All the Empty Places E-Book

Mark Timlin

• Herausgeber: No Exit Press
• Kategorie: Krimi
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2016

Beschreibung

It's the oldest story in the world: boy meets girl, boy loses girl, boy gets girl. But when the boy is Nick Sharman, and the girl has a violent ex-jailbird as an old boyfriend, who promises extreme retribution on anyone who gets involved with her, it's never going to be that simple...and both Sharman...and the girl are looking at a lot of trouble. With a bent brief planning an audacious multi-million pound robbery with a bunch of heavy duty thugs in tow, a beautiful sister who's a fast track CID officer, and enough ordnance to stock the Woolwich Arsenal, the scene is set for a savage and bloody confrontation under the streets of the City of London which ends literally explosively, with only one man standing. And guess who that is. Sharman shows there is life in the old dog yet, if only just.

Leseprobe

ALL THE EMPTY PLACES

Family trouble! Growing old quietly was never really an option for Nick Sharman. When he takes on a job for a prosperous Manchester businessman looking for his runaway teenage daughter, Meena, he should, perhaps, have known better. He finds himself in a race against time to save the girl from the kind of trouble that gives families a bad name. Trying to do the right thing, Nick swaps sides and ends up starring in his own version of a Straw Dogs shoot out with family and friends, where nobody comes out the winner.

About the author

Mark Timlin has written some thirty novels under many different names, including best-selling books as Lee Martin, innumerable short stories, an anthology and numerous articles for various newspapers and magazines. His serial hero, Nick Sharman, who appears in Take the A-Train, has featured in a Carlton TV series, starring Clive Owen, before he went on to become a Hollywood superstar.

Mark lives in Newport, Wales.

‘The king of the British hard-boiled thriller’

– Times

‘Grips like a pair of regulation handcuffs’

– Guardian

‘Reverberates like a gunshot’

– Irish Times

‘Definitely one of the best’

– Time Out

‘The mean streets of South London need their heroes tough. Private eye Nick Sharman fits the bill’

– Telegraph

‘Full of cars, girls, guns, strung out along the high sierras of Brixton and Battersea, the Elephant and the North Peckham Estate, all those jewels in the crown they call Sarf London’

–Arena

For Ion

Two people won’t be around to read this book, and I miss them. So, I’d just like to remember Pam Smith & Les Green.

Rest in Peace both of you.

May God stand between you and harm in all the empty places you must walk

Ancient blessing

PROLOGUE

Blood.

First thing to do was to wash the blood off my hands. Blood and the filth ingrained into my skin and under my fingernails. So much blood and dirt that I thought I’d never get clean again. And maybe I won’t.

But that’s my problem. And even after I’d showered for the third time and the water was running cold I still felt dirty.

At least I’m here and I’m alive when so many aren’t, mostly by my hands, so that when I look down at them I know that I’ll always be able to see the shadows of the blood there as long as I live.

Blood, yes, but guilt no. I cleaned a house that needed cleaning. I cleared out a nest of rats, and if I’m not exactly proud of what I did, I feel no regrets. The world’s a better place for what happened. At least that’s what I keep telling myself.

And the money. I’d never seen so much money in my life. And jewels. A king’s ransom. A cliché, but true. Diamonds, rubies, pearls, sapphires, emeralds, the light sparkling on their facets and gold settings until they almost blinded me. And coins too. Sovereigns and Krugerrands that had been almost too heavy to bring out, dragging the heavy bags along behind me through mud and shit and so close to being shot or drowned or caught except for the two explosions that shook the streets and blew all the cables that fed the CCTV cameras…

But I’m getting ahead of myself.

And the rain that night. I’ll never forget that rain. More rain than the sewers could cope with. Like a monsoon beating down on London, with lightning coming from the four corners of the compass making the streets as bright as the brightest day. Fork and sheet, with the thunder so loud it matched the explosions that demolished at least one building and saved me. Then loading up the Jaguar and driving away whilst the police and fire fighters and anyone else in a uniform with a car or truck with a rotating light on top ran about like chickens minus heads. And even then nearly being captured by a bunch of nosy cops, but getting away by the skin of my teeth.

