PART 10:AYUSH'sGameStart.
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LOVEISTIMEPASS(BROKENHEART)SEASON1
(Currentsituation,May2020)
AboynamedAYUSH.Heissittinginalonelycornerinsidethehouse.Heissittingwithoutanyattention.Sweatonhishead,redeyes,whiteshirt,blackpants,Thebodyisgettingdrowsy.Suddenlyhestartedscreamingandcrying.EnduranceisgoingoutofAYUSH'ssoul.Seemstobehauntedbylife.Sohehasanotherboy,WhosenameisJordan.Hetriestocalmhisdown,Embraces,yetcan'tkeepquiet.
WhatwouldhavehappenedtothisAYUSH,Attachwhathappened.Itbecameveryimportanttoknowthat.
[Somedifferentsituation.
AYUSHgoestotheroom.ThelaptopopensAndsearches,Suicidecaseofaboyorgirlbetweentheagesoffifteenandtwenty-five.Itdoesn'thavetheperfectfigure,Yet37861casescametoIndiainthreemonths,Init,975coupleshavecommittedsuicide,Therestisdifferentgirlboy.
AYUSHthinkinmind."Ifthereissuchaperiod,Therestarekilledseparately,Sohe/shemayhavereceivedloveandbetrayal.Havesomecollegestudytension.Thismeansthateven500ofthemhavecommittedsuicideduetobetrayalinlove.AndbeinghappyofsomeoneBetrayer,maymeanTIMEPASSED.]
PART1:LifeIntroduction
2015
Thepresenttimesarebecomingverydifficult.Butnowadays,itisverydifficulttotalkaboutloveatatimewhenonehastothinkmanytimesaboutwhethertotrustsomeoneornot.
Let'stalkonemorething.ThereisaboynamedAyush.Thisboycanbesaidtobeverysmartinteaching.ThisAYUSHwasamanwhousedtogotoschoolalone,havebreakfastaloneandcomebackhomealone,nothingelse,hedidn'tlikemakingfriends.Nowafterpassing12thstandard,hehastograduate,sohetakesadmissionincollege.NowthehouseholderexplainstohimthatnowAYUSHyoucan'tgoalone,youhavetohaveafriendwhocancometoyouraid.AYUSHwasnoteventhererealsituation.Whathappensnowhewasnineteenyearsold,buthehadnofriends.
EventhoughAYUSHdidnotmakefriends,thewayhelookedaround,ithappenedtohimthatevenfriendsarejustforthesakeoftalking.Listeningtothesewords,hedidnotliketogoeverywhere.Butnowithascometocollegelifethatamanwhocannotlearninschoolorathomecangetenoughknowledgeincollegetolivethelifeofaman.Peoplelearneverythingfromwhattheyaredoingandwhatdecisionstomakeatwhattime.ButAYUSHthinksonething,ifhecomesandgoeseverydaylikeatschool,hewillgetsomeknowledgeinfact!Sohethinksofstayinginahostel.Healsothinksthatnowhewillhavesomefun.Hedoesn'tthinkthatschoollifewasmeanttobefun.
AYUSHgetsahostelroominAdmissionsCollege,afterfinishingalltheworkofAdmissions,hisfamilymembersdrophistotheHostelroom.Rememberthefamily,theboygoestofinishcollegestudiesornottosucksugarcanejuice.Let'sgototheplacewherethefamilystaysandthengotosleepafterthebigtrip.
