WHAT IS MAN?
I
A. Man the Machine. B. Personal
Merit
[The Old Man and the Young Man
had been conversing. The Old Man had asserted that the human being
is merely a machine, and nothing more. The Young Man objected, and
asked him to go into particulars and furnish his reasons for his
position.]
Old Man. What are the materials
of which a steam-engine is made? Young Man. Iron, steel, brass,
white-metal, and so on.
O.M. Where are these found?
Y.M. In the rocks.
O.M. In a pure state?
Y.M. No—in ores.
O.M. Are the metals suddenly
deposited in the ores?
Y.M. No—it is the patient work of
countless ages.
O.M. You could make the engine
out of the rocks themselves?
Y.M. Yes, a brittle one and not
valuable.
O.M. You would not require much,
of such an engine as that?
Y.M. No—substantially
nothing.
O.M. To make a fine and capable
engine, how would you proceed?
Y.M. Drive tunnels and shafts
into the hills; blast out the iron ore; crush it, smelt it, reduce
it to pig-iron; put some of it through the Bessemer process and
make steel of it. Mine and treat and combine several metals of
which brass is made.
O.M. Then?
Y.M. Out of the perfected result,
build the fine engine.
O.M. You would require much of
this one?
Y.M. Oh, indeed yes.
O.M. It could drive lathes,
drills, planers, punches, polishers, in a word all the cunning
machines of a great factory?
Y.M. It could.
O.M. What could the stone engine
do?
Y.M. Drive a sewing-machine,
possibly—nothing more, perhaps.
O.M. Men would admire the other
engine and rapturously praise it?
Y.M. Yes.
O.M. But not the stone one?
Y.M. No.
O.M. The merits of the metal
machine would be far above those of the stone one?
Y.M. Of course.
O.M. Personal merits?
Y.M. Personal merits? How do you
mean?
O.M. It would be personally
entitled to the credit of its own performance?
Y.M. The engine? Certainly
not.
O.M. Why not?
Y.M. Because its performance is
not personal. It is the result of the law of construction. It is
not a merit that it does the things which it is set to do—it can't
help doing them.
O.M. And it is not a personal
demerit in the stone machine that it does so little?
Y.M. Certainly not. It does no
more and no less than the law of its make permits and compels it
to do. There is nothing personal about it; it cannot
choose. In this process of
"working up to the matter" is it your idea to work up to the
proposition that man and a machine are about the same thing, and
that there is no personal merit in the performance of either?
O.M. Yes—but do not be offended;
I am meaning no offense. What makes the grand difference between
the stone engine and the steel one? Shall we call it training,
education? Shall we call the stone engine a savage and the steel
one a civilized man? The original rock contained the stuff of which
the steel one was built—but along with a lot of sulphur and stone
and other obstructing inborn heredities, brought down from the old
geologic ages—prejudices, let us call them. Prejudices which
nothing within the rock itself had either power to remove or any
desire to remove. Will you take note of that phrase?
Y.M. Yes. I have written it
down; "Prejudices which nothing within the rock itself had
either power to remove or any desire to remove." Go on.
O.M. Prejudices must be
removed by outside influences or not at all. Put that
down.
Y.M. Very well; "Must be removed
by outside influences or not at all." Go on.
O.M. The iron's prejudice against
ridding itself of the cumbering rock. To make it more exact, the
iron's absolute indifference as to whether the rock be removed or
not. Then comes the outside influence and grinds the rock to
powder and sets the ore free. The iron in the ore is still captive.
An outside influence smelts it free of the clogging ore. The iron
is emancipated iron, now, but indifferent to further progress. An
outside influence beguiles it into the Bessemer furnace and refines
it into steel of the first quality. It is educated, now—its
training is complete. And it has reached its limit. By no possible
process can it be educated into gold. Will you set that down?
Y.M. Yes. "Everything has its
limit—iron ore cannot be educated into gold."
O.M. There are gold men, and tin
men, and copper men, and leaden men, and steel men, and so on—and
each has the limitations of his nature, his heredities, his
training, and his environment. You can build engines out of each
of these metals, and they will all perform, but you must not
require the weak ones to do equal work with the strong ones. In
each case, to get the best results, you must free the metal from
its obstructing prejudicial ones by education—smelting, refining,
and so forth.
