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- Herausgeber: Universe
- Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
- Sprache: Englisch
Three generations, one family, connected by an historic secret. 1917 – Private Daniel Dawkins fights at Messines Ridge and Passchendaele. He writes home to his true-love Joyce, but reveals little of his extreme bravery, his kindness, his loyalty to his comrades and the horrors they experience on the Western Front. 1920 – Captain Peter Harding is tasked with a secret mission to assist in the selection of a body dug up from the battlefields of Flanders to be buried in Westminster Abbey as the 'Unknown Warrior'. Events take place on that expedition that come to haunt him for the rest of his life. 2011 – Sarah Harding discovers Daniel's letters and Peter's diaries. Together with historian James Marchant she pieces together the hidden truth behind the Tomb of the Unknown Warrior and must decide what to do with it. Values are challenged and characters are tested in this gripping novel which asks 'what if the identity of the Unknown Soldier was discovered - and should that secret ever be revealed?'
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CONTENTS
PROLOGUE
May 1916
The sound was of thunder, pealing across open country, unbroken by landscape, enveloping the Western Front in a familiar vibrating rumble.
The Reverend David Railton paused briefly, noted the flashes on the horizon, then looked back into the opening at his feet. Eight feet by four feet, edges neatly squared but deforming rapidly, water already gathering at its base.
‘Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,’ he said, not reading from the prayer book he sheltered as best he could from the persistent rain. He looked across at the General standing opposite him and at the four soldiers surrounding the grave, their heads bent, their hair matted, their eyes to the ground.
‘How strange,’ thought Railton, ‘how strange to be here, now, with this small group of men, briefly united in the solemnest of tasks, strangers one moment, comrades the next, likely never to meet again.’
‘Railton?’
It was the first word the General had spoken since they had met fifteen minutes earlier. Raindrops formed dark marks on his coat, merging even as they multiplied.
‘And so, dear Lord, we commend this soul to thy mercy…’ continued Railton, his eyes closed, mouthing words he could recite in his sleep, words he had spoken in the past year more often than he dared count. When he had finished the General reached down to pick up a handful of earth and threw it into the hole. The two officers and four soldiers then stood in silence for a few seconds before the General stepped back.
‘Thank you Railton,’ he said.
‘Sir.’
The soldiers were already shovelling mud onto the exposed body as the officers turned away and began walking towards their staff car. Railton looked across at the General but he appeared to have retreated once more into a dark contemplation.
‘You knew him, sir?’
‘Yes.’
‘I’m sorry.’
‘Thank you.’
They walked on in silence, passing through a large makeshift cemetery. Railton looked about him at the rows of wooden crosses. ‘Another one gone,’ he said.
‘Indeed.’
The General was a tall man but he walked slowly, limping slightly, his shoulders stooped, his right arm hanging loosely by his side.
‘I’ll write the letter,’ said Railton.
The General stopped and looked into the distance. ‘Loved by his comrades, …. a good soldier, …. died painlessly?’
‘That sort of thing, sir, yes.’
Railton thought he detected the smallest shake of the head. Then they carried on, heads bent against the wind and rain, not speaking. The sound of a loud explosion carried in the light wind.
‘And so we continue,’ said the General.
‘Yes, sir.’
They passed the perimeter of the graveyard and a soldier opened the door of the car.
‘Well, keep up the good work, Railton.’
‘Sir.’ He saluted and the General raised his cane with his left arm before climbing into the back seat. As the vehicle moved off Railton looked in through the misted window at the senior officer’s profile, at the pronounced eyebrows, at the firm jaw, at the lines of exhaustion etched across the man’s features as he stared ahead of him, not turning, not smiling, facing with a grim composure the certainty of the decisions he must continue to make; decisions that would result, inevitably, in thousands more advancing to their deaths in the coming months.
Later that day David Railton stepped out of his billet for some fresh air. The clouds had passed and as he stood alone in the small garden he noticed how still was the evening, how peaceful was this small patch of rural France. Even the guns seemed to be resting. Behind him light seeped out from one of the downstairs windows and he could just hear the voices of his fellow officers, laughing at some joke, enjoying a cigarette and playing cards after their evening meal.
He looked up at the clear sky, at the sun that was now sinking behind the horizon, at the stars that were just beginning to appear, and began walking in no particular direction. It was a small garden, walled, surrounding the house on all sides, and having completed a circuit he decided on a second. It was then that something caught his eye. A wooden stake, driven into the ground, over in a corner, half hidden by weeds. He walked towards it and crouched down. It was not just a stake, it was a cross and someone had carved an inscription at its top. Railton rubbed away some dirt and, moving close in the fading light, read the words:
‘An unknown soldier (of the Black Watch).’
He stayed squatting until his legs began to ache and then slowly he stood up. He shook his head and his thoughts turned back to the funeral service he had led earlier, then to all the other burials he had conducted in his time as a padre at the front line.
He wondered how many more there were, like this one, whose names were not known, whose deaths would never be recorded and whose families would never know the circumstances of their loved ones’ final moments.
As he returned inside he imagined what it must be like to wait, day after day, perhaps week after week, to hear news of a husband or son – only to finally be informed he was ‘Missing in Action.’
Railton went to his room, picked up his diary and paused for a moment. Then he began writing:
Wednesday, 16 May 1916: ‘I found a grave in the garden of my billet today. On the wooden cross a fellow soldier had written ‘An unknown soldier (of the black watch).’
He paused again, holding his pen in mid air before beginning a new paragraph.
‘How that grave caused me to think… But who was he? And who were his parents?’ What can I do to ease the pain of the father, mother, brother, sister, sweetheart, wife and friend?’
He stood up, paced up and down his room, then sat down again. All these people needed something to grieve. They needed a coffin, a service, a funeral. They needed to watch a box being lowered into the ground and to dare to believe it was their son or lover being buried.
He picked up his pen. ‘Let a body,’ he wrote, ‘a symbol of him – be carried reverently over the sea to his native land’.
He looked at the words he had written. ‘And,’ he noted, ‘having had this idea I was happy for about five minutes.’
CHAPTER 1
September 2011
Sarah Harding looked down at her father and spooned some soup into his open mouth. He spluttered but managed to swallow a little before nodding his head for more. When the bowl in Sarah’s hands was empty she put it to one side and stood up.
‘Well done, Dad,’ she said, ‘you can have a nice sleep now.’
He tried to raise himself from his armchair to speak but only managed to lift his head a few inches. Sarah bent down and put her ear to his mouth.