Thisishowhisfirstdayofcollegebegins.AYUSH'swholelifewasgoingtobeajoke,asperfuturesituation.AYUSHdidnotknowwhathebelievedindoingandwhathappened.Timeisoftheessence,whetheritisgoodorbad,EventhistimeAYUSHcouldnotunderstandorexplaintous.Evenifthetimeofthecollegeisgone,ifwelookatthepresent,theydonotknowhowthehostellifeoftheboyandgirlisgoing.ButAYUSHwasreadyfromdayonetofightinallsituations.Let'stalkaboutAYUSHstillgoingtocollegealone,inthedininghallofthehostel,breakfastinthemorning,lunchintheevening,breakfastlunchanddinnerwasenough.Thisaloneeventhoughotherpeopleinthehostelgotothewholecircleoffriends.hewastheonlyonewhokepthisattentioninfrontofallthestrangersandtriedtounderstandthemall.IfthereisHostelLife,don'tcalleveryonebytheirownnamebutdifferentname.OneboyownnameHirenandallcalledhimterrorist.
Hirencameoutsideandsaid"Zombieboss."
Theretheotherboysaid,hisnamewasMilkDairybecausehewassowhite."AYUSHnamezombie!"hisnamewasMilkDairybecausehewassowhite.
Hirensaid."Fromtoday,AYUSH'snameisZombieBoss."
"Devil'snameissomethingthatcomeswithakickmovieinapendrive.It'sawasteofwater,it'sabusiness."AYUSHthinksinhismind.
NowthestruggleofAYUSHcancontinueinlifebutifsuchanameismentionedineveryhostel,Somepeoplesmilewhentheythinkofotherpeople'snamesandtakeacricketbatandlendittome.NowAYUSHgoestoenjoylivingwithanopenheartandcomestolifeUturn.
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PART2: LifeStruggleStart
CollegelifehasnowstartedforAYUSHinwhichtherewillbesomeseriousproblemsonAYUSHandhowtofightitwillbedecidedbyAYUSH.Goingtohostelandcollegewasthesamelife,Everyonesaysthatthisalonecannotsurvive,EvenifAYUSHlivesalonewithoutfun,Ifthereisnosuchwork,thenitwillbelostinthoughts.Inthesameway,eveniftimepassesinthoughts,thiscannotbecalledtimepass.Theanswermaybesomethingdifferent.LifenowbeginsofAYUSH.
AYUSHunderstandseverythingbybeingaloneandtriestounderstandhoweveryone'slifestyleis.Whyisitdifferent?Hefullyfinedanswer.Nowacommonthingcomesoutinhislife,Hisarroganceisthatevenifhecommitsascandal,hisnamewillnotbementioned.HealsohavetobelievethatAYUSHhasthenameofdoingeverythingelse.WowreallymadetheantiquepieceGod.
Everyoneelseinthehostelunderstandsthenonsenseandslowlystaystogether,SlowlychangesAYUSHalsodoesnotmakeanyoneafriend.Thethingis,atsuchatime,nothingmore,theyearcomesoutAndhebecomesjunior’ssenior.AYUSHprefersplayingcardsandchess.ThedoortooneofJunior'sroomswasopen,Andhewaswalkingoutofthere,Seeingeveryoneplaying,hewantstoplayandtriestotalkthere.
"Brothers,canIcome?"AYUSHsaid.
"Comeon,don'taskifyou'reoursenior."Onejuniorsaid.
"Isawyouwerejustgambling."AYUSHsaid.
"Areyoukidding,notgambling?Mindywasplaying."Secondjuniorsaid.
“Gatherten.Comeon,it'snotbiggerthanyousay.LeaveeverythingelseIamAyushPatel,TheterroristhasbeenmynamedProvided,Zombie.MynameprovidedZombiebyterroristmeansHiren.YoupeoplehavenotimprovedthatcallAYUSHyoucanalsocallZombie.Nowyouintroduceyourself."AYUSHsaid.
"Mynameparth,thisisJordan,wholookslikeanotherparrotisJill,ThesecondistheOmandthelastistheRutvik."Onejuniorsaid.
"MynameisJanardhan.ButJordancallswithlove."Jordensaid.
"Thereisnodoubtaboutlove!"AYUSHsaid.
"Don'thavefunwiththename,justjoke."Jordensaid.
"Let'ssharecards.It'sallfun."AYUSHsaid.
