I am light in love E-Book

Irene Hernández

• Herausgeber: Angels Fortune Editions
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 204

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2024

Beschreibung

Ahine is a Being of Light, who decides to incarnate on our planet to experience the emotions and sensations that will make her evolve more quickly. Once here, he forgets who he is and finds himself trapped in the "Game of Duality." This challenge that began for fun becomes a concatenation of lives from which it is very difficult to escape. Finally, the circumstances are being met to exit the game, the solution is called Iris, the current incarnation of it. Ahine installs memories of his past lives in Iris's head. His chances of winning the game depend on Iris finding out who he is. Thus she begins a search that leads the protagonist to put together the pieces of a puzzle of which she does not have the complete image. If she manages to finish it, Ahine will finally be able to conclude his journey.

Leseprobe

Irene Hernández

 

I am light in love

Memories of Ahine

Translated by Daniel Esquivel Díaz

Primera edición: July 2024© Copyright de la obra: Irene Hernández de la Cruz

© Copyright de la edición: Angels Fortune Editions

Código ISBN: 978-84-125198-8-4Código ISBN digital: 978-84-125198-9-1Depósito legal: B-11355-2022Corrección: Juan Carlos MartínDiseño y maquetación: Cristina Lamata

Traducción: Daniel Esquivel Díaz

Revisión traducción: Blanca De La Rosa

Código ISBN traducción: 978-84-129073-3-9Edición a cargo de Ma Isabel Montes Ramírez

©Angels Fortune Editions www.angelsfortuneditions.com

Derechos reservados para todos los países.No se permite la reproducción total o parcial de este libro, ni la compilación en un sistema informático, ni la transmisión en cualquier forma o por cualquier medio, ya sea electrónico, mecánico o por fotocopia, por registro o por otros medios, ni el préstamo, alquiler o cualquier otra forma de cesión del uso del ejemplar sin permiso previo por escrito de los propietarios del copyright.«Cualquier forma de reproducción, distribución, comunicación pública o transformación de esta obra solo puede ser realizada con la autorización de sus titulares, excepto excepción prevista por la ley».

Cover photo by Irene Hernández de la Cruz. In the photo “Exordio, el Triton” (sculpture by Manolo González) seems to grasp the moon between his fingers.

What you see is not always what you think.

When you are light to yourself,

That light is everyone’s light.

Ramana Maharshi

INDEX

Author’s note.PrologueChapter 1 – Atlantis Chapter 2 – The MayansChapter 3 – The Loire ValleyChapter 4 – Sons of InesChapter 5 – The RosicruciansChapter 6 – My friend Joan of Arc, 1492Chapter 7 – The Conquest of AmericaChapter 8 – The 16th CenturyChapter 9 – 1789. The French RevolutionChapter 10 – The Rabies VaccineChapter 11 – Volcanic Eruption on LanzaroteChapter 12 – SaraChapter 13 – The veils are fallingChapter 14 – Iris Chapter 15 – Creating My HomeChapter 16 – The Final RoundEpilogueAbout the Author

AUTHOR’S NOTE

The reason I wrote this book was because I often found myself repeating the same things to different people. When I finished talking, I realised that I had forgotten certain concepts, that I changed their order, or that I hadn’t had enough time. That’s when I started to wonder: will my listener understand what I tried to express despite what I omitted?

One day I decided to write down what “reality” meant to me; it sounds spectacular! However, I must clarify that when I speak about my reality, I mean my convictions. I can’t quite explain it, but I’ve always had them. These thoughts are true to me, and through them I believe in my own truth. Never had I intended for my reality to become someone else’s. I am determined to share it if it helps each one of you to understand your own. After all, we all have similar doubts.

Looking back, I have the impression that I am a different person from the one who started this project a couple of years ago. I’ve let go of the things I had affirmed because they were true to me back then. Nowadays, I have overcome some concepts that were the answer to my questions, to my quests. Thanks to those steps I’ve been able to conquer those slopes that have brought me to where I stand now. I do acknowledge that I will probably look over everything I’ve now written. Everything is constantly changing; it is best to adapt and go with the flow.

Being able to transform and evolve is human beings’ most marvellous quality. We can be anything we want if we let ourselves relax and be aware of what surrounds us. We’re constantly learning; at first, it’s hard to see the details, yet little by little we stop fighting against everything and we get swept away by the current. We spend so much time burying ourselves in a thousand fights for survival that we can’t realise there are other lifestyles. Let’s suppose for a moment that all that we long for comes to us with no effort at all. It would be awesome to bring to life something just by imagining it. It is possible! It’s a matter of changing the way we think and to be impeccable with our thoughts.

