Haunted by Death E-Book

Mayer Dale

• Herausgeber: Valley Publishing Ltd.
• Kategorie: Gesellschafts- und Liebesromane
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2013

Beschreibung

Meg Pearce is haunted by a death that may never be explained, … and so she can never truly be healed. During the summer before she started college, she and her boyfriend went on a camping trip that ended with one of their friends disappearing. In one fell swoop of destruction, she lost not only a friend but her own innocence, her future, her best friend and lover, her everything.

Seventeen years later, Meg’s career as an anthropologist drives her to seek understanding about why things happen and the answers for human behavior. Those questions that torment her have her returning to the same campsite of the tragedy that defines her life. A part of her hopes to solve the mystery that has plagued her for most of her adult years. Ultimately she longs to find a way to deal with the loss. Instead of gaining closure though, she stumbles onto a gruesome discovery that has her reeling back to the darkest time in her existence.

Detective Chad Ingram has spent the last seventeen years attempting to solve a stone-cold mystery—one that also stole his life and his true love.

Death seems supernaturally determined to shake up their lives for good or evil—only this time, Meg and Chad are both in the cross fire.

Leseprobe

Haunted by Death

Book #2 of By Death

Dale Mayer

Table of Contents

Cover

Title Page

About This Book

Complimentary Download

Dedication

Acknowledgments

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Excerpt from Chilled by Death

Author’s Note

Complimentary Download

About the Author

Copyright Page

About This Book

Meg Pearce is haunted by a death that may never be explained…and so can never truly be healed. During the summer before she started college, she and her boyfriend went on a camping trip that ended with one of their friends disappearing. In one fell swoop of destruction, she lost her innocence, her future, her best friend and lover, her everything.

Seventeen years later, Meg’s career as an anthropologist drives her to seek understanding about why things happen and the answers for human behavior. Those questions that torment her have her returning to the same campsite of the tragedy that defines her life. A part of her hopes to solve the mystery that has plagued her for most of her adult life. Ultimately, she longs to find a way to deal with the loss. Instead of gaining closure, though, she stumbles onto a gruesome discovery that has her reeling back to the darkest time in her existence.

Detective Chad Ingram has spent the last seventeen years attempting to solve a stone-cold mystery – one that also stole his life and his own love.

Death seems supernaturally determined to shake up their lives for good or evil…only this time, Meg and Chad are both in the crossfire.

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Dedication

This book is dedicated to my four children who always believed in me and my storytelling abilities.

Thanks to you all.

Acknowledgments

Haunted by Death wouldn’t have been possible without the support of my friends and family. Many hands helped with proofreading, editing, and beta reading to make this book come together. I had a vision, but it took many people to make that vision real. I thank you all.

Chapter 1

The clouds swept across the sky, whipped by a blustery northerly wind. The sun was high, shining brightly over the lake and shore. It was a perfect summer’s day at the lake. Not far from the water’s edge, where multiple brightly colored tents sprawled, Chad Ingram followed his buddies up the beach for a short hike. Bruce and Josh, his best friends, were in charge of today’s adventure. The girls had elected to stay behind.

This was their last camping trip of the summer before college started next week. The long-standing group of three young males and their three girlfriends had made the most of the summer weather to get out and enjoy their time together. This weekend, Tim, and Bruce’s cousins, Anto and Pero, who’d moved to the US a couple of years ago, had joined them.

Chad liked them both and although Pero was easy to get along with, his dark, broody brother Anto was, by contrast, hard work. But so long as he was on his best behavior, he fitted into the group just fine. Some of the group had worked full time for the summer, others only part time, and one of their number was doing summer school. Making time together had been a challenge.

And they all knew it was the end of an era. And that making time for each other was important. Next week, each would be starting on the pathway of whatever future they’d chosen. This weekend was a last chance to let loose before life intruded. Good thing too. Futures were serious business.

Josh had organized this day hike, which was intended to be a fun couple of hours exploring this side of the lake. With only t-shirts, shorts and runners, they weren’t equipped to do more. Chad liked to do at least one trip a day when they were out. Not going too far and not putting out too much effort, just a break from the beach and swimming and beer drinking. Well maybe not that last one, as several of them usually carried an open can of beer with them.

This was their second trip to the popular northern Washington area. They’d camped at the other side of this same lake early in the summer, close to where several members of Bruce’s extended family owned cabins. That trip had been such a blast that they all wanted to come back and check out the opposite side of the lake, the less popular side. Where they’d first camped out were hundreds of cabins up and down the lakeshore. That area was open and sunny with lovely sandy beaches. All of which made it a big attraction for kids and families.

This time the group wanted a different experience. They wanted seclusion, isolation, privacy and a chance to enjoy their last bit of freedom without having to follow curfews and noise restrictions.