ThusParthleavesthecard.Andwitheachpassingcard,somethinglikethishappens.
"Cardseen.Friendshipisgood,secondtimefriendshipisalsogood.Cardseen."Parthsaid.
"Isthenamewrittenonthecard?"AYUSHspeakslookingbackcard.
"brother,hisgirlfriend'snameIthink."Jordensaid.
"Agirlfriend,Nice."AYUSHsaid.
"Whyareyoutalkinglikethis,brother?"Parthsaid.
"Iamnotinterestedmakingfriendshiporgirlfriend.Ilivesomethinglikethat,IhategirlsifIdon'thavefriends,Ikeepadistanceoftenmeters.Idon'tlikeitatallSuchthingsThegirlwhoisattached.Allischatter.Thegirl'snameshouldnotbementionedlater."AYUSHsaid.
"Whyhateagirlsomuch?"Jordensaid.
"Idon'thategirls,Allbecomeblindinthis,Ihatethat.Listennow,
WhenIwasafreshmanincollegeAtthattime,whiletryingtounderstandeverything,Icameacrossonething.Thethingis,ifthiscollegeoranyothercollegehasLoving-studentmovingaround.Iftherecessofcollegeinthishour,Iwouldfinishmymealintenminutesandwalkaroundthecollegecampusandseeeverything,HowmanypeoplearewalkingwiththeirhandsontheshouldersofagirldoingLoveYouLoveYou,Sointhemiddleofsomanypeoplekissingonthehandandlookingatthegirlinsuchaway,thatthisiswhatIamthinking.IthoughtIwasfarfromthatbutatthattimeIwaswatchingeveryone.Thensomeofthepeoplewouldsitinthecorneranddosomeweirdthing,Sosomegirlssettheboy'scollar,Boy'scollarwasnotset,whatsetittolove-ship?Someplacesstudentareplayingcricketorvolleyball.Somenooneseeshowmanyofthemgointohidinganddon'tknowwhattheyaredoing."AYUSHsaid.
"Thiscalledaslovebutsomesituationverypainfulcreationofgod"Parthsaid.
"Nono,it’ssituationnotcreatedbygod.Anypainfulsituationcreatedbyonlyloveship.Attractionisthepullofoneanother.Moodcomeslikeawashedmouthwithfreshsprayinthemouthandcoloringinfrontofthegirl.ThisisnothingbutAttraction.Thelanguageofloveissomethingdifferentthatthesepeopledonotunderstand.Boy/Girlcommitssuicidebymakinglove.Ifhe/sheloves,hisfather/motherdoesn'tlovehim/her?‘ItwasjustasayingthatifIcouldgivemylifeforit,Iwouldgivemylife.’Anddolove,Sowhythebreakup?Millionsmakemistakesiftheyareinlove,lookingforagoodskilloutofthousandsofflaws.Thisisnotloveonlyfortimepass.Etc."AYUSHsaid.
"Yousitandwatchalot."Parthsaid.
"Iamsittingwatchingandunderstanding.Betrayalisfoundinthis.Somewheregirlsbetrayaboyandsomewhereboysbetrayagirl.Andthewholelifeoftheonewholovesisruined."AYUSHsaid.
"Brother,youwillfallinlovewithcollegetoo."Parthsaid.
"Iamawriter.Letmetellyouastory."AYUSHsaid.
"Ohh,that’sgood.Hearit!."Parthsaid.
AYUSHsaidonestory.
[TITLENAME:Love:Amisunderstandingoramistake?
Introduction:Therearemanythingsthathappeninlove,butthewaytounderstandthemistakeandmisunderstandingbetweenthem,That'sabigproblem.Ifthereisamisunderstanding,letusunderstandandresolveit,Buthowcanyougetridofthemistakemadeinit?Mistakesmustbemadeandmisunderstandingsmustberemoved.That’swillbelife.Talkaboutpresentsituation.Thefutureissimplyshown.Thefictionalizedstorydepictsemotionalrelationships.
