have been very ill employed, if
I could not leave its merits and demerits as a whole, to express
themselves on its being read as a whole. But, as it is not
unreasonable to suppose that I may have held its threads with a
more continuous attention than anyone else can have given them
during its desultory publication, it is not unreasonable to ask
that the weaving may be looked at in its completed state, and with
the pattern finished.If I might offer any apology for so exaggerated a fiction as
the Barnacles and the Circumlocution Office, I would seek it in the
common experience of an Englishman, without presuming to mention
the unimportant fact of my having done that violence to good
manners, in the days of a Russian war, and of a Court of Inquiry at
Chelsea. If I might make so bold as to defend that extravagant
conception, Mr Merdle, I would hint that it originated after the
Railroad-share epoch, in the times of a certain Irish bank, and of
one or two other equally laudable enterprises. If I were to plead
anything in mitigation of the preposterous fancy that a bad design
will sometimes claim to be a good and an expressly religious
design, it would be the curious coincidence that it has been
brought to its climax in these pages, in the days of the public
examination of late Directors of a Royal British Bank. But, I
submit myself to suffer judgment to go by default on all these
counts, if need be, and to accept the assurance (on good authority)
that nothing like them was ever known in this land.Some of my readers may have an interest in being informed
whether or no any portions of the Marshalsea Prison are yet
standing. I did not know, myself, until the sixth of this present
month, when I went to look. I found the outer front courtyard,
often mentioned here, metamorphosed into a butter shop; and I then
almost gave up every brick of the jail for lost. Wandering,
however, down a certain adjacent 'Angel Court, leading to
Bermondsey', I came to 'Marshalsea Place:' the houses in which I
recognised, not only as the great block of the former prison, but
as preserving the rooms that arose in my mind's-eye when I became
Little Dorrit's biographer. The smallest boy I ever conversed with,
carrying the largest baby I ever saw, offered a supernaturally
intelligent explanation of the locality in its old uses, and was
very nearly correct. How this young Newton (for such I judge him to
be) came by his information, I don't know; he was a quarter of a
century too young to know anything about it of himself. I pointed
to the window of the room where Little Dorrit was born, and where
her father lived so long, and asked him what was the name of the
lodger who tenanted that apartment at present? He said, 'Tom
Pythick.' I asked him who was Tom Pythick? and he said, 'Joe
Pythick's uncle.'A little further on, I found the older and smaller wall,
which used to enclose the pent-up inner prison where nobody was
put, except for ceremony. But, whosoever goes into Marshalsea
Place, turning out of Angel Court, leading to Bermondsey, will find
his feet on the very paving-stones of the extinct Marshalsea jail;
will see its narrow yard to the right and to the left, very little
altered if at all, except that the walls were lowered when the
place got free; will look upon rooms in which the debtors lived;
and will stand among the crowding ghosts of many miserable
years.In the Preface to Bleak House I remarked that I had never had
so many readers. In the Preface to its next successor, Little
Dorrit, I have still to repeat the same words. Deeply sensible of
the affection and confidence that have grown up between us, I add
to this Preface, as I added to that, May we meet
again!
BOOK THE FIRST: POVERTY
CHAPTER 1. Sun and Shadow
Thirty years ago, Marseilles lay burning in the
sun, one day.A blazing sun upon a fierce August day was no greater rarity
in southern France then, than at any other time, before or since.
Everything in Marseilles, and about Marseilles, had stared at the
fervid sky, and been stared at in return, until a staring habit had
become universal there. Strangers were stared out of countenance by
staring white houses, staring white walls, staring white streets,
staring tracts of arid road, staring hills from which verdure was
burnt away. The only things to be seen not fixedly staring and
glaring were the vines drooping under their load of grapes. These
did occasionally wink a little, as the hot air barely moved their
faint leaves.There was no wind to make a ripple on the foul water within
the harbour, or on the beautiful sea without. The line of
demarcation between the two colours, black and blue, showed the
point which the pure sea would not pass; but it lay as quiet as the
abominable pool, with which it never mixed. Boats without awnings
were too hot to touch; ships blistered at their moorings; the
stones of the quays had not cooled, night or day, for months.
Hindoos, Russians, Chinese, Spaniards, Portuguese, Englishmen,
Frenchmen, Genoese, Neapolitans, Venetians, Greeks, Turks,
descendants from all the builders of Babel, come to trade at
Marseilles, sought the shade alike—taking refuge in any
hiding-place from a sea too intensely blue to be looked at, and a
sky of purple, set with one great flaming jewel of
fire.The universal stare made the eyes ache. Towards the distant
line of Italian coast, indeed, it was a little relieved by light
clouds of mist, slowly rising from the evaporation of the sea, but
it softened nowhere else. Far away the staring roads, deep in dust,
stared from the hill-side, stared from the hollow, stared from the
interminable plain. Far away the dusty vines overhanging wayside
cottages, and the monotonous wayside avenues of parched trees
without shade, drooped beneath the stare of earth and sky. So did
the horses with drowsy bells, in long files of carts, creeping
slowly towards the interior; so did their recumbent drivers, when
they were awake, which rarely happened; so did the exhausted
labourers in the fields. Everything that lived or grew, was
oppressed by the glare; except the lizard, passing swiftly over
rough stone walls, and the cicala, chirping his dry hot chirp, like
a rattle. The very dust was scorched brown, and something quivered
in the atmosphere as if the air itself were panting.Blinds, shutters, curtains, awnings, were all closed and
drawn to keep out the stare. Grant it but a chink or keyhole, and
it shot in like a white-hot arrow. The churches were the freest
from it. To come out of the twilight of pillars and arches—dreamily
dotted with winking lamps, dreamily peopled with ugly old shadows
piously dozing, spitting, and begging—was to plunge into a fiery
river, and swim for life to the nearest strip of shade. So, with
people lounging and lying wherever shade was, with but little hum
of tongues or barking of dogs, with occasional jangling of
discordant church bells and rattling of vicious drums, Marseilles,
a fact to be strongly smelt and tasted, lay broiling in the sun one
day.In Marseilles that day there was a villainous prison. In one
of its chambers, so repulsive a place that even the obtrusive stare
blinked at it, and left it to such refuse of reflected light as it
could find for itself, were two men. Besides the two men, a notched
and disfigured bench, immovable from the wall, with a draught-board
rudely hacked upon it with a knife, a set of draughts, made of old
buttons and soup bones, a set of dominoes, two mats, and two or
three wine bottles. That was all the chamber held, exclusive of
rats and other unseen vermin, in addition to the seen vermin, the
two men.It received such light as it got through a grating of
iron bars fashioned like a pretty large window, by means of which
it could be always inspected from the gloomy staircase on which the
grating gave. There was a broad strong ledge of stone to this
grating where the bottom of it was let into the masonry, three or
four feet above the ground. Upon it, one of the two men lolled,
half sitting and half lying, with his knees drawn up, and his feet
and shoulders planted against the opposite sides of the aperture.
