Do All Sailors Lie? E-Book

P.E. Din

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• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

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Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2021

Beschreibung

A mystery based in Cornwall, UK. Some carousels don't stop turning. Close your eyes, and you may miss more than you think. Keep them open, and you may see too much. Maeve is on a much-anticipated family holiday to a small sleepy fishing village. She is drawn into a series of mysterious events and discovers things are not always what they seem. She meets a young and troubled trawlerman and these two enigmas are drawn together. Can they avert a tragedy and solve a bigger riddle? Are they able to stop the carousel from turning?

Leseprobe

Petra Din is a young writer whose passion for putting pen to paper started at a young age. Half English and Hungarian, she spent her early years in England before moving to Switzerland. Her love of Cornwall came from family holidays spent by the sea and on the doorstep of Daphne du Maurier’s country. Her happiest place is by the ocean with a pen and a notebook.

Do All Sailors Lie?

A Cornish Tale

By P.E.Din

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First published in Great Britain in 2021

Do All Sailors Lie?

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To anyone in need of an escape.

Chapter One

Cadan

"A single dream can be more powerful than a thousand realities."

-J.R.R. Tolkien

The sea can be both loving and heartless. It was the only thing keeping Cadan here. The only thing keeping him from leaving everything behind and starting a new life somewhere else.

Despite it being early summer, a cold breeze blew through the sleepy Cornish fishing village of PortEllen. Small, white-washed cottages overlooked a narrow estuary where boats of varying sizes bobbed up and down. This was the place that Cadan knew as home.

It was the first Saturday of the summer vacation. The village's narrow streets were busy with tourists arriving or leaving for their holidays. The cloudless sky and sunshine had fooled many holidaymakers into wearing shorts and t-shirts, but Cadan knew better.

It was his evening off, and he ducked and weaved his way through the quieter back alleys as he hurried to reach his destination of the marketplace. This ancient cobbled square was the centre of the village and a place where locals congregated.

He could hear them before seeing them; the jeering and whistling were now audible from where he stood across the village’s main street. He paused for a moment against the wall and watched his gang or 'the crew' as they called themselves. He felt sad knowing that it would be hard to leave this lot. They grew up together and were like brothers, or how he imagined brothers to be.

Alaric, a tall skinny lad with wispy blond hair, was sitting on top of a red telephone box. The others were perched on an adjacent wall, jeering and taunting new holidaymakers entering the village.

The whistling stopped for a brief moment as they caught sight of Cadan pushing his way through the crowd. Caden's distinct sun-bleached hair and lightly tanned skin were hard to miss.

"Well, well, the man of the hour!"

"There he is!!!"

"Cadan, my man!" each of them yelled before making space for him to climb up next to Alaric. This was where he and Al usually sat.

To anyone else, this might seem unusual, but to the group of boys, it had become a weekly ritual in the summer. Balancing various part-time jobs, this was the only night of the week Cadan had off, and he definitely wasn't going to spend it at home.

The jeering restarted, earning them disapproving looks from the older passers-by.

"Now now, boys, don't be rude. These people are here for a nice holiday!" Cadan chided playfully, and all the boys grinned sheepishly.

As groups of pretty girls walked by, the whistling stopped and turned to nudging and whispering and the occasional wink for anyone who felt brave enough.

"Don’t fancy yours much,” they each quipped, and so the banter continued.

After a while, the crowds started to thin out, and they turned to local gossip. In a small village like PortEllen, it seemed that everyone knew everyone else’s business. The boys took turns sharing tit bits of information: news of who was seeing who or what dodgy goods were up for sale, usually fake cigarettes or drink. As the stories dried up, Cadan now became the focus.

"Tell him, Al!" One of the boys urged.

Cadan frowned as everyone else stared at him.

"It's your stepdad." Alaric sighed, and Cadan felt all traces of a smile suddenly drop from his face.

"What's he done now?" Cadan asked, his voice slipping into a growl as he tried to read the faces of his friends. They must have known a lot more than he did but were kind enough to spare him all the details.

He then turned to Alaric, who looked as frustrated as Cadan. They’d been friends for as long as either of them could remember, Alaric often giving Cadan a heads up about his stepfather’s drinking habits, saving him many a night of beatings.

