The Boat in the Evening E-Book

Tarjei Vesaas

• Herausgeber: Peter Owen Publishers
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2014

Beschreibung

The Boat in the Evening is the last book by the acclaimed Norwegian writer Tarjei Vesaas. On its publication in Scandinavia it was quickly acclaimed as the culmination of Vesaas's work, and placed its author for the third time among the finalists for the Nobel Prize. A crane colony arrives at its breeding ground to play out a delicately drama that ends with the rarelyobserved ceremony of the ritual dance. All is observed by a transfixed child who has frozen into his background and become a piece of nature himself, "a pale tussock in a windcheater". In The Boat in the Evening the author, with a kind of cinematic impressionism, voyages back to episodes from childhood, adolecence and maturity as well as making speculative forays into the unknown. Unfolding in a series of delicate sketches that record the changing moods of human experience, The Boat in the Evening is at once pervaded by a sense of melancholy and a sensuous appreciation of nature. A profound and beautiful book, it is the summation of a literary artist's firsthand experience and observation of rural life - of landscape and people.

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PRAISE FORTHE BOAT IN THE EVENING

‘A book of great strength and beauty.’ –The Times

‘A rare kind of masterpiece, and another proof that the spirit that of poetry can find truer expression in prose than verse. If Wordsworth were alive he would be quarrying such veins in such a way.’ –Daily Telegraph

‘A rare mixture of creative vitality, conviction and artistry ... What makes the book for me is the way he [Vesaas] establishes natural presences – trees, wind, water, rocks, ice – as not just characters in their own right but as somehow possessing more right, more reality than the human ones.’ –Guardian

THE BOAT IN THE EVENING

The Boat in the Eveningis the last book by the acclaimed Norwegian writer Tarjei Vesaas.

A crane colony arrives at its breeding ground to play out a delicately drama that ends with the rarely-observed ceremony of the ritual dance. All is observed by a transfixed child who has frozen into his background and become a piece of nature himself, “a pale tussock in a windcheater”.

InThe Boat in the Eveningthe author, with a kind of cinematic impressionism, voyages back to episodes from childhood, adolecence and maturity as well as making speculative forays into the unknown. Unfolding in a series of delicate sketches that record the changing moods of human experience,The Boat in the Eveningisat once pervaded by a sense of melancholy and a sensuous appreciation of nature.

A profound and beautiful book, it is the summation of a literary artist’s first-hand experience and observation of rural life – of landscape and people.

TARJEI VESSAS was born in his ancestral farmhouse in Vinje, southern Norway, which had been passed down from father to son for 300 years. With little taste for travel, he died there in 1970. A hugely impressive literary modernist he wrote in his native Nyorsk rather than the Danish influenced Bokmål. In spite of his apparent isolation he was a prolific writer, publishing twenty-five novels as well as several volumes of poetry, short stories and plays. His treatment of difficult themes,especially mortality and his magnificent descriptions of the Nordic landscape and society show him to be a writer of great profundity and humanity.

TARJEI VESAASTHE BOAT IN THE EVENINGTranslated from the Norwegian byElizabeth Rokkan

PETER OWENLondon and Chicago

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First Preface

My first dream. My delicate dream of gliding water and my dream.

The heart dwells beside gliding rivers. The rivers eat into the shores. Shrinking shores lose their name.

There will always be shores for a dream of gliding water and my dream.

That waiting time in the serpent’s den, where children stood anxiously, waiting for the serpent to come out.

Nothing came out through all the years. Never out under Man’s heel.

A long time ago. ... Now it is late, and the serpent’s delicate tracery of bones gleams in the dark, hidden between the stones, plucked clean, polished in the eternal wind. Never out under Man’s heel.

A wind plays there to nobody, soundless in the filigreed tracery. A wind plays past the dark eye. Eye that stills all activity, and all thought, and all creeping things, and the snake in its bitter cursing.

