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- Herausgeber: Spines
- Kategorie: Sachliteratur, Reportagen, Biografien
- Sprache: Englisch
The Journey to Find Me is a deeply personal story of overcoming life's toughest challenges, finding faith, and embracing purpose in later years. In this heartfelt memoir, Linda Hubbard opens up about her battles with depression, addition, and the long-standing feeling of being lost. Through raw honesty and hard-won wisdom, Linda reveals the pivotal moments that shaped her life, from heartbreak and setbacks to the unexpected encounters that helped her rediscover her faith and sense of self.
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Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2026
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THE JOURNEY TO FIND ME
Overcoming Addiction, Embracing Faith, and Finding Purpose in Serving Others at 75
LINDA J. HUBBARD
Contents
Foreword
About Me
Introduction
1. The Beginning, Lost in Expectations
2. A House Divided
3. Falling into Darkness
4. Existing, Not Living
5. Finding Purpose Amid the Struggle
The Journey Continues
Conclusion
Our Friends from Town
This memoir chronicles a lifetime of struggles, growth, and ultimately, transformation. Over the course of my 75 years, I have faced many challenges, from personal hardships to moments of doubt and isolation. Yet, it has been through these very struggles that I have found my greatest sense of purpose.
A story of redemption and renewed purpose, this book offers hope and inspiration to anyone feeling lost, with 50% of proceeds supporting a local ministry for the homeless in WolfPoint, Montana.
Linda J. Hubbard
The Journey to FindMe
Overcoming Addiction, EmbracingFaith, and FindingPurpose in ServingOthers at 75
Copyright © 2025 by LindaJ. Hubbard
All rights reserved.
No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the publisher, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law.
Disclaimer
This is a memoir based on the author’s personal experiences. Names, places, and events may have been changed or altered to protect the privacy of individuals. The views and opinions expressed are the author’s own.
For permission requests, write to the author at: [email protected]
Published by Spines
ISBN: 979-8-90002-635-0
To Joel and VictoriaOsteen, whose daily podcasts filled me with hope during the Pandemic and gave me the courage to step out of my comfort zone and take a leap of faith.
To MelanieFerguson, the neighbor who stopped by my yard sale and invited me to her church. Thank you for opening a door that led me to a life of purpose.
To PastorArch and SandyWoodstock, thank you for trusting me to handle the clothing room and lovingly naming it “Hubbard’sCupboard.” Your dedication and compassion for the homeless people in our town has meant the world to both my grandson, LandonHubbard and me.
But above all, this is dedicated to the most important presence in my life, our HeavenlyFather. He has given me the strength, wisdom, and faith to believe in myself and trust that He is always working behind the scenes on my behalf.
About Me
The main goal of this Book is to share my personal journey of overcoming life’s challenges. There were times in my life when I felt as though I had lost my way completely. Depression, addiction to alcohol, and an overwhelming sense of being lost kept me trapped in a cycle of emptiness. I spent years trying to fill the void, but nothing seemed to bring lasting peace or meaning. For so long, I felt isolated, as if the world was moving on without me. I thought my chance for true happiness and fulfillment had passed.
But this story is not one of defeat. It is a journey of transformation, resilience, and ultimately, HOPE. Now, in my later years, I am living proof that it is never too late to start over. Through the grace of God, I found a new mission, one that has filled my days with meaning and joy. Working alongside PastorArch and his wife, Sandy, to serve the homeless and support those in need, has given me a purpose that I never thought possible. Each day, I am reminded that even after years of feeling broken, life still has so much to offer.
This book is written for anyone who feels lost, for those who struggle with depression, addiction, or a sense of hopelessness. My journey-marked by both hardship and redemption-has qualified me to share this story. It is my hope that these pages will inspire others to believe in the power of new beginnings, no matter their age or past struggles. IfI can find purpose and fulfillment in my later years, so can you. It’s never too late to take that first step toward living a life that’s full, meaningful, and filled with “God’sLove.”
Introduction
A NEW BEGINNING AT 75
At 75 years young, I am just beginning to put my life together. It is strange to say at this age, but it is the truth. For most of my life, I saw myself as a victim of circumstances, of bad decisions, of failed relationships, and of opportunities missed. I spent years reliving past mistakes, allowing regret to occupy more space in my heart than hope. My talents and creativity were buried under layers of self-doubt and a belief that my time had passed. I thought I had missed my chance to live the life God intended for me.
Change was not an overnight transformation, but slowly, with the help of God and the people I have met in this community, I began to see myself differently. I realized that I had spent too much time looking backward, stuck in the past, letting old wounds keep me from moving forward. For so long, I saw myself as a victim of the choices I made both good and bad, but I finally understand that I do not have to live in that narrative anymore.
God has shown me that my life still has purpose, and there is work for me to do. Through prayer, reflection, and the support of this small community, I have come to understand that my talents and creativity -- those gifts I thought were long forgotten -- are needed now more than ever. And instead of focusing on what I have lost, I have started to see the incredible opportunity before me: to use what I have learned, what I have survived, to help others.
In WolfPoint, like many other towns and cities across America, there are real victims—people who are struggling just to survive. For too long, I was consumed with my own struggles, but God opened my eyes to the needs of those around me. I am now part of a ministry that helps the homeless people in our community. It is a mission that is close to my heart, and I am blessed to be able to work on it alongside my grandson, Landon.
Together, with the guidance of our Pastor, we are working to provide food, clothing, and hot meals during the brutal Montana winters. We are also praying and working hard to create a shelter, or safe house, where these individuals can stay warm and protected. The winters here are harsh, and I know that God is calling us to provide more than just temporary relief—He is calling us to create a place they can call home.
If you are reading this and find yourself in a position like I was—feeling lost, stuck in the past, or unsure of your purpose—I want you to know that it is never too late to start living in the present. It is never too late to find your calling. My hope is that my story, in some small way, will inspire you to step out of the shadows of your past and into the light of the future God has waiting for you. There is work to be done, and your unique talents and creativity are needed. IfI can find my purpose at 75, so can you. You are never too old, and it is never too late to make a difference.
The Beginning, Lost in Expectations
I did not realize I was losing myself until I had already drifted far from the person I was meant to be. It was not a sudden moment of clarity; rather, it was a slow unraveling, a quiet erosion of my identity over time. The woman I became was shaped not by my own desires, dreams, or convictions, but by the expectations of others. My family, my husbands, and the pressures of life all played a role in molding me into someone I barely recognized. In the process, I forgot who I was supposed to be—the person God intended when He placed me on this earth.
Growing up, I was taught that family came first. That is a beautiful sentiment, but somewhere along the way, I began to confuse putting family first with putting myself last.
I wanted so badly to be the perfect daughter, the dutiful sister, and the reliable one who would never cause trouble. I adopted the roles that were expected of me, often ignoring my own voice. I became who my family thought I should be, often at the cost of my authenticity.
I remember times when I would feel an inner spark, a desire to follow a different path, but fear would stop me. What if I disappointed them? What if I became someone they could not understand or approve of? These questions haunted me, and so I suppressed my own inclinations to fit into the mold that had been handed to me.