Alaric worked in the Rusty Anchor, a historic harbourside pub popular among the local fishermen. They would often meet here after unloading their daily catches. It was a dark and dirty place, with low-hung ceilings and poor lighting. According to local folklore, it was haunted by the ghost of a musketeer, but Al never really believed this. He thought it was a story made up to keep the tourists away.

"He hasn't found your university money, has he?" Alaric asked hesitantly as Cadan’s expression turned to a look of panic.

“He couldn’t possibly have found it, could he?” Cadan asked himself repeatedly as he thought of the pot of cash safely hidden in the walls of his bedroom. His ‘escape’ fund.

Cadan's stepdad Thomas was well known for his bad drinking habits, and unfortunately, his lack of money for it. Thomas was friends with Jed, landlord of the Rusty Anchor, who would often ‘sub' him when he’d run out of cash.

Jed was a notorious ex-trawlerman from Newlyn and looked the epitome of a Cornish fisherman. He was overweight and sported an unruly white beard and always wore the same blue threadbare jumper.

Cadan never really understood how the two had become friends. To him, they were both reprehensible, but in the case of Jed, he could never put his finger on why. Come to think of it, there were many things, including halitosis, brown nicotine-stained fingers that matched his teeth, the fact that he never smiled and was arrogant beyond measure.

Cadan’s stepfather had a habit of stealing money from Cadan. Cash that Cadan had worked long and hard for. He’d lost count of birthday money that had gone missing over the years, often earning him a beating when asking where it had gone.

“You accusing me of stealing?” his stepfather would often yell in a drunken rage, followed by the usual “ya’ selfish little shit!" or similar profanities.

Cadan knew he had to get out. The money would go towards paying for university and, hopefully, one day, to get him far away from here.

It wasn't that Cadan didn't like PortEllen. He loved the village’s quaint cottages and higgledypiggledy streets. Most of all, he loved the long sandy beaches, which had found a special place in his heart. At the same time, he felt trapped by the thought of being hostage to the village’s struggling fishing industry or life in the Rusty Anchor.

Sure, there were always jobs for ship hands, and the money could be good. But it was also hard work and dangerous. He’d set his heart on University and becoming a marine biologist.

He shook his head in response to Alaric's question, and Al just nodded.

"Has his horse come in then?" Bill, Al’s younger brother, goaded in a bid to keep the spotlight on Cadan.

Al pulled out a pack of cigarettes and offered one to Cadan before pulling one out himself. Cadan obliged with his lighter before resuming his former position against the wall.

"Not that I know of…." Cadan muttered, still not quite following what they were hinting at, but having a bad feeling, nonetheless.

"Well, he's been spending a lot more time in the Rusty Anchor recently. Not only that but he's been boasting a lot about how much money he has made. Flashing the cash." Al explained before Felix joined in.

"I heard he's been hanging ‘round them Pengelly brothers." He said in a thick Cornish accent. They all had accents, but Felix's was by far the broadest.

Cadan usually smiled at it, but the mention of the Pengelly brothers suppressed any hint of a smile.

He took a long, slow draw of his cigarette before exhaling a long chain of smoke while murmuring a curse under his breath.

The Pengelly brothers were bad news. Shady, dishonest, and worst of all, dangerous. The village’s rumour mill was full of stories linking them to black money, drugs, and stolen goods. There were also tales of murder.

Cadan thanked them distractedly, his mind wandering back to the notorious Pengelly brothers and what they could possibly want with his useless stepfather. His mood became heavy, and the sinking feeling grew in his gut. He pondered the notion for a while, but it made no sense.

It wasn’t long before he was awakened from his thoughts by his friends.

"Damn…", followed by a unison of whistles and hoots lifted him from his state of contemplation. He looked up, trying to figure out what all the excitement was about, his eyes landing on a couple of pretty girls who had stopped across the street.

"Let the best man win!" Alaric murmured, but only loud enough so that the crew could hear him.

Cadan couldn't help but feel embarrassed and looked over at the two confused girls who were whispering among themselves. He caught the shorter one's gaze and gave her an apologetic smile before the two hurriedly walked away.