And from the looks of the tightly grown forest and steep incline on parts of the hill behind them, they had it.

The group took off up the hill in good spirits. Chad walked last in line, smiling at his friends’ antics up ahead. Their laughter preceded them, filling the dense woods even as the sun fought to see through into the old growth and tightly grouped stick trees on the left. The air was filled with a heavy pine-scented atmosphere. Although the walk up the hill on the left side had started out easily, it hit the way-too-much-work-to-be-bothered category very quickly. Besides, they hadn’t brought enough beer to fortify themselves for that much hard work.

“Hey Chadwickie, what’s taking you so long?” Josh yelled back from up ahead. He’d been leading the group of males for the last ten minutes but had stopped to see what was holding his friend back.

“I gotta take a piss.” Chad called out. “That beer is running right through me.”

“Weakling! Jesus, you really can’t hold your liquor, can you?” Raucous laughter filled the air.

“Ha, ha! I can hold it that way just fine. I wasn’t the one slobbering all over the girls last night like you and Bruce were.”

Chad, or Chadwickie, as his buddies liked to call him to rile him, stepped further into the dense woods and slightly off the path, and opened his fly. Immediately, a bright stream hit the mossy ground and ferns in front of him. He tilted his head back and sighed with relief that was enhanced by the mild buzz going on in his head. Life was good.

“Aren’t you done already?” One of his friends called back; it was probably Bruce. “It’s almost time to go back to the girls. You’re taking so long.”

“When you gotta go, you gotta go,” He murmured quietly with a contented sigh. He could hear his friends moving further away but they were still within hearing distance.

The stream went on and on. Finally, he tucked himself back inside and zipped up his khaki shorts. He turned to look for his buddies. There was no one in sight.

Shit.

“Hey Josh? Bruce?” He spun around. “Where the hell are you guys? Anto? Tim?”

There was not a sound, not a whisper of laugher or crackle of leaves. Nothing! Crap. Where were they?

“Pero?”

Just then, the sun went behind a cloud and the air around him darkened, giving a sinister overtone to his growing fear. Crackling noises off to the left had him bolting to the right. “Hey, guys!”

Nothing.

Laughter from the way ahead weaved through the air. He ran toward it. Tripping over roots and piling through bushes, Chad chased after his friends. They would hide from him for hours – or for as long as they were having fun – if he didn’t find them first. They were all jokesters; he included.

But going for a two hour hike as part of the group was one thing; getting left behind and lost was another thing altogether. That was not something he wanted. The group had been making hiking and camping trips for the last year. They had been a blast. But they’d all been on fields or beaches, in open terrain where it was easy to see the surrounding area. It had been easy to pinpoint landmarks to avoid getting lost. Never had they been in woods like this, but, of course, that had been the attraction this time around.

Open spaces were fine; beaches were good – great even. This place was eerie in a good way. Kinda like ghost stories around a campfire; a creepy kind of good.

Besides he knew his buddies and he trusted them. This was all in fun. He’d take his hit now and dish out more to the others later.

Just to the guys though. The girls didn’t prank like the guys did. And he should know. One was an ex-girlfriend and the other – she was the love of his life. There had been a little occasional camping with both of them, but he hadn’t gone out with Cia since last Halloween. He’d hooked up with Margaret, or Mags as they all called her, in February. She was special. He’d had several girlfriends already but she had been the first one to touch him inside and make herself right at home with him. She belonged with him. He loved that connection, that specialness of knowing he’d found the right partner.

His friends thought he was nuts and were always pointing out other chicks and telling him to test drive a few more models before he made a decision. The thing was he’d already done that. Cia had been one of the worst ones. And his friends just didn’t get it. There was no decision to be made. It had been done for him. He couldn’t explain this to someone who’d never experienced such a feeling, but Mags was his and he was hers. Finished.

Chest heaving, he stopped his headlong rush and caught his breath while he searched the hillside for his friends. There was still no sign of the others. Shit. How far ahead could they be? The incline now looked to be a half mile deep. He checked his watch. Jesus. They’d been gone forty-five minutes already. Given that they were close to the time of returning anyway, the others may have circled back toward the lake already.

And that was a damn good idea. They’d always said if someone got separated from the rest, they were to return to base. He should have done that right off. They could be anywhere by now. He didn’t want them to send out a search party looking for him. His friends would never let him live that one down. If it wasn’t for the steep incline, he’d be seriously worried, but the lake had to be down somewhere at the bottom, so how lost could he be?

Still, he’d go back to the girls while he could still find his way and before he’d take the chance of getting really lost out here.

A flock of birds flew up in a cacophony of sound right behind him. He dashed around a huge trunk and slammed up against it, his heart racing in shock. Shit. Somehow a fun afternoon’s exploration had stopped being fun. He took a deep breath, hating the nerves-induced adrenaline snaking through his system. There was a lot of country out here.