The bars were wide enough apart to admit of his thrusting his arm
through to the elbow; and so he held on negligently, for his
greater ease.A prison taint was on everything there. The imprisoned air,
the imprisoned light, the imprisoned damps, the imprisoned men,
were all deteriorated by confinement. As the captive men were faded
and haggard, so the iron was rusty, the stone was slimy, the wood
was rotten, the air was faint, the light was dim. Like a well, like
a vault, like a tomb, the prison had no knowledge of the brightness
outside, and would have kept its polluted atmosphere intact in one
of the spice islands of the Indian ocean.The man who lay on the ledge of the grating was even chilled.
He jerked his great cloak more heavily upon him by an impatient
movement of one shoulder, and growled, 'To the devil with this
Brigand of a Sun that never shines in here!'He was waiting to be fed, looking sideways through the bars
that he might see the further down the stairs, with much of the
expression of a wild beast in similar expectation. But his eyes,
too close together, were not so nobly set in his head as those of
the king of beasts are in his, and they were sharp rather than
bright—pointed weapons with little surface to betray them. They had
no depth or change; they glittered, and they opened and shut. So
far, and waiving their use to himself, a clockmaker could have made
a better pair. He had a hook nose, handsome after its kind, but too
high between the eyes by probably just as much as his eyes were too
near to one another. For the rest, he was large and tall in frame,
had thin lips, where his thick moustache showed them at all, and a
quantity of dry hair, of no definable colour, in its shaggy state,
but shot with red. The hand with which he held the grating (seamed
all over the back with ugly scratches newly healed), was unusually
small and plump; would have been unusually white but for the prison
grime.The other man was lying on the stone floor, covered with a
coarse brown coat.'Get up, pig!' growled the first. 'Don't sleep when I am
hungry.''It's all one, master,' said the pig, in a submissive manner,
and not without cheerfulness; 'I can wake when I will, I can sleep
when I will. It's all the same.'As he said it, he rose, shook himself, scratched himself,
tied his brown coat loosely round his neck by the sleeves (he had
previously used it as a coverlet), and sat down upon the pavement
yawning, with his back against the wall opposite to the
grating.'Say what the hour is,' grumbled the first man.'The mid-day bells will ring—in forty minutes.' When he made
the little pause, he had looked round the prison-room, as if for
certain information.'You are a clock. How is it that you always
know?''How can I say? I always know what the hour is, and where I
am. I was brought in here at night, and out of a boat, but I know
where I am. See here! Marseilles harbour;' on his knees on the
pavement, mapping it all out with a swarthy forefinger; 'Toulon
(where the galleys are), Spain over there, Algiers overthere. Creeping away to the left here,
Nice. Round by the Cornice to Genoa. Genoa Mole and Harbour.
Quarantine Ground. City there; terrace gardens blushing with the
bella donna. Here, Porto Fino. Stand out for Leghorn. Out again for
Civita Vecchia, so away to—hey! there's no room for Naples;' he had
got to the wall by this time; 'but it's all one; it's in
there!'He remained on his knees, looking up at his fellow-prisoner
with a lively look for a prison. A sunburnt, quick, lithe, little
man, though rather thickset. Earrings in his brown ears, white
teeth lighting up his grotesque brown face, intensely black hair
clustering about his brown throat, a ragged red shirt open at his
brown breast. Loose, seaman-like trousers, decent shoes, a long red
cap, a red sash round his waist, and a knife in it.'Judge if I come back from Naples as I went! See here, my
master! Civita Vecchia, Leghorn, Porto Fino, Genoa, Cornice, Off
Nice (which is in there), Marseilles, you and me. The apartment of
the jailer and his keys is where I put this thumb; and here at my
wrist they keep the national razor in its case—the guillotine
locked up.'The other man spat suddenly on the pavement, and gurgled in
his throat.Some lock below gurgled initsthroat immediately afterwards, and then a door crashed. Slow
steps began ascending the stairs; the prattle of a sweet little
voice mingled with the noise they made; and the prison-keeper
appeared carrying his daughter, three or four years old, and a
basket.'How goes the world this forenoon, gentlemen? My little one,
you see, going round with me to have a peep at her father's birds.
Fie, then! Look at the birds, my pretty, look at the
birds.'He looked sharply at the birds himself, as he held the child
up at the grate, especially at the little bird, whose activity he
seemed to mistrust. 'I have brought your bread, Signor John
Baptist,' said he (they all spoke in French, but the little man was
an Italian); 'and if I might recommend you not to
game—''You don't recommend the master!' said John Baptist, showing
his teeth as he smiled.'Oh! but the master wins,' returned the jailer, with a
passing look of no particular liking at the other man, 'and you
lose. It's quite another thing. You get husky bread and sour drink
by it; and he gets sausage of Lyons, veal in savoury jelly, white
bread, strachino cheese, and good wine by it. Look at the birds, my
pretty!''Poor birds!' said the child.The fair little face, touched with divine compassion, as it
peeped shrinkingly through the grate, was like an angel's in the
prison. John Baptist rose and moved towards it, as if it had a good
attraction for him. The other bird remained as before, except for
an impatient glance at the basket.'Stay!' said the jailer, putting his little daughter on the
outer ledge of the grate, 'she shall feed the birds. This big loaf
is for Signor John Baptist. We must break it to get it through into
the cage. So, there's a tame bird to kiss the little hand! This
sausage in a vine leaf is for Monsieur Rigaud. Again—this veal in
savoury jelly is for Monsieur Rigaud. Again—these three white
little loaves are for Monsieur Rigaud. Again, this cheese—again,
this wine—again, this tobacco—all for Monsieur Rigaud. Lucky
bird!'The child put all these things between the bars into the
soft, Smooth, well-shaped hand, with evident dread—more than once
drawing back her own and looking at the man with her fair brow
roughened into an expression half of fright and half of anger.
