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Life hasn’t been kind to Zenos. He was born in the slums, and his dirt-poor background has denied him almost every opportunity. After an encounter with a healer, he throws himself into studying to become one and finally catches a break when an adventurer invites Zenos into his party. Zenos is thrilled—so thrilled, in fact, that he’s willing to put up with his teammates treating him like garbage. They fail to appreciate his talents and ultimately kick him to the curb, claiming he’s outlived his usefulness to them.
Now bereft of money and out of options, Zenos decides to put his self-taught skills to use elsewhere and opens an underground clinic. Word quickly spreads about the brilliant healer working incredible magic in the city’s shadowy underbelly. Even the royal palace is taking notice...
Can Zenos buck the odds and carve out a life for himself in a world that’s spit in his face? And can he save the lives of the patients who wind up on his doorstep in the process?
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Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2023
Cover
Prologue: The Brilliant Healer Is Kicked from the Party
Chapter 1: The Brilliant Healer’s New Shadow Practice
Side Story I: Meanwhile, Aston’s Party... (Part I)
Chapter 2: The Big Shots of the Slums
Side Story II: Meanwhile, Aston’s Party... (II)
Side Story III: Afternoon Girl Talk
Chapter 3: Lady Iron Rose
Side Story IV: Meanwhile, Aston’s Party... (III)
Chapter 4: Reunion
Chapter 5: The Reason
Epilogue: Somewhere to Belong
Epilogue: Omen
Extra Chapter: Carmilla’s Long Nights
Afterword
Color Illustrations
About J-Novel Club
Copyright
Table of Contents
Color Illustrations
“Zenos, you haven’t been pulling your weight much lately, eh? I’ll be honest, man. We don’t need you anymore.”
Aston—the party’s leader—had pulled Zenos aside for a conversation at the inn where they’d been staying, and suddenly blurted that out.
Behind their leader stood the rest of the group: Yuma, an archer; Gael, a support mage; and Andres, an offensive mage. They all regarded Zenos coldly too.
Theirs was a rising adventuring party that had felled countless large beasts. With the increase in renown came more rewards from the guild and more sponsorships from nobility, giving them an abundance of funds. Indeed, Aston’s room was lined with valuable antique furniture, and the entire floor was covered in beautiful plush carpets.
These spoils were not shared with Zenos, however. He was the one person in the group who had been born and raised in the slums, after all.
The vast Kingdom of Herzeth, located at the heart of the continent, was divided into a strict hierarchy. At the very top was the royal family, followed by nobility, then common citizens. The poor fell at the very bottom of the social ladder. Discrimination was deeply ingrained in society, and so, despite them all being fellow party members, Zenos was always provided with a room more modest than everyone else’s. In fact, it was a blessing whenever he was given a room at all, since he was often relegated to camping outdoors.
Despite this mistreatment, Zenos continued to polish his skills for Aston’s sake in return for Aston taking him in.
“That’s not true, Aston. I do things. I’m sure I’m at least somewhat useful to everyone,” Zenos protested.
Aston scoffed. “You don’t even have a healer’s license.”
In this country, only those of citizen status or higher were allowed official adventurer’s licenses—the poor did not have that right. And of course, since he hadn’t been able to receive formal training, Zenos had largely taught himself how to use healing magic.
“We don’t need your dodgy self-taught spells anymore. With how strong we’ve gotten, no one can hurt us anyway.”
“But that’s because—”
Whenever one of his comrades was about to be injured, Zenos would immediately cast a healing spell. Not only that, he’d been using protective spells to prevent them from being injured in the first place, and buffing spells to enhance the party’s combat abilities as well.
Zenos tried to explain this, but Aston only shrugged.
“Bullshit. You don’t have a license, so maybe you don’t know this, but to cast healing spells you need chanting and magic circles and whatnot. You’re no saintess, and there’s no way you can just instantly activate your magic the second we’re wounded and heal us back to full health. If we’re not getting hurt, it’s thanks to Gael’s protective spells and our own power. You’re no help at all.”
Behind Aston, Gael, the party’s support mage, smiled triumphantly. Zenos had nothing else to say to that.
He was in Aston’s debt. Zenos was only here because, when passing through the slums, Aston and the others had said that they didn’t have a healer yet and asked him to join. Furthermore, since he hadn’t had any formal education in the healing arts, he figured there was a chance he was in the wrong after all.