‘Thank you,’ he whispered, his eyes closed.
She helped him onto his bed and tucked a blanket around his frail body before leaving the room quietly. His nurse would be back soon and they would need to talk about arrangements now that Stanley’s mind and body were fading so fast. His long resistance to being packed off to an institution seemed to have paid off – his last days would be spent in his own home after all.
Downstairs she helped herself to a sandwich before returning to the lengthy task of organising her father’s affairs. On the dining table were piles of documents she had earlier extracted from his old wooden filing cabinet and then grouped under various headings: Army. Investments. Certificates. Letters. Photos. House.
She flicked through the Investments folder and felt her heart sink at the complexity. Share certificates, ISA records and various savings in different bank accounts were all jumbled together and would take some unravelling. She sat back and had a rare moment of wishing her methodical ex-husband with his love of order and process was still around to help out: lists, spreadsheets and meticulous filing had never been her strengths and she wondered at her ability to sort out this mess on her own.
Her eyes moved to the letters pile. There were four folders, each a different colour, each with a name written on their cover.
One had the name ‘Peter Harding’ typed on its white label. Peter had been Stanley’s father, her grandfather. The folder was faded red and looked as if it hadn’t been opened in years. Carefully, she unwound the string from the circular piece of cardboard in its centre and then opened the flaps outwards. Inside, letters were neatly divided by pieces of foolscap paper into three headings; Friends. Family. Joyce.
Joyce. Sarah pictured her grandmother, Peter’s wife, who had died in 1982: standing at the Aga issuing instructions as she cooked large meals for the family, down on her knees playing games with her grandchildren, laughing and reminiscing in that infectious way of hers while Peter sat quietly in the background.
She put the friends and family letters to one side and began reading the first letter under Joyce’s section. It was dated 1971 and was a description of her visit to friends in Switzerland where she had stayed for a week to benefit from the fresh mountain air. The following letters were in chronological order going back in time, one or two a year, mostly from abroad.
Sarah skimmed each letter, working her way back to 1926, enjoying Joyce’s descriptions of the places she had stayed and the people she had met. Sandwiched between her letters were Peter’s replies; more formal, less poetic, written with a military brevity. It seemed Joyce had travelled extensively without her husband throughout the later decades of their marriage which would make sense – while she was always adventurous and interested in meeting people Peter had, as far as Sarah could remember, been a solitary sort of man, a keen gardener, more devoted to his flowers and his fishing than to people.
Then, at the very bottom of the pile, Sarah came to three letters in stark contrast to the others. Each was written on sheets of crumpled paper torn from a pad, the writing was in pencil, there were no addresses at the top. The first was dated 6 June 1917. ‘My darling Joyce,’ the letter began and it was signed at the bottom ‘your love for ever, Daniel.’ The next two were dated 16 July 1917 and 18 August 1917.
Sarah sat up. She read the letters slowly then re-read them a second time. Daniel. No one in the family had ever mentioned his name. He was clearly a soldier, the first letter reflecting on his visit home from France the previous month when he and Joyce had spent two days in a small hotel overlooking Brighton pier.
‘That was grand,’ he wrote, ‘sitting on that bench and looking out to sea while you joked around. I even managed to forget about this place for a while. But it was odd too. Walking the streets, not ducking or diving for cover. All the lads say how tough it is dealing with all that.’
The second described his return to the trenches and the pattern of life rotating between the reserve, support and front line before being part of a major advance. ‘It all went well,’ he wrote, ‘better than any of us could have hoped. Some lads didn’t make it and the new young officer was upset but he’ll get used to it soon enough.’
In the third he was looking forward to another visit home.
Sarah noticed her hands were trembling as she read. In places the writing was faded and hard to decipher but there was no mistaking the dates.
She sat thinking for a few moments before putting the letters down and reaching for the ‘Certificates’ folder on the other side of the table. The very first document was her father Stanley’s birth certificate: he had been born on 3 February 1918.
She stared at first the birth certificate and then the June letter. ‘May 1917’ she whispered to herself. ‘My God,’ she said out loud and her hands instinctively went to her mouth. ‘Oh my God.’
She stood up, walked to the kitchen and poured herself a glass of wine. Then she paced the length of the dining room, stopping every now and then to re-examine the letters. Was this man Daniel her real grandfather? She’d known since childhood that Stanley was born two years before Peter and Joyce’s marriage but whenever she’d asked him about this he’d always been evasive, only saying that his mother had had ‘a romance’ with a soldier. ‘Peter has been a good father to me,’ he once said, ‘that’s all that matters. The rest is best forgotten.’
But it hadn’t been forgotten. These letters had been carefully filed away and now here they were, filling in a gap in Sarah’s background that had been nagging at her for as long as she could remember.
She’d often wondered about the soldier who’d ‘had a romance’ with her grandmother. Over the years she’d found herself drawn to books and documentaries about the Great War in what she realised was a deep need to discover more about her ancestry. She would look at photos of men in the trenches and see in their faces an echo of her past. And now, with these letters, she had something tangible to focus on. She imagined Daniel in uniform, standing on the pebbled Brighton beach, or sitting on a bench and looking towards France, his strong hands holding those of his girlfriend Joyce. Her grandfather Daniel.
A cough from upstairs interrupted her thoughts. She stood for a few seconds, holding the letters, caught in a moment of indecision as to what she should ask her father. He coughed again, as if summoning her to speak to him. Slowly she climbed the stairs, gripping the handrail to steady herself, sensing a moment of great significance unfolding. In his bed Stanley had his eyes open and was staring at the ceiling. Sarah walked across the room and sat down beside him.
‘How are you feeling?’ she asked.
He nodded and gave her a weak smile.
She gazed at him, her heart racing. ‘Dad,’ she said, ‘who was Daniel?’
Stanley remained completely still.
‘I found these,’ said Sarah, holding the letters close to Stanley’s face, ‘in a file of Granny’s.’ She swallowed and took a breath. ‘They’re from a man called Daniel. To Joyce. To your mum. Love letters from the trenches.’
Stanley’s eyes blinked but he said nothing.
‘Was he the one, Dad? Was he the soldier?’
Stanley’s head stayed facing upwards but his eyes moved to look at her. He held her gaze for a long while before nodding.
‘So he was your father?’
Another nod. Sarah closed her eyes. The room seemed suddenly cooler. ‘So he was my real grandfather.’
Stanley raised his right hand slightly and motioned for her to come closer.
‘Unknown,’ he said weakly.
‘What was that?’
‘Unknown,’ he said again, slightly louder this time.