Whereas she had put the lump of coarse bread into the swart,
scaled, knotted hands of John Baptist (who had scarcely as much
nail on his eight fingers and two thumbs as would have made out one
for Monsieur Rigaud), with ready confidence; and, when he kissed
her hand, had herself passed it caressingly over his face. Monsieur
Rigaud, indifferent to this distinction, propitiated the father by
laughing and nodding at the daughter as often as she gave him
anything; and, so soon as he had all his viands about him in
convenient nooks of the ledge on which he rested, began to eat with
an appetite.When Monsieur Rigaud laughed, a change took place in his
face, that was more remarkable than prepossessing. His moustache
went up under his nose, and his nose came down over his moustache,
in a very sinister and cruel manner.'There!' said the jailer, turning his basket upside down to
beat the crumbs out, 'I have expended all the money I received;
here is the note of it, andthat'sa thing accomplished. Monsieur Rigaud, as I expected
yesterday, the President will look for the pleasure of your society
at an hour after mid-day, to-day.''To try me, eh?' said Rigaud, pausing, knife in hand and
morsel in mouth.'You have said it. To try you.''There is no news for me?' asked John Baptist, who had begun,
contentedly, to munch his bread.The jailer shrugged his shoulders.'Lady of mine! Am I to lie here all my life, my
father?''What do I know!' cried the jailer, turning upon him with
southern quickness, and gesticulating with both his hands and all
his fingers, as if he were threatening to tear him to pieces. 'My
friend, how is it possible for me to tell how long you are to lie
here? What do I know, John Baptist Cavalletto? Death of my life!
There are prisoners here sometimes, who are not in such a devil of
a hurry to be tried.'He seemed to glance obliquely at Monsieur Rigaud in this
remark; but Monsieur Rigaud had already resumed his meal, though
not with quite so quick an appetite as before.'Adieu, my birds!' said the keeper of the prison, taking his
pretty child in his arms, and dictating the words with a
kiss.'Adieu, my birds!' the pretty child repeated.Her innocent face looked back so brightly over his shoulder,
as he walked away with her, singing her the song of the child's
game:'Who passes by this road so late?Compagnon de la Majolaine!Who passes by this road so late?Always gay!'that John Baptist felt it a point of honour to reply at the
grate, and in good time and tune, though a little
hoarsely:'Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower,Compagnon de la Majolaine!Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower,Always gay!'Which accompanied them so far down the few steep stairs, that
the prison-keeper had to stop at last for his little daughter to
hear the song out, and repeat the Refrain while they were yet in
sight. Then the child's head disappeared, and the prison-keeper's
head disappeared, but the little voice prolonged the strain until
the door clashed.Monsieur Rigaud, finding the listening John Baptist in his
way before the echoes had ceased (even the echoes were the weaker
for imprisonment, and seemed to lag), reminded him with a push of
his foot that he had better resume his own darker place. The little
man sat down again upon the pavement with the negligent ease of one
who was thoroughly accustomed to pavements; and placing three hunks
of coarse bread before himself, and falling to upon a fourth, began
contentedly to work his way through them as if to clear them off
were a sort of game.Perhaps he glanced at the Lyons sausage, and perhaps he
glanced at the veal in savoury jelly, but they were not there long,
to make his mouth water; Monsieur Rigaud soon dispatched them, in
spite of the president and tribunal, and proceeded to suck his
fingers as clean as he could, and to wipe them on his vine leaves.
Then, as he paused in his drink to contemplate his fellow-prisoner,
his moustache went up, and his nose came down.'How do you find the bread?''A little dry, but I have my old sauce here,' returned John
Baptist, holding up his knife.'How sauce?''I can cut my bread so—like a melon. Or so—like an omelette.
Or so—like a fried fish. Or so—like Lyons sausage,' said John
Baptist, demonstrating the various cuts on the bread he held, and
soberly chewing what he had in his mouth.'Here!' cried Monsieur Rigaud. 'You may drink. You may finish
this.'It was no great gift, for there was mighty little wine left;
but Signor Cavalletto, jumping to his feet, received the bottle
gratefully, turned it upside down at his mouth, and smacked his
lips.'Put the bottle by with the rest,' said Rigaud.The little man obeyed his orders, and stood ready to give him
a lighted match; for he was now rolling his tobacco into cigarettes
by the aid of little squares of paper which had been brought in
with it.'Here! You may have one.''A thousand thanks, my master!' John Baptist said in his own
language, and with the quick conciliatory manner of his own
countrymen.Monsieur Rigaud arose, lighted a cigarette, put the rest of
his stock into a breast-pocket, and stretched himself out at full
length upon the bench. Cavalletto sat down on the pavement, holding
one of his ankles in each hand, and smoking peacefully. There
seemed to be some uncomfortable attraction of Monsieur Rigaud's
eyes to the immediate neighbourhood of that part of the pavement
where the thumb had been in the plan. They were so drawn in that
direction, that the Italian more than once followed them to and
back from the pavement in some surprise.'What an infernal hole this is!' said Monsieur Rigaud,
breaking a long pause. 'Look at the light of day. Day? the light of
yesterday week, the light of six months ago, the light of six years
ago. So slack and dead!'It came languishing down a square funnel that blinded a
window in the staircase wall, through which the sky was never
seen—nor anything else.'Cavalletto,' said Monsieur Rigaud, suddenly withdrawing his
gaze from this funnel to which they had both involuntarily turned
their eyes, 'you know me for a gentleman?''Surely, surely!''How long have we been here?''I, eleven weeks, to-morrow night at midnight. You, nine
weeks and three days, at five this afternoon.''Have I ever done anything here? Ever touched the broom, or
spread the mats, or rolled them up, or found the draughts, or
collected the dominoes, or put my hand to any kind of
work?''Never!''Have you ever thought of looking to me to do any kind of
work?'John Baptist answered with that peculiar back-handed shake of
the right forefinger which is the most expressive negative in the
Italian language.'No! You knew from the first moment when you saw me here,
that I was a gentleman?''ALTRO!' returned John Baptist, closing his eyes and giving
his head a most vehement toss. The word being, according to its
Genoese emphasis, a confirmation, a contradiction, an assertion, a
denial, a taunt, a compliment, a joke, and fifty other things,
became in the present instance, with a significance beyond all
power of written expression, our familiar English 'I believe
you!''Haha! You are right! A gentleman I am! And a gentleman I'll
live, and a gentleman I'll die! It's my intent to be a gentleman.
