The Eternal Journey E-Book

Peter Junell

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• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 369

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2022

Beschreibung

Join Pierre's journey after the moment of death and on to life without body. His journey starts on earth where he sees life with other eyes and then continues to the "Non-physical world" where he experiences the soul, the meaning of life, and everything else from another perspective. I hope that "The Eternal Journey" will give you new perspectives on the soul, life and everything else. /Peter A few comments from readers of the novel It is fascinating /Cissi It is good and different /Ulrika

Leseprobe

The Eternal Journey

PrefaceThe CircleThe end of the journeyThe beginning of the journeyFarewellThe partyThe bridgeThe parkThe settlementThe mountains and the valleysThe boatEconomic crisisThe Boyd LenderThe boundlessness of loveThe old couple and their childThe beginning of the openingThe end of the bright openingThe bank of past livesLeave everything except loveExamining the sourceThe teachingThe indestructibility of the forceLeadershipThe real goal of powerGet a new body in the universeHelp others fulfil their innermost desiresThe last houseThe path choiceThe returningThe breakfastEven more evidence?The shifting creatureThe infinity of the physical and spiritual worldsThe image of a higher powerCompare infinity with the” true” religionStart the meditationTo have a visionChoose pathA creature I rememberMemories from the non-physical worldThe meditation moves onCueThanks, from the authorBack CoverCopyright

Preface

What happens in life you can to some extent plan for, but it’s not possible to have control over everything. Sooner or later things happens which you have not been able to foresee. The final, which is often not possible to plan for or have control over and which we can be sure of, is that we someday will die and what is left on earth is an empty body. We often do not know when, where and how it will happen. Some feel fear of death, other just shrugs and some are fascinated of it. But is that all or are there something more? Or do we just wish there is a soul, spirits, rebirth, and something more because the end is unthinkable? But if spirits exist, what do they do? Are there any connection between our world and the spirit world? It easily becomes many questions at once when you take your time to ponder.

Do you like me, like to wonder about questions of life, death and what happens then, please continue reading? But it is also okey to continue reading if there is something you are looking for, but you really do not know what. You might just have got tired of chasing the material world. I have tried to write down what I think seems logical and what I believe in.

But maybe, to be able to understand life and death you might first have to have a perception of the meaning of life. Why we exist and if there is any higher power or force and what it wants? It is maybe that everything is connected, life, death, and that after death. When we do not understand that everything is connected there is an unbalance which shows as a search or an emptiness. Maybe we have the wrong focus and emanates from that everything is what we experience with our bodies and then there is nothing more. If there would be anything more, then we will be aware the day we leave our bodies. But that is nothing we must think about or in any way consider during the time we live. But if you are in a constant search and feel an emptiness then you might have to shift your focus, from the outer to the inner and see if there is any difference. If we just try, we can see if there is any difference. Do we feel that we come closer to a goal in our search and reduce our feeling of emptiness? Nevertheless, if you are a seeker, want to feel less emptiness or just think that questions about “being” is interesting, then this book will be an interesting journey

It is possible that it is the spirit or soul which is real and that life on earth is an event or period in the life of the spirit. It can be that the time we have on earth now is something which have been chosen by the spirit to get experiences and the development which the spirit needs right now. The spirit wants to do this journey to get new experiences, share experiences, just being or to give love.

With this perspective you can see a development which stretches across many lives in many places and in many cultures. Personally, I believe that when you think in this way you get a completely new perspective and that it gives answers to many questions, and at the same time cause new questions, which slowly brings you forward. This also causes you to go on a journey into the unknown, were there are no knowledge yet, like a researcher which looks for new discoveries and searches for answers to the questions. It is like being a pioneer in the spiritual and inner world, were everything is new and discovered for the first time in this life. But the new which is discovered is familiar and is knowledge which you rediscovered in this life. The soul has already these knowledges, but for the soul to reach its goals in this life, it must rediscover them.

It is not important which answers I find, rather how the answers affect me in my daily life. Does the pondering make me feel better, be happier, be a better person or understand life on earth here and now better?

If you answer yes to any or all those questions you can be sure of that you are moving in the right direction and you have to continue your development and explore life, death, joy, sorrow and everything else that life has to offer.

But sometimes life can be heavy with setbacks, sorrow and missing. To be able to meet this in the best way you should have acquired a balance between your inner and outer world. Where you let the inner control over the outer and not the other way around.