And he was starting to freak himself out.

He’d never been lost or alone in the woods before. Didn’t like it much either. Talk about feeling small and unimportant in the vast world of Mother Earth.

“Hey? Josh? Bruce? Very funny, guys… Where are you? Pero? Anto?”

No answer from any of them. Shit.

He hated this. He couldn’t see anything but more brown trees and moss and green bushes in every direction. That wasn’t good. His friends were good people but they were assholes when they pranked each other. But he had been as guilty as they were.

A branch cracked off to the left. His heart jumped, and he hid behind a tree. He held his breath. What the hell was that?

The undergrowth crunched as if someone – something – was walking heavily on it.

All other sounds had stopped.

He swallowed hard and slithered downward to the base of the tree. After a long moment, he peered around the edge of the tree trunk. He couldn’t see anyone. Yet he could hear a stealthy noise – barely. Branches were rustling, leaves were sliding against each other and the birds had gone silent, as if they could see something he couldn’t. The noise could have been from an animal. A bear? But he wasn’t so sure. It hadn’t been his friends. He knew that. They didn’t have the skill to move so quietly. They were all elephants.

But there were hundreds of cabins here – and likely thousands of people between homes, campgrounds and the park. He waited, still peering from his hiding spot, but he couldn’t hear anything else.

Then it hit him. The noise had come from the direction of the lake. From where they’d left the three girls alone.

Alone…oh, Mags.

For the first time he realized how stupid they’d been. His heart went into overdrive and he could barely breathe. Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit!

Taking a deep breath, he plowed through the brush the way he’d come, around trees, ducking under branches, jumping over fallen logs and dodging the bushes that reached out to slow his progress. He had to get back. Something was wrong. He knew it. He just didn’t know what.

He crossed what seemed like dozens of miles. He wished he knew where his buddies were right now, but it was the thought of the girls that scared him. They should never have been left alone, never.

He broke through the tree line, gasping in pain, his body trembling with panic, sweat coursing down his back and soaking his t-shirt. And, at last, he came to a dead stop.

Mags was there, with Stephanie. The two girls were in the lake, floating on air mattresses about twenty feet from shore, talking and paying no attention to anything but their conversation. Relief washed through him at the sight of Mags’ long, lean body stretched out under the sun. He bent over, struggling to breathe.

She was fine.

Even as he watched, she was pointing out something in the sky to Stephanie. He doubted they even knew he was there. Those two had been close friends for years and could talk about nothing for hours. Confused, he straightened slowly and looked around.

The area was peaceful. Normal. And it was this normality that made him feel like an idiot for overreacting.

But where was Cia? She wasn’t emotionally close to the other two females. And she wasn’t the type to share confidences with other girls. She was all about the guys. And that had made it a little hard with all the relationship-switching that had happened within the group. She’d been the one to break up with Chad and a good thing it had been too. It had saved him the job. For all her good points, Cia came with a couple of really negative characteristics.

Normally, she could always be found sitting to one side reading one of her never ending books. He spun around, looking for her, but there was no sign of her.

Maybe she was napping as she’d been tired, and complaining of the heat when they’d left.

“Mags,” he called out, “Where’s Cia?”

Mags twisted around, saw him and gave him a warm smile. “She went to lie down. She has another headache.”

Right. Of course she had. Cia got major migraines. He’d never known anyone else to have them before. It had been quite an education as they completely crippled her at times. Feeling better, he walked to the water’s edge and splashed cool water on his face. If anyone realized how completely he’d overreacted, they’d make fun of him for days.

As he straightened up, his face cooler and his heart no longer trying to escape his chest, he realized that the inner disquiet hadn’t been fully calmed. Not able to let it go until he was sure, he walked over to Josh and Cia’s tent. “Cia? Are you in here?”

He hated to wake her but he had to know for sure.

The flap was down, so he lifted the corner and peered inside.

Empty.

He straightened up, cupped his hands around his mouth and called across the water, “She’s not here. The tent is empty.”

Just then the rest of the guys came thundering through the trees half running, half crashing into each other, and all laughing and joking. “There you are.” Josh grinned at Chad as he jogged over to him. “We got into a crazy game of Hide and Go Seek in the woods. We weren’t sure if you were with us or not at that point.”

Bruce and Tim approached, gasping for breath, but still scrapping over who had arrived first and second.

“I wasn’t,” Chad snapped, hands on his hips as he glared at his friends. “And no thanks to you guys. You could have waited for me.”

The others grinned, totally digging him being pissed off. He couldn’t blame them. If their positions had been reversed, he’d have been the same. There was no sign of the Novak brothers. He spun around to see them; Anto first, coming through the trees and there was Pero, much further down. Damn. He turned back to the gathering crowd.

