Just then another visitor entered the drawing room: Prince
Andrew Bolkonski, the little princess' husband. He was a very
handsome young man, of medium height, with firm, clearcut features.
Everything about him, from his weary, bored expression to his
quiet, measured step, offered a most striking contrast to his
quiet, little wife. It was evident that he not only knew everyone
in the drawing room, but had found them to be so tiresome that it
wearied him to look at or listen to them. And among all these faces
that he found so tedious, none seemed to bore him so much as that
of his pretty wife. He turned away from her with a grimace that
distorted his handsome face, kissed Anna Pavlovna's hand, and
screwing up his eyes scanned the whole company.
"You are off to the war, Prince?" said Anna Pavlovna.
"General Kutuzov," said Bolkonski, speaking French and stressing
the last syllable of the general's name like a Frenchman, "has been
pleased to take me as an aide-de-camp...."
"And Lise, your wife?"
"She will go to the country."
"Are you not ashamed to deprive us of your charming wife?"
"Andre," said his wife, addressing her husband in the same
coquettish manner in which she spoke to other men, "the vicomte has
been telling us such a tale about Mademoiselle George and
Buonaparte!"
Prince Andrew screwed up his eyes and turned away. Pierre, who from
the moment Prince Andrew entered the room had watched him with
glad, affectionate eyes, now came up and took his arm. Before he
looked round Prince Andrew frowned again, expressing his annoyance
with whoever was touching his arm, but when he saw Pierre's beaming
face he gave him an unexpectedly kind and pleasant smile.
"There now!... So you, too, are in the great world?" said he to
Pierre.
"I knew you would be here," replied Pierre. "I will come to supper
with you. May I?" he added in a low voice so as not to disturb the
vicomte who was continuing his story.
"No, impossible!" said Prince Andrew, laughing and pressing
Pierre's hand to show that there was no need to ask the question.
He wished to say something more, but at that moment Prince Vasili
and his daughter got up to go and the two young men rose to let
them pass.
"You must excuse me, dear Vicomte," said Prince Vasili to the
Frenchman, holding him down by the sleeve in a friendly way to
prevent his rising. "This unfortunate fete at the ambassador's
deprives me of a pleasure, and obliges me to interrupt you. I am
very sorry to leave your enchanting party," said he, turning to
Anna Pavlovna.
His daughter, Princess Helene, passed between the chairs, lightly
holding up the folds of her dress, and the smile shone still more
radiantly on her beautiful face. Pierre gazed at her with
rapturous, almost frightened, eyes as she passed him.
"Very lovely," said Prince Andrew.
"Very," said Pierre.
In passing Prince Vasili seized Pierre's hand and said to Anna
Pavlovna: "Educate this bear for me! He has been staying with me a
whole month and this is the first time I have seen him in society.
Nothing is so necessary for a young man as the society of clever
women."
Anna Pavlovna smiled and promised to take Pierre in hand. She knew
his father to be a connection of Prince Vasili's. The elderly lady
who had been sitting with the old aunt rose hurriedly and overtook
Prince Vasili in the anteroom. All the affectation of interest she
had assumed had left her kindly and tear-worn face and it now
expressed only anxiety and fear.
"How about my son Boris, Prince?" said she, hurrying after him into
the anteroom. "I can't remain any longer in Petersburg. Tell me
what news I may take back to my poor boy."
Although Prince Vasili listened reluctantly and not very politely
to the elderly lady, even betraying some impatience, she gave him
an ingratiating and appealing smile, and took his hand that he
might not go away.
"What would it cost you to say a word to the Emperor, and then he
would be transferred to the Guards at once?" said she.
"Believe me, Princess, I am ready to do all I can," answered Prince
Vasili, "but it is difficult for me to ask the Emperor. I should
advise you to appeal to Rumyantsev through Prince Golitsyn. That
would be the best way."
