Outtakes from the Grave E-Book

Jeaniene Frost

• Herausgeber: NYLA
• Kategorie: Fantasy und Science-Fiction
• Sprache: Englisch

Seitenzahl: 614

Veröffentlichungsjahr: 2015

Beschreibung

Cat and Bones fans, sink your teeth into this new outtakes compilation from New York Times bestselling author Jeaniene Frost! Indulge your love of paranormal super couple Cat and Bones with this ultimate "director's cut" collection of deleted scenes and alternate versions from the first four novels in the Night Huntress series, complete with author commentary on each selection. Includes: the original beginnings of Halfway to the Grave, One Foot in the Grave, At Grave's End, and Destined for an Early Grave: a chapter written in Bones's point of view; alternate versions of sections of Halfway to the Grave, One Foot in the Grave, and Destined for an Early Grave; the "white wedding" scene between Cat and Bones that never made it into the final books…and much more!

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Contents

Foreword

1. Original Beginning of Halfway to the Grave

2. The Hair Salon Incident

3. Bones’s Point of View after Their “First Time”

4. After the Morning After

5. Death and Taxes

6. The Missing Girl Who Called Home

7. Sound Medicine

8. The Other Renfield

9. The Short Story That Never Was

10. Original Beginning of One Foot in the Grave

11. When Cat Met Belinda, aka Sunshine

12. Cat and Noah: Her Greatest Mistake?

13. Alternate Version of Cat and Bones’s Reunion

14. Bones Discovers Cat’s Crossbones Tattoo

15. Bones and Cat, Revised Rekindled Passion

16. After the Vampire Wedding Ceremony

17. Original Ending to One Foot in the Grave

18. The Original Beginning of At Grave’s End

19. The Dress Shop

20. After the S&M Club

21. White Wedding

22. Belinda Gets Fired

23. Bones Realizes Cat Almost “Jumped”

24. Original Beginning of Destined for an Early Grave

25. Deleted Flashback to When Cat Was Sixteen

26. Alternate “Middle” Version of Destined for an Early Grave

Thank You for Reading

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Outtakes from the Grave

Copyright © 2015 by Jeaniene Frost

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Foreword

Foreword by Jeaniene Frost

The Night Huntress series is a New York Times, USA Today, and internationally bestselling series that has been published in twenty different countries. Just writing that is humbling, because originally I hadn’t intended for it to be a series at all.

Although I had wanted to be a writer since I started fashioning stories out of my dreams at age twelve, I’d never had the fortitude to finish an entire novel. Fast-forward to age twenty-nine when I had a dream about a half-vampire woman arguing with a vampire man about why she’d left him. In the dream, I knew the half-vampire woman still loved her fanged former boyfriend but didn’t believe they could make it as a couple. I also knew the man had been looking for her for years and wasn’t about to give up now that he’d finally found her. Over the next several days, I couldn’t stop thinking about the dream. Who were those people? Why had she left him if she loved him? Why had he kept looking for her even after years of no word? How did they fall in love, and what tore them apart? And how did a half-vampire come to be, anyway? Answering those questions eventually became my first novel, Halfway to the Grave. Thus, Cat and Bones’s story was born.

Much to my surprise, Halfway to the Grave didn’t finish Cat and Bones’s story. In fact, I hadn’t even gotten to the scene from my dream yet. So as soon as I finished the first book, I started the second one. When I reached the end of that, I realized I was still nowhere near done with their story, so I started writing the third novel. When I finished that, I immediately started the fourth one.

At this point, my husband suggested that I should see if I could get the first novel published before I kept writing more in the same series. I agreed, albeit reluctantly because I wasn’t optimistic about my chances. Still, pursuing publication would be a good way to keep writing while also pacifying my husband, so I began looking into how to get published. This was back in 2004, and I knew nothing about the process, nor did I know anyone in the industry. The digital market didn’t exist at this point, so self-publishing wasn’t a viable option. My chances seemed limited to having a major publisher take a chance on me or never being published at all.

I’ll sum up the next two years by saying that I learned about the industry the hard way, such as being scammed by a pay-for-service literary agent. I also learned the hard way that finishing a novel did not mean the novel was ready to be shopped for publication. Since I had written Halfway to the Grave for my own entertainment, I didn’t think about things like pacing, sticking to the main plot instead of exploring side stories, staying within genre constraints, or a host of other things that resulted in many, many cuts and rewrites. In 2006, I signed with a legitimate agent who sold the first two Night Huntress novels to Harper Collins. In late 2007, preorders for Halfway to the Grave were strong enough that Harper bought three more novels before the first one was officially released. Their prediction proved correct: Halfway to the Grave debuted on both the New York Times and the USA Today bestseller lists. No one was more surprised about this than me: I made my editor e-mail me a copy of both lists before I believed her.

I ended up being ridiculously blessed by having all seven novels in the Night Huntress series hit those and other bestseller lists. Cat and Bones’s story came to its conclusion in Up from the Grave, although they have and will continue to appear as side characters in spin-off novels from the Night Huntress series. For all the reasons listed above, a lot of scenes from Halfway to the Grave, One Foot in the Grave, At Grave’s End, and Destined for an Early Grave ended up on the cutting-room floor. Putting them all together made me realize that they equated to more than the size of a full-length novel.

As mentioned, when I originally wrote the books, I didn’t only write scenes that advanced the main plot forward at the most brisk pace possible. Instead, in those first drafts, I took more time to explore the characters through alternate scenarios, multiple side plots, additional backstory, and increased revelations. I also wrote several love scenes that never made it into the final versions of the books. It was very, very hard to take those scenes out and to make a choice between different versions when the time came, which is why I saved those old versions instead of deleting them. Over the years, readers requested that I post some of the deleted scenes and/or alternate versions, and I did release a handful of them. Much to my surprise, the overwhelming response I received was that readers wanted more. That is why I decided to compile the best of the deleted scenes and alternate versions into an anthology of sorts, so that readers could see the untold side of Cat and Bones’s story in addition to the official, published novels.

This was a big task. I had several different versions of each of the first four novels spread out across old disks, CDs, and/or backup files on my hard drive. For added amusement, some of the files were password protected, and in the decade-plus since I wrote them, I forgot what the passwords were. That meant I had to comb through over ten years of Sent files on my e-mail to see if I’d e-mailed the story to any friends for feedback (I had, thank God!) Then, once I had versions that I could actually open, I had to comb through them to pull out the scenes and alternate versions that people would hopefully want to read. I also wanted to include commentary as to why a particular scene or version didn’t make it into the official version so that readers would get a glimpse into the process. Finally, I sent the entire compilation to be professionally edited and proofread. Needless to say, in its original state, there were grammar and spelling errors galore.

The result is Outtakes from the Grave, which includes both previously published as well as never-before-seen deleted scenes and alternate versions with behind-the-scenes commentary and explanations. Where necessary, I’ve also included bits of scenes that ended up in the published versions to provide context for the deleted/alternate scenes so that they’re easier to read. I hope you enjoy getting a chance to explore the adventures of Cat, Bones, and the Night Huntress gang more deeply with these stories and that you enjoy seeing “what might have been” with versions of events that differ from the ones in the books.

The scenes and versions are listed in chronological order according to the series timeline. Each scene or alternate version is broken into its own individual chapter, so you can read them all or skip to the ones you’re most interested in. As always, thank you, readers, for taking this journey along with me. I hope you’ve enjoyed the ride as much as I have.

1

Original Beginning of Halfway to the Grave

Author’s note: Beginnings are the bane of my existence. I tend to overwrite them and thus end up cutting a lot from my first draft to my published version. Halfway to the Grave was no different. Not only did I overwrite