It's my game. Death of my soul, I play it out wherever I
go!'He changed his posture to a sitting one, crying with a
triumphant air:'Here I am! See me! Shaken out of destiny's dice-box into the
company of a mere smuggler;—shut up with a poor little contraband
trader, whose papers are wrong, and whom the police lay hold of
besides, for placing his boat (as a means of getting beyond the
frontier) at the disposition of other little people whose papers
are wrong; and he instinctively recognises my position, even by
this light and in this place. It's well done! By Heaven! I win,
however the game goes.'Again his moustache went up, and his nose came
down.'What's the hour now?' he asked, with a dry hot pallor upon
him, rather difficult of association with merriment.'A little half-hour after mid-day.''Good! The President will have a gentleman before him soon.
Come! Shall I tell you on what accusation? It must be now, or
never, for I shall not return here. Either I shall go free, or I
shall go to be made ready for shaving. You know where they keep the
razor.'Signor Cavalletto took his cigarette from between his parted
lips, and showed more momentary discomfiture than might have been
expected.'I am a'—Monsieur Rigaud stood up to say it—'I am a
cosmopolitan gentleman. I own no particular country. My father was
Swiss—Canton de Vaud. My mother was French by blood, English by
birth. I myself was born in Belgium. I am a citizen of the
world.'His theatrical air, as he stood with one arm on his hip
within the folds of his cloak, together with his manner of
disregarding his companion and addressing the opposite wall
instead, seemed to intimate that he was rehearsing for the
President, whose examination he was shortly to undergo, rather than
troubling himself merely to enlighten so small a person as John
Baptist Cavalletto.'Call me five-and-thirty years of age. I have seen the world.
I have lived here, and lived there, and lived like a gentleman
everywhere. I have been treated and respected as a gentleman
universally. If you try to prejudice me by making out that I have
lived by my wits—how do your lawyers live—your politicians—your
intriguers—your men of the Exchange?'He kept his small smooth hand in constant requisition, as if
it were a witness to his gentility that had often done him good
service before.'Two years ago I came to Marseilles. I admit that I was poor;
I had been ill. When your lawyers, your politicians, your
intriguers, your men of the Exchange fall ill, and have not scraped
money together,theybecome
poor. I put up at the Cross of Gold,—kept then by Monsieur Henri
Barronneau—sixty-five at least, and in a failing state of health. I
had lived in the house some four months when Monsieur Henri
Barronneau had the misfortune to die;—at any rate, not a rare
misfortune, that. It happens without any aid of mine, pretty
often.'John Baptist having smoked his cigarette down to his fingers'
ends, Monsieur Rigaud had the magnanimity to throw him another. He
lighted the second at the ashes of the first, and smoked on,
looking sideways at his companion, who, preoccupied with his own
case, hardly looked at him.'Monsieur Barronneau left a widow. She was two-and-twenty.
She had gained a reputation for beauty, and (which is often another
thing) was beautiful. I continued to live at the Cross of Gold. I
married Madame Barronneau. It is not for me to say whether there
was any great disparity in such a match. Here I stand, with the
contamination of a jail upon me; but it is possible that you may
think me better suited to her than her former husband
was.'He had a certain air of being a handsome man—which he was
not; and a certain air of being a well-bred man—which he was not.
It was mere swagger and challenge; but in this particular, as in
many others, blustering assertion goes for proof, half over the
world.'Be it as it may, Madame Barronneau approved of me.Thatis not to prejudice me, I
hope?'His eye happening to light upon John Baptist with this
inquiry, that little man briskly shook his head in the negative,
and repeated in an argumentative tone under his breath, altro,
altro, altro, altro—an infinite number of times.'Now came the difficulties of our position. I am proud. I say
nothing in defence of pride, but I am proud. It is also my
character to govern. I can't submit; I must govern. Unfortunately,
the property of Madame Rigaud was settled upon herself. Such was
the insane act of her late husband. More unfortunately still, she
had relations. When a wife's relations interpose against a husband
who is a gentleman, who is proud, and who must govern, the
consequences are inimical to peace. There was yet another source of
difference between us. Madame Rigaud was unfortunately a little
vulgar. I sought to improve her manners and ameliorate her general
tone; she (supported in this likewise by her relations) resented my
endeavours. Quarrels began to arise between us; and, propagated and
exaggerated by the slanders of the relations of Madame Rigaud, to
become notorious to the neighbours. It has been said that I treated
Madame Rigaud with cruelty. I may have been seen to slap her
face—nothing more. I have a light hand; and if I have been seen
apparently to correct Madame Rigaud in that manner, I have done it
almost playfully.'If the playfulness of Monsieur Rigaud were at all expressed
by his smile at this point, the relations of Madame Rigaud might
have said that they would have much preferred his correcting that
unfortunate woman seriously.'I am sensitive and brave. I do not advance it as a merit to
be sensitive and brave, but it is my character. If the male
relations of Madame Rigaud had put themselves forward openly, I
should have known how to deal with them. They knew that, and their
machinations were conducted in secret; consequently, Madame Rigaud
and I were brought into frequent and unfortunate collision. Even
when I wanted any little sum of money for my personal expenses, I
could not obtain it without collision—and I, too, a man whose
character it is to govern! One night, Madame Rigaud and myself were
walking amicably—I may say like lovers—on a height overhanging the
sea. An evil star occasioned Madame Rigaud to advert to her
relations; I reasoned with her on that subject, and remonstrated on
the want of duty and devotion manifested in her allowing herself to
be influenced by their jealous animosity towards her husband.
