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My dark blonde, Kirsten, my 1.75 m tall wife, is still a real feast for the eyes, even at 36. She has long endless legs, a very pretty open face and after the birth of our daughter, she also very quickly regained her original size 38. His whole body, but especially his chest not too big but well round and firm (cap B-Cup) are firm and smooth as always. Kirsten jogs regularly and goes to the gym twice a week with a friend. Unfortunately, I didn't do very well myself, because my stressful job doesn't give me the time to do too many sports activities. I can only rarely go beyond the monthly badminton round with two old mares. Unfortunately, the consequence is that, despite my height of 1.84 m, I have been carrying 10 kilos of excess weight with me since I quit smoking six years ago. Kirsten doesn't seem to care, at least he hasn't complained yet. My marriage to Kirsten is very happy, at least from my point of view. We talk very little and there are no financial or other problems. I never cheated all these years (my job didn't give me the time) and I don't think Kirsten did it either. However, as with many married couples, our sex life has suffered somewhat from my work stress and all the other tasks related to home and child. Sometimes it can take a few weeks without us having sex. But when we slept together, it was great every time.
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A slut´s craving
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A slut's craving
My dark blonde, Kirsten, my 1.75 m tall wife, is still a real feast for the eyes, even at 36. She has long endless legs, a very pretty open face and after the birth of our daughter, she also very quickly regained her original size 38. His whole body, but especially his chest not too big but well round and firm (cap B-Cup) are firm and smooth as always. Kirsten jogs regularly and goes to the gym twice a week with a friend. Unfortunately, I didn't do very well myself, because my stressful job doesn't give me the time to do too many sports activities. I can only rarely go beyond the monthly badminton round with two old mares. Unfortunately, the consequence is that, despite my height of 1.84 m, I have been carrying 10 kilos of excess weight with me since I quit smoking six years ago. Kirsten doesn't seem to care, at least he hasn't complained yet. My marriage to Kirsten is very happy, at least from my point of view. We talk very little and there are no financial or other problems. I never cheated all these years (my job didn't give me the time) and I don't think Kirsten did it either. However, as with many married couples, our sex life has suffered somewhat from my work stress and all the other tasks related to home and child. Sometimes it can take a few weeks without us having sex. But when we slept together, it was great every time. Of course, Kirsten regularly came to the climax. It's very important to me too! I work a lot on the computer in my company and I discovered very early the benefits of the Internet in my private life. And like probably almost all men, I also watched porn on my PC in my office from time to time. What I saw there excited me and logically I was also satisfied, although only two rooms outside, my young and attractive wife was lying in her bed and probably would have liked to sleep with me. Kirsten was actually very sexually open-minded. At the beginning of our marriage, for example, we also had anal sex together from time to time and that both of us always found very cool, but that was completely forgotten. When I made the suggestion, she always found an excuse not to have an anal with me today. Sometimes we spoil ourselves a little orally in bed as foreplay, but in the end, we almost always had floral sex together in the good old missionary position or she ran me over until she had an orgasm. So far, this probably applies to many couples with children. On the Internet, I discovered a sexual world far removed from this boring and bland conjugal sex life. At first, I was simply surprised at the things that were there. Over time, however, I developed a marked preference for pornographic videos in which the women involved were sexually used, abused, humiliated and also humiliated.Often, in the films, several men accepted a single woman very harshly together and mistreated her in all openings of the body, one after the other or even simultaneously. It turned me on to animals. I have the courage to admit it so openly, because I conclude from the multitude of pornography that my own preferences are also shared by many, perhaps many other men. Ces clips vidéo se terminent presque régulièrement par des flux de sperme, qui sont généralement injectés dans le visage des filles pauvres ou dans l'un des orifices de leur corps. Parfois, les actrices étaient même forcées de lécher la graine des hommes, qui s'était égouttée de leur chatte complètement pulvérisée ou de leur anus fraîchement baisé, encore une fois du sol. Et c'est ce qu'ils ont fait et d'autres choses encore pires ! Je pense que tous ceux qui connaissent Internet savent de quoi