For the Unnamed - Fred D'Aguiar - E-Book

For the Unnamed E-Book

Fred D'Aguiar

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For the Unnamed was originally entitled 'For the Unnamed Black Jockey Who Rode the Winning Steed in the Race Between Pico's Sarco and Sepulveda's Black Swan in Los Angeles, in 1852'. That title provided the full narrative in a nutshell: we know the names of the owners of the two horses, we know the horses' names, the place and date of the race. But apart from his colour, and his victory, we know nothing about the jockey who made the whole thing happen. Fred D'Aguiar's new book recovers and re-imagines his story. It was the most publicised race of its era with numerous press notices but he remained unnamed. We are given several perspectives on the action – owner's, trainer's, the horse Black Swan's, the jockey's lover, the jockey himself. But one crucial element of identity is forgotten, and that forgetfulness speaks eloquently about the time and the freed man's circumstances in the mid-nineteenth century. Fred D'Aguiar's previous collection, Letters to America (2020), was a Poetry Book Society Winter Choice and a White Review Book of the Year.

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For the Unnamed

Fred D’Aguiar

CARCANET POETRY

Contents

Title PageDedicationEpigraphCallCallingCalledCall, Calling, CalledB. J.EthelB. J.EthelEthel & B. J.B. J. Looks BackDancing Salt WaterJoyceDancing Salt WaterSaloon OneSepulvedaDancing Salt WaterSepulvedaCall, Calling, CalledB. J.Dancing Salt WaterBlack SwanSaloon TwoSarcoPicoJoyceMoon OneBlack SwanB. J.Black SwanB. J.B. J. & Black SwanMoon TwoB. J.Black SwanB. J.Black SwanSepulvedaBlack Jockey & Black SwanDancing Salt WaterBlack SwanMoon ThreeEthelEthel & JoyceSaloon One & TwoQuadrille for the UnnamedFor the unnamedNamesB. J. & EthelBlack SwanNoteAbout the AuthorCopyright

For Dylan, Aniyah, Cruz & Erin

‘There’s no nowhere for something to become nothing.’

Alice Notley, The Speak Angel Series

 

The Players

Sarco & Black Swan – Pedigree Horses

 

Pico & Sepulveda – Owners of Sarco and Black Swan Respectively

 

Black Jockey (B. J.) – Aka Nameless; Rider of Black Swan

 

Ethel – His Partner

 

Dancing Salt Water (D.S.W.) – Trainer of Black Swan

 

Joyce – His Partner

 

Saloon – Voices of the City

 

Moon – Voices for All Inanimate Things

 

Call, Calling Called – Narrators, Out of Time

Call

We gather for him:

hundred-strong choir;

cathedral bell tongues;

dance troupe at traffic

lights break out on red

in the middle of the road;

stadium where beats

rock young, middle, old.

Bring him back from dead

too long, raise him, claim

him from some unknown

grave that kept him lost

in history, stranded outside

time, banned from his name.

Calling

Come back now for us

who need you more than

you should know or care

you seem big to us

time chained to your skin

stretched by our summons

fused to your good name

you cannot be us

your cord blood for ours

if we find your name

buried in your time

if you answer us

from your bed of skin

made by history

for us to sleep in

that keeps us awake

Called

Black jockey, stranger,

walks into a saloon,

heads turn, jaws drop

for no reason other

than your black skin.

You, nameless, strange

to us as much as to your

self in time, even if back

then you knew who

you were and did not

care if people called you

bad names, spat, cursed.

We bring you back to name

you, not for yourself,

you’re way past caring.

You’re here for us, as all

History must be if served

half-eaten for one group

while others starve fed

crumbs after a feast.

Dead, you ask us living

nothing. We need you,

fetched from ground

blessed by your bones

hungry for this light.

Call, Calling, Called

If we can name him then no one can blame

him for the glaring omission by his times.

Name him and we save him from attempts

to erase him from History that framed him.

He jockeyed Black Swan, rider and horse won

against wild favorite, Sarco, owned by Pico.

Poor Sarco, earmarked for victory, foxtrotted

through training, brushed more than pushed.

By contrast, Black Jockey worked Black Swan

in secret, at night, hidden in stables by day.