‘Yes, Dad, unknown. I’ve never heard of him.’
Stanley was attempting to shake his head.
‘Not unknown?’ said Sarah.
He motioned again and she placed her ear to his mouth.
‘Unknown … Soldier.’
Sarah didn’t move. ‘Unknown Soldier?’
He nodded and suddenly he was gripping her hand with a strength that caught her by surprise. ‘Unknown Soldier,’ he repeated and stared back at her, not smiling, holding her attention with a fierce sense of purpose. She leant back and looked at the shrivelled old man lying in front of her, his body decimated from eating almost nothing this past week, his face folding in on itself, his eyes glazed and exhausted.
‘What does that mean, Dad?’ she asked, but he turned his head, closed his eyes and went back to sleep.
CHAPTER 2
March 1917
Private Daniel Dawkins, known as DD to his friends, was lying on his bed in a corrugated iron hut in a base camp to the west of Ypres when the new recruits arrived. He put down his magazine and stepped outside to watch the men as they marched in, their new uniforms showing no signs of wear, their boots well dubbined, their faces clean.
He had seen it all many times before.
One of the earliest volunteers in 1914 he was one of the longest serving war time soldiers in the British Army and was considered a lucky charm by the few men who had survived alongside him.
He watched as the men formed three rows in what had been designated the drill square before being assigned beds and heading off in small groups to their billets. Four of them began walking in his direction.
Murphy, the terrier who had joined them six months earlier, nuzzled against his leg.
‘New troops,’ said Daniel, ‘poor bastards.’
One of the many dogs trained at the dog training school in Scotland to take messages between the lines, Murphy had arrived one day looking for food and had been adopted as a pet by Daniel and his mates in 5 Platoon.
Daniel bent down and patted Murphy on the back. He watched as a fresh young officer spoke to a sergeant who then saluted before the two of them moved off in different directions. The four new recruits arrived at the door of his hut.
Daniel watched them without speaking as they looked inside. ‘Not too fucking bad,’ said one of them.
Daniel waited in the doorway, observing with a cool indifference as the new recruits laughed and joked with each other as they chose somewhere to sleep. He felt no inclination to talk to these excitable youths, separated from them as he was by the gulf of his own experience. Except for one of them. This man was standing apart form the others, not joking, unsmiling. He was short, with thin, whispy hair and pale skin that suggested a life of undernourishment. He seemed unable to stop his left leg from moving in a strange circular fashion. Daniel indicated for him to step outside and offered him a cigarette.
‘Been to the line before then, son?’ said Daniel.
The soldier turned to him slowly and nodded.
‘I’m Dan.’
‘I’m Pete,’ said the man quietly and his hand was soft and trembling when Daniel shook it. ‘Pete Jackson.’
‘Who were you with?’
‘A Company.’
‘Thought I recognised you.’
‘You’re Dawkins.’
‘That’s right.’
‘I took one.’
‘I can see that.’
‘They’ve sent me back.’
‘There’s a surprise.’
The soldier looked down at the ground. ‘It ain’t fair,’ he said.
Daniel shrugged. ‘Nothing’s fair out here, Pete,’ he said, ‘surprised you hadn’t worked that one out by now.’
‘I’ve got this terrible ringing in my ears, stops me from sleeping.’
Dawkins watched Peter’s leg as it formed repetitive arcs, lifting his foot an inch off the floor with each swing.
‘Seen that before,’ he said, ‘too many times.’
‘Can’t think straight,’ said Peter.
‘No one can out here, son.’
‘Not so bad as this.’
Dawkins stepped closer too him. ‘Well there’s no profit feeling sorry for yourself here, Jackson,’ he said, ‘you’re stuck in this nightmare and that’s that. Make the most of it – that’s all you can do.’
Peter shook his head and Dawkins grabbed his shoulders. ‘Listen,’ he said, ‘I’ll see you allright but not if you snivel around. If you try to make a fist of it I’ll keep an eye out for you but if you go soft on me you’re on your own.’ He lifted Jackson’s chin. ‘Got that?’
Jackson looked back at him through eyes brimming with tears. ‘Got that Dan.’
‘Good. And don’t, for fuck’s sake, let the others see you blubber.’
* * * *
That evening Daniel Dawkins went with his mates Timmings and Fletcher to an estanimate in Dickebusch. It took them half an hour to walk to the town and another fifteen minutes to find the bar.
The large room was packed with soldiers.
‘Beer,’ said Fletcher when asked by Dawkins what he wished to drink. ‘Vin rouge,’ said Timmings.
Dawkins bought the drinks with the few francs he had remaining from the last pay day and sat down with his friends at a small table. They had found this place the previous week on a suggestion from a corporal in the Signals who Daniel had befriended on a spell back at staff. They had liked it as the landlord was welcoming and it seemed to be a magnet for French girls from the local towns.
‘Just enough for two or three,’ said Dawkins, ‘then we’ll head back.’
The three men had been together now for over eight months and their friendship had been sealed in frequent visits to the front. They had seen more than half their company lost in that time and the recent batch of recruits were just the latest in a long line. They drank slowly, watching the girls squeeze through small gaps between crowded tables.
‘Can’t stop thinking about that order not to stop for any bugger what’s wounded,’ said Timmings. He was only nineteen years old and easily angered by the inconsistencies of those in authority.
‘Ignore it,’ said Dawkins, ‘it’s bollocks.’
‘I tell you, if I see a mate go down no bloody brass hat’s going to stop me helping him.’
‘Written by some bloody fool whose boots ain’t never seen a bit of mud.’
‘Bastards,’ said Timmings, ‘they think they can fight this war with pencils and paper.’
‘You can’t take a trench without casualties but there’s one thing saying they’re unavoidable, there’s another saying they don’t matter,’ said Dawkins.
‘It’s not right.’
‘As I said, ignore it. You do what you think is right, Timbo. We need to look after ourselves. Don’t listen to those idiots.’
Fletcher, a married man and the oldest of the three who often sat back and listened to such debates now joined in the conversation. ‘Give them a chance,’ he said.
‘Give them a chance?’ said Timmings incredulously, ‘they need to give me a fucking chance.’
Dawkins leant forwards. ‘What are you saying Fletch?’ he asked.
Fletcher looked at his two friends. Better educated than the average private soldier he often took an impartial view in discussions. ‘You’re right,’ he said slowly, ‘that it’s our job to look after each other.’ He pushed his glasses back onto the bridge of his nose. ‘We’re the ones fighting, we’re the ones who need to make the decisions at the time. But the brass hats have a different job. They can’t think about individual men. We’re just material to them, one bit in the whole battle. They have to plan as best they can with what information they have and they can’t get too wrapped up in what happens at the sharp end.’