"Hey, isn't that your stepdad?" piped up Bill pointing to a figure across the marketplace. The whistling immediately died down at the mention of Cadan's stepfather.

The boys all stared towards the back alley leading down to the harbour. They could see an older, stocky, grey-haired man looking suspicious and making every effort to go unnoticed.

All of the boys looked up to Cadan as he’d always been there for them. Sometimes, even when their parents hadn't been. Knowing how difficult his own home life was, they were all very protective of him.

"Well, boys, this must be a record. What time is it?" Cadan asked in disbelief, trying to make a joke about his stepfather still being sober after five in the afternoon. But he couldn’t disguise how much this unusual behaviour bothered him.

“What on earth is he doing? Sober and sneaking around?” Cadan went on as thoughts tossed and turned before Alaric had something to say on the matter.

"Well, he certainly wasn’t like that half an hour ago,” Al said with confusion.

“He was fully knocked out and sleeping at the end of my bar in the Rusty Anchor.” He murmured.

Cadan knew for certain that something was wrong.

Chapter Two

Maeve

“A writer can see a story in anything.” –Anon

Maeve was determined to get a story out of the next few weeks in the small Cornish fishing village of PortEllen. Her father had grown up here and, though she and her siblings had heard plenty of stories, Maeve often wondered why they hadn’t been back since her grandmother’s funeral ten years ago. The prospect of spending the summer in her cottage by the sea excited Maeve beyond measure.

The family headed off early from their leafy London suburb, having packed the car the night before, with everyone apart from Maeve and her father, quickly falling asleep on the journey. The early start added to the excitement, and it wasn’t long before Maeve was concocting her next adventure.

They arrived no less than four hours later, large motorways gradually thinning into smaller winding country lanes, urban landscapes evaporating into farms and fields.

After finally seeing a sign for PortEllen, they turned off the main road and followed an old railway line for several miles along the banks of the PortEllen river. The landscape became increasingly welcoming as the harbour finally came into view.

Seagulls bobbed up and down on the water as small boats came and went. Fishing boats hugged the old quayside as men went about their business unloading crates of pilchards, hake, and mackerel. Absorbed by the picture, Maeve imagined herself in a completely different world.

Equally mesmerized were Maeve’s younger brother and sister, Mason and Jane, who were now fully awake with their faces glued to the window. Even Maeve’s older brother, Danny, stopped to look up from his phone. Although Danny always protested about coming on holiday with the rest of the family, he was happy to return to PortEllen.

“Did you really grow up here Dad?” Mason asked excitedly, his face still attached to the glass and his voice full of awe as Maeve’s father chuckled.

“Argh, that I did!” came the reply, in a thick Cornish accent, sounding more like a pirate. Danny rolled his eyes while Maeve just smiled, still lost in her own little world.

Maeve’s father pointed out various sights as they approached the village’s main thoroughfare, Fore street. Old shops lined either side, selling everything from cakes and pasties to souvenirs and beach towels. Cafés, tea shops, and ice-cream parlours paid host to holidaymakers of all shapes and sizes while historic restaurants and pubs looked on. Fore Street, running parallel to the quayside, eventually meandered past various side streets and cobbled alleyways towards the village’s sandy beach.

Now sounding as excited as Mason, Maeve's father went on telling them about all the places he wanted to show them and the many things they could do. Talk of fishing trips and coastal walks eventually awoke Maeve’s mother, who had slept for the entire journey. She too, joined in on the conversation, adding trips to old gardens and historic houses to the itinerary.

“When will the Browns get here?” Maeve asked hurriedly, trying hard to change the subject, remembering her family’s plans for later that day.

The Browns were close family friends, Lizzy Brown being the same age as Maeve and her childhood best friend. They hadn’t seen each other for over a year and had much catching up to do. Bursting with excitement, Maeve knew that Lizzy would love it in PortEllen and had no doubt the two of them would pick off right where they had last left it.

“Well, if all goes well, they should be arriving in about an hour or so,” said Maeve’s mother, checking her phone for messages. Through school runs, fetes and playdates, the two girls’ mothers had also become friends and were just as excited to be reuniting.

Maeve’s dad pulled off into a back street before finally stopping outside a medieval fisherman’s cottage.

