CHAPTER I
Old Barranda on the Cargoo River,
South-western Queensland
When first I remember old
Barranda Township on the Cargoo River, South–Western Queensland, it
was not what it is to–day. There were no grand three–storeyed
hotels, with gilded and mirror–hung saloons, and pretty,
bright–eyed barmaids, in the main street then; no macadamised
roads, no smart villa residences peeping from groves of Moreton Bay
fig–trees and stretching for more than a mile out into the country
on either side, no gas lamps, no theatre, no School of Arts, no
churches or chapels, no Squatters’ Club, and, above all, no railway
line connecting it with Brisbane and the outer world. No! There
were none of these things. The township, however, lay down in the
long gully, beside the winding, ugly creek just as it does
to–day—but in those days its site was only a clearing out of the
primeval bush; the houses were, to use an Irishism, either tents or
slab huts; two hotels certainly graced the main street, but they
were grog shanties of the most villainous description, and were
only patronised by the riffraff of the country side. The only means
of communicating with the metropolis was by the bullock waggons
that brought up our stores once every six months, or by riding to
the nearest township, one hundred and eight miles distant, and
taking the coach from there—a long and wearisome journey that few
cared to undertake.
One thing has always puzzled me,
and that was how it came about that my father ever settled on the
Cargoo. Whatever his reason may have been, however, certain was it
that he was one of the earliest to reach the river, a fact which
was demonstrated by the significant circumstance that he held
possession of the finest site for a house and the pick of all the
best country for miles around the township. It was in the earliest
days that he made his way out west, and if I have my suspicions of
why he came to Australia at all, well, I have always kept them
religiously to myself, and intend to go on doing so. But before I
say anything about my father, let me tell you what I remember of
the old home.
It stood, as I suppose it does
to–day, for it is many years since I set eyes on it, on a sort of
small tableland or plateau on the hillside, a matter of a hundred
yards above the creek, and at just the one spot where it could
command a lovely view down the gully and across the roofs of the
township towards the distant hills. It was a well–built place of
six rooms, constructed of pisa, the only house of that description
in the township—and, for that matter, I believe, in the whole
district. A broad verandah, covered with the beautiful Wisteria
creeper, ran all round it; in front was a large flower garden
stretching away to the ford, filled with such plants and shrubs as
will grow out in that country; to the right was the horse and cow
paddock; and, on the left, the bit of cultivation we always kept
going for the summer months, when green food is as valuable as a
deposit at the bank. At the rear was another strip of garden with
some fine orange and loquot trees, and then, on the other side of
the stockyard rails, the thick scrub running up the hillside and
extending for miles into the back country. The interior of the
house was comfortably furnished, in a style the like of which I
have never seen anywhere else in the Bush. I have a faint
recollection of hearing that the greater part of it—the chairs,
tables, pictures, bookcases and silver—
came out from England the year
that I was born, and were part of some property my father had
inherited. But how much truth there was in this I cannot say. At
anyrate, I can remember those chairs distinctly; they were big and
curiously shaped, carved all over with a pattern having fruit in
it, and each one had a hand clasping a battle–axe on a lozenge on
the back—a crest I suppose it must have been, but whose I never
took the trouble to inquire. The thing, however, that struck people
most about the rooms was the collection of books—there were books
in hundreds, in every available place—on the shelves and in the
cupboards, on the tables, on the chairs, and even on the floor.
There surely never was such a man for books as my father, and I can
see him now, standing before a shelf in the half light of the big
dining–room with a volume in his hand, studying it as if he were
too much entranced to put it down. He was a tall, thin man, with a
pale, thoughtful face, a high forehead, deep–set, curious eyes,
that seemed to look you through and through, a big, hooked nose
(mine is just like it), a handsome mouth, white teeth, and a heavy,
determined–looking chin. He was invariably clean–shaven, well
dressed, and so scrupulously neat and natty in his appearance that
it seemed hard to imagine he had ever done a stroke of rough work
in his life. And yet he could, and did, work harder than most men,
but always in the same unostentatious fashion; never saying a word
more than was absolutely necessary, but always ready at a moment’s
notice to pick a quarrel with you, or to say just the very one
thing of all others that would be most calculated to give you pain.
He was a strange man, was my father.
Of my mother my recollections are
less distinct, which is accounted for by the fact that she died
when I was only five years old. Indeed, the only remembrance I have
of her at all is of a fragile little woman with a pale, sweet face,
bending down to kiss me when I was in bed at night.
