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For as long as humans have existed on the most beautiful painting the universe and existence have witnessed, on this Earth beyond splendor and imagination, which has for ages walked the skies like a blue diamond, its glitter captivating all beholders, its beauty enchanting all eyes, its love filling all hearts, and its treasures tempting all minds.
Since his existence, man has been himself. Thousands of ages and sciences have not changed him in order to rise up and blend in with everyone in the melody of existence. Instead, he has been enchanted by his illusions, tempted by his feelings, and torn by his pain, which he created for himself and for others without rest or interruption.
And he transformed himself into a harmful beast, roaming the Sky in full view of everything that lived in existence, without meaning in his life to love The art of existence, leaving behind thousands of years and more in seas of suffering and bitter torment.
This is still what he wants and does, thinking that this is his nature and destiny and that there is no escape from this situation to another way, deluding himself that he is the most beautiful, the finest, and the most important of all, forgetting that he is one of the smallest and least important things in existence.
His wickedness destroyed him and tortured himself and others; this bitter truth was told by all witnesses, and the more he developed, the more his wickedness grew and the more harm he caused to everyone, leaving thousands of beings behind him in humiliating and profound torment. His own self-deceived him and blinded him to the truth, until at last he began to believe that he was innocent and that all around him were great wrongs, until the time came and existence asked him: O great man, who is the innocent among you in the destruction of heaven, earth, and sea through all ages?
So the human remained silent and shocked after the truth shook him, his situation was revealed, and his insides were exposed. He appeared as a harmful monster who only loved himself and his whims. He strayed very far until he crossed all the borders of delusion, and he remained alone in his torment, which he created with all the strength he had for himself, so he closed his eyes, mouth, and ears until he forgot that his nature, on which it was built, is to do good without end or doubt, like other things in this great universe.
But how long will man remain like this, deceiving himself and worshipping his desires and his own illusions, until he begins to believe that he is the great and glorious God?
Until that precious day came, when man could see himself again and change his destiny with the eyes of truth, in a novel born to be an immortal beacon in the darkness, a cure for all ills, and a guide from all errors until the end of time. It was created to turn all the invisible illusions with which we torment ourselves into visible medicine with which we can save ourselves and our loved ones from all harm forever.
A fantasy novel whose events revolve around what goes on in the depths of man and his battles between good and evil, to reveal the truth and eliminate the illusions whose burdens exhausted him and tore him with their pain, until they made him curse existence and wish for death and departure from the paradise of heaven to the hateful unknown.
A novel through which we will become abler to recognize the external and internal worlds of man. It will take us on a bright journey that crosses all borders — a journey that we have been dreaming of and waiting for a long time — to lead us through imagination to the truth and save us from all kinds of darkness.
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To make the invisible visible
The art of existence
To make the invisible visible
Shadi da Nazzal
Shadi Da Nazzal: The Art of Existence
ISBN 978-615-01-9977-1
© Shadi Da Nazzal 2023
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Content
The beginning
The two fabled birds
Novel's worlds
The novel's characters
ChapterOne: The Arrogance
The Imagination
Chapter Two: The Envy
There is nothing less than that
Chapter Three: The Deception
From victory to victory
Chapter Four: Hatred
Nightmare
Chapter Five: Revenge
From defeat to defeat
Chapter Six: Regret
The Day of Tears
Chapter Seven: The Confrontation
Is there another chance, or is there no another chance?
The truths
The fall or rise of the individual
The beginning
Sharing some glimpses of this acquaintance with others about this knowledge has always had a positive effect, so I started thinking about how I could share this knowledge with more people so that they could benefit from it. And time passed until my wish became a burden on my shoulders because I did not know how to move forward, and so I continued until I realized that I would perpetuate all that knowledge in a novel so that it would remain for us as an eternal beacon in the darkness until the end of eternity.
After that, I did not care about anything other than creating this book; for the sake of it, I woke up, and for it, I lived until I completed it, because I firmly believe that this knowledge would be sufficient to lead us from darkness to light, from ignorance to wisdom, from the many labyrinths to the path of righteousness, and from the many mental illnesses, which are the basis and the beginning of most biological diseases, to recovery.