“I can’t find Cia. The girls said she went to lie down and have a nap, but she’s not here.”

The responses came from all of them at once.

Bruce brushed the news off with a shake of his head. “Stop worrying, she won’t be far away.”

“Probably grabbed her book and found a shady spot to read.”

“Anyone check the outhouse?”

Chad was having none of it. A horrible certainty had filled him. This was seriously bad.

At his insistence and with the other two girls now back on shore, they spread out to search…everywhere. Grim faced and sober, they finally regrouped an hour later.

There had been no sign of Cia.

She was gone.

Chapter 2

Seventeen years later

The sun shone through the windshield, warm and soothing after the tumultuous last few months. Meg Pearce stared at the wilderness through the passenger window as Pete drove down the highway. She didn’t remember any of this area. In fact, she’d been lost since leaving the highway. It had been a long time since her last trip here. That last trip had been so horrible she’d managed to avoid coming back to the area so far. Only it was Pete’s favorite spot…

And Pete had been insistent this time. As she hadn’t told him the real reasons why she hated this area, and as she’d run out of excuses, what choice was there now? She could explain, but she really didn’t want to open up old wounds. She had enough relationship issues to deal with since her brother’s death. So if this helped, then she was all for it.

Where had the time gone?

Listless, she watched the miles speed by – just like the years had. These last months had been hell. There had been months of emotional turmoil, and handling of necessities and adjusting to the new status quo which hadn’t left much time for grieving. Worn out now, she was a mere fragment of her old self. She needed this rest and some time away; time to recoup her energy and her passion for living.

All that had all disappeared with her brother’s death and the changes and challenges that had come with it. Such as parenting his twelve year old daughter and dealing with Pete’s unhappy reaction to the new situation. Not to mention Janelle’s unhappy reaction to her new life. No wonder Meg’s normal oomph had disappeared. But this was a holiday and as she knew to her own cost, if her mood sucked, so did Pete’s and Janelle’s. But if she could pull out of it and be cheerful, then she could usually get their moods turned around too.

“Hard to believe there is something like this, so close to civilization,” she joked, partly because they were two hours out of Seattle and not that far from the Canadian border.

Janelle sniped, “Who said this was close to anything.” She glared out the window from the seat behind Pete. “We’re in the middle of nowhere,” she wailed.

Meg smiled. It was a small thin one, but all she could manage on short notice. The last thing she needed was more of Janelle’s histrionics, but given that technology, which her niece appeared to depend on, worked only sporadically up here, she could be in for a lot more of the same. For herself, she was looking forward to being unplugged for a few days – or longer if she needed to. Not that she’d left her cell phone behind. But that was only for business and safety issues. As for Janelle, one day being unplugged was one day too long.

And for Pete, he’d lightened up a lot once he realized they were actually going on this trip. He’d been here many times over the years. He loved being in the bush, renovating this place, working with his hands. It’s what made him so good at the construction work he did. Meg travelled for months as part of her work, making it hard to get time away with Pete. And when she did, it was never here. Never here.

She wasn’t looking forward to this trip but had to admit she could already feel some of the tension draining from her shoulders and spine. She took a deep breath of the woodsy air. It was so different from the smog of Seattle, and from the wet, coastal smell after rain or the humidity of Haiti. That had been a tough job. It had ended on a good note, but the pain of what her and her team had gone through had been life changing.

Maybe that’s why there was a change of heart. With what she’d survived over there, followed by the events since her brother’s death, surely she could deal with a seventeen year old ghost now.

She cast a quick glance to the back of the truck cab where Janelle was pouting in the corner. These last few months had been hard on Meg, but they had been hell for her niece. Her brother’s death in a car accident had been the latest of a long string of incidents that had torn Janelle’s life apart. The first was her mother’s death to disease, followed by relocation to Seattle to be closer to Meg and her grandparents. Her brother had thought that Meg would be a good influence on his struggling daughter.

Being uprooted and unloved, as Janelle had put it, she’d been very unimpressed by the move away from her school and friends. She’d had a hard time adapting to her new social situation. And, at the same time, she had been still dealing with the loss of her mother.

Then months after slowly rebuilding a new life in Seattle, her father had been taken from her. Sometimes fate was a bitch.

Pete slowed the truck on the long stretch of empty road. Meg leaned forward wondering how he could find an overgrown turnoff in this mess of woods and brush. Even Janelle sat up and looked around.

“This is a back way into the cabin. It keeps the nosy neighbors from knowing when I’m here.” Pete turned the truck onto a deeply rutted track overgrown with waist high grasses. Janelle groaned as they drove onto yet another road taking them deeper into the wooded area. It was darker and much cooler here with tall, spindly trees blocking the sun.

Meg knew it would open up soon. Good thing as the darkness creeped her out.