The elderly lady was a Princess Drubetskaya, belonging to one of
the best families in Russia, but she was poor, and having long been
out of society had lost her former influential connections. She had
now come to Petersburg to procure an appointment in the Guards for
her only son. It was, in fact, solely to meet Prince Vasili that
she had obtained an invitation to Anna Pavlovna's reception and had
sat listening to the vicomte's story. Prince Vasili's words
frightened her, an embittered look clouded her once handsome face,
but only for a moment; then she smiled again and clutched Prince
Vasili's arm more tightly.
"Listen to me, Prince," said she. "I have never yet asked you for
anything and I never will again, nor have I ever reminded you of my
father's friendship for you; but now I entreat you for God's sake
to do this for my son—and I shall always regard you as a
benefactor," she added hurriedly. "No, don't be angry, but promise!
I have asked Golitsyn and he has refused. Be the kindhearted man
you always were," she said, trying to smile though tears were in
her eyes.
"Papa, we shall be late," said Princess Helene, turning her
beautiful head and looking over her classically molded shoulder as
she stood waiting by the door.
Influence in society, however, is a capital which has to be
economized if it is to last. Prince Vasili knew this, and having
once realized that if he asked on behalf of all who begged of him,
he would soon be unable to ask for himself, he became chary of
using his influence. But in Princess Drubetskaya's case he felt,
after her second appeal, something like qualms of conscience. She
had reminded him of what was quite true; he had been indebted to
her father for the first steps in his career. Moreover, he could
see by her manners that she was one of those women—mostly
mothers—who, having once made up their minds, will not rest until
they have gained their end, and are prepared if necessary to go on
insisting day after day and hour after hour, and even to make
scenes. This last consideration moved him.
"My dear Anna Mikhaylovna," said he with his usual familiarity and
weariness of tone, "it is almost impossible for me to do what you
ask; but to prove my devotion to you and how I respect your
father's memory, I will do the impossible—your son shall be
transferred to the Guards. Here is my hand on it. Are you
satisfied?"
"My dear benefactor! This is what I expected from you—I knew your
kindness!" He turned to go.
"Wait—just a word! When he has been transferred to the Guards..."
she faltered. "You are on good terms with Michael Ilarionovich
Kutuzov... recommend Boris to him as adjutant! Then I shall be at
rest, and then..."
Prince Vasili smiled.
"No, I won't promise that. You don't know how Kutuzov is pestered
since his appointment as Commander in Chief. He told me himself
that all the Moscow ladies have conspired to give him all their
sons as adjutants."
"No, but do promise! I won't let you go! My dear
benefactor..."
"Papa," said his beautiful daughter in the same tone as before, "we
shall be late."
"Well, au revoir! Good-bye! You hear her?"
"Then tomorrow you will speak to the Emperor?"
"Certainly; but about Kutuzov, I don't promise."
"Do promise, do promise, Vasili!" cried Anna Mikhaylovna as he
went, with the smile of a coquettish girl, which at one time
probably came naturally to her, but was now very ill-suited to her
careworn face.
Apparently she had forgotten her age and by force of habit employed
all the old feminine arts. But as soon as the prince had gone her
face resumed its former cold, artificial expression. She returned
to the group where the vicomte was still talking, and again
pretended to listen, while waiting till it would be time to leave.
Her task was accomplished.
CHAPTER V
"And what do you think of this latest comedy, the coronation
at Milan?" asked Anna Pavlovna, "and of the comedy of the people of
Genoa and Lucca laying their petitions before Monsieur Buonaparte,
and Monsieur Buonaparte sitting on a throne and granting the
petitions of the nations? Adorable! It is enough to make one's head
whirl! It is as if the whole world had gone crazy."
Prince Andrew looked Anna Pavlovna straight in the face with a
sarcastic smile.
"'Dieu me la donne, gare a qui la touche!' * They say he was very
fine when he said that," he remarked, repeating the words in
Italian: "'Dio mi l'ha dato. Guai a chi la tocchi!'"
