The Raw and the Cooked E-Book

Jim Harrison

• Herausgeber: Grove Press UK
• Kategorie: Lebensstil
• Sprache: Englisch
• Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2017

Beschreibung

A classic collection full of salty wisdom, from 'the Henry Miller of food writing' (Wall Street Journal) and author of Legends of the Fall. Food is an extreme sport for Jim Harrison. As a seven-month old baby he was found chewing the leather binding of the family Bible with 'its slightly beefy flavour'; from then on, when he didn't have his nose in a book he could be found eating - everything. The Raw and the Cooked collects his musings on meat, marinades and a million other things besides, from the man who likes to wrestle his dinner to the ground then wash it down with a really good 1967 Latour.

Leseprobe

The Raw and the Cooked

Also by Jim Harrison

FICTION

Wolf: A False Memoir

A Good Day to Die

Farmer

Legends of the Fall

Warlock

Sundog

Dalva

The Woman Lit by Fireflies

Julip

The Road Home

The Beast God Forgot to Invent

True North

The Summer He Didn’t Die

Returning to Earth

The English Major

The Farmer’s Daughter

The Great Leader

The River Swimmer

Brown Dog

The Big Seven

The Ancient Minstrel

CHILDREN’S LITERATURE

The Boy Who Ran to the Woods

POETRY

Plain Song

Locations

Outlyer and Ghazals

Letters to Yesenin

Returning to Earth

Selected & New Poems: 1961–1981

The Theory & Practice of Rivers and New Poems

After Ikkyū and Other Poems

The Shape of the Journey: New and Collected Poems

Braided Creek: A Conversation in Poetry, with Ted Kooser

Saving Daylight

In Search of Small Gods

Songs of Unreason

Dead Man’s Float

ESSAYS

Just Before Dark: Collected Nonfiction

A Really Big Lunch: The Roving Gourmand on Food and Life

MEMOIR

Off to the Side

The Raw and the Cooked

Adventures of a Roving Gourmand

Jim Harrison

Grove Press UK

First published in the United States of America in 2001 by Grove/Atlantic

This e-book edition published in Great Britain in 2017 by Grove Press UK, an imprint of Grove/Atlantic Inc.

Copyright © 2001 Jim Harrison

The moral right of Jim Harrison to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by him in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act of 1988.

These pieces have previously appeared, sometimes in slightly different form, in the following magazines, to which grateful acknowledgment is made:

Smart (New York): “Eat or Die” (published as “Sporting Food”), “Meals of Peace and Restoration,” “Hunger, Real and Unreal,” “Then and Now,” “Consciousness Dining,” “The Tugboats of Costa Rica,” “Midrange Road Kill,” “The Panic Hole,” “Piggies Come to Market,” “The Fast”

Esquire (New York): “What Have We Done with the Thighs?,” “The Days of Wine and Pig Hocks,” “One Foot in the Grave,” “Just Before Dark,” “Cooking Your Life,” “Ignoring Columbus,” “Eating Close to the Ground,” “Return of the Native, or Lighten Up,” “Let’s Get Lost,” “Principles,” “The Last Best Place?,” “The Morality of Food,” “Contact,” “Coming to Our Senses,” “The 10,000-Calorie Diet,” “Walking the San Pedro,” “Back Home,” “Repulsion and Grace,” “Outlaw Cook,” “Unmentionable Cuisine,” “Heart Food in L.A.,” “Fresh Southern Air,” “Borderlands,” “A Huge Hunger in Paris”

Men’s Journal (New York): “Thirty-three Angles on Eating French” (published as “Eating French”), “American Food Journal”

Revue des Deux Mondes (Paris) and Kermit Lynch Wine Merchant Newsletter: “Wine”

Beaux Arts (Paris): “Wild Creatures” (published as “Jim Harrison & Gérard Oberlé Food Correspondence”)

Brick (Toronto): “Meatballs”

Gérard Oberlé’s letters to Jim Harrison in “Wild Creatures” were translated by Diana Odasso.

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Contents

Introduction

Prologue: The 10,000-Calorie Diet

SPORTING FOOD

Eat or Die

Meals of Peace and Restoration

Hunger, Real and Unreal

Then and Now

Consciousness Dining

The Tugboats of Costa Rica

Midrange Road Kill

The Panic Hole

Piggies Come to Market

The Fast

THE RAW AND THE COOKED

What Have We Done with the Thighs?

The Days of Wine and Pig Hocks

One Foot in the Grave

Just Before Dark

Cooking Your Life

Ignoring Columbus

Eating Close to the Ground

Return of the Native, or Lighten Up

Let’s Get Lost

Principles

The Last Best Place?