‘Fuck me,’ said Timmings, ‘can’t get too wrapped up? So just send us all to our deaths then.’
‘Hear the man out,’ said Dawkins, ‘he’s not all piss and wind.’
‘I don’t get it,’ said Timmings, ‘all I know is we’re the bastards what get killed, not them.’
‘Plenty of them get it,’ said Fletcher, ‘if the brass think too hard about us poor bloody infantry they’d never send us over the top at all.’
‘Yes, but to say we can’t stop to help a wounded mate…’
‘That’s a mistake,’ said Fletcher, ‘and good officers like Major Witheridge will let them know that soon enough.’
Dawkins had often heard Fletcher talk like this. ‘You’re so bloody reasonable, Fletch,’ he said, ‘you confuse me at times.’
Fletcher nodded. ‘Everyone’s confused, Dan,’ he said.
Dawkins gave a wry smile. ‘That’s true. I doubt if even Field fucking Marshal Haig has a bleeding clue what’s going on these days.’
A woman on a small stage started singing and they sat back and listened. Soon a waitress arrived at their table.
‘Encore?’ she said.
‘Oui, bon,’ said Fletcher. She smiled at Dawkins and headed back to the bar.
‘She’s got you lined up,’ said Timmings to Dawkins.
‘Has she?’
‘I saw that smile.’
‘She can smile at others.’
‘What’s your secret, Dan?’ said Timmings, ‘They make straight for you, you bastard.’
‘Not interested,’ said Dawkins, ‘I’ve got my girl.’
‘So what? She’s back in blighty.’
‘So everything, Timbo. You’ll find that out one day.’
Timmings, never short of words with his older friends, told a story about his last visit home and a night with a woman twice his age.
‘So, heard from the lass?’ Fletcher asked Dawkins when Timmings had finished.
‘Expecting to, Fletch.’
‘Having the fucking postman as we speak, I ‘ll bet,’ said Timmings.
‘Steady, Timbo,’ said Fletcher who seldom joined in the crude banter of the soldiers around him.
Dawkins leant forwards and took hold of Timmings’ shirt. ‘You don’t know Joyce,’ he said, ‘and maybe you don’t know me so well.’ His eyes were fixed on Timmings. ‘So you can shut your fucking mouth now Timbo.’
Timmings held up his hands. ‘No offence, Dan, just a joke.’
‘Not a very good one, lad’ said Fletcher.
‘No offence taken,’ said Dawkins, leaning back, ‘and I’ll tell you one more thing. I ain’t taking no itching back as a little present from the front.’
The waitress reappeared with their drinks. She sat on Dawkins’ lap and ruffled his hair. ‘Vous aimez moi?’ she said.
‘I do, love,’ he said, ‘you’re a picture.’ She was; a rarity amongst the women attracted to the drinking holes of the British Army. ‘But I have a girl back home.’
The waitress shrugged, ‘that is not a problem for me,’ she said and giggled.
‘My friend Timbo, however, might be interested,’ said Dawkins.
The girl looked at Timmings. ‘Maybe later, my darling,’ she said and left them with a smile.
They watched her approach another table to be greeted by a roar of approval and they sat back and listened to the singer at the far end of the room who was singing a medley of upbeat French songs.
‘I’ll miss Mr Allard,’ said Fletcher after a while. The others nodded. ‘Decent enough bloke,’ he continued, ‘did his best.’
‘He was that,’ said Dawkins.
The three men sat in silent contemplation, reflecting on the events of the previous week when Lieutenant Allard, who had only been their platoon commander for six weeks, had been shot in the chest whilst out on patrol. It had been Fletcher who had sat with him as he died, apparently in no pain as his mind slowly closed down on him.
‘Not like Mr Horrocks,’ said Fletcher, happy to change the subject.
‘No. Fucking cunt, that one,’ said Timmings.
‘That he is.’
‘He had it in for you, Dan,’ said Timmings.
‘He had it in for all of us.’
‘But why did he hate you so much?’
‘No idea, Timbo.’
‘It’s because Dan wouldn’t be intimidated by him,’ said Fletcher, ‘you were the only one who really stood up to him.’
‘Remember that time you told him we needed more men on that patrol,’ said Timmings, ‘I thought he’d fucking hit you.’
‘Nearly did,’ said Dan, ‘he put me on a charge anyways for insubordination.’
‘Didn’t know that Dan.’
‘Just before he was transferred to A Company. Major Witheridge took it on and cleared me. He said there was no breach of discipline.’
‘That’s because he knew you were right,’ said Fletcher.
‘Yes, well, thank fuck for an officer who knows what he’s doing.’
Dawkins had grown to know Major Witheridge well over time. The previous November they and ten others had been cut off from the rest of the company, caught in a trench that had been taken to the north and south of them and had held out until a reserve force had come to their rescue some six hours after their first detatchment. Dawkins had subsequently been promoted, a position he held until a month later when he had been caught acquiring extra rations from the back of a supply wagon.
‘I saw the new officer earlier,’ said Dawkins.
‘What’s he like?’
‘Young.’
‘They all are these days.’
‘Young as you Timbo.’
‘Bloody hell,’ said Fletcher, ‘if he isn’t older than Timbo let’s hope he has more brains.’
The men laughed and sipped at their drinks.
‘What’s with that lad in our billet?’ asked Fletcher.
‘The one with the shakes?’
‘That’s him.’
‘Somme.’
‘Thought as much.’
‘Sent back because there’s nothing wrong with him.’
‘Nothing wrong with him? My arse.’
‘I talked to him,’ said Dawkins, ‘nerves are shot. Ringing in his ears. Whole of his section lost in one advance and he took one on the side of his head. Should never ‘ave come back.’
‘Poor bastard.’
‘We’re all poor bastards, mate.’
It was past midnight when they rolled back into their hut where they found the four new recruits in their bunks. All were fast asleep except Peter Jackson.
‘Can’t sleep, mate?’ said Dawkins.
‘No,’ said Peter, ‘like I told you.’
‘Well, shake us in the morning,’ said Dawkins, ‘I won’t say sweet dreams.’
CHAPTER 3
September 2011
Sarah Harding sat at her desk and switched on the anglepoise lamp clipped to its side. 10.20pm. She typed in the words ‘Unknown Soldier’ on her laptop. Immediately a mass of information appeared on her screen and within minutes she was completely absorbed in an event that had gripped the nation nearly a century earlier in 1920.