The journey you do in life affects your inner and with life as a base you do an inner development journey, where I believe that the goal is to be happier and a better human. But to be able to do a journey in life you also need to do an inner development journey to find your true inner, where the answers to all of your questions are, where security and meaning with life is found. When you have reached your inner knowledge, you also know what you should do in life to reach your goals. To be able to reach your worldly and spiritual goals, which both belongs together and interact with each other.

But now let the journey begin and I hope it can give you something to carry with you even after the last word is read. Let your inner adventure start where you select what you want to take with you into your everyday life.

The Circle

The circle is a symbol for orbit or a circulation where everything goes around in eternity. In life on earth there are many things that circulates in circulation. Water evaporates from the seas, rains down on earth and by the rivers gets back to the seas where the circulation starts again. Circulation is also important in production of the raw materials for our food. Where everything in the production chain must circulate so there won’t be any unbalance in earth where the raw material grows. When I was in school, I learned about the energy principle which describes the indestructibleness of energy, where energy never disappears and instead circulates between different kinds of energy.

The circle is a symbol which has similarity with the soul. Do we really know where a soul journey begins or ends? If the soul isn’t physical it isn’t affected by the law of physics, like for example time. If it isn’t affected by time a soul can live in different lives without chronological order seen from our time perspective. This means that a soul can live in present time during one life, past time in another and then a life in future. If you want to take the thought further, time doesn’t exist for a soul. If time doesn’t exist for a soul, then all life’s that soul lives must exist at the same time seen from the perspective of the soul.

But two returning questions are, what meaning has life and what is the meaning with a soul? Maybe we have the answers to the questions, but have we looked at the right place? We maybe find the answers to the questions inside of us, beyond the physical world since the physical anyway doesn’t exist after we have left our bodies.

My hope is to present new ways to look upon this. Sometimes when you get stuck in some way, it all gets simpler if you back a bit and change your perspective. What I touch in this book has often come to me as a feeling without words. The difficult part is to try to explain a feeling, so another human understands the feeling in the same way. Especially if the thing I try to explain to someone isn’t physical and cannot be measured or proven. But is the explanation really what is important? In the same way as if the question to where the beginning and the end of a circle really is important?

Maybe everything is just a journey, where the important is the journey and not the goal. Both the journey in the physical world and nonphysical world. Those worlds belong together, is together and is something we use when we do “The eternal journey”. I wrote a poem aboutThe Eternal Journey, which I hope can give a clearer description of what I am trying to mediate.

The Eternal Journey

The journey of the eternal journey,

Takes you to the world of the eternal, infinite and creative force.

You start the journey of the eternal journey,

At the hearth of the eternal, infinite and creative force.

You end the journey of the eternal journey,

At the heart of the eternal, infinite and unmeasurable force.

No matter how much your journey is delayed by the physical world,

You will eventually be joined with,

the eternal, infinite und unmeasurable force.

I hope this poem gave the answers to the questions of the meaning of life and the meaning of a soul in a more comprehensive way. To see more clearly what it means for everyone, the simplest way is to search inside of you and do an inner journey to easier see the connection between the inner and outer world. When you see and understand this connection it’s easier to do your choices and choose roads. When you are in balance in your inner and outer the roads and the choices appear in a more natural way.

The end of the journey

Yesterday had been good. I had felt well and have had almost no pains at all. I had strength, felt energy, and have had almost the same feeling as the day before I had a real cold. The day before I had a cold, I usually had such an energy as if I could do anything. Yesterday my mood had been on top, and I had been joking and have had fun with my near and dear. Everyone had been gathered and we had felt that everything had been as good as it could during the circumstances. Food had been fetched from a restaurant outside the hospital area with my favourite food. We had all been eating, been talking and been happy and there had been a feeling in the air. A feeling that everything would sort out no matter what happened. Everyone had found an acceptance to what was coming and got used to the thought.

Today everything was completely different. The pains were severe and unbearable even though I got full pain relief and all I wanted was to get away from the pains, if it was supposed to be like this, then there was no point in living. Even breathing was hard and it felt as if my body was drained of it last powers. I stuck with life, not because of desperation or fear of death, rather because I wanted to feel that my near and dear was ready. That it was the right moment for them because I had been ready for a long time now. They had hastily come back to the hospital and gathered around me. When I looked around and thought about each one-off them, I felt that they were ready, as ready as they ever could be. I took my last breath and disappeared from my body with a smile on my lips. The pain was finally ending, and I left the body I have had for the last 85 years. The doctors determined that death had occurred on the 7:th of May 2015 at 11:53 AM.