“Get a grip, Zenos,” Aston said, letting out an exaggerated sigh. “We need to look good to the nobility and royalty now. We can’t have some slum rat in our party. It’ll make us look bad.”
“But you said I was part of the team,” Zenos protested.
The other party members all snickered scornfully.
“What are you, an idiot?” Aston asked, holding his sides with laughter. “You seriously haven’t noticed? We just wanted cheap labor. A kid from the slums like you wouldn’t complain about going without food or camping out alone. And if push came to shove, we could just use you as a scapegoat, guilt-free.”
Zenos fell silent. He felt as though he could hear his memories crumble, falling around him like debris.
Having spent most of his life as an orphan in the slums, he was elated to have joined a party. To have found a place where he belonged. That was why, even when subjected to poor treatment, he grinned and bore it, hoping to be of use to everyone else.
But he had never belonged to begin with, had he?
“Anyway, we’re through with you,” Aston said, flicking his thumb. Something sparkly went flying and bounced on the floor, rolling to a stop at Zenos’s feet.
“What’s this?” Zenos asked, frowning as he picked the small object up.
“You wouldn’t know, but that’s a gold coin. A poor bastard like you can go his whole life without ever coming across one, so be grateful.”
“Aston...”
“Now listen here,” the party leader continued coolly, narrowing his eyes. “Don’t you dare tell anyone a slum rat like you was ever in our party. Got it?”
Silent, Zenos clasped the gold coin tightly in his hand. It was the one thing he’d gotten for his years of work as an adventurer, and it felt terribly chilly to his touch. It wasn’t a reward for his services—it was hush money.
“Very well,” he said finally. “If that’s how it is, then I’ll leave the group.”
Thus, the healer Zenos was driven out of his party. His former comrades, who had only ever seen him as a kid from the slums, had no idea whatsoever who it was who had led them to their current position.
And neither they nor Zenos knew just how much of a twist of fate their divergence of paths would turn out to be.
“Now what...?”
Having been kicked from his party, Zenos trudged along the dilapidated city streets.
The chilly evening air made him instinctively pull the collar of his cloak tighter. It was jet-black, one that blended in with the dark of night, and he’d worn it since before joining the party.
“Should I stay an adventurer?” he wondered aloud.
Even if he were to join another party now, without an official healer’s license, he’d still not be able to apply for membership at the Adventurers’ Guild.
And, in the wake of the betrayal of those he had believed to be his allies, the mere idea of trying to fit in somewhere else was exhausting. On the other hand, adventuring was all he’d done since leaving the slums, and he knew no other life. Though he had no regrets about his former party given how cruelly they’d cast him aside, his future was entirely hazy.
For now, though, he needed to get some food in his belly. He was looking for a place to eat when he overheard an argument further down the street.
“You idiot! Why did you shoot our merchandise?! How are we supposed to make money now?!” a man’s voice bellowed.
“I-I’m sorry!” an apologetic voice replied. “She... She was going to get away, so I...”
Curious, Zenos stepped into the narrow alley. Creeping close as he navigated around the scattered trash and dead rats, he spotted a small shadow lying on the bare black soil, with two shady-looking men standing nearby.
The fallen figure was dressed in soiled rags and seemed to be at death’s door. Judging from what he could see of her face, she seemed to be a young girl.
The edges of her ears were slightly pointed—an elf, perhaps. Elves were uncommon and lived in the north, but some would occasionally drift to the royal capital.
A silver arrow was deeply embedded in the young girl’s back.
The angry man clicked his tongue. “She’s a goner. Elves are valuable, you know! We finally get our hands on one, and you go and do this?”
“I-I’m sorry!” the apologetic man repeated.
“Hey!” Zenos called out. “You put an arrow in a child’s back?!”
The two men turned to glare at him.
“You stay out of this,” the angry man retorted, scoffing. “This girl’s our slave. Our property.”
Zenos quietly gazed down at the girl’s pallid face, then held out the single gold coin Aston had offered him for his silence. “I’ll buy her off your hands, then. Will this suffice?”