Madame Rigaud retorted; I retorted; Madame Rigaud grew warm; I grew
warm, and provoked her. I admit it. Frankness is a part of my
character. At length, Madame Rigaud, in an access of fury that I
must ever deplore, threw herself upon me with screams of passion
(no doubt those that were overheard at some distance), tore my
clothes, tore my hair, lacerated my hands, trampled and trod the
dust, and finally leaped over, dashing herself to death upon the
rocks below. Such is the train of incidents which malice has
perverted into my endeavouring to force from Madame Rigaud a
relinquishment of her rights; and, on her persistence in a refusal
to make the concession I required, struggling with
her—assassinating her!'He stepped aside to the ledge where the vine leaves yet lay
strewn about, collected two or three, and stood wiping his hands
upon them, with his back to the light.'Well,' he demanded after a silence, 'have you nothing to say
to all that?''It's ugly,' returned the little man, who had risen, and was
brightening his knife upon his shoe, as he leaned an arm against
the wall.'What do you mean?'John Baptist polished his knife in silence.'Do you mean that I have not represented the case
correctly?''Al-tro!' returned John Baptist. The word was an apology now,
and stood for 'Oh, by no means!''What then?''Presidents and tribunals are so prejudiced.''Well,' cried the other, uneasily flinging the end of his
cloak over his shoulder with an oath, 'let them do their
worst!''Truly I think they will,' murmured John Baptist to himself,
as he bent his head to put his knife in his sash.Nothing more was said on either side, though they both began
walking to and fro, and necessarily crossed at every turn. Monsieur
Rigaud sometimes stopped, as if he were going to put his case in a
new light, or make some irate remonstrance; but Signor Cavalletto
continuing to go slowly to and fro at a grotesque kind of jog-trot
pace with his eyes turned downward, nothing came of these
inclinings.By-and-by the noise of the key in the lock arrested them
both. The sound of voices succeeded, and the tread of feet. The
door clashed, the voices and the feet came on, and the
prison-keeper slowly ascended the stairs, followed by a guard of
soldiers.'Now, Monsieur Rigaud,' said he, pausing for a moment at the
grate, with his keys in his hands, 'have the goodness to come
out.''I am to depart in state, I see?''Why, unless you did,' returned the jailer, 'you might depart
in so many pieces that it would be difficult to get you together
again. There's a crowd, Monsieur Rigaud, and it doesn't love
you.'He passed on out of sight, and unlocked and unbarred a low
door in the corner of the chamber. 'Now,' said he, as he opened it
and appeared within, 'come out.'There is no sort of whiteness in all the hues under the sun
at all like the whiteness of Monsieur Rigaud's face as it was then.
Neither is there any expression of the human countenance at all
like that expression in every little line of which the frightened
heart is seen to beat. Both are conventionally compared with death;
but the difference is the whole deep gulf between the struggle
done, and the fight at its most desperate extremity.He lighted another of his paper cigars at his companion's;
put it tightly between his teeth; covered his head with a soft
slouched hat; threw the end of his cloak over his shoulder again;
and walked out into the side gallery on which the door opened,
without taking any further notice of Signor Cavalletto. As to that
little man himself, his whole attention had become absorbed in
getting near the door and looking out at it. Precisely as a beast
might approach the opened gate of his den and eye the freedom
beyond, he passed those few moments in watching and peering, until
the door was closed upon him.There was an officer in command of the soldiers; a stout,
serviceable, profoundly calm man, with his drawn sword in his hand,
smoking a cigar. He very briefly directed the placing of Monsieur
Rigaud in the midst of the party, put himself with consummate
indifference at their head, gave the word 'march!' and so they all
went jingling down the staircase. The door clashed—the key
turned—and a ray of unusual light, and a breath of unusual air,
seemed to have passed through the jail, vanishing in a tiny wreath
of smoke from the cigar.Still, in his captivity, like a lower animal—like some
impatient ape, or roused bear of the smaller species—the prisoner,
now left solitary, had jumped upon the ledge, to lose no glimpse of
this departure. As he yet stood clasping the grate with both hands,
an uproar broke upon his hearing; yells, shrieks, oaths, threats,
execrations, all comprehended in it, though (as in a storm) nothing
but a raging swell of sound distinctly heard.Excited into a still greater resemblance to a caged wild
animal by his anxiety to know more, the prisoner leaped nimbly
down, ran round the chamber, leaped nimbly up again, clasped the
grate and tried to shake it, leaped down and ran, leaped up and
listened, and never rested until the noise, becoming more and more
distant, had died away. How many better prisoners have worn their
noble hearts out so; no man thinking of it; not even the beloved of
their souls realising it; great kings and governors, who had made
them captive, careering in the sunlight jauntily, and men cheering
them on. Even the said great personages dying in bed, making
exemplary ends and sounding speeches; and polite history, more
servile than their instruments, embalming them!At last, John Baptist, now able to choose his own spot within
the compass of those walls for the exercise of his faculty of going
to sleep when he would, lay down upon the bench, with his face
turned over on his crossed arms, and slumbered. In his submission,
in his lightness, in his good humour, in his short-lived passion,
in his easy contentment with hard bread and hard stones, in his
ready sleep, in his fits and starts, altogether a true son of the
land that gave him birth.The wide stare stared itself out for one while; the Sun went
down in a red, green, golden glory; the stars came out in the
heavens, and the fire-flies mimicked them in the lower air, as men
may feebly imitate the goodness of a better order of beings; the
long dusty roads and the interminable plains were in repose—and so
deep a hush was on the sea, that it scarcely whispered of the time
when it shall give up its dead.
CHAPTER 2 Fellow Travellers
No more of yesterday's howling over yonder
to-day, Sir; is there?''I have heard none.''Then you may be sure thereisnone. When these people howl, they howl to be
heard.''Most people do, I suppose.''Ah! but these people are always howling. Never happy
otherwise.''Do you mean the Marseilles people?''I mean the French people. They're always at it. As to
Marseilles, we know what Marseilles is. It sent the most
insurrectionary tune into the world that was ever composed. It
couldn't exist without allonging and marshonging to something or
other—victory or death, or blazes, or something.'The speaker, with a whimsical good humour upon him all the
time, looked over the parapet-wall with the greatest disparagement
of Marseilles; and taking up a determined position by putting his
hands in his pockets and rattling his money at it, apostrophised it
with a short laugh.'Allong and marshong, indeed. It would be more creditable to
you, I think, to let other people allong and marshong about their
lawful business, instead of shutting 'em up in
quarantine!''Tiresome enough,' said the other. 'But we shall be out
to-day.''Out to-day!' repeated the first. 'It's almost an aggravation
of the enormity, that we shall be out to-day. Out! What have we
ever been in for?''For no very strong reason, I must say. But as we come from
the East, and as the East is the country of the
plague—''The plague!' repeated the other. 'That's my grievance. I
have had the plague continually, ever since I have been here. I am
like a sane man shut up in a madhouse; I can't stand the suspicion
of the thing. I came here as well as ever I was in my life; but to
suspect me of the plague is to give me the plague. And I have had
it—and I have got it.''You bear it very well, Mr Meagles,' said the second speaker,
smiling.'No. If you knew the real state of the case, that's the last
observation you would think of making. I have been waking up night
after night, and saying,nowI
have got it,nowit has
developed itself,nowI am in
for it,nowthese fellows are
making out their case for their precautions. Why, I'd as soon have
a spit put through me, and be stuck upon a card in a collection of
beetles, as lead the life I have been leading here.''Well, Mr Meagles, say no more about it now it's over,' urged
a cheerful feminine voice.'Over!' repeated Mr Meagles, who appeared (though without any
ill-nature) to be in that peculiar state of mind in which the last
word spoken by anybody else is a new injury. 'Over! and why should
I say no more about it because it's over?'It was Mrs Meagles who had spoken to Mr Meagles; and Mrs
Meagles was, like Mr Meagles, comely and healthy, with a pleasant
English face which had been looking at homely things for
five-and-fifty years or more, and shone with a bright reflection of
them.'There! Never mind, Father, never mind!' said Mrs Meagles.
