My Lady Imposter E-Book

Sara Bennett

• Herausgeber: NYLA
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 214

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 1983

Beschreibung

"Exciting, enthralling, and satisfying…prepare to be swept away!" –Stephanie Laurens "Get ready to fall in love." –Lisa Kleypas In the tumultuous early years of King Henry II's reign, the beautiful, but lowly peasant girl, Kathryn, is determined to escape a life of servitude on the arrogant Lord Ralf's estate. When the lord himself brings her to his sumptuous castle, scrubs off her peasant dirt and teaches her how to be a noble lady, Kathryn knowingly suspects the worst. Tasked with impersonating the granddaughter of the dying Sir Piers de Brusac in order to gain his estate, Kathryn has only her wits to save her…and this is the role of a lifetime! But Lord Ralf, once cold and calculating, can't deny the stirrings in his heart for this wild and beautiful girl…while Kathryn struggles to deny the red-hot attraction to someone so far above her station… Will Kathryn be able to hide her growing feelings for Lord Ralf…and will Lord Ralf be able to resist the sweet charms of a peasant girl gone noble?

Leseprobe

My Lady Imposter

Sara Bennett

Copyright© 1983 by Kaye Dobbie

Chapter One

She had never meant to go so far. But the blackberries were thick on the brambles and she had been drawn on by sheer greed for the ripe, juicy fruit. Her skirts, kilted up to make a basket, were already filled to overflowing. But most of those would go to Grisel and her grubby-faced children. Kathryn was determined to get her share now.

It was a warm day. Summer just wandering into autumn of the year 1158. The sky was pale blue above her and the forest seemed to glow with sunlight. She loved the sunshine, it seemed to rekindle the life within her. A life threatened with extinction throughout long winter days to come in the house of her sister, Grisel. In winter, the cold rain kept her indoors, in the close, stifling stench of the cottage, crowded among her sister and brother-in-law and their several children, as well as the animals they called their own.

They were serfs, of course, all of them. They belonged, as any other object within the Manor of Pristine, to Lord Ralf. They worked on his land and served him and if they transgressed, they were punished. It was known for a serf to buy his freedom. But Grisel and her family were as poor as church mice, and Kathryn was the poorest.

She had had no choice, when her parents died, but to go to Grisel. She had been only a child then, and Grisel a young wife with a babe. Grisel had been kinder then, gentler. But her hard life had hardened her, and she no longer had the time to consider Kathryn as anything more than an extra mouth.

“You should have been married long since,” she told Kathryn, over and over. And then, looking up from her work, face pink from the exertion, as she brushed aside lank, greasy dark hair, “But who’d take you? Will, from the stables? You hold yourself too high, Kathryn. You’d best watch your tongue or my Snuff’ll pay him to take you!”

Kathryn sniffed. “What does Snuff know?” She disliked her sister’s husband. Her residence in his house was on sufferance alone, providing she cared for the children and worked twice as hard as anyone else.

Grisel wiped her nose on her sleeve. “He’s got eyes. He can see you’re not such a bad looker. He sees Will gaping after you.”

She didn’t reply. When she had been old enough to see life without the scales, she had promised herself she would never end like Grisel. A serf, married to a serf, raising serfs. She wanted freedom, and fine things. A pretty apron, some shoes, a house with two rooms and apen outside for the animals. Not much, surely,but for those as poor as she, as distant as the moon.

They were dreams, nothing more. Reality was more grim. Her life would continue as it did now, with Grisel’s family, or else marriage to someone like Will. There seemed no escape, and her angry, caged spirit rebelled at what fate had dealt her. She thought, often enough, of running away from Pristine altogether. Anything, she thought, would be preferable to this. But to run away was to be chased and mayhap captured, and then one must take one’s punishment. She did not fancy a flogging, just yet.

The blackberries were good. The best she’d ever tasted. She stuffed some more into her mouth and swallowed them luxuriously. A warning flickered at the edge of her mind—she should have returned to Grisel hours since. The children would be mischief-making, in need of a thrashing. They’d get one too, if Snuff caught them. But she pushed all such thoughts from her mind again, and took another mouthful of the berries. It was sunny, and for the moment she was free.

The juice ran down her chin into her dirty bodice, sticking in the lank strands of her hair. She had not washed since her birth, some seventeen years since, and meant not to wash again until death. Dirt kept one warm and safe from disease. Everyone knew that! There was nothing wrong with good, wholesome dirt.