“Huh? Are you stupid?” the second man asked, incredulous. “She’s already—”
“You shut your mouth,” the first man cut in. “I don’t see the problem. He wants her, he can have her. If she’s just gonna die anyway, we might as well take what we can get.”
The man snatched the gold coin from Zenos’s hand, and the two thugs ran off.
Kneeling beside the girl’s prone form, the healer placed a hand on her back.
“Hey. You okay?” he asked.
The girl only groaned in response, her lips opening and closing, her gaze vacant, her glossy golden hair caked with dirt.
“Am I...going...to die?” she croaked.
“You’ll be fine,” Zenos replied. “This isn’t too bad. You’ll survive, don’t worry.”
“There’s...no way...”
“Look, your wound’s gone. You can speak normally now.”
“Huh?”
The girl’s large eyes blinked open, and she slowly pushed herself up.
“What?” she mumbled, staring in amazement at the arrow lying beside her. “It doesn’t hurt. The bleeding’s stopped. How?”
“I’m a healer. I pulled out the arrow and knit your wounds shut using magic.”
In disbelief, the girl reached behind herself to feel her back. “The wound’s...gone! I was so sure I was going to die!”
Zenos laughed at her reaction. “It was hardly a scratch. It’s no big deal, really.”
“Hardly a scratch?” she echoed in shock. “W-Wow...”
The young girl gripped Zenos’s hands between her own small ones.
“Th-Thank you,” she stammered. “Thank you, mister.”
Perhaps out of relief, her eyes filled with tears. The healer felt a warm glow light up deep within his heart.
It had been a long time since anyone had last thanked him for his healing.
Aston and the others hadn’t believed that Zenos had learned to instantly cast healing spells, no matter how much arduous training he went through. Since he’d taken care of even the slightest of their wounds in combat, they’d never noticed. In retrospect, he’d never even had the chance to explain it, since both his lodgings and his place at the table had always been separate from theirs.
Looking back, they’d treated him extremely poorly, considering the amount of hard work he’d put into everything.
“It’s fine,” Zenos said. “Say, were those men just now slavers?”
“Y-Yeah,” the young girl stammered. “I was captured yesterday, and...when I saw an opening, I tried to run, but they found me...”
“What’s your name?”
“Lily,” she answered, her gaze low. Hesitantly, she continued, “Um, about the money—”
“You mean the gold coin I paid them?” he interrupted her. “Don’t worry about it. That was dirty money anyway.”
A bribe wasn’t something to be cherished and held on to. It was much better used to help others.
“Um, who are you, mister?” Lily asked.
“My name’s Zenos,” he replied.
“Are you a famous healer?”
“No way. I’m self-taught. I don’t even have a license.”
Given his origins, he’d never formally registered as a member of his party with the Adventurers’ Guild, and therefore he hadn’t been allowed to accompany them in any sort of official capacity. In other words, there were no public records anywhere of a healer by the name of Zenos.
“Either way,” he continued, “I’m sorry you got captured by slavers. Where’s your home? I’ll make sure you get there safely.”
“I don’t have one,” Lily said, shaking her head.
That meant she was an orphan living on the streets. It reminded him of his past self. Elves were quite rare, so whatever circumstances had led to an elven child being homeless had to be serious. Still, he had no intention of prying.
“You don’t, huh?” he asked with the mirthless smile of a man who had nowhere to go either. “That’s not good.”
Lily’s stomach growled, and a blush spread across her cheeks.
Standing up, Zenos smiled at her. “For now, maybe we should get something to eat, Lily.”
***
After that, Zenos took Lily to a restaurant on the outskirts of town.
“This is so good!” she exclaimed in delight as she tasted the tender rabbit stew.
The young girl dug into her steaming bowl, munching away like a small puppy. A bit of onion was stuck to her cheek.
Lily tilted her head at Zenos. “Aren’t you hungry?”
“No, I’m full,” he replied. “Just water’s fine.”
That was a lie. Truthfully, he didn’t have enough coin to buy them both a meal. When he’d traveled with his former party, Aston had hardly given him any share of the profits, and he’d used his “severance pay” to buy Lily’s freedom. His meager traveling stipend was barely enough for a single bowl of soup.
He’d figure something out later.