Second Preface

about this fragmentary picture from the loitering boat

The heart is split in two, irresolute between its desires. Yet the boat has to advance ... night or day are merely shifting veils to be traversed. Advance with fierce courage. Not for the sake of men. For the sake of insoluble riddles. In utter secrecy the heart is split in two.

There is movement and life in the boat. One by one, pictures appear.

The boat advances with courage that no one understands.

Those on land glimpse the voyage between the sharp outlines of shadows.

Much that is unexpected is mingled with it.

Not new things either; they have been there before.

Isthatwhat is coming from the banks, the enticing shores close by?

Not that ... just a quick little greeting: Hey! comes the barely heard call from the shore. Hey! comes the soft reply from the boat. That is all. As if shifting moments existed no more.

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Contents

1

As It Stands in the Memory

2

In the Marshes and on the Earth

3

Spring in Winter

4

Daybreak with Shining Horses

5

The Drifter and the Mirrors

6

The Wasted Day Creeps Away on Its Belly

7

Washed Cheeks

8

Fire in the Depths

9

Words, Words

10

The Dream of Stone

11

The Heart Lies Naked beside the Highway in the Dark

12

The Tranquil River Glides Out of the Landscape

13

Beyond One’s Grasp

14

Just Walking Up to Fetch the Churn

15

The Melody

16

The Rivers beneath the Earth

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1

As It Stands in the Memory

There he stands in sifting snow. In my thoughts in sifting snow. A father—and his winter-shaggy, brown horse, in snow.

His brown horse and his face. His sharp words. His blue eyes and his beard. The beard with a reddish tinge against the white. Sifting snow. Blind, boundless snow.

Far away, deep in the forest. Sunken roads in the drifts, gullies dug out of the drifts, logging roads walled in by snow.

Blind, boundless forest—because the horizons have disappeared today in the mild, misty snowfall. Here everything is silent, no sound is made on the logging-road in the loose snow as it piles higher and higher.

What is outside?

Nothing, it seems.

There is something outside, but it’s a boy’s secret, deeply concealed.

He shivers occasionally and glances at the wall of snow and mist. Of course he knows what ought to be there, but it is easy to imagine very different things when you are a child, or half-child, and too young to be with a sharp-tongued father, among heavy, soaking wet logs and a horse strong as iron.

Why think about what’s outside all the time?

Only more snow.

And hillsides that I know out and in, every hollow and cliff.

No use saying that.

I’m here to clear the snow. To make a logging-road.

No use saying that either.

It’s not so certain that there is anything outside. During the first hours you spend digging, before you’re too tired to think and imagine anything, life starts teeming outside the ring of mist and the wall of snow. Animals crowd round in a ring, their muzzles pointing towards me. Not ordinary animals. Animals I’ve never seen before. They’re as tall as two horses one on top of the other, and they lower red muzzles and strike at the wall of mist while they are thinking. They switch at the snowflakes with long tails, as if it were summer and there were flies. There are so many of them that they can stand side by side in an unbroken ring—and they have small eyes that they almost close as they stand wondering and thinking.

Supposing the snow suddenly stopped falling—would they stand there exposed?

What would they do then?

What will they do anyway?

I want them there, that’s what it is.

So there they are. All day long.

Yes, they stand there thinking—while I clear the logging-road, digging and digging and thinking and thinking too. In the snowfall in a blind forest.

The shovel becomes idle in my hands.

Supposing it stopped snowing, supposing they were standing there.

What would they want?

They are so real that they have a slight smell that reaches me. It is probably much stronger close to them, and a little of it reaches me. Perhaps it is not a smell; it is not easy to decide what I sense it with. They stand side by side in a single ring of flesh—but between them and myself there is the wall of mist and the falling snow.

Much too tempting to think about them. The snow collects on their muzzles, and their tails wave, raised as if in fight.

There is a sharp, ‘What is it?’

The boy starts.

What a question!