Damn. Talk about old fears flaring up.

How many times had Pete vacationed here without her? Not that coming here alone had been his fault. She’d been the one gallivanting off with her job. She’d had a bad case of wanderlust all her life that had only been partially slaked after the Haiti trip. At least, she hoped it had been. With Janelle now part of the family, she couldn’t just get up and run off any more.

Meg hit the button to open her window. Instantly, cool air spread through the warm cab. Having slowed down, there was a light breeze but it was not enough. She wanted to gulp in freshness, innocence and renewal. All things she so desperately needed to find again.

She leaned back and closed her eyes, willing her adrenals to hold on; hoping peace and quiet were on the way.

“You okay?” Pete asked, concern coloring his voice.

“Fine,” she murmured, not opening her eyes. That was another thing on her list; to repair her relationship with Pete. This year it was as if they were brother and sister instead of lovers. Her job, a bone of contention a year ago, had taken second place to Janelle’s sudden arrival into their world.

Since the two had bonded by the time her brother had died, keeping Janelle with her and Pete had been the natural option. Meg’s only other sibling, Aaron, had moved across the country while Meg had been in Haiti. That had been tough as she’d been close to his teenage sons. She’d been happy to take Janelle in and with the Internet and cell phones they had all been able to stay in touch easily.

Only Pete hadn’t seen it quite that way. A temporary situation was fine. Long term, not so much.

Pete had wanted to start a family a few years back. He’d lost his own mother in a car accident while still a young man. It had been an accident he’d barely survived. She’d seen the pain some of the injuries still caused him. He should have been able to relate to Janelle’s loss, but instead it seemed to remind him off his own loss – and his inability to deal with it ever since.

She winced at the reality of the first mention of a child being almost eight years ago. She’d been dragging her heels knowing it would curb her trips around the world. Of course, that had been part of the having kids of their own thing; to keep her at home. Now, with Janelle, she’d been home more. Only Pete wanted his own family. Not broken pieces of Meg’s brother’s family.

Letting her head roll to the side, she stared at the trees as they slapped against the side of the truck. The ruts in the road were deep and every bounce was bringing on a mother of a headache. The bright blue of the lake twinkled invitingly through the trees. It wouldn’t warm up for another month and with the horrific storms in this area over the last few years, the lake would likely be frigid cold right now.

“We’re almost there, aren’t we?” she asked, hating the fatigue coloring her voice. She glanced over at him to find him staring at her with a raised eyebrow.

“Yes, just a few more corners.”

A grin flashed as a lighthearted idea swept through her. “Stop the truck. Janelle and I’ll walk ahead.” A laugh escaped. “We’ll probably beat you there.”

She didn’t give him a chance to argue. She pushed open her door and jumped out of the still rolling vehicle. She motioned to her niece in the back seat. “Come on, Janelle. Let’s take a short cut. The cabin is up just a little ways.”

“No, wait,” Pete said. “We’re almost there.” The powerful engine revved as the front end of the truck dipped down again, the large tires spinning in the air before catching the ground. “Meg, get back here,” he shouted. “You don’t know where you are going.”

“You said it’s at the end of the road.” She laughed. “How hard could that be?”

Janelle giggled and jumped out, slamming the door shut behind her. She ran ahead, catching up to Meg quickly. Of course she didn’t walk like an adult; she bounced, with her jet black curls flouncing around her shoulders. Meg smiled down at her. She was a beautiful kid. Her mother’s Spanish ancestry had given her beautiful creamy skin and midnight hair, so different from Meg’s own pink skin and blond hair.

“Come on, the road curves up again. We’ll cut through the trees and be sitting drinking tea before he even gets there.” The two waved at Pete and bolted through the trees on the right. With Pete hollering his protest into the wind, Meg laughed and laughed, chasing Janelle into the stick forest. It felt good to sprint and the laughter sent delicious feel-good vibes down her spine.

Without much natural light and in crowded conditions, the pines had grown up tall and skinny, forming a tight wall. Meg frowned. She hadn’t remembered this much overgrowth.

It had been years, but still…

She could see the road as it turned up ahead so it wasn’t like they could get lost. The truck labored on behind them. Pete had stopped yelling and with the fresh air blowing across her face and rifling through her hair, she was already starting to feel better. And her headache had magically disappeared.

They slowed to a stroll, just enjoying the moment together.

“How long are we going to stay here?” Janelle asked, walking at her side. The running and dodging of trees had put a rosy flush on her young cheeks.

“Just for two nights; we’ll head back on the afternoon after that.” Meg smiled down at her. She held out her hand, her heart giving a slight bump when Janelle reached out to hold it. Her niece looked so much like her father it brought both pain and joy to Meg’s heart. “It’s just a chance to get away and a chance to relax.”