Y.M. You have arrived at man,
now?
O.M. Yes. Man the machine—man the
impersonal engine. Whatsoever a man is, is due to his make, and to
the influences brought to bear upon it by his heredities, his
habitat, his associations. He is moved, directed, COMMANDED, by
exterior influences—solely. He originates nothing, not even a
thought.
Y.M. Oh, come! Where did I get my
opinion that this which you are talking is all foolishness?
O.M. It is a quite natural
opinion—indeed an inevitable opinion—but _you _did not create the
materials out of which it is formed. They are odds and ends of
thoughts, impressions, feelings, gathered unconsciously from
a thousand books, a thousand conversations, and from streams
of thought and feeling which have flowed down into your heart
and brain out of the hearts and brains of centuries of ancestors.
Personally you did not create even the smallest microscopic
fragment of the materials out of which your opinion is made; and
personally you cannot claim even the slender merit of putting the
borrowed materials together. That was done automatically—by your
mental machinery, in strict accordance with the law of that
machinery's construction. And you not only did not make that
machinery yourself, but you have not even any command over
it.
Y.M. This is too much. You think
I could have formed no opinion but that one?
O.M. Spontaneously? No. And you
did not form that one; your machinery did it for you—automatically
and instantly, without reflection or the need of it.
Y.M. Suppose I had reflected? How
then?
O.M. Suppose you try?
Y.M. (After a quarter of an
hour.) I have reflected.
O.M. You mean you have tried to
change your opinion—as an experiment?
Y.M. Yes.
O.M. With success?
Y.M. No. It remains the same; it
is impossible to change it.
O.M. I am sorry, but you see,
yourself, that your mind is merely a machine, nothing more. You
have no command over it, it has no command over itself—it is worked
solely from the outside. That is the law of its make; it is the law
of all machines.
Y.M. Can't I ever change one of
these automatic opinions?
O.M. No. You can't yourself, but
exterior influences can do it.
Y.M. And exterior ones
only?
O.M. Yes—exterior ones
only.
Y.M. That position is untenable—I
may say ludicrously untenable.
O.M. What makes you think
so?
Y.M. I don't merely think it, I
know it. Suppose I resolve to enter upon a course of thought, and
study, and reading, with the deliberate purpose of changing
that opinion; and suppose I succeed. _That _is not the work of
an exterior impulse, the whole of it is mine and personal; for I
originated the project.
O.M. Not a shred of it. It grew
out of this talk with me. But for that it would not have
occurred to you. No man ever originates anything. All his thoughts,
all his impulses, come from the outside.
Y.M. It's an exasperating
subject. The first man had original thoughts, anyway; there was
nobody to draw from.
O.M. It is a mistake. Adam's
thoughts came to him from the outside. You have a fear of
death. You did not invent that—you got it from outside, from
talking and teaching. Adam had no fear of death—none in the
world.
Y.M. Yes, he had.
O.M. When he was created?
Y.M. No.
O.M. When, then?
Y.M. When he was threatened with
it.
O.M. Then it came from outside.
Adam is quite big enough; let us not try to make a god of him.
None but gods have ever had a thought which did not come from the
outside. Adam probably had a good head, but it was of no sort of
use to him until it was filled up from the outside. He was not able
to invent the triflingest little thing with it. He had not a shadow
of a notion of the difference between good and evil—he had to get
the idea from the outside. Neither he nor Eve was able to originate
the idea that it was immodest to go naked; the knowledge came in
with the apple from the outside. A man's brain is so constructed
that it can originate nothing whatsoever. It can only use material
obtained outside. It is merely a machine; and it works
automatically, not by will-power. It has no command over itself,
its owner has no command over it.
Y.M. Well, never mind Adam: but
certainly Shakespeare's creations—
O.M. No, you mean Shakespeare's
imitations. Shakespeare created nothing. He correctly observed, and
he marvelously painted. He exactly portrayed people whom God had
created; but he created none himself. Let us spare him the slander
of charging him with trying. Shakespeare could not create. He was a
machine, and machines do not create.
Y.M. Where was his excellence,
then?