Drink and temper were my father’s
chief failings, but I was nearly eight years old before I really
found that out. Even to–day, when I shut my eyes, I can conjure up
a picture of him sitting in the dining–room before the table, two
large candelabras lighting the room, drinking and reciting to
himself, not only in English, but in other outlandish tongues that
I can only suppose now must have been Latin and Greek. So he would
go on until he staggered to his bed, and yet next morning he would
be up and about again before sunrise, a little more taciturn,
perhaps, and readier to take offence, but otherwise much the same
as ever.
That he had always a rooted
dislike to me, I know, and I am equally aware that I detested and
feared him more than any other living being. For this reason we
seldom met. He took his meals in solitary grandeur in the dark, old
dining–room, hung round with the dingy pictures that had come out
from England, of men in wigs, knickerbockers and queer, long–
tailed coats, while I took mine with the old housekeeper in the
kitchen leading off the back verandah. We were a strange household,
and before I had turned eight years old—as strong an urchin as ever
walked—I had come to the conclusion that we were not too much liked
or trusted by the folk in the township. My father thought them
beneath him, and let them see that he did; they called him proud,
and hinted that he was even worse than that.
Whether he had anything to be
proud of is another matter, and one that I cannot decide. You must
judge from the following illustration.
It was early in the year before
the great flood which did so much damage in those parts,
and which is remembered to this
day, that news got about that in a few weeks’ time the Governor of
the colony would be travelling in our district, and would probably
pay our township a visit. A committee of the principal folk was
immediately chosen to receive him, and big preparations were made
to do him honour. As, perhaps, the chief personage in our little
community, my father was asked to preside over their deliberations,
and for this purpose a deputation waited upon him. They could not
possibly, however, have chosen a more unpropitious moment for their
call; my father had been drinking all day, and, when they arrived,
he burst into one of his fits of anger and drove them from the
house, vowing that he would have nothing at all to do with the
affair, and that he would show His Excellency the door if he dared
to set foot within his grounds. This act of open hostility
produced, as may be supposed, a most unfavourable impression, and
my father must have seen it, for he even went so far as to write a
note of apology to the committee, and to suggest, as his
contribution to the general arrangements, that he should take His
Excellency in for the night. Considering the kind of hotels our
township boasted in those days, this was no mean offer, and, as may
be supposed, it was unhesitatingly accepted.
In due course the Governor
arrived with his party. He was received by the committee in the
main street under an archway of flags, and, after inspecting the
township, rode up the hill with the principal folk towards our
house. When he came into the grounds my father went out into the
verandah to receive him, and I followed close in his wake, my eyes,
I make no doubt, bulging with curiosity. The Governor got off his
horse, and at the same moment my father went down the steps. He
held out his hand, His Excellency took it, and as he did so looked
at him in a very quick and surprised way, just for all the world as
if my father were somebody he had seen before, in a very different
place, and had never expected to meet again.
‘Good gracious, can it be?’ he
said to himself under his breath, but all the same quite loud
enough for me to hear, for I was close beside him. ‘Surely you
are—’
‘My name is Heggarstone,’ said my
father quickly, an unwonted colour coming into his face, ‘and you
are His Excellency, the Governor of the colony. If you will allow
me, I will make you welcome to my poor abode.’
They looked at each other for a
moment, pretty straight, and then the Governor pulled himself
together and went into the house, side by side with my father,
without another word. Later on, when the dinner given in honour of
Her Majesty’s representative was over, and the townsfolk had
departed, His Excellency and my father sat talking, talking,
talking, till far into the night. I could hear the hum of their
voices quite distinctly, for my bedroom was next to the
dining–room, though, of course, I could not catch what they
said.
Next morning, when his horse was
at the door, and the escort was standing ready to be off, His
Excellency drew my father a little on one side and said in a low
voice, so that the others should not hear,—
‘And your decision is really
final? You will never go back to England to take up your proper
position in society?’
‘Never!’ my father replied,
viciously crumpling a handful of creeper leaves as he spoke. ‘I
have thought it over carefully, and have come to the conclusion
that it will be a good thing for society if the name dies out with
me. Good–bye.’
‘Good–bye,’ answered His
Excellency, ‘and God help you!’ Then he mounted his horse and rode
away.
I have narrated this little
episode in order to show that I had some justification for
believing that my father was not merely the humble, commonplace
individual he professed to be. I will now tell you another, which
if it did not relieve my curiosity, was surely calculated to
confirm my suspicions.