She was so caught up in the sensation of those ripe, sweet berries filling her mouth that she failed to hear the thud of hoofs on the road further off. The road ran close to where she stood, half concealed in the wild brambles. The road carried riders and carts and merchants into Pristine from further afield. Places she had never seen and despaired she ever would see.

“What do you want to leave Pristine for,” Snuff had growled at her once, when she was still a child. “Best you never think about other places, then you won’t miss them.”

Big eyes gazing up, a child’s vivid imagination. “Are they different? What are the people like, beyond Pristine?”

Snuff smiled, malicious amusement in his voice as he replied, “They’ve two heads, Kathy-girl. And two mouths.”

After that, she had given up thoughts of leaving Pristine for the excitement of other places. And when she grew a little more, she had realized the impossibility of such dreams anyway. She was a serf. She had no rights, no freedom to do anything her lord did not expressly decree, and without the money to buy her life back again, that was how she would die.

The drum of hoofs came suddenly to her attention. They were now quite close. Whoever was coming was riding at great pace. And she realized suddenly that while she had been dreaming, she had wandered from her partial shelter into the clear view of the roadway.

She started back, seeking a hiding place. But it was already too late. Her eyes swung round. She could still run, losing the riders in the close undergrowth of the woods, but, as she turned, her grip on the bundled skirts loosened. The blackberries spilled out onto the soft grass, like a purple rain. She was too greedy to leave them behind to be trampled into the ground. No doubt, she thought in despair as she bent hastily to re-gather them, the good priest would have a lesson in that for his congregation.

It was then she saw them. A dozen men. Brilliant tunics, feathered caps, horses fine and proud and shining, their hoofs flashing as they danced in the sun. At least, that was how it seemed to her as they approached, silhouetted against the sun. Dust lifted in clouds, fine as mist, to engulf them and her as they drew up. Gold glinted off sword hilts and bridles. They were like some brilliant dream, descended upon her, and for the second time the blackberries spilled out, as she rose to her feet to gape at them.

“Hold!”

The voice rose up above the noise of harness and hoofs. One of the horses reared and snorted, wicked hoofs waving close above her head before descending with a squish of berries. Then from somewhere a man came running, a quiver strapped to his green-clothed back. He grasped her arms in strong hands, holding her captive. For a moment she was too astonished to move, and then she tried to pull away. He smelt of sweat and dust; she struggled angrily but he dragged her forward, directly in front of the cavalcade.

Her bare foot found his clothed one, and she ground down with her heel into his instep, so that he cried out and, releasing one of his strong hands, struck her hard across the cheek. It hurt, hurt so much she wondered if her neck had not snapped, and she stood dazed a moment with her head bowed and her hair straggling over her shoulders.

The dazzling cavalcade had halted before her, the dust settling. She saw polished silver everywhere, and the flash of jewels sewn to clothing and worn on hands. Men in chain mail drew up behind the group, their weapons all too evident. A huge hound with a waving tail came panting up to her and sniffed her feet.

“What do you in my wood, girl?” A voice as deep and smooth as a mountain stream slipping between mossy rocks and dark, secret places where trees overhung and creepers trailed from dark branches.

The man holding her tightened his grip, bending her arm up behind her back. She drew a sharp breath in pain, and her head jerked back. Her black hair fell back, disclosing her face, dirty and streaked with perspiration from the sun. The blackberry stains were ludicrous upon lips and chin.

Someone sniggered, another hooted aloud with mirth. Her eyes opened wide to the man who sat his stallion before her, and narrowedagain swiftly before the onslaught of golden eyesin a sun-tanned, clean-shaven face topped by a cropped, thick mass of golden hair, streaked with silver.

“A thief?” that same voice said, and the mouth quirked. “Thieves are punished.”

Anger rose up in her at his assumption, and the studied cruelty in his silken voice. But fear tempered any hasty words she might have uttered.

“Yes, she must be punished,” someone else said. A thin man, to the right of the golden knight, his beard dark and straggly like a goat’s. “May we whip her now, my lord?”

“We might.” The amazing eyes narrowed beneath straight brows. She saw his mouth, cruel and thin, lined at the corners. His hand, glittering with rings, tapped a riding whip on his calf. “Do you fancy some sport with her, Anthony? She is filthy, of course.”

“But a woman, all the same.” The man called Anthony licked his lips. His mouth was pink through the black beard. Kathryn swallowed. For a moment she felt her fate swing in the balance.