'For goodness sake content yourself with Pet.''With Pet?' repeated Mr Meagles in his injured vein. Pet,
however, being close behind him, touched him on the shoulder, and
Mr Meagles immediately forgave Marseilles from the bottom of his
heart.Pet was about twenty. A fair girl with rich brown hair
hanging free in natural ringlets. A lovely girl, with a frank face,
and wonderful eyes; so large, so soft, so bright, set to such
perfection in her kind good head. She was round and fresh and
dimpled and spoilt, and there was in Pet an air of timidity and
dependence which was the best weakness in the world, and gave her
the only crowning charm a girl so pretty and pleasant could have
been without.'Now, I ask you,' said Mr Meagles in the blandest confidence,
falling back a step himself, and handing his daughter a step
forward to illustrate his question: 'I ask you simply, as between
man and man, you know, DID you ever hear of such damned nonsense as
putting Pet in quarantine?''It has had the result of making even quarantine
enjoyable.''Come!' said Mr Meagles, 'that's something to be sure. I am
obliged to you for that remark. Now, Pet, my darling, you had
better go along with Mother and get ready for the boat. The officer
of health, and a variety of humbugs in cocked hats, are coming off
to let us out of this at last: and all we jail-birds are to
breakfast together in something approaching to a Christian style
again, before we take wing for our different destinations.
Tattycoram, stick you close to your young mistress.'He spoke to a handsome girl with lustrous dark hair and eyes,
and very neatly dressed, who replied with a half curtsey as she
passed off in the train of Mrs Meagles and Pet. They crossed the
bare scorched terrace all three together, and disappeared through a
staring white archway. Mr Meagles's companion, a grave dark man of
forty, still stood looking towards this archway after they were
gone; until Mr Meagles tapped him on the arm.'I beg your pardon,' said he, starting.'Not at all,' said Mr Meagles.They took one silent turn backward and forward in the shade
of the wall, getting, at the height on which the quarantine
barracks are placed, what cool refreshment of sea breeze there was
at seven in the morning. Mr Meagles's companion resumed the
conversation.'May I ask you,' he said, 'what is the name of—''Tattycoram?' Mr Meagles struck in. 'I have not the least
idea.''I thought,' said the other, 'that—''Tattycoram?' suggested Mr Meagles again.'Thank you—that Tattycoram was a name; and I have several
times wondered at the oddity of it.''Why, the fact is,' said Mr Meagles, 'Mrs Meagles and myself
are, you see, practical people.''That you have frequently mentioned in the course of the
agreeable and interesting conversations we have had together,
walking up and down on these stones,' said the other, with a half
smile breaking through the gravity of his dark face.'Practical people. So one day, five or six years ago now,
when we took Pet to church at the Foundling—you have heard of the
Foundling Hospital in London? Similar to the Institution for the
Found Children in Paris?''I have seen it.''Well! One day when we took Pet to church there to hear the
music—because, as practical people, it is the business of our lives
to show her everything that we think can please her—Mother (my
usual name for Mrs Meagles) began to cry so, that it was necessary
to take her out. "What's the matter, Mother?" said I, when we had
brought her a little round: "you are frightening Pet, my dear."
"Yes, I know that, Father," says Mother, "but I think it's through
my loving her so much, that it ever came into my head." "That ever
what came into your head, Mother?" "O dear, dear!" cried Mother,
breaking out again, "when I saw all those children ranged tier
above tier, and appealing from the father none of them has ever
known on earth, to the great Father of us all in Heaven, I thought,
does any wretched mother ever come here, and look among those young
faces, wondering which is the poor child she brought into this
forlorn world, never through all its life to know her love, her
kiss, her face, her voice, even her name!" Now that was practical
in Mother, and I told her so. I said, "Mother, that's what I call
practical in you, my dear."'The other, not unmoved, assented.'So I said next day: Now, Mother, I have a proposition to
make that I think you'll approve of. Let us take one of those same
little children to be a little maid to Pet. We are practical
people. So if we should find her temper a little defective, or any
of her ways a little wide of ours, we shall know what we have to
take into account. We shall know what an immense deduction must be
made from all the influences and experiences that have formed us—no
parents, no child-brother or sister, no individuality of home, no
Glass Slipper, or Fairy Godmother. And that's the way we came by
Tattycoram.''And the name itself—''By George!' said Mr Meagles, 'I was forgetting the name
itself. Why, she was called in the Institution, Harriet Beadle—an
arbitrary name, of course. Now, Harriet we changed into Hattey, and
then into Tatty, because, as practical people, we thought even a
playful name might be a new thing to her, and might have a
softening and affectionate kind of effect, don't you see? As to
Beadle, that I needn't say was wholly out of the question. If there
is anything that is not to be tolerated on any terms, anything that
is a type of Jack-in-office insolence and absurdity, anything that
represents in coats, waistcoats, and big sticks our English holding
on by nonsense after every one has found it out, it is a beadle.