O.M. In this. He was not a
sewing-machine, like you and me; he was a Gobelin loom. The threads
and the colors came into him from the outside; outside influences,
suggestions,experiences (reading, seeing plays, playing plays,
borrowing ideas, and so on), framed the patterns in his mind and
started up his complex and admirable machinery, and it
automaticallyturned out that pictured and gorgeous fabric which
still compels the astonishment of the world. If Shakespeare had
been born and bred on a barren and unvisited rock in the ocean his
mighty intellect would have had no outside material to work with,
and could have invented none; and no outside influences, teachings,
moldings, persuasions, inspirations, of a valuable sort, and could
have invented none; and so Shakespeare would have produced nothing.
In Turkey he would have produced something—something up to the
highest limit of Turkish influences, associations, and training. In
France he would have produced something better—something up to the
highest limit of the French influences and training. In England he
rose to the highest limit attainable through the outside helps
afforded by that land's ideals, influences, and training. You and I
are but sewing-machines. We must turn out what we can; we must do
our endeavor and care nothing at all when the unthinking reproach
us for not turning out Gobelins.
Y.M. And so we are mere machines!
And machines may not boast, nor feel proud of their performance,
nor claim personal merit for it, nor applause and praise. It is an
infamous doctrine.
O.M. It isn't a doctrine, it is
merely a fact.
Y.M. I suppose, then, there is no
more merit in being brave than in being a coward?
O.M. Personal merit? No. A
brave man does not create his bravery. He is entitled to no
personal credit for possessing it. It is born to him. A baby
born with a billion dollars—where is the personal merit in that? A
baby born with nothing—where is the personal demerit in that? The
one is fawned upon, admired, worshiped, by sycophants, the
other is neglected and despised— where is the sense in
it?
Y.M. Sometimes a timid man sets
himself the task of conquering his cowardice and becoming brave—and
succeeds. What do you say to that?
O.M. That it shows the value of
training in right directions over training in wrong ones.
Inestimably valuable is training, influence, education, in right
directions—training one's self-approbation to elevate its
ideals.
Y.M. But as to merit—the personal
merit of the victorious coward's project and achievement?
O.M. There isn't any. In the
world's view he is a worthier man than he was before, but he didn't
achieve the change—the merit of it is not his.
Y.M. Whose, then?
O.M. His make, and the influences
which wrought upon it from the outside.
Y.M. His make?
O.M. To start with, he was not
utterly and completely a coward, or the influences would have had
nothing to work upon. He was not afraid of a cow, though perhaps of
a bull: not afraid of a woman, but afraid of a man. There was
something to build upon. There was a seed. No seed, no plant.
Did he make that seed himself, or was it born in him? It was no
merit of his that the seed was there.
Y.M. Well, anyway, the idea of
cultivating it, the resolution to cultivate it, was meritorious,
and he originated that.
O.M. He did nothing of the kind.
It came whence all impulses, good or bad, come—from outside. If
that timid man had lived all his life in a community of human
rabbits, had never read of brave deeds, had never heard speak of
them, had never heard any one praise them nor express envy of the
heroes that had done them, he would have had no more idea of
bravery than Adam had of modesty, and it could never by
any possibility have occurred to him to resolve to become
brave. He could not originate the idea—it had to come to him
from the outside. And so, when he heard bravery extolled and
cowardice derided, it woke him up. He was ashamed. Perhaps his
sweetheart turned up her nose and said, "I am told that you are a
coward!" It was not he that turned over the new leaf—she did it for
him. He must not strut around in the merit of it —it is not
his.
Y.M. But, anyway, he reared the
plant after she watered the seed.
O.M. No. Outside influences
reared it. At the command—and trembling—he marched out into the
field—with other soldiers and in the daytime, not alone and in the
dark. He had theinfluence of example, he drew courage from his
comrades' courage; he was afraid, and wanted to run, but he did not
dare; he was afraid to run, with all those soldiers looking on. He
was progressing, you see—the moral fear of shame had risen superior
to the physical fear of harm. By the end of the campaign experience
will have taught him that not all who go into battle get hurt—an
outside influence which will be helpful to him; and he will also
have learned how sweet it is to be praised for courage and be
huzza'd at with tear-choked voices as the war-worn regiment marches
past the worshiping multitude with flags flying and the drums
beating. After that he will be as securely brave as any veteran in
the army—and there will not be a shade nor suggestion of personal
merit in it anywhere; it will all have come from the outside.
