Today E-Book

Robert Holman

• Herausgeber: Nick Hern Books
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Serie: NHB Modern Plays
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 165

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2019

Beschreibung

'I came here for the future. If you can't see a future, what can yer see? Nothing.' From the lawns of King's College, Cambridge, where two shy young men from opposing backgrounds confront the reality of their attraction to each other, to the battlefields of the Spanish Civil War, where courage, idealism and solidarity are tested in the furnace of conflict, Robert Holman's play Today is a panoramic study of life, desire and the search for a fundamental self in the midst of a shifting, uncertain world. Written for an ensemble of Royal Shakespeare Company actors, Today was first performed at The Other Place, Stratford-upon-Avon, in October 1984. Also included is the music used in the original production.

Leseprobe

ROBERT HOLMAN

TODAY

Introduced by the author

NICK HERN BOOKS

London

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Contents

IntroductionDedicationOriginal ProductionTodayMusic For The PlayAbout the AuthorCopyright and Performing Information

Introduction

Robert Holman

Mud is the first play I wrote that had an interval. I was twenty-one. I was used to writing plays in exercise books and would stop when I got to the last page, so the plays were as long as the pages in the book. A little further back in time, there had been sketches for a school review, six and seven minutes long, done in imitation of Cambridge Footlights, and a short play for a group of girls in Middlesbrough Youth Theatre. I left Yorkshire when I was nineteen and stayed with a school friend in Camden Town. I slept on an air bed. One night a bullet came through the window, made a little hole in the glass, and passed over my head. A prostitute lived below, but I never found out what the bullet was about. In the kitchen in Camden Town, in a notepad and then on the portable typewriter my parents bought me, I wrote a play which a few months later went on in a lunchtime theatre in Edinburgh. It lasted nearly an hour and was my first professional production. The play was a sort of fantasy about an old man visiting a graveyard at night, and the critic of the Scotsman newspaper said it was clearly written by a bitter old man. I was still only nineteen. I have wondered if I might one day write about the bullet in Camden Town, but a play has not come along.

Mud was written in Belsize Park. I had got there by way of Westbourne Park, where I had found a room overlooking the railway to Paddington. There were more very small spiders living around the window than I had seen before or since, as well as untroubled mice running across the floor. There was an old, broken wardrobe. The window was opaque with dirt. I put down my case, sat on the bed and looked about, got depressed, and stayed two hours. Back in Camden Town in desperation I rang my mother, wondering if I should go home to Yorkshire, but she had heard, from a distant relative, about a family in Belsize Park who sometimes had a room they let out. I went to Belsize Park for a week and stayed seven years. All the early plays were written there, in a bright room at the top of the house overlooking the garden, with Hampstead Heath nearby to walk across and the space to think. Sometimes in life we are most grateful for ordinary things, if giving someone a room to live in is ordinary. The room set the course for the rest of my life. The rent was a few pounds a week, and very often I did not pay it. All my life I have struggled with money, and it started then.

Mud was written in the evenings and in the early hours of the mornings, because I worked during the day on Paddington Station, selling newspapers and magazines. I was not a clever boy, but sometimes I had a good instinct about the best thing to do, and I was learning to trust myself. Intuition had told me to get an easy job, one where I did not have to think too deeply. If that sounds rude about the bookstall or the other people working there, I do not mean it to be. It’s the only ‘proper’ job I have ever had, and to begin with I did not tell them I was also trying to write. The first draft of Mud was written in longhand using the fountain pen I had sat my school exams with. I made it up as I went along, with no idea of where it might end up. I put down the things I saw in my imagination and wrote what I heard people say. The dialogue was character-driven and the people in the play led me. If there were days when they said nothing it was a nuisance, and I would do my best to look at the empty page for half an hour before putting away the pen. If too many days like this came one after the other, it would be frustrating and then I would get depressed. I longed for the skills of a proper writer. My writing was in charge of me, rather than me being in charge of it.

Mud was written when writing was a hobby of mine. There were two drafts of the play written in ink, the second one bearing very little resemblance to the first, because all I was trying to do was to get a sense of who the characters were, and this was changing as I wrote them. Men were becoming women, women men, someone of nineteen was becoming sixty and vice versa. At some point a consistency emerged, as much decided by them as decided by me. It was as if I knew these people as well as I knew anybody who was actually alive. By now I was typing the play. It was still changing as I went on, still surprising me. I would sometimes look at my watch and it would be past three o’clock in the morning. One day Mrs Bradshaw, who owned the house, came up the stairs with a felt pad to put underneath the typewriter because their bedroom was below, and the clatter of the typewriter keys was keeping them awake.