By 11.30pm she had pieced together a story that began in 1916 when a padre called David Railton came up with the idea of disinterring a body of an unidentified soldier from one of the battlefields of the Western Front, taking it back to England and burying it in Westminster Abbey to represent all those who went ‘Missing in Action’ in World War I. She discovered that he had kept his idea to himself until the end of the war when he wrote to Lord Douglas Haig with his suggestion. Dismayed to receive no reply he would have quietly forgotten the whole outlandish scheme but his wife urged him to persevere so in 1920 he wrote to Bishop Ryle, the Dean of Westminster.
Ryle then wrote to King George V, the Prime Minister and the War Office.
King George was highly sceptical. He said the idea of a symbolic funeral two years after the end of the war should ‘now be regarded as belated’. But Lloyd George was enthusiastic and made a strong case for having a burial on Armistice Day: 11 November 1920. The King slowly came round. A Committee was set up chaired by Lord Curzon. The idea gathered momentum and when it was finally approved in October 1920 the extraordinary challenge of organising a major event in the heart of London at short notice was under way.
Meanwhile the concept of burying an unknown soldier captured the public imagination way beyond anyone’s wildest expectations. It seemed Railton’s idea had struck a nerve, not just with all those who’d never been able to bury their loved ones, but with the whole nation. Soon the entire country was gripped in expectation and by the time the body was carried through London on 11th the streets were packed with massed crowds. It was then buried in the Abbey. The Times reported the next day that the service was ‘The most beautiful, the most touching and the most impressive this island has ever seen.’ Thousands formed long queues for days afterwards to see the coffin.
Sarah stared at the articles she had printed off and were now spread out across her desk. She remembered the funeral of Diana, Princess of Wales in 1997 and how the whole country had come to a halt. She had been amazed at the public outpouring of grief at the time and had imagined this was something new for the British people but it seemed that that event paled into insignificance when compared with the burial in 1920. She took a sheet of blank paper out of a drawer and wrote at the top the words ‘Unknown Soldier’. Beside it she drew a large question mark. Was this event what her father had been referring to? If so, why, and why had he spoken about it when she asked about Daniel?
Below this she wrote the names ‘Daniel’, ‘Peter Harding’ and ‘Joyce’ and started filling in details:
Daniel. Soldier fighting on Western Front. Home on leave in May 1917. Writes letters to Joyce. Nothing more known of him.
Peter Harding. Born 1896. Marries Joyce 1921. Remains married to Joyce until his death in 1976.
Joyce. Born 1899. Sent letters by Daniel 1917. Gives birth to Stanley February 1918. Marries Peter Harding 1921. Dies 1982.
Sarah’s pen hovered over the page. Stanley’s reluctance to talk about what must have been a shameful birth out of wedlock for his mother was understandable but now, all these years on, it seemed that he hadn’t wanted to entirely eradicate the memory of Daniel – otherwise why had he held on to those letters? Perhaps Joyce had kept them hidden away from Peter and passed them on to Stanley before she died. Perhaps he simply didn’t have the heart to destroy them.
Sarah wished she had asked her grandmother about it and not been steered off so easily. She looked at the clock. She had a busy day ahead so reluctantly switched off her computer, tidied up the papers and was in bed by midnight. But it was a while before she fell to sleep. Stanley’s words kept coming back to her. What could he possibly have meant? She found herself thinking about Daniel and wondered what sort of man he was. His letters had been matter of fact, talking mostly of his mates and the mundanities of life in the trenches. Yet there was tenderness also in the way he referred to his visits home and his feelings for Joyce. Sarah lay on her back, closed her eyes and considered the various possibilities those letters had thrown up. Daniel. Unknown. She would dearly love to know what that was all about.
The next morning, in a coffee break from comparing samples of material for a room she was designing, she re-read one of the articles she’d printed off the previous day. Describing life in the trenches from the point of view of a corporal in the Seaforth Highlanders and based upon his letters home it had struck a chord with her. The gut-wrenching fear of the man who had ‘held his wife’s present to him, a simple bar of chocolate, a link to home, a temporary remembrance of a distant life’ had come across to her in vivid detail. She picked up her phone and dialled the number of the historian who had written the article.
‘James Marchant.’
‘Oh, James, I didn’t expect to get through that easily.’
There was a pause at the other end. ‘Who is this?’ His voice implied generations of well-bred reserve.
‘I’m sorry, I’m Sarah Harding, and I read your article about men in the trenches last night.’
‘I see.’ Another pause. ‘And?’
‘Oh, I am sorry, I’m not making much sense, am I?’ Sarah, unusually for her, was suddenly feeling a little flustered by Marchant’s brief responses. ‘It’s just that I was rather impressed by the way you described the men’s lives, you know, the camaraderie as well as the horror.’
‘I see. Well, thank you for taking the time to tell me that.’
‘No. I mean, yes, that’s fine, but it’s not what I was calling you about.’
‘Go on.’
‘Well, I came across some letters from a soldier yesterday, writing to my grandmother from the front. They’ve been hidden away in a file for years. I thought you might be interested to see them.’
‘Possibly.’
‘He talks about some of the battles he was in – ones that you seem to know about.’
Another pause.
‘Yes, that might well be of some interest to me.’
‘Oh good. You see I think he might have been my grandfather.’
‘Your grandfather?’
‘Yes, you see my father was born nine months after this soldier, called Daniel by the way, was back home on leave.’
‘Intriguing.’
‘It is, isn’t it? I’m going to try and track him down, find out a bit about him.’
‘That should be possible.’ Sarah could sense Marchant weighing things up. ‘Well look,’ he said, ‘would you like to post me the letters so I can have a look at them?’
It was Sarah’s turn to pause. ‘Well, there is something else. Something related to the letters.’
‘Yes?’
‘Um. I think I’d like to talk to you about it in person.’
‘In person?’
‘Yes. Are you based in London?’
‘I am.’
‘Then perhaps I could drop the letters by one day.’
‘I see.’ Marchant sounded cautious, as if meeting a stranger after just one phone call was somewhat irregular.
‘I’ll buy you a coffee.’
Yet another pause.
‘Then that will be hard to resist. Let me get my diary.’
Two days later she came in on the train to Waterloo and filled in time in a café just up the road until twelve o’clock, when her appointment with Marchant was due. She looked up at the flat in Redcliffe Square and checked she had the correct number then pressed the buzzer.