The Victoria Cross breeds more heroes than—
Y.M. Hang it, where is the sense
in his becoming brave if he is to get no credit for it?
O.M. Your question will answer
itself presently. It involves an important detail of man's
make which we have not yet touched upon.
Y.M. What detail is that?
O.M. The impulse which moves a
person to do things—the only impulse that ever moves a person to do
a thing.
Y.M. The only one! Is there but
one?
O.M. That is all. There is only
one.
Y.M. Well, certainly that is a
strange enough doctrine. What is the sole impulse that ever moves a
person to do a thing?
O.M. The impulse to content his
own spirit—the necessity of contenting his own spirit and winning
its approval.
Y.M. Oh, come, that won't
do!
O.M. Why won't it?
Y.M. Because it puts him in the
attitude of always looking out for his own comfort and advantage;
whereas an unselfish man often does a thing solely for another
person's good when it is a positive disadvantage to himself.
O.M. It is a mistake. The act
must do him good, first; otherwise he will not do it. He may think
he is doing it solely for the other person's sake, but it is not
so; he is contenting his own spirit first—the other's person's
benefit has to always take second place.
Y.M. What a fantastic idea! What
becomes of self—sacrifice? Please answer me that.
O.M. What is
self-sacrifice?
Y.M. The doing good to another
person where no shadow nor suggestion of benefit to one's self can
result from it.
II
Man's Sole Impulse—the Securing
of His Own Approval Old Man. There have been instances of it—you
think? Young Man. Instances? Millions of them!
O.M. You have not jumped to
conclusions? You have examined them— critically?
Y.M. They don't need it: the acts
themselves reveal the golden impulse back of them.
O.M. For instance?
Y.M. Well, then, for instance.
Take the case in the book here. The man lives three miles up-town.
It is bitter cold, snowing hard, midnight. He is about to enter the
horse-car when a gray and ragged old woman, a touching picture of
misery, puts out her lean hand and begs for rescue from hunger and
death. The man finds that he has a quarter in his pocket, but he
does not hesitate: he gives it her and trudges home through the
storm. There—it is noble, it is beautiful; its grace is marred by
no fleck or blemish or suggestion of self- interest.
O.M. What makes you think
that?
Y.M. Pray what else could I
think? Do you imagine that there is some other way of looking at
it?
O.M. Can you put yourself in the
man's place and tell me what he felt and what he thought?
Y.M. Easily. The sight of that
suffering old face pierced his generous heart with a sharp pain. He
could not bear it. He could endure the three-mile walk in the
storm, but he could not endure the tortures his conscience would
suffer if he turned his back and left that poor old creature to
perish. He would not have been able to sleep, for thinking of
it.
O.M. What was his state of mind
on his way home?
Y.M. It was a state of joy which
only the self-sacrificer knows. His heart sang, he was unconscious
of the storm.
O.M. He felt well?
Y.M. One cannot doubt it.
O.M. Very well. Now let us add up
the details and see how much he got for his twenty-five cents. Let
us try to find out the real why of his making the investment. In
the first place hecouldn't bear the pain which the old suffering
face gave him. So he was thinking of his pain—this good man. He
must buy a salve for it. If he did not succor the old woman
hisconscience would torture him all the way home. Thinking of his
pain again. He must buy relief for that. If he didn't relieve the
old woman he would not get any sleep. He must buy some sleep—still
thinking of himself, you see. Thus, to sum up, he bought himself
free of a sharp pain in his heart, he bought himself free of the
tortures of a waiting conscience, he bought a whole night's
sleep—all for twenty-five cents! It should make Wall Street ashamed
of itself. On his way home his heart was joyful, and it sang—profit
on top of profit! The impulse which moved the man to succor the old
woman was—first—to content his own spirit; secondly to relieve
her sufferings. Is it your opinion that men's acts proceed from one
central and unchanging and inalterable impulse, or from a variety
of impulses?