Then back home to unload the car and take it up to a quiet spot and douse it in petrol and set it on fire leaving no clues. At least I hope no clues. But the best laid plans of mice and men…

Not that there’d ever been a plan. Not my plan anyway. Someone else’s. But the plan had been screwed from the start, and circumstances forced me to get involved, and the plan had fallen apart as so many plans do.

And after I torched the car, back to the silence of my flat and the one bag I’d carried inside with me, as much as anything to prove that it had all been real, not just some crazy dream. Back to empty it onto my bed and look at the money and the jewels and the coins, my only companion an old teddy bear who sits on the corner of the bed and squints myopically at me through beady eyes that look in two directions at once. My only companion apart from the inevitable bottle that was waiting patiently there for me, and a packet of Silk Cut bought on the walk home through a purple summer dawn with just the faintest tinge of autumn in the air, and once there, a salute to Teddy with a full glass, and light a cigarette with a fifty pound note, one of thousands, that won’t be missed, by me at least, although someone else will and curse me and the rest of them.

But the rest of them don’t exist any more.

There’s just me and Teddy and so much money and other stuff that I’ll never have to lift a finger again as long as I live, and there’ll still be plenty left over. That is if the police don’t come.

And even if they do I couldn’t give a shit. Because she’s not here with me. Just me and Teddy, and Teddy never says a word no matter how hard I listen.

And believe me I listen. All through that day and the interminable days that follow.

That was the end.

But it was different in the beginning.

Part One

Sheila

1

It’s funny how some days start off one way and end another, and something as insignificant as a pint of milk can change your life for ever.

That particular Sunday morning I woke up with nothing more on my mind than how to get through the most boring day of the week. I fancied a cup of tea but the milk in the fridge had gone off. Nothing new there then.

Sod it, I thought and looked at my watch. Ten to twelve and the streets were well aired, so I pulled on a cleanish sweatshirt that didn’t smell too bad, jeans and loafers and left the house. I hadn’t shaved and had just run a comb through my hair so I looked a bit of a state, but then it was Sunday and there was no one around to see me, or for that matter, care if they did see.

It was spring. A particularly mild one that year, and the almond and cherry trees were in full flower in the front gardens as I walked down towards the main street, their pink and white flowers haloing the trees and dropping gently to the pavement to make a carpet for me to walk on. It was beautiful that Sunday, but I hardly noticed. It’s that time of the year again now and as I gaze out of my window those same trees are in bloom once more. I notice their beauty now, but I’m alone and have no one to share that beauty with. You might say that’s the story of my life.

I went into the newsagent at the bottom of my road, bought a Sunday Times, twenty Silk Cut and the milk, paid up and left. I stopped outside long enough to glance at the headlines on the front page, which concerned some minister of the Crown caught red handed with his fingers in the till, when someone called my name. I looked up and saw her walking out of the little minimarket two doors down from the newsagent. She was carrying a carton of milk too. ‘Snap,’ I said and held up mine.

‘Bloody nuisance isn’t it?’ she said. ‘Running out.’

‘Yeah,’ I replied. ‘Can’t get started without my cup of tea.’

‘Just getting started eh? Shame on you.’

For some unknown reason I felt guilty and started to explain. ‘It is Sunday,’ I said. ‘And I didn’t have much on.’

‘I can see that from your immaculate grooming,’ she said. ‘I assumed you weren’t just back from church.’

I felt guilty again and rubbed my hand across my hair. ‘It just didn’t seem worth it for a bit of shopping,’ I explained.

She grinned. ‘I know,’ she said. ‘You don’t have to apologise to me. I’m exactly the same, always scruffy on a Sunday.’

She looked pretty good for scruffy and I said so.

‘Yeah, sure,’ she replied. ‘So how have you been?’

‘Not bad. You?’

She wrinkled her nose. ‘Not too good. You know Johnny’s gone.’

