I THE CABULIWALLAH
My
five years' old daughter Mini cannot live without chattering. I
really believe that in all her life she has not wasted a minute in
silence. Her mother is often vexed at this, and would stop her
prattle, but I would not. To see Mini quiet is unnatural, and I
cannot bear it long. And so my own talk with her is always lively.One
morning, for instance, when I was in the midst of the seventeenth
chapter of my new novel, my little Mini stole into the room, and
putting her hand into mine, said: "Father! Ramdayal the
door-keeper calls a crow a krow! He doesn't know anything, does he?"Before
I could explain to her the differences of language in this world, she
was embarked on the full tide of another subject. "What do you
think, Father? Bhola says there is an elephant in the clouds, blowing
water out of his trunk, and that is why it rains!"And
then, darting off anew, while I sat still making ready some reply to
this last saying: "Father! what relation is Mother to you?"With
a grave face I contrived to say: "Go and play with Bhola, Mini!
I am busy!"The
window of my room overlooks the road. The child had seated herself at
my feet near my table, and was playing softly, drumming on her knees.
I was hard at work on my seventeenth chapter, where Pratap Singh, the
hero, had just caught Kanchanlata, the heroine, in his arms, and was
about to escape with her by the third-story window of the castle,
when all of a sudden Mini left her play, and ran to the window,
crying: "A Cabuliwallah! a Cabuliwallah!" Sure enough in
the street below was a Cabuliwallah, passing slowly along. He wore
the loose, soiled clothing of his people, with a tall turban; there
was a bag on his back, and he carried boxes of grapes in his hand.I
cannot tell what were my daughter's feelings at the sight of this
man, but she began to call him loudly. "Ah!" I thought, "he
will come in, and my seventeenth chapter will never be finished!"
At which exact moment the Cabuliwallah turned, and looked up at the
child. When she saw this, overcome by terror, she fled to her
mother's protection and disappeared. She had a blind belief that
inside the bag, which the big man carried, there were perhaps two or
three other children like herself. The pedlar meanwhile entered my
doorway and greeted me with a smiling face.So
precarious was
the position of my hero and my heroine, that my first impulse was to
stop and buy something, since the man had been called. I made some
small purchases, and a conversation began about Abdurrahman, the
Russians, the English, and the Frontier Policy.As
he was about to leave, he asked: "And where is the little girl,
sir?"And
I, thinking that Mini must get rid of her false fear, had her brought
out.She
stood by my chair, and looked at the Cabuliwallah and his bag. He
offered her nuts and raisins, but she would not be tempted, and only
clung the closer to me, with all her doubts increased.This
was their first meeting.One
morning, however, not many days later, as I was leaving the house, I
was startled to find Mini, seated on a bench near the door, laughing
and talking, with the great Cabuliwallah at her feet. In all her
life, it appeared, my small daughter had never found so patient a
listener, save her father. And already the corner of her little
sari was stuffed
with almonds and raisins, the gift of her visitor. "Why did you
give her those?" I said, and taking out an eight-anna bit, I
handed it to him. The man accepted the money without demur, and
slipped it into his pocket.Alas,
on my return an hour later, I found the unfortunate coin had made
twice its own worth of trouble! For the Cabuliwallah had given it to
Mini; and her mother, catching sight of the bright round object, had
pounced on the child with: "Where did you get that eight-anna
bit?""The
Cabuliwallah gave it me," said Mini cheerfully."The
Cabuliwallah gave it you!" cried her mother much shocked. "O
Mini! how could you take it from him?"I,
entering at the moment, saved her from
impending
disaster, and proceeded to make my own inquiries.It
was not the first or second time, I found, that the two had met. The
Cabuliwallah had overcome the child's first terror by a
judicious
bribery of nuts and almonds, and the two were now great friends.They
had many quaint jokes, which afforded them much amusement. Seated in
front of him, looking down on his gigantic frame in all her tiny