Y.M. From a variety, of
course—some high and fine and noble, others not. What is
your opinion?
O.M. Then there is but one law,
one source.
Y.M. That both the noblest
impulses and the basest proceed from that one source?
O.M. Yes.
Y.M. Will you put that law into
words?
O.M. Yes. This is the law, keep
it in your mind. From his cradle to his grave a man never does a
single thing which has any FIRST AND FOREMOST object but one—to
secure peace of mind, spiritual comfort, for HIMSELF.
Y.M. Come! He never does anything
for any one else's comfort, spiritual or physical?
O.M. No. except on those
distinct terms—that it shall first secure his own
spiritual comfort. Otherwise he will not do it.
Y.M. It will be easy to expose
the falsity of that proposition.
O.M. For instance?
Y.M. Take that noble passion,
love of country, patriotism. A man who loves peace and dreads pain,
leaves his pleasant home and his weeping family and marches out to
manfully expose himself to hunger, cold, wounds, and death. Is that
seeking spiritual comfort?
O.M. He loves peace and dreads
pain?
Y.M. Yes.
O.M. Then perhaps there is
something that he loves more than he loves peace— the approval of
his neighbors and the public. And perhaps there is something which
he dreads more than he dreads pain—the disapproval of his neighbors
and the public. If he is sensitive to shame he will go to the
field—not because his spirit will be entirely comfortable there,
but because it will be more comfortable there than it would be if
he remained at home. He will always do the thing which will bring
him the most mental comfort—for that is the sole law of his life.
He leaves the weeping family behind; he is sorry to make them
uncomfortable, but not sorry enough to sacrifice his own comfort to
secure theirs.
Y.M. Do you really believe that
mere public opinion could force a timid and peaceful man to—
O.M. Go to war? Yes—public
opinion can force some men to do anything.
Y.M. Anything?
O.M. Yes—anything.
Y.M. I don't believe that. Can it
force a right-principled man to do a wrong thing?
O.M. Yes.
Y.M. Can it force a kind man to
do a cruel thing?
O.M. Yes.
Y.M. Give an instance.
O.M. Alexander Hamilton was a
conspicuously high-principled man. He regarded dueling as wrong,
and as opposed to the teachings of religion—but in deference to
public opinion he fought a duel. He deeply loved his family, but to
buy public approval he treacherously deserted them and threw his
life away, ungenerously leaving them to lifelong sorrow in order
that he might stand well with a foolish world. In the then
condition of the public standards of honor he could not have been
comfortable with the stigma upon him of having refused to fight.
The teachings of religion, his devotion to his family, his kindness
of heart, his high principles, all went for nothing when they stood
in the way of his spiritual comfort. A man will doanything, no
matter what it is, to secure his spiritual comfort; and he can
neither be forced nor persuaded to any act which has not that goal
for its object. Hamilton's act was compelled by the inborn
necessity of contenting his own spirit; in this it was like all the
other acts of his life, and like all the acts of all men's lives.
Do you see where the kernel of the matter lies? A man cannot be
comfortable without his own approval. He will secure the largest
share possible of that, at all costs, all sacrifices.
Y.M. A minute ago you said
Hamilton fought that duel to get public approval.
O.M. I did. By refusing to fight
the duel he would have secured his family's approval and a large
share of his own; but the public approval was more valuable in his
eyes than all other approvals put together—in the earth or above
it; to secure that would furnish him the most comfort of mind,
the most self—approval; so he sacrificed all other values to get
it.
Y.M. Some noble souls have
refused to fight duels, and have manfully braved the public
contempt.
O.M. They acted according to
their make. They valued their principles and the approval of their
families above the public approval. They took the thing they valued
most and let the rest go. They took what would give
them the largest share of personal contentment and approval—a man
always does. Public opinion cannot force that kind of men to go to
the wars. When they go it is for other reasons. Other
spirit-contenting reasons.
Y.M. Always spirit-contenting
reasons?
O.M. There are no others.
Y.M. When a man sacrifices his
life to save a little child from a burning building, what do you
call that?
O.M. When he does it, it is the
law of his make. He can't bear to see the child in that peril (a
man of a different make could), and so he tries to save the child,
and loses his life. But he has got what he was after—his own
approval.
