The Last Wizard E-Book

Tanya Huff

• Herausgeber: JABberwocky Literary Agency, Inc.
• Kategorie: Fantasy und Science-Fiction
• Serie: Wizard of the Grove
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 431

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2021

Beschreibung

Tanya Huff—acclaimed author of the Blood Books series—continues her high fantasy duology that began with Child of the Grove, in which she explores just what happens when a hero completes their quest, but must go on living in the world they have saved… Crystal was born of a bloodline both mortal and magical, raised to one day become a wizard and to defeat a long-hidden evil that threatened the realm of Ardhan. Through many dangerous adventures and lethal deceptions, she was finally victorious. And peace was at hand. Yet it was not so for Crystal. As the last living wizard, she soon found herself living a life without meaning. For while the people of Ardhan prospered in the world she had delivered, Crystal—with her still-growing powers—could find little solace. She was alone. Then, by chance, she saved a mortal life with her gift, re-igniting her bonds with humanity and inspiring her to undertake a new quest—to find a long-hidden treasure unlike any other. A hidden cache of magical forces that only she can control or destroy. But the prize she seeks just might do the same to her…

Leseprobe

The Last Wizard

Copyright © 1989 by Tanya HuffAll rights reserved.

Published as an ebook in 2021 by Jabberwocky Literary Agency, Inc.

Originally published by DAW Books.

Cover design by Tara O’Shea

ISBN 978-1-625675-55-2

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places and events are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

TABLE OF CONTENTS

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Acknowledgments

Progenitor

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Interlude 1

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Interlude 2

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

End

About the Author

Also by Tanya Huff

For Fe, who freed the emotions and refuses to let me lock them away again.

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I’d like to take this opportunity to thank Doris Bercarich for technical assistance above and beyond the call of friendship. I wouldn’t have lent me a disk drive.

PROGENITOR

Seven were the goddesses remaining when the gods were destroyed. Seven they were and these were their degrees:

Nashawryn was the eldest; ebony haired and silver eyed, ruler of night and darkness, concealment and safety held in one cupped hand, a dagger of fear clenched tight in the other fist.

Zarsheiy, who closely followed night in age, ruled fire, and, claimed her dark sister, was ruled by it. Flame her hair and flame her eyes and flame, they said, her heart. Passionate and unpredictable, one moment giving, the next destroying, Zarsheiy’s temper was legend amongst both Mortals and the deities they had created.

Most loved of all the seven was Geta, Freedom, who watched her twin brother Getan, god of Justice, destroyed by his wizard son and so hid her grieving face from Mortals all the long years the wizards ruled.

Gentle Sholah held hearth and harvest in the bowl of her two hands. Her dance turned the seasons, and she was the first who dared deny Nashawryn and have Zarsheiy heed her call.

Tayja was Sholah’s daughter, carved for her of mahogany from the heart of a single tree by Pejore, the god of art. It was Tayja who dared go into Chaos and bring out the skill to harness Zarsheiy and she who fought always to strike the dagger from Nashawryn’s hand. Craft and learning were her dominion and although she demanded much of those who worshiped her, of all the goddesses, save perhaps Geta, she gave the most in return.

Youngest of the seven was Eegri, and on her realm of chance even Tayja’s reason blunted. She went where she would; into night; into flame; now revering freedom, now denying it; tripping through field and forge with equal abandon. She had no temples and no priesthood, but her symbol was etched over every door and among mortal kind there were many who lived by her favor.

The last of the seven claimed to have been present when the Mother-creator lay with Chaos and bore him Lord Death, her one true son. She claimed to be more passionate than fire, to be more necessary than freedom, to be the moving force of hearth and harvest, to be more fickle a power than even chance herself. Of craft and learning she claimed to be the strength, lending to poor mortals the incentive to succeed. Her name was Avreen, and she wore both the face of love and of her darker aspect, lust.

As the dark age of wizards ended, these seven were all of the pantheon that survived; no longer worshiped, seldom remembered. But a goddess once created does not disappear merely because her creator has moved beyond and closer to the truth. As they watched the wizards rule, so they watched the wizards die. And they saw that one did not. The most powerful of the wizards, his father the most powerful of the gods long destroyed, still lived. Throughout the many thousand years during which he hid, the seven watched. When he emerged to rule the earth again, they were ready.

The gods had stood alone, each against his child; and lost. They would stand together.

The Mother-creator’s eldest child, immortal first created, died for love of a mortal man. The seven used that love—for was not Love one of them—and formed a vessel into which they poured all that they were. They caused that vessel to present their essence back to the Mother’s youngest, to a mortal woman, to the only aspect of all the Mother’s creation that was in turn able to create, and she formed that essence into a child.

And the child, unique in creation, won where the gods had failed.

ONE

“You waitin’ for someone?”

“No.”

“Mind if I set?”

“Yes.”

The beefy faced man opened and closed his mouth a few times and a wave of red washed out the freckles sprinkled liberally across his nose and cheeks. “Think you’re too good ta set with me?” His hard miner’s hands clenched the edge of the small table.

“No.” But the tone said yes.

It said other things as well, spoke a coldness that caused the miner’s balls to draw up, even under his thick sheepskin trousers.

She lifted her head just a little and let a ray of lantern light fall within the confines of her hood.