* God has given it to me, let him who touches it beware! "I hope
this will prove the last drop that will make the glass run over,"
Anna Pavlovna continued. "The sovereigns will not be able to endure
this man who is a menace to everything."
"The sovereigns? I do not speak of Russia," said the vicomte,
polite but hopeless: "The sovereigns, madame... What have they done
for Louis XVII, for the Queen, or for Madame Elizabeth? Nothing!"
and he became more animated. "And believe me, they are reaping the
reward of their betrayal of the Bourbon cause. The sovereigns! Why,
they are sending ambassadors to compliment the usurper."
And sighing disdainfully, he again changed his position.
Prince Hippolyte, who had been gazing at the vicomte for some time
through his lorgnette, suddenly turned completely round toward the
little princess, and having asked for a needle began tracing the
Conde coat of arms on the table. He explained this to her with as
much gravity as if she had asked him to do it.
"Baton de gueules, engrele de gueules d'azur—maison Conde," said
he.
The princess listened, smiling.
"If Buonaparte remains on the throne of France a year longer," the
vicomte continued, with the air of a man who, in a matter with
which he is better acquainted than anyone else, does not listen to
others but follows the current of his own thoughts, "things will
have gone too far. By intrigues, violence, exile, and executions,
French society—I mean good French society—will have been forever
destroyed, and then..."
He shrugged his shoulders and spread out his hands. Pierre wished
to make a remark, for the conversation interested him, but Anna
Pavlovna, who had him under observation, interrupted:
"The Emperor Alexander," said she, with the melancholy which always
accompanied any reference of hers to the Imperial family, "has
declared that he will leave it to the French people themselves to
choose their own form of government; and I believe that once free
from the usurper, the whole nation will certainly throw itself into
the arms of its rightful king," she concluded, trying to be amiable
to the royalist emigrant.
"That is doubtful," said Prince Andrew. "Monsieur le Vicomte quite
rightly supposes that matters have already gone too far. I think it
will be difficult to return to the old regime."
"From what I have heard," said Pierre, blushing and breaking into
the conversation, "almost all the aristocracy has already gone over
to Bonaparte's side."
"It is the Buonapartists who say that," replied the vicomte without
looking at Pierre. "At the present time it is difficult to know the
real state of French public opinion."
"Bonaparte has said so," remarked Prince Andrew with a sarcastic
smile.
It was evident that he did not like the vicomte and was aiming his
remarks at him, though without looking at him.
"'I showed them the path to glory, but they did not follow it,'"
Prince Andrew continued after a short silence, again quoting
Napoleon's words. "'I opened my antechambers and they crowded in.'
I do not know how far he was justified in saying so."
"Not in the least," replied the vicomte. "After the murder of the
duc even the most partial ceased to regard him as a hero. If to
some people," he went on, turning to Anna Pavlovna, "he ever was a
hero, after the murder of the duc there was one martyr more in
heaven and one hero less on earth."
Before Anna Pavlovna and the others had time to smile their
appreciation of the vicomte's epigram, Pierre again broke into the
conversation, and though Anna Pavlovna felt sure he would say
something inappropriate, she was unable to stop him.
"The execution of the Duc d'Enghien," declared Monsieur Pierre,
"was a political necessity, and it seems to me that Napoleon showed
greatness of soul by not fearing to take on himself the whole
responsibility of that deed."
"Dieu! Mon Dieu!" muttered Anna Pavlovna in a terrified
whisper.
"What, Monsieur Pierre... Do you consider that assassination shows
greatness of soul?" said the little princess, smiling and drawing
her work nearer to her.
"Oh! Oh!" exclaimed several voices.
"Capital!" said Prince Hippolyte in English, and began slapping his
knee with the palm of his hand.
The vicomte merely shrugged his shoulders. Pierre looked solemnly
at his audience over his spectacles and continued.
