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At once a hallucinatory mystery tale and a powerful political parable that the Nazis tried to ban It could have been a common street accident that put Dr. Georg Amberg in the hospital, but for the five weeks his doctors say he has been in a coma, recovering from a brain hemorrhage after being run down by a car, he has memories of a more disturbing nature. What of the violent events in the rural village of Morwede? The old woman threatening the priest with a breadknife, angry peasants with flails and cudgels, Baron von Malchin with a pistol defending his dreams for the Holy Roman Empire-how could Dr. Amberg ignore these? And what of the secret experiment to make a mind-altering drug from a white mildew occurring on wheat-a mildew called Saint Peter's Snow? Leo Perutz is the author of eleven novels that attracted the admiration of such writers as Graham Greene, Ian Fleming, Italo Calvino, and Jorge Luis Borges. He was born in Prague in 1882 and lived in Vienna until the Nazi Anschluss, when he fled to Palestine. He returned to Austria in the fifties and died in 1957. Perutz's Master of the Day of Judgment and Little Apple are also available from Pushkin Vertigo.

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Contents

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ONE

When the night released me I was a nameless, impersonal something with no conception of past or future. I lay, perhaps for many hours, perhaps only for a fraction of a second, in a state that was a kind of insensibility, which then gave way to something I can no longer describe. If I call it a shadowy awareness of myself coupled with a sense of being totally undefined, I have inadequately indicated its special and peculiar quality. It would be easy to say that I floated in a void, but those words mean nothing. All I knew was that something existed, but I did not know that it was myself.

I have no idea how long that lasted, or when the first memories came back. They popped up inside me and promptly faded again, I could not hold them. One of them, in spite of its nebulous nature, was painful or frightening – I heard myself breathing heavily, as if I were having a nightmare.

The first memories that stuck were completely trivial. The name of a dog I had owned for a short time occurred to me. Then I remembered that someone to whom I had lent a volume of my edition of Shakespeare had never returned it. Then the name of a street and the number of a house in it flashed through my mind, though I could not connect it with anything in my life, and then I saw a motorcyclist with two dead hares on his back driving along the deserted village street – when had that been? I remembered stumbling and falling as I avoided him, and when I got up I noticed that I was holding my watch, it was just eight o’clock, and in falling I had broken the glass. I had dashed out of the house without hat or coat and with the watch in my hand…

That was the point I had reached when the events of the previous weeks came crashing down on me with indescribable violence, the beginning, the end and everything in between at the same time. They came crashing down on me like the beams and masonry of a collapsing house. I saw the people and the things I had lived among, they were immeasurably huge and eerie, gigantic and terrifying, like people and things from another world. And there was something inside me that was about to explode with devastating effect; the idea of a happiness, or some fear connected with it, or despair and agonising desire – all those words are weak and feeble. It was the thought of something that could not be borne even for a second.

That was the first encounter of my awakened consciousness with the tremendous experience that lay behind me.

It was too much for me. I heard myself shriek, and I must have tried to throw off the blanket, for I felt a stabbing pain in my upper arm, and I succumbed to – no, I took refuge in – a faint that was my salvation.

When I awoke for the second time it was broad daylight. This time self-awareness arrived without any transition. I realised I was in a hospital room, a friendly, well furnished room obviously intended for paying or otherwise privileged patients. An elderly nurse sitting by the window was crocheting and occasionally sipped a cup of coffee. In a bed against the opposite wall was a man with a stubbly chin and sunken cheeks, and his head was covered in white bandages. His big, sad eyes were fixed on me, and there was a worried look on his face. I think that for a few moments I may have caught sight of myself in a mirror as I lay there, pale, emaciated, unshaven and with my head bandaged, but it may have been a patient who shared my room while I was unconscious. In that case he must have been moved from the room in the next few minutes without my noticing it, because when I opened my eyes again he and his bed had gone.