This book captures some of Ahine’s lives, a Being of Light, who decided to participate in “The Duality Game.” And after living many lives, he desires to put an end to this not-so-fun-anymore challenge. To achieve his goal, he conveys to Iris, his current embodiment, all the experiences he bears, so he can fix his mistakes as much as he can. Iris will learn and change her mindset. She searches for the answers that will help her overcome her past and live the present to the fullest.

The main goal of this work is for anyone approaching the path of inner exploration for the first time to find it feasible, to feel accompanied and understood. Others have travelled along it and left their advice for us; it is wonderful to use and adapt it to ourselves.

At first, it’s complicated to find the answers to our utmost intimate concerns. It is easier to occupy ourselves with trivial matters than for something to reach deep into our hearts, making us reconsider and ponder the meaning of our lives.

Yes, reaching that tiny space of our hearts, that sacred place where our Soul lives can seem difficult, but it’s easier than you think. It is the most important part, and the hardest to reach. Once we’re there, everything is possible. In that moment, all the possibilities that we Human Beings can manifest are unveiled to us. We choose between all of them the ones we want to experience. Our free will has lived within us ever since our birth. If we get this choice right, and we choose what he had planned to live for our learning, co-creation occurs, and everything seems easier. We put together all of our efforts to reach our goal: enjoying our stay on Earth, “to live.”

We sense the energy reaching from outside. If you’re truly within yourself, you’ll realise that it’s actually the other way around, you are the one creating it. We are a little piece of the universe inside a physical body, with its infinite suns producing our energy. When you notice this subtle difference, you start feeling that the power is yours and that it dwells within you. Your divine self is you in its whole form. In this instant, everything that you long for is within your reach, you create your own reality. If you dream wonderful things for yourself and the rest of the world, it shall be true.

Without further ado, I would like to thank every person that has been in my path, had they not been there I would’ve struggled immensely to finish this book. Mentioning them one by one would take long, there have been so many of them. I carry each one of them in my heart, and some of them may see themselves reflected in these next chapters.

Thank you to all the marvellous beings I have stumbled upon in this life. Specially to my family, for bearing with me. To my husband Paco, for his infinite patience. To my daughter Fayna, for being my teacher. To my parents Paco and Hilaria, who gave me life and taught me everything they knew. To my sister who is always there and to my friends, so many of them and for whom I feel truly lucky to have them.

PROLOGUE

My name is Ahine, I come from a very far away land. I am a Being of Light who decided to participate in “The Duality Game.” I can’t remember clearly how this adventure started. Flashes of memory come to my mind, which I use to complete the information I need to put a full stop to this test that has gone on for way longer than I would’ve wished for.

I lived happily at Home. My beautiful and yearned for Home! Oh, how I wish to go back! The veils have not yet finished falling, and yet I feel like the time to go back home is closer. How thoughtless of me to get on board this odyssey! Everything seemed so fun there; I was unable to resist such a magnificent trial standing in front of me. To experience existence as a Human Being, to feel a wide variety of feelings, thrills, and excitements that you could only experiment there, in The Water Planet, the third dimension. That way, my evolution would speed up, and without second thoughts I volunteered with my group of friends. There were twenty-two of us in total.

When I had the rules of the game explained to me, I thought they were fascinating. In that moment, I was unable to see the seriousness of the decision I was about to make and the bitter consequences it would bring upon me. I could’ve never imagined how tough these trials were going to be. I was unaware of what physical needs felt like. At Home, our bodies are made of light, and they need no nourishment. This was just one of the limitations I would have to deal with.

The most important rule was that I couldn’t remember anything about my past life before embarking on this challenge. My consciousness was engulfed by thick veils, I forgot everything: I forgot what being a whole and perfect Being was like, a Being who experiences feelings and emotions. I forgot the existence of my Home and my adventure pals as well. Before starting, I was allowed to leave some hints to help me remember. And that I did. How naive was I to think that I’d recognise them as my own! I was then unaware of how dense the veils were, that would fall unyielding upon my mind.

How distant was the moment when I decided to get on board with my friends on this “Great Duality Game!” Or you could call it “The Great Game of Oblivion.” The rules were very strict. Back then I was incapable of grasping concepts such as linear time, or duality, or fear, and I happily started a game that led me to another and another, starting a spiral in which I would remain trapped if it weren’t for Iris, my current incarnation…

CHAPTER 1

ATLANTIS

I felt confused and unsure of how to respond to the people. As a member of the priestly caste, I owed allegiance to the King, yet it was difficult for me to keep silent about what I knew. The idea of remaining silent tormented me. I knew the end was approaching; it would be a terrible catastrophe, and I saw it with total clarity.