“Welcome back to Lantau Cottage!” he exclaimed with a hint of pride, and, eager to get inside, the four children stared up at the uneven flint walls that now towered above them. Two oriel windows overhung the Elizabethan façade on either side of a large oak door.

So many stories hidden within, Maeve thought it was brilliant. She had a special connection with the house and had missed coming here. Though her dad used to joke about the house being haunted, she would often hear strange sounds and sensed peculiar goings-on. Nothing sinister, but she always felt a strange presence.

The interior was just as vintage as the exterior of the building, with wooden beams supporting a reasonably low ceiling and a great big fireplace in the centre of the living room.

Were it not for the lights and television, Maeve might have thought she stepped back in time, imagining an old sailor smoking his pipe in the large armchair in the corner and his wife preparing a pie in the adjoining kitchen.

The cottage stood next to an old chapel, beyond which was a small car park, and then the beach. The faint sound of crashing waves could be heard as they unloaded the car, driving an urgency to finish as quickly s possible. As the last of the bags were taken inside, a cool breeze brushed Maeve’s cheek, calling her towards her old friend the ocean.

“Now remember, no shoes on upstairs!” Mason and Jane were both reminded as they kicked off their footwear before running upstairs to claim their beds amid a shriek of giggles.

Despite Maeve wanting to explore and rediscover the house, the calling of the sea had a far greater pull. Besides, there would be plenty of time to explore later, when Lizzy had arrived.

Maeve had already ‘bagsied’ one of the attic rooms for her and her friend. The small cosy room was once an old net store that had been built into the eaves.

After agreeing to wear wellington boots, Maeve’s mother finally let her out to the beach, along with a cardigan and anorak for good measure. She had a habit of overdressing them, even when the sun was out. Maeve marched purposefully towards the beach with the rhythmic clonking of her boots echoing down the street.

Old fisherman’s cottages stood to attention on each side of the street. Each was as old as Lantau, and each with a unique history and tale to tell. Some cottages had duck-boards in front of their doors which Maeve guessed was to protect against flooding, though she didn’t remember seeing these at her grandmother’s house.

She soon reached the end of the street and clambered over the old car park gate before taking a few steps up to the promenade that arched around a shore of golden sand.

The wind picked up, causing her already messy hair to tangle even further and finally, she saw it. The salty tang in the air accompanied the blues and greys of the water as she looked out to the horizon and sea.

A long pier flanked the beach on one side and sharp jagged rocks on the other. In between was a collage of holidaymakers sitting on rugs and towels of all colours and sizes. As she got closer, the sound of waves intensified as if luring people in for a swim.

Transfixed by the vista, she leaned against the promenade’s railing, absorbing the smells and sounds of the beach as the wind continued toying with her hair. For a while, time stood still, and she breathed slowly and freely. A sea of calm washed over her, and Maeve felt a feeling of instant inner peace. A sense that she had returned home. Suddenly, there was no longer any urgency to do anything or go anywhere. Here, nothing other than her stories and the ocean mattered.

Maeve was startled out of her stupor by a hefty hand landing on her back. She looked up to see her father’s smile as he leaned on the railings beside her.

“I used to do that too.” He told her thoughtfully as he stared out at some imaginary object on the horizon.

“Spent hours stood where you are, just watching the sea. She’s beautiful, isn’t she?” Maeve could only nod at his statement and listen to the hypnotizing crashing of the waves and watch them shimmering further out as if the sea itself was a giant fish. They were both caught in a spell and stood together in silence.

After what could have been ten or even twenty minutes, her father broke the spell.

“Come on Eve. We should probably get going. The Browns will be arriving soon.” He said. Maeve still smiled at the nickname he used to call her when she was younger. She sensed that even he was reluctant to leave, and she took the initiative of nodding and making the first step back.

On their short walk to the cottage, she was stunned by the number of people who greeted her father and whom he greeted back like old friends. Old bonds that had never broken, she smiled. She was too young to notice it before and had never seen it in London. But here in PortEllen, everyone seemed to know him and Maeve felt a strange sense of pride and belonging.