What the crowd saw made them gasp twice:

once at Black Jockey, twice, at thoroughbred.

Sweet fortunes placed on Sarco turned sour.

Token bets on Black Swan made sweet fortunes.

Newsmakers, why fail to name the Black Jockey

who championed Black Swan for Sepulveda?

Is Mansa Musa too much? Or conqueror

Abu Bakr II? Or magical Prester John?

His face on a coin, his name sung by choir,

his horse and him on a plinth in a square.

March, 20th, 1852, Los Angeles, California,

Black jockey no one saw fit to name,

won the biggest race in the west of that era,

start of a black tradition riding thoroughbreds.

If we could see him in some lucky audience

with the long gone and unjustly dead

this is what we would tell him, given the chance

to set things straight and bring him peace:

Forget that they failed to record your name

or accord you proper fame and reward;

feel the free power of a horse at full pelt;

be the one who shared that freedom;

keep it in your heart for the rest of your days

no matter they refused to grant you your name.

We name you now to right back then to put

to rest their hurt that saw you as stock.

We see you. Say your name. What you did brought

your horse fame, and left you as a mere footnote.

You ride once more with your name in the thoughts

of your audience, who see you and the horse; both.

You lead by seventy-five yards at the finish line,

and the victors toast the horse and both your names,

and the losers curse you and your fame and blame

your skill for their ruin, not the horse for winning.

B. J.

You make me feel like a borrowed library book

somebody never bothered to return to its nook.

The date stamped on me is so old, I’m appalled;

the library went South, pulled down for a mall.

You found that book, found me, in a thrift store

or at a droll country fair antique books seller.

Now you want to give me what’s overdue, more

apt for your time than mine, you want to settle

scores in poetry that yards of newspaper columns

about the greatest race, failed to do in prose:

grant me dignity by saying my name with an art

that’s all feel, touch, communion with a horse.

It’s so long after my time, I do and don’t, care if

you name me, keep it simple, not double-barrel,

for I was never one for airs, never quarreled,

I lived to race, lucky to have the ride of my life.

Do what you have to do to satisfy your time;

make sure you return me to my proper place

in history; check that people can say the name

you pick for me. I do not want to lose face

with my friends who will joke if they think

it funny. Where we remain, there’s no end

to what we say, what we do, and no ink

that lasts long enough to make amends.

Ethel

How do we carve out room to love

our life crowded with fending off

elbows?

You ask as we hold hands under

water after we stripped each other

bare

We sit on river bed stones

up to our necks in current hands

grip

More to steady ourselves we lie

barefaced fail to hide this found

trouble

Against all odds laid by our time

when black skin counts as work

stock

Worse off than pedigree horse

just above pigs, sheep, cows, or

bulls

If you take our labour as plow

pulled soil turned us pushed by

whips

Our hands tight against this tide

washed by currents that sweep clean

through

B. J.

This stream makes my skin feel new

Turns your brown lips two shades bluer

I feel weightless in it as if our love

Lifts our history off my back

And us off our feet so that we float

In a stream outside our time

If I can trust our love as the thing

That makes this stream pull and push and sing

Do not let go of my hand

Everything that I know lasts

As long as you keep my grip in this stream

That we bathe each other in

Ethel

Not the light of the moon

But the moon by whose light

We count our luck in stars

Not the call of the caribou

But the caribou in each of us

That calls for the other

Not the burn of midnight oil

But midnight’s oil on our skin

Burned as we clashed in bed

We cast long shadows around

Our walk and hands held talk

Shadows that melt under us

If time reads as our shadows

It passeth not for our love

              *

Once or twice in life

Love strikes your spine

Straightens curves at top

And tail into lightning rod

For fingertips tongue touch

By one or two though never

Both at the same time for this

Love not just sex this what

Flesh thirsts for more

Than breath even

More than death

Equals free

Ethel & B. J.

Does my belly show?

Your belly shows.

Am I getting fat?

You’ve gained necessary weight.

Do you still love me?

I love you twice as much for what you carry for both of us.

But do you still want me?

You have to ask? Look at us naked every chance we get.

What if you fall for another?

I would be out of my mind. Have a doctor check my head

and heart.

You have an answer for everything I say.

[pause]

Don’t you?

[pause]

Don’t pretend that you don’t.