What is it? he says, that one over there with his heavy shovelfuls of snow. An odd question when you can see that splendid ring of strange creatures. What ishethinking about over there? Must be thinking about something, he too. But you can’t ask him about it.

The question only meant that the shovel had been idle too long. He has a watchful eye for such things, and for many others, that one over there.

This is the toilsome daily round.

The man and the horse have hard tasks. The logs have to be taken the long way through the forest to the river. All the bad weather this winter makes such work endless drudgery.

The stern man gets no answer to his question. But the shovel moves into action again, so all is well. It always goes as that one over there wishes. The gully in the snow has to be opened up farther, to fresh piles of logs lying deep in the snow. Therewasa road here, a gully, but now it is completely wiped out by the storm and the wind. The horse is sent ahead, and he wades through the snow and finds the road again with some delicate instinct of his, then the two of them follow him with their shovels and tramp about, widening the track the horse has made. So it goes, piece by piece.

Endless drudgery.

Don’t think about it.

Think about the solid ring of big animals close by in the twilight. Curious creatures that have not been seen in any book.

That’s not thinking, it’s resting.

Breathe in what must be their smell. Here as everywhere else there is a smell of the hanging weight of fresh moisture. Wet snow, and snow melting on your face.

Restful to think about. Exciting to think about.

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Everything will be gathered here.

The horse, you and I, gathered here.

But we are inside a ring of something no human being has ever seen. He ought to have known it, that one over there. He of the few and sharp words.

There, he has stopped shovelling.

What is he doing? He’s leaning on the snow shovel, staring straight in front of him.

It was quiet before, yet it seems as if it has only become so this minute. He is not leaning on the shovel because he is tired, not so early in the day. It must be something else.

He is looking at something.

He too.

A strange warmth runs through one’s body at the thought.

Look at him.

He too.

No sound now. The slight noise of the shovelling has stopped. The horse is standing in the snowdrift tearing strips of bark off a birch sapling with his teeth, but that makes no sound either. The horse is wet high up on his flanks from his wading. There the moisture from the driving snow meets the dripping blanket he has on his back. He is wet all over. He looks at the two of them with his gentle, fathomless eyes, stops stripping the bark and simply stands still. You can see he’s thinking.

There are three of us.

We are thinking, all three of us.

What are we thinking?

Outof something. Perhaps out of this.

Yes. Out of this.

This never-ending weather. The snowflakes fluttering down in a senseless dance, settling on the horse’s back, on father’s shoulders, on everything that provides room. They dance as if in fury, determined to fill all the gullies, and today’s work may yet again be wasted by tomorrow. Out of this.

Might as well switch off the ring of animals and get out—since father’s standing like that.

Look at him.

A few tense minutes.

Father is dreaming a secret dream. It’s unbelievable.

No, it’s not unbelievable. One has heard one thing and another down the years.

Perhaps I know what he’s dreaming about. Sometimes he’s said things that gave the rest of us an inkling of it, and a twinge of conscience—because he was so hopelessly far from his dream, a dream that would never come true.

I expect that’s where he is now.

He has wandered there in the middle of this snowfall, during this exhausting shovelling. These stupidly heavy logs that have to be lifted, lifted by a bad back. He looks strong, but once he overtaxed his strength and will never mend. He is not strong—he has that build because hewasstrong once upon a time.

Perhaps he was not strong then either? But they say he was.

These are good, exciting moments. Nothing is moving except for the dancing snowflakes. The horse listens, his head turned away from the driving snow. Are we going to stand like this for a long time without moving?

Then they would perhaps start to move in from their ring and run among us with their muzzles and their tails, and all the tails would stand straight up in the air.

What would they do?

Do theyeatcreatures like us? In the twinkling of an eye?

No, no. They don’t eat anyone.

They can laugh. They would stick their tails up in the air and laugh.

Hush ...

A start goes through the tableau. He gives a start, that man over there. Out of his dream.

A quick, keen glance this way. No, nobody’s going to be allowed to stand idle too long.