I asked the angels what I must do, and they told me that telling the truth was the right thing to do. However, I had been ordered to remain silent about what was happening. I was forced to tell white lies, to comfort the people, to make them feel safe. It would be a great setback if the people were to rebel; the trials were about to conclude, and soon the results would be evident.

The Earth trembled, emitting sounds; people were afraid, and so was I, especially for them. I didn’t know how they would protect themselves from what was coming. They were innocent, simple, hardworking folks. This paradise was about to turn into a true hell.

I had been notified that everything was ready. In case something went wrong, as I had already predicted, we would evacuate to the ships. The evacuation plan was meant for the hierarchy, and the village would be left engulfed by flames and water. I had warned them by all means available to me, but they hated hearing anything unpleasant to them. They let themselves get carried away by a technology that had spiralled out of control. It was impossible to control that energy, using it the way they did was immoral, with no respect towards nature. When we harm our “Mother,” what can we expect from her? She’s a living being, and they seem to have forgotten that. I hardly understood the madness that pushed them, the atrocities they did to so many creatures.

They were incapable of thinking that we were all equal; it was absurd to feel superior just because we were more technologically advanced. Each being was at the stage of evolution that corresponded to them, and that didn't make them better or worse. All races evolved at their own pace, and it was wrong to intervene. I protested vehemently against the experiments being conducted on those humans they considered inferior. I tried hard to make them see that it was a serious mistake, yet they rejected what I said. I thought we were losing all ethics. They lacked respect for the human race and nature, which brought serious consequences. They had forgotten that all our actions had repercussions and came back to us, both those we did and those we failed to do while turning a blind eye. The universe is action, reaction, and repercussion. I was wondering how had we reached this extreme, I felt powerless in the face of such stupidity.

My wife comforted me; she told me to stop suffering for what was futile to change. She told me to help people with what I could and to avoid stirring them up more than they already were, even if I thought it was unfair. I dwelled between telling the truth or complying with the orders that came from above. In times like these, only she soothed me. We had been together for many years. We had lived a happy life, and I had signed her up together with our children to be evacuated on the ships in case it was necessary.

“I will stay with my people,” I admitted to my wife. “If it’s not possible to save them, then I shall perish with them. I have thought about this for a long time, and I won’t be able to live with such a moral burden; thinking about all the lives I could’ve saved.”

“You’ve become quite pessimistic,” my wife replied. “You see things grimly. All that you sense might not even happen.”

“I am very sure it will! I see everything so clearly that I am unable to find solace.”

I had discussed with the priests, and they had had similar visions to mine. We had all seen the same things. We had to stop doing what we were doing and prevent people from playing with a technology that we were incapable of controlling; that could cause harm even outside of the Earth. In that manner, we would avoid destroying our planet, because it would alter the rest of the Universe.

We had learned so much! We had progressed greatly, and yet, we had learned very little. We went to great lengths to make the leaders understand that it was necessary to return to the spiritual path. The way to continue evolving was to live in harmony with Mother Nature.

There was more fear with each passing day, our spirits were lower, and we were becoming more bewildered. We were losing our best abilities. In my opinion, there were a lot of people who had physically shrunken. I knew I was old; I was over 230 years old with a considerable stature, but when I looked at them, they seemed so small! It was as if they were shrinking before my eyes. My wife laughed and said I was exaggerating. I admitted she was right, although I could have sworn, they were shrinking. I was losing my sanity; she found it amusing, but I was starting to worry.

I heard the Earth rumble; its excessive shaking was unnatural. When I went out to the streets, I saw people running aimlessly. There was a lot of noise and confusion. Everything shook beneath our feet, and I understood this was the beginning of the end. I went to look for my wife, who was in the garden. She was also scared. When she looked into my eyes, I noticed she already knew everything was crumbling down. We embraced each other. We knew there was very little time to look for our children. I told them telepathically that they must head to the ships and embark. We bid farewell and I got ready to take my wife to them. She looked at me and I knew what she was planning. She was staying too. She had decided to stay with me and the people we knew, our friends and neighbours.

I tried to convince her to leave and reach safety. I stopped fighting against her conviction; we knew corporeal death was just another step in our evolution. We headed to the temple; we could calm down people from above. We struggled to reach the top; the ground cracked beneath us. There was lots of smoke and we noticed two volcanoes rising right in front of our beaches. Everyone ran; it was impossible to calm them. Reaching the summit was going to be very difficult. Suddenly, I looked down and saw the ocean draw back, an unbelievable sight. The water came back as we continued our efforts to climb and a giant wave approached us violently, unstoppable, destroying everything in its path. Its roar filled my head and made me shudder. Our time was up; I hugged my wife, and we were consumed by the ocean.

All of the noise ceased. I was now surrounded by peace. I floated. The need to breathe was no longer there, I was aware I had abandoned my physical body. I could see many people who had died around me.