“Like a spa?” Janelle asked hopefully, looking around uneasily. “Please say yes.”

Meg laughed. “Not quite, but it will be fun.”

Janelle looked at her doubtfully. “Promise?”

“I promise.” She looked down at the trusting soul beside her only to see her pointing at something off to the side. There was a steep hill up ahead and a place about a third of the way down where a tree had where a fallen tree had gotten hung up on a ledge. Heavy storms and the spring thaw could do that. Mother Nature still liked to call the shots in her world.

“What’s that?” Janelle asked pointing off to the left.

“Nothing.” Meg wrapped her arm around Janelle’s shoulders. “Just some downed trees, or rocks – maybe from a small slide after a heavy storm.”

“No, not that – I mean that shiny, white thing over there.”

Meg let her gaze travel in the direction Janelle had pointed at. Her gaze skimmed past then hesitated and zinged back to rest on the round white ball. Her breath caught in her throat. Her mind screamed, no! Her muscles tensed, and her gaze hardened.

Then, she relaxed. It couldn’t be. Not out here. This was just the side effects of her job. She saw bodies everywhere. “It’s just a rock,” she said reassuringly.

It had to be.

There’s no way there’d be a body out here. Of course, her rational mind immediately kicked in and snorted at the thought. Hunters went missing in the woods all the time. There was a lake close by and all kinds of weekend warriors and partiers came up to get away from city life. A body could definitely be here.

One body in particular.

But she so didn’t need to see one this weekend. A part of her wanted to tug Janelle away. Maybe come back in another day…or year, but…the rest of her knew she couldn’t do that. She had to find out what they were looking at. Her conscience wouldn’t let her do less. Not to mention she’d spent more than half a lifetime wondering when a particular set of remains would be discovered. That she was once again in the same general area where her friend had gone missing… Her insides were shaking. It couldn’t be.

She dropped Janelle’s hand and told her, “Stay here. I’ll take a quick look. Just stay here.” She took a few steps in the direction of the white thing and glanced back to make sure Janelle was staying put. “I won’t be but a second. Besides, if I’m any longer Pete is going to win the race.”

With a big grin, she went to dash across the short distance.

“No, don’t.” Janelle’s panicked voice reached out to Meg.

Crap. Meg spun, her gaze darting back to make sure Janelle was still in place. Janelle, who had done nothing but deal with death for the last year, Janelle, who couldn’t sleep and desperately needed this time away. Janelle, who didn’t need the spectre of death intruding here – because it had intruded enough already. And then she found her niece running toward her, fear clearly etched on her small face. Meg shouted, “Stop!”

Janelle came to a bumbling halt, her face scrunched up, with tears forming in her eyes.

“Honey, don’t come any closer. You might fall and hurt yourself. I’m coming back to you. Stay there.”

Janelle sniffled and Meg knew she had no choice. Since coming to live with Meg, Janelle was terrified of something happening to Meg and that she’d be left alone yet again. Taking out her cell phone, she quickly noted the GPS location of where she had stood.

“Auntie Meg?”

With one last glance at the rock, still too far away to be seen clearly, she started back to Janelle. “It’s nothing.”

With a big carefree smile, she grabbed Janelle’s hand and ran up toward the road. The cabin had to be close. And she wanted it to be even closer by now. “Let’s beat Pete!”

Laughing again and gasping for air, they crashed through the tight brush onto the road just ahead of the truck.

Waving at Pete, they picked up their pace and raced to the cabin.

And beat him.

*

An uneasy truce settled inside Meg – for the moment. She couldn’t get that rock out of her mind. There’d been something about it. She’d been too close to it to ignore it and yet too far away to have recognized what it was. She was afraid it might be so much more than a rock.

She needed to go back and find it to make sure. But how could she without alerting Janelle? And she’d have to tell Pete, which could be a really bad scenario. She’d have to choose her words carefully and pick her timing even better.

Somehow.

Pete had a hell of a temper and she didn’t want to set it off. She didn’t fear him, but Janelle had had enough distress in her young life. Even a healthy debate with Pete these days disturbed her. That girl needed to rest and to heal. That Pete and Meg were having more issues than usual just made it that much harder to keep the atmosphere friendly, open and supportive.

If only she could take another look. And make sure. Her mind wanted that to be all it was. They didn’t need death to intervene here. Not when this trip was all about finding joy in life again. But her heart…well, her heart wanted to find her friend. She’s been waiting for an answer for so long. What if she’d just found it?

“Earth to Meg?”

Meg started, and then turned to smile at a frowning Janelle, peanut butter sandwich in one hand and an apple in the other.

“How can you eat both of those together?”

Janelle grinned a big sticky peanut-buttery grin, then took a big bite out of the apple. Meg shuddered. She picked up an apple for herself and took a big bite.