‘I heard,’ I said. Johnny Tufnell was her long time boyfriend. A right little snake in the grass. Petty crook, small time drug dealer and general ruffian for hire for anyone with enough money and little regard for law and order. How she’d gone out with him in the first place I’d never known, let alone stay with him for what must have been half a dozen years, visiting him on his stays in various penal institutions up and down the country carrying treats to make him happy, keeping their home going when he was gone and watching him fuck up every time he got out. And I suspected he was a bit fisty with it when he’d had a few. I’d seen her some mornings on her way to work with a shiner disguised by dark glasses and heavy make-up, but it was her life and if she wanted to run it like she was a punch bag for Johnny to take out his frustrations on, it was her choice, and certainly I had never run my life well enough to be able to interfere. Her name was Sheila. Sheila Madden. And I often wonder what would have happened if one of us had decided to go out for milk ten minutes earlier or later on that particular spring Sunday morning.

The reasons I knew her were twofold. First, she worked for a geezer called Jerry Finbarr, a well bent brief for half of south London’s villains, who had a poky office in Brixton, a massive mansion in Bromley where he kept his wife and two kids, and a little pied-à-terre in Herne Hill where he entertained his mistresses of various hues and sexual persuasions. I’d had some need of Jerry’s professional services myself from time to time and had met Sheila at the office where she typed out briefs, answered the phone and made coffee for all and sundry. And then I discovered she lived just round the corner from me in a little flat on the edge of the council estate with Johnny when he was out of jail, and alone when he wasn’t. From time to time I’d bump into her in the local pub we shared and we’d have a drink and talk about mutual acquaintances of the dodgy kind, and have a laugh and say goodbye and that was that. There was nothing there, even though she had the kind of looks that make me shiver. Not exactly drop dead gorgeous, but interesting, with a vulnerability that made me want to wrap her up and make sure she was safe and warm. It was a simple case of chemistry. She was the kind of woman who made the minutes fly by when you were with her and drag after she’d gone. But she was Johnny Tufnell’s woman and I didn’t fancy getting involved. Not that Johnny himself worried me, but he had enough nutty mates who wouldn’t mind waiting outside my door with crowbars and baseball bats, and if I’m going to go in for cosmetic surgery I’d prefer it was by choice rather than necessity.

She looked at her watch. ‘What are you doing now?’ she asked.

‘Like I said, nothing,’ I replied. ‘Read the paper, watch some TV. It’s Sunday.’

‘You keep saying that.’

I nodded agreement. I did keep saying that, and I felt about sixteen and never been kissed.

‘Pub’s open,’ she said. ‘Just. Are you sure you need that tea, or would you prefer something stronger?’

I was surprised at the invitation. Surprised and to be honest a bit excited. It was just another bloody Sunday with no one to talk to and nothing to do and I couldn’t think of anyone I’d rather be with. ‘Alright,’ I said. ‘Come on then.’

‘Just a quick one,’ she said. ‘Then I’ll have to go.’

‘Whatever,’ I said, and we crossed the road and pushed open the door of the pub that the barman had just unlocked and joined the two or three hardened regulars waiting to be served.

I ordered a pint of lager for myself and a G&T, ice and slice for her, and we took them and our meagre shopping to a table in the corner. ‘Well, Sheila,’ I said when I’d lit cigarettes from my new packet for both of us, ‘what’s shaking with you?’

‘Not much. Work as usual, freezer food and TV at night.’

It sounded depressingly like my life except that I wasn’t working. I had a few quid and not much energy so that was that.

‘Still slaving for Finbarr?’ I said.

She nodded.

‘So what’s the skinny?’ I asked. ‘Anything juicy in the pipeline?’

‘You know I can’t talk about that,’ she replied. ‘It might be someone you know.’

‘Wouldn’t be much fun if it wasn’t,’ I said.

She grinned again. ‘What about you?’ she asked.

‘Nothing exciting,’ I said. ‘Semi-retirement you might call it.’

‘It’s alright for some.’ She stubbed out her half finished cigarette. ‘I need to pee,’ she said, got up and headed for the ladies.

