Discipline Darkness and Disgrace E-Book

Ania P.

• Herausgeber: Adek Services
• Kategorie: Lebensstil
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 134

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2018

Beschreibung

Ania is visiting England, but she can't stop herself from being naughty. In the first of her adventures she explores her lust and greed and blesses two guys behind a church. Then she is punished for being so dirty. Pleasure has a price. Later Ania is caught lying and has to face he fears and worst nightmares as a consequence. Firstly Kasia torments her while fulfilling a dark fantasy straight from the bowels of hell and later she suffers again as Dominika unleashes her power on her

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Discipline, Darkness and Disgrace

- An English Adventure

By

Ania P.

2017

Discipline, Darkness and Disgrace - an English Adventure

Contents

Preface3

I am a Dirty Cock Sucking Whore.5

The Price18

Bad Lying Little Bitch Must Pay27

My Real Punishment for Lying42

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Preface

Discipline, Darkness and Disgrace - an English Adventure.

This book describes events that took place during the summer of 2017 while we were working in England. This preface serves as an introduction, an explanation and a disclaimer for those who choose to read it. Materials contained within may be highly offensive to some – simply don’t read it if this applies to you and no offense will be caused.

Who are we? We are a group of Polish girls who are in an entwined relationship with each other. We practice and live a BDSM lifestyle that centres around my relationship with my girlfriend Dominika. She is my love, my life, my tormenter and the one who understands and loves me more than any other. Our regular flatmates, Kasia and Emilia also join in with us sometimes too and are also in fact in a long term lesbian relationship. We all have different personalities, but to simplify, I am the sub in the relationship (sometimes called bottom) and Dominika is the Domme (Dominatrix). Kasia and Emilia also fit into our relational dynamics in their own way, which will become apparent as you read on.

As always when I write it is important that I clarify the difference between being a sub and abuse. While they may manifest themselves in the same way, they are in fact completely different because of the issue of consent. Non-consensual behaviour is abuse, plain and simple, whereas consenting behaviour is acceptable. Dominika and I – and I focus on us because whatever role Kasia and Emilia play – are governed by strict rules that are in fact more absolute for her to follow than for me as the sub.

As a sub I give myself to whatever follows, almost without a thought, Dominika has to ensure that the rules are complied with and consequently is actually more restricted than I am. I will freely admit that from time to time Dominika does deviate from the rules, but this only happens when I have blatantly broken a rule – and she does so with reluctance and only to show me how important it is to respect the rules. We have at times had a discussion about where control lies, and the fact again is simple. Dominika has complete control, but because I have consented to it.

I am not however a doormat.

I have my own mind and my own beliefs and have chosen this lifestyle for myself, and whenever I write an account of what happened during a session I try to do so correctly, but I am free to write as I wish. The words in this book have been written with absolutely no interference from the other girls and Dominika especially, while she supports what I do, she absolutely refuses to be involved. This is because for her it is vital that the world beyond us, understands that I have my own voice.

Only two people have influence on me, concerning my writing and one acts as mentor and proof-reader and the other acts as a copy-editor to make my writing publishable. My chosen language is English because I am studying English and it is good practice for me and probably also more commercially valuable.I think it is fair to say that both Dominika and I (and indeed Kasia) have deep psychological reasons for the lifestyle we have chosen, but the truth is we all fit together very well. Out of all of us I would say Emilia is the most normal, but never call her vanilla!

So finally before you enjoy my adventures, I want to state again, and especially if you are looking at us as a template or an example, it is important that you communicate clearly, everything is based on consent and you have clear rules. We do not encourage any copying of the acts described in this book and if you do so you do so at your own risk.

So I give to you Discipline, Darkness and Disgrace - an English Adventure.

Ania P. November 2017

I am a Dirty Cock Sucking Whore.