The Morality of Food

Contact

Coming to Our Senses

Walking the San Pedro

Back Home

Repulsion and Grace

Outlaw Cook

Unmentionable Cuisine

Heart Food in L.A.

Fresh Southern Air

Borderlands

Versions of Reality

ADVENTURES OF A ROAMING GOURMAND

Thirty-three Angles on Eating French

Wild Creatures: A Correspondence with Gérard Oberlé

American Food Journal

Wine

Meatballs

Epilogue: A Huge Hunger in Paris

Introduction

I would like to avoid here the merest suggestion that there is anything wrong with my food and wine obsession. How easily we forget that the life overexamined is also not worth living. Rather than ­descend into the sump of neuroticisms that makes many of us what we are I’d like to think that my eating and drinking comprise a strenuous search for the genuine, that I am a voyager, an explorer, an ­adventurer in the ordinary activity of what we do every day: eat and drink. Once I jokingly suggested in a column that my sole motif was “eat or die,” falsely ascribing it to the Russian author Lermontov to give it greater sonority and authority, but “eat or die” is also a veiled koan suggesting that eating well, however simply, is part of a life fully lived.

Eating in America is a grand puzzle of thousands of pieces, many of them lost, with the final picture a diorama of our history led by economic considerations and ethnic influences. This diorama can be as confusing and surreal as sex in our nontraditional society, the dimensions of which daily boggle the mind, forcing the food-writing community to try to simplify matters, to separate the practice of eating from the lives of the people who are doing the eating, as if eating were a detachable activity or object like the Ouija board, a bridge, or an artificial limb.

There is so much that is deeply comic in the arena of American food. Health authorities are less than pleased but we have surged well ahead in the world obesity sweepstakes. We’re Big and getting Bigger, despite thousands of hours and column inches devoted to our faux fitness revolution. Last November, on a plane trip between Memphis and New York City, I talked to a heart surgeon from the Utica area of New York State who was thinking of moving, but there was an overwhelming and rewarding demand for his services in that locale, where the most popular exercise was the trek between the couch, kitchen, and television. In the three modest places my wife and I live, I am frequently asked why I’m seen walking or hunting a couple of hours a day the year around, and I like to say, “So I can eat without it directly killing me.” From the Pleistocene up until recently our exercise and ensuing fitness were an essential part of our survival. Jeffrey Steingarten in a brilliant essay on our food fears in the New York Times pointed out, “We are the first society in human history in which gluttony is economically an option for probably half the population.” I would guess that the number is closer to three-­quarters. Even so, this isn’t true eating, this is taking in too much fuel.

My search for the genuine in the food in my life came about slowly and certainly wasn’t a product of how I grew up in the upper Midwest, a region notorious for its bad food. Perhaps the only thing that saved our senses was the two months a year our gardens were operable in this sour climate. My own obsession with food began in my late teens with reading and budget travel. In the Midwest the common diet draws most heavily from the worst aspects of the Scandinavian and the German, coupled with an attitude summed up as “we eat to live not live to eat,” as if this were an assigned moral choice. Added to this is the historical move from the agrarian to the city, which comprises the demographic revolution of the twentieth century—a move from growing and gathering your own food to jumping in a car for the trip to the supermarket.

We largely became lost and we got a great deal larger. It is startling to study older cookbooks and see how much more inventive the mass of people once were. Visit the Ajax Diner in Oxford, Mississippi, for instance, and experience a mode of eating where such traditions are not lost. Every day there is an offering of at least six well-cooked vegetables. I’m not pretending that Mississippi is a version of the delights of Provence, the apex of the vegetable, only that the food there reminds me of the way my grandmothers once cooked so providently in their rural bailiwicks. Such cooking has been widely banished because it takes time away from whatever.

I love to cook, hunt, fish, read good books, and not incidentally try to write them. Even the occasional glories of our sexual lives can be drawn into this picture. Not that much is finer than a morning spent at the Metropolitan Museum of Art in New York or the Musée d’Orsay in Paris followed by a good lunch. All of our senses and passions merge because we are one person and it’s best not to neglect any of these passions if we wish to fully live our lives. As my friend the novelist Barry Hannah writes, “When you eat well you are eating memory.”

This little collection includes the good and a measure of the bad and ugly. I have also hoped to be democratic amid my extravagancies. Much food writing seems to assume that readers quite naturally make several hundred thousand dollars a year and can easily join the fun. I have tried for a more encompassing attitude toward what’s possible when we sit down at the table. Occasionally I fantasize that I have saved a million dollars by learning how to cook and being married to someone who does an even better job, but if this were true what did I do with the money? Good wine looms, as does travel.