The man’s eyes widened. For a moment his jaw went slack, and then his sandy brows drew down in a puzzled frown. He knew something was happening; he didn’t know what. An instant later, he lost even that and turned away, knowing only that his advances had been rejected.

She lowered her head and her face was once again masked by darkness.

“Not very polite,” said her companion as the miner returned to his own table amidst the jeers and catcalls of his friends. “I never thought to see you use your power on such a trivial thing.”

Crystal shrugged but kept her voice low as she answered. Although she had no objection to being thought overly proud or even peculiar, it wouldn’t do to have the whole tavern think her insane; sitting and talking to a companion only she could see. She said as much to Lord Death, adding: “I wish to be left alone. That is not, to my mind, a trivial thing.”

Lord Death drew his finger through a puddle of spilled ale, making no mark. “And your wish is to be that poor mortal’s command?” His hair flickered to a bright red-gold, and for a heartbeat his eyes glowed a brilliant sapphire blue.

The hiss of breath through Crystal’s teeth caused several patrons to turn and peer toward the dim corner. She quickly dropped her gaze to her mug of ale until, curiosity unsatisfied, they returned to their own concerns.

“You dare?” she growled when the attention had shifted away. “You dare show that face to me? To criticize my actions with it? To dare suggest I walk his road? Kraydak’s road?” Kraydak of the red-gold hair and sapphire eyes and silken voice and blood-red hands. Kraydak, the most powerful of the ancient wizards, dead now these dozen years. Her hand had set his death in motion, but his arrogance had killed him in the end. His arrogance. His concern had been solely for himself, all others existing only to serve.

Lord Death sat quietly, chin on hands, watching the last of the wizards work her way through his accusation to the truth. In spite of a parentage that tied together all the threads of the Mother’s creation, and more power than had ever been contained in a mortal shell, she was as capable of lying to herself as any other. But she seldom did and he doubted she would now. He’d spent a lot of time with her over the last few years, drawn by something he was not yet willing to name, and he’d come to respect her ability to see things as they were, not as she wanted them to be.

“I’m sorry.” The whisper from the depths of the hood was truly contrite and both slender hands tightened about her mug. The pewter began to bend and she hurriedly stroked it straight. Forgetting how it must appear to anyone watching—and there had been inquisitive eyes on her since she entered the inn—she turned to face Lord Death. The shadows of the hood could not hide the brimming tears from one who walked in shadow. “I… I seem to be losing control of things lately.”

The one true son of the Mother reached out to brush a tear away, but the drop of water slid through his finger and spun down to the scarred tabletop. He sighed and his mouth twisted as he withdrew his hand. “May I give you some advice?” he asked as they both stared down at the fallen tear.

She sniffed and managed a smile. “I don’t guarantee I’ll take it.”

He smiled back but kept his voice carefully neutral, not letting the worry show. “Find something to do. Kraydak committed his worst excesses because he was bored.” He waved his hand. “Go back to the Empire, there’s enough to fix there to keep any number of wizards busy.”

Crystal shook her head and pushed a spill of silver hair back beneath her hood. “I can’t. The people of the Empire are too aware of the evil a wizard can do and I am too obviously—” she sighed, “—too obviously what I am. When they see me, they see Kraydak.”

“You destroyed him. They’ll come to see you in time.”

“If you expect one act of good to wipe out ten centuries of evil, you expect too much of your people, milord. Even if I tried to make amends for every horror he ever committed—and I did try, in the beginning—they would still see only that I was a wizard, like him.”

“Not like him,” Lord Death reminded her.

“No,” she agreed. “But in his Empire, wizard means terror and they see me as potential threat not savior.” Her voice trailed off as she remembered how her help had been received; how she’d come to use her powers in secret if at all, hiding who and what she was rather than trying to fight the inheritance of fear Kraydak had left her, afraid herself that she would one day lash back and so become what they accused her of being.

Even here in Halda, even though King Jeffrey was a cousin of sorts, she kept her identity hidden. Kraydak’s legions had cut through the valley country and a wizard would not be looked on kindly. Amid the small crowd of men and women who’d braved the weather for companionship’s sake, she could see a hook where a hand should be, a patch covering an empty socket—the eye seared out by fire if the puckered ridges surrounding it were any sign—and scars beyond counting. High in the northern mountains, this mining village had been hit less hard than others she’d seen, but once having felt a wizard’s power they would not likely welcome it again. Fortunately, the bitter cold—noticeable in the tavern even though fires roared at both ends of the long room—wrapped everyone in the anonymity of heavy clothing and she was not the only one huddled deep within a hood.

A problem to involve her mind and her power would go a long way toward settling the turmoil she’d live in lately; thoughts and feelings boiling beneath the surface, occasionally bubbling up as they had with that poor miner. It seemed, sometimes, as if each individual facet of her personality fought for a life of its own, only rarely, coming together to work as one harmonious whole. There were days when she dreaded opening her mouth for fear of what would come out.

“Perhaps,” Lord Death broke into her thoughts, “you should go home.”

She briefly considered it. Her twelve-year-old brother and the seven-year-old twins were enough to keep an army of wizards busy. “No,” she said aloud, “it’s too soon. Mother would be sure something was wrong and she’d fuss.”

“Maybe she could help.”

“Help with what? There’s nothing wrong.” Crystal wondered if he could see the heat rising in her cheeks. He sat silently, smiling slightly. He knows me too well, she thought, but for some strange reason that pleased her. “There’s nothing wrong my mother can help with,” she amended and was rewarded by a fuller smile. “And besides, the adulation of the Ardhan people is as hard to take in its own way as fear and suspicion.”