je parle. En tout cas, j'ai rapidement développé une préférence marquée, presque même une dépendance pour de tels clips vidéo et j'ai des centaines ou - pour être tout à fait honnête - probablement même des milliers de films de ce genre stockés sur mon disque dur. Mon avidité pour de telles scènes était insatiable. Mes clips vidéo préférés sont devenus de plus en plus difficiles avec le temps. Au début, je l'ai déjà trouvé megageil, si une femme a été prise par deux hommes en même temps dans la chatte, l'anus ou aussi la bouche dans le soi-disant sandwich. Même cela dépassait mon imagination sexuelle. Entre-temps, c'était devenu presque quotidien pour moi, je l'avais vu si souvent auparavant. Au fil du temps, j'ai préféré le porno de plus en plus dur, qui existait aussi en nombre infini sur le net. Harder signifie que j'aimais mieux quand une femme de deux, trois ou même plus épaisses queues de monstres se battait aussi fort que possible dans chaque orifice du corps et qu'elle était humiliée et humiliée en même temps. Les acteurs masculins étaient parfois colorés, ce qui m'a donné un coup de pied supplémentaire. J'ai également trouvé les jeux de rôle très excitants, dans lesquels les femmes étaient attachées et parfois maltraitées avec des godes, des fouets, des fouets, des fouets, des pinces ou d'autres instruments. Certaines ont même été présentées au public de cette façon. Presque toujours, regarder ces clips vidéo pour moi finissait par se branler. Je me suis souvent demandé plus tard pourquoi je n'allais pas dans la chambre de ma jolie femme et elle m'a demandé si elle voulait coucher avec moi. Il n'aurait probablement pas dit non. Mais si je suis honnête, après une journée de travail stressante, c'était souvent trop épuisant pour moi. Avoir des rapports sexuels avec ma femme signifiait prendre le temps de se parler avant et après et aussi de répondre à vos besoins sexuels, ce qui pourrait être épuisant pour ma femme. Il était beaucoup plus facile d'obtenir un soulagement devant le PC en quelques minutes tout en regardant une scène vraiment excitante avec la main elle-même. C'est pathétique, mais je dois l'admettre. Je ne sais pas si d'autres hommes ressentent la même chose, mais je suppose que oui. Ma dépendance à la pornographie et à la masturbation a eu des effets négatifs sur moi et sur mon mariage, ce qui n'a pas causé de problèmes au début et n'est devenu vraiment apparent qu'après un certain temps. D'un côté, je me sentais coupable, même si je ne voulais pas vraiment l'admettre. D'autre part, à mesure que la durée de cette phase augmentait, il devenait de plus en plus difficile pour moi d'être vraiment raide pendant les rapports sexuels occasionnels et de le rester, surtout parce que les images cornées dans le filet ne voulaient pas sortir de ma tête. J'ai vu tant de chattes nues et excitées et de seins gonflés sur Internet, mais aussi des scènes beaucoup plus extrêmes que je ne pouvais à peine éveiller les stimuli sexuels bien connus de ma propre femme. Kirsten, bien sûr, ne l'a pas caché et, plus d'une fois, elle m'a encouragé : "Qu'est-ce qui ne va pas chez toi, ma chérie ? Tu ne m'aimes plus ?" J'ai peur de ne pas avoir dit à Kirsten ce qui ne va pas chez moi. De plus en plus souvent, je ne voulais plus vraiment avoir de relations sexuelles avec elle et il est compréhensible qu'elle l'appelle une femme. J'ai seulement obtenu vraiment chaud dans mon lit de mariage quand j'ai imaginé tout en ayant le sexe avec ma femme que Kirsten a été correctement nommé par les types étranges avec les bites épaisses et impitoyablement labourées par tous les trous - juste comme les femmes vraiment regrettables dans mes films préférés, qui ont enduré cela pour relativement peu d'argent. Mais je ne l'ai pas dit à Kirsten, bien sûr. Mais avec le temps, même ce fantasme sur ma femme ne pouvait plus m'exciter. Les images pornographiques dans ma tête étaient tout simplement plus puissantes que mon humble imagination. Donc, depuis deux ou trois ans, nous sommes plus que disposés à avoir des relations sexuelles conjugales. Il y a environ un an, ma femme m'a surpris en train de me masturber devant le PC dans mon bureau. Elle était allée au gymnase avec son amie Sandra et est rentrée à la maison une demi-heure plus tôt que prévu parce que son amie avait rangé son pied à l'écart. J'ai été effrayé à mort quand elle s'est soudainement tenue dans la pièce et a rapidement attrapé ma bite nue et raide. Mais il était trop tard : elle avait tout vu ! "In bed with me, almost nothing runs, but as soon as I get out of the house, you unpack your dick and make it yourself with porn movies! No wonder you don't want me anymore," Kirsten yelled at me and ran away from the room with rage. I preferred not to say anything for a while. I knew there was no excuse. After a few minutes of reflection, I followed Kirsten into the living room. She cried bitterly. When I tried to hold her, she refused me. "I take care of my body, I buy beautiful fashionable clothes and erotic underwear, I shave my clean and smooth shame, but all this doesn't interest you bean," Kirsten reproached me. She was really at 