Y.M. What do you call Love, Hate,
Charity, Revenge, Humanity, Magnanimity, Forgiveness?
O.M. Different results of the one
Master Impulse: the necessity of securing one's self approval.
They wear diverse clothes and are subject to diverse moods, but in
whatsoever ways they masquerade they are the same person all the
time. To change the figure, the compulsion that moves a man—and
there is but the one—is the necessity of securing the contentment
of his own spirit. When it stops, the man is dead.
Y.M. That is foolishness.
Love—
O.M. Why, love is that impulse,
that law, in its most uncompromising form. It will squander life
and everything else on its object. Not primarily for the object's
sake, but for its own. When its object is happy it is happy—and
that is what it is unconsciously after.
Y.M. You do not even except the
lofty and gracious passion of mother-love?
O.M. No, _it _is the absolute
slave of that law. The mother will go naked to clothe her child;
she will starve that it may have food; suffer torture to save it
from pain; die that it may live. She takes a living pleasure in
making these sacrifices. She does it for that reward—that
self-approval, that contentment, that peace, that comfort. She
would do it for your child IF SHE COULD GET THE SAME
PAY.
Y.M. This is an infernal
philosophy of yours.
O.M. It isn't a philosophy, it is
a fact.
Y.M. Of course you must admit
that there are some acts which—
O.M. No. There is no act, large
or small, fine or mean, which springs from any motive but the
one—the necessity of appeasing and contenting one's own
spirit.
Y.M. The world's
philanthropists—
O.M. I honor them, I uncover my
head to them—from habit and training; and they could not know
comfort or happiness or self-approval if they did not
work and spend for the
unfortunate. It makes them happy to see others happy; and so with
money and labor they buy what they are after—happiness, self-
approval. Why don't miners do the same thing? Because they can get
a thousandfold more happiness by not doing it. There is no other
reason. They follow the law of their make.
Y.M. What do you say of duty for
duty's sake?
O.M. That it does not exist.
Duties are not performed for duty's sake, but because their
neglect would make the man uncomfortable. A man performs but
one duty—the duty of contenting his spirit, the duty of making
himself agreeable to himself. If he can most satisfyingly perform
this sole and only duty by helping his neighbor, he will do it; if
he can most satisfyingly perform it by swindling his neighbor, he
will do it. But he always looks out for Number One—first; the
effects upon others are a secondary matter. Men pretend to self-
sacrifices, but this is a thing which, in the ordinary value of the
phrase, does not exist and has not existed. A man often honestly
thinks he is sacrificing himself merely and solely for some one
else, but he is deceived; his bottom impulse is to content a
requirement of his nature and training, and thus acquire peace
for his soul.
Y.M. Apparently, then, all men,
both good and bad ones, devote their lives to contenting their
consciences.
O.M. Yes. That is a good enough
name for it: Conscience—that independent Sovereign, that insolent
absolute Monarch inside of a man who is the man's Master. There are
all kinds of consciences, because there are all kinds of men. You
satisfy an assassin's conscience in one way, a philanthropist's in
another, a miser's in another, a burglar's in still another. As a
guideor incentive to any authoritatively prescribed line of morals
or conduct (leaving training out of the account), a man's
conscience is totally valueless. I know a kind-hearted Kentuckian
whose self-approval was lacking—whose conscience was troubling him,
to phrase it with exactness—because he had neglected to kill a
certain man—a man whom he had never seen. The stranger had killed
this man's friend in a fight, this man's Kentucky training made it
a duty to kill the stranger for it. He neglected his duty—kept
dodging it, shirking it, putting it off, and his unrelenting
conscience kept persecuting him for this conduct. At last, to get
ease of mind, comfort, self-approval, he hunted up the stranger and
took his life. It was an immense act of self-sacrifice (as per the
usual definition), for he did not want to do it, and he never would
have done it if he could have bought a contented spirit and an
unworried mind at smaller cost. But we are
so made that we will pay anything
for that contentment—even another man's life.
Y.M. You spoke a moment ago of
trained consciences. You mean that we are not born with consciences
competent to guide us aright?
O.M. If we were, children and
savages would know right from wrong, and not have to be taught
it.