One lady, in particular, stood out and Maeve imagined her as one of her father’s old school friends. Her name was Jules, and she gasped at Maeve before engulfing her in a one-sided hug. It was the sort of hug reserved for friends rather than family, though had she not been carrying a stack of boxes, she was sure she would have received the full monty.

Jules was tall and slim with peroxide blond hair and conspicuously oversized sunglasses. She was dressed plainly in jeans and a thin cotton jersey, the tiffany bracelet around her wrist adding a subtle air of class.

“Wow! Is this really-?! Maevey? Look at you! You were a wee little thing the last time I saw you!” She released Maeve, who was now blushing slightly, while her father looked on and chuckled.

“How long has it been Stevey, ten years?” She gave him a one-handed hug as well, and they chatted for a bit, tossing questions back and forth about their lives in the years that passed.

“And how’s Cadan doing?” It was now Maeve’s father's turn to ask the question, and Jules’ face brightened at the mention of the inquired person.

Maeve thought about everyone she had ever heard her father talk about but frowned when no one with that name came to mind. Maybe it was just a nickname of sorts?

“Oh, he’s doing fine! Working a lot and all. In fact, I think he’s working at old Smuggies tomorrow night if you want to go and say hi.” Her cheerful voice was heart-warming, even though Maeve didn’t quite understand who the conversation was about.

Smuggies, a name shortened down from the Smugglers Cott, was a local restaurant. Once upon a time, the place was a notorious hideout and trading post among the local traders and smugglers.

“Well, we’ll certainly pop in then!” The two of them chatted a little longer, and by now, all interest in the conversation had died out for Maeve, so instead, she just focused on the sound of the seagulls before Jules eventually made her own excuses to leave. Maeve let out a loud sigh of relief that didn’t go unnoticed, and her father gave an apologetic look as they hurried home.

The two didn’t make it more than a few steps, however, before her friend Lizzy appeared to a loud cry of “Maevey!!!” followed by a giant bear hug. It took a moment of recognition before Maeve could respond.

“Lizzy!” The two girls squealed and hugged each other as they fell to the ground before finally getting up and laughing at each other’s messy hair.

“Steve!” Lizzy’s father came from behind them and shook hands whilst chuckling at the two girls and giving Maeve a warm embrace.

“Hello, sausage!” He ruffled her hair and let her go allowing Lizzy’s mother and brother to hug her too.

“You made it!” Maeve held Lizzy at arm’s length, looking her up and down as if not quite believing she was finally here. She then turned to lead them all to the house.

She helped carry one of Lizzy’s suitcases as the two girls chattered excitedly, filling each other in on everything that had occurred in the past year.

It took no longer than half an hour for the two families to settle in, Danny and Luke, Lizzy’s older brother, already in a deep discussion over the politics in America, and the four parents, who were sat around the large oak table drinking tea and coffee. Laughter flowed, and more stories unfolded.

Maeve thought it was a good time for Lizzy to discover and explore the rest of the house, so they wandered up the stairs, looking at all the paintings of old ships and pictures of the sea.

Maeve pointed to the wooden pole at the centre staircase and explained that it was an old ship mast reaching the top floor. The cottage had once been the home of a ship trader, and a nautical theme continued to this day.

“This place is awesome!” Lizzy mumbled, slightly in awe, peering into the various old bedrooms.

“Wait until you see the rest of the village,” said Maeve, leading Lizzy back downstairs, wanting to show her just that before they were stopped by an unfamiliar voice joining in on their parent’s conversation.

The two girls eavesdropped at the top of the stairs, catching a glimpse of their two older brothers also listening in.

“No, it should be pretty safe for them to go out. Although, there have been a couple of recent robberies around the village, and in the oddest of places too.” Maeve couldn’t quite put her finger on where she’d heard the voice before, but she made a mental note to ask her father about it later.

She grinned to herself, happy at the prospect of already having one story idea and found it hard to stay quiet for much longer.

“Is it serious or just kids, then?” Maeve’s father asked, in an attempted Cornish accent, and she grinned up at Lizzy, who had started giggling, rolling her eyes.

“Nah, I’d think it was just some of them kids messing about. It was only a bit of food and small change or something.” There was a pause before the man continued.