I watched her as she went. She was smallish and blondish, although I reckoned the colour was out of a bottle and that made me wonder what her real hair colour was, and I’ve discovered there’s only one way to find out and that’s not always surefire. She was wearing a dark red fake furry jacket over a black sweater, cream coloured jeans and platform soled black boots with thin heels. Real ankle breakers I reckoned as I scoped the roll of her backside as she walked. She had a great arse, round but not too sloppy. I like a woman with curves and I scratched at my stubble and flattened my hair with my hand again. Just my luck, I thought. To look a mess when I run into an attractive woman. Then I smiled. Jesus, I thought. Who are you kidding? Fat chance. But it had been a long time since I’d been with a woman. Too long, and the memories weren’t the greatest. Another reason I hadn’t tried it on with Sheila was because, once, a long time ago, she’d told me that she was a one man woman. She didn’t fuck around when she was involved, and I remembered thinking that it was a shame she’d been involved with such a scumbag as Johnny Tufnell and left it at that.

When she came back and joined me I said, ‘So what happened to Johnny then?’

Her face hardened behind fresh make-up. ‘Fuck knows,’ she said. ‘And I couldn’t care less.’

I’d never heard her swear before and I figured that whatever had happened it had been rough. ‘Is he back inside?’ I asked.

She shook her head. ‘Not as far as I know. Leastwise he hasn’t been to see Finbarr lately.’

‘Maybe he’s going straight,’ I said.

‘Have you seen many pigs flying round here lately?’

‘Not a lot,’ I said, glancing out of the window which made her laugh. I liked that – making her laugh.

‘And you?’ she asked. ‘What happened to your girlfriend? Melanie wasn’t it?’

I was surprised she remembered. ‘That’s right,’ I said. ‘History.’ Mel had packed her bags and gone a long time previously. Last I’d heard she’d found someone to match her expectations. I knew it would never be me. The story of my life in a lot of ways again. I’d wished her good luck as I’d waved her goodbye. There was nothing else for me to do.

‘Sorry,’ said Sheila.

‘Don’t be. It wasn’t meant to happen. She wanted me to change, I wanted her not to. It’s a recipe for disaster.’

‘I wish I’d realised that about me and Johnny when I met him. It would’ve saved me years of grief.’

‘Sometimes you know these things, sometimes you don’t.’

‘And sometimes you’re just plain stupid like me.’

‘Don’t run yourself down. From what I heard you did your best.’

‘You’ve talked about me then.’

I was embarrassed again. ‘Just pub talk, you know what I mean.’

‘Yeah. It’s nice to know I’m the subject of public bar gossip. Makes me feel wanted.’

‘Saloon,’ I said.

‘What?’

‘Saloon bar gossip. You’re much too classy for the public.’

I could’ve lost her then, but instead she laughed again. It wasn’t such a happy laugh and I suddenly felt sorry for her being stuck with that bastard for so long and knowing people were talking about her. ‘Sorry,’ she said. ‘Sometimes I take myself too seriously.’

‘Sometimes you have to, otherwise life has a habit of running away with you.’

‘Bit of a philosopher, Nick?’

‘Only in pubs.’

‘And only in the saloon bar.’

‘That’s right.’

‘You don’t seem to take things seriously,’ she said. ‘From what I’ve seen of you.’

‘You’d be surprised.’

‘Wouldn’t be the first time.’

‘So what are you doing later?’ I asked, changing the subject.

‘Washing my smalls.’

I wished she hadn’t said that as it set me thinking about all sorts of things again. Like what she was wearing underneath her sweater and jeans for instance. ‘Nothing urgent then?’

‘You haven’t seen the state of my knicker drawer.’

There she was, doing it again. ‘No,’ I said, ‘I haven’t.’

‘Why?’ she asked.

‘I just wondered if you fancied some lunch?’

‘Might do. You buying?’

‘Might do,’ I said.

‘Alright then. Where shall we go?’

2

We ate at the Pizza Express just a few hundred yards down the road. It was cheap and cheerful. Although I’d told Sheila I was in semi-retirement it didn’t mean I was on a pension. Far from it. She had a Four Seasons, I had an American. We drank a carafe of house red with the meal followed by coffees and brandies. I enjoyed the food and her company. Over the second brandy she said, ‘Pretty good.’