It happened that one day, early
in winter, I was in the township at the time when the coach, which
now connected us with civilisation, made its appearance. This great
event happened twice weekly, and though they had now been familiar
with it for some considerable time, the inhabitants, men, women and
children, seemed to consider it a point of honour that they should
be present, standing in the roadway about the Bushmen’s Rest, to
receive and welcome it. For my own part I was ten years old, as
curious as my neighbours, and above all a highly imaginative child
to whom the coach was a thing full of mystery. Times out of number
I had pictured myself the driver of it, and often at night, when I
was tucked up in my little bed and ought to have been asleep, I
could seem to see it making its way through the dark bush, swaying
to and fro, the horses stretched out to their full extent in their
frenzied gallop.
On this particular occasion there
were more passengers than usual, for the reason that a new
goldfield had sprung into existence in the ranges to the westward
of us, and strangers were passing through our township every day en
route to it. It was not until the driver had descended from his box
and had entered the hotel that the crowd saw fit to disperse. I was
about to follow them when I saw, coming towards me, a tall,
dignified–looking man whom I had noticed sitting next to the driver
when the coach arrived. He boasted a short, close– cropped beard,
wore a pair of dark spectacles, and was dressed better than any man
I had ever seen in my life before, my father not excepted. In his
hand he carried a small portmanteau, and for a moment I thought he
was going to enter the Bushmen’s Rest like the remainder of the
passengers. He changed his mind, however, and after looking about
him came towards where I stood.
‘My lad,’ said he, ‘can you tell
me which path I should follow to reach Mr Heggarstone’s
residence?’
My surprise at this question may
be better imagined than described. It did not prevent me, however,
from answering him.
‘My name is Heggarstone,’ I said,
‘and our house is on the hill over there. You can just see the
roof.’
If I had been surprised at his
inquiry, it was plain that he was ever so much more astonished when
he heard my name. For upwards of half a minute he stood and stared
at me as if he did not know what to make of it.
‘In that case, if you will permit
me,’ he said, with curious politeness, ‘I will accompany you on
your homeward journey. I have come a very long way to see your
father, and my business with him is of the utmost
importance.’
My first shyness having by this
time completely vanished, I gazed at him with undisguised interest.
I had not met many travellers in my life, and for this reason when
I did I was
prepared to make the most of
them.
‘Have you come from Brisbane,
sir?’ I inquired, after a short silence, feeling that it was
incumbent upon me to say something.
‘Just lately,’ he answered. ‘But
before that from London.’
After this magnificent admission,
I felt there was nothing more to be said. A man who had come from
London to our little township, for the sole purpose of seeing my
father, was not the sort of person to be talked to familiarly. I
accordingly trudged alongside him in silence, thinking of all the
wonderful things he must have seen, and wondering if it would be
possible for me at some future date to induce him to tell me about
them. At first he must have inclined to the belief that I was
rather a forward youth. Now, however, I was as silent as if I were
struck dumb. We descended the path to the river without a word,
crossed the ford with our tongues still tied, and had almost
reached our own boundary fence before either of us spoke. Then my
companion moved his bag to the other hand and, placing his right
upon my shoulder, said slowly,—
‘So you are—well, Marmaduke
Heggarstone’s son?’
I looked up at him and noticed
the gravity of his face as I answered, ‘Yes, sir!’
He appeared to ruminate for a few
seconds, and my sharp ears caught the words, ‘Dear me, dear me!’
muttered below his breath. A few moments later we had reached the
house, and after I had asked the new–comer to take a seat in the
verandah, I went in to find my father and to tell him that a
visitor had arrived to see him.
‘Who is it?’ he inquired, looking
up from his book. ‘How often am I to tell you to ask people’s names
before you tell them I am at home? Go back and find out.’
I returned to the verandah, and
asked the stranger if he would be kind enough to tell me his
name.
‘Redgarth,’ he said, ‘Michael
Redgarth. Tell your father that, and I think he will remember
me.’
I returned to the dining–room and
acquainted my father with what I had discovered. Prepared as I was
for it to have some effect upon him, I had no idea the shock would
be so great. My father sprang to his feet with what sounded almost
like a cry of alarm.
‘Redgarth here,’ he said; ‘what
on earth can it mean? However, I’ll soon find out.’
So saying he pushed me on one
side and went quickly down the passage in the direction of the
verandah. My curiosity by this time was thoroughly excited, and I
followed him at a respectful distance, frightened lest he should
see me and order me back, but resolved that, happen what might, I
would discover his mysterious errand.