dignity, Mini would ripple her face with laughter and begin: "O
Cabuliwallah! Cabuliwallah! what have you got in your bag?"And
he would reply, in the nasal accents of the mountaineer: "An
elephant!" Not much cause for merriment, perhaps; but how they
both enjoyed the fun! And for me, this child's talk with a grown-up
man had always in it something strangely fascinating.Then
the Cabuliwallah, not to be behindhand, would take his turn: "Well,
little one, and when are you going to the father-in-law's house?"Now
most small Bengali maidens have heard long ago about the
father-in-law's house; but we, being a little new-fangled, had kept
these things from our child, and Mini at this question must have been
a trifle bewildered. But she would not show it, and with ready tact
replied: "Are
you going there?"Amongst
men of the Cabuliwallah's class, however, it is well known that the
words
father-in-law's house
have a double meaning. It is a
euphemism for
jail, the place
where we are well cared for, at no expense to ourselves. In this
sense would the sturdy pedlar take my daughter's question. "Ah,"
he would say, shaking his fist at an invisible policeman, "I
will thrash my father-in-law!" Hearing this, and picturing the
poor discomfited relative, Mini would go off into peals of laughter,
in which her formidable friend would join.These
were autumn mornings, the very time of year when kings of old went
forth to conquest; and I, never stirring from my little corner in
Calcutta, would let my mind wander over the whole world. At the very
name of another country, my heart would go out to it, and at the
sight of a foreigner in the streets, I would fall to weaving a
network of dreams,—the mountains, the glens, and the forests of his
distant home, with his cottage in its setting, and the free and
independent life of far-away wilds. Perhaps the scenes of travel
conjure themselves up before me and pass and repass in my imagination
all the more vividly, because I lead such a vegetable existence that
a call to travel would fall upon me like a thunder-bolt. In the
presence of this Cabuliwallah I was immediately
transported to
the foot of arid mountain peaks, with narrow little defiles twisting
in and out amongst their towering heights. I could see the string of
camels bearing the merchandise, and the company of turbanned
merchants carrying some their queer old firearms, and some their
spears, journeying downward towards the plains. I could see—. But
at some such point Mini's mother would
intervene,
imploring me to "beware of that man."Mini's
mother is unfortunately a very timid lady. Whenever she hears a noise
in the street, or sees people coming towards the house, she always
jumps to the
conclusion that
they are either thieves, or drunkards, or snakes, or tigers, or
malaria, or cockroaches, or caterpillars. Even after all these years
of experience, she is not able to overcome her terror. So she was
full of doubts about the Cabuliwallah, and used to beg me to keep a
watchful eye on him.I
tried to laugh her fear gently away, but then she would turn round on
me seriously, and ask me solemn questions:—Were
children never kidnapped?Was
it, then, not true that there was slavery in Cabul?Was
it so very absurd that this big man should be able to carry off a
tiny child?I
urged that, though not impossible, it was highly improbable. But this
was not enough, and her dread persisted. As it was indefinite,
however, it did not seem right to forbid the man the house, and the
intimacy went on unchecked.Once
a year in the middle of January Rahmun, the Cabuliwallah, was in the
habit of returning to his country, and as the time approached he
would be very busy, going from house to house collecting his debts.
This year, however, he could always find time to come and see Mini.
It would have seemed to an outsider that there was some conspiracy
between the two, for when he could not come in the morning, he would
appear in the evening.Even
to me it was a little startling now and then, in the corner of a dark
room, suddenly to surprise this tall, loose-garmented, much bebagged
man; but when Mini would run in smiling, with her "O
Cabuliwallah! Cabuliwallah!" and the two friends, so far apart
in age, would subside into their old laughter and their old jokes, I
felt reassured.One
morning, a few days before he had made up his mind to go, I was
correcting my proof sheets in my study. It was chilly weather.