180, "I'm sorry, honey! I didn't know you'd be back so soon. This has nothing to do with you. Forgive me, please," I stuttered, squatting to calm her down. That was the stupidest excuse you could find for something like that. But I couldn't think of anything better. Was I supposed to tell Kirsten that I was addicted to pornography where women are sexually humiliated and mercilessly used by men? In the end, I promised Kirsten High and Holy that something like tonight would never happen again. That night, we made love to make up. I kept that promise for a while, but my porn addiction quickly found its acceptance in everyday life. And it didn't take Kirsten two months to catch me masturbating in front of the computer the second time. This time she had it in mind, had returned from an earlier than expected visit to a friend's house and had slipped quietly into the house. Of course, I was sitting in front of the computer again with my dick erect naked. This time she wasn't just blaming me bitterly. She immediately left the common marital room and spent the night in our guest room. And she wouldn't talk to me for days. After five days of cold war, I couldn't take it anymore, also because our daughter Alina suffered a lot from our fight, and I asked Kirsten more or less on my knees and with tears for forgiveness, which she also granted me with mercy at the end. But that's not all. "What videos did you watch? What excites you about it?" Kirsten wanted to know at the end." Unfortunately Kirsten was not celebrated with poor explanations from me. Since Kirsten insisted that she would not return to the legitimate bed until I honestly answered that question, I finally gave in to her insistence and gave her access to the external hard drive on which I had stored all my pornographic videos. Kirsten was shocked when she saw how many videos I had stored there. Then she opened any of the video clips I had saved with a double-click and a scene flashed on the screen in which a very delicate blonde woman with big breasts was penetrated by two black monster tails simultaneously in her pussy and anus. Sandwich was something I particularly liked to see, so the scene was pretty typical. Kirsten, on the other hand, saw something like this for the first time in her life and opened her eyes with horror. I preferred to leave the room because I was ashamed of my perverse pornography preferences. For almost an hour, I sat alone in the living room and poured myself glasses of red wine, while Kirsten took a look at my collection of secret videos. Then Kirsten came back from the study with a very serious face. "Why do you watch such horrible movies? Imagine I get fucked like the girls in the video clips of several guys like a dirty whore in all the holes? Do you like women humiliated and humiliated? You might need it to get one at all," she says angry and bitterly. "This has nothing to do with you!" I defended myself again. "We've known each other for so many years inside and out, so I have a little more fun watching movies like this. "For me, this has nothing to do with reality and, above all, with our marriage." "If this has nothing to do with reality for you and only serves to excite you, why don't you sleep with me more often? Since you've been sitting at the computer, you've lost more and more desire for me," Kirsten said in summary all her frustration and, unfortunately, she was absolutely right. "Maybe a little fresh wind in the marriage would do us good and then I would have more desire on you again", I defended myself from my wife in total narrowness. "What do you mean, Robert? I always wear pretty underwear for you, I wear tight skirts and tight blouses, I make myself as attractive as possible, but you're not interested at all! I don't know which devil set me up today, but I said, "Well, maybe everything would be better if we tried something completely new. "What would be new for you?" Kirsten frowned. "Wouldn't you like to do it with another man for a change?" I admit that through all the video clips, I had stimulated more and more the fantasy of what it would be like to see my wife being fucked violently by another man. In my wildest dreams, I even sometimes took my beloved Kirsten in a sandwich with another man. The fact that I now spoke so openly about including another man in our sex life was actually only because I was completely lost in this discussion with my wife. Under normal circumstances, I would never have had the courage. I would have been far too afraid of the possible consequences. But now they were gone. "Did I hear you right? Have you lost your mind? Do you want me to find a lover, Kirsten replied with surprise and indignation. "No, I don't want to! I don't want to lose you for anything, Kirsten. I love you so much! I just wanted to say that if you did it once with another man and I could watch or maybe even participate. I don't want it to be a permanent solution, I want to experience it so much once!" "Don't even think about it! I will never do it in this life," Kirsten replied succinctly. She left me and fell asleep without even looking at me. After all, at least for the