I saw my father pass through the
door out on to the verandah, and as he did so I heard the stranger
rise from his chair. What he said by way of introduction I could
not catch, but whatever it may have been there could be no doubt
that it incensed my father beyond all measure.
‘Call me that at your peril,’ I
heard him say. ‘Now tell me your errand here as quickly as you can
and be gone again.’
As I stood, listening, in the
shadow of the doorway, I could not help thinking that this was
rather scurvy treatment on my father’s part of one who had come so
many thousand miles to see him. However, Mr Redgarth did not seem
as much put out by it as I expected he would be.
‘I have come to tell you, my—’ he
began, and then checked himself, ‘well, since you wish it, I will
call you Mr Heggarstone, that your father is dead.’
‘You might have spared yourself
the trouble,’ my father replied, with a bitter little laugh. ‘I
knew it a week ago. If that is all you have to tell me I’m sorry
you put yourself to so much inconvenience. I suppose my brother
sent you?’
‘Exactly,’ Redgarth replied
dryly, ‘and a nice business it has been. I traced you to Sydney,
and then on to Brisbane. There I had some difficulty in obtaining
your address, but as soon as I did so I took the coach and came out
here.’
‘Well, and now that you have
found me what do you want with me?’
‘In the first place I am entitled
by your brother to say that provided you—’ Here my father must have
made some sign to him to stop.
‘Pardon my interrupting you,’ he
said, ‘but before we proceed any further let me tell you once and
for all that I will have none of my brother’s provisoes. Whatever
threats, stipulations, or offers he may have empowered you to make,
I will have nothing whatsoever to do with them. I washed my hands
of my family, as you know, many years ago, and if you had not come
now to remind me of the unpleasant fact, I should have allowed
myself to forget even that they existed. You know my opinion of my
brother. I have had time to think it over, and I see no reason at
all for changing it. When we were both younger he ruined my career
for me, perjured himself to steal my good name, and as if that were
not enough induced my father to back him up in his treatment of me.
Go back to them and tell them that I still hate and despise them.
Of the name they cannot deprive me, that is one consolation; of the
money I will not touch a sixpence. They may have it, every
halfpenny, and I wish them joy of it.’
‘But have you thought of your
son, the little fellow I saw in the township, and who conducted me
hither?’
‘I have thought of him,’ replied
my father, sternly, ‘and it makes no difference to my decision. I
desire him to be brought up in ignorance of his birth. I am
convinced that it would be the kinder course. Now I’ll wish you a
very good evening. If you have any papers with you that you are
desirous I should sign, you may send them over to me and I will
peruse them with as little delay as possible. I need not warn you
to be careful of what you say in the township yonder. They know,
and have always known me, as Marmaduke Heggarstone here, and I have
no desire that they should become aware of my real name.’
‘You need not fear. I shall not
tell them,’ said Redgarth. ‘As for the papers, I have them in this
bag. I will leave them with you. You can send them across to me
when you have done with them. I suppose it is no use my attempting
to make you see the matter in any other light?’
‘None whatever.’
‘In that case, I have the honour
to wish your lor—I mean to wish you, Mr Heggarstone, a very good
evening.’
As he spoke I heard him buckle
the straps of his portmanteau, and then I slipped noiselessly down
the passage towards the kitchen. A moment later his step sounded
upon the gravel and he was gone.
On the Thursday following he left
the township, and we saw no more of him. Whatever his errand may
have been, never once during his lifetime did my father say
anything to me upon the subject, nor did I ever venture to question
him about it. Perhaps, as he said, there is something behind it all
that I am happier in not knowing. So far as I have ever heard such
skeletons are generally best left in undisturbed possession of
their cupboards.
After that we resumed the same
sort of life as had been our portion before his arrival.
This monotonous existence
continued undisturbed until the time of the great flood, which, as
I have said before, is even remembered to this day. It occurred at
the end of a wet season, and after a fortnight’s pouring rain,
which continued day and night. Never was such rain known, and for
this reason the ground soon became so thoroughly saturated that it
could absorb no more. In consequence the creeks filled, and all the
billabongs became deep as lakes.