‘Hello, it’s Sarah Harding.’
Almost immediately a voice answered. ‘Sarah. Hang on there and I’ll come down.’
Sarah waited. The door opened and Marchant appeared. He was wearing an old pair of corduroy trousers, a tweed jacket, a check shirt and a striped tie.
‘The flat’s a little untidy at the moment,’ he said, ‘I hope you don’t mind. I thought we’d go to the café just up the road. They do very good pastries.’
‘That would be fine.’
Marchant started walking swiftly in a slightly strange manner, his heels raising unnaturally high off the ground with each step as if he was subconsciously attempting to skip.
‘I did enjoy your article about the front line,’ said Sarah.
‘Thank you.’
She glanced sideways at him, trying to reconcile the old fashioned academic beside her with someone who could write such a moving article about men at war. He was hard to age but she guessed he must be in his late thirties or early forties.
‘Nice square,’ she said.
He stopped and looked up. ‘Yes. I love it. Built in 1860 and designed by a man called Godwin. The name Redcliffe comes from his association with Bristol. Lovely period of architecture don’t you think?’
‘Beautiful.’
They carried on walking. ‘Of course, I couldn’t possibly afford to buy here nowadays on my salary but I was fortunate enough to be given a legacy as a young man and I’ve been here ever since. It’s terribly convenient for town.’ He spoke swiftly as if keen to disseminate as much information as possible in the shortest amount of time.
‘And what do you do?’ asked Sarah.
‘I write, I lecture, I do research. I’m called upon by organisations now and then who need an expert.’
‘Well, thank you for seeing me.’
‘My pleasure.’
Sarah smiled. Had Marchant been wearing a trilby she had no doubt he would have raised it at that moment.
In the café the Croatian waitress Sarah had chatted to earlier immediately perceived the slight awkwardness surrounding her return and smiled conspiratorially.
‘I think I’ll have one of your delicious croissants,’ said Marchant.
‘You need not tell me,’ laughed the Croatian. She turned to Sarah. ‘He always have the same thing.’
Marchant looked surprised. ‘Lord, am I that predictable?’ He adopted an expression of mild embarrassment. ‘A creature of habit, I fear.’
They sat down and Sarah opened the folder she had bought with her.
‘So,’ she said, ‘Here they are. The letters.’ She placed the sheets of paper on the table between them.
Marchant took out a pair of horn rimmed spectacles and started examining them.
‘On a first inspection they seem entirely authentic,’ he said after a minute, ‘this is just the sort of paper the soldiers wrote on.’
‘That’s good.’
‘Not that I expected them not to be. Where did you say they’ve been all this time?’
‘In a folder in my father’s house – he’s dying so I’m going through his things.’
‘I’m sorry.’ Marchant was reading the first letter. ‘Do you mind leaving me to look through these for a few moments?’
‘Of course.’ Sarah stood up, went outside and lit up a cigarette. She looked in through the window at Marchant who was reading intently. There was something about him that hinted at a life lived in his own private world, or even, Sarah imagined, a solitary life, perhaps a lonely one.
She left him for ten minutes, before going back into the café.
‘If he did die soon after writing that last letter it’s really very moving,’ said Marchant.
‘Yes.’
‘And, from a historian’s perspective, fascinating. His description in the first letter of the attack on Messines Ridge is actually of some significance.’
‘In what way?’
‘Well.’ Marchant leant forwards. ‘How much do you know about the Great War?’
‘A certain amount. I did it in History at school and have read a few things since then. I’ve got a rather unusual taste for World War I films.’
‘All Quiet on the Western Front?’
‘The original version, yes.’
‘Paths of Glory?’
‘Yup.’
‘Oh! What a Lovely War?’
‘Years ago. I remember seeing it with my parents.’
‘Blackadder?’
‘Of course.’
‘War Horse?’
‘No. Not yet.’
‘Well, what’s the picture painted in the public imagination by the world of entertainment of the generals and officers who commanded in the war?’
‘Well, in Blackadder, Rowan Atkinson’s character turned out to be a brave man.’
‘Yes. That was clever. How about Hugh Laurie’s?’
‘Dopey upper class toff?’
‘How about General Melchett?’
‘Idiot. Out of touch.’
‘Exactly. Now, of course, these were caricatures and they were playing for laughs – brilliantly I might add – but they did help perpetuate this image of remote generals sending thousands of men to be slaughtered unnecessarily. Have you heard the expression ‘Lions led by Donkeys?’
‘Yes, I think so.’
‘It sums up that viewpoint. But a number of historians these days are questioning these long-held views. They are pointing out that, yes, mistakes were made, sometimes on a colossal scale, but that the generals and their staff were learning all the time, trying out new tactics as the war progressed. We are fed images of callous generals sitting in Chateaux while soldiers spent months in sodden trenches, but in fact high numbers of formation commanders were killed in action. Fundamentally, they were fighting an almost impossible war.’
‘I see.’
‘And Messines Ridge is a very interesting case in point. It was a good example of new tactics working and this letter very much supports that.’
‘I see. That’s rather exciting.’
‘Yes. Thank you for showing them to me.’
Sarah sat back and took a deep breath. ‘So, what next?’
‘Well, I’d like to examine these in a bit more depth. But you said you think Daniel may have been your grandfather?’
‘Yes.’ Sarah explained the chronology to Marchant.
‘And you’d like to track him down.’
‘Yes, of course.’
‘Do you have anything more about him?’
‘Only these letters and the name Daniel.’
‘He’s never been talked about in the family?’
‘No.’
‘So no second name anywhere?’
‘No, I’m afraid not.’
‘I see.’ Marchant studied Sarah’s notes. ‘Well that certainly gives you plenty of scope for narrowing things down.’
Sarah watched his face, unsure if he was being purely factual or if he was making a wry comment.
‘But,’ he said, ‘there’s enough detail in these letters to make a start.’
‘Good. I was hoping so.’
Marchant finished his coffee.
‘Another one?’ asked Sarah.
‘Oh, I think it’s my turn.’
‘No, you look at these again, I’ll get the coffees.’
When she returned he was writing in a small notebook.
‘What happened to Joyce?’ he asked.
‘Granny? She went on to marry a chap called Peter Harding.’
‘What was she like?’
‘Oh.’ Sarah stopped to think. ‘I only knew her as a child but my memory is of someone who was outgoing. Always interested in people. A bit like me I suppose. I think she and Peter must have rather drifted apart because she often seemed to be going off to places on her own. In fact Dad once said he thought she might have had a lover in Italy – which wouldn’t be too surprising as Peter was a dry old stick.’
