Making It Spark E-Book

Luke Jameson

• Herausgeber: Cruz Publishing
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2023

Beschreibung

“Why are you touching me like that? I thought you were straight?”

Aaron tormented me all through high school. He was the athlete who always had a girl on his arm, and another in the backseat of his convertible. I was the sensitive theater geek and knew I was different, while he was the jock determined to make my life a living hell. Years later, he put out a fire in my building and ignited one inside of me.
Of course, he was straight. Every man I fell for preferred skirts to me. But something was different about Aaron now. He wanted to be my friend, and straight guys normally didn’t hang out with me. So, I dragged him to a gay bar, hoping to scare him away. Instead, when a drunk guy got handsy with me, Aaron kissed me. Like, tongue in mouth full-on kissed me.
Straight guys didn’t kiss gay guys, right?

Making It Spark is the second book in the Making It Series, and it is a spicy trope soup. Gay for you, actors, firefighters, opposites attract, and first time gay experience. While they loathed each other as teens, sparks fly when they reunite years later. This blazing hot novella will steam up your ereader and ignite your heart.

 

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Making It Spark

Ian O. Lewis

Luke Jameson

Copyright © 2021 by Ian O. Lewis

All rights reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. All characters and situations are fictional. Any resemblance to actual persons or events is coincidental.

To the people of Guadalajara, who’ve made me feel right at home.

Contents

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Epilogue

Afterword

About the Author

Also by Ian O. Lewis

Prologue

Gavin

“These cards really tell the future? Because I’m hopeless about mine.”

“Gavin, you are handsome, funny, and very creative. Even without this tarot deck, I can predict wonderful things will happen to you.” Twyla poured herself a cup of Earl Grey tea from the antique porcelain teapot. We were outside in the courtyard of our apartment building. The sky was a ridiculous bright blue, without a cloud to mar it. It was very quiet, despite being the middle of the day in the busy Fan district. 

Twyla laid down a card. “Ooh, this is an excellent one to begin with. It is the sun, and signals that you are about to achieve success, or have a reason to celebrate.” A burgundy curl fell onto her forehead while she concentrated. We’d known each other since high school, and to this day, I didn’t think I’d ever seen her natural hair color.

“What’s there to celebrate? Another day working as a dispatcher instead of an actor? Or my non-existent love life?” 

Twyla patted my knee, then drew another card and laid it next to the other one. She fiddled with the ring in her nose for a moment, then smiled. “This looks scary, but it’s actually good. It’s the Devil, but since it came out of the deck upside down, it represents freedom, or a restoring of control.”

“Freedom? I’d rather be chained to a passionate man. I’ve been giving it away for free for far too long.” Then I sipped my tea and thought about my last so-called date. Hell, it wasn’t even a date, just a trick I’d picked up on a dating app. He had been handsome, but I couldn’t say much for his personality. The poor dude had been a two-pump chump, and hightailed it out of my apartment, because he was so embarrassed. Afterward, I’d deleted the app from my phone. No more anonymous hookups. They always left me feeling lonelier than if I’d just taken matters into my own hands.

“Oh shit, that one doesn’t look good.” I pointed at the card Twyla laid in front of us. A knight in black armor was riding a white horse. Goosebumps sprouted on my arms.

“Oh, no. Sweetie, that’s a fabulous card for you. It signifies death.” Twyla laughed, though I didn’t find death hilarious at all.

“Is the universe about to cash in my chips, call me home or something? Because I don’t think that’s good.”

“It means that one phase of your life is ending, and another one is beginning. Taken with the other cards, I predict you are about to have major changes in your love life and career. Having these cards in one spread is very rare, and in my opinion, lucky.” Twyla leaned over and kissed my cheek, then wiped the purple lipstick from my face.

“Girl, please, my life has only had one common theme—disappointment. I doubt a few pretty cards are going to change it one little bit.” The back of my head tightened, and I hoped it wouldn’t lead to a headache. I rarely got them, but when I did, they were horrible.

“The cards don’t change a thing. It’s the universe that’s always changing, and you have to be open to changing with it.” She pushed my hair behind my ear and smiled. “Have you ever considered that maybe your luck has been rotten, because your attitude was?”

Twyla was one of my best friends, but she was about to cross a line. 

“I hardly think getting kicked out of my parents' house at seventeen and having a pathetic love life results from my attitude.” I glared at her.

“Honey, I’m not trying to bring you down.” She gestured toward the cards. “If anything, I’m trying to give you hope. But, you have to be open to alternative possibilities. In fact, I’m willing to bet that the love of your life is waiting just around the corner, and he’s probably someone you’d never expect.”