He had more pressing concerns to worry about, such as where to leave this child. He couldn’t leave her at the town’s church without a reference, and as a poor man, he didn’t meet the qualifications for that. An orphanage in the slums might’ve taken her in, but those were hot spots for human trafficking. The mere thought of how an elven child might be treated at one of those places made his stomach churn.
“Hey Zenos,” Lily interjected, interrupting his worries. “Where do you work as a healer?”
“Well,” he said, scratching his head, “I actually just got kicked from my party, so I don’t have anywhere to go.”
Spoon in hand, Lily grinned brightly at him. “So you’re just like me, then!”
“I guess so, yeah.” Zenos watched her carefree smile for a while, then slowly began to speak once more. “I’ve been thinking...”
“About what?”
“I want to open a clinic.”
Without a license, he couldn’t do it by the books and register it as an official business. It’d have to be done on the down-low, making him a shadow healer of sorts.
“When I healed you back there, you thanked me,” he said. “That made me kinda happy.”
Originally, he’d taught himself healing magic both out of a desire to help the oppressed people of the slums and because of an encounter with a certain healer. Gratitude was a feeling he’d long forgotten after Aston’s party had used him without uttering so much as a single word of thanks.
It was Lily who had made it resurface.
At his words, the young girl looked straight at Zenos and said, “I wanna help too!”
“You what?” he asked.
“I’ll help at the clinic! Being a shadow healer sounds cool! And you’re cool too.”
“Well... But... I mean...” he stammered.
Starting a healing practice without a license was, put simply, illegal. Zenos himself might’ve had nothing to lose, but he couldn’t stomach the thought of dragging an innocent child down with him.
Lily seemed to have no intention of backing down, though. “You bought me,” she said. “That makes you my master, so I’m coming with you!”
“I bought you to help you, not own you,” he protested.
“Oh, I see,” the young girl said quietly. “That’s awful. You bought me just to dump me somewhere...”
“Don’t put it that way. That’s not what I meant.”
Her less-than-palatable phrasing aside, it was true that he couldn’t simply leave a rare elven child on her own. In the end, under the condition that it would be strictly until he found her a safe place to stay, Zenos decided to take her under his wing.
Lily’s eyes lit up at the news.
“Really?! Yay! I’ll do a real good job serving you, master!”
“Can you, like, actually mind your phrasing, please?”
A moment later, the door to the restaurant opened with a loud noise, and a man stumbled in.
“Excuse me!” he shouted, his voice trembling as he grimaced in pain. “Please, I need water!”
On closer inspection, his left arm was red and swollen from the shoulder all the way down to his fingertips. Some parts of it seemed charred, burned to a crisp. No other customers were present, just the owner, who rushed in from the back just to stand there too stunned to move.
“What happened to your arm?” Zenos asked as he rose from his seat.
“Well, it’s kinda...” the man trailed off. “Please, water...”
Scales dotted the man’s cheeks, and a green, reptilian tail swished behind him. He was a lizardman, one of the so-called “demi-human” races.
Instead of giving him water, Zenos held out his hand over the man’s arm.
“A bullet wound and extensive burns,” he said. “A magical gun, huh?”
“Yeah. I was careless and got shot. I know this arm’s as good as useless now, but if I could at least do something about the pain...” the man mumbled. “I need water—”
“This isn’t a big deal,” Zenos cut in. “I wouldn’t call this just a scratch, but it should still heal quickly.”
“What?” the man asked, incredulous. “The hell are you talking about?”
Severe or not, the wound had reached the deeper tissues. To ensure it healed fully, it was safer to use an incantation along with the spell.
“Heal,” Zenos chanted.
A faint white light enveloped the man’s arm, and when it faded, the burn marks had completely vanished. Utterly astonished, the man was rendered speechless for a moment.
When he found his voice again, he said, “What did you just do? Who the hell—”
“Zenos is a super great shadow healer!” Lily cut in, huffing proudly.
“I don’t actually have a practice yet, though,” Zenos clarified.
“Oh! Right,” the young elven girl said.
“Zenos, the shadow healer,” the lizardman repeated. “Holy hell. I had no clue an amazing healer like you existed. You saved me, dude.”
The man reached into his pocket, whipped out a number of silver and copper coins, then pressed them into Zenos’s palm. “I’ll remember you.” With those parting words, he hastily left the shop.