The acquisition of this knowledge is of great value—greater than we can imagine—because there is nothing more important than this because it applies to our lives and every moment of them. This is the truth of this science, because without it, we could not exist as we should, as the Sun, the Earth, the birds, the trees, etc., in harmony with everything. We will live without wisdom, bringing chaos, darkness, and illusions into every corner of our lives. Whether we are rich or poor, strong or weak, educated or ignorant, there is no escape from the pain and chaos that have ruled us since our existence if we do not learn and master this science.
I have suffered in my life like everyone else, and I have moved from pain to pain and from mistake to mistake. I even wished many times that I didn't exist, and the further I went in life, the more suffering and pain I felt. As time went on, I became more and more certain that this was the fate of humanity and that there was no way out.
Do our whole lives revolve around waiting for the end of suffering and pain? Or should we rush to end our lives to minimize suffering and blunders? Or do we let go of the fact that eternal light and goodness will come into our lives at some point? Or do we acknowledge and agree that pain and suffering are the only true realities of humanity and cannot be changed?
I, too, lived like the others in this belief until the day came when this knowledge helped me refute these illusions and get out of this fate. It was then that I knew that only by practicing this knowledge would we be able to save ourselves and thus our loved ones from the endless pain of delusions. The presence of this knowledge surprised me; it was as if a magical world had opened its door to me, a world that had been hidden from my eyes for a long time and that I did not know existed, although it was all the time in front of my eyes, and it did not want to hide from me, but because I was unaware of this knowledge, I didn't realize it existed.
But what is this suffering that flares up in us, where did it come from, and where is it going?
In our lives, we are confronted with pains that make us feel bitter, which makes our lives a bitter torment, as if they were taking us from Paradise to Hell. Some of these pains are biological and have visible symptoms, while others are psychological and, in most cases, are not visible. Their source can be based on delusions, and this type can also be the basis for the development of most biological diseases.
I thought that removing illusions was impossible. The fire of illusions can only get hotter, but it will never go out. I was surprised to find that it could be extinguished forever.
The elimination of illusions will only happen through this science and awareness of it. Therefore, I will always rely on the science of indisputable and undeniable logic to explain to you how we can control our emotions so that they do not turn into destructive illusions that will then manipulate us as they will.
I realized that all these illusions come from bad emotions or misunderstanding them; everything we do comes from our emotions, and there is an emotion behind every moment we live and every decision we make. Yes, emotions. So I have examined it well to get a more precise and deeper understanding.
Achieving success in the control of emotions is done individually. It will be up to us to see how skillfully we can live without illusions. What I can do is make this book give you the way to victory. We have to fight this battle against misunderstood emotions alone and individually. Neither I nor anyone else can fight this battle for you. Only thus will we attain victory and possess the gift of this knowledge. You can only fight it individually. And if you succeed, only then will you be able to save yourself, and only then can you save others.
From this knowledge, you will gain mastery that will support you throughout your life and help you overcome illusions. This knowledge will stay with you for the rest of your life, and the more you overcome delusions arising from wrong or misunderstood emotions, the stronger and wiser you will become.
For a long time in my life, I thought that this knowledge did not exist; all that happened was that this is the way we were brought up, and this is the way we raise our children in every place and time. But how long will we stay like this? And when will we move forward?
It also became clear to me at the time that not only I but everyone else was interested in the world of illusions and not in real reality. And that is why I, like everyone else, created in my mind another world, a different reality. But that was not the true reality, though it looked so much like it that it was very difficult to disprove it. I made it myself based on my own experience and what I have learned during my life, and I call it reality. I used to think that this is the way we were raised and that everyone has a different reality. So everything seemed fine, but then why do we suffer in this existence to the extent that we may then reach the level where we may kill ourselves cruelly? Therefore, I had to do a deep search to find out what the real reality is and what makes us stray from it so far into an illusionary reality.
