It's Time, in the Light to be E-Book

Roberta Theiler

• Herausgeber: novum pro Verlag
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2023

Beschreibung

The author tells how she perceived the world differently from other people at an early age. She saw and felt things and entities that did not belong to the physical world. This initially frightened her until she realized that she had the gifts of clairvoyance, clairaudience and clairsentience. With sensitive words she tells about her life and experiences; for example about her deep insights through reincarnation therapy or how she accompanied people and animals in the phase of transition into the spiritual world. In her open manner, she takes the reader on her journey of healing experiences and helps them to find and live their inner light as well. "In the depth of our hearts, we all carry the desire to feel and live our inner light again."

Leseprobe

Roberta Theiler

IT'S TIME,

IN LIGHT

TO BE

My experiences on the way from inner darkness into light

With love for my children Céline and Maic

as well as for all the people,

who want to leave the darkness behind

and are willing to set out on the road

to the inner light.

Content

Prologue

My decision

My first years on earth

In-between worlds

The quiet awakening from darkness into light

Wake-up call

How I think about life

My experience with regressions

The fog obscures the radiant light

The law of cause and effect

The law of resonance

Life, mirror of my soul energy

The game of life and your mirror images

Life, indeed the whole universe, means well with you

Let go and become free

Listen to your intuition

Thoughts and feelings

Thoughts make feelings and influence your health

Your thoughts form your reality

Dive into true love

Love is everywhere

Turn fear into love

Forgiveness and solution work

Gratitude becomes peace

Experiences with dying people that filled me with gratitude

My animal companions

Hands off drugs

Your body, temple of your soul

Breathe

Keep moving

Smile

Final thoughts

References

Thanks to

Prologue

All around me, the night is lit up by flashes of lightning in quick succession. The fear in our train compartment is literally palpable. Everyone is praying in whispers, looking fearfully outside.

And again a mighty flash of lightning illuminates the dark night, followed by rumbling thunder. The night has little power over the darkness. One lightning bolt follows another, turning night into day. The train rattles unperturbed along the tracks towards Switzerland.

The fear of the fellow passengers did not fail to have an effect on me, and so I too, together with my mother, sit anxiously in my train compartment and watch what is happening. But what happens then changes my life!

Suddenly I see a light. This light does not come from outside, no it comes from inside. It radiates from my center, a beautiful, calming light. I am spellbound, feeling and seeing only this radiant light. Everything in me becomes calm and I feel how deep love fills me.

This light expands more and more. Little by little I literally dissolve in my humanity. I dissolve completely and become pure vibrating energy. This energy expands to the whole train compartment, penetrates all people, expands further and further, up to the hills that can be seen in the lightning storm, beyond the earth into the universe.

In this state I feel absolute peace and oneness with all being. An indescribable feeling of deep calm and unconditional love flows through me. In this moment, in which the light energy floods me completely and expands into infinity, I become aware of who I am in truth, how I am meant and what beautiful, magnificent power is in me. I become aware that - we are all One, - everything is one single energy, - everything is connected, - separation never existed, - everything flows into each other, - everything happens in absolute love, - everything is good as it is.

We have the ability, indeed always the possibility, to live in peace, happiness, love and oneness here on earth in being human, if only we would understand who we are in truth.

I don't know how long I was in the state of this perception, but I already knew at that time that it would change my life to the depths of my being. It was an overwhelming and indescribable experience and I carried the memory of it silently inside me for many years without talking about it to anyone.

Such an unbelievably strong feeling of happiness, peace and love flooded through me as I had never experienced before. I now knew with absolute certainty that we can live heaven here on earth, since it cannot be found anywhere else but within ourselves.

So began my journey to this lived happiness, to this peace and feeling of inner freedom, on this train from Italy to Switzerland.

I was only 13 years old at the time of this all-changing experience and it would be years, no decades, before I found my way out of the inner darkness and into the light.

Let me tell you about this journey ...

My decision

My decision has been made. I am going back to earth, to the physical world. I am tormented by the question of whether it is the right decision?

I feel fear within me, but I know that the time has come to complete my task, my destiny. The moment to be born again as a human being is near.

(I was able to remember my birth and the time afterwards decades later during regressions)

The moment is approaching. I still feel safe and protected, it is warm and safe.

Suddenly it pushes me in a direction, my small body moves, is moved. Great fear fills me. What is happening to me?

No matter how great the fear seems to be, I have no other option but to just let it happen.

It suddenly gets bright, much too bright and loud. Panic! Will I manage to be human? Do I have the strength again to go my way in the human existence? The fear becomes stronger and I feel how a part of my soul energy withdraws, separates from me. For this highly vibrating part of the soul the time is not yet there to incarnate in the human being. It will come back much later (through a shamanic work of soul retrieval) and walk the path through being human. Only many decades later, when I have transformed much that burdens me.

I feel paralyzed by the birth process, and by the withdrawal of a soul part. I do not really perceive what is happening around me. A feeling of abandonment and teaching, expand in me. A great longing for peace, unity and security arises.