Now I could remember everything. The events that had brought me here stood out in my mind sharply and clearly, and now I saw them in a different light. Their oppressive, monstrous quality had gone. Much of what I had been through still struck me as weird, much of it was puzzling and inexplicable. But nothing that had happened frightened me, and the people involved no longer loomed in my mind as huge, terrifying phantoms. In the bright light of day they were of human proportions, they were human beings like me and everyone else, they were creatures of this world. Almost unnoticeably and as a matter of course they linked up with my previous existence, the days, the people and the things, they merged with them, were part of my life and were inseparable from it.

The nurse noticed that I was awake and rose to her feet. Her expression was one of smug simplicity, and as I watched her now I was struck by her resemblance to the old woman who had suddenly emerged like a fury from the crowd of angry, protesting peasants and threatened the old priest with a bread-knife. “Death to the priest,” she had yelled, and it seemed strange that she should now be in my room, simply, quietly and demurely looking after me. But when she came closer the resemblance vanished. I had made a mistake. When she reached my bedside I saw that her face was that of a total stranger. I had never seen the woman before.

She noticed that I wanted to say something and raised her hands in a gesture indicating that I should spare myself the effort, as talking was not good for me. At that moment I had a sensation of déjà vu, the feeling that all this – the bed, the hospital room, the nurse – was not new to me and that I had been through it all before. That, too, was an illusion, of course, but the reality behind it was no less strange. I now remembered that in the Westphalian village where I was the doctor I had frequently had a kind of second sight, foreseeing in many respects the circumstances in which I now found myself. That was the truth, I could swear to it. Such phenomena have been noted in Westphalia since time out of mind.

“How did I get here?” I asked.

She shrugged her shoulders. Perhaps that was a matter she had been forbidden to talk to me about.

“How long have I been here?” I persisted.

She seemed to be thinking it over.

“This is the fifth week,” she replied after a while.

That was impossible, I realised. Outside it was snowing, it was still winter. I must have been brought here only a few days ago – four or perhaps five. It had been snowing that Sunday, my last day in Morwede, and it was still snowing. Why was she lying to me?

“That can’t be right,” I said. “You’re not telling me the truth.”

She looked perplexed.

“It may be six weeks,” she said hesitantly. “I’m not sure. This is my fifth week in this room. Before that another nurse was here. You were here when I came.”

“What’s the date today?” I asked.

She acted as if she had not understood.

“What’s the date today? What’s today’s date?” I repeated.

“March 2nd 1932,” she said eventually.

March 2nd. This time she was telling the truth, I could tell. The date fitted in with my calculations. I had started work as the village doctor at Morwede on January 25th, and had worked for a month in that small Westphalian village before that ill-fated Sunday. I had been here for five days, now I was sure of it. Why had she lied to me, and who had told her to? In whose interest was it to make me believe I had lain unconscious in this hospital bed for five whole weeks? There was no point in pressing the woman any further. When she realised I was not going to ask her any more questions, she told me of her own accord that I had regained consciousness several times. Once, when she had dropped a bowl while changing my bandages, I had asked who was there, without opening my eyes. Later I had several times complained of pain, and also asked for something to drink, but each time had promptly relapsed into a coma. I could not remember any of this.

“Very few do remember afterwards,” she said, and went back to her seat by the window and her crochet work.

I lay with my eyes closed, thinking about what had now come to an end – come to an end for ever. She was alive, I knew, she had escaped the dreadful last hours and the retribution – my certainty of this was as solid as a rock. The bullet meant for her had struck me. People of her kind did not perish. Whatever she did, no matter how great the guilt she took upon herself, there would always be someone to fling himself between her and avenging fate.

But I also knew that it was over, and that she would not return. Her path would not lead her to me a second time. Never mind. She had been mine for one night, and that night remained with me, no one could take it away from me, it was embedded in my life like dark red almandine in a piece of granite. That night had linked me with her for ever. I had held her in my arms, felt her breath and her heart-beat and the trembling of her limbs, seen the childish laughter with which she woke. No, it was not over. What a woman gives in such a tremendous night she gives for ever. Perhaps she was someone else’s now – I could contemplate the possibility without sorrow. Farewell, Bibiche.

