Eyes Wide Shut E-Book

Theodorus Author

• Herausgeber: epubli
• Kategorie: Ratgeber
• Sprache: Englisch

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2020

Beschreibung

Health, How our Health is connected to our recent past, how politics, mentality, thinking, and more is connected to our health. The connection to the chemical industry, products that make us ill. How we can change this. How we need to question everything. Stand up for ourselves & stop being politically correct. Education and its influence on our health.

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Eyes Wide Shut - Connecting the Dots

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Theodorus

Eyes Wide Shut

Connecting the Dots

Introduction to Modern Life and Health

So in my early years I was diagnosed with rheumatic fever. One of my hearts valves so to speak was not working well, getting stuck. Causing a lot of pain in my chest. So I learned to live with this, but having to take tablets for the rest of my life. After several years I stopped taking these tablets as I felt worse with them than without.

Years later having lost my children due to the Australian law system on Family law which ripped my family more and more apart. Having a wife who took full advantage of this system, inventing stories and whatever she said is what they believed... From threatening her, to running her over, to wanting to kidnap my kids and take them out of the country. Spending year after year in court, and she was only told he has a right to see his children. And yet every time she refused, with another story and we ended up back in court. Finally a break when she was admitted into a mental section of a hospital she had no choice but to give my kids to me. Some of the best times I had was, when I saw my kids every day, toilet training my son, teaching him how to walk. Teaching my daughter on how to use a computer. She was about 4 or 5 years old at this stage. One evening my son was not feeling well, took him to the hospital emergency not far from where I lived, here I had to wait and wait...

My son was sick all over me, yet I had to wait, finally a doctor came over and started to examine my son, some of the talking and things going on I was not sure what was happening. Only sometime later did I realise that what they were doing was checking my son for child abuse!!! Of course this was not the issue, he had a virus.

Then my by now ex wife was released from hospital she then straight away took me to court, even with proof of her mental case she won the kids back without a question. So the circus started again.

Back to court, very rarely seeing my kids, restraining orders for no reason except I wanted to see my kids. The system here works in favour of some. Today I know this system causes nearly 3 male suicides per day down under.

All the stress took its toll I ended up with a severe melanoma which was discovered purely by accident I went to my doctor because I did not feel well, he looked me over and a mole I had, had changed colour. He said I don't like the looks of this and took a skin sample.

Within a few days I was back at the doc's. He said it has come back positive, cancer! I will remove this right now, he cut it out and spend his time cleaning up the wound. Within a few days he called me in again and said there is still more cancer there. Another operation and again very neatly stitched up.

A few days later he called me in again and said, we need to operate again as there is still more there, this time he booked me into a hospital emergency operation.

Within days I was in the hospital, I counted 43 injections in my back as this cancer was right behind my heart. So now back in surgery again, I was awake for this one as with the others. But while they were busy I said to the person who was checking my vital signs and anaesthetics. I told this person I can feel them cutting now, it was like they were cutting with a blunt knife, I was in extreme pain at this stage. But nothing was done, they stitched me up and put me in a waiting room or something like this. After a few days I went to see my doctor again, he checked what they did, it looked awful compared to what my doc had done previously. He said now it's time to sit down, the operation was successful all the cancer is gone. He said I had to act quickly, this melanoma was so severe, that you had less than a month to live. It took some time for this wound to heal as the scar was now nearly as long as my hand. I was starting to feel better again as well, and started to think in what he had said. I could not understand how he could put a time on this, but he did. I am happy it was successful.

But the story with my kids did not change, back in court, back to the same merry go round... A year or so went by and I had enough, this had now been going on for 4 years, in this time I had seen my kids barely 4 times. I decided it was time to leave Australia as things just don't change!

As a white male I seem to be everything that I am not! So I left Australia, a few year later I could not handle not seeing my kids and went back to Australia. I managed to see my kids, played football with my son, first time ever. My son and daughter were so happy to see me. My son was so exhausted he fell asleep on me, things seemed to be better... What a moment for me.

It took about 5 more years before I would have this chance again, my son wanted me to come back to Australia and live with him and his mum, well that was not going to happen. This time I decided to come back to live down under, got myself a design position where I could finally out my talent, moved close to where my kids lived after living with a good friend of mine.

I went to the house where my kids lived, no one home or no one answering. Not having any other way to contact my kids I went to my daughters school, and saw and spoke with my daughter... it was so good to see her...

And it stopped there, I was straight away hit with a new restraining order...

Not seeing my kids, or so seldom it was like not seeing them. Working long hours, enjoying what I am doing having the freedom to grow and develop what I was doing. This lasted until my boss did not want to or could genuinely not afford to pay me or my bonuses. My design work and other efforts won us a contract worth well over one and half million dollars, but my bonus for this was nowhere to be seen... Ended up in a way striking as I was so disappointed. An old friend contacted me from overseas needing to get some work, as there were two businesses operating in the same building I organised some work, but at the same time I was having issues, he made stress as well by starting to steal things. At first I could not prove this so started looking for the evidence, than my boss walked in and wanted to know what I was doing... mmm... this did not help.

Ok so I left the position and took my boss to court for unpaid bonuses and wages. This did not help me either, as he knew and or paid the judge and lawyer and I was made to look like a fool.

Stress, stress and more stress... This then also killed my relationship I had at the time. My own family then started making problems, seems my own father had an issue with me, as I would not do what he wanted... Restraining orders & court orders, with which he kicked me out of the house and more... more stress...