I feel weak and would like to return to the light. But that is not possible, because I have decided on a higher level to be here on earth and to fulfill my destiny in love. Once before, a few years earlier, I did not have the courage to be born into the same family and left the body before birth. (The fact that I was the one stillborn, I recognized only decades later, completely surprisingly, during a kinesiology session).

This time I will stay here. Even though I am aware that I have been here on earth many times, it is not easy for me to be here and to find my way in this energy. Will I be able to make it? Do I have the strength to go my way through life?

Many years will pass before I feel happy and secure in being human.

My first years on earth

Many strange faces of an extended family marvel at me. I am the youngest of eight children and have three brothers and four sisters. Whether they are familiar to me, I do not know.

I receive care, and yet I feel alone and abandoned.

It's certainly not easy for my mother to raise the whole flock of children. She doesn't have much time for each of them, and money is always tight, putting a strain on the large family.

Something in me remembered the time in the spirit world and the longing to return there is great. And this longing has been very present for many years. As a result, I didn't really feel at home here on earth for a long time. It was difficult for me to find my way around in my small body. Life as a child demanded a lot of strength from me.

Already during the first years of my childhood I had some experiences that shaped my later life. It is amazing how certain experiences hurt us deeply and how much time we need afterwards to transform the resulting blockages again. From my point of view today, these experiences have in fact only come about because we have already taken a certain conviction with us into this life. We put it in the "backpack" of the things we want to work through and took it with us.

This is accompanied by a poem by Hermann Hesse.

The life I chose for myself

Before I came into this life on earth,

I was shown how I would live it.

There was the sorrow, there was the grief,

there was the misery and the burden of suffering.

There was the vice that was to grab me,

there was the error that captured.

There was the quick anger in which I resented,

there was hatred and arrogance, pride and shame.

But there was also the joy of those days,

that are full of light and beautiful dreams,

where complaint is no more and no more plague,

and everywhere the fountain of gifts is flowing;

where love to him who is still bound in the earth's garment,

gives the bliss of the detached,

where man escaped from the torment of man,

as the chosen one of high spirits.

I was shown the bad and the good,

I was shown the fullness of my shortcomings,

I was shown the wound from which I bleed,

I was shown the helping hand of the angels.

And as if I was looking at my future life,

I hear a being do the question:

Whether I dared to live this,

for the hour of decision was now upon us.

And I once again measured all the bad -

This is the life I want to live!

I answered with a determined voice

and took upon myself my new destiny quietly.

That is how I was born in this world,

That's how it was when I entered the new life.

I don't complain when I often don't like it,

because unborn I have affirmed it.

After birth, a kind of misty veil appears and we forget how life is really meant to be and why we are here. Otherwise, the "game of life" would not be exciting. For it is indeed a game, our life, and our own game, played entirely according to our own wishes.

Children often still have an idea where they come from, but over time most forget.

In truth, we are a beautiful soul energy that would actually know why everything happens the way it does. But we have to go into oblivion so that we can have our experiences of being human. If we knew who we are all the time, we would not be able to experience and live the feelings of being human in the same way. We would lose the opportunity to be able to transform all our unresolved hurts and blockages, also called shadow sides, that we take with us from other incarnations. But we come here with the desire to do exactly that, so that we are free from mental pain again and can live our true, lightful energy.

So it can be that in life we come into contact with many different, unfortunately often very painful issues that can be very traumatic. But even these are only there for us to heal and transform when the opportunity arises, which admittedly often requires an infinite amount of courage and strength. It also takes courage to acknowledge that you yourself are the scriptwriter who wrote the main cornerstones for your life play or life theater. Because depending on what is happening in your life, you may prefer to reject the fact that it is supposed to be of your own choosing.

I, too, had experiences in my life that I could not easily accept as self-chosen as an adult.

For example, I remember having an experience when I was three years old that emotionally occupied me for many years.

My neighbor boy of the same age and I found out what anatomical difference there is between girls and boys. I guess we hadn't had a chance to see the opposite sex until that point. We played with each other and after some time he had to pee urgently. I was amazed that he didn't have to sit on the toilet, but could do it standing up. So, quite innocent as we were, we discovered that we were obviously not made quite the same. What a discovery! We were also not aware of any wrongdoing as we looked at each other with great amazement. This changed when his mother entered the room. She shouted at me what a sly, bad girl I was. I could not understand what she was talking about, but the energy she hurled at me I felt in every cell of my being. I was deeply frightened and shaken. The conviction that I had done something really bad and was therefore bad accompanied me on my further way through life.

This experience confirmed in me the feeling I had had for a while of not being lovable, not being good enough, not being important. It felt dark and heavy inside me. The shock was so deep that I could not talk to anyone about this event. An emptiness spread through me and also the feeling of being in the wrong place here on earth. Maybe you know this too?