I slowly left my body and raised up towards the ceiling, it was a similar feeling as you can reach in deep meditation, but it was bigger, stronger, and more complete. I left my body and felt how I was filled by something that made me warm. It was a large inner embracing warmth I felt. After a while I turned around in some way and could see my near and dear that was gathered around me in the hospital room when I left my body. I could see the room from above, I could see how they that was in the room went to the bed and looked at my body. When I saw this from the above, I was struck by how beautiful this sight was and how beautiful everyone was that was gathered around my body. I could see all the beautifulness and felt even more warmth and joy. I felt such joy over sharing my life with my near and dear even now when I was leaving my life. I saw my family, my near and dear that I had shared almost my whole life with. They took the hands of my body into their hands and said goodbye and have a happy journey. I had a feeling of sorrow from them, but also happiness that the pains were gone. I felt their love and warmth when they held my bodies hands in theirs. It was as if all their feelings of relief and sorrow streamed from them through my hands, to my body and from the body up to me, which looked on them from above. When I felt their love, I felt how I in some way embraced them all and said goodbye see you again. I felt how this made them feel a shiver and how they heard the words inside of them and how they felt the embrace. I could see and feel how everyone exchanged glances with each other and how they understood what had happened, that I said goodbye to them.

The last step in life, which all humans sooner or later will get to, had now happened to me. There was now silence, which gave space for afterthought and reflection. I could feel the ones which had gathered around my death bed and how they felt. Their joy, sorrow and love were loud and clear so was their strengths and fears. Thoughts came and went inside of them, I couldn’t grasp the content of the thoughts, but could perceive how the thoughts affected their state of minds. When they started to feel sorrow, fear, missing or loneliness I wanted to embrace them of love and warmth. When I got this feeling of wanting to embrace them, I felt how my energy of easiness and joy radiated towards them. The energy in my embracing lead them to thoughts which instead made them feel strength, joy, and love. No one could see or hear me in my shape, but they could perceive my presence and love. I could see and feel everything in the physical world without a physical body. But the feeling was so different in comparison to when I had my physical body.

When I was in the body it was as if, so much of what I had felt and experienced was tied to it. Focus then was on the body and the bodies cooperation with the physical world, but now it was different. I wasn’t physical any longer but could be in the physical world without that they, which were there could see or hear me. But the ones who had been close to me in the physical world could perceive me. They could perceive me as a shiver when I embraced them. They could also perceive my presence after that I had left my body.

I had no comprehension of the time which had past, but could after a while see how they, one by one left the death bed, hugged each other, and left the room. But before they left the room many of them turned around and looked up on me. I could feel how they said, goodbye and good luck on your new journey, hope to see you soon again. Don’t forget us and watch over us if you can. At the end I was alone in the room and looked at the body I had had for so long but now left. I felt how it became colder and colder and finally felt ice cold, distant and foreign. Think that something that recently was so familiar and obvious now had become so cold and foreign.

Another moment passed and then came the hospital staff in and started to roll away my body to the morgue. When I saw this, I felt a bit of missing and started slowly to move back into my body. When I slowly came back into my body, I started to feel the pains again and the lightness disappeared. I could feel how the focus once again moved back to the body and how the warmth was replaced by cold. The pains, the disappearing of lightness and the warmth’s replacement of cold made me bounce back from my body. I once again saw the body from above and how the body was wheeled away to the morgue. My body was finished, it was used and had filled its purpose. I said goodbye to my body and thanked it for the time I have had with it. I could feel how the body slowly started to break down and the energy in the body started to return to the soil. I saw my body as the fulfilment of a circle and how its indestructible energy slowly returned to earth. Nothing in the universe disappears it just changes shape. I had changed shape and have once again a shape which I hadn’t had for more than 85 years. But it felt like yesterday, and I felt at home in the shape and felt nothing but warmth, lightness, and joy.