I append the following fable as a metaphor for so much of The Raw and the Cooked.

The Man Who Ate Books

It started very early, as do most bad, perhaps fatal, habits. The first incident became one of those silly family stories that bore anyone else. He was a mere baby of seven months when he crawled up on a chair and pulled the huge leather-bound family Bible off the table. The book fell to the floor and he lay next to it chewing on the salty leather, which, if not delicious, had a slightly beefy flavor, the salt coming from the hands of generations of poor farmers. In the back of the Bible were several pages of family genealogy but the baby did not chew on these suspicious documents, the filigree of our existence so beloved by those of supposedly noble birth, showing the thin string of semen and egg that we have in common with dogs, apes, and suchlike.

Naturally the baby was punished, if only with screams, when he was discovered with the corner of the Holy Bible in his mouth, chewing quite happily, the pleasure equal to his mother’s teat. The baby was not overdisturbed by the screams of the aunt who towered above him. He merely looked up her sturdy brown legs, the thighs disappearing into darkness, his twelve billion neurons recording a mystery that would later compete with chewing on books.

Unfortunately the Holy Bible was the only leather-bound book the family owned. Another story was added to the family collection when at the age of two he accompanied his mother to the public ­library. She was doubtless reading a ladies’ magazine that gave recipes on how to make tasteless food. She looked up from her reading and screamed, of course. Her two-year-old had climbed the library shelves like a primate and was up near the ceiling sniffing and licking old leather-bound volumes that were histories of Michigan describing how courageous settlers murdered the Indians, bears, and wolves, and replaced them with cows, chickens, and pigs. The library staff needed a ladder to retrieve the child. He was spanked and shit his pants in protest.

The years passed slowly as they always do when we are young, the torpor increased by teachers who openly wept with boredom and disgust at their miserable lot of being teachers instead of businessmen. In truth, they were paid so poorly that they were at the bottom of the social ladder in any village they taught. But luckily there were books in the schools, where our young hero had taken to reading one every day, sometimes two, while totally neglecting his other studies. There were also many books at home but at home he was forbidden to tear out the endpapers and chew on them, which he sneakily did at school. Endpapers were his gum and candy.

All he cared to do was read, run, hunt, and fish. He even read when he fished from their small rowboat, and he took a book along to read while resting from hunting. When he ran through the fields and forest he thought about what he would read next. He would be thinking about a book when he ran and collided with a tree or bush, and once into the side of a barn, where he hurt his shoulder.

When first picking up a fresh book he would smell it and give a random page a slight lick, then check out the page for the secrets of life. He had looked up “life” and “sex” in the encyclopedia but the encyclopedia was old and musty and words were inadequate. The words were not causally related to the life he knew. The information on sex bore no relation to looking up his aunt’s skirt or fondling the girl next door, or the beauty of dogs, cats, and farm animals coupling.

He was about eleven when he snuck away with his father’s copies of Erskine Caldwell’s Tobacco Road and God’s Little Acre, which finally revealed sex in its rather fundamental glory and struck him as similar to eating roast chicken or frying fish or deer meat, a pleasure equal to reading a good book!

From that day onward he would read only fiction and poetry, which meant he would do poorly in chemistry, mathematics, biology, and history, all of which dealt with abstractions that were meaningless to him.

The dice were now cast. He flunked high school and college, repeated and barely made it through because he imitated in writing the grace of what he read, which pleased the teachers because other students wrote so poorly. The teachers passed him even though they knew this young man was ignorant of anything concrete other than the contents of his own galantine brain.

He bummed around the country checking if writers from dozens of states knew what they were talking about. He chewed end­papers from books borrowed, bought, and stolen in every region of the United States. He was fired from every job for trying to read while working. Once in San Francisco he was reading a William Saroyan book in the public library and one of the pages smelled like lavender. He was not satisfied until he found a girl who smelled like lavender. He had a brief affair with a very tall thin girl because she was reading Stendhal on the library steps in New York City, another because she was reading Faulkner while eating chocolate ice cream, a red-haired girl (he didn’t like red hair) because she was reading Valéry and soaking her pink feet in the fountain in Washington Square. In those days not many girls read books so you had to make do. His sexual possibilities were also limited because the girls had to be reading good books not trash. He figured out that good literature had serious side effects.

In his early twenties his life became hopeless. He had to do manual labor, carpentry, cement, and farm work, which required his hands so he couldn’t read. He met a lovely girl who also read a lot and was pleased to see her smell a new book when she opened it. She didn’t chew the endpapers but then you can’t have everything. The day he impregnated her they had been talking about Dostoyevsky’s Notes from the Underground, not a sexy book but one that made you turn to your body for solace. They had a baby who began reading books in the cradle, which illustrates that the disease may be genetic, then another baby who was equally obsessed with literature.