“But let me tell you, the strangest thing of all was the map they stole. Ben and Lindsey reported it missing a couple of days ago. You know, the owners of Smugglers Cott.”

Unable to wait any longer, Maeve pulled Lizzy down the remaining steps as casually as she could, and together, they entered the dining room.

A man with a head of black, curly hair wearing a jumper covered in paint was sat at the head of the table, holding a mug of brown liquid with an equally painty hand.

“Pete, you remember Maevey? This is her friend Lizzy. Eve, you remember Uncle Pete, don’t you?” Maeve’s father made the formal introductions.

“Alright?” Pete asked with a warm smile spreading over his face. Two crow’s feet at the edge of his eyes deepened, indicating that he smiled a lot. There was something very familiar about him, Maeve thought, and she suddenly remembered where she had heard his voice.

He had come up to London a couple of times to visit Maeve’s father, and they had played football together. He wasn’t a real uncle, but that’s what they called him all the same.

Maeve smiled back and nodded, returning the question before turning to her father seated next to him.

“Would it be okay if I showed Lizzy around the village? We’ll be back before supper.” She promised, hoping he wouldn’t be too put off about the news of these robberies.

He looked around the table, and after there were no objections from the other parents, he nodded and let them go.

“As long as you don’t wander off too far.”

They both agreed, barely getting their shoes on before leaving the house, turning to where Maeve hoped the main street would be.

“Well, that was weird,” Lizzy said, and Maeve agreed.

“Why would someone want to steal an old map?” Lizzy asked before continuing, “and what was the name of that place, the Smugglers something or the other?” Maeve started nodding before recognition hit her, and she stopped.

“Lizzy, I think we might be going there tomorrow night. I’m sure we can have a snoop around then.” Maeve said excitedly to her friend. They walked down towards the main street, navigating around ambling tourists while trying to stay together.

By the time they had made it to the middle of Fore street, the village was becoming noticeably quieter as visitors headed home and holidaymakers made their way to the local restaurants.

The sound of whistling and jeering caught the two girls’ attention, and they stopped to look up at the commotion. They were standing by a grand gothic building with stained glassed windows.

It was an odd shape for a church, and from the stories she had heard before, Maeve guessed it to be the Guildhall. A village hall of sorts constructed when the harbour was a thriving trading port. In front of the building was a large square with various benches and a café at one end.

“Is that directed at us?” Maeve whispered to Lizzy, slightly confused, as she set eyes on a band of boys all seated on a high wall next to the café, desperately trying to get their attention.

Maeve frowned and was going to look away before her eyes landed on a single boy that looked to be somewhat of a leader, seated on the telephone box behind the wall and smoking a cigarette.

He wasn’t looking at them, let alone whistling at them, but when his head turned to look, she was shocked as their eyes locked, and he shot her an apologetic smile.

“Ugh, just ignore them,” Lizzy whispered back, slightly annoyed, before hooking arms with a confused Maeve and pulling her away towards a quieter road.

Maeve couldn’t shake the group of boys from her mind, for whatever reason, having felt immediately comforted at that one boy's apologetic gaze. It was then that Maeve spotted a narrow alleyway off the side of the road and headed straight for it while trying to ignore the boys' attention. The passageway led down to the harbourside and fish market, where an overwhelming smell of fish greeted them.

“Urrgh!” proclaimed Lizzy, “This place stinks!”

Lizzy walked straight into a short fat man in navy blue overalls as they darted off into another alley. Turning to apologise, they noticed that he had dropped a piece of paper which Maeve quickly recovered.

He mumbled a quick apology before walking off, faster than either of the girls could even understand what was going on.

“Sir, you dropped-” Maeve called after him, glancing down at the paper and reading over the words mindlessly before looking up to find no one there.

The man had already disappeared.

Shrugging it off, Maeve let Lizzy take the note to read, and they continued walking.

“56 steps, Friday. Signed the Pengelly Brothers,” She read with confusion.

“Weird,” Maeve said, thinking it must be a local pub or nightclub. She stuffed the paper in her pocket, and they continued home. Her father would probably know who or what it was.

Chapter Three

Cadan

It was just past midday when the cold trade wind finally died down. The sun shone down on the harbour where Cadan sat on an old lobster crate, mending fishing nets.