“What were you thinking about?” Janelle asked, her mouth full.

Automatically, Meg said, “Don’t talk with food in your mouth.” Then she winced as she heard echoes of her mother’s voice. “Sorry. That was instinct.”

“Yeah, yeah.” Deliberately it seemed, Janelle took an oversized bite and worked her jaws to munch it down to normal size pieces so she could swallow them.

Meg had to turn away. Before her brother’s death, Janelle ate normal food normally. Now she seemed to delight in eating weird combinations in the most irritating ways. Was it to annoy Meg? Maybe; more likely it was for attention.

It had been a very tough year for them all.

Pete walked inside. “Did you leave anything for me?”

Meg pointed to the large sandwich sitting untouched on a plate. “That’s yours.”

She walked outside to sit on the top step. It was early in the afternoon and they had two days ahead of them. Two days to rest. Two days to enjoy the great outdoors. Two days to not work.

Except…she had to go back to that spot.

“Who wants to go fishing this afternoon?” Pete sat down on the step beside her, a half of the sandwich in his hand. It disappeared in three bites as Meg watched him. He’d always been a big eater but being outdoors seemed to amplify this. He picked up the second half and demolished that in a couple of bites as well.

“Not me. I’d be playing games on my cell phone but, oh, you wouldn’t let me bring it.” Janelle pouted in the doorway behind them. “Of course you and Meg could go fishing and I could stay here and play games on her cell phone.”

“Not going to happen.” Meg worked to keep her voice neutral. “We came to get away from all that, remember?”

“I saw you use your cell phone when we were racing Pete,” Janelle accused, her voice disgusted and pointed. “So how come you brought your phone?”

Pete slid a sideways glance at Meg.

Damn. She fumbled for inspiration. “I wanted to take pictures.”

“Then how come I can’t have my cell phone so I can take pictures?” Janelle jumped over the few stairs and strode down the path, muttering, “Unfair.”

For all her best intentions, Meg couldn’t hold back a heavy sigh.

“Are you sure you want to raise her?” Pete asked, yet again.

“Yes,” Meg said firmly. “Besides, there is no other family member that can.” And Meg loved her niece.

“She could go to your brother. Or even into foster care.” Pete nodded down the pathway, “At the rate she’s going, she’ll want to go in the system.”

“Only because she doesn’t know how bad it can be.” Meg stood up, irritated at Pete’s suggestion. She was unwilling to get into another argument on that same issue again. Janelle was her niece and Meg was happy to have her live with them. In truth, she was delighted. She missed her brother. The grief was a deep ache that never seemed to go away. And Janelle had already wormed her way into Meg’s heart. The months of getting to know her before her brother’s death had been a gift. It would have been so much harder to have her come to them as a stranger. This way, the bonds of love and friendship had already been established.

Even if Janelle was lashing out in anger and saying some of the most hurtful things Meg could have imagined a child saying, she knew she was reacting to the terrible situation and major change in her life. She understood, even if Pete didn’t.

Still, the constant warring, the constant finding of herself in the middle of the two of them and the constant role of peacemaker was wearing her down.

Not for the first time, she wondered what final toll her brother’s death would really take on her own life. She’d thought she’d been through the worst – now, she was beginning to realize that the turmoil had only just begun.

*

“What if I don’t want to go fishing?” Janelle asked, her body rigid, glaring at the sun on the lake water. “I hate boats. I hate the woods. This trip is stupid.”

“That’s enough.” Anger vibrated through Pete’s voice as he snapped at her. “We came here to enjoy ourselves, not put up with more whining from you.”

Meg winced and stared up at the sky. She closed her eyes at the soft sniffles from her niece. Janelle went from anger and disgust to tears and heartbreak in a snap these days. Right now, Meg had to admit she’d like a good cry herself.

“Then go without me,” cried Janelle. “I’ll stay here.”

“No.” Pete’s voice brooked no argument. “Get in. We’re here. The least you can do is go out for an hour and give it a try.” Disgust laced his voice as he gazed down at Janelle. Pete had never been around kids much and his first foray into them hadn’t been easy. Meg was about ready to step in yet again when Pete added, his voice softer, calmer, “You’ve never even been in a boat. How can you say you hate it? Come on, just think of all the stories you can tell your friends when you get home.”

Janelle perked up.

Meg closed her eyes on a whispered sigh of relief.

Another situation had been averted.

“Meg, you look tired. Why don’t you have a nap while we go out in the boat?”

Surprised, Meg stared up at Pete. Normally, he’d never voice such a suggestion. Inside, hope bloomed. An hour alone would be wonderful. She not only needed a break, she needed peace of mind. And that meant going back to the spot she’d marked with her GPS.