“Did you not have enough of the drab at the hostelry?”

Another voice, from the left this time. Laughter greeted this sarcasm and Anthony scowled. The horses edged a little closer to her, and Kathryn felt fear gnawing at her belly. Yet she stood straight and proud, for she was no coward. She had still been a child when her father died and, unlike Grisel, her spirit was as yet unbroken, though beatings had left her severely tested. Still, time had blurred their memory, and Snuff did not dare to hurt her, being a slight, short man and she rather tall.

“Have we time to waste here?” that same sarcastic voice went on. She let her eyes flicker there and encountered a hard, blue gaze in a sun-browned face, hard chiseled features frowning in impatience... and disgust. Disgust for her, she wondered, or his companions’ intentions?

She knew, of course, who was the golden man with the eagle’s eyes. He was her master, the Lord of Pristine. Lord Ralf, returned from his journey to London and the King, bringing with him his knights and attendants and men-at-arms, and perhaps a friend or two. He was home for the autumn. Home to ride the fields and beat the serfs, to see his wheat harvested and threshed to his satisfaction. To hunt his woods and carouse in his hall. Kathryn hated him, she always had. She had loathed him, as she watched him from the fields, riding his proud stallion. But now, standing so close to him, hearing his voice so beautiful, so... so frightening, her fear wavered beneath awe.

The unusual eyes, which had been observing her closely, suddenly narrowed. He bent forward, over the white stallion’s curving neck. He wore blue, spring-sky blue, and jewels flashed from the long fingers as he stretched out his riding crop and held aside her thick, dirty hair.

“I know you,” he said in a sharp, hard tone. The smile had died, now his mouth was straight and hard, the cruelty of it more pronounced. Lines slashed his forehead, making him look every bit his forty years. The golden eyes sparkled with danger.

“I doubt that,” she retorted, in a clear, calm voice. The riding crop poked her, as if she were a mule being tested before purchase. She longed to break it over her knee and throw the pieces at him.

“Ah, she has a tongue then?” Anthony edged closer, licking his pink mouth.

“I thought you preferred them mute?” The blue-eyed man raised an eyebrow at him, mocking. “After all, you cut out that drab’s tongue, back at the hostelry...”

Anthony scowled. “She slandered me! You heard what she said—”

“I heard.” The blue eyes slid down and up and away. As if he were a slug and unworthy of further consideration. Kathryn watched as he urged his horse forward until it was level with Lord Ralf. They were of a similar size, the two men. The former not so broad, perhaps, his features finer and sterner, his hair much lighter.

“My lord,” he said, an impatient sound in his deep voice. “Must we waste time here? The Lady Wenna awaits you at Pristine.”

Lord Ralf smiled. “Wenna. Of course.” But turning again to Kathryn he frowned. “Ifeel I know her, Richard. The line of her cheek, that dark hair. Even the way she stands so boldly...” He shook his head, perplexed, the golden lord of Pristine, and drew back his riding crop. After a moment he shrugged one broad shoulder.

“She is but a peasant girl, my lord,” Richard’s blue eyes swept down upon her, and he laughed harshly. “By God, and a filthy one! I would not touch her without my gauntlets. She is surely diseased...”

Ralf echoed the laugh. Even Anthony sniggered. The men-at-arms shifted restlessly. A nod from Lord Ralf to the man who held her, and her arms were released. She swayed a moment before them, and then stumbled back onto the grass. The horses surged forward, choking her once more with dust and their laughter. It echoed about her, mocking her, making her ache to pelt their backs with clods from the road. For a moment she didn’t realize that one of them hadn’t gone. His voice brought her spinning round, almost falling in her haste to face him.

“Get back to your work, girl! What do you wandering around in these woods?”

She stared back at the blue eyes in growing fury. “This is not your land! You cannot order me to do anything!”

He raised an eyebrow, gazing at her as if she were an interesting specimen of insect. “I meant only to warn you that it will not be safe in these woods, now Lord Ralf is home.”

Diseased, he had called her. Diseased! Summoning all her rage, she spat upon the ground at his horse’s feet. “That is what I think of your warning!”

He was silent a moment, and then he bowed elaborately, a savagely mocking gesture. “As you please, my lady.” The horse danced forward in the direction the others had gone, lengthening its stride to a gallop. She glared after him until the bend swallowed him up, still smarting from his sarcasm and her own trampled pride.