first time in days, she lay in our common marital bed. The next night we made up and slept together again. After that terrible confrontation, I really tried. Unfortunately, things didn't go much better between us in bed. I always had considerable erection problems when we wanted to have sex together. I was stiff at first, but I didn't want my wife so much anymore. It only really worked for me when I was satisfied in front of the PC or when I gave in to fantasies by having sex with Kirsten. Maybe I have to explain that Kirsten is not a woman who's done with three minutes of sex. At the beginning of our relationship, she had actually rested in bed only when I had licked her for at least half an hour in all positions, then I had taken her from the front, from the top, from behind and given her several salient points. Of course, I was very happy to do that at the time. But it required a lot of endurance and endurance on my part as a man, which, unlike in the past, I no longer had today. Meanwhile, I was very happy if I could take my wife to the peak at least once, before pouring her my juice. I just lacked my old-fashioned power and stamina. I think the daily stress in my job is just too much. And of course, I wasn't the youngest and I wasn't in shape. My overweight was perceptible in many things. After a few weeks, something strange happened. Kirsten had one of her days off and when I went to work in the morning, she asked me for the access data for the external hard drive with the pornographic videos, "Why would you want that - you find the videos totally disgusting and disgusting? "Yes, I was totally shocked when I had to look at all that dirt," explained Kirsten. "Why do you want to see him now?" I replied with astonishment. "I can't stand the thought of my own husband being such a pig that he needs movies like this to want them. I want to review your collection today, in peace and without being angry and angry at you! Maybe I won't feel so bad and I can forgive you someday." I was rather uncomfortable with my wife's wish, but I already had other choices than to open access to my PC and the hard drive connected to it. With a very weak feeling in my stomach, I drove to work. That day, I had to work for a very long time and I didn't get out until around 9 pm. Our daughter was already in bed. Kirsten sat in a very neat atmosphere with a glass of red wine in her hand in the living room and wore only a very short white nightgown and a white lace cord underneath. Kirsten has already kissed me passionately on the mouth as a greeting, where there was usually only a fleeting welcome kiss. I naturally could not resist her seductive sight and stroked her small firm breasts, which I knew so well, through the gossamer fabric. Her nipples straightened immediately and became stiff. When I slipped my hand between her legs a little later, her shame was already thick and her panties thin soaked. I dragged her to bed. We had passionate sex that night too. I lasted a lot longer than usual and Kirsten even had several orgasms in a row. It hadn't happened for at least three years and she fell asleep happily in my arm. That night and the next day, I didn't ask her if she liked my pornography collection the second time she looked at it. I was so grateful she wasn't angry anymore that I just let the subject rest. I didn't want to wake the sleeping dogs, but unfortunately things didn't really improve with our sex life the following weeks. The old routine came back quickly. My wife, however, had to go through a process of change. It took me maybe two or three months before Kirsten totally surprised me one night. I must add that once again, almost three weeks had passed since we last slept together. "She suddenly asked me, while we were sitting together one night with a glass of Italian red wine. Our daughter was already in bed, I was surprised and shocked and I didn't even know if I really meant it. "It was just one of my ideas. I didn't think twice about it. You should really want to do it voluntarily and not just for myself and I should agree with the man," I reluctantly replied and was convinced that Kirsten would soon come down anyway. "It can't go on like this," she says instead. "Something must happen or one day I will have another lover to give me in bed what you no longer want to give me. My boss has had a crush on me for a long time." She had complained several times that the general manager of small IT companies, where she worked two days a week, was still watching her. "Kirsten, I love you so much. There's no way I want to lose you. And I certainly don't want to share you with a lover!" "We agree on this for once, darling! But maybe you're right and an unusual sexual experience would be good for both of us. I may be willing to accept your suggestion with the other man, if that's really what you want, my dear. I don't know how this is gonna work. You will have to think about this very carefully. I've never done anything like this before." "I didn't think twice," I honestly admitted. I've never done anything like this before. "Think about it, then!" Kirsten told me in very clear terms.