The Natural Cause was the second full-length play I wrote, but it went on three months before Mud in the summer of 1974. On Paddington Station we used to give rude customers as many small coins in their change as we possibly could. We wore badges with our names on. One day a stranger asked to speak to me. I expected to be told off or even sacked, but it was a theatre director, who asked if I might be free to write a play for him. He had wanted Howard Brenton, but Howard Brenton was busy and had told him about me. Still standing on the platform of the station, the director explained he had a slot. The play would need to be written in six weeks. Mud had taken me over a year to write and I was usually very slow. But who would say no to this? So, I said yes. I would be given money for writing, which I was not used to. When could I start? I said I could start straight away.

The Natural Cause was the play that began to turn my hobby into a job. I had a friend at school whose younger brother had a pet rabbit, and the family had eaten it one Sunday dinner without telling him, and I started to write about this. A more apt description might be to say that I messed about writing dialogue in a notepad, and sometimes this particular boy was in my head. He did not have a room of his own but slept downstairs on the sofa. One day he was found twenty miles from home on the road to Whitby with no idea how he had got there or who he was. I set the play in London not in Yorkshire, though when the characters said something I still heard my own accent. As with Mud I made it up as I went on. Some evenings I would write three or four pages and other evenings three or four lines, and then cross out most of it. I had to be taken in by what I was writing and get lost in it. Sometimes it would be like bashing my head against a brick wall. At the end of two weeks it dawned on me that there would not be a play if I was still selling newspapers because I needed every minute of the day to try to write. I spoke to the manager of the bookstall and told him what I was doing. He said to come back when I was finished, and if he had not managed to replace me, there would still be a job. I had decided I wanted to be a writer when I was twelve years old because I liked books but told no one about this. All I had done was write a few dreadful poems when I was an adolescent and the first pages of short stories for children. Now I was a writer, with no idea how I had got to this place, and I did not feel like one.

The Natural Cause was a worrying play to write. If writing is a hobby it matters little if there are days when you cannot do it very well. I had four weeks left to finish a play, and a day with nothing done is a day empty forever. I spent all one Monday walking up and down across the Heath, all the time wondering how I was going to lie my way out of writing the play. If I told the director I was ill that was better than saying I could not do it. Or I could just disappear. The rain started. It came down in heavy sheets and was soon penetrating the leaves and branches of trees, so standing under them was pointless. On Parliament Hill it looked as if London was drowning. As it got towards evening and lights came on, the city was resplendent. For less than a minute, in the hardest of the rain, London went turquoise, a colour I had not seen it go before or seen since. I stood on one of the wooden benches to get a clearer view, and decided it was better to write rubbish than to write nothing at all, and to work out the lies I would tell another time.

The Natural Cause filled the next three weeks and I wrote the best quality rubbish I could manage every morning and into the afternoon until even rubbish was difficult and my brain was numb. When there was a week to go, I bought some carbon paper, put it between sheets of Croxley Script and stated to type up the play. As had been the case with Mud, the play changed all the time as I typed it, and I always went with the changes even if I had no idea what they were about or whether I understood them. It was the writing itself that gave me the energy to continue. Using two sheets of carbon paper gave me three copies. The director lived an hour’s walk from the top of Hampstead Heath, so I put a copy of the play in an envelope and took it to him, then walked back to King’s Cross to get the train to Yorkshire for the weekend. He said to ring him on Sunday evening when I was back in London, and he would have read the play. There was a Swiss cheese plant on the landing near my room in Belsize Park, and this is where the phone was as well. On Sunday evening I sat there plucking up the courage to dial the director’s number. I was still the schoolboy who expected to be told off for poor work. I was going to say some of my family had been killed in a bus crash a few weeks before because there had actually been a crash in the Yorkshire Dales, and it was on the news. The director, Ron Daniels, answered the phone. I said, ‘It’s Robert.’ I knew I had let everyone down. He said what was I doing tomorrow, and could I come over to his place because he’d like to talk about casting. There are very few moments in life so big that they can be counted on the fingers of one hand, but this is one of them. The play did not change my life; the play being thought competent and getting a production did change it.

The Natural Cause and Mud are by and large set outside, where somehow the horizon, and the longing to go it, even beyond it, is important. They are plays in which at least one character is looking to escape to another world. In The Natural Cause when Mary and Barry are playing cricket on Brighton beach another world might be possible for them, but in the end, it is not to be, and Mary is left on her own. In Mud, George is looking back on his life, the door to a better world now closed, whereas for Alan and Pauline the door is open, or they think it is. Alan believes he can shape his future and the world is at his feet. In both plays the women do nothing wrong but lose their men, and for them the world is broken. Mud is set on the Yorkshire Moors of my childhood, The Natural Cause in London where I had been living for only a short time, and in both plays someone dies. It might be that in The Natural Cause Barry gives up on life, he no longer sees what is possible for him, or it could be he is ill. In rehearsal the actors and director talked about him being schizophrenic, which, when I wrote it, had not been in my mind, yet I could see it made sense, and I later learned the boy in Yorkshire who unknowingly ate his pet rabbit was indeed diagnosed with schizophrenia. It is odd how writing plays works. At least for me there is a lot of luck in the way all the aspects of the drama come together. I cannot explain how this works, but I am pleased that it does, because it means I can write intelligently now and again about things I know very little about. Barry does not know he is schizophrenic, and I shared this insight, or the lack of it, with him.