Through the window the rays of the sun touched my feet, and the
slight warmth was very welcome. It was almost eight o'clock, and the
early pedestrians were returning home with their heads covered. All
at once I heard an uproar in the street, and, looking out, saw Rahmun
being led away bound between two policemen, and behind them a crowd
of curious boys. There were blood-stains on the clothes of the
Cabuliwallah, and one of the policemen carried a knife. Hurrying out,
I stopped them, and inquired what it all meant. Partly from one,
partly from another, I gathered that a certain neighbour had owed the
pedlar something for a Rampuri shawl, but had falsely denied having
bought it, and that in the course of the quarrel Rahmun had struck
him. Now, in the heat of his excitement, the prisoner began calling
his enemy all sorts of names, when suddenly in a verandah of my house
appeared my little Mini, with her usual
exclamation: "O
Cabuliwallah! Cabuliwallah!" Rahmun's face lighted up as he
turned to her. He had no bag under his arm to-day, so she could not
discuss the elephant with him. She at once therefore proceeded to the
next question: "Are you going to the father-in-law's house?"
Rahmun laughed and said: "Just where I am going, little one!"
Then, seeing that the reply did not amuse the child, he held up his
fettered hands. "Ah!" he said, "I would have thrashed
that old father-in-law, but my hands are bound!"On
a charge of murderous assault, Rahmun was sentenced to some years'
imprisonment.Time
passed away and he was not remembered. The accustomed work in the
accustomed place was ours, and the thought of the once free
mountaineer spending his years in prison seldom or never occurred to
us. Even my light-hearted Mini, I am ashamed to say, forgot her old
friend. New companions filled her life. As she grew older, she spent
more of her time with girls. So much time indeed did she spend with
them that she came no more, as she used to do, to her father's room.
I was scarcely on speaking terms with her.Years
had passed away. It was once more autumn and we had made arrangements
for our Mini's marriage. It was to take place during the Puja
Holidays. With Durga returning to Kailas, the light of our home also
was to depart to her husband's house, and leave her father's in the
shadow.The
morning was bright. After the rains, there was a sense of ablution in
the air, and the sun-rays looked like pure gold. So bright were they,
that they gave a beautiful radiance even to the sordid brick walls of
our Calcutta lanes. Since early dawn that day the wedding-pipes had
been sounding, and at each beat my own heart throbbed. The wail of
the tune, Bhairavi, seemed to intensify my pain at the approaching
separation. My
Mini was to be married that night.From
early morning noise and bustle had pervaded the house. In the
courtyard the canopy had to be slung on its bamboo poles; the
chandeliers with their tinkling sound must be hung in each room and
verandah. There was no end of hurry and excitement. I was sitting in
my study, looking through the accounts, when some one entered,
saluting respectfully, and stood before me. It was Rahmun the
Cabuliwallah. At first I did not recognise him. He had no bag, nor
the long hair, nor the same vigour that he used to have. But he
smiled, and I knew him again."When
did you come, Rahmun?" I asked him."Last
evening," he said, "I was released from jail."The
words struck harsh upon my ears. I had never before talked with one
who had wounded his fellow, and my heart shrank within itself when I
realised this; for I felt that the day would have been better-omened
had he not turned up."There
are ceremonies going on," I said, "and I am busy. Could you
perhaps come another day?"At
once he turned to go; but as he reached the door he hesitated, and
said: "May I not see the little one, sir, for a moment?" It
was his belief that Mini was still the same. He had pictured her
running to him as she used, calling "O Cabuliwallah!