Fear and suspicion.

Which brought it full circle back to the Empire. Without her help, it would be many, many years before the effects of Kraydak’s tyranny were erased from the land and the people—but she suspected that this slow healing was for the best. Only time would convince those who’d survived the crushing weight of Kraydak’s yoke that they were their own masters again.

“The trouble is,” she said at last, “no one needs me.”

Lord Death had no response to that so he merely sat and watched the last of the wizards drink her ale. He enjoyed watching her, not only because she was stunningly beautiful and inhumanly graceful, not only because she was intelligent, witty, and powerful, but because… He broke off the thought, as he always did at that point, and glanced around the room. An ancient man, sitting as close to the fire as he could without igniting his old bones, lifted his mug in salute. Lord Death smiled and returned the salutation. He appreciated a graceful exit. A number of the relic’s friends peered about, wondering whom he greeted. By the coarse jokes and ribald poking at the old man’s supposed gallantry, it was obvious they saw only Crystal. After living their lives in a land where winters were often eight months long, they were well practiced at judging a person’s gender despite the heavy clothing.

If Crystal noticed any of this, she chose to ignore it as she ignored the other noises of the crowd, letting sounds wash over her in an undifferentiated rumble. Her table, back in a corner and away from the fires, was isolated, cold, and a little dark. Save for the one miner who’d approached at the drunken urging of his friends, she’d been left alone from the moment she’d slipped quietly back there and sat down. Even the young man who served her ale came back as seldom as he thought he could and shivered the entire time he was forced to linger so far from the fires. He’d asked her once if she wouldn’t like to move closer, more for his sake, she suspected, than hers. She’d told him no, and he hadn’t brought it up again. If she thought about the cold at all, she welcomed the drafts that skirted her ankles and tugged at the edges of her cloak; they kept the odors of humanity, steaming woolens, and stale beer down to a bearable level. An enhanced sense of smell, part of her heritage from the Mother’s Eldest, could be a distinct disadvantage at times.

She wasn’t sure why she’d even entered the inn. She had no need of food or warmth; she had no wish for companionship; but when the last light from the setting sun had picked out the gilding on the tavern’s hanging sign and it had flared like a beacon in the fog she’d taken it as an omen.

What kind of omen an inn called The Wrong Nugget would be, Crystal had no idea.

She sighed and let her gaze drift over to the stairs that led to the second floor. Each step dipped from the wearing of countless footsteps and the wood was polished almost white. Any place that kept the stairs so clean, she decided, could be trusted to keep the bugs in the beds to a minimum. Perhaps she would stay the night.

But tomorrow?

Maybe she could return to the centaurs. It had been seven years since they’d taught her the delicate manipulations of the dreamworld. Perhaps enough time had passed that she could handle their pompous and pedantic utterances again. She thought of C’Tal. “Are you entirety certain that your spiritual growth has proceeded sufficiently for you to be instructed in…” No, seven years wasn’t long enough. There had to be something else.

She sighed.

“No one needs me,” she said again, and finished her ale.

“Self-pity makes me sick!” The voice blazed between her ears, disgust and anger about equally mixed.

Crystal flicked a glance behind her. Only her shadow grayed the rough log wall. Only Lord Death was close enough to have made the remark.

“I beg your pardon?”

Lord Death looked startled at the frosty tone. “I didn’t say anything,” he protested.

“You didn’t?”

“No.”

She had to believe him. He had never, to her knowledge, lied. She wasn’t sure he could. “Then who…” She rubbed her forehead with a pale hand. Wonderful, now she was hearing things. Just what the world needed: a useless, crazy wizard.

With a scream of frozen hinges and a roar of winter wind, the outer door burst open and slammed back the wall. After an instant of stunned silence, the sudden blast of freezing air brought a number of the patrons to their feet and a bellow of: “Close the Chaos damned door!” ripped out of a dozen throats.

The man who staggered into the light wore furs so rimed with ice it was only common sense that said he wore furs at all. He half dragged, half carried a man-sized bundle, equally white. Just over the threshold, he stopped and swayed and stared, eddies of snow swirling about his feet through the open door.

The men and women in the tavern stared back, caught by his desperation but not knowing how to respond, as the room grew colder and the lamps guttered. Finally, the young server pushed through the crowd and wrestled shut the door, alternately kicking and cursing at the lumps of ice that had followed the stranger inside. When warmth no longer leeched out of the tavern, he placed a tentative hand on the stranger’s arm. The man didn’t appear to notice. Even blurred by layers of clothing, every line of his body screamed exhaustion. His sway grew more pronounced and he toppled to the floor, curled protectively around his burden.

“Get the poor bugger a brandy,” someone suggested, breaking the silence.

“If yer buyin’, I could use one meself.”

“Brandy’ll kill’im. Have Inga here give’im a kiss.”

“That’ll kill’im fer sure.”

Amid appreciative laughter at this string of wit, the server knelt down beside the body, advice and drunken speculation continuing until one voice above the babble, sharp and clear:

“What is going on out here?”