Pete stepped closer, whispering, “You know, she behaves differently when it’s just her and I. Let me try this. Maybe we can get on a better footing. Just think, we might actually enjoy the weekend after all.”

He leaned over and kissed her gently.

Janelle, now with her lifejacket on, climbed into the boat, then Pete pushed off. Janelle didn’t look back at Meg.

Maybe that was a good thing. She was still dealing with his first kiss in over a month.

In fact, it might have been much longer than that. Her heart was breaking as she watched her partner and niece paddle out to the middle of the water. It was just another sign of all that had gone wrong in her life. Maybe, just maybe, they’d hit a point where they could turn that around.

Feeling better than she had all day, she waved at Pete and strode back up the path to the cabin. She retrieved her cell phone and brought up the coordinates of the site she’d entered.

Knowing her time was short, she picked up a light jacket and a couple of plastic food bags, wishing she had gloves with her. Hoping to avoid problems, she entered the coordinates of the cabin so she could find her way back. With a last look at the lake where she could see Pete and Janelle’s heads close together, with rods in their hands, she took off into the woods.

The sun was bright and strong when she left the cabin, but once into the deepest part of the treed area, the sun couldn’t penetrate and there coldness ruled. She closed up her jacket and picked up the pace. If things blew up between Pete and Janelle, they could be back in half their allotted time. She had no excuse for not resting up. At least, not one she wanted to share with those two.

She checked her cell phone. She had to be damn close. Sure enough, the location should be just off to her left. She glanced around. The area did look familiar, but not so familiar that she could have found this spot without having marked it first as she was approaching it now from a different direction.

Please let this be a rock. She’d seen too many horrific things in her life to not check it out. Besides, death was her job. She dealt with it every day. But as the last month had proven, dealing with dead bodies that you didn’t know was a whole different process than dealing with the death of a family member. She’d never seen her brother in the morgue or dealt with the process of identifying his bones like she’d done with bodies in Haiti and so many other countries. In those cases, the people had been dead a long time. The hole they’d left in the families was already closed and healed over. In many cases, the families themselves were deceased too.

She took several more steps to the left, shifted around a tree and stopped. Yes. This was the right place. Taking her time to observe the area, she clambered over a fallen tree, feeling her fingers slipping deep into the moss growing over the top. This was such a rich and different world from what she was used to.

Long green vegetation hung from branches high overhead. The leaves underneath her feet were spongy, decomposed. She knew the weather had changed over the last few years. What had once been dry and hazardous seventeen years ago, had now become moist and musty. Heavy rain falls and strong tree growth that had blocked out the sun, had resulted in the ground becoming more boggy than dry in the lower lying parts. Looking up the steep incline behind the area, she could see an old slide had taken a corner of the cresting hillside above.

Carefully she worked her way closer to where she’d seen the odd bleached item. Her fingers clenched, making her realize how sweaty and nervous she’d become. Please don’t let this be human remains. Not this weekend.

There was so much at stake. And keeping death away from her personal life was hugely important right now.

She navigated under a low hanging branch to a small hollow.

There.

She’d found it. Turning around, she checked to make sure she was still alone. She was, but what was it about being out in the middle of nowhere, in a dark lonely place, to make someone worried that they were being followed? Her rational mind knew she was alone, but her emotions were all over the place.

Giving her head a shake, she surveyed the thick humus around her. Nothing looked any different from what she’d seen on her way over here. Now, to double check that all was good and get back before the others noticed she’d left.

Still seeing nothing out of the ordinary, she closed the distance between her and the rock in two large steps and then bent down.

Shit.

Rocks didn’t have sutures holding the skull together. Neither did they have occipital orbs on the front. This one did. It was definitely a skull.

Having almost convinced herself it would be nothing more than a weathered rock, she gulped for air while her mind automatically catalogued the find.

Skull, small, a vertical forehead and rounded, so it was a female, likely Caucasian. The lower jaw bone lay twisted slightly to the side. In spite of the moss and humus, she could see that the teeth were intact. They should be able to get DNA and decent photographs to match dental records. And that’s just what she could see on the surface. Tiny bits of material peeped through the dirt. There would be more, lots more.

She stared off into the horizon and swallowed several times. Her initial glimpse said a young adult female lay before her.

She closed her eyes and whispered, “Oh dear God.”

It couldn’t be. And yet…given the moss and condition of the skull, these remains had been here a long time. But seventeen years long? Possibly.

Surely not, but inside, she hoped so. Please, let this be Cia.

She pulled out her cell phone to check for reception. She had less than one bar. Like that would do much. Still, she had to try. She quickly grabbed the GPS location from her cell phone and sent it to Chad Ingram at the Seattle police station. Knowing the chance of her message getting through wasn’t good, she didn’t waste any effort on typing a lengthy message.

Her fingers fumbling, she finally managed to get down the words, Body at location, please come.