It became clear to me that the true reality is that all creatures in the Universe live in it, and with each passing day, their condition is getting better and better. Without pain and mental suffering. I, too, had to live this way, like all other creatures. So I realized that the problem was with my reality, not with the real reality itself. Thus began my journey to search for the real reality. I could hardly believe that such a world existed—the real world of reality. The place where all things in the universe, since their existence in it, are continually in a state of perpetual goodness for the rest of their lives, with the exception of humans.
Humans are one of the weakest and most fragile things in the universe. One tear will be enough to make the strongest among us the weakest. It is a biological body of merging chemical elements, like any other biological body or thing in the universe. Only his level of thinking makes him different from others. If it were not so, the difference would hardly be noticeable, but due to the difference in his consciousness, man has become the most interesting thing to exist in the universe and on Earth. The consciousness of living beings and other things is not characterized by evil deeds; they complement each other, and goodness is willingly exchanged and given to each other.
From birth, humans are subject to all sorts of external influences, such as their birthplace, upbringing, society, economic status, culture, religion, and other circumstances, and these, without logical explanation, damage us and destroy our emotions. It is only by relying on this knowledge that we can understand all these circumstances at anytime and anywhere. For man and evil are illusions, but man and good are truth, the only truth. Let us rid ourselves of illusions, seek the good within ourselves, and fight for it with knowledge and wisdom. Almost everything in this universe, including man, is made of chemical elements. Everything in this universe strives for good, except humans.
Consider, for example, the life of an apple tree. Throughout her life, she helped many types of birds and many people, and she always did what she did without complaining because she knew with certainty that she had not paid anything for her existence, so her presence from beginning to end was just a great gift and nothing more. This applies to all other living things and beings except humans, who are capable of doing evil. Thus, man became the only thing in the universe capable of doing this.
But what happened? Is heaven and everything in it to blame, or is it just man himself? What has really happened to him to bring him to this level? Shouldn't he be like the others, always doing good but not when he wants to, or only sometimes? Did his level of knowledge make him that way? If so, how could anyone allow themselves to commit evil?
In this book, we will examine how this has happened to humans and whether there is a way out of it so that there is no difference between man and others until his evil is removed and man lives like others, in harmony with the world, for the rest of his life. How can this be achieved? Have we reached a dead end? Or is it impossible?
We can only live on this wonderful earth once; this is a well-known and real-life fact. There is no other opportunity, no other possibility; that is why it is worthwhile, even very rewarding, to live wisely, in a balanced and peaceful way, in harmony with others, like all other things in the universe.
I know that no one is responsible for their existence, and no one is responsible for the existence of others. We are not responsible for how long we stay in this heavenly place, adorned with landscapes, shapes, colors, tastes, breezes, and smells. If we have been given this heavenly gift to exist, let us preserve it so that it remains so wonderful.
So, since our existence, to what pain or suffering have we not committed? We distanced ourselves from other things in the Universe and tried to cause them as much pain and suffering as possible, such as trees, animals, etc. We have brought them suffering, and at the same time, we have not spared ourselves from the suffering. We killed ourselves and another, tortured ourselves and another, buried ourselves and another alive, burned ourselves and others, and used all kinds of torture. All words will not suffice to describe the amount of pain we have produced and are still producing, and unfortunately, it seems we are not done with that yet.
Does the existence of man at any time and in any place mean that we will perform these actions that contradict what other things do in this Universe? Of all the things in the Universe, only humans alone can turn into ferocious beasts; nothing else in this Universe can lower itself to this level, as man did and unfortunately still does. Finally, here is another chance to escape this fate.
Whatever we do to ourselves, our emotions will remain with us throughout our lives, accompanying us, so we need to be careful not to misunderstand them. Why? Because misunderstood emotions will be enough to destroy our lives or the lives of others. I hope everyone has really realized the importance of this knowledge and the importance of clarifying it. We do good for ourselves first, then for others. We must not allow ourselves to be slaves to illusions. We now truly realize that neither the universe nor anything else in it is at fault since we alone are responsible for our own emotions.