Bibiche was the name she used when she talked to herself. “Poor Bibiche.” How often had I heard those affectionately complaining words on her lips. “You’re angry with me and I don’t know why. Poor Bibiche.” That was what she wrote in a note that a small boy brought me – how long ago had that been? And once, when we hardly knew each other, at the time when she acted as if she were indifferent to me and had accidentally burnt her hand with a drop of acid, she had looked at her little finger in pained surprise and exclaimed: “It hurts, you’re unkind to Bibiche.” I laughed at her, and she looked at me coldly and dismissively. But that was all over, and I should never see that look again. It had been all over since that night…

I heard footsteps and opened my eyes. The medical superintendent and his two assistants were standing by my bed, and behind them a man of Herculean proportions in a blue and white striped coat was pushing the bandage trolley through the door.

In spite of his disguise I recognised him at once. The huge, powerful body, the weak, receding chin, the deep-set, watery blue eyes were those of Prince Praxatin, the last of the house of Rurik. He had grown a moustache, so I could not see the scar on his upper lip, his flaxen hair fell over his brow instead of being brushed straight back, and his hands were brown and uncared for – was it he or wasn’t it? It was he, there was no doubt about it. The way he tried to avoid my eyes told me everything. He had found a safe refuge here, playing the part of a hospital porter under an assumed name, and did not want to be recognised. Well, so far as I was concerned he could continue his pitiful existence as long as his conscience allowed him to, I had no intention of giving him away, he had nothing to fear from me.

I heard the medical superintendent’s voice.

“Awake? Good morning,” he said. “How do you feel? Better? Any pain?”

I did not answer, but went on staring at Prince Praxatin. This made him feel uncomfortable, and he had turned away; now I saw something I had not seen before, a bright red scar that began behind his right ear and extended to near his chin – a reminder of the night on which he betrayed his friend and benefactor.

“Do you know where you are?” the medical superintendent asked.

I looked him in the face. He was a man of about fifty, with lively eyes and a beard flecked with grey. He obviously wanted to find out whether my mind was clear yet.

“In a hospital,” I said.

“Quite right,” he said. “You’re in the town hospital at Osnabrück.”

One of the two assistants bent over me.

“Do you recognise me, Amberg?” he asked.

“No,” I said. “Who are you?”

“But you must remember me,” he went on. “Think again. We both worked for six months in the Bacteriological Institute in Berlin. Have I really changed so much that you don’t recognise me?”

“Are you Dr Friebe?” I asked tentatively.

“So you do recognise me. At last,” he said with satisfaction, and began removing the bandage from my upper arm and shoulder.

This Dr Friebe had been a colleague of mine at the Bacteriological Institute, and he knew her too. I badly wanted to hear her name on his lips, but some instinct told me not to mention her.

I pointed to the bullet wound on my arm.

“Was it a bullet wound?” I asked.

“What did you say?” he said with his mind on what he was doing.

“Did you have to extract the bullet?”

He looked at me in surprise.

“What bullet are you talking about?” he said. “You have lacerations and contusions on your arm and shoulder.”

I grew angry.

“Lacerations and contusions?” I exclaimed. “That’s nonsense. The arm wound is the result of a revolver shot and the shoulder wound is the result of a stab. Even a layman could see that. And besides…”

The medical superintendent now intervened.

“What are you suggesting?” he said. “When pedestrians ignore their instructions our traffic police don’t attack them with knives and revolvers.”

“What do you mean?” I interrupted.

“You must remember that just five weeks ago at two o’clock in the afternoon you were standing as if in a trance in the middle of heavy traffic in the station square here in Osnabrück and you didn’t move though the policeman directing the traffic and the drivers yelled at you, but you took no notice…”

“That’s right,” I said. “I saw a green Cadillac.”

“Good gracious,” the medical superintendent exclaimed. “It’s true that there’s only that one Cadillac here in Osnabrück, but for you, coming from Berlin, a Cadillac’s no novelty. You must have seen any number of Cadillacs.”