The Natural Cause actors went to rehearse the play along the canal near the zoo and Camden Town. It was the first time I had been in the company of actors for more than a few minutes. Natasha Pyne, who was playing Mary, had put a metal calliper on her leg and dyed her hair a mousy brown. In the following days, it was fascinating to see how she went about making Mary real. In the end an actor has to take a character away from the writer and to own it for themselves. The writer must let this happen if the production is to be good, but I was to learn it can be painful, like losing a friend. As rehearsals progressed, the play seemed to have less and less to do with me. The play belonged to the actors. At a run-through I sat gobsmacked that I had anything to do with it, let alone had written it. The scene where Mary sits on a park bench without getting up for twenty minutes and talks to her friend was riveting. In performance it would be slightly different every time the actor did it. A play is not a static thing. Together the company found a depth in the drama that I didn’t know was there, and it was a revelation.

The Natural Cause went on a few weeks before Chris Parr directed Mud at the Royal Court. When I first went to Sloane Square, the writer Ann Jellicoe met me on the steps outside and said, ‘Welcome to our theatre.’ It was extraordinary to have someone waiting for me at the most important theatre in the world; at least it was in my head. We walked along a corridor and upstairs, passing posters of famous new plays. I had read these plays at school, and they had become part of my learning. I was twenty-one when I first went to the Royal Court. I knew little about life and even less about writing great plays. But here you are special. The building is damaged by the writers who have tried to kick it down, certainly metaphorically if not also literally on occasions. Writers are not expected to be polite or to be grateful. This theatre has a writer’s stink about it. They had had my play for a month, all had read it, thought it was interesting, did not like the title, and would I like a commission to write another play? It would be for £100. I said yes to everything that was suggested, left the building, walked back to Belsize Park to give time for my nerves and excitement to calm down, and did not write another play for the Royal Court for nine years. This was because, in good part, the importance of the building loomed large in my head and I was inhibited by its history.

Other Worlds took me three years to write. By now there had also been plays written for the Traverse in Edinburgh and the Bush in London. Occasionally there had been kind comments from people who were important in the theatre and the Arts Council. I was mostly living on Arts Council money being given directly to me for two years. To these people it must have seemed as if I was beginning to be a successful dramatist, but it did not feel that way to me, and, rather than being flattered by their compliments, I was inhibited by them. I was still messing about writing in notepads with the old fountain pen and throwing most of it away. This is not what a serious writer should do every morning, but if I tried to be serious all I did was stare at a blank page. One day I read a newspaper interview with David Storey, who talked about his writing being intuitive and instinctive, and for a few hours a heavy weight lifted off my shoulders because he was a proper writer. I was not enjoying writing plays. The pressure of trying to write a good and proper play had become too great. Also, I was used to being not very bright, thinking of myself as dim because at school I had failed in most things, and it was a shock when some people told me I was clever, and the plays were intelligent. All sorts of mixed-up and jumbled thoughts were going through my mind. I would go down the street feeling dismal and useless. There was day after day when my eyes were watery with despair and I found it difficult to focus on the world in front of me. I was happiest being ordinary, yet wanted to write brilliant plays. I was happy being a failure, and yet I wanted to be successful. Somehow Other Worlds came out of this disorder and confusion. It is my attempt to write a ‘great play’, which is why it has three acts. It is me trying to write about ideas. I did a lot of research, and it was in the British Library that I saw a first edition of Jethro Tull’s Horse-Hoeing Husbandry, first published in 1731. Doing this kind of thing was new to me because I was used to writing about people and making them up, but now I was writing a ‘great play’ and research must be done. The more I learned, the more difficult it became to write. My intuition left me. I would write three words and cross two of them out.

Other Worlds is set in Robin Hood’s Bay on the North Yorkshire coast. I was in the churchyard there one morning looking at the names on gravestones and saw the name Storm on several on them. Before this I had been setting the play in Hartlepool, on the coast about twenty miles north of Robin Hood’s Bay. Storm gave me the idea of moving the story these few miles south and even starting the play with a storm. I made the decision on the spot to stop researching and to make it up, because the research was inhibiting me. I told myself to fill an exercise book with dialogue without stopping, as I had very first done at school, and to stop worrying about writing a great play. I would write a great play if a great play wanted to be written by me. Out of this worry came Other Worlds