"I say so," he continued desperately, "because the Bourbons fled
from the Revolution leaving the people to anarchy, and Napoleon
alone understood the Revolution and quelled it, and so for the
general good, he could not stop short for the sake of one man's
life."
"Won't you come over to the other table?" suggested Anna
Pavlovna.
But Pierre continued his speech without heeding her.
"No," cried he, becoming more and more eager, "Napoleon is great
because he rose superior to the Revolution, suppressed its abuses,
preserved all that was good in it—equality of citizenship and
freedom of speech and of the press—and only for that reason did he
obtain power."
"Yes, if having obtained power, without availing himself of it to
commit murder he had restored it to the rightful king, I should
have called him a great man," remarked the vicomte.
"He could not do that. The people only gave him power that he might
rid them of the Bourbons and because they saw that he was a great
man. The Revolution was a grand thing!" continued Monsieur Pierre,
betraying by this desperate and provocative proposition his extreme
youth and his wish to express all that was in his mind.
"What? Revolution and regicide a grand thing?... Well, after
that... But won't you come to this other table?" repeated Anna
Pavlovna.
"Rousseau's Contrat Social," said the vicomte with a tolerant
smile.
"I am not speaking of regicide, I am speaking about ideas."
"Yes: ideas of robbery, murder, and regicide," again interjected an
ironical voice.
"Those were extremes, no doubt, but they are not what is most
important. What is important are the rights of man, emancipation
from prejudices, and equality of citizenship, and all these ideas
Napoleon has retained in full force."
"Liberty and equality," said the vicomte contemptuously, as if at
last deciding seriously to prove to this youth how foolish his
words were, "high-sounding words which have long been discredited.
Who does not love liberty and equality? Even our Saviour preached
liberty and equality. Have people since the Revolution become
happier? On the contrary. We wanted liberty, but Buonaparte has
destroyed it."
Prince Andrew kept looking with an amused smile from Pierre to the
vicomte and from the vicomte to their hostess. In the first moment
of Pierre's outburst Anna Pavlovna, despite her social experience,
was horror-struck. But when she saw that Pierre's sacrilegious
words had not exasperated the vicomte, and had convinced herself
that it was impossible to stop him, she rallied her forces and
joined the vicomte in a vigorous attack on the orator.
"But, my dear Monsieur Pierre," said she, "how do you explain the
fact of a great man executing a duc—or even an ordinary man who—is
innocent and untried?"
"I should like," said the vicomte, "to ask how monsieur explains
the 18th Brumaire; was not that an imposture? It was a swindle, and
not at all like the conduct of a great man!"
"And the prisoners he killed in Africa? That was horrible!" said
the little princess, shrugging her shoulders.
"He's a low fellow, say what you will," remarked Prince
Hippolyte.
Pierre, not knowing whom to answer, looked at them all and smiled.
His smile was unlike the half-smile of other people. When he
smiled, his grave, even rather gloomy, look was instantaneously
replaced by another—a childlike, kindly, even rather silly look,
which seemed to ask forgiveness.
The vicomte who was meeting him for the first time saw clearly that
this young Jacobin was not so terrible as his words suggested. All
were silent.
"How do you expect him to answer you all at once?" said Prince
Andrew. "Besides, in the actions of a statesman one has to
distinguish between his acts as a private person, as a general, and
as an emperor. So it seems to me."
"Yes, yes, of course!" Pierre chimed in, pleased at the arrival of
this reinforcement.
"One must admit," continued Prince Andrew, "that Napoleon as a man
was great on the bridge of Arcola, and in the hospital at Jaffa
where he gave his hand to the plague-stricken; but... but there are
other acts which it is difficult to justify."
Prince Andrew, who had evidently wished to tone down the
awkwardness of Pierre's remarks, rose and made a sign to his wife
that it was time to go.