‘And what else do you know about Peter?’
‘Well, he’s the man I’ve always called Grandpa – even though I’ve known for a while he wasn’t my actual grandfather. He died when I was five so I never really knew him.’ she paused for a second, ‘but I thought you might ask about him so I’ve bought in a few bits and pieces.’
‘Thought I might ask about him?’
Sarah bit her lip but looked him in the eye. ‘I was rather hoping you might be intrigued enough to want to help me find out more about Daniel.’
Marchant looked back at her and a smile slowly formed across his face. ‘That was a fairly shrewd assumption I’d say.’
Sarah felt a tremor of excitement, sensing that this moment might be the start of an intriguing adventure. ‘That’s marvellous.’
Marchant reached forwards. ‘Hand them over then,’ he said, ‘and let’s get started.’
Sarah handed over various documents to Marchant related to Peter Harding. He looked through them quickly.
‘So, he only joined the Army towards the end of the war,’ he said, ‘as an officer in the artillery – so there’s unlikely to be any connection there.’
‘No,’
‘And you say he was a dry old stick.’
‘Yes, by all accounts. Joyce seems to have been the one everyone remembers with affection.’
‘And you say she was a bit like you.’
Sarah thought she detected the mildest of smiles. ‘People have said so.’
‘Well, it might be worth my looking into his time in the Army. At least we have more than just his first name to go on.’
Sarah watched Marchant but, again, his expression gave nothing away as to whether he was speaking factually or ironically.
‘It would be so good to find out more about my true grandfather,’ she said, ‘it’s a gap in my past that’s become rather important to me for some reason.’
‘I understand.’
‘There is one other thing, though.’
Marchant waited for her to speak.
‘Dad did say something funny the other day when I asked him about Daniel.’
‘After you’d found the letters.’
‘Yes.’
Marchant detected her hesitation. ‘And this is the thing you thought might be of interest to me.’
Sarah smiled. ‘Well deduced.’
‘I’ve been waiting for it to emerge.’
Sarah paused, suddenly doubting the wisdom of revealing the route her thoughts had taken her these past days.
‘Go on,’ said Marchant, ‘I hear all sorts of strange things in my job.’
Sarah gathered herself. ‘Well, when I asked Dad about Daniel he said ‘Unknown Soldier,’ to me.
Marchant gave her a long look. ‘And?’
‘I didn’t know what to make of it but I googled ‘Unknown Soldier’ and came up with all sorts of information.
‘You mean about the burial of the Unknown Soldier in 1920.’
‘Yes.’
‘And you think there might be some link?’
‘I have no idea, it’s just that it seemed odd.’
Marchant’s eyes remained on hers. ‘Did he say anything else?’
‘No, he’s very frail and barely able to talk. I haven’t had another word out of him since.’
‘I see. But what are you suggesting?’
‘Nothing.’ Sarah felt herself beginning to blush. ‘I don’t know what I’m suggesting. It’s just it was an odd thing to say.’
Marchant looked down at Daniel’s letters on the table. ‘Your father was probably implying that Daniel was one of the thousands of men who were killed but there was no record of their death. The body buried in Westminster Abbey belonged to a soldier bought back to England from the Western Front in 1920. They went to extravagant lengths to ensure it was completely unidentifiable.’
‘I know, I’ve read it up.’
Marchant finished his expresso. ‘So if there is any link it would be purely circumstantial.’
‘Yes, of course.’
‘Of course it’s quite a thing isn’t it?’
‘What is?’
‘The Unknown Soldier. Or ‘Warrior’ to give him his proper name. A body belonging to no one knows who is buried amongst royalty in one of the most hallowed places in the country and is revered over decades. The dead man could have been a private soldier, an officer, a good man, a wicked man, a brave man, a coward – no one will ever know yet that body has come to hold almost mythical status.’
‘No one will ever know? No one will ever find out who it is?’
‘Of course not.’
They sat in silence for a few seconds.
‘Well, as you say, quite a thing,’ said Sarah.
‘Anyway, Let’s focus on finding out more about this chap Daniel. I’ll see if I can identify which regiment he was in and at the same time I’ll look up details of Peter Harding. I feel quietly confident that something will crop up.’
‘Great. Is there anything I can do?’
‘Not for the moment but there probably will be.’
‘Thanks.’ Sarah closed her folder. ‘I guess that’s it, then.’
‘For the moment, yes.’
‘And what shall I pay you for this?’
‘Oh, I hadn’t thought of that.’ Marchant looked momentarily non plussed. ‘I don’t often work on behalf of individuals.’
‘Perhaps you can email me when you’ve given it some thought.’
‘Well, in a sense I’ve already received some form of payment in being able to see those letters.’
‘I’m sure we can do better than that.’ Sarah smiled. ‘How about as a start I buy you some lunch?’
‘What, now?’
‘Yes.’ She looked at her watch. ‘It’s 12.45, we both need to eat something.’
Marchant looked surprised at the suggestion. ‘Well, I suppose so. I normally just have a sandwich.’
‘Well why not go wild for once?’
Marchant smiled wryly at her. ‘Are you implying,’ he said, ‘that I might be a bit of an old fogey?’
CHAPTER 4
April 1917
The Regiment was on the move again. Kit was packed, the men fell in, and they set off in an easterly direction.
‘Back to the line,’ said Dawkins.
‘Be nice if they told us what the fuck was going on,’ said Timmings.
‘Can’t do that,’ said Dawkins, ‘we might wander over to Fritz and tell him we were about to attack.’
They marched along narrow roads and as they progressed a light drizzle dampened their webbing. They passed through small villages where the locals stood and waved and asked where they were headed.
‘Don’t ask us,’ replied Fletcher humorously, ‘we’re only the poor bloody infantry.’
‘Ypres, that’s where we’re headed,’ said Dawkins, ‘I’ve been down this road before.’
The new Platoon Sergeant, Sergeant Barnes appeared beside them. ‘What’s your name son?’ he asked Timmings.
‘Timmings, sarn’t.’
‘You’re a big lad, we’ve got a Lewis with us, you can carry it after the next halt.’
‘Yes, Sarn’t.’
‘And who are you?’ he asked Daniel.
‘Dawkins, Sergeant.’
‘Ah, so you’re Dawkins.’
Daniel raised an eyebrow. ‘I’m famous then Sergeant?’ he said.
‘Infamous more like,’ said Sergeant Barnes.
Daniel looked across at him. ‘Did they mention my promotion then Sergeant?’