The tavern fell as close to silent as taverns ever fall, and every head still capable of the motion turned to the kitchen door. Physically, the woman who waited there for an answer was not the type to inspire such quiet. She was short, thin, with close cropped red curls, and a wide mouth—currently pressed into a disapproving line. The apron she wore over winter woolens was stained, for, proprietor or not, she did much of the cooking herself. A smudge of ash marked her nose. “Who,” she demanded, dusting flour off her hands, “left the damned door open? We can feel the cold all the way into the kitchen. I’ve told you lot before that I’ve no intention of heating all of Halda.”

“It’s a stranger, Dorses,” the barman called out and the rest of the explanation was lost as everyone tried to shout out their version of events.

She sighed, signaled the barman to stay put—his skill with beer or brandy was undeniable, but the man was useless in an emergency—and made her way across to the door. Experience told her it would be faster to see for herself than to try to sort out over twenty voices. When she reached the stranger, she touched his shoulder with the toe of her shoe.

“Is he dead, Ivan?” she asked the server.

“No.” Pale brows drew down toward a snub nose. “But he’s not good.”

Dorses shook her head and turned a withering gaze on her clientele. “And I suppose it occurred to none of you to get him over by the fire and out of those wet furs?”

As several of the more sober blushed and muttered excuses, she looked back to her server. “What are you trying to do?” she demanded as Ivan continued to tug on the stranger’s arms.

“I can’t get him to let go of his bundle,” he grunted, lower lip caught up between his teeth.

“Then let him be.” She scanned the faces present. “Nad?”

“He’s in the pot.”

“Nay, I’m back.”

The man who pushed his way forward was of average height and anything but average width. His shoulders were so broad he seemed a foot or so shorter than he actually stood. Pleasant features were arranged about a mashed caricature of a nose in an expression of eager curiosity.

Dorses twitched Ivan out of Nad’s way and said: “See what you can do.”

Nad flexed his massive shoulders, bent over the stranger, and taking each fur covered arm in a callused hand, lifted. A foot, then two, the stranger rose and although he maintained his grip the bundle’s own weight pulled it free. Nad grunted in satisfaction, moved a bit to the left, and gently lowered the man back to the floor.

“Chaos,” breathed Ivan, his eyes widening. “That’s a brindle pelt he was carryin’. Looks fresh killed, too.”

The stranger lay forgotten in a puddle of melting snow while they all examined what he’d been clutching so tightly. Dorses bent and stroked the long, brown and black fur.

“It’s brindle all right,” she said, lifting a corner and looking beneath. Her tone remained unchanged as she added, “It’s also a body.” After eight years of running this tavern, she’d pretty much lost her ability to be surprised by anything.

“My brother,” the stranger’s voice was a reedy gasp. He rose shakily to one elbow and removed the half-frozen wool scarf from in front of his mouth. “Wounded in the mountains.” Beneath a drooping mustache his lips were pinched and white. “Needs…” Then he collapsed back to the floor.

“Help,” Dorses finished, her hand slipping beneath the fur and resting on the throat of the wounded man. His pulse barely shivered against her fingers. “Ivan, take care of…” Without a name, she waved a hand in the general direction of the stranger. “I want his brother here up on that table. Don’t unwrap him, Nad!” she snapped as huge hands reached down and started to roll the brindle free. “Lift him as he is.”

“But Dorses!” Nad protested, scarred fingers sinking into the plush fur. “Just think on it! A week at my forge wouldn’t bring in what this pelt will. You don’t use brindle as a stretcher! You can’t!” His tone was horrified.

“Why not? It’s almost a shroud. Now move!”

With a miner on each side of the torso and another lifting the legs, the body and the pelt were hoisted onto a hastily cleared table. Nad bit back a cry as the preferred fur of kings settled gently on top of biscuit crumbs and spilled beer. At a curt nod from Dorses, he almost reverently folded back the outer edge, and then the inner, pulling slowly but steadily for the pelt was frozen stiff and stuck to something beneath.

“Mother who made us all,” he breathed, and his hands dropped to his sides.

Even Dorses paled.

The stranger’s brother looked about thirty and was a slightly built man, thin but muscular. A week’s beard glinted gold in the lamplight, some shades darker than the wire-bound braids. His skin was pale and he had a delicate beauty seldom achieved by men; just barely saved from being effeminate by the stern line of his mouth, uncompromising even so close to death. Above the waist, his clothes bore russet brown stains. Below, they were shredded and the flesh beneath was no better. Not even the stiff and reddened strips of hide that bound them could disguise the extent of the injuries. Only by courtesy could these hunks of meat still be called legs.

The tavern fell silent. One of the men, up on a neighboring table for a better view, scrambled down off his perch and vomited into a bucket. Everyone ignored him, their eyes on the dead man. Oh, he still clung to life, although the Mother only knew how, but there wasn’t a person watching who would grant him a place amongst the living.

“Jago?” Pulling free of Ivan’s help and leaving the young man holding his sodden furs, the stranger fell onto the bench by the table and took his brother’s face in cracked and bleeding hands. His hair was nearer brown than blond and pulled back into a greasy tail. Although pain and exhaustion made it difficult to tell for certain, he appeared five to seven years older than the wounded man. “Jago?”

“Give me your knife,” Dorses said quietly to Nad. “Those bindings have to come off.”

“Those bindings are all that’s holdin’ the flesh on his bones,” observed a woman in the crowd.