He was fired from two good office jobs because he neglected his work in order to read fiction and poetry. He couldn’t help himself and did so openly. The young couple were in despair from eating only macaroni while reading. (Even forty years later he can remember what he was eating back then from food stains in old books. Grouse and wine stains on Mishima and Cioran.) Finally the young couple accepted their grim fate of this bloody voyage of life. They took vows of voluntary poverty for a decade so he could continue to eat books and, finally, write them. There was nothing else for him to do.

The moral of this story is to keep leather-bound Bibles well out of reach of your babies, but if it’s too late and they’ve already begun to chew try to teach them that sex, food, and books aren’t in the same category (though they probably are).

Jim Harrison

Patagonia, Arizona

February 1, 2001

Prologue: The 10,000-Calorie Diet

It is easy to remember the cheekbones that once emerged, not surprisingly, above my cheeks. In my unpublished manuscript Zen Sex, I counseled men to pad their boney protuberances to avoid bruising women. If I recall, this was in a chapter titled “Sensual Compassion: Dos and Don’ts for the Eighties,” which included rather compendious notations on the flip side of the void that is sex, including the advice that it is unseemly to bray and hoot during orgasm. The main thrust of the chapter, however, was a ten-thousand-calorie-a-day diet so that boney lovers might not injure one another.

Not so sad to say, this manuscript was lost to a computer virus called Spritzer in 1981. But I took my own well-considered advice and presently have what women call a “safe” body, though I rather miss the way they would whisper “sinew” through moistened lips when I shed my war-surplus jumpsuit. It is not for me to point out that their own sexual behavior is shot through with irony, frivolity, and an icy captiousness that recalls Lola Delmonte at her most discouraging. For instance, a friend in Beverly Hills told me how a very famous (international) actress had aimed her bare bottom at him at poolside as if taking a photo, then rushed into her palatial villa with a trilling laugh, my friend in pursuit. Alas, he was delayed by pain when he bumped his wagging member against the usual mauve wainscoting. He both crooned and bellowed her name as he padded through twenty-nine rooms not including the bathrooms and closets, without success. He later discovered through her previous lover that there was a secret, cryptlike room in the villa where she would hide, lying on a cold, white marble slab, and where she could achieve orgasm only by hearing a frustrated man call out her name, over and over. That would take the cake, should one be offered.

Before being sidetracked, I mentioned the ten-thousand-­calorie compassion diet, assuming the one you love deserves it, and this includes any of the three gender combinations. Despite their efforts, it is best not to leave definitions of sexuality up to members of Congress, the governments of the nation and states, and their multifoliate police bureaus. The diet itself is a cross-cultural barrage of feast dishes including cassoulet, feijoada from Brazil—the black-bean stew that contains a dozen smoked meats—a daub made of hindquarters of Charolais and a case of good Burgundy, a Michigan doe for six, a Thracian lamb for four, a Georgia piglet for three, a wild turkey stuffed with fruit and sausage for two, the ten-pound rice-and-fish Sumo stew for one. I forgot the choucroute garnie made of pig hocks, seven varieties of sausage, potatoes, and sauerkraut for seven, and the bollito misto for six or nine, whatever.

The cassoulet is the last dish on this thirty-day wonder, as you must start on the first day with three fat geese to make the confit, then wait at least twenty-nine days for the confit to cure. It is no fun to butcher your own geese, but the supermarket birds are far too lean, and then neither is it fun to live a life where all the dirty work, the realities, are left to someone else by virtue of our purchasing power. Country wisdom says to buy fat geese from a fat farmwife, as a lean woman tends to feed them on potato skins rather than troughs laden with grain and corn, which a fat woman readily imagines to be in order. I’ll spare you the gory details, including the fact that geese do not want to die, and that it is better to lock up your bird dogs in the house because they are overeager to help out in the process.

The rest of the ingredients, including lamb and sausage and a couple of heads of garlic, plus instructions on the processes of cooking, are readily available in sophisticated cookbooks (I’d recommend Paula Wolfert’s). I beg you, though, not to make one of the dreadful shortcut versions one sees featured in the media, especially newspaper cooking pages or in ladies’ magazines slipped between articles on estrogen, cellulite, and flaccid-weenie problems (be shameless!).

Now the new you is on your kindly way after thirty days, having gained at least fifteen pounds because you have also eaten all the leftovers. You will immediately notice that women are now likely to tweak at your ears, tug at your wattles, back up to you like a sleepy truck to a loading platform. You have become the teddy bear their moms tossed out when they left for college. If they are also burly, they’ll give you sheepish grins during long pauses at the protein counter at the supermarket. In short, everyone is more amenable, gentler, if not actually happier.