Was there perhaps a slightly ashamed expression in the eye too? But the movement continues. He grips the snow shovel, and drives it into the drift.

The one who doesn’t see anything, or doesn’t bother about what he sees, is the brown horse. He doesn’t bat an eyelid.

The horse, yes.

Isthiswhat he’s thinking?

Snowbound, snowed under, and trapped in the snow. This is my song and thus is my song, the day is long and this is my song, let me simply get snowbound and trapped in the snow. The day is long, and the day is long. It is good to sleep, snowbound and trapped in the snow.

The horse, yes. It happens to be the horse’s turn.

He has to go ahead, wade into the snow, and find another piece of the road. The man comes out of his dream to set him in motion. He seizes the reins.

He does not look at his big boy. He seems to be embarrassed about something.

‘H’up, Brownie.’

The horse looks ahead, his eyes are fathomless. The snow sprinkles over him, melting on the wet, warm blanket on his back.

The man guides the horse in the right direction. The patient horse does not falter, but throws himself into it, leaning against the drift, wading and trampling a passage for himself. They have no sled with them today; the horse must move freely if he is to get through this.

He manages a few feet, then has to stop to get his breath. His master understands this. He turns the horse, and they go back to the big boy who has begun shovelling. The horse, half swimming in the snow, arrives back on the cleared road. There he is allowed to stand and tear at the birch twigs with his teeth, and perhaps sing his song somewhere deep inside himself, in an unknown world where human beings have no business intruding.

The man seizes the shovel.

The big boy shovels.

The big boy stands inside his ring of wild animals, shovelling snow.

Who is singing?

The horse is singing his song somewhere deep inside himself, and the man and the boy are dreaming their dreams. It has to be. The potent melody that the boy feels is coming in waves from his secret ring is another matter. He hears it as he shovels until his arms grow stiff.

The weather is improving, the snow stops falling. They can see a little farther, but still into the mist.

I’d rather the mist didn’t disappear. I don’t want to look over to long ridges and hillsides, and even farther, just now. They must be gathered here. I am too young for this—if I were to look across to all the mountain tops I would lose courage altogether. I must have that strange, secret ring just outside.

There they are standing side by side, and this fact turns to strength in him, lending power to his arm. He tries to turn his image of them into a kind of defiance, to turn it into shovelfuls of snow. They call out something that has this effect. They raise their muzzles as they do so.

It is not a beautiful sound, but it is a sound for the perplexed young boy shovelling snow. He does not know what it is, but it will become stronger later, stronger than now—for it is not now, it is not now.

Shut in by walls of snow on a blind and mute midwinter’s day.

The child watches his father. His father lifts huge, heavy lumps of snow with his shovel. He is steaming with sweat. His face is again severe, closed. It is like hearing a word of gratitude to recall the moment just now when he, too, was resting on his shovel and thinking about something that was certainly not in this place, and that was restful to him.

They do not exchange a word now.

They do not look at each other. In turn each starts in surprise to see that the other is watching him. Something hidden is gathered here, of which they are unaware. This does not mean anything—yet it means so much that it makes one double up.

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The man takes out his watch. The child pays careful attention. Perhaps it is time for a break?

It is. It does not have to be mentioned—since as little as possible should be spoken about. He can see it is time for a break by the way father puts the big, silver turnip away in his pocket.

Almost nothing need be said when you have eyes, and when you have your own song.

The break has been in the forefront of their minds for a good while. And it comes punctually. The fir-tree is standing ready to receive them, a tree all hanging, wide-spreading branches; with the help of the snow a house has formed beneath it. The man sees to the horse. Green, fragrant hay. His son coaxes a flame on the hearth quickly assembled out of three stones, and puts the kettle on. Neither of them has said a word. The horse munches hay. It is pleasant to listen to in the snow; more expressive than any speech. It is as if they are sending one another pleasant messages by means of the only sound in existence.