With a cigarette hanging out the side of his mouth, he skilfully worked the long net needle, weaving around the holes that had been cut open by the seabed earlier that morning. It wasn’t his favourite pastime, but it went with the job. It was better than the prospect of returning from sea with a hold of empty crates and having nothing to present to the fish market.

It was Cadan’s stepfather’s boat, a small beam trawler named Mary-Elowen. Cadan didn’t work on it by choice, and there had been too many times he had earned nothing, times when his stepfather said the fuel bill was larger than the catch proceeds. Of course, there were good times too, but these were becoming fewer and fewer.

At the same time, Cadan’s stepfather was becoming increasingly unreliable, too hungover from the previous night’s drinking, and too often leaving Cadan to set sail on his own. One thing Cadan had learned was that you had to fish when you could rather than when you wanted to. The winters in PortEllen could be long and harsh, with boats forced to tie up for weeks on end.

Cadan didn’t mind being out at sea alone, especially when the sun was out and the water was calm. It was his happy place, and the salty breeze often bought a smile to his face, bringing back beloved childhood memories. But, of course, it was always a bonus when he could land a respectable catch on his own.

As he worked through the net, his face was a picture of concentration and he attempted to reconcile the events of last night when his stepfather hadn’t returned home along with the shock of this morning.

Cadan imagined that his stepfather had returned to the Rusty Anchor and drunk himself into a stupor, spending the night on one of the pub’s benches.

When he arrived at the harbour earlier that morning, however, the Mary-Elowen was already running, her engine purring softly and ready to go.

“You’re late.” His stepfather, Thomas, had hissed through his teeth, an old pipe steaming in one hand and a dirty cup of coffee in the other.

Cadan was shocked and dumbfounded for a moment. There was no smell of stale alcohol on his breath and no signs of a hangover.

“No matter, I got us some of them posh croissants you like. Here, have some coffee,” Thomas continued.

It was all so out of character for Thomas, and Cadan remained speechless as he took the mug that his stepfather shoved towards his hand.

“Thought we’d have breakfast together,” Thomas said in his deep Cornish drawl.

Cadan stayed silent and confused, not trusting anything the man in front of him said. Did the croissants contain poison? Or perhaps the coffee?

“Look, son, I just-”

“Don’t you call me that!” Cadan finally found his voice and cut Thomas off stiffly, showing how much the word ‘son’ irritated him.

Thomas was not his father, and Cadan most certainly wasn’t going to allow him the privilege of calling him a son. The thought of being related made Cadan’s skin crawl. The only reason he even tolerated Thomas was because of his mother.

For whatever reason, she seemed to love Thomas, and Cadan didn’t want to deny her any happiness. Though he never knew his biological father, he knew he left behind a profound legacy of sadness.

Thomas cleared his throat before continuing, plastering a gruesome, forced smile on his face, showing a row of crooked tobacco-stained teeth. Cadan presumed it was an attempt to look kind, but he wasn’t entirely sure.

“I just want us to get along.” He continued as Cadan struggled to contain an involuntary wince.

After seventeen and a half years of verbal abuse and beatings, he found that very hard to believe.

A long and awkward silence followed as they each sipped the steaming hot coffee.

“What are you really after?” Cadan asked candidly. He wasn’t stupid and certainly wasn’t fooled by Thomas’s sudden kindness. But, though Cadan was a trusting sort, he started to sense that Thomas’s pussyfooting around was an attempt to coerce him into doing something.

“Alright, fine. You got me. I need to head ‘upcountry’ today. Something urgent has come up. Need you to take the Mary-Elowen out on your own,” he continued in his Cornish drone,

“Where up-country?” Cadan asked, not quite believing his luck. Up-country could be anywhere. Beyond this, Cadan remained silent and showed no emotion.

“None of your business. I’ll give you a little extra though,” Thomas grunted, handing Cadan a crisp new twenty-pound note.

With an incredulous look, Cadan stuffed the note into his pocket and muttered a reluctant thanks. He wasn’t sure what was more remarkable, that his stepfather had a crispy new note or that he gave him any money at all. Others would have expected more, but Cadan knew this was more than generous, particularly given how mean and selfish his stepfather was. The money would go straight to his escape fund.

