Psychological Hematomas E-Book

Lara Gerhäuser

• Herausgeber: Books on Demand
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 21

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2021

Beschreibung

A collection of my poems, short stories and thoughts. My own psychological hematomas.

Leseprobe

For my parents

Table of Contents

Start

Who am I?

Slip

Fog

Beginnings

Yours

Love me

Deadly

Pretty Skirts

Sun

Better

Free

Trapped

Lips

Stranger

Goodbye

Face

Sinister Thoughts

Purple

Guilt

Hair

Megalomania

Solitude

Toxic

Overthinker

Writer

Fury

Advice

Invitation

Destiny

Drown

Rotten Teeth

Where are you

Untouchable

Void

Critique

Sand

Saccharine

Love

Shackles

Iceberg

Infinite

You

Manipulator

Tattoo

You are art

Scared

Homelust

October Love

I love you

Past

Apart

She

Dreams

Miss me

Lust

Selfish

Anguish

First Love

About Death

Break my Heart

Soap

Rosé

Ash before Oak

Rain

Forever

Fear

Food

It’s all empty

Psychological Hematomas

Start

I don’t know where to start

And it’s always like this because I have so much to say but nothing comes out and all of a sudden, I forget every single word.

Don’t know what I feel when I see you, can’t describe it.

With frustration I dig deep inside myself to find something, anything.

But there’s nothing.

I have been lying awake since Tuesday night thinking about your words.

Words that appreciated me and your hands which have burned holes in my skin and left an imprint.

Your voice echoes in my head all day, repeating the things you said to me on Tuesday night.

I don’t know what I feel when I see you, can’t put it into words

And don’t want to.

Who am I?

I’m your strength, weaken you

Am being against everything, everyone, and fitting in

Water, burn on the inside

Darkness and light

I am ‘never leave me’ and don’t touch me, ever

Am the gun, take the bullet

Am ‘hate me’

‘love me’

Let me go but don’t leave

I’m a virus, deep breath, passionate kiss

Am the antidote, poison you

The decision to never decide

I am real and kissing illusions

I’m like you, never like them

Deep red and cold blue

Slip

With a smile you offered me your hand

But like water I slipped through your fingers

A puddle on the floor

Surrounding you

Fog

Darkness robs me of my sight

The thought fog is so heavy