5 Siepienu 2017 / 5th August 2017

I had been telling the girls for quite a long time that I am lesbian – just like them, but I really wanted to suck cock and eat cum again. It was a fantasy I wanted to enjoy again. Before I met Dominika and the other girls I had had sex (it would be a lie to define what I had as relationships) with a girl and some guys and had only actually begun to have what would be described as a true commitment when I met Dominika, even if she does share me with Emilia and Kasia sometimes. If you read my blog and other writing you already know all about this.

It was on a Saturday and we were working all morning until maybe 14.00 in the bakery in England. We had been in England since the beginning of July doing some summer work. We decided that after work we would go out for some beers in the evening. It was nice to be able to relax in the evening in the knowledge that we wouldn’t have to go to work the next day.

While we were getting ready to go out we had a beer – one each – and dressed up nicely, ready for our night out. Both Emilia and I had opted for pretty summer dresses; we really are very girlie in our style. This is not Dominika’s style and even less so Kasia’s. Dominika was just dressed in simple jeans and a T-shirt and Kasia was wearing black jeans and boots and a heavy metal T-shirt. She was still gorgeous, but I wouldn’t use the word elegant to describe her.

We decided to walk to the town centre from where we were staying and I was walking with Dominika and behind us Emilia and Kasia followed. We were talking about different topics and suddenly I said to Dominika, ‘I want to suck cum from a cock tonight.’

Dominika answered me, ‘You really are a dirty little whore.’

Next, she repeated to the girls what I was saying and they all laughed. I was serious, but did feel my cheeks becoming red from their laughter. Dominika saw what was happening to me and added, ‘We will just have to see what we can do for you, but no fucking and no going off on your own.’

Then Dominika asked me to do something that I thought I would never be able to do, especially when you remember that we were still walking along the High Street – it was not like it was some quiet little residential street.

‘If you really want to do this take your knickers off now.’

OMFG! The things I do for my Dominika!

Can you imagine the scene? I was determined and proud and now I had said it I had to follow through and do as I was told or look really stupid. I knew Dominika so well by now that I knew she was giving me permission to indulge in what I wanted.

Recently we have been revisiting some of our early adventures and when we first started Dominika told me pleasure has a price and I realised that this was one of these moments. I stopped in the street and put my hands to my sides and reached down to the hem of my dress before putting my hands underneath and then going up towards my knickers. My dress went up a bit as I was doing this and when I reached my hips I hooked my thumbs into the sides of my knickers. Then I slid my knickers all the way down to my ankles, bending as I needed to. My dress didn’t ride up stayed down at the front and back so I was sure nobody saw anything that they shouldn’t (or should), but at the same time I was sure I was showing the sides of my legs off, all the way to my hips. There were some people, but I didn’t know if they even saw anything, or if they were just too embarrassed and pretended they weren’t looking. So with my knickers around my ankles I climbed out of them, first one foot and then the other. I gave them to Dominika and she put them inside her handbag.

She told me I am a ‘Knickerless bitch.’

After this we finished walking into the city centre until we arrived at the pub that we had decided to go to. It wasn’t a stereotypically crazy English pub and it was maybe half filled with people who were a whole range of ages, some young like us and maybe some of oldest were people who were well into their 40s.

When we first went inside we were looking for a place to sit, but wanted some drinks from the bar first. We went to order our drinks and I saw there were three guys stood there propping it up and drinking. Next to them was an unoccupied barstool.

Time for flirting, let me see what I can do.

I went to sit on the stool and was looking at them. They looked at me and one of them was smiling. I was playing coyly with the bottom part of the dress I was wearing – like some sweet little girl and I smiled suggestively at them. The smiling guy was now nearer me and started chatting with me. Panic! I didn’t know how to respond. The girls were so busy getting drinks and in this moment I was on my own. He was very nice, but I knew very quickly it wouldn’t go in the direction I wanted and when girls rejoined me he went back to chatting with his friends.

I cannot do this on my own.

We now were carrying our drinks and looking for somewhere to sit. We soon found a back room with four tables and saw one of them was free so we went in and sat down. Just before we sat Emilia took me aside by the arm and asked me – ‘Do you really want this? Between us you are always safe, but to do something like this is crazy.’