Of course, there are specific drawbacks. Last year I attended the funeral of a southern writer of no consequence who had weighed more than four hundred pounds previous to death, his final go at the diet business and one in which he was to be an odds-on ­favorite. He passed away a scant week after winning a soft-shell-crab-and-corn-on-the-cob-eating contest, and the resultant impaction, plus a real bad crab, had taken him from us. At graveside his precocious nine-year-old son, who reminded me of Kolya in The ­Brothers Karamazov, had whispered to me, “Death is not the less unique for being so widespread an activity.” A true southern writer in the making, already having adapted the coloration of intelligent lassitude—unlike the North, where writers assume a bogus heartiness and wear lumberjack shirts in classrooms and on their drunken forays into nature of whose actual processes they are utterly ignorant, somewhat like the famous blimp New Yorker poet on Nantucket, who raised his face from his desk for the tenth time of the summer and asked his wife the name of the bird, a gull, that perched on the porch railing. For reasons of her own, she rammed a well-bred little finger deep into his ear, perhaps the better for him to hear, and left for good without packing.

So there are downsides to becoming a gentle beast. Compassion can be an impure virtue, a mixed bag containing, among other things, a puff adder. Even now, at this very moment, I am splayed out on a mat on a cold stone floor aiming down my gunsights through the opened door at a Mexican blue mockingbird (Melanotis caerulescens). This bird has never appeared in this country before, and dragging behind him are hundreds of dweeb bird-watchers hanging on my fence with huge camera lenses and spotting scopes. I cannot get up at dawn and bow to the six directions in my birth skin. I am under a scrutiny that far exceeds the nastiness of book publication.

It was severe pain that drove me to the floor, somewhat like Robert Jordan on that bed of pine needles so long ago, a pain so severe that I had to crawl to the closet to get the shotgun. I lift my head above the sights and watch the gabbling row of birders adding this unique creature to what is known as their “life list” in the sport. They can’t see me and thus are ignorant that this bird can soon disappear into a halo of blue feathers, an unnatural mood indigo. I pause thinking of my pain and how it came to be: Maybe it is the wolf in my body growing not like those chickypoo hyenas in Kenya living off lions’ spoils. I can see the enemy coming, but it happened I think in the mountains on surveillance with Peacock when we ran out of the Bordeaux, five bottles, which was very good with the thick, juicy rib steaks we put between tortillas because we had no plates and forks, also the Italian sausages, which were very good rolled in hot tortillas. Then it was dawn and the time of coyotes was gone; also the Bordeaux bottles lay bleak and empty as a politician’s head. We woke and drove hard and well on the rutted red-dirt roads of Indian country to a store without Bordeaux and bought whiskey, which around the campfire that night after hard walks through canyons we pretended was good wine. Not. So I slept on cold ground with frost thick in hair and eyebrows, my body twisted like a pretzel from false amber wine, and when I awoke I could not untwist myself. I was frozen in a bad shape and the javelinas passed upwind without seeing me and I could see two ravens coming up the dry riverbed.

Now it is an hour before twilight and the birders are coming again, as they do at dawn, relentless nature zombies. Mexico’s only a few miles south of here, but the bird wouldn’t “count” in Sonora. I take aim again at this lovely creature, the grayish blue of wet slate, its eyes turning to my movement through the door. He peeks out from behind my Weber barbecue, and my finger gently touches the trigger, the pain blurring my vision. Beyond the Weber, the bamboo thicket, the turbulent creek and cottonwoods and green willows, the watchers are still coming and I can’t pull the trigger that would send them away. I shot in the air last week, but they came back. In the face of an old woman raising her binoculars I see my widowed mother, who, not incidentally, has 582 birds on her life list. What if she found out? And startlingly enough, against all racial stereotypes, there is a young black couple joining the rest. The blue mockingbird flits up into the bamboo thicket, and I turn on my side, suddenly letting the shotgun fall with a sharp clatter to the stone floor. In a seizure of compassion I think I’ll settle for sending someone across the border for a case of Zebras, setting off the firecrackers, string ­after string, until everyone is gone.

Out in the wilderness with Peacock it occurred to me again that the natural world is made up of nouns and verbs on which we have heaped millions of largely inappropriate and self-serving adjectives. I wondered how we may shape ourselves, body and mind, to fully inhabit this earth.

1992

SPORTING FOOD

Eat or Die

In no department of life, in no place, should indifference be allowed to creep; into none less than the domain of cookery.