It is very important to clarify emotions because they can become very dangerous. If we are armed with bad emotions, we will live a very bad life, full of pain, darkness, and illusions. In addition, the worse our emotions, the greater the pain, and so our whole life will turn into a tragedy, and we will become carriers of biological diseases. Emotions that are misunderstood will lead us to death, murder, and suicide.
But what are the emotions?
Anything that can change our state or mood is caused by an emotion. Emotions are just a chemical compound that can spread to all our cells in a fraction of an instant. From the moment we meet emotion, each emotion has its own chemical formula. This chemical formula is preserved in the pineal gland. Anytime we exercise any one of our emotions, its effect on us can be felt in every cell, almost in an instant.
For example, if we meet someone, he comes from the opposite side, face-to-face, and hates us. We will notice very quickly that his face has changed. If we meet someone who comes from the opposite side face-to-face and loves us, we will notice very quickly that his face has changed. The reason for the difference between the two faces is that only two kinds of emotions caused it: hate and love. We can see their rapid spread in the body, as if this had happened in the blink of an eye. And this confirms the rapid spread of emotions in all our cells. Thus transforming our inside and outside according to the emotion used.
We all have emotions, no exceptions. As we grow from children to adults, our emotions evolve with us. They develop in parallel with the progress and development of humans because, when a person is born, only two types of emotions affect him, and when he becomes an adult, the third type begins to affect him. They usually act as a reaction to external influences on us so that we can live better in this world and so that our inner life can live in harmony with the outside world.
As I mentioned, there are three types of emotions:
The first is biological; it is present in almost every biological body and works like when we touch fire or water. This applies to all biological bodies, or, in short, to the five senses. This only works if we touch, see, hear, smell, or taste something. So he protects us and teaches us what we can and cannot touch and what we can and cannot eat. And these lessons accompany us all our lives, until the end of our lives. For example, someone who touches fire will never do it again. And this is how this kind of emotion works: it protects the biological body on the one hand and satisfies it on the other. Therefore, the first type of emotion is a good thing and indicates the importance of its existence.
As for the second type of emotions, these are the emotions that we can achieve through the pursuit of lusts—the stomach and the genitals—and this type is present in almost every biological body. But the practice of these emotions not only enriches us with the best pleasures, it can also make us sick. For example, if we eat without feeling hungry, the enjoyment of eating will prevail, putting us at risk of obesity. Or when we eat too much sugar and know it's harmful. Or when we drink too much sugar or alcohol. Therefore, everyone must struggle relentlessly to maintain a normal and healthy BMI value to remain in their normal state. Don't let anyone or anything stand in your way, so strive to stay fit for the rest of your life.
As for sex, which gives couples great strength and pleasure, just some advice to couples: if their relationship changes for the worse, sex should be the last thing they give up because it affects them well and may fix their relationship. It is better for them to talk about it; they can come to an agreement. For example, if one of them needs to have sex ten times a month and the other only once, let it be five times, because the couples are obligated to help each other in this area as well. Otherwise, one of the parties will force the other to do things that neither of them likes.
Sex also has a bad face that can spoil us and our loved ones, for example, if we have to do it in secret or if we become perverted because of it. That is why my suggestion to each couple was that they should not go without sex while they were together. I just wanted to tell you the only truth: I don't write now or later to annoy or hurt anyone or force someone to do something; only my love for you compels me to.
This is the only way we can control these kinds of emotions, or else we'll do these pains to ourselves. These kinds of emotions once again show us their good presence. But if we misinterpret or misuse them, they will show their danger.
As for the third type of emotion, it relates to emotions operating in a psychological pathway, which will be the focus of this book. And if everything is true, it exists only in humans. In other biological bodies, it does not exist, or only in very limited cases, but this is still at a theoretical level. What is virtually certain is that of all biological bodies, only humans are affected. We suppose that this type of emotion works in the same way as the previous two: to help us and to cause us only good emotions and great pleasure. But in this book, we will see that the third type of emotion is not only different from the first two in that it affects only humans, but that this type may also be able to destroy us and everything around us.
This is how important it is to study and examine the third type of emotion well. To get the best results from them. To get to a level where we can safely say that all kinds of emotions in us work well, they strengthen us, sustain us, and enrich us with good pleasures and experiences.