(Story)
Aboy,Whomaybetwenty-oneyearsofage,Ontheroadsituationdifficult.Wipingeyesandlookingaround,hemovesforward.Manythevehiclesmovingareontheroad,Thewindblowswarmly,Anewsenseofatmosphereiscreated,Andifsomeonewalksdowntheroadlikethat.Supposesomethinglikethis,eveninhismind,thebetrayalhereceivedthistimeisannoying.Butatsuchtimesheneedstohavebothpatienceandattention,maybethethoughtthatcametomindsuicidefortwoseconds,It'sverydangers!
Buteventhoughthewrongideahasenteredhismind,thereisnoattempttothinkwell!Itclimbsthebridgeandtheriverflowsunderit.ThewaterflowedcalmlyandheclimbedtotheedgeofthebridgeAndwithoutthinking,Hesteppedforwardwithtryingtofall,Amanoffiftyyears,Grabitandpullitoffthebridgeandtheboy'sgazefallsontheman.Boynamerohit.
"Rohit,you?"Saidthemanwithsurprise.
"Dad,you!"Rohitsaidinafrightenedvoicelookinginfrontofhisfather.
"Didyoudothis?Nothingisrealized!Whydidyouneedtodoallthis?”Rohit'sfatherJatinsaidangrily.
"Dad,IhavenoideawhathappenedtomeandwhatI'mdoing!"Rohitsaidinacriedvoice.
"Yougohomeandchangeeverythingthatisgoingoninyourmindiftoday."SaidJatin,givingpeaceandhetookhisbythehandandtookhishome,wherehismotherwasmakingafood,cookingandarrangingitonthediningtable.
"Bothhavecome!Let'swashourhandsandfeetandcomeon."Nidhisaidinaslightlyfunnyvoice.
"MaybeifIhadbeenasecondlatetoday,Iwouldhaveeatenalonenow."Ifthereisproblematicsituation,Jatinsaidinalowvoice.
"Why,Idon'tunderstand!"Nidhiinthoughtsaidwhiletalking.
"TodayoursonRohitwasgoingtocommitsuicide."LookingatRohit'sface,jatinsaidinaslightlysharpvoice.
"So!Idon'tunderstandanything?"Therewasalittlefearonhisface,butNidhidaredtospeak.
"Idon'tknow,youask."Jatinsaid.
"Whathappened,son?"NidhiaskedinacalmvoicelookinginfrontofRohit.
"College,mom."Rohitsaidinfear,asifhismomanddadwereabouttosaysomething.
"Girlorsomethingelse!"NidhisaidseeinginfrontofRohit.
"Betrayed,mom."Rohitsaidinadarevoice.
"Hey,there'ssomuchtalkaboutsuicide!"Nidhisaiditwasasmallthing.
"Mommy,Ican'tlivewithouther."Rohitsaidinaweepingvoice.
"So,whataboutcommittingsuicide!That'swhyImadeyoubig,that'swhytowetaughtyouholdfingerandwalkwetaughtyou!That'swhyIsentyoutostudy!Ifyouareintrouble,askusonce,howmuchtroublewewillhavewithyourdeparture!Andthegirl,wholeftyou,mustbeintrouble!"Nidhisaidangrily.
"Nidhibroughtyouintothisworldbytearingyourstomach,Thefeelingwasfullforyouandevenifsuchathingdoesnotcometoyourmind,gotoyourwish,Youcandowhateveryouwants."Jatinsaidinalowvoice.
"Whygo?Notevenonepercentofwhatwehaveendured."Nidhicriedandsaidinaloudvoice.
"Why,notevenonepercent,Mom,Idon'tunderstand!"Rohitaskedinsurprise.
"FirstNidhi,youcalmdown,thenletitbeunderstood."JatinsaidtoNidhigivingconsolation.
"Ifson,yourfathermeansJatin,Ihavenomorehandinthis.Thisiswhatitis.NowlistentowhatIhavetosay."Speakingofthewholething,Nidhisaid.