“Aye,” Nad agreed from his vantage point. “You’ll have a right mess if you cut him free. And the whole lot’s froze so you’ll have ta pry the bindings up and likely take a bit of leg with it. Wouldn’t be surprised if what’s left is frostbit, too.” He handed Dorses his knife and added, “’Course, far as he’s concerned it won’t make much difference either way.”

“While he lives, we do what we can.” And her tone left no room for argument.

The knife was sharp but the bindings were tight, wet, and becoming slimy as they thawed. Only the shallow and infrequent rise and fall of his chest said Jago still breathed. Although her eyes never left the delicate maneuvering of the blade, Dorses checked between each repositioning of the point; just in case. She’d fight to save the living, but she’d not waste her time on one already gone to Lord Death.

“Are you a healer?” The stranger looked up from his brother’s face, his eyes and the circles beneath them nearly the same shade of purplish gray. His accent gave the words an almost musical inflection but did nothing to hide the desperation.

“No.” Dorses’ mouth pressed into a thin white line and the tendons of her neck bulged as she forced the knife through the hide.

“We’ve no healer here,” Nad explained, putting one foot up on the bench and leaning a forearm on his thigh. “And few anywhere in Halda. When the Wizard’s Horde went through twelve year ago, they were all killed, from apprentice ta master. When the wizard fell, and the horde with him, there was no one left ta teach the youngsters until Ardhan sent aid. E’en then there was so much healin’ needed doin’ they’d no time ta teach at first. Dorses was joined ta a healer though and he…”

“He couldn’t have done anything here.” As the flesh beneath the bindings began to warm, her nose told her what she’d find. She had hoped it was the untanned brindle hide she smelled, and in part it was, but with even a small fraction of leg exposed the putrid stench rising from the black bits of flesh could only mean gangrene. The one question remaining was how the man still lived with legs clawed to shreds and rotting off his body.

“Have you a name?” She asked the stranger.

The stranger nodded. “Raulin. This,” he added, “is my brother Jago. We were traveling north across the mountains when we were attacked by the brindle. Jago screamed and screamed, but I got my dagger in its eye…”

“In its eye?” More than one eye in the tavern measured the length of the pelt. A full grown brindle stood more than seven feet high at the shoulder and its eyes were two feet higher than that. Of course, if it was feeding…

“I climbed on its back,” Raulin continued, as jaws dropped throughout his audience, “and put my dagger into its eye. It’s a long dagger. It died. Jago stopped screaming.” Tears dripped from his face onto his brother’s. “Five days ago. Maybe four. He hasn’t screamed since. I did what I could. I promised to get him to a healer.” He began to struggle to his feet. “You said no healers. We have to go on.”

Dorses’ hand on his shoulder pushed him back down and a steady pressure kept him there. She was stronger than she looked.

“You’re in no condition to go anywhere,” she said, her voice as gentle as anyone had ever heard it. “And your brother is well on his way to Lord Death.”

In the quiet corner, as far removed from the drama near the door as was possible while still remaining in the room, Crystal raised her head and met Lord Death’s eyes. He nodded.

“He’s mine, or yours,” he said.

She peered through the nearly solid wall of wool and leather covered backs and then at the Mother’s one true son. Already his hair was beginning to lighten and a faint line of beard coarsened his jaw as the features of the young man on the table moved onto Death. She couldn’t save every handsome young man destined to die. But she could save this one.

She made up her mind.

“He’s mine.”

The scrape of her chair, moving away from the table as she stood, sounded unnaturally loud. A miner turned, nudged his neighbor, and in seconds the crowd had spun on its collective heel to look at Crystal.

There was no longer any point in avoiding attention.

She threw back her hood and let the cloak slip from her shoulders. Hair, the silver-white of moonlight, flowed almost to her waist and danced languidly about in the still air as though glad to be free. She stood taller than the tallest man in the room. As she stepped forward, her eyes began to glow; green as strong summer sunlight through leaves. There could be no mistaking who she was.

The ancient wizards had been bred of gods and mortal women and they’d ruled the earth for millennia until their arrogance destroyed them. All but one. All but Kraydak. And in less than a thousand years on his own, Kraydak had engendered as much carnage as all of the others had accomplished together over five times as long.

But from Ardhan came a prophecy, that from Ardhan would come Kraydak’s Doom.

Crystal. A weapon forged by the goddesses in a mortal womb, shaped by the strength of the Eldest.

Crystal. The last wizard. Only seventeen when she’d faced Kraydak and defeated him. Only seventeen when she’d saved the world. Twelve years later, she looked barely older.

The crowd parted, moved by surprise and other emotions, less well defined, with a guttural, multitoned murmur. Her gaze shifting neither left nor right—the tavern might have been empty from the way she moved—she approached the table, a song of power building in the back of her throat. It wasn’t a sound yet, but the hair on every neck in the room stood up. She looked down at the wounded man and then at his brother.

For the first time in five days, Raulin’s eyes held hope.

“Save him,” he said.

She nodded, laid long pale fingers on the torn and rotting legs, and sang.

TWO

The soft crackle and hiss of flame, the pervasive scent of smoke mixed with wool and wood, the warm weight of blankets shielding her body against the chill that touched her uncovered face, the musty taste of time’s passage in her mouth… Crystal opened her eyes.

Above her, parallel lines of logs, bark still clinging, slanted down to the right. She turned her head and followed their length until they ended in a wall, also of rough log, and liberally chinked with mud and moss. Barely below the eaves, two small windows made of glass so thick it appeared green let in weak and watery winter sunlight. She shifted and heard the rustle of straw as the mattress moved below her.

