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- Herausgeber: Books on Demand
- Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
- Sprache: Englisch
This is the story of me becoming who I was always meant to be, from my dark and grey teenage years where life was filled with empty holes I couldn`t fill, a time when life seemed so far away and no way for me to find it. Towards my early mid twenties when life finally seemed a little bit more clear and I knew that life was worth everything I had worked for. This contains every dark path I have taken, every single bad turn and mistake but also the fight and having the character to never give up even on the darkest of days, the most important is that it contains every joyful moment, every laughter and every bit of self love.
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Seitenzahl: 41
Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2023
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This is my heart fully open for you, the sorrow, the tears, the darkness and sadness but also the joy, the laughter, the feeling of fulfillment and the bright sparks of our world A small part of this world but every part of me
Contents
Chapter One Already Gone-The sorrow
Chapter Two The War-The battle between myself
Chapter Three Love Exist-Finding The Love In Me
Chapter Four The Forest-The place I Belong
Chapter One
Already Gone The Sorrow
Seeing myself in the eyes is my worst fear, nothing terrifies me as much as my dark eyes digging into my own soul
Our lives will contain death more than once, there will be no hope for us though death is all we know and all that ever existed, death is the only thing in our lives that we can trust though it will always come to you even if you are not ready
No love last forever there is always an expiration date for love, love can die with us even though it often dies long before we do
I`ve been broken, i`ve been hurt and my life has been demolished right in front of my eyes time and time again for love, Nothing hurts as much as love can do and that's the thing with love it almost kills you
The love that I have can never be returned because the love of others never seems to be within my reach for me to feel it
I want to scream until my voice gets tired of hearing itself, I want to cry until my heart is flooded, I want to bleed out all my frustration til there is no blood left. My heart is about to explode, all the emotions running through my body makes me feel trapped within myself
- My inner pain
Why am I still here, why can't anyone see me anymore. I'm too afraid to look inside of me of what lies buried beneath the ground in the dark and is still alive
My head is a mess, my life is chaos, no one can see me while i'm about to fall down and spend the rest of my time where the world's end lies
A fight has begun and the end of it is long gone if you are quick enough you might catch it for else a full on war will rise and death will be upon us all
You see my eyes you see my shadows you see my broken scars you see how fragile I am and yet you run from me
- My own mind
You see my eyes as they stare at you you hear my voice growling in your ear you can feel my presence being bored but for you it's like I never was born
Say my name a hundred times and you will never see me again, say it once and I will be there
The tunnel to my heart is easy to find but the deeper you go less you will find and soon you will be lost in there forever
The dark days are upon us soon For me the days of darkness have never left
There are three faces of me The one I show you The one I show my closest ones and the one I never even show myself
No one in this world is coming for you You better stand up quickly or be ready to be picked down
No one has ever truly known me, I have never poured my heart out to anyone. This piece is my heart, soul and everything I have ever been. There is no one that knows who my soul is, who I really am. No one knows what demons lays beneath the layers of destruction. What has caused all of the pain that no one has ever seen. Things people see in their nightmares is what I see when I'm awake. There is a monster that lives and breathes within me all of the time and will do so until I surrender
Home I am gone, I am gone from the place I once called home. I will never see you again cause I am going to the land I am from to the land I was born to the land I will die in. We will never meet again in the land I once called home in the land I once had hopes in, from the land I once had my dreams. My soul is missing. I have to leave this place cause I am already dead here
The days are getting shorter but the nights feel like an eternity
The grip you hold around my heart is what gets me out of bed I`ll thank you for it but one day it will be over
You say you want me, you say you love me but no actions you do speaks to me as your words do. You tell me you'd do anything for me and yet you have never done anything to prove it. Hold in the