You haven't seen a beadle lately?''As an Englishman who has been more than twenty years in
China, no.''Then,' said Mr Meagles, laying his forefinger on his
companion's breast with great animation, 'don't you see a beadle,
now, if you can help it. Whenever I see a beadle in full fig,
coming down a street on a Sunday at the head of a charity school, I
am obliged to turn and run away, or I should hit him. The name of
Beadle being out of the question, and the originator of the
Institution for these poor foundlings having been a blessed
creature of the name of Coram, we gave that name to Pet's little
maid. At one time she was Tatty, and at one time she was Coram,
until we got into a way of mixing the two names together, and now
she is always Tattycoram.''Your daughter,' said the other, when they had taken another
silent turn to and fro, and, after standing for a moment at the
wall glancing down at the sea, had resumed their walk, 'is your
only child, I know, Mr Meagles. May I ask you—in no impertinent
curiosity, but because I have had so much pleasure in your society,
may never in this labyrinth of a world exchange a quiet word with
you again, and wish to preserve an accurate remembrance of you and
yours—may I ask you, if I have not gathered from your good wife
that you have had other children?''No. No,' said Mr Meagles. 'Not exactly other children. One
other child.''I am afraid I have inadvertently touched upon a tender
theme.''Never mind,' said Mr Meagles. 'If I am grave about it, I am
not at all sorrowful. It quiets me for a moment, but does not make
me unhappy. Pet had a twin sister who died when we could just see
her eyes—exactly like Pet's—above the table, as she stood on tiptoe
holding by it.''Ah! indeed, indeed!''Yes, and being practical people, a result has gradually
sprung up in the minds of Mrs Meagles and myself which perhaps you
may—or perhaps you may not—understand. Pet and her baby sister were
so exactly alike, and so completely one, that in our thoughts we
have never been able to separate them since. It would be of no use
to tell us that our dead child was a mere infant. We have changed
that child according to the changes in the child spared to us and
always with us. As Pet has grown, that child has grown; as Pet has
become more sensible and womanly, her sister has become more
sensible and womanly by just the same degrees. It would be as hard
to convince me that if I was to pass into the other world
to-morrow, I should not, through the mercy of God, be received
there by a daughter, just like Pet, as to persuade me that Pet
herself is not a reality at my side.''I understand you,' said the other, gently.'As to her,' pursued her father, 'the sudden loss of her
little picture and playfellow, and her early association with that
mystery in which we all have our equal share, but which is not
often so forcibly presented to a child, has necessarily had some
influence on her character. Then, her mother and I were not young
when we married, and Pet has always had a sort of grown-up life
with us, though we have tried to adapt ourselves to her. We have
been advised more than once when she has been a little ailing, to
change climate and air for her as often as we could—especially at
about this time of her life—and to keep her amused. So, as I have
no need to stick at a bank-desk now (though I have been poor enough
in my time I assure you, or I should have married Mrs Meagles long
before), we go trotting about the world. This is how you found us
staring at the Nile, and the Pyramids, and the Sphinxes, and the
Desert, and all the rest of it; and this is how Tattycoram will be
a greater traveller in course of time than Captain
Cook.''I thank you,' said the other, 'very heartily for your
confidence.''Don't mention it,' returned Mr Meagles, 'I am sure you are
quite welcome. And now, Mr Clennam, perhaps I may ask you whether
you have yet come to a decision where to go next?''Indeed, no. I am such a waif and stray everywhere, that I am
liable to be drifted where any current may set.''It's extraordinary to me—if you'll excuse my freedom in
saying so—that you don't go straight to London,' said Mr Meagles,
in the tone of a confidential adviser.'Perhaps I shall.''Ay! But I mean with a will.''I have no will. That is to say,'—he coloured a little,—'next
to none that I can put in action now. Trained by main force;
broken, not bent; heavily ironed with an object on which I was
never consulted and which was never mine; shipped away to the other
end of the world before I was of age, and exiled there until my
father's death there, a year ago; always grinding in a mill I
always hated; what is to be expected from me in middle life? Will,
purpose, hope? All those lights were extinguished before I could
sound the words.''Light 'em up again!' said Mr Meagles.'Ah! Easily said. I am the son, Mr Meagles, of a hard father
and mother. I am the only child of parents who weighed, measured,
and priced everything; for whom what could not be weighed,
measured, and priced, had no existence. Strict people as the phrase
is, professors of a stern religion, their very religion was a
gloomy sacrifice of tastes and sympathies that were never their
own, offered up as a part of a bargain for the security of their
possessions. Austere faces, inexorable discipline, penance in this
world and terror in the next—nothing graceful or gentle anywhere,
and the void in my cowed heart everywhere—this was my childhood, if
I may so misuse the word as to apply it to such a beginning of
life.''Really though?' said Mr Meagles, made very uncomfortable by
the picture offered to his imagination. 'That was a tough
commencement. But come! You must now study, and profit by, all that
lies beyond it, like a practical man.''If the people who are usually called practical, were
practical in your direction—''Why, so they are!' said Mr Meagles.'Are they indeed?''Well, I suppose so,' returned Mr Meagles, thinking about it.
'Eh? One can butbepractical,
and Mrs Meagles and myself are nothing else.''My unknown course is easier and more helpful than I had
expected to find it, then,' said Clennam, shaking his head with his
grave smile. 'Enough of me. Here is the boat.'The boat was filled with the cocked hats to which Mr Meagles
entertained a national objection; and the wearers of those cocked
hats landed and came up the steps, and all the impounded travellers
congregated together. There was then a mighty production of papers
on the part of the cocked hats, and a calling over of names, and
great work of signing, sealing, stamping, inking, and sanding, with
exceedingly blurred, gritty, and undecipherable results. Finally,
everything was done according to rule, and the travellers were at
liberty to depart whithersoever they would.They made little account of stare and glare, in the new
pleasure of recovering their freedom, but flitted across the
harbour in gay boats, and reassembled at a great hotel, whence the
sun was excluded by closed lattices, and where bare paved floors,
lofty ceilings, and resounding corridors tempered the intense heat.