He’d come suddenly and gone like the wind, leaving the bewildered healer silently holding on to the dirt-streaked coins.
“Why so quiet, Zenos?” Lily asked.
“Oh, I mean...” the healer replied. “Cooks get paid to make food for people. So...healers should get paid for healing people.”
“I think that’s pretty normal.”
“Yeah, guess so.”
Zenos had forgotten even such an obvious thing. With some of the coins the man had given him, he paid the bill, then offered the young elven girl an encouraging smile.
“All right. Now we need to find a suitable location,” he said.
After his party had expelled him, Zenos had lost everything. But now, he had a new companion, had the objective to open a clinic, and had made some money as well.
He was determined to start his life anew.
From now on, he would live as he pleased, without worrying about what others might think. He would do what he could and get paid what he needed. And if he could make someone happy in the process, well...
That wasn’t such a bad way to live, was it?
As they walked out of the restaurant, the night breeze seemed to push firmly against Zenos’s back, as if encouraging him to move forward.
***
“Zenos, are you really opening a clinic here?” Lily asked, warily looking around.
“That’s the plan,” Zenos replied.
The pair was walking through the streets that night after leaving the diner. Though it wasn’t that late yet, there were no voices around them—the only sound that reached their ears was the distant barking of a dog.
Dilapidated houses seemingly on the verge of collapse lined either side of the packed-dirt road.
“It’s so deserted,” the young girl remarked.
“Yeah. It’s a ghost town,” the healer explained.
At the heart of the capital of the Kingdom of Herzeth lay the palace, where the royal family lived. Around it was a special district where the aristocrats dwelled, which in turn was surrounded by the town where the ordinary citizens lived. Even further out from that was a continuous stretch of slums.
The deserted area where they currently found themselves was situated somewhere between the town and even the slums, and had been wiped out by a plague long ago.
“Why would you choose a place like this?” Lily asked.
“I wouldn’t be able to run an unlicensed business out in the open in the middle of town, you know,” Zenos replied.
“Right! You’re smart, Zenos.”
“And there’s also the simple matter of rent.”
He’d hardly received any money from Aston and had spent his “severance” on freeing Lily. While Zenos still had some of the unexpected coin he’d received from the lizardman, he was poor by birth and therefore couldn’t secure a proper real estate contract. This particular area, however, had numerous properties ripe for the taking.
The two went from building to building, inspecting each one until they found one that was still relatively intact.
“Now, shall we take a look inside?” Zenos asked.
“Okay...” Lily said apprehensively, gripping the healer’s sleeve.
“What’s wrong? Are you scared?”
“I mean, a ghost might come out...”
Ghosts weren’t simply folklore. There lingered remnants of a demon king, long since defeated, still affecting the world today, birthing creatures such as ghosts, zombies and ghouls.
“I know that monsters tend to spawn in places like this, where lots of people have died,” Lily said. “If we run into a wraith, we’re done for...”
“A wraith?” Zenos echoed.
“One of the highest forms of undead. They look human, but they can steal your life force with just a touch and turn you into their ghostly minion.”
“Huh.”
The door opened with a creak, and Zenos stepped inside, a frightened Lily in tow. Unsurprisingly, they were greeted by pitch darkness. The musty smell of mold assaulted their nostrils.
“Glow!” Lily chanted, holding out her hands. A soft light appeared, illuminating their surroundings.
“You can use magic, Lily?” Zenos asked.
“Only simple spells.”
That even a child could use magic was a testament to the vast magical power and talent of the elven race.
Illuminated by the faint light was a scene like a fading memory, frozen in time. Blackening, exposed beams. Decaying floorboards. Most of the steps on a staircase to the side were damaged.
Lily’s thin brows furrowed. “Wow, this place is...”
“Not bad,” Zenos said. “Not bad at all.”
“It’s not?”
“Yeah. I mean, it has a roof!” the healer said, grinning.
The young elf looked up at him with a concerned expression. “Okay, yes, it has a roof, but...is that enough?”
“See, when I was in my old party, I had to camp outside by myself. Having something to fend off the elements at all is a blessing. And these support beams look sturdy. With a little work, the place’s perfectly livable.”
“You’re so optimistic!”
“I’ve reached rock bottom. Can only go up from here.”
“Ahhhhh!!!” Lily screamed suddenly.