Chapter Two

Grisel was waiting for her, when she returned. “Where’ve ye been! Little Mildred’s fallen and cut her cheek, and young Stephen—” The high voice broke off, as Grisel glimpsed her sister’s face. “What is it, Kathryn!”

“I met with Lord Ralf.”

“He didn’t... didn’t—”

“No,” with a curl of her lip, scrubbed almost raw in her efforts to remove the blackberry stains, “I would have scratched his face to shreds. He and his lecherous knights insulted me.”

Grisel let out her breath. “Oh well, ‘tis his right.”

“He has no right to say those things!”

“Don’t get your temper up at me, girl! He has, and you know it.” Grisel rose abruptly, folds of flesh jolting as she moved to the door. “Kathy,” she said, suddenly weary, “why keep on fighting against what must be? He is our lord, we are his slaves. It will always be so, it always has. You were born here, at Pristine, and here you will die. Marry Will. He’s kind and he’ll keep you safe. Be content.”

When she had gone, Kathryn dropped down on the pallet beside where little Matilda lay sleeping and glowered at the wall. Grisel always preached contentment. How could she be content with this? How could she shrug off those hurting words?

After a moment she went over to the water bucket and peered down at her reflection. Apart from being a little flushed, she looked the same as always. What was the matter with her? What was wrong with her dirt? It was all very well for that blue-eyed fool to speak so disparagingly, but she needed her dirt.

Matilda woke, crying, and Kathryn lifted her in her arms, soothing the child. As she stood, rocking the hiccupping girl, she wondered suddenly what it would be like, after all, to wed with Will. To have her own cottage, her own goats and garden, her own child, her own man to scold and love. But Will! She shuddered abruptly. He might be the only man prepared to put up with her airs and tantrums and high-and-mighty ways, as Grisel put it, but he was still a serf. She would be even more chained than before.

Snuff came home pleased with himself. He’d exchanged two old goats for one young pig. “We’ll fatten it up for winter,” he said. “Then we can sell what we don’t use.”

Grisel was beaming with pride. “Aye, that we can.”

Snuff turned to Kathryn, crouched in the corner with the older children, engaged in a game with straws. “You can feed the beast, Kathy-girl. Little else you do.”

She scowled and turned away.

Snuff laughed. “Miss High and Mighty. I hear that Lord Ralf has brought back with him a dozen or more rich knights. If you’ve a mind for a proud husband, girl, why not go up there and look them over? You might find one to your liking.” He snorted at his own joke.

“I already have looked them over,” Kathryn retorted sourly, “and I don’t like any of them.”

Snuffs mouth dropped, “You what?”

“It’s true enough,” Grisel burst out, and told him what had happened. Snuff’s eyes narrowed, suddenly sly.

“Are you sure they didn’t like the look of you, Kathy-girl? Some fine lords pay much for a pretty girl. Peasant or noble, it’s all one to them.”

“They didn’t think me pretty,” she said breathlessly, “so there! You can’t sell me, Snuff. They could have had me for free, and they made fun of me instead.”

He grunted and subsided onto the table.

Grisel flickered Kathryn an uneasy glance. “Kathryn’s been thinking of taking Will to husband, Snuff.”

“Will from the stables?” Snuff’s face brightened, his sandy brows rose. “Well, that’s good news!”

Kathryn scowled, but held her tongue under Grisel”s warning look. What was the use? Today, Lord Ralf s glittering cavalcade had made her aware, bitterly aware, of the great ravine between herself and all her childish dreams. Even the prospect of being sold to one of the knights was laughable. They had made fun of her, cheapened her, humiliated her. She hated them all.

“I’ll have a word with him tomorrow then,” Snuff promised, rubbing his hands together. “I’ve a mind for some of that new-cut hay, and likely Will’ll be so pleased, he’ll put some aside for me.”

“Pleased,” Grisel repeated, her smile awry. “Poor Will! I wonder if he knows what a termagant he’s getting?”

Will, it seemed, didn’t care. He came around the following evening, hands reaching out to stroke her at every opportunity. “Kathy this” and “Kathy that”. She wanted to scream, and grew so tired of pushing him away that in the end she let him leave his arm around her through sheer weariness. Snuff viewed them with a glint in his eye, Grisel with smiling relief. At last, they were thinking, she had seen the light. At last she would settle down, and put aside her foolish pride.