“Yes, but that one…”

“And what happened then?” he interrupted me.

“I crossed the square towards the station, bought a ticket and got into the train.”

“No,” said the medical superintendent. “You never reached the station. You walked straight into a car and were knocked down. The base of the skull was broken and there was brain haemorrhage, and that was the state you were in when you were brought here. You were in a bad way, the outcome might have been different, but now you’re out of danger.”

I tried to read his face. He could not have seriously meant what he said, it was absurd. I had got into the train, read two newspapers and a magazine, and dropped off to sleep. I woke up when the train stopped at Münster and got out and bought cigarettes on the platform. I arrived at Rheda at about five o’clock, when it was beginning to get dark, and from there I went on in a sleigh.

“I beg your pardon,” I said quite diffidently, “but the head wound is the result of a blow with a blunt instrument. It was done with a flail.”

“What are you saying?” he exclaimed. “Where on earth is threshing still done with a flail? Machinery is used everywhere in the country nowadays.”

What was I to answer? He was not to know that there was no machinery on Baron von Malchin’s estate, where the corn was still sown, cut and threshed as it was a hundred years ago.

“Where I was until five days ago they still use flails,” I said eventually.

He exchanged glances with Dr Friebe.

“Where you were until five days ago?” he said incredulously. “Really? Well, it will have been as you said. A blow with a flail. Very well, don’t worry about it. Such unpleasant experiences with flails are best forgotten. Try to switch off, you need rest. You must tell me all about it another time.”

He turned to the nurse.

“Biscuits, tea with milk, sieved vegetables,” he told her, and he left, followed by his two assistants. The last to leave was Prince Praxatin, pushing the bandage trolley. He cast me a timid glance.

What was the meaning of this? Was the medical superintendent play-acting for my benefit, or did he really believe in that car accident? What had happened had been quite different, as he very well knew.

TWO

My name is Georg Friedrich Amberg and I am a physician. That is how the report on the events at Morwede that I shall write one day when I am physically fit enough will begin. But that will not be just yet. I am not in a state to put pen to paper – I’ve been told to rest and to switch off, and in any case I can’t use my injured arm. All I can do is to imprint in my memory every single thing that happened and hold it fast, so as not to lose even the most insignificant detail. For the time being that is all I can do.

I shall have to go a long way back in my story. My mother died a few months after I was born. My father was a historian of repute. His speciality was the history of Germany up to the Great Interregnum. In his last years he lectured at a university in central Germany on the investiture struggle, on German military organisation at the end of the thirteenth century, on the meaning and significance of feudal tenure, and on the administrative reforms of Frederick II. When he died I was fourteen. He left nothing but a handsome but rather limited library – apart from the classics, it consisted of historical works only. I still have some of his books.

I was looked after by a maternal aunt. She was a pedantically strict, reticent woman who rarely came out of her shell, and we had little to say to each other. But I shall be grateful to her all my life. I hardly ever heard a friendly word from her, but she managed her slender means so well that she enabled me to complete my education. Even as a boy I was fascinated by my father’s subject, history, and there was hardly a book in his library that I had not read several times. But shortly before my school-leaving exam, when I announced that I wanted to be a historian, i.e., an academic, my aunt vigorously opposed it. To her pragmatic mind historical research was a vague and useless activity, remote from the problems of real life. She insisted on my going in for a practical profession, with my feet firmly planted on the ground, as she put it. That meant either medicine or the law.

I jibbed at this, and the result was violent arguments. One day my aunt in her pedantic way worked out with pencil and paper the financial sacrifices she had made for my sake in the course of years. At that I gave in – what else could I do? She certainly had my welfare at heart and had undergone real deprivations for my sake, and I could not disappoint her. So I became a medical student.

Six years later I was a doctor of average knowledge and ability, like hundreds of others. I had had a year’s hospital experience, and had no patients, no money and no connections and, worst of all, no sense of vocation for medicine.