In the back of the dimly illuminated room stood a black-haired woman.
She was dressed in unfamiliar attire, with jet-black robes and a cloth belt tied around her waist with a rope looped around the middle over the top of it. Her features were beautiful, but her eyes were veiled in profound darkness. An ominous aura emanated from her slightly translucent form, enveloping the surrounding area in a freezing chill.
“I smell your life force...” the woman murmured. “Give it... Give it to me...”
“Zenos!” Lily yelled. “It’s a wraith! There’s a wraith here!”
“Yeah,” Zenos said, disappointed. “Guess the place’s taken after all. I mean, this is the most comfortable building.”
“Um, how are you so casual about this?”
The creature’s lips curled upwards, and she rose into the air, ready to attack.
“Heal,” Zenos chanted.
“Gahhhh!!!” the wraith shrieked.
“Huh?” In the time it took Lily to blink, the wraith’s arms had vanished.
Holding out his right hand, Zenos coolly said, “I see. So this is what a wraith is, huh? In that case, I’ve defeated a hundred or so of them before.”
He knew that undead creatures were vulnerable to healing magic. Long ago, Aston, in a foul mood, had left Zenos behind in the deepest part of an underground labyrinth out of spite. There, he’d encountered a large number of them.
Lily’s jaw dropped, and she stared at him in disbelief. “I heard that you’re done for if you run into even just one wraith. You said you’ve killed a hundred?”
“Look, I’m sorry, but this is the best building,” Zenos told the wraith. “I promise we won’t get in the way, so do you mind if we borrow a room for a while?”
“What are you talking about?” the wraith demanded. “Hurry and give me your life—”
“Heal.”
“Gahhhh!!!”
“Oh. Sorry,” Zenos said. “You came at me. It was a reflex. I meant you no harm.”
“Ughhh...” The wraith’s face twisted in anger as she groaned.
Both of her arms had regenerated, and she raised them overhead. Her whole body swelled, releasing a stagnant black aura into the air.
“How dare you!” she hissed. “This is the first time a human has incurred the wrath of Carmilla, the Lich Queen! Come to me, my underlings! Show this foolish human the meaning of true torment!”
Through the cracks of the decrepit walls rose a horde of pale blue apparitions—likely the ghosts hiding in the ruined city—writhing as they gathered around her.
“Eep!” Lily squeaked. “Zenos!”
“Man, and here I was hoping to borrow a room the easy way,” Zenos said with a shrug as he held out both hands. “High Heal!”
Rings of light began to orbit Zenos, then shot outward in every direction. Faint cries of agony rang out as the ghosts summoned by the wraith vanished in seconds. The high-ranking undead, who had introduced herself as Carmilla, screamed in astonishment.
“Wh-What?!” she demanded. “What are you?!”
“A plain ol’ shadow healer,” Zenos said nonchalantly, joining his hands in a pleading gesture. “Look, I am very sorry. I just need a room to use as a clinic and a bedroom.”
At his words, the wraith shrank with a whoosh, floating up through the ceiling and disappearing into the second floor.
“D-Do what you will with the first floor!” she said. “But the second floor is mine!”
“Of course. Thank you,” Zenos told her, before turning to the young elven girl. “All’s well that ends well, right, Lily?”
“I’m not sure if I should be happy or sad...” the girl remarked.
And thus, Zenos successfully secured a property (resident wraith included).
“Hey Aston, have you heard?”
In a luxurious inn near the royal capital’s special district, a buzz of excitement coursed through Aston’s party like levin.
“Yeah. We got a direct request from Lord Fennel,” Aston said. “I’m itching to get started.”
His party had been commissioned to slay a magical beast by one of the seven major noble families of the royal capital. Normally, such a request would’ve gone through the Adventurers’ Guild first, which would in turn post it publicly as a quest to be attempted by capable adventurers. Those who succeeded reaped the rewards.
Occasionally, however, a favored party could be directly approached by a sponsor with a commission. Lord Fennel had heard of Aston’s party and wanted them specifically for the job.
“Soon as we kicked that Zenos guy out, this happened. Suddenly Lady Luck’s all smiles at us.”
“Yeah, having that slum rat with us really dragged our fortune down.”
“For sure.”
They all burst out laughing.