Suddenly Prince Hippolyte started up making signs to everyone to
attend, and asking them all to be seated began:
"I was told a charming Moscow story today and must treat you to it.
Excuse me, Vicomte—I must tell it in Russian or the point will be
lost...." And Prince Hippolyte began to tell his story in such
Russian as a Frenchman would speak after spending about a year in
Russia. Everyone waited, so emphatically and eagerly did he demand
their attention to his story.
"There is in Moscow a lady, une dame, and she is very stingy. She
must have two footmen behind her carriage, and very big ones. That
was her taste. And she had a lady's maid, also big. She
said..."
Here Prince Hippolyte paused, evidently collecting his ideas with
difficulty.
"She said... Oh yes! She said, 'Girl,' to the maid, 'put on a
livery, get up behind the carriage, and come with me while I make
some calls.'"
Here Prince Hippolyte spluttered and burst out laughing long before
his audience, which produced an effect unfavorable to the narrator.
Several persons, among them the elderly lady and Anna Pavlovna, did
however smile.
"She went. Suddenly there was a great wind. The girl lost her hat
and her long hair came down...." Here he could contain himself no
longer and went on, between gasps of laughter: "And the whole world
knew...."
And so the anecdote ended. Though it was unintelligible why he had
told it, or why it had to be told in Russian, still Anna Pavlovna
and the others appreciated Prince Hippolyte's social tact in so
agreeably ending Pierre's unpleasant and unamiable outburst. After
the anecdote the conversation broke up into insignificant small
talk about the last and next balls, about theatricals, and who
would meet whom, and when and where.
CHAPTER VI
Having thanked Anna Pavlovna for her charming soiree, the
guests began to take their leave.
Pierre was ungainly. Stout, about the average height, broad, with
huge red hands; he did not know, as the saying is, how to enter a
drawing room and still less how to leave one; that is, how to say
something particularly agreeable before going away. Besides this he
was absent-minded. When he rose to go, he took up instead of his
own, the general's three-cornered hat, and held it, pulling at the
plume, till the general asked him to restore it. All his
absent-mindedness and inability to enter a room and converse in it
was, however, redeemed by his kindly, simple, and modest
expression. Anna Pavlovna turned toward him and, with a Christian
mildness that expressed forgiveness of his indiscretion, nodded and
said: "I hope to see you again, but I also hope you will change
your opinions, my dear Monsieur Pierre."
When she said this, he did not reply and only bowed, but again
everybody saw his smile, which said nothing, unless perhaps,
"Opinions are opinions, but you see what a capital, good-natured
fellow I am." And everyone, including Anna Pavlovna, felt
this.
Prince Andrew had gone out into the hall, and, turning his
shoulders to the footman who was helping him on with his cloak,
listened indifferently to his wife's chatter with Prince Hippolyte
who had also come into the hall. Prince Hippolyte stood close to
the pretty, pregnant princess, and stared fixedly at her through
his eyeglass.
"Go in, Annette, or you will catch cold," said the little princess,
taking leave of Anna Pavlovna. "It is settled," she added in a low
voice.
Anna Pavlovna had already managed to speak to Lise about the match
she contemplated between Anatole and the little princess'
sister-in-law.
"I rely on you, my dear," said Anna Pavlovna, also in a low tone.
"Write to her and let me know how her father looks at the matter.
Au revoir!"—and she left the hall.
Prince Hippolyte approached the little princess and, bending his
face close to her, began to whisper something.
Two footmen, the princess' and his own, stood holding a shawl and a
cloak, waiting for the conversation to finish. They listened to the
French sentences which to them were meaningless, with an air of
understanding but not wishing to appear to do so. The princess as
usual spoke smilingly and listened with a laugh.
"I am very glad I did not go to the ambassador's," said Prince
Hippolyte "-so dull-. It has been a delightful evening, has it not?
Delightful!"