There, a great table in a great room was soon profusely covered
with a superb repast; and the quarantine quarters became bare
indeed, remembered among dainty dishes, southern fruits, cooled
wines, flowers from Genoa, snow from the mountain tops, and all the
colours of the rainbow flashing in the mirrors.'But I bear those monotonous walls no ill-will now,' said Mr
Meagles. 'One always begins to forgive a place as soon as it's left
behind; I dare say a prisoner begins to relent towards his prison,
after he is let out.'They were about thirty in company, and all talking; but
necessarily in groups. Father and Mother Meagles sat with their
daughter between them, the last three on one side of the table: on
the opposite side sat Mr Clennam; a tall French gentleman with
raven hair and beard, of a swart and terrible, not to say genteelly
diabolical aspect, but who had shown himself the mildest of men;
and a handsome young Englishwoman, travelling quite alone, who had
a proud observant face, and had either withdrawn herself from the
rest or been avoided by the rest—nobody, herself excepted perhaps,
could have quite decided which. The rest of the party were of the
usual materials: travellers on business, and travellers for
pleasure; officers from India on leave; merchants in the Greek and
Turkey trades; a clerical English husband in a meek
strait-waistcoat, on a wedding trip with his young wife; a majestic
English mama and papa, of the patrician order, with a family of
three growing-up daughters, who were keeping a journal for the
confusion of their fellow-creatures; and a deaf old English mother,
tough in travel, with a very decidedly grown-up daughter indeed,
which daughter went sketching about the universe in the expectation
of ultimately toning herself off into the married
state.The reserved Englishwoman took up Mr Meagles in his last
remark.'Do you mean that a prisoner forgives his prison?' said she,
slowly and with emphasis.'That was my speculation, Miss Wade. I don't pretend to know
positively how a prisoner might feel. I never was one
before.''Mademoiselle doubts,' said the French gentleman in his own
language, 'it's being so easy to forgive?''I do.'Pet had to translate this passage to Mr Meagles, who never by
any accident acquired any knowledge whatever of the language of any
country into which he travelled. 'Oh!' said he. 'Dear me! But
that's a pity, isn't it?''That I am not credulous?' said Miss Wade.'Not exactly that. Put it another way. That you can't believe
it easy to forgive.''My experience,' she quietly returned, 'has been correcting
my belief in many respects, for some years. It is our natural
progress, I have heard.''Well, well! But it's not natural to bear malice, I hope?'
said Mr Meagles, cheerily.'If I had been shut up in any place to pine and suffer, I
should always hate that place and wish to burn it down, or raze it
to the ground. I know no more.''Strong, sir?' said Mr Meagles to the Frenchman; it being
another of his habits to address individuals of all nations in
idiomatic English, with a perfect conviction that they were bound
to understand it somehow. 'Rather forcible in our fair friend,
you'll agree with me, I think?'The French gentleman courteously replied, 'Plait-il?' To
which Mr Meagles returned with much satisfaction, 'You are right.
My opinion.'The breakfast beginning by-and-by to languish, Mr Meagles
made the company a speech. It was short enough and sensible enough,
considering that it was a speech at all, and hearty. It merely went
to the effect that as they had all been thrown together by chance,
and had all preserved a good understanding together, and were now
about to disperse, and were not likely ever to find themselves all
together again, what could they do better than bid farewell to one
another, and give one another good-speed in a simultaneous glass of
cool champagne all round the table? It was done, and with a general
shaking of hands the assembly broke up for ever.The solitary young lady all this time had said no more. She
rose with the rest, and silently withdrew to a remote corner of the
great room, where she sat herself on a couch in a window, seeming
to watch the reflection of the water as it made a silver quivering
on the bars of the lattice. She sat, turned away from the whole
length of the apartment, as if she were lonely of her own haughty
choice. And yet it would have been as difficult as ever to say,
positively, whether she avoided the rest, or was
avoided.The shadow in which she sat, falling like a gloomy veil
across her forehead, accorded very well with the character of her
beauty. One could hardly see the face, so still and scornful, set
off by the arched dark eyebrows, and the folds of dark hair,
without wondering what its expression would be if a change came
over it. That it could soften or relent, appeared next to
impossible. That it could deepen into anger or any extreme of
defiance, and that it must change in that direction when it changed
at all, would have been its peculiar impression upon most
observers. It was dressed and trimmed into no ceremony of
expression. Although not an open face, there was no pretence in it.
'I am self-contained and self-reliant; your opinion is nothing to
me; I have no interest in you, care nothing for you, and see and
hear you with indifference'—this it said plainly. It said so in the
proud eyes, in the lifted nostril, in the handsome but compressed
and even cruel mouth. Cover either two of those channels of
expression, and the third would have said so still. Mask them all,
and the mere turn of the head would have shown an unsubduable
nature.Pet had moved up to her (she had been the subject of remark
among her family and Mr Clennam, who were now the only other
occupants of the room), and was standing at her side.'Are you'—she turned her eyes, and Pet faltered—'expecting
any one to meet you here, Miss Wade?''I? No.''Father is sending to the Poste Restante. Shall he have the
pleasure of directing the messenger to ask if there are any letters
for you?''I thank him, but I know there can be none.''We are afraid,' said Pet, sitting down beside her, shyly and
half tenderly, 'that you will feel quite deserted when we are all
gone.''Indeed!''Not,' said Pet, apologetically and embarrassed by her eyes,
'not, of course, that we are any company to you, or that we have
been able to be so, or that we thought you wished it.''I have not intended to make it understood that I did wish
it.''No. Of course. But—in short,' said Pet, timidly touching her
hand as it lay impassive on the sofa between them, 'will you not
allow Father to tender you any slight assistance or service? He
will be very glad.''Very glad,' said Mr Meagles, coming forward with his wife
and Clennam. 'Anything short of speaking the language, I shall be
delighted to undertake, I am sure.''I am obliged to you,' she returned, 'but my arrangements are
made, and I prefer to go my own way in my own manner.''Doyou?' said Mr Meagles
to himself, as he surveyed her with a puzzled look. 'Well! There's
character in that, too.''I am not much used to the society of young ladies, and I am
afraid I may not show my appreciation of it as others might. A
pleasant journey to you. Good-bye!'She would not have put out her hand, it seemed, but that Mr
Meagles put out his so straight before her that she could not pass
it. She put hers in it, and it lay there just as it had lain upon
the couch.'Good-bye!' said Mr Meagles. 'This is the last good-bye upon
the list, for Mother and I have just said it to Mr Clennam here,
and he only waits to say it to Pet. Good-bye! We may never meet
again.''In our course through life we shall meet the people who are
coming to meetus, from many
strange places and by many strange roads,' was the composed reply;
'and what it is set to us to do to them, and what it is set to them
to do to us, will all be done.'