A few years later, when I was about six years old, I experienced several sexual assaults by an acquaintance. Again, I did not tell a soul. As a little girl, I didn't know how to deal with it. Wasn't I the guilty one? Aren't adults always right?

Emptiness and deep darkness filled me more and more. I had the feeling that there was no spark of light anywhere. Everything felt heavy and burdensome. The longing to go back to where I came from grew. To return to the harmony, to the infinite love that I could still remember a little bit, became a great desire. This is also called a longing for death.

In-between worlds

I know that there are some people who feel that they do not have the necessary strength for the turmoil and fate of life. Then, when the overload is too great, they want to end life. But whether the pain is then actually ended?

I have had other experiences. Through my clairvoyance, I have seen souls who have been "stuck" in a kind of limbo. They are often souls who have voluntarily departed from life. But it can also be that violence played a role or that someone decided to stay around out of love and the need to be there for the other. Certainly there are many other reasons that can lead to a soul still remaining in an in-between world. Of course, this does not mean that everyone who voluntarily ends his life remains in the intermediate world. I can only report from my own experiences.

Once I was called to a daycare center. Strange things were happening there that the directors couldn't explain and that also scared them a little. There were many beautifully furnished rooms there and I was pleased to see with how much love everything was designed. Now there was a room on the upper floor where some children were afraid. There were those who did not want to take a nap there because they were afraid of the "man". Different children, from different groups, who did not know each other, expressed the same fears. They could not be dissuaded from the fact that there was a man in the room who scared them. The interesting thing was that not all the children saw him. It is always only some children who still have the vision into the spiritual world, for the others the veil was already drawn in front of the consciousness.

When I came to this beautiful daycare center, I soon noticed on the energetic level that there had to be someone who no longer belonged in this old farmhouse. As I passed by a wonderful, large playroom, I felt a coldness within me. On the emotional level, I perceived that someone had hanged himself here a long time ago. As I learned in conversation with the nursery director, this area used to belong to the barn. On the top floor, in a small room with six pretty little beds, I recognized a male soul.

He was surprised that I could see him. I introduced myself and began to have a conversation with him, wanting to know why he was still there when he had left his body a long time ago. He told me that a long time ago he had been a farmhand on this farm and had fallen very much in love. However, this love was not reciprocated. This broke his heart. He could no longer bear this terrible pain and hanged himself in the barn.

"And now, all of a sudden, there are so many kids messing everything up and making a lot of noise," he said. That disturbs him very much. After all, this was his closet. I explained to him that he no longer belonged here and that it was time for him to go into the light. So that his soul could continue on its way. He believed me only when I opened a kind of "portal".

The spirit world showed me how to open it and how I could help the souls from the intermediate world to cross over. When he did not trust me, I was instructed to open this portal. Through this very protected portal, it is apparently possible for preceding souls to show up and "pick up" someone. So shortly after I opened it, a beautiful, light-filled soul came, which I perceived as a woman. The servant recognized her immediately, because it was his great love who was allowed to help him with the transition. When I then asked him again if he was now ready to go, he joyfully answered yes. So he entered the portal and the two disappeared into the light.

Such work is always permeated and filled with indescribable unconditional love and beauty, for which there are not really words.

Another story is about another place I was called to. My daughter worked there and she told me that someone from another plane of being was always looking over her shoulder at work and she didn't like that at all. She asked me to come by her place of work. Sure enough, there was a male soul there. When I introduced myself to him, he did not trust me at all. He was also amazed that I could see him. Communication with him revealed that several years ago, when the building was in a different use, he was involved in a shooting and was shot. Investigation revealed that this story had probably occurred. Why he could not go into the light, I did not find out. I also told him that I could bring him into the light if he wanted me to. He was very suspicious and expressed fear that I would surely send him to hell. I told him that there is no such thing as hell really. I asked the spirit world for help. They told me that it was time to open the portal, said, done ... and already several beings of light came to welcome him. Again, the love sent out by these souls was simply indescribable. Tears always come to my eyes because it is so beautiful and the longing for this indescribable love flares up again in me. Then, when he saw the beings of light that came to accompany him, his face lit up and he began to radiate. One of them had probably been his grandmother. Now he, too, more than agreed to walk the path through the portal into the light. And I was grateful that I was allowed to help him.

Another time it was a man who had died much too early from an illness and had a very strong desire within himself to be there for his child and his wife. Only souls from the intermediate world can't really help. They are rather perceived as disturbing. So also in this case. After some explanations, he was ready to go through the portal into the light.

As a child and teenager, I didn't know anything about intermediate worlds. But I always had the feeling that it would not be right to simply leave, even though during my childhood and adolescence, the longing to go back to the spiritual world arose in me again and again.

No! Deep down I knew that this would not be right!

I decided to be a human being. As I was to realize later, out of love for people. But at the time of my childhood and youth, and for many years more, life felt like a struggle.

The years passed and my longing for death grew. I simply had no joy in life and could not find anything beautiful in it and that, although I was allowed to grow up in a wonderful family.