Inside. And in bed. What else?

Rolling her head back to the left, she saw another wall, with a door, and close beside the bed a small table that held a half-burned candle, a heavy ceramic pitcher and a matching mug. Her nose wrinkled. There was water in the pitcher.

Moving carefully, for muscles shrieked protest at the gentlest activity, Crystal managed to free an arm from the constricting bedclothes. She reached out, a long pale finger touched the edge of the jug, and she paused.

As much as she needed to drink—and her mouth felt as though a family of mice had moved in for the winter—she knew the water, or more specifically the swallowing and the weight in her stomach, would only intensify the craving for food she could feel beginning. Until she could satisfy that she’d best not make it any worse. Whoever put her here—in this bed, in this room—would soon return, for the fire sounded as if it had almost burned down.

She let her hand fall and concentrated instead on remembering what had happened. There’d been a man. No, two men. And a healing. Frowning in disgust over her lack of recall, she grabbed at the memory and yanked it forward. Jago. She’d healed Jago’s legs. Or more accurately, rebuilt them, and then rebuilt Jago. She remembered his life-force fluttering beneath her power like a wounded bird trying to beat its way free. But she’d held and healed it, pouring her own life-force into it until it could manage alone. The last thing she remembered was hitting the floor, the fall closely followed by a confused babble of voices. She grimaced. No, two confused babbles of voices; one of them reverberating inside her head.

“So. You’re awake.” Dorses said, and paused in the room’s doorway to study the wizard.

Long silver hair spilled across the pillow, not moving now but not exactly lifeless either. Green eyes were partially hooded by pale lids, and the one hand that lay outside the covers seemed almost translucent. It was easy to believe that this ethereal beauty was a child of the Mother’s Eldest, less easy to believe that she held the power of life and death in those ivory hands.

“Please…” Crystal’s voice had an unused rasp. “Please, I need food.”

Dorses watched for an instant longer, keeping her expression carefully neutral. Did feeding this wizard indicate approval beyond what she had already? And if it did, did it matter? No, she realized, it did not. A moral judgment had been made when she’d had the helpless woman carried upstairs. That would have been the time to deny her, not now. She twisted her head and called over her shoulder, “Ivan, fill a tray and bring it up.”

The half-lidded eyes opened a bit wider and a definite twinkle sparkled in the emerald depths. “Rather a lot of food.”

“Ivan!” The yell was a practiced, long-distance command. “Fill the large tray.”

Crystal’s lips flickered into a smile, but the expression took too much effort to maintain. She sighed and tried to move the taste of mold out of her mouth.

“Can you use a drink?” Dorses assumed nothing, but the wizard certainly looked like she needed a drink. Hardly surprising, all things considered.

“Will Ivan be long?”

“No.”

“Then I would love a drink.”

The intense longing in Crystal’s voice made Dorses thirsty as well. She moved to the bed licking her lips, filled the mug, and held it to the wizard’s mouth.

The water had sat in the pitcher for some hours and was beginning to go stale and flat, but it couldn’t have tasted better to Crystal had it just been drawn fresh from a mountain spring. She drained the mug and with the strength it gave her pulled herself shakily up to recline against the headboard of the bed. The fire, she could now see, burned in a small black stove, squatting against the opposite wall.

“If I may…” Dorses offered. Slipping an arm between back and headboard—and the wizard was not as light, as she looked—she rearranged both wizard and pillows in a more comfortable position.

“Thank you.”

“More water?”

“Please.”

Using both hands, Crystal managed to hold the mug and drink. She tried to ignore the spasms of hunger, concentrating instead on the very real pleasure in her mouth and throat. When the cup was empty again, she carefully put it on the table, and turned to the innkeeper.

“How long?” she asked.

As she’d already asked about the food, Dorses assumed the wizard wanted to know how long since the healing. “Two and a half days.” She moved to tend the fire, going over all she wanted to know, ordering the questions, wondering how best to begin. When a wizard, the last of all the wizards, collapses in your common room, a number of questions need answering. She opened the stove’s door and began to rebuild the fire. Two and a half days ago she’d seen a dead man come back to life, blackened and rotting legs made whole and pink, but the why of that was wizard’s work and no business of hers. “Why,” she finally asked without turning, “did you fall?”

For the shelter and the food, Crystal felt the innkeeper was entitled to an answer. Her fists clenched against the hunger, she tried to explain. “He was too close to Death. Healing the legs wasn’t enough. I had to give some of my life to keep him alive.” She forced the fingers of her right hand to relax so she could indicate the room with a wave. “Why did you…” Why did you have me carried upstairs? Why did you see that I was comfortable and protected? Why did you shield me from those who would take advantage of my helplessness? And there would be those, there always were. All that conveyed in only three words.

Closing the stove door, wiping the wood dust from her hands, Dorses considered the question. This was not the first time she’d been asked it in the last two and a half days. Perhaps it was time she found an answer. After a moment, she stood and met the wizard’s eyes. The motion of her hand was a reflection of Crystal’s. “You gave some of your life to keep him alive,” she said.

There were more questions in the silence but Ivan, arriving with the laden tray, pushed them into another time.