I felt pressure behind my eyes and prayed I wouldn’t start crying. Hope was an unfamiliar feeling, but her words were actually giving me some.

“Plus, who says a romantic relationship is everything? This also could be predicting a breakthrough role on the stage, or maybe a new career all together.” Twyla took my hand and squeezed it. 

“Neither of us have had it easy.” I squeezed her hand back, then dropped it. “We were the most unpopular kids in high school. Why? Because, we were ourselves, instead of pretending we were like all the other generic teenagers. Let me ask you something.”

Twyla nodded her head and poured more tea.

“If you could go back in time and conform to the stupid high school rules of popularity, would you?” I asked. Twyla opened her mouth to speak, but I held up my hand.

“Think about it. Instead of getting beaten up and made the brunt of all the jokes, you could have slept easily at night. I can’t speak for you, but I know my grades suffered, because I lived in misery.” I felt a tear spill down my cheek, and swiped at my eyes. “In hindsight, I would have stayed in the closet, which meant I would have never been kicked out of my parents' house. Then, they would’ve paid for college, and the day after graduation I could have come out. I’d have a great paying job, a nice house or a condo, and I wouldn’t have the memories of being tormented during what was supposed to have been the best years of my life.”

“Oh, sweetie, as much as I hated being picked on, if I had suppressed who I really was, I would have been miserable.” Twyla sighed, then glanced away.

“Even more miserable than being stuffed into your locker by Aaron Kramer and that skanky girlfriend of his?” I patted her arm. “Or, how about when we showed up at the prom together and those cheerleaders tripped you up, and you fell face first into the punchbowl?”

“You fuckhead. Why do you have to remind me?” Twyla punched me in the arm, then mouthed the words, “I’m sorry.”

“It’s like we were both set up to fail from the moment we decided to be ourselves. I believe that if I had to do it all over again, I’d…”

“You would still be yourself.” Twyla interrupted. “And so would I. Without strength, we wouldn’t be the fabulous people we are today. Did you know that Kimberly Stevens showed up at Crossroads a few days ago with a girl on her arm?”

Crossroads Coffee shop was where Twyla worked as a barista and cabaret performer. “You are kidding me, right? Wasn’t she like the snottiest of all the popular girls?”

“I was as shocked as you are. She actually came up to me and apologized for being such a bitch all those years ago. But what she said next blew me away.” She bit her lower lip, waiting for me to respond.

“And…”

“She told me she had been jealous of you and me for being ourselves, instead of like her, faking it to get through high school.”

My mouth dropped open. We stared at each other, until she pointed at me and laughed.

“Shut your mouth before a bug flies in. Seriously, Kim fucking Stevens, the girl who always had the hottest guys following her around campus, who took the captain of the football team, Aaron Kramer to prom. She’s gay, and it kinda makes me sad now.” She got a wistful look in her eyes, and scooped the tarot cards off the table between us.

“Why are you sad? I mean, she was horrible to many people.” I sipped my tea and sighed. “Just think, if more people like her had been true to themselves, life wouldn’t have been so hard for us. Fucking cowards.”

“Hey! Don’t talk like that.” She grimaced. “I feel sad about it, because it would’ve been nice to know another lesbian when I was in high school. Maybe we could’ve been friends or something else. I always had a crush on her, though now she’s not my type at all. She chopped off her gorgeous hair.”

“You had a crush on Kimberly?” I lifted an eyebrow. “I just can’t picture it.”

“Well, you had a crush on Aaron.”

“I did not.”

“Oh, come on. You followed him around with puppy-dog eyes, always hoping he’d throw you a bone.” She laughed. “His bone, literally.”

“Fine. So, maybe I thought he was hot, but he was also an asshole. As far back as elementary school, he would tease me on the school bus, and humiliate me when I was forced to play sports. I hated him, though that didn’t stop me from lusting after him. Oh, the fantasies I had…”

“Stop! I do not want a blow by blow recollection of your steamy Aaron fantasies.” She glanced down at her watch. “I have to get ready for my shift. Now give me your hand.”

Twyla laced her fingers through mine. She was wearing a vibrant violet nail polish, and I wondered if she’d let me borrow it. I loved to do my toenails.

“You deserve wonderful things. Romance, a career on the stage, but most importantly, you deserve to be happy. I want you to promise me you will be open to happiness. Deep in my bones I can feel good things are about to come your way, but you have to be ready to accept them.”

I nodded and thought maybe there was some truth to what she’d said earlier. Like I was conditioned to always expect the worst, instead of expecting the best.

“Yes, Dr. Willows. I promise to be open to the unexpected possibility that good things can happen.” I stood up and dropped Twyla’s hand. “But, in the meantime, I think I’m going to drink myself silly, and keep my eyes open for Mr. Right Now.”