"They say the ball will be very good," replied the princess,
drawing up her downy little lip. "All the pretty women in society
will be there."
"Not all, for you will not be there; not all," said Prince
Hippolyte smiling joyfully; and snatching the shawl from the
footman, whom he even pushed aside, he began wrapping it round the
princess. Either from awkwardness or intentionally (no one could
have said which) after the shawl had been adjusted he kept his arm
around her for a long time, as though embracing her.
Still smiling, she gracefully moved away, turning and glancing at
her husband. Prince Andrew's eyes were closed, so weary and sleepy
did he seem.
"Are you ready?" he asked his wife, looking past her.
Prince Hippolyte hurriedly put on his cloak, which in the latest
fashion reached to his very heels, and, stumbling in it, ran out
into the porch following the princess, whom a footman was helping
into the carriage.
"Princesse, au revoir," cried he, stumbling with his tongue as well
as with his feet.
The princess, picking up her dress, was taking her seat in the dark
carriage, her husband was adjusting his saber; Prince Hippolyte,
under pretense of helping, was in everyone's way.
"Allow me, sir," said Prince Andrew in Russian in a cold,
disagreeable tone to Prince Hippolyte who was blocking his
path.
"I am expecting you, Pierre," said the same voice, but gently and
affectionately.
The postilion started, the carriage wheels rattled. Prince
Hippolyte laughed spasmodically as he stood in the porch waiting
for the vicomte whom he had promised to take home.
"Well, mon cher," said the vicomte, having seated himself beside
Hippolyte in the carriage, "your little princess is very nice, very
nice indeed, quite French," and he kissed the tips of his fingers.
Hippolyte burst out laughing.
"Do you know, you are a terrible chap for all your innocent airs,"
continued the vicomte. "I pity the poor husband, that little
officer who gives himself the airs of a monarch."
Hippolyte spluttered again, and amid his laughter said, "And you
were saying that the Russian ladies are not equal to the French?
One has to know how to deal with them."
Pierre reaching the house first went into Prince Andrew's study
like one quite at home, and from habit immediately lay down on the
sofa, took from the shelf the first book that came to his hand (it
was Caesar's Commentaries), and resting on his elbow, began reading
it in the middle.
"What have you done to Mlle Scherer? She will be quite ill now,"
said Prince Andrew, as he entered the study, rubbing his small
white hands.
Pierre turned his whole body, making the sofa creak. He lifted his
eager face to Prince Andrew, smiled, and waved his hand.
"That abbe is very interesting but he does not see the thing in the
right light.... In my opinion perpetual peace is possible but—I do
not know how to express it... not by a balance of political
power...."
It was evident that Prince Andrew was not interested in such
abstract conversation.
"One can't everywhere say all one thinks, mon cher. Well, have you
at last decided on anything? Are you going to be a guardsman or a
diplomatist?" asked Prince Andrew after a momentary silence.
Pierre sat up on the sofa, with his legs tucked under him.
"Really, I don't yet know. I don't like either the one or the
other."
"But you must decide on something! Your father expects it."
Pierre at the age of ten had been sent abroad with an abbe as
tutor, and had remained away till he was twenty. When he returned
to Moscow his father dismissed the abbe and said to the young man,
"Now go to Petersburg, look round, and choose your profession. I
will agree to anything. Here is a letter to Prince Vasili, and here
is money. Write to me all about it, and I will help you in
everything." Pierre had already been choosing a career for three
months, and had not decided on anything. It was about this choice
that Prince Andrew was speaking. Pierre rubbed his forehead.
"But he must be a Freemason," said he, referring to the abbe whom
he had met that evening.
"That is all nonsense." Prince Andrew again interrupted him, "let
us talk business. Have you been to the Horse Guards?"
"No, I have not; but this is what I have been thinking and wanted
to tell you. There is a war now against Napoleon. If it were a war
for freedom I could understand it and should be the first to enter
the army; but to help England and Austria against the greatest man
in the world is not right."