“Will, don’t.” She brushed his hand away, where it had crept onto her thigh. They had come outside, out of the stifling air of the single-roomed cottage and the noise of the misbehaving children. It was cool and clear, the sky deep blue and studded with stars. Through the thin wall behind her, Kathryn could hear Snuff roaring and Mildred wailing. A moth brushed her cheek, and she swished it impatiently away.

“Kathy, you’re so pretty.”

She laughed sharply. “Are you sure? Do you not think me filthy or diseased? Do you dare to touch me without gauntlets?”

He frowned, puzzled. “Kathy?”

“Never mind,” she shrugged her shoulder and turned to stare away, over the wide, low fields towards the great walls of the manor. Lights flickered, along the walls and in the guard tower. Lord Ralf’s flag flew proudly against the night-sky, informing all and sundry of his homecoming. She felt the bitterness burn her tongue.

Will bent over her—he was taller than she— and kissed her on the cheek, near her mouth. It left a damp patch, and she wiped it away. He put his arms around her, trying to pull her closer, but she shoved his chest, putting him off balance, and darted away. Her laughter drifted in the air, mocking him, daring him, and he spun in pursuit.

Past the huddle of smoky cottages, the various noises of crowded humanity. A goat rattled a chain and darted from her path. Her bare feet flew down the worn, short-grassed path between rectangles and squares of crops and gardens. A larger cottage or two, where the freemen lived. Hens complaining at being woken on their roosts. She turned aside, taking the narrow pathway through the trees towards the denser bulk of the woods. Will blundered behind her, snapping branches, calling her name.

She had almost reached the first of the larger trees when she became aware of the voices. Her feet drew up sharply, heart hammering, and she gulped at her quick breath. A horse whickered, soft and inquisitive. The voices stopped. For a moment all she heard was the chirping of crickets and the sudden swoop of a night bird from the sky above, and then the voices resumed.

“It’s nothing. A wild animal. Ralf has not, as yet, set about his yearly massacre.”

Her feet moved forward, silent, drawing her closer. She might, indeed, have been a wild animal for all the warning she gave of her approach. The horse breathed; she could hear it crunching on grass.

“He’s spoken with the King then?”

“He had no choice.” Her breath caught sharply. A picture of blue eyes and raised brows flew through her mind and was gone. She would never forget that voice, never. “The King has taken back what lands Ralf acquired during Stephen’s reign. There will be little gold in Pristine’s coffers from this day forward.”

“So. And will Ralf take such a slight so lightly?”

A pause. The horse stirred again, as if the men were restless. “I cannot see it. He bides his time merely. There are many others like him, who want nothing to do with King Henry’s justice. He has already begun to seek them out.”

A pause; a drawn breath slowly released. “War, mayhap? I thought we had had enough of it, Richard. Matilda and Stephen fought so long over the crown. I thought, with Henry Plantagenet as King, all the old quarrels would have been resolved.”

“Not all, it seems. The quarrels made Ralf a wealthy man, a powerful man. And now the King has taken his hard-won lands and destroyed his new-built castles. He has become nothing more than a petty baron.”

“And you, Richard? What of you?”

The horse stirred again, cropping grass. “I must join him.”

She had been listening so intently she did not hear Will approaching. And now his voice, so loud, made her almost fall. “Kathy!” It shattered the quiet. “Where are you, Kathy-girl!”

He was too far away from her to warn. Her voice would be heard by the two men. Instead, she darted further into the undergrowth on her right and, crouching down by a thick, gnarled old oak, tried to quiet the bumping of her heart.

Horses moved. Will shouted again, but further away now. He was going. A whisper, hissing through the night. Something dark passed before her and was gone. She closed her eyes, whispering thanks to her deity. Will called oncemore, a long way distant now, receding. She was safe.

The hand closed on her mouth so quickly she had no time to make a sound. She was spun back against a hard, broad chest and something icy and sharp touched her throat.

“Make no sound, spy,” he said, every word a warning. She shook her head, vigorous in denial. His other hand was about her waist, holding her against him, and now ii moved up over the firm flesh of her bosom. She shrank back against him, and suddenly the hand over her mouth was removed. He spun her round to face him.

Blue eyes narrowed in the shadowy darkness, fair hair made silver by the night sky. She thought, she prayed, he would not remember her. She was sure she looked much the same as any other dirty peasant girl. But she was wrong. He did know her. She saw it in his eyes. And then he had slid the knife back into its sheath, flicking her a mocking glance.

“Well, girl? You have a knack for skulking in these woods; was that your swain we heard crashing about?”