CONTENTS: The Novice—Mrs.
Benson—Mary—Mrs. Benson's Correspondence with Mrs. Egerton—Miss
Evelyn—Eliza
There were three of us—Mary,
Eliza, and myself. I was approaching fifteen, Mary was about a year
younger, and Eliza between twelve and thirteen years of age. Mamma
treated us all as children, and was blind to the fact that I was no
longer what I had been. Although not tall for my age, nor outwardly
presenting a manly appearance, my passions were awakening, and the
distinctive feature of my sex, although in repose it looked
magnificent enough, was very sufficiently developed when under the
influence of feminine excitement.
As yet, I had absolutely no
knowledge of the uses of the different organs of sex. My sisters
and I all slept in the same room. They together in one bed, I alone
in another. When no one was present, we had often mutually examined
the different formations of our sexes.
We had discovered that mutual
handlings gave a certain amount of pleasing sensation; and,
latterly, my eldest sister had discovered that the hooding and
unhooding of my doodle, as she called it, instantly caused it to
swell up and stiffen as hard as a piece of wood. My feeling of her
little pinky slit gave rise in her to nice sensations, but on the
slightest attempt to insert even my finger, the pain was too great.
We had made so little progress in the attouchements that not the
slightest inkling of what could be done in that way dawned upon us.
I had begun to develop a slight growth of moss-like curls round the
root of my cock; and then, to our surprise, Mary began to show a
similar tendency. As yet, Eliza was as bald as her hand, but both
were prettily formed, with wonderfully full and fat mounts of
Venus. We were perfectly innocent of guile and quite habituated to
let each other look at all our naked bodies without the slightest
hesitation; and when playing in the garden, if one wanted to
relieve the pressure on the bladder, we all squatted down together,
and crossed waters, each trying who could piddle fastest.
Notwithstanding these symptoms of passion when excited, in a state
of calm I might have passed for a boy of ten or eleven.
My father had left us but
moderately provided for, and mamma, wishing to live comfortably,
preferred giving me lessons along with my sisters at home to
sending me to school; but her health beginning to fail, she
inserted an advertisement in the Times for a governess. Out of a
large number of applicants, a young lady, of the name of Evelyn,
was selected. Some ten days afterwards she arrived, and became one
of the family.
We did not see much of her the
first evening, but after breakfast the following morning, mamma
accompanied her to what was considered our school-room, and said,
"Now, my dears, I place you under Miss Evelyn's care; you must obey
her in all things; she will teach you your lessons, as I am unable
to do so any longer." Then, turning to our new governess, "I fear
you will find them somewhat spoiled, and unruly; but there is a
horse, and Susan will make you excellent birch rods whenever you
require them. If you spare their bottoms when they deserve
whipping, you will seriously offend me." As mamma said this, I
observed Miss Evelyn's eyes appeared to dilate with a sort of joy,
and I felt certain that, severely as mamma had often whipped us, if
we should now deserve it, Miss Evelyn would administer it much more
severely. She looked amiability itself, and was truly beautiful in
face and person, twenty-two years of age, full and finely formed,
and dressed always with the most studied neatness. She was, in
truth, a seductive creature. She made an instantaneous impression
on my senses. There was, however, somewhat of a sternness of
expression, and a dignity of carriage, which caused at once to fear
and respect her. Of course, at first, all went smoothly enough, and
seeing that mamma treated me precisely as she did my sisters, I
came to be regarded as quite a child by Miss Evelyn. She found that
she had to sleep in the same room with my sisters and myself. I
fancied that on the first night Miss Evelyn did not approve of this
arrangement, but gradually became familiarized with it, and seemed
to think no more about it.
When bedtime came, we all kissed
mamma and retired early, as usual. Miss Evelyn followed some hours
later. When she came in, she carefully locked the door, then looked
at me to see if I was asleep. Why, I know not, but I was
instinctively prompted to feign sleep. I did so successfully,
notwithstanding the passing of the candle before my eyes. So she at
once commenced undressing. When her back was turned, I opened my
eyes, and greedily devoured her naked charms as they were gradually
exhibited before me. The moment she turned round, I was again as if
asleep. I have said that my passions had begun to develope
themselves, but as yet I did not understand their force or
direction. I well remember this first night, when a fine ripe woman
gradually removed every particle of dress within a couple of yards
of me—the effect of each succeeding charm, from her lovely and
beautifully formed bubbies to the taking off her shoes and
stockings from her well-formed legs and small feet and ankles,
caused my prick to swell and stiffen to a painful extent. When all
but her chemise was removed, she stopped to pick up her petticoats
that she had allowed to fall to her feet, and in lifting them,
raised also her chemise, and exposed to my view a most glorious
bottom—dazzlingly white and shining like satin. As the light was
full upon it, and she was still in a stooping position, I could see
that below her slit she was well covered with dark hair. Turning
round, to put her petticoats on a chair, and to take up her
night-gown, she slipped her chemise from her arm, and letting it
fall to the ground while she lifted the night-gown over her head, I
had for some seconds a view of her beautiful belly, thickly covered
with dark curly hair over the mount of Venus. So voluptuous was the
sight, I almost shuddered, so intense was my excitement. She now
sat down on the bed to take off her shoes and stockings. Oh! what
beautiful thighs, legs, ankles, and feet she had!
I am now advanced in life, and
have had many handsome and well-formed women, but I never saw limbs
more voluptuously formed.
In a few minutes the light was
extinguished, and a rushing rill flowed into the night vase; very
different from the gentle tricklings from myself and sisters as we
often squatted down opposite each other and crossed water, laughing
at the different sources from which they flowed. My sisters often
envied me the power of directing the spurt where I pleased, so
little were we from dreaming of the real intent of that projecting
little instrument.
I heard the charming creature get
into bed, and shortly breath hard. As for me, I could not sleep. I
lay awake the greater part of the night, afraid to be restless,
lest I should disturb Miss Evelyn and give her reason to think I
had been observant of her undressing. When at last I dozed off, it
was but to dream of all the charms I has seen.