I know myself and I was fairly sure that it was because my period was due anytime that I was so horny and feeling so naughty and having had the breeze blow under my dress on my pussy and bare ass while I was walking here had only added to how I was feeling. Such a dirty little whore. I told Emilia how I was feeling and that all things could be possible because Dominika and Kasia were there to protect me if anything bad started to happen. Then Emilia said something that I hadn’t thought of.

‘You do know Dominika will make you pay for this?’

Shit! Of course she will. Now it will be easy for her because the people whose house we are staying in had gone on holiday and there were just us four girls there. We didn’t have any of our toys with us. If we had been caught when traveling it could have been hard to explain them to a customs official. Dominika is very good at improvising, but then I thought about all the things in our kitchen and Kasia’s imagination – if she is invited. I must tell you that in all the excitement and fear I felt a little piss spot land on the seat where I was sitting.

Oops!

I was too embarrassed to say anything and didn’t move. I have to control myself better, I thought.

Now the girls had drinks and the most obvious thing I could see was that there were two beers and two Colas. Emilia and Kasia would be drinking beer, but not Dominika and me. I understood immediately and knew Dominika was now in control mode for the night and if only we could find the right candidate I would get what I want.

I am such a princess <3

So we were sitting and drinking and enjoying each other’s company. I was in a corner and had my back against a wall next to Emilia. Kasia was sitting across the corner next to Emilia and Dominika was sitting next to Kasia, on the opposite side of the table to Emilia. Dominika was sitting diagonally across the table from me and there was no one directly in front of me.

From where I was sitting as we were chatting I could see at a table on the opposite side of the room to us there were two guys. I think maybe they were in their 40s, but I was less than sure. I was watching them for a few minutes and I saw they were nice polite guys who were just having what I believe the English call ‘nice quiet drinks’. They weren’t particularly handsome, but I think one of them may have been when he was our age. The other one was a bit fat, but I certainly wouldn’t describe him as obese. Dominika saw me watching them, and she too started watching them for a while. This wasn’t easy for her because she was sitting with her back to them. She was fully aware of what I was thinking; that one (or maybe both) of them could be candidates for tonight. Finally, after she had seen enough she looked at me with an evil smile.

She leaned on the table so her head was closer and whispered, ‘If you want to have something, you must give something to tempt them into your little trap. If you really want this you must do now what you couldn’t do on the train in June. When I say something I want you to flash your gash.‘

OMFG! I hadn’t done this on the train and I had preferred to face the punishment instead, but now there was no way I could say no to her. My stupid pride meant that now I must humiliate on myself. Dominika turned away from me again to face the guys.

‘Hey guys – can you help me out with something – my friend here thinks she is ugly, what do you think?’

Dominika gestured to me and I knew what I had to do. They were looking at me and under the table I slid forward, opened my knees and lifted my dress just a bit. I was just hoping they wouldn’t see the little piss spot I had made before – this was why I had deliberately moved forward on my seat. Of course the guys started by looking at my face, but must have seen my knees move from the corners of their eyes. I saw as they looked straight at my treasure and it was like I had hypnotised them as their eyes became wide and staring. After just a few tantalising seconds I again let my dress go and closed my knees.

Kasia was smiling and not able to stop herself from whispering to us, ‘and that is why men are stupid cunts, a little cunt flash and you own them. Your honeypot is a flytrap to them.’

Dominika laughed, but was not finished with the guys. ‘So what do you think?’

One of the guys was speechless, but the other – the fatter one – just kept repeating, ‘beautiful.’

Dominika continued, ‘Yes she is and she knows it. Now I have your attention we want another drink. I will have a coke and so will Ania and the other girls will have whatever they ask for. Do you want to sit with us?’

I know Dominika has an attitude that is very similar to Kasia’s and she wouldn’t normally take anything from anybody else – she is too proud. Today for her was about her showing her contempt for these guys and getting all she could from them. Pleasure has a price and Dominika wasn’t sure she’d be able to persuade these guys to let her torture them so they must find another way to pay for the pleasure they were soon to receive.