Now you stand here in front of this great gate, the Blue Diamond Gate, so open it and enter peacefully into this world beyond imagination. No matter how heavy the weight is on your shoulders, how much suffering you have in your life, how misguided and tormented you are, or how much fear of the unknown lurks behind the door, enter without hesitation and go on until you reach the great blue diamond throne. On it is a box adorned with the finest jewels and gems, but to reach it and get what is inside, you must climb its magnificent staircase step by step or else patiently read the book letter by letter. Only if you do so will you reach it, and when you reach it, open it without hesitation, for in it you will find the greatest and most precious gift you will ever receive from existence....
Which is none other than your soul, so set it free to soar high in all places, at all ages, and beyond all limits, to become one of the most beautiful novels of existence, and to become one of the kindest and bravest, whom existence looks up to.
I wish you a lot of fun, experience, and knowledge from this adventure.
The two fabled birds
The two fabled birds
Novel's worlds
The City of Merchants, Dordor: Anything for the money.
The Garden of Arts: where dreams can come true.
The Kingdom of Mountains, Kanakan: Our star-studded
brilliance has begun.
Kingdom of Wisdom, Marnan: We shine like a blue
diamond.
The Kingdom of Forests, Zirales: We have to protect the
trees from people!
Kingdom of Sand, Armara: As if no one inhabits this
land.
The Kingdom of Islands, Lialin: Its beauty is beyond
all imagination, as if it were a paradise in the Sky.
Kingdom of Caves, Zamanok: No life will remain
anywhere, our time has come!
The mountains and plains of Ror: It all began here.
Ant Castle: Where has it been hiding until now?
The novel's characters
Kio fell in love with Siam; he is happier than ever.
Siam; Kio, he is everything for me; his smile is always
innocent forever.
Ori, Kio's father; the power would only stay with me
forever.
Yari, Kio's mother; no one will ever reach my level
never.
Siam's father; I wish it all happened another way, not like
never.
Siam's brother, Lamir; I will come for you at sunset. I
love you more than ever.
Inon, I hate you, Ori: Everything is not enough for me; I
need more and more of everything than ever.
Jino, daughter of Inon: I have power, but I use it all for
evil more than ever.
Niran, son of Inon: I do not love anyone, never.
Ronan, King of Wisdom, I will serve you until the last
moment of my life and more than ever.
Riaan, daughter of King Ronan, always has a humble
smile, graced her face every day, and now more than
ever.
Tilal, the King of Sand: I will never give up on any
friend forever.
Mirar, Tilal's son; I have a heavy burden on my shoulder,
fate knows that, but I hope it will not be like this forever.
Rizol, King of the Gorilla: these days, people's words
are not enough. You will never deceive me again for
ever.
Wanderer, Inon's Right Hand; I'm finally richer than
ever.
Neighbor, I love Siam's family; I was sold here and sold
there, and I thought it would be like this forever.
The Old Man, I live alone; to keep the secret forever.
Firo, King of Zamanok: where I go, there will be no life
left that can flourish again for ever.
Lord of Pain, Lord of the Pirates: Whoever sees me will
suffer.
Zir is the chief of slaves; no slave is tougher than him or
stronger.
ChapterOne: The Arrogance
The Imagination
Nothing else but a blue diamond fell from the sky to the Earth, and as it got closer and closer to it, its fascination and admiration grew until it couldn't believe that there was such a wonderful place in this great universe, where every color, smell, landscape, and face mixed together to paint the most beautiful painting. It is the magical Earth itself, whose spectacle is beyond imagination.
As it approached the Earth more, it began to believe with certainty that all things on this planet enjoy the infinite, eternal goodness and magic of existence. But when it thought that it had seen everything beautiful in the sky, it saw something whose beauty surpassed all beauty. Two lovers!
The boy's name is Kio, and the girl's name is Siam. They have been lovers since three years ago, when their eyes first saw each other in this place. In the Garden of Arts, the place where many artists and artisans go to display and sell their work to visitors.