(Past)
"Rohit,thiswouldhavebeen26yearsago.Darknightfalls,Lightningstrikes,atthattimeahousewhichwasyourfather'sfarmhouse.Atthatmoment,agirlwasshotintheabdomennearthebedinJatin'sroom.WhenthebloodisfullruningAndatthatmomenthisbreathwasrunning.Yourfatherthenhadaguninhishand.AndtalkedwiththegirlwhosenamewasMansi."Nidhisaidtalkingaboutthepast.
"Mansi,forgetaboutmeandforgiveme."Jatinsaidinalowvoice.
"Nothing,Jatin,Takecare,Amistakeoccurred,butitcannotbecorrected.Thenextlifewillbebetterspentforgettingme.Whendidyouwantmetoleaveyou?”EventhoughMansiwasinpain,shecouldspeaksomuch.
"Allmistakesareforgiven,justcomebacktomylife."MansidiedwithsomuchJatinspeaking.
"Mansi,Mansi."Jatinsaidinaloudcryingvoice.
Thenextthingthepolicewouldhavefoundout,therewasthepolice.Tara'sfatherpanickedandfiredatthepolice.
(Presentsituation)
"Dadyou?"Rohitsaidinsurprise.
"Allsituationcreatedverydisasterbutrealityisdifferent.Mansiwasspecialforyourfather,Iamnot.YourfatherlovedMansisomuchthathedidnotlovemeeither.”Nidhisaidinaslightlycoldvoice.
"SoDadlovedMansi.Lovehappensonceandcan'tlivewithoutit.Ican'tstayandyou,bynomeans!”Rohitsaidinsurprise.
"Ibelievelovehappensonce.Butbetrayalisnotthewaytorunafteritandsuicideisnotthewaytogo.Overcamethefearandmovedon,Answeredheronthemouth,Thaticanlivewithoutyou,AndIwillbringbetterthanyou,Iwillforgetyoutoo,Suchathingsetinthemind,forgetallpastandmoveonangrilyforhobbyoryourlifepassions."NidhisaidencouragingRohit.
"Itallhappensbutcan'tforgetpastreality!"Rohitaskedinasurprisedvoice.
"LookinfrontofyourfatherandthathemusthaveforgottenMansi!Ifinfrontofhim."NidhilooksatJatin'sfaceandshowsanexamplewhereJatinwasinalittletrouble."Yourdadhasn'tforgottenyet."Nidhisaidinatroubledvoice.
"WhathappenedthatMansiwaskilledbymydad?"Rohitaskedthequestion.
"Allsituationisdifferent,youshowonlyyoueyeseen.Thiswasaboundlesslove.Whetherthatlovewasamisunderstandingoramistake,Itwasverydifficulttoidentifyatthetime."NidhisaidtoRohit.
"Nowlisten.
(Past)
"ItwasthefirsttimeJatinhadmetMansiforthefirsttime.ItsohappenedthatJatinneverlookedthegirlintheface,atthattime,hesuddenlyhitMansiwhilewalking.Thenallofasuddenhiseyesdidnotmoveawayfromher.Atthatmoment,Jatinfeltsomethingsweetinhisheart.hisfriendswerewithhisthenandtheywerebothwatching.Atthattime,JatinsawhisspecialfriendMiteshwalkinginfrontofhim.AndgesturedinfrontofMiteshandMiteshrealizedthathestartedlikingher.Thisishowthefirstlovestorystarted.”Nidhisaidtalkingaboutthepast.
"I'msorry;Iwasinahurrysonothingseen."Mansisaidinahastilygaspedvoice.
"Itdoesn'tmatter,Imadeamistake,Ididn'tseeit."Jatinalsosaidhisthing.
"Everythingistaken,I'mleaving.Thankyouforhelpingmegetoverit."Mansisaidthankinghimforhishelp.
(Thenthey