In my new present, but familiar shape, I felt that this was a beginning of something new, a beginning of a new phase. I had been in this shape before, and it felt in some way safely since I knew it from before. I didn’t remember everything about this shape and what I had done when I had it before, but it gave me lightness, warmth, joy and a feeling of happiness and love. The hospital room had been emptied of my body, all machines and everything else which had been around me during my last days. The room had been cleaned and a new bed had been moved in and the light had been turned off. I remained in the silence of the room without knowing for how long. But then I felt how a light was radiating and it came from the windows. It was a new day which had started to dawn, and I felt the strong light which was even more beautiful now then I had ever seen before. In my body I hadn’t always felt strong light as beautiful, but in the shape I had now the strong light that came from the window was so beautiful. It was something new that started after what had just ended and I was ready for this new journey.

The beginning of the journey

I turned my eyes to the hospital rooms window and outside I could see a tree. I moved slowly towards the window and felt how I came out to the tree and saw all the beautiful flowers that was is bloom. I recognized the flowers, it was cherry blossoms, and I could see and feel inside of me how beautiful they were. When I looked up in the tree, I could see birds which sat and chirped. Their chirp felt stronger and expressed a strong feeling of presence, which I only had been able to perceive in the body I just left. But now without body the feeling was so clear and bright. I could also see and hear how the tree expressed this strong feeling of presence. At the same time as I saw, heard, and felt the expression of this feeling of presence the sun raised slowly into the sky. I could see it raise up over the horizon, more beautiful than I had ever seen before. I felt how it radiated in a different way, I felt the energy, the inner warmth and love which the sun radiated and not only the physical heat or UV-radiation. I could also hear how the sun raised up above the horizon and it was beautiful music. I understood that the sun was something more than a burning fireball, which during many times had been worshiped by humans on earth as a higher being or God. I could feel the energy which the sun radiated as a part of me. The energy which my shape now had, had, and was made of, was also present in the sun and would also be released one day when the lifecycle of the sun was ended. The sun shone without dazzling me and it was a beautiful day in May. I could have my focus directly on the sun without getting hurt by its beams. The sun shone this day as it had done during billions of years and would do many more billions of years to give life to everything that is on earth. The sun shone without wanting something back from earth, since what I had now seen in the sun was the love with which the sun gave life to earth. I felt no time, and everything just felt like now. I felt such a strong connection to the tree, the birds, the sun, and the earth in the shape I now had. This strong connection that is inside of us is beyond the physical world and unites all living on our earth. My shape made it easier for me to feel and understand this connection. I don’t know how long I was by the tree with the birds and saw the beautiful sun raise, but it was a wonderful first moment on the journey I had just started.

When the sun stood high, I moved my gaze from the tree with the birds and could see how three children and their father bought ice cream in a shop and enjoyed the beautiful day. Everything was exactly how I had ever whished it to be, and I felt all creatures and plants energy, inner warmth, and love. Everything felt so different now, than it had done before I left my body. I felt beside warmth, easiness, joy, and happiness, also a wish to give without getting anything back. I tried to send this love to the father and the children. When I sent the love to them, I could see how they received it in their thoughts. When the love had been in their thoughts for a while, I could see how it expressed in their words and finally in their actions. It was wonderful and beautiful to see how the love went from thoughts to words and finally into actions. They sat down in the sun on a bench and ate ice cream, talked about school, spare time, and what they would do during the summer holidays. I could see how their thoughts, words, and actions, wasn’t important, rather what love they contained. The love I had sent away to them, had been received, and been amplified in their thoughts and then to be expressed in words and actions. They had already had all this love inside of them, but when I sent them my puff of love it was as if I ignited and amplified their immanent love. I felt how they waited for something and that it was in their thoughts. It was something that concerned another member of the family, who was not with them right now. They emitted a certain concern and uncertainty during their waiting of the other member of the family. I got curios to know what they were worried about and felt uncertain about. Therefore, examined the energy they radiated and found that they were waiting for something to get finished, so that they could enjoy life fully again. I read their energy and understood that a surgery of the other member of the family was ongoing and that it probably would sort out. Even though they had this uncertainty and concern, I could see how they enjoyed, and how happy they were at just this moment. They had despite their waiting and uncertainty of what would happen during the surgery, the ability to during this moment focus on joy and happiness in the present. When I had watched the father and the children for a while, I could see how their bodies disappeared in the sun light and how something else emerged instead. I read their new shapes and understood that it was their equivalent to what I was now. It was the energy and love which was inside of them, and which was shown when their bodies disappeared. I saw how this love tied them together and it was a binding which had made them to get or chosen their bodies and to live together as a family. The binding which tied them together was like small light threads in all possible colours and shapes which radiated from them. I saw how these threads meet and braided together to create the bindings between them. I saw how this binding of love radiated from them in many different colours and shades. I could also hear how it radiated and how the sound shaped a feeling of balance and harmony. Everything radiated back to the hospital I just left and was beautiful to look at and listen to. I got curious to where the love radiated and where it went. I followed it and was meet after a while of a similar love which radiated, but back towards the one I was following. The two streams met, braided together and united to become even more stronger. I followed the stream of love, which I had met, into a room at the hospital which felt different from the room I came from. The stream of love came from a creature which lay still. Around the creature there were other creatures which moved and radiated against the creature. It was a very beautiful sight of light, colours, and sounds. I looked at the creature and after a while its shape changed, and I saw how a body emerged and how it was laying on a surgery table. The creatures closest to the body was hospital staff which performed an operation and I felt that it had reached a critical stage. The activity was febrile and focused on the body which was laying on the surgery table. At the same time everything was very systematic and everyone knew what had to be done to get a good result. I looked at the staff around the surgery table and saw that they in turn were surrounded by other creatures which hadn’t got any bodily shapes. I saw how these creatures sent their light, energy, and love to everyone which had bodily shapes in the surgery room. Then I saw that there was a light creature next to me and who didn’t radiate at all but was standing next to me and waited. In some way I communicated with the creature and asked what it was waiting for. The creature looked at me and on the surgery table and said:

– I am waiting for you.

– Are you waiting for me?

– Yes, for what you want to do?

– What I want to do?

– Yes, what you want to do with your new shape here and now.

Everything was new but still familiar, thoughts spun, what did the creature want and who was it? The creature waited for me, but why did it wait for me? I had just asked the questions in a way which was like thoughts and the answers also came as thoughts:

– I am your guide or as the use to say I the old days, your guardian angel.

– I am here to help you if you need help, in the same way as I have helped you during your time on earth.

– I am here for you if you want it. When you no longer need my help, I will disappear. But you can at any time call for me and I will come.

– You didn’t see me at first because you had your focus on other things and I came here with you when you followed the stream to the surgery table. I came here to present myself and tell that I help you if you need help. You might have questions which need answers? You have just recently left your physical body.

I felt that I had many questions, and it was as if the questions flooded over. But where and how should I start?

– Start here and now said the guide.

Why am I here and what is happening at the surgery table? Is there any meaning for me being here, am I supposed to do anything, or shall I only watch?

– My guide laughed warm and lovingly. All these questions, I recognize how all your questions comes at the same time from your time on earth. You feel the lightness as new and although familiar, but you are still as I knew you when you were living. Let us take the questions one by one and see where it leads.

– You saw the father and the children and followed their energy by curiosity, the energy which you on earth call love. You saw how the energy was met by another equally strong energy and followed it here to the surgery room. Here the children’s mother had surgery, the father’s wife. You have seen and felt how the surgery is in a critical phase. You have also seen how there are other creatures in the room, which sends their energy to the surgery staff to help them in this critical phase. All creatures which are here, are here because of them who does the surgery, and because the one who has surgery have asked for help with the surgery inside of her and want it to go well. If you shall watch or do something is all up to you, what do you want to do?

I turned back to the events around the surgery table and felt once again how critical the situation was and how hard everyone worked for it to end well. I looked at it and felt how I from my inner wanted to give love, warmth and happiness to everything and everyone in the room. When I felt this my energy radiated towards the surgery table completely spontaneous. I radiated pure energy of love, and everything came from my inner. I felt how my guide also started to radiate towards the surgery table. Our energies united with the other energies and amplified them further. I felt how I got, somewhere from within, signals about how and where I would let my energy radiate. I followed those signals and felt an incredible joy and happiness to be able to use my energy to help.

I don’t know how long time passed, but after a while I felt how we slowly, determined and securely came over the critical phase. Another moment later the surgery was done, and the patient was rolled out to the awakening department. All creatures that had been there during the surgery and sent their energy to the surgery staff now disappeared one after another. I wondered from where they had come and where they now went.