Chapter One

Aaron

“... then my boss told me no. You can’t have Saturday off, because of this stupid sale we’re having. What a jerk.” Sissy picked up her bottle of soda and took a swig. Her pale fingers were trembling. In fact, she’d been acting weird all afternoon, not looking me in the eye, and yammering on about silly shit.

“Why don’t you just quit? You have nothing good to say about your job.” I leaned back and stared at the baby-blue sky. Not a cloud in sight. We were at Forest Hill Park, eating lunch on the bleachers while watching kids play tennis. It was rare that we both had the same day off, and when we did, we usually ate a picnic lunch outside.

“Because, I’m making more money behind the makeup counter than I’ve ever made anywhere else in my life.” She glanced up as I was looking back down, our eyes catching. Something was different.

“You have a degree in business management. Why the hell are you working retail?”

“A degree doesn’t mean much anymore. I’d have to go back and get my master's degree for just an entry-level corporate job, and I can’t take on any more student debt.” She sighed, then an uncomfortable silence settled between us. This had been happening more often lately, and I wondered what was wrong.

My folks had been pressuring me to settle down and start having babies. To them, Sissy was the obvious choice for a wife. Smart, beautiful, and responsible. Her parents went to the same church as mine, and in their eyes, her family was golden. But, as much as I wanted to please my parents, I wasn’t in love with her. Like, yes. Lust, oh, hell yes. But love? Despite being a statuesque blonde with a great rack, the spark just wasn’t there. But she was decent company, and extremely talented in the sheets.

“I need to tell you something.” She whispered and took my hand. Shit. The last time this happened was with my ex. A pregnancy scare that turned out to be just that. Her over-the-counter pregnancy test was wrong, and her doctor confirmed that she actually wasn’t carrying my kid. I would have done the right thing for her and the child, but it would’ve been lousy timing. I’d still been in school, studying to be a firefighter.

Sissy turned away for a moment, then took a deep breath. “So, Allison is having a party next week to celebrate her anniversary. We should make plans to…” Her words tapered off, and she hit her thigh with a dainty fist.

“Will you spit out what is really on your mind?” Jesus, getting Sissy to say what she wanted was like pulling teeth. She let go of my hand.

“I don’t know how to tell you this without hurting your feelings.”

“Fuck my feelings, just tell me what’s going on.” I crumpled up the paper my sandwich had been wrapped in and tossed it into the trash can a few feet away. Made it on the first try.

“I care about you, Aaron. You are handsome, strong, and will make some woman proud, but…”

“You’re calling it quits, huh?” I mumbled, then turned away. It surprised me how little I felt about the news, but I didn’t want her to know it.

“I’m so sorry, Aaron.” I felt her hand on my shoulder and forced myself to flinch. She removed it with a sigh. “Hurting you is the last thing I want to do. But, to be honest, I just don’t feel the same way about you as you do about me.”

A laugh started bubbling up my throat, but I kept it down. This was the third girlfriend in a row who’d dumped me for this exact reason. I was never hurt or upset about it, since I knew exactly how they felt. They were all sweet, intelligent, and sexy, but they never touched my heart. 

“Look at me.” Sissy said, and I turned in her direction, hoping I looked like her news hurt me. “Does this even upset you?”

What the actual hell? She was dumping me and putting me on the defensive. Maybe a little dose of the truth would put an end to this bullshit.

“Nope.”

Her jaw clenched. “Well, maybe this will do it. I met another man. He makes me feel wanted, like I’m not just some sort of random fuck buddy. He told me he loves me, and I returned the feelings.” She grabbed the remains of her lunch, walked over to the trash can and threw it in, hard. “Do you even know what feelings are, Aaron?”

“Yeah.” I stood in front of Sissy and locked my gaze with hers. Her eyes were red, and for a brief second I felt pity for her. But only for a second. “I know what feelings are. I might even have one or two of them. But, Sissy, trying to make me feel guilty because you were seeing somebody behind my back is shitty.” I spun around and started walking away. I didn’t give a damn that she’d broken up with me. But trying to manipulate me into being the bad guy? No fucking way. Seconds later, I felt her hand on my shoulder. I halted, but didn’t turn around.

“I’m sorry. My behavior was, as you put it, shitty.” She murmured. “Where are you going? You rode here with me. Let me at least take you home.”

“I’ll see myself home, Sissy. Have a good life.”

I could have called an Uber at the park, but I thought a long walk would help clear my head. Despite not being particularly upset about Sissy breaking things off, I hated the fact that I had not fallen in love with anyone before. Was I so fucking shallow that I was incapable of wanting more than simple sex and someone attractive to take to parties?