Y.M. But consciences can be
trained?
O.M. Yes.
Y.M. Of course by parents,
teachers, the pulpit, and books.
O.M. Yes—they do their share;
they do what they can.
Y.M. And the rest is done
by—
O.M. Oh, a million unnoticed
influences—for good or bad: influences which work without rest
during every waking moment of a man's life, from cradle to
grave.
Y.M. You have tabulated
these?
O.M. Many of them—yes.
Y.M. Will you read me the
result?
O.M. Another time, yes. It would
take an hour.
Y.M. A conscience can be trained
to shun evil and prefer good?
O.M. Yes.
Y.M. But will it for
spirit-contenting reasons only?
O.M. It can't be trained to do a
thing for any other reason. The thing is impossible.
Y.M. There must be a genuinely
and utterly self-sacrificing act recorded in human history
somewhere.
O.M. You are young. You have many
years before you. Search one out.
Y.M. It does seem to me that when
a man sees a fellow-being struggling in the water and jumps in at
the risk of his life to save him—
O.M. Wait. Describe the man.
Describe the fellow-being. State if there is an audience
present; or if they are alone.
Y.M. What have these things to do
with the splendid act?
O.M. Very much. Shall we suppose,
as a beginning, that the two are alone, in a solitary place, at
midnight?
Y.M. If you choose.
O.M. And that the fellow-being is
the man's daughter?
Y.M. Well, n-no—make it someone
else.
O.M. A filthy, drunken ruffian,
then?
Y.M. I see. Circumstances alter
cases. I suppose that if there was no audience to observe the act,
the man wouldn't perform it.
O.M. But there is here and
there a man who would. People, for instance, like the man
who lost his life trying to save the child from the fire;
and the man who gave the needy old woman his twenty-five cents
and walked home in the storm—there are here and there men like that
who would do it. And why? Because they couldn't bear to see a
fellow-being struggling in the water and not jump in and help. It
would give them pain. They would save the fellow-being on that
account. They wouldn't do it otherwise. They strictly obey the law
which I have been insisting upon. You must remember and
always distinguish the people who can't bear things from people
who can. It will throw light upon a number of apparently
"self-sacrificing" cases.
Y.M. Oh, dear, it's all so
disgusting.
O.M. Yes. And so true.
Y.M. Come—take the good boy who
does things he doesn't want to do, in order to gratify his
mother.
O.M. He does seven-tenths of the
act because it gratifies him to gratify his mother. Throw the bulk
of advantage the other way and the good boy would not do the act.
He must obey the iron law. None can escape it.
Y.M. Well, take the case of a bad
boy who—
O.M. You needn't mention it, it
is a waste of time. It is no matter about the bad boy's act.
Whatever it was, he had a spirit-contenting reason for it.
Otherwise you have been misinformed, and he didn't do it.
Y.M. It is very exasperating. A
while ago you said that man's conscience is not a born judge of
morals and conduct, but has to be taught and trained. Now I think a
conscience can get drowsy and lazy, but I don't think it can go
wrong; if you wake it up—
A Little Story
O.M. I will tell you a little
story:
Once upon a time an Infidel was
guest in the house of a Christian widow whose little boy was ill
and near to death. The Infidel often watched by the bedside
and entertained the boy with talk, and he used these opportunities
to satisfy a strong longing in his nature—that desire which is in
us all to better other people's condition by having them
think as we think. He was successful. But the dying boy, in
his last moments, reproached him and said:
"I believed, and was happy in it;
you have taken my belief away, and my comfort. Now I have
nothing left, and I die miserable; for the things which you have
told me do not take the place of that which I have lost."
And the mother, also, reproached
the Infidel, and said:
"My child is forever lost, and my
heart is broken. How could you do this cruel thing? We have done
you no harm, but only kindness; we made our house your home, you
were welcome to all we had, and this is our reward."
The heart of the Infidel was
filled with remorse for what he had done, and he said:
"It was wrong—I see it now; but
I was only trying to do him good. In my view he was in error;
it seemed my duty to teach him the truth."