– They are now done and moves on to other tasks, said my guide. They are here in the world just after death and helps those who needs help. They help the ones who asks for help with the whole of their heart, and there is no force in the whole world which can stop them from helping the ones asking for it. They help by radiating their energy towards the one or those who needs help, and it’s the receiver of the energy which then converts the energy to action. In this way the spiritual and physical world is connected to one another. But the spiritual world can only radiate its energy and love towards the physical world and it’s the creatures in the world which then transforms the energy into practical action. The creatures which radiate energy does it from their inner because someone in the physical world asks for it from their inner. The force and energy are used to intuitively get knowledge and wisdom, those are then transformed to words and practical action, which helps the person in the situation they are in.

The surgery room had been emptied of staff and I left it to get outside of the hospital. Outside the hospital I could see that it had darkened and become evening. I turned my eyes against the sky and saw the starry sky, which I had looked at so many times during my life on earth and saw it clearer and stronger than I had seen it before. I saw light from starts and galaxies, I saw explosions, which I had never seen before. They were brighter, clearer, and stronger than even the pictures from the Hubble telescope. My sight was different since I no longer had my body which filtered the energy which radiated against me from stars, galaxies, and explosions. But exactly as before when I looked at the sun, it was the energy, warmth, and love which I saw radiate from the stars, galaxies and explosions. Everything that I saw in the starry sky radiated this energy and which I had also seen inside of everything I had seen since I left my body. All humans, animals, plants, and things had this energy inside of them, which wasn’t physical, and which couldn’t be measured or proven. Because how can you prove something which is nonphysical in a physical world. You can observe how the physical world is affected by something nonphysical. But can it be a proof which is beyond all doubt and convinces everyone?

I was struck by that I didn’t feel any tiredness which I had felt on earth when a day had passed, and it had become evening. I felt no connection to time and wasn’t affected by it. My state was timeless, I was here and now. Time on earth still moved forward and I travelled with it, but I wasn’t affected by it as my body had been when I was in it. I had my new shape and was in the physical world, but the physical world could only perceive me indirectly through my impact on it. But for me it didn’t feel as important to demonstrate or prove my existence in the shape I now had. It felt important to be, to see, and to feel the connection between what was in the physical world, but also to see and feel the connection between the physical and nonphysical world. This new feeling that I have had since I left my body and what I already had experienced was new to me. I had probably experienced same thing earlier before I had my body. I felt something I had felt before, but which I to some part had forgotten and which I had now rediscovered.

The feeling of lightness I had in my new shape was what made me leave my body and then float out from the hospital. What I had seen and experienced in my new shape had made me feel more warmth and love inside of me. I got an impulse to try to put even more focus on the feeling inside of me. When I did, I floated up from earth and raised up towards the sky. I looked down on the city from above with all the houses and saw all lights twinkle in the night. I looked at the view and I felt even more warmth, joy, and happiness. The joy and happiness were amplified with what I had helped with in the surgery room. When I had floated around for a while over the city the lights changed character and I saw the same kind of light which I had seen at the mother, father, and children. I saw all human’s inner energy which radiated from the city and recognized it as love. I could see how the love like thin threads searched their way ahead in the night and sometimes united with other threads. It looked like what I had seen unite the father and children together. Sometimes it also looked as when the fathers and the children’s energies was united with the mothers. The love was clearer, stronger, and purer when it no longer was filtered by my body. My body was no more an obstacle for the flow of energy and love because I had left it. I could explore the earth in my new shape. This new journey which I had started would make me to travel further than I had ever done before. The journey would give me new insights, which I had never had or at its peak been able to sense when I was in my body. It was an exciting journey which I didn’t know where it would take me, but it didn’t feel important.

Farewell

I saw how something which had a shape like mine flew by in a direction towards a house. The one who flew past me radiated and sent its light towards a house and the light disappeared into one of the apartments. It looked beautiful and I got curious of whom it was and what light it was. I flew up so I was next to the one which flew towards the house. When I was closing in, I felt the warmth, joy and happiness the person radiated. After a short while the person disappeared into the house and into one of the apartments. I wanted to know more about the person and followed into the apartment. I arrived in a living room and saw that the person I had followed stood there. The person didn’t seem to get disturbed at all by my presence or think that it was strange. He radiated of warmth, joy, and happiness to everything and everyone around. I looked around in the room and saw two persons that sat next to each other in a sofa. You could see from the way they sat beside each other that they were a couple that was close to each other. They looked relaxed and watched TV without directly feeling our presence. I looked at the person which I had followed into the apartment and without asking I could feel that he, like me, quite recently had left his body. Ha had been ill and admitted to hospital before he died.