“There’s ice in the hold, and the fuel tanks are full,” he said, “you’re good to go!”

Cadan let out a sigh of relief as he watched his stepfather clamber up the quayside ladder back onto the harbour. He still double-checked the hold and fuel levels as part of his own predeparture routine before untying the mooring ropes. A quick radio call through to the harbour master, and he was on his way.

He made it out of the harbour just before 7.00 am and checked on the local trawler activity. He wanted to steer clear of the other boats and headed due south for 20 minutes before switching on the fish-finder and reducing the boat’s speed to more of a crawl.

He reached for his sketch book whilst waiting for the fish radar to respond. The radar was old, and his stepfather was too tight to invest in a newer or more advanced one. Some days it would show lots of activity, yet they would haul in more or less empty nets. Other days it would be the opposite.

After twenty minutes of silence, he dropped the engine to an idle and left the wheelhouse to have a cigarette at the bow. The serenity of the sea on a calm day was almost overwhelming. One man and his boat in the middle of nowhere. On days like this, he struggled to think of better jobs.

To his portside, he noticed a flock of herring gulls sitting on the water and instinctively, he knew they probably weren’t there for fun. So he tossed the cigarette butt into one of his ashtrays and hurried back to the wheelhouse.

It wasn’t long before he lowered the drag net over the stern and retrieved ice from the hold. He let the first trawl run for ten minutes before sensing it was time to reel in the catch. Showtime, he thought as the top of the net started to appear, and a mass of fish came into sight. Then, out of nowhere, some fifty gulls appeared, circling overhead, hoping to find some rich pickings.

Cadan had to work hard sorting through the catch and throwing back any unwanted, under-sized or illegal fish. He lowered the drag net back in the water and then sorted through the remaining sellable fish.

He was lucky to find some decent sized bass, halibut, and hake. These would fetch some decent money, though the remaining mackerel and pollock less so. He repeated the process several times, being mindful of the tide times. If the catch was half-decent, he could head back early and his stepfather would be none the wiser, unless he spotted the fuel levels, which he probably wouldn’t.

The manager of the fish market, Reg Yates, helped him winch the fish crates off the boat before adding more ice and labelling them up. One of the local fish merchants, Dave Roberts, took a shine to the halibut and was prepared to pay top dollar. Cadan happily agreed to a cash deal before the next morning’s fish auction while Reg turned a blind eye. They all knew what Cadan had to put up with and looked out for him.

After unloading, Cadan moored up the Mary-Elowen just as Alaric stopped by to give him a Cornish pasty for lunch. Cadan couldn’t have been happier to see some food. Working a trawler single-handed was hard work, and Cadan was starving.

“You could do with a haircut, dude.” Alaric laughed, handing Cadan a rubber band as they sat next to each other, feet hanging over the high harbour wall and munching on their lunch.

Cadan just shrugged, taking the band and pulling his messy hair into a tiny bun. In truth, he hadn’t thought about his hair in a while, letting it live a life of its own.

“Not you too. My mum has been trying to get her hands on it for months.” Al just grinned as he opened a large can of florescent green energy drink before offering Cadan a sip.

“So, you working tonight? Or…” He let his hope linger in the air, and Cadan just gave him a pointed look.

Alaric knew Cadan was working. He just didn’t know why. All the boys their age wanted to leave PortEllen at some point, yet Alaric didn’t understand why Cadan wanted it so bad.

“Fancy helping fix the net?” Cadan asked, hoping for some company, and Alaric reluctantly agreed.

“No-show from the Step-monster today?” Alaric questioned, and Cadan shook his head, followed by an incredulous “Gone up country”. Alaric sighed and worked his yellow net needle around a smaller hole.

The two boys chatted about the strange events of the previous night, as well as that morning, trying to rationalise Thomas’s movements. Their inconclusive theories went from the sublime to the ridiculous before Alaric steered the conversation to the easier topic of girls.

“Saw those two nice ones again this morning,” Alaric went on. “You know, the two that ran off down the fish market last night?”

Cadan listened intently but tried to give the impression he was more focused on working the net needle. Was this the pretty girl that had returned his smile?