Prince Andrew only shrugged his shoulders at Pierre's childish
words. He put on the air of one who finds it impossible to reply to
such nonsense, but it would in fact have been difficult to give any
other answer than the one Prince Andrew gave to this naive
question.
"If no one fought except on his own conviction, there would be no
wars," he said.
"And that would be splendid," said Pierre.
Prince Andrew smiled ironically.
"Very likely it would be splendid, but it will never come
about..."
"Well, why are you going to the war?" asked Pierre.
"What for? I don't know. I must. Besides that I am going..." He
paused. "I am going because the life I am leading here does not
suit me!"
CHAPTER VII
The rustle of a woman's dress was heard in the next room.
Prince Andrew shook himself as if waking up, and his face assumed
the look it had had in Anna Pavlovna's drawing room. Pierre removed
his feet from the sofa. The princess came in. She had changed her
gown for a house dress as fresh and elegant as the other. Prince
Andrew rose and politely placed a chair for her.
"How is it," she began, as usual in French, settling down briskly
and fussily in the easy chair, "how is it Annette never got
married? How stupid you men all are not to have married her! Excuse
me for saying so, but you have no sense about women. What an
argumentative fellow you are, Monsieur Pierre!"
"And I am still arguing with your husband. I can't understand why
he wants to go to the war," replied Pierre, addressing the princess
with none of the embarrassment so commonly shown by young men in
their intercourse with young women.
The princess started. Evidently Pierre's words touched her to the
quick.
"Ah, that is just what I tell him!" said she. "I don't understand
it; I don't in the least understand why men can't live without
wars. How is it that we women don't want anything of the kind,
don't need it? Now you shall judge between us. I always tell him:
Here he is Uncle's aide-de-camp, a most brilliant position. He is
so well known, so much appreciated by everyone. The other day at
the Apraksins' I heard a lady asking, 'Is that the famous Prince
Andrew?' I did indeed." She laughed. "He is so well received
everywhere. He might easily become aide-de-camp to the Emperor. You
know the Emperor spoke to him most graciously. Annette and I were
speaking of how to arrange it. What do you think?"
Pierre looked at his friend and, noticing that he did not like the
conversation, gave no reply.
"When are you starting?" he asked.
"Oh, don't speak of his going, don't! I won't hear it spoken of,"
said the princess in the same petulantly playful tone in which she
had spoken to Hippolyte in the drawing room and which was so
plainly ill-suited to the family circle of which Pierre was almost
a member. "Today when I remembered that all these delightful
associations must be broken off... and then you know, Andre..."
(she looked significantly at her husband) "I'm afraid, I'm afraid!"
she whispered, and a shudder ran down her back.
Her husband looked at her as if surprised to notice that someone
besides Pierre and himself was in the room, and addressed her in a
tone of frigid politeness.
"What is it you are afraid of, Lise? I don't understand," said
he.
"There, what egotists men all are: all, all egotists! Just for a
whim of his own, goodness only knows why, he leaves me and locks me
up alone in the country."
"With my father and sister, remember," said Prince Andrew
gently.
"Alone all the same, without my friends.... And he expects me not
to be afraid."
Her tone was now querulous and her lip drawn up, giving her not a
joyful, but an animal, squirrel-like expression. She paused as if
she felt it indecorous to speak of her pregnancy before Pierre,
though the gist of the matter lay in that.
"I still can't understand what you are afraid of," said Prince
Andrew slowly, not taking his eyes off his wife.
The princess blushed, and raised her arms with a gesture of
despair.
"No, Andrew, I must say you have changed. Oh, how you
have..."
"Your doctor tells you to go to bed earlier," said Prince Andrew.
"You had better go."
The princess said nothing, but suddenly her short downy lip
quivered. Prince Andrew rose, shrugged his shoulders, and walked
about the room.