He was the grandfather to the woman which sat in the sofa and was here to say farewell. I could see how he radiated of love and how he, like me, felt lightness. Love and lightness were for him, like for me, new but at the same time familiar. I saw how he first swept by the man which shivered. Then he embraced the woman and said:

– Bye Sanna, we will meet later.

At the same time as he embraced the woman she jerked and made a sound that was a bit surprised and frightened. The man looked at here and asked:

– What was that which just happened? I felt a shiver in the whole of my body, did you feel it?

– It was grandfather, said the woman. He said goodbye.

– Has he died? Asked the man.

Yes, I understood it as if he had died and that he said goodbye since I wasn’t at his death bed. He didn’t feel sorry for it. I only felt warmth, joy, and happiness and he embraced me.

The two looked at each other and I felt how the questions came lined up inside of them. The man thought, is her grandfather dead? How come that I felt a shiver but didn’t hear the words? The woman thought, is grandfather dead? Does he still exist in somehow even though he is dead? Why did I hear the words and not Per? The woman stopped in her thoughts and went and phoned her mother. The mother answered and after a quite short call Sanna got to know that here grandfather had died. The man and woman hugged each other and thought about what had just happened and what they had found out. They also thought about the grandfather which had just said goodbye. They remembered him and his warmth, joy, and playfulness he had when he was alive.

The grandfather felt this thought and it made him feel their love. I also felt the thought and the love they had sent the grandfather when it was forwarded to me through the energy he radiated. The man and woman sat down in the kitchen, took a cup of tea, and started to talk about all the memories they had with the grandfather. The grandfather also joined them and was there in their company. They continued to talk about all memories and laughed sometimes about them and drank their tea. I could see how the three of them were surrounded by an energy of Love which united them. I and the grandfather stayed for a while, and I could feel the strong connection which the woman had had to the grandfather. For a while it was like memories passed through me, where I could see their connection in life, what they had done together and how much they have had in common and the moments they had shared in life. The memories stretched from when Sanna was new-born, through the toddler years, and further on to the teens and finally in adult age to end with the last time they had seen in this life. It was a wonderfully warm and lovely experience to be able to share the memories they have had during their journey through life. I also saw why they hadn’t been able to say goodbye when the grandfather had been in life, why the woman hadn’t been able to be at his side at the moment of death. The grandfather had been taken to hospital and his condition had been worsened dramatically in a short time and no one had had the time to inform Sanna about the worsening. Sannas mother had intended to call and talk about it the next day, but the grandfather was keen on saying goodbye and got to her first. The grandfather looked to me and said:

– We will always meet again sooner or later. Isn’t it wonderful? The end is just a new beginning. Everything moves in circles, and nothing ends, but instead gets a new beginning. Isn’t it wonderful how all our memories and everything we do somehow is stored and remains? We don’t remember everything we do during a life, but somewhere all our memories remain, somewhere someone or something remembers everything which we have forgotten. That you remember my and Sannas memories is because I allow you to, because it will give you greater insights in abilities which is in the shape you now have. I am an older soul than you and therefore I remember the abilities we have now without our bodies quicker

I saw the joy, strength and happiness which was inside the grandfather, and I thanked for the opportunity to be able to see what had just happened. The grandfather smiled to me in a lovingly way which said that I still had much to see of what is after death. The grandfather went away and said:

– See you again, there are others who I love, and I must say farewell to so that they understand that the body ends but not the soul.

I wanted to follow the grandfather, but he sent me energy which told that what he should do now was not for me to take part in.

Sanna and Per had got new insights and radiated another type of energy than before the grandfather had said goodbye. I examined the energy they radiated and got a feeling of that they now had got a confirmation of a life after the death of the body. They had also had such a feeling before about a continuing after the death of the body, but now the feeling was stronger and clearer after the confirmation from the grandfather. They had experienced a glimpse of the world after death, and they had opened themselves even more for it. This world that you in your body seldomly more than perceives, but which I had discovered is there and radiates towards all of us with its warmth, joy, happiness, and love.

My impression of the experience had also given me a confirmation of the feelings I had earlier. A Feeling that everything that I experience during a life is stored somewhere and is there for eternity, to be used when it is needed, to lift my or others knowledge and insight, in the same way as Sannas and her grandfathers, memories did to me. The storage of memories in a life has as intention to be brought out to develop and raise the level of consciousness and to get a better connection with the shape I now had and even with shapes beyond this one.