Cabuliwallah!" He had imagined too that they would laugh and
talk together, just as of old. In fact, in memory of former days he
had brought, carefully wrapped up in paper, a few almonds and raisins
and grapes, obtained somehow from a countryman; for his own little
fund was dispersed.I
said again: "There is a ceremony in the house, and you will not
be able to see any one to-day."The
man's face fell. He looked wistfully at me for a moment, then said
"Good morning," and went out.I
felt a little sorry, and would have called him back, but I found he
was returning of his own accord. He came close up to me holding out
his offerings with the words: "I brought these few things, sir,
for the little one. Will you give them to her?"I
took them and was going to pay him, but he caught my hand and said:
"You are very kind, sir! Keep me in your
recollection. Do
not offer me money!—You have a little girl: I too have one like her
in my own home. I think of her, and bring fruits to your child—not
to make a profit for myself."Saying
this, he put his hand inside his big loose robe, and brought out a
small and dirty piece of paper. With great care he unfolded this, and
smoothed it out with both hands on my table. It bore the
impression of a
little hand. Not a
photograph. Not
a drawing. The impression of an ink-smeared hand laid flat on the
paper. This touch of his own little daughter had been always on his
heart, as he had come year after year to Calcutta to sell his wares
in the streets.Tears
came to my eyes. I forgot that he was a poor Cabuli fruit-seller,
while I was—. But no, what was I more than he? He also was a
father.That
impression of the hand of his little
Pārbati in her
distant mountain home reminded me of my own little Mini.I
sent for Mini immediately from the inner apartment. Many difficulties
were raised, but I would not listen. Clad in the red silk of her
wedding-day, with the sandal paste on her forehead, and adorned as a
young bride, Mini came, and stood bashfully before me.The
Cabuliwallah looked a little staggered at the apparition. He could
not revive their old friendship. At last he smiled and said: "Little
one, are you going to your father-in-law's house?"But
Mini now understood the meaning of the word "father-in-law,"
and she could not reply to him as of old. She flushed up at the
question, and stood before him with her bride-like face turned down.I
remembered the day when the Cabuliwallah and my Mini had first met,
and I felt sad. When she had gone, Rahmun heaved a deep sigh, and sat
down on the floor. The idea had suddenly come to him that his
daughter too must have grown in this long time, and that he would
have to make friends with her anew. Assuredly he would not find her
as he used to know her. And besides, what might not have happened to
her in these eight years?The
marriage-pipes sounded, and the mild autumn sun streamed round us.
But Rahmun sat in the little Calcutta lane, and saw before him the
barren mountains of Afghanistan.I
took out a bank-note and gave it to him, saying: "Go back to
your own daughter, Rahmun, in your own country, and may the happiness
of your meeting bring good fortune to my child!"Having
made this present, I had to curtail some of the festivities. I could
not have the electric lights I had
intended, nor
the military band, and the ladies of the house were despondent at it.
But to me the wedding-feast was all the brighter for the thought that
in a distant land a long-lost father met again with his only child.WORDS
TO BE STUDIEDprecarious.
From the root "prec," meaning prayer. Compare
deprecate,
imprecation;
"precarious" means, therefore, held by entreaty, and thus
insecure.impending.
From the Latin "pendere," to hang. Compare
depend,
expend,
expensive,
pendant,
suspend,
interdependent,
independent.judicious.
From the root "jus," "jud," meaning law, right.
Compare judge,
judicial,
judgment,
just,
prejudge,
adjustment,
adjudicate.euphemism.
A Greek root "phe," meaning speech. Compare
blasphemy.transported.
From the Latin "portare," to carry. Compare
porter,
import,
export,
deport,
support,
deportation.intervene.
From the Latin "venire," to come. Compare
convenient,
convene,
supervene,
prevent.conclusion.
From the Latin "claudere," to close, shut. Compare
include,
preclude,
exclude,
exclusive,
exclusion.exclamation.
From the Latin "clamare," to cry out. Compare
clamour,
proclaim,
proclamation,
clamorous,
disclaim,
declaim.separation.
From the Latin "parare," to make ready. Compare
prepare,
preparation,
compare,
comparison,
comparative.recollect.
From the Latin "legere," to choose. Compare
collect,
elect,
election,
college,
eligible.impression.
From the Latin "premere," to press. Compare
impressive,
depress,
express,
suppress,
oppress,
pressure.photograph.
From two Greek roots "phōt," meaning light and "graph,"
meaning to write. Compare
epigraph,
epigram,
photographic,
phosphorus,
graph,
diagram.intend.
From the Latin "tendere," meaning to stretch. Compare
extend,
superintend,
attend,
attendant,
extensive,
tense,
pretend,
distend,
contend.