‘Demotion, Dawkins, or demotions more like. That’s what was mentioned.’
‘The Regiment’s loss, Sergeant.’
Barnes didn’t smile. ‘Time will tell,’ he said, ‘it always does.’ He moved on to talk to the other soldiers in 5 Platoon.
‘No messing with him, then,’ said Timmings.
‘Fought at Mons,’ said Dawkins, who always seemed to have inside information about everyone, ‘one of the old regulars.’
‘Lucky to still be alive then,’ said Fletcher.
‘Been in a training depot since the first Christmas,’ said Dawkins, ‘back for a second crack at Fritz.’ He shifted his webbing on his waist. ‘Bit of a bastard by all accounts.’
After two hours the battalion came to a halt and the men sat down on the grass verges. Hot tea was issued into mess tins and they lit up cigarettes. The rain had stopped and the sun appeared infrequently between gaps in the clouds. Dawkins, Fletcher and Timmings sat apart from the rest of the soldiers, comfortable in their own company and wary of being drawn into conversations about the front with the new recruits. In the distance a sound of shells being fired carried to them on the light wind and the men stopped talking and looked in the direction of the guns. Lieutenant Jeremy Latham, the officer who had arrived the day before and their new Platoon Commander, came walking down the line of soldiers and stopped to talk to them. They stood to attention and saluted.
‘Good morning,’ he said.
‘Morning, sir.’
‘I gather from Sergeant Barnes that you’re the old guard here.’
‘You could put it that way, sir,’ said Fletcher.
‘And you are?’
‘Fletcher, sir. And this is Private Timmings and this is Private Dawkins.’
Latham looked at Timmings. ‘How old are you, Timmings?’ he asked.
‘Nineteen sir.’
‘And how long have you been out here?’
‘Over eight months sir.’
‘Well, you’re ahead of me on one score at least.’ He turned to Dawkins. ‘So you’re Dawkins.’
‘That’s right, sir.’
‘I hear you’ve been with the Battalion since it was formed.’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Not too many like you still around.’
‘Like me, sir? Not sure what you mean by that.’
Latham smiled. ‘Your reputation preceeds you.’
‘Should that worry me?’
‘I don’t know, should it?’ Latham stood facing Dawkins, aware that while he was judging the men in his command they were, in turn, judging him.
‘It worries some.’
‘Well, I’ll form my own opinions.’ Latham smiled again. ‘Anyway,’ he said, ‘I look forward to serving with you.’
‘Very good, sir, likewise,’ said Dawkins and Latham moved on to speak to the next group of men.
When he was out of earshot Timmings looked at his friends.
‘Fuck me, he’s got you marked, Dan.’
‘Major Witheridge’ll have told him about me, that’s all. Anyway, he seemed all right. Spoke to us without looking down his nose like that bastard Horrocks. That’s a start.’
‘Liked the look of him,’ said Fletcher, ‘but fresh. Just out of private school I’ll bet.’
‘He’ll learn fast enough.’
‘As long as he doesn’t fuck us about he’ll fit in.’
‘As long as he doesn’t send us to our fucking deaths, you mean.’
Dawkins looked at both his friends with a quizzical expression. ‘Isn’t that what he’s here to do?’ he said.
Only two days earlier Lieutenant Jeremy Latham had been savouring his last evening meal with his family before heading out to France, enjoying the taste of the meat and the vegetables and wondering what the food would be like in the trenches.
‘Jane’s doing well at St Bart’s,’ his father had said, sitting to his left, at the opposite end of the mahogany dining table to his mother.
‘Good for her,’ said Jeremy, ‘she’ll make a fine nurse.’
‘Now,’ said his mother, ‘do you have enough warm clothes? It’s still cold out there at night.’
Jeremy laughed. ‘I’ll be absolutely fine, mother,’ he said, ‘I’ve been issued with plenty of kit.’
‘I hope so, I don’t like the thought of you sitting in one of those trenches freezing to death.’ She stopped and put her hand to her mouth as if trying belatedly to stop the word from slipping out. ‘You know what I mean,’ she said.
‘I do. I’ll be fine,’ said Jeremy, ‘anyway spring is upon us and it can be beautiful over there at this time of year.’
‘It can,’ said his father, ‘it will be a great adventure.’
A maid appeared and took away their plates. Jeremy Latham, aged nineteen and diverted from his plans to go to university, chose not to respond to his father’s statement. Each day both men would read the papers, but it had seemed for some time that while Jeremy could see past the deception of the journalists who wrote of great advances on the Western Front, his father had decided to accept without question the unbridled patriotism that coloured the reports from across the Channel. The previous year Jeremy had been struck, in particular, by his father’s reaction to the documentary The Battle of the Somme, that they had seen together.
‘A fine record of our brave men,’ his father had said as they left the cinema.
‘Father, have you read the details? Twenty thousand killed on the first day? No ground gained?’
‘Don’t be defeatist,’ his father had replied, ‘that sort of talk will get us nowhere.’
When the time had come for Jeremy to enlist he had done so with a sinking heart that he had kept from his parents. It was out of a sense of duty that he volunteered his services, a feeling that he must play his part in spite of the horror of a war based on the tactics of attrition. He had read Bloch’s thesis, written nearly twenty years earlier, that the modernisation of weaponry combined with the state’s ability to mobilise industrial resources would result in stalemate. He was, he suspected, about to enter a conflict that anyone with imagination could see was insane but from which there seemed no escape.
In his training he had kept quiet about his thoughts. He had performed his tasks, had practiced the drills, had appraised himself of the tactics and the weaponry of the war with Germany and had diligently learnt the duties of a junior officer on the Western Front. When assigned to the 6th Berkshire Light Infantry as a Second Lieutenant he had quietly studied their recent history, noted their formation in 1915 and read the casualty figures. Fewer than a quarter of the original volunteers had survived those first few years.
‘When’s the train?’ asked his Father.
‘Ten. The boat leaves mid afternoon. We’ll be in Flanders by early evening.’
‘We’ll drive you to the station,’ said his mother.
‘Are you sure? I can always catch a bus.’
‘No,’ said his father, ‘I think we can see you off on this occasion.’
* * * *
But in the morning Jeremy’s mother remained in their front hall to see him off.
‘I have one of my boring headaches,’ she told him, straining to hold herself together.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said, ‘you go and rest, I’ll be fine.’
She held him tightly to her as he kissed her on the cheek then she turned abruptly and went into his father’s study without speaking.
‘Let’s be off then,’ said his Father.