‘You’ll always get a warm welcome at Pizza Express.’

‘Is that so?’

‘Goes with the territory.’

‘If you say so.’

‘I do.’

‘I’ve enjoyed myself today, Nick.’

‘Me too.’

‘Why haven’t we ever done this before? You just living around the corner and all?’

‘I don’t know. It could have something to do with Johnny.’

‘Oh yes, Johnny. It all comes back down to him doesn’t it.’

‘He was your boyfriend.’

‘What a quaint, old-fashioned term.’

‘I’m just a quaint, old-fashioned kind of guy.’

‘Are you?’

‘I like to think so.’

‘And I got stuck with a bastard.’

Some women seem to prefer them, I thought, but decided it was better to keep the thought to myself. ‘But you’re rid of him now.’

‘It took a long time.’

‘But better late than never.’

‘I’ll drink to that,’ she said, and we clinked glasses. ‘I’ve got a bottle of wine at home,’ she said when she’d emptied her glass. ‘Fancy a drop?’

‘I thought you had an appointment with your underwear and the washing machine.’

‘That was just in case you were boring.’

‘I’m never boring.’

‘Everybody’s boring sometimes,’ she replied. ‘But so far you’ve been OK.’

‘Thank you so much,’ I said.

‘So do you want to come back for a drink or not?’

I was feeling good so I said, ‘Sure. The offie’s still open, I’ll get a bottle too.’

‘Sounds like we’re in for a long afternoon,’ she remarked. ‘And we only came out for milk.’

‘If you don’t want to…’ I didn’t finish the sentence.

She smiled, and not for the first time I clocked that she had a lovely mouth. And green eyes. I’m a sucker for green eyes. ‘Course I do,’ she said. ‘Just don’t expect any extras to be on the menu.’

‘I never do,’ I said. And that was the truth.

‘Come on then,’ she said, and I paid the bill and we left. On the way back we stopped off at the off licence for a bottle of decent red for me and cigarettes for her.

We strolled up the road towards her house, walking apart, and although I wanted to take her arm or hold her hand I didn’t.

She let us in to her house and we went up to her flat, which was a top half conversion and where I’d never been before. As we went through her flat door I caught the whiff of fresh paint.

‘I just decorated,’ she said. ‘Get rid of the remains of Johnny.’

‘Sounds fair,’ I said. ‘Got a bottle opener?’

‘In the top drawer on the left in the kitchen. Glasses are up top. Second cupboard in.’

Whilst I got the necessary she turned on the stereo. Sticky moment. What if she was a Dire Straits fan?

But she wasn’t. Or at least she didn’t spoil the moment by choosing one of their albums. Instead she put on a Tamla Motown compilation of sixties hits and turned the volume down, which suited me just fine.

I poured out the wine to the accompaniment of Martha and the Vandellas and sat on the sofa in the living room where she was perched on the matching armchair. The room faced west into the afternoon sun which shone through the open curtains and made the atmosphere cosy and pleasant. We clinked glasses and drank, and she said, ‘I think I’m getting a bit pissed.’

‘It’s Sunday,’ I said. ‘What else are Sundays for?’

‘You and your bloody Sundays,’ she said. ‘Can’t you talk about anything else?’

‘Getting boring am I?’ I asked.

‘No,’ she said. ‘Sorry, that was mean. And you’re right. I’m just not used to having fun.’

‘You should get used to it,’ I said. ‘It’s good.’

‘It’s good with you,’ she said, and the words hung heavy in the warm air in the room.

‘And you too,’ I said into the silence that followed.

‘You don’t know me.’

‘I know you well enough.’

‘Not true,’ she said.

‘If you say so,’ and I filled her glass again and we toasted each other once more, and I realised she wasn’t the only one getting a bit merry and bright that afternoon.

Around six we’d finished both bottles of wine and were making a big dent in a bottle of Greek brandy that she’d found in the sideboard and told me was a souvenir of the last holiday she’d taken with Johnny. Even with the connotations it tasted just terrific and the music had gone from Motown to Blue Note via some Bluegrass collection. ‘Jesus,’ she said, ‘but I have to go to the loo again.’ And she left me still sitting on the sofa and staggered out of the room banging her shoulder on the door post as she went.