Then the mother said:
"I had taught him, all his little
life, what I believed to be the truth, and in his believing faith
both of us were happy. Now he is dead,—and lost; and I am
miserable. Our faith came down to us through centuries of believing
ancestors;
what right had you, or any one,
to disturb it? Where was your honor, where was your shame?"
Y.M. He was a miscreant, and
deserved death!
O.M. He thought so himself, and
said so.
Y.M. Ah—you see, his conscience
was awakened!
O.M. Yes, his Self-Disapproval
was. It pained him to see the mother suffer. He was sorry he had
done a thing which brought him pain. It did not occur to him to
think of the mother when he was misteaching the boy, for he was
absorbed in providing pleasure for himself, then. Providing it by
satisfying what he believed to be a call of duty.
Y.M. Call it what you please, it
is to me a case of awakened conscience. That awakened conscience
could never get itself into that species of trouble again. A cure
like that is apermanent cure.
O.M. Pardon—I had not finished
the story. We are creatures of outside influences—we originate
nothing within. Whenever we take a new line of thought and drift
into a new line of belief and action, the
impulse is always suggested from the outside. Remorse so preyed
upon the Infidel that it dissolved his harshness toward the boy's
religion and made him come to regard it with tolerance, next with
kindness, for the boy's sake and the mother's. Finally he found
himself examining it. From that moment his progress in his new
trend was steady and rapid. He became a believing Christian. And
now his remorse for having robbed the dying boy of his faith and
his salvation was bitterer than ever. It gave him no rest,
no peace. He musthave rest and peace—it is the law of nature.
There seemed but one way to get it; he must devote himself to
saving imperiled souls. He became a missionary. He landed in a
pagan country ill and helpless. A native widow took him into her
humble home and nursed him back to convalescence. Then her young
boy was taken hopelessly ill, and the grateful missionary helped
her tend him. Here was his first opportunity to repair a part of
the wrong done to the other boy by doing a precious service for
this one by undermining his foolish faith in his false gods. He was
successful. But the dying boy in his last moments reproached him
and said:
"I believed, and was happy in it;
you have taken my belief away, and my comfort. Now I have
nothing left, and I die miserable; for the things which you have
told me do not take the place of that which I have lost."
And the mother, also, reproached
the missionary, and said:
"My child is forever lost, and my
heart is broken. How could you do this cruel thing? We had done you
no harm, but only kindness; we made our house your home, you were
welcome to all we had, and this is our reward."
The heart of the missionary was
filled with remorse for what he had done, and he said:
"It was wrong—I see it now; but
I was only trying to do him good. In my view he was in error;
it seemed my duty to teach him the truth."
Then the mother said:
"I had taught him, all his little
life, what I believed to be the truth, and in his believing faith
both of us were happy. Now he is dead—and lost; and I am miserable.
Our faith came down to us through centuries of believing ancestors;
what right had you, or any one, to disturb it? Where was your
honor, where was your shame?"
The missionary's anguish of
remorse and sense of treachery were as bitter and persecuting and
unappeasable, now, as they had been in the former case. The story
is finished. What is your comment?
Y.M. The man's conscience is a
fool! It was morbid. It didn't know right from wrong.
O.M. I am not sorry to hear
you say that. If you grant that one man's conscience doesn't
know right from wrong, it is an admission that there are others
like it. This single admission pulls down the whole doctrine
of infallibility of judgment in consciences. Meantime there
is one thing which I ask you to notice.
Y.M. What is that?
O.M. That in both cases the man's
act gave him no spiritual discomfort, and that he was quite
satisfied with it and got pleasure out of it. But afterward when
it resulted in pain to him, he was sorry. Sorry it had inflicted
pain upon
the others, but for no reason
under the sun except that their pain gave him pain. Our consciences
take no notice of pain inflicted upon others until it reaches a
point where it gives pain to us. In all cases without exception we
are absolutely indifferent to another person's pain until his
sufferings make us uncomfortable. Many an infidel would not have
been troubled by that Christian mother's distress. Don't you
believe that?
Y.M. Yes. You might almost say it
of the average infidel, I think.
O.M. And many a missionary,
sternly fortified by his sense of duty, would not have been
troubled by the pagan mother's distress—Jesuit missionaries in
Canada in the early French times, for instance; see episodes quoted
by Parkman.