I'm human E-Book

Madlaina Vollert

• Herausgeber: Books on Demand
• Kategorie: Poesie und Drama
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 44

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2024

Beschreibung

Writing-Dealing- Healing three steps of accepting thoughts and feelings, because we're all humans, we've all got issues, no matter how much we try to hide them. And sometimes we struggle. Let's take some time, snuggle up, ist's time to FEEL

Leseprobe

Thanks to my life that made me who I am now. Thanks to all the people who treated me the way they did. Thanks to myself for being who I am, even though I want to be someone else sometimes.

Contents

Playlist

Start of Text

Acknowledgements

Playlist

Losing you - WONHO

District 9 - StrayKids

Calvary’s Enough - Brooke Lighterwood

LOVE AGAIN - The kid LAROI

Not You – Alan Walker

Counting Stars - One Republic

Start Again – One Republic

Maps – Maroon 5

Bleed Out -Isac Danielson

Bleeding Out – ImagineDragons

Best Friend Breakup – Lauren Spencer Smith

I Found – Amber Run

Thank You for Hating Me – Citizen Soldier

Save Me Now – Mike Perry, Isac Danielson

Echo – Jason Walker

Why’d you only call me when you’re high? –

Dramatic Violins, Joel sunny

Holding On and Letting Go – Ross Copperman

Flares - The Script

Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift

Brother – Kodaline

Mercy - Shawn Mendez

Treat You Better – Shawn Mendez

Night Changes – One Direction

It’s Time – Imagine Dragons

All That Really Matters – ILLENIUM, Teddy Swims

When We Were Kids – Walking On Cars

Rockstars –Malik Harris

Hope – Lucidious

Lovely – Billie Eilish

Queen Of A Lonely Heart – Dastic, Arjay

Jen’s Song – MJ Walker

Fictional – Khloe Rose

First Love – Jurrivh

Not Ready -Myle

Face My Fears - Isac Danielson

monsters – Camylio

Hallway Clock – The Suntrees Sky

Hurts Like Hell – Tommee Profitt, Fleurie

400 Trillion -Justin Jesso

Leave A Light On – Tom Walker

~auf Spotify ~

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Hearing Silence

Seeing Darkness

Touching Emptiness

Feeling Myself

How do you know?

Why do you mean you know me?

How dare you,

Even though I don’t really know me.

You didn’t even look at me.

You didn’t even say a word.

So tell me,

How do you know me?

Even though I don’t really know me?

Tell me,

Why do you say, you know me?

Even though I don’t know every part of me.

He said…

He said sorry

He said much over all these years

He said he loves me.

Words, as cruel as him

My heart, stuck between pain and desire

Desires as cruel as him

I seek peace

But all I feel

Pain and loss

Pain as painful as him

Inside shattered glass

He said he loves me the way I love him

He said a lot

Sometimes I hear him

He said…

Lost

In the ocean

Down

In my tears

Broken

As my heart

Shattered

As my bond to you

Desperate

My soul

Left

By everyone

Sinking

In the darkness

Destroyed

Fading away

Found

By shadows

Time fading away

Friends falling apart

Love getting stronger

Dreams out of reach

Silence chasing me

Darkness leading me

I realize

I lost you

Walking

Down the road

Swimming

Across the ocean

Climbing

Up the highest mountain

Falling

Over the cliffs

Running

Up that hill

Going

Through hell

Flying

Through space

Reaching

Through time

Back to you

Running in circles

Thinking

But never let go

Thoughts, plans

Overthinking

Hesitating

Never take action

Thinking

hunted by wolfs

haunted by demons

chasing my dreams

out of reach

Beyond life

Beyond love

Waiting for me to open the hunt

Behind shadows

Waiting to tear up my heart

Slowly

A desire the creature cannot hide

You deserve better

You don’t deserve me

I have nothing

Nothing but myself

You deserve better

I could never satisfy your needs

I’m not good enough for you

I wouldn’t understand

You deserve better

Lying on the green grass

Under the blue sky

Watching the sun wandering

Sunset

Wandering moon

Sunrise

Returning procedures

But I’m, I’m just lying here thinking ‘bout everything and nothing

Wanna do something, not able to do something

because I’m just lying here on the green grass under the blue sky

Time is passing by, leaving me behind

Losing focus starring at the stars

Fading away but never leaving

Staying here because there’s no place to go

Plans, dreams wishes desires

Out of reach

I’m just lying here under blue sky on green grass

Watching the tree burning

Sunset

Roses have both

Petals and thorns

But only together it is one

A blood red rose blooming in the sun

Its thorns cutting my fingers

Blood’s dropping down

Sweet smell, untouchable

Carried with caution

Beauty is blinding you

Her touch is deadly

Treat her with respect

I want to break out (break out)

Out of this golden cage

I build to keep things outside

Forgot the fact that I’ve buried myself over time

The walls to strong; my fists to weak

I want to break out (break out)

Becoming dull over time

Repressed the importance of true feelings

The safe too safe to get out

The secrets too hidden to find

I want to break out (break out)

There’s no way out

What have I done?

The dungeon too deep to climb up the stairs

I want to break out (break out)

Im Regen stehend, den Moment genießen,

aber wie, wie geht das?

Gedanken rasen, Gefühle stumpf.

Ich will das hier leben,

Aber existieren ist so viel einfacher.

Morgens

Wiederkehrend,

der Uhu kehrt heim,

der Stern erstickt im Keim,

Der Nacht verheerend.

Anfang, Beginn,

Wo geht es hin?

Ein Zwerg

Erklimmt den Berg.

Er hat noch Zeit,

von Sorgen befreit.

Wind weht,

Die Zeit geh.

Rot, hell, Licht

Nimmt des Zwerges Sicht.