In order to realise what follows
you must understand that above the township, perhaps a couple of
miles or so, three creeks joined forces, and by so doing formed the
Cargoo River, on the banks of which our township was located. There
had been heavy rain on all these creeks, and in consequence they
came down bankers, united, as I have just said, and then, being
penned in by the hills and backed up by the stored water in the
billabongs, swept down the valley towards the township in one great
flood, which carried everything before it. Never shall I forget
that night. The clouds had cleared off the sky earlier in the
evening, and it was as bright as day, the moon being almost at the
full. I was having my supper with old Betty in the kitchen when
suddenly I heard an odd sort of rumbling in the distance. I stopped
eating to listen. Even to my childish ears the sound was peculiar,
and as it still continued, I asked Betty, who was my oracle in
everything, what she thought it meant. She was a little deaf, and
suggested the wind in the trees. But I knew that this was no wind
in trees. Every moment it was growing louder, and when I left the
kitchen and went through the house to the front verandah, where I
found my father standing looking up the valley, it had grown into a
well–defined roar. I questioned him on the subject.
‘It is a flood,’ he answered,
half to himself. ‘Nothing but water, and an enormous body of it,
could make that sound.’
The words were scarcely out of
his mouth before a man on horseback appeared round the bend of the
hill and galloped up the path. His horse was white with foam, and
as he drew up before the steps he shouted wildly,—
‘The flood is coming down the
valley. Fly for your lives.’
My father only laughed—a little
scornfully, I thought—and said, in his odd, mocking voice,—
‘No flood will touch us here, my
friend, but if you are anxious to do humanity a service, you had
better hasten on and warn the folk in the township below us. They
are in real
danger!’
Long before he had finished
speaking, the man had turned his horse and was galloping down the
track, as fast as he had come, towards the little cluster of houses
we could discern in the hollow below us. That young man was Dennis
O’Rourke, the eldest son of a Selector further up the valley, and
the poor fellow was found, ten days later, dead, entangled in the
branches of a gum tree, twenty miles below Barranda Township, with
a stirrup iron bent round his left foot, and scarcely half a mile
from his own selection gate.
Without doubt he had been
overtaken by the flood before he could reach his wife to give her
the alarm. In consequence, the water caught her unprepared, she was
never seen again, and only one of her children escaped alive; their
homestead, which stood on the banks of the creek, was washed clean
off the face of the earth, and when I rode down that way on my
pony, after the flood had subsided, it would have been impossible
to distinguish the place where it had once stood.
But to return to my narrative.
O’Rourke had not left us five minutes before the rumbling had
increased to a roar, almost like that of thunder. And every second
it was growing louder. Then, with a suddenness no man could imagine
who has never seen such a thing, a solid wall of water, shining
like silver in the moonlight, came into view, seemed to pause for a
moment, and then swept trees, houses, cattle, haystacks, fences,
and even large boulders before it like so much driftwood. Within a
minute of making its appearance it had spread out across the
valley, and, most marvellous part of all, had risen half way up the
hill, and was throwing a line of yeast–like foam upon our garden
path. A few seconds later we distinctly heard it catch the devoted
township, and the crashing and rending sound it made was awful to
hear. Then the noise ceased, and only a swollen sheet of angry
water, stretching away across the valley for nearly a mile and a
half was to be seen. Such a flood no man in the district, and I
state this authoritatively, had ever in his life experienced
before. Certainly I have not seen one like it since. And the
brilliant moonlight only intensified the terrible effect.
Having assured himself that we
had nothing to fear, my father ordered me off to bed, and
reluctantly I went—only to lie curled up in my warm blankets
thinking of the waters outside, and repicturing the effect produced
upon my mind by O’Rourke’s sensational arrival. It was the first
time I had ever seen a man under the influence of a life–and–death
excitement, and, imaginative child as I was, the effect it produced
on my mind was not one to be easily shaken off. Then I must have
fallen asleep, for I have no recollection of anything else till I
was awakened in the middle of the night by the noise of people
entering my room. Half–asleep and half–awake I sat up, rubbing my
eyes, and blinking at the brightness of the candle my father
carried in his hand. Old Betty was with him, and behind them,
carrying a bundle in his arms, stalked a tall, thin man with a grey
beard, long hair and a white, solemn face. His clothes, I noticed,
were sopping wet, and a stream of water marked his progress across
the floor.
‘Take James out and put the child
in his place,’ said my father, coming towards my bed. The man
advanced, and Betty lifted me out and placed me on a chair. The
bundle was then tucked up where I had been, and, when that had been
done, Betty turned to me.
‘Jim,’ she said, ‘you must be a
good boy and give no trouble, and I’ll make you up a nice bed in
the corner.’ This was accordingly done, and when it was ready I was
put into it, and
in five minutes had forgotten the
interruption and was fast asleep once more.