Kio has learned to draw since he was a child and has been to the Garden of Arts several times to present his work and learn more about the world of painting from other artists there. Siam also came here several times because she had learned the art of woodcarving from her father since she was a child and had made small carvings from the logs left in her father's workshop to display and sell in this place.
One day, while on her way home, she runs into Kio. It was just the look of an eye, but the two of them felt as if they had instantly fallen in love. They greeted each other, but they could not utter another word, as if all their words had stopped, and each went his own way. But after that moment, one thing remained on their minds, and that was the other's face.
Neither could forget the other, so I don't know which of them got there the next day faster, but they both went there again to see if they could see each other again, if only for a moment. After a little eager searching, they met again, and since that day, their love for each other grew and flourished.
They kept their love a secret because they thought they would keep it better from those who wanted to pollute it, and because they had heard so much about the pain of lovers from a young age that they feared that someone or something would be able to separate them and take their happiness from them. As they swore to each other that no one could take their love for each other from them, they felt they had the strength and courage to protect that love forever.
Kio tells Siam:
They wanted nothing but what lovers want, which is to live with their partner until the last moment of their lives.
After a lot of thinking, Kio decided to ask for her hand. In that great house, he finally had the courage to speak of his love, and he finally told all this to the people closest to him, his parents, so that they too could share in his happiness. So he told them that he wanted to marry at last, and that he had chosen what his eyes and heart had chosen: that she was Siam. But upon hearing this news, his parents' faces changed, and what he had not really expected came out of them.
It was as if someone had told them this beforehand. It was as if they already knew what Kio was going to say.
His mother, Yari, says:
Her presence in our family would bring shame upon us. They do not suit us. Forget it; it's not worth that much thought. What will our family say about us? What will the people and the world say? Shame, shame! I will never agree to this marriage! Marry a woman who suits you, and Siam will remain with you as your lover in secret. If you love me so much, abandon her.
His father, Mr. Ori:
What a shame. Get out of our eyes and think more about what we asked of you; don't let your mind think of other things. There's a foolish lover in my family; what a shame! I don't want to hear you talk about this girl again; just forget her. Tomorrow night, important guests will come to us, and their beautiful daughter will be with them. Be at dinner, too, and take the ring back from this girl if she hasn’t disappeared with it yet. Their daughter, if all is correct, will be your wife. This is what I decided, and it is my final decision.
At that moment, the happiest person became the saddest.
Kio says to Siam:
Silently and quietly, pearly tears began to flow from their eyes without stopping, as if a new, clear, and beautiful spring were beginning to form.
This question began to revolve around the heart of the Blue Diamond:
Siam, with tears in her eyes:
When we look at each other as if we have everything, the stars laugh at our smiles, and the moon smiles at us. Only when I saw you did I realize how worthwhile it was to live. I just feel like I've been existing since my eyes saw you. I am grateful to fate for bringing us together. I don't want to hurt my parents, but I know they're planning to separate us. I can't live without you, and I don't even want to live without you.
What an emotion! Love not only brought infinite happiness to these two people, but also fused them to a level as if they had become one person, not only uniting their dreams, but also as if their breath became one.
Unfortunately, the adults have given up on helping the lovers and instead push them into the dark realm of pain.
After they agreed to escape, the tears finally stopped and hope returned again, for they felt that nothing could stand between them, that no one could separate them.
But what do I notice? Someone whose Mrs. Yari sent by to keep tabs on them secretly, I wonder what will happen?
The snitch ran to Kio's parents with the news, hoping for a reward, saying that they would run away at dawn.
There is a knock at the Siam family's house. Opening the door, they saw the men of Yari and Ori:
Oh, what a sentence! Until now, I've always believed that everything is forbidden except love.
This humble family is powerless. Only in silence, with tears in their eyes, did they begin to migrate from their beloved home to the hateful unknown.
Dawn comes, and with great enthusiasm and happiness, Kio approaches his lover's house. He looks around, looking for her, but there is no one anywhere. He knocks and screams, but no one opens the door. It was as if this house had never been used. Everyone disappeared as if they had evaporated. He runs everywhere, looking for her, but he can't find her anywhere.