There was an old stuffed teddy bear with a wonky eye on the table and I reached over and picked it up. ‘Well Teddy, what do you reckon?’ I said. ‘What kind of situation have we found ourselves in here?’ But not a word did he say in reply. After a few minutes with no sign of her I started to worry. I was totally drunk by then and I thought she might be ill. ‘Come on Teddy,’ I said. ‘Let’s go look.’

I went out to the bathroom and knocked on the door. There was no reply. Shit, I thought. What now? I rapped harder, and when I was still met by silence I tried the door. It was open. Sheila was sitting on the toilet with her jeans and knickers pulled down over her thighs. Two questions were immediately answered. She was wearing black underwear and her true hair colour was British mouse. She looked up at me as I stood in the doorway clutching Teddy in my hand. ‘Are you OK?’ I asked. ‘I was getting worried. Sorry. I didn’t mean to burst in. I knocked.’ It sounded pretty lame and I felt pretty stupid.

‘Just had to pee. Have I been long?’

‘Yeah. I thought you might be being sick.’

She giggled and shook her head. ‘No. Just thinking.’

‘Fine,’ I said.

‘What are you doing with Teddy?’ she asked.

‘Nothing. I just thought…’ I stopped.

‘What?’

‘That you wouldn’t be scared of me coming in if I was carrying a furry animal.’

She laughed out loud at that. ‘Christ, Nick,’ she said. ‘There’s some furry animals you could have in your hand that would scare me, but you’re right. Teddy doesn’t. I’ve got to lie down. I’m out of it. Help me up.’

I dropped Teddy into the dry bath next to where she was sitting and she caught my hand and I pulled her upright. She was unsteady on those damned heels and fell against me and I held her as she pulled up her pants and jeans. She didn’t seem in the least concerned that I’d caught her on the toilet, so that was alright. ‘Bedroom’s past the living room,’ she said and leant on me as I half walked half carried her there. ‘Damn. But I haven’t been this pissed in ages,’ she said as she dropped onto the bed.

‘You going to be alright?’ I said.

‘Sure.’

‘I’ll get off then.’

‘No,’ she almost wailed and held out her hand. ‘Stay.’

I didn’t know what to do. ‘You’re drunk,’ I said. ‘You need to sleep.’

‘I’ll sleep better with you here.’

‘I can’t.’

‘Why not?’

There was no reason. ‘You’ll regret it in the morning,’ I said weakly. But I wanted to stay. I hadn’t slept with a woman for months, and the more of Sheila I saw the more I wanted her. Or at least not to leave her. Just stay close and hold her.

‘Please don’t go,’ she said. ‘I get lonely.’

Christ, Sheila, don’t we all, I thought, as she awkwardly pulled off her boots and socks, jeans and sweater to reveal a black bra that matched her knickers. ‘Just promise me one thing,’ I said as I watched her.

‘What?’

‘Promise you won’t go weird on me later.’

‘I promise,’ she said, but I didn’t really believe her.

I stripped down to my T-shirt and shorts and she grinned wickedly. ‘So that’s what you wear,’ she said.

‘That’s it,’ I agreed and we both climbed under the duvet and I held her in the silence that reigned in the flat after the CD had finished.

We kissed then, in the darkness of the room with the curtains drawn, and our tongues met almost shyly. We held each other very close like a pair of orphans who’d found a family to belong to.

We were both too drunk to get into any grand productions then, but there’s an awful lot of fun to be had just touching and stroking and kissing, even though I’m sure we both passed out at least once. But it wasn’t a staying awake contest, or even a sex contest, just two sparks of humanity who by luck had bumped into each other at the right time and place. I helped her out of her bra and her breasts were full and round and soft with nipples the colour and length of pencil erasers and I kissed them gently. Her skin was like silky velvet, soft and warm, and I drank in the smell of her as eagerly as I’d drunk the wine earlier. ‘You’re lovely,’ I whispered.

She shook her head. ‘Don’t say that,’ she said. ‘I don’t like it.’

‘Why not?’