I left my physical body and raised above the flooded lands. People clung to anything that floated, and still, they were drowned by the ocean. There was no place to run to. The beautiful paradise that Atlantis had once was now completely wiped out. Humans’ impulsiveness and arrogance destroy everything. Wanting to control others brings this aftermath: devastation and pain.

I felt love in this place where I now stood, an infinite love towards everyone. I saw wonderful, coloured lights that resembled gemstones, each one unique, and different from the others. I felt immersed in a state of well-being and was aware of what the Higher Beings were telling me. They said that we had missed a great opportunity and that we would not be able to ascend as a race. It hurt me, although I acknowledged the direction, we were heading to was wrong; we deviated from the path of evolution. We strayed from what truly matters; love for ourselves and others; getting lost in absurd struggles for control and power over others; believing ourselves to be superior; all leading to disastrous consequences.

I understood that all human beings are equal, even if each one of them is on a different level of understanding. If any were to be on an inferior level, it’s just a matter of learning to step on to the next one. There were no first or second-class beings, just different states. These ranged from the lowest degree, people who are on a survival level, to the highest degree, the most spiritual beings, with a more evolved consciousness. All of these degrees coexist on Earth, and none is better than the other.

I comprehended that Atlantis’ vanishing brought serious consequences on different scales. It personally prevented me from finishing the game and going back “Home.” If this civilization had reached the next level of evolution, it would’ve been my last game. I lost all chance to win the game and returned all the way to square one. I found myself compelled to continue reincarnating to rectify my mistakes.

After this tragedy, I lived many other lives. I’m so tired! I hope my learning is reaching its final stages. I have found a reason to finish this game, which is my current incarnation, Iris. I must make her understand that we live many lives in which we make many mistakes, and we must fix them in other lives. The problem is that when we fix some, we end up making other ones. That’s why it’s important to live consciously to avoid producing more karma. My purpose is for Iris to remember my past mistakes so she can fix them in her current life, to stop this vicious cycle.

When I finished this life as an Atlantean, I, Ahine, had the determination to fix all the harm I had caused by remaining silent when I had to speak up. No matter how hard it is, I want to make up for all the pain I caused by failing to carry out what I knew was my duty. I ignored my angels, my people, I disregarded the warnings. I have always stumbled upon this dilemma throughout my many lives: “to speak or to keep silent.” It’s always been present for me; in many lives, I spoke when I had to shut up, and in others, I kept silent when I had to speak up. In this pursuit of balance lies the release of my burden, the one I have chosen to bear to rectify my actions in that life.

My learning has been to speak when it’s for my well-being and that of others, and to shut up when my word causes ill consequences. It’s no use speaking to someone who doesn’t want to listen; or isn’t ready for it. But what seems so simple is quite difficult for me to achieve.

Each Being chooses the “lessons” they wish to learn. Some might struggle with overcoming addictions; others struggle with other stuff. It is my job to distinguish between the times in which I can tell “my truth” to those who want and can hear it; and the times when it is best not to say anything. We are not always ready to listen to some “truth” that surpasses all that we know. There’s a saying that explains this well: “Do not cast your pearls before swine.”

I tried to convey to Iris that she should share her knowledge with those who want to learn it, without fearing the consequences or following vows of obedience. There is nothing above the truth, and no one should submit to anyone else. On Earth, there is no hierarchy powerful enough to be above the “Truth.” It is something that belongs to all of humanity, not to certain groups that use it to dominate or influence others in any way.

Iris will also learn keep quiet, not to speak to those who don’t want to nor are ready to listen to her. It is absurd to reveal to them what they are incapable of understanding. Everything arrives at the right time for everyone. It is unsuitable to forcibly try to convince someone; that only confuses them.

For her, reaching both things will be a bit hard because she’s a very stubborn being, and when she focuses on something she goes for it like a bull in a china store. It’s one of my tiny flaws that I still have to improve, but she had it equipped from the start. She will have to work on it to turn it into one of her best virtues. There are no good or bad attributes, it’s a matter of how you use them.

Human beings come to this Earth with a “Divine Plan,” and we’re given the means to carry it out. If we stray away from it, whether it is because of our free will or because our circumstances lead us to other paths, it makes no difference, it’s irrelevant. We are Beings who came to enjoy learning, to feel. It’s irrelevant whether we pass or fail a subject, what’s important is to grow. We will reincarnate and complete that learning we left unfinished if that’s what we wish. This way, we’ll keep on evolving, and improving until we become whole beings, and we feel “Unconditional Love.”

Iris has a great opportunity to end this “speak up or shut up” dilemma. The way to do it will be to write her book. That’s how she’ll share her “truth.” This time it won’