Pierre looked over his spectacles with naive surprise, now at him
and now at her, moved as if about to rise too, but changed his
mind.
"Why should I mind Monsieur Pierre being here?" exclaimed the
little princess suddenly, her pretty face all at once distorted by
a tearful grimace. "I have long wanted to ask you, Andrew, why you
have changed so to me? What have I done to you? You are going to
the war and have no pity for me. Why is it?"
"Lise!" was all Prince Andrew said. But that one word expressed an
entreaty, a threat, and above all conviction that she would herself
regret her words. But she went on hurriedly:
"You treat me like an invalid or a child. I see it all! Did you
behave like that six months ago?"
"Lise, I beg you to desist," said Prince Andrew still more
emphatically.
Pierre, who had been growing more and more agitated as he listened
to all this, rose and approached the princess. He seemed unable to
bear the sight of tears and was ready to cry himself.
"Calm yourself, Princess! It seems so to you because... I assure
you I myself have experienced... and so... because... No, excuse
me! An outsider is out of place here... No, don't distress
yourself... Good-bye!"
Prince Andrew caught him by the hand.
"No, wait, Pierre! The princess is too kind to wish to deprive me
of the pleasure of spending the evening with you."
"No, he thinks only of himself," muttered the princess without
restraining her angry tears.
"Lise!" said Prince Andrew dryly, raising his voice to the pitch
which indicates that patience is exhausted.
Suddenly the angry, squirrel-like expression of the princess'
pretty face changed into a winning and piteous look of fear. Her
beautiful eyes glanced askance at her husband's face, and her own
assumed the timid, deprecating expression of a dog when it rapidly
but feebly wags its drooping tail.
"Mon Dieu, mon Dieu!" she muttered, and lifting her dress with one
hand she went up to her husband and kissed him on the
forehead.
"Good night, Lise," said he, rising and courteously kissing her
hand as he would have done to a stranger.
CHAPTER VIII
The friends were silent. Neither cared to begin talking.
Pierre continually glanced at Prince Andrew; Prince Andrew rubbed
his forehead with his small hand.
"Let us go and have supper," he said with a sigh, going to the
door.
They entered the elegant, newly decorated, and luxurious dining
room. Everything from the table napkins to the silver, china, and
glass bore that imprint of newness found in the households of the
newly married. Halfway through supper Prince Andrew leaned his
elbows on the table and, with a look of nervous agitation such as
Pierre had never before seen on his face, began to talk—as one who
has long had something on his mind and suddenly determines to speak
out.
"Never, never marry, my dear fellow! That's my advice: never marry
till you can say to yourself that you have done all you are capable
of, and until you have ceased to love the woman of your choice and
have seen her plainly as she is, or else you will make a cruel and
irrevocable mistake. Marry when you are old and good for nothing—or
all that is good and noble in you will be lost. It will all be
wasted on trifles. Yes! Yes! Yes! Don't look at me with such
surprise. If you marry expecting anything from yourself in the
future, you will feel at every step that for you all is ended, all
is closed except the drawing room, where you will be ranged side by
side with a court lackey and an idiot!... But what's the good?..."
and he waved his arm.
Pierre took off his spectacles, which made his face seem different
and the good-natured expression still more apparent, and gazed at
his friend in amazement.
"My wife," continued Prince Andrew, "is an excellent woman, one of
those rare women with whom a man's honor is safe; but, O God, what
would I not give now to be unmarried! You are the first and only
one to whom I mention this, because I like you."
As he said this Prince Andrew was less than ever like that
Bolkonski who had lolled in Anna Pavlovna's easy chairs and with
half-closed eyes had uttered French phrases between his teeth.
Every muscle of his thin face was now quivering with nervous
excitement; his eyes, in which the fire of life had seemed
extinguished, now flashed with brilliant light. It was evident that
the more lifeless he seemed at ordinary times, the more impassioned
he became in these moments of almost morbid irritation.