“I brought some of everything that was ready,” he panted, maneuvering his bulky load through the door with the ease of long practice, “’cause you never said what you wanted on…” He stopped as he felt Crystal’s eyes on him and all the color drained from his face. It’s one thing to know you serve a wizard; it’s another thing entirely when that wizard sits up in bed and stares at you. He took a step backward and his mouth worked soundlessly.

“Put it by the bed,” Dorses ordered sharply, afraid he was going to turn and run.

Ivan’s gaze snapped to Dorses, and finding nothing there, at least, he didn’t understand, he moved tentatively forward and eased the tray down on the small table.

No longer able to control herself, Crystal grabbed for the steaming bowl of soup.

Moving backward much faster than he’d advanced, Ivan retreated out of arm’s reach, then paused to watch. His pale face grew paler as the hot soup disappeared, but he stood his ground, fascinated.

“Ivan!”

He jumped. He’d forgotten that Dorses still stood by the stove. “Yes, Dorses?”

“Haven’t you anything to do?”

“Uh, aye.”

She waited, arms folded across her chest.

“Uh… right I’ll get ta it now.” After a last astounded look at Crystal, who had finished the soup and was reaching for the tray, he ran from the room.

“Your apprentice?” Crystal asked as she broke open a fresh biscuit and spread it thickly with butter.

“Aye.” Dorses hooked the room’s one chair out of the corner with a toe and sat. “He’s a good worker when he remembers there’s work to be done.” A nod at the tray. “Enough?”

Besides the soup and biscuits, the tray held a meat pie, a bowl of rabbit stew thick with potatoes and carrots, a small baked squash, and two apple tarts.

“It should be, thank you.”

Dorses peered a little nearsightedly at the woman on the bed. “I’m curious; did you know this would happen? The collapse? The hunger?”

“The hunger, yes. The energy I use has to be replaced.” Crystal flushed. “But the other, I’d forgotten. It’s been a long time since I’ve healed someone so close to Death. I forgot what it would cost to bring him back.” She paused and licked a bit of gravy from her lip. Suddenly it occurred to her that Lord Death had suggested the healing. Somehow, she doubted he’d forgotten and she wondered why he’d put her in such a position. “By the time I remembered,” she continued, resolving to question the Mother’s son when next he appeared, “it was too late to stop.”

“Could you?”

“Have stopped? Yes.”

“Why didn’t you when you realized that this,” Dorses waved a hand at the bed, “would come of it?”

Finished with the stew, Crystal started on the meat pie while she searched for a way to make her position clear. “Once I’d started, it wouldn’t have been right to stop. I’d made him my responsibility by beginning and I couldn’t just let him die. Giving him the life-force he needed, even knowing it would leave me helpless while it kept him alive, seemed the lesser of two evils.” She sighed, blowing pastry crumbs over the bed. “Although I’d have rather not had to do it.”

“Ah.” Dorses thought about that for a moment. This was the first wizard she’d ever heard of who considered the lesser of two evils. For that matter, she could think of very few people who would save a stranger at their own expense. “And what would you have done,” she asked at last, “had you just been hungry?”

The wizard grinned. “I’d have staggered outside to the nearest grove and become a tree until spring when the body of the Mother would feed me.”

“If you weren’t chopped up for firewood,” Dorses reminded her dryly. “Winters are long here.”

Crystal acknowledged the truth of that with a smile. What a way for a wizard to die. She licked bits of squash from her fingers. “When I fell, what happened?”

Dorses shrugged thin shoulders. “Nothing much. No one wanted to touch you, which wasn’t surprising considering who and what you are. So, after we got our other invalids up into bedrooms, I had Nad carry you up here before liquor overcame common sense.”

“Nad wasn’t afraid to touch me.”

“Nad does what I ask.”

Crystal had a pretty good idea that most of the village did what this strong-minded woman asked. “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” She spread her hands. “Now what?”

Crystal flushed again and put down the second tart. “I can pay you for all of this.”

Dorses cut at the air with a dismissive gesture. “It isn’t a problem. There could be blizzards every night and the place’d still be packed. You’re good for business. You could eat that way for another five or six days and still not eat up all the profits you’ve made me in the last two nights. What I meant was, now you’re here, do you plan to stay?”

Crystal thought about the aimless wandering she’d been doing lately, about the fear that greeted her wherever she went save home and the mindless adoration that greeted her there. So far, there’d been none of that here. She had spoken more to Dorses than she had to anyone outside her immediate family in years. Except, of course, Lord Death. It felt good.

“If you don’t mind,” she decided suddenly, “I’d like to stay for a bit.”

“Mind? Weren’t you listening? You’re good for business.” The innkeeper rose, glad to have it settled, and pleased the wizard was staying; not solely for the increase in custom. “Ivan!” she called down the stairs. “Come up for the tray.”

He must’ve been waiting at the bottom of the stairs for the summons, he reached the room so quickly.

“Chaos,” he breathed, spotting the empty dishes. He lifted the tray gingerly, it had been used by a wizard, after all. “I only ever saw Nad eat that much before.” It was this, not the miraculous healing, that marked her as truly powerful in his mind. Food, he understood. He tried a tentative smile. To his shock and joy it was returned.

“Thank you, Ivan.” Her voice was a summer breeze.

“You’re welcome, L-Lady,” Ivan stammered and floated from the room, so totally oblivious to his surroundings Dorses had to move out of his way.

Puzzled by the young man’s behavior, Dorses glanced questioningly toward the woman on the bed and suddenly saw what Ivan had; a soft, exotic beauty with a hint of need and a promise of passion. A beauty more a matter of expression than eyes or lips or cheek. She pursed her own lips in admiration; this was a power she understood.

“At least he no longer fears me,” Crystal explained softly, letting the expression fall, becoming no less beautiful but certainly less accessible.

“If you think Ivan in love will be easier to manage,” the other woman said dryly, “I wish you joy of him. Do you thus lay the fear in all men?”

“No.” Her laugh was a little embarrassed. “Two years older or two years younger and that wouldn’t have worked.” She remembered other men who’d howled curses at her, or pleas, or just howled. Ivan’s uncomplicated sweetness was like a balm across the memories.

“Well, if you’re well enough,” Dorses spoke over her thought, “there’s one man I wish you’d see. That Raulin’s been driving me crazy trying to get into your room.”

“Raulin? The brother?” She wondered what he wanted. Over the last twelve years she’d learned they always wanted something. “I guess I’d better see him.”

“Good, I’ll tell him…” Dorses paused in the doorway, nodded once, and added, “…Crystal.” Then she was gone.

A long time, the wizard thought sadly, since someone said my name in friendship. Except, she added upon reflection, for Lord Death.

It was too soon for the food to do any good, even in a wizard’s system, but Crystal imagined that she could feel her power grow. It frightened her being helpless; there were too many who would love to make a wizard pay for a wizard’s crimes. She studied the ceiling and reached out just a little.

The logs were pine. The branch now growing into the room at her urging, fully needled, and tipped with a pair of pinecones, proved it.

“More power back than I thought,” Crystal muttered. She’d only intended a light touch. “This could be embarrassing to explain.”

Out in the hall she heard Dorses trying to make an impression on someone who didn’t appear to be listening.

“…and you will not stay long. She’ll be here for a few days, you’ll likely see her again before you leave.”

“I only want to thank her. That’s all.”

Crystal wasn’t sure, but she thought she recognized the voice, although when she’d heard it last, it had quavered with pain and exhaustion. Raulin. He spoke in a kind of lazy drawl she found pleasing. The voice of a man who smiles a lot she decided; smiles and means every one.

“Lady?”

Rested and fed, Raulin was much more attractive than he’d been that night in the tavern. It wasn’t so much the features—the nose a bit large, the gray eyes a bit deep, the brows a bit too definite, the mustache more than a bit… Crystal paused, uncertain of how to describe the mustache but it was more than a bit, that was for sure—but rather how he wore them: with laugh lines, and a twinkle, and a willingness to be delighted by life.

“Lady?” he repeated and stepped into the room. “Mind if I come in?”

“You’re in,” she pointed out.

He smiled. “And you don’t seem to mind.”

No, she didn’t. She returned the smile and said, “You wanted to see me?”

“I’ve been trying for the last two days,” he admitted. “In fact,” his smile grew broader, “Dorses would say I’ve been very trying.”

Crystal gave a gurgle of laughter, the sort of uncomplicated response she thought only her younger brother could evoke. “I really doubt Dorses would,” she told him.

“Maybe not.” He reached the edge of the bed and dropped to his knees. His face grew serious and his eyes stared fearlessly into hers. “You saved my brother’s life,” he said. “I can never thank you for that, there aren’t the words, but I wish you could know how I feel.”

Maybe later she would warn him about the dangers of looking into a wizard’s eyes.

An emerald spark appeared and Crystal took the gift Raulin so innocently offered, moving across their gaze into his heart. It held little darkness, she found, and much light. At the center of the light was Jago. The younger brother, much loved and protected. The companion, the right arm, the other half. A man to guard his back, a friend to guard his dreams. Could he lose this much of his life and still have a life remaining?

Crystal didn’t know she was crying until a gentle finger wiped away a tear.

“Lady?”

She caught his reaching hand and held it for a moment. “I do know how you feel,” she said, so softly he had to lean forward to catch the words. “And I am well thanked for your brother’s life.”

To her astonishment, he brought the hand that held his to his lips and kissed its back, his mustache drawing fine lines of sensation across the skin.

“Lady,” he told her, allowing her to reclaim her arm, “I will continue thanking you all the days I live.” His smile returned. “And never has gratitude been expressed so willingly.”

Was he flirting with her? Crystal tilted her head and gazed at the man in puzzlement.

“And if my thanks could be expressed in some more tangible way…”

She recognized that tone. He was flirting with her.

“You have only to command me, Lady. I long to fulfill your every wish.” The florid words were accompanied by a mighty flourish of an imaginary hat.

“Uh, no wishes at the moment.”

“Well, then…” He stood and dusted off his knees. “I’d best get back to Jago.” The smile became a grin. “He’s not as pretty, but I don’t want him to spill soup in the bed. We can’t afford a second one.” He bowed, winked—she was quite sure he winked—and left.

Crystal shook her head. What an unusual man. His gratitude seemed truly to come with no strings. And Dorses appeared to want her around only because, for some unsaid reason, she liked her. Did everyone she’d met today play a very deep game or were they actually aware of her as a separate being, not necessarily evil because she was a wizard and not some thing to take advantage of because she had power? Had she stumbled on a small pocket of crazy people? Or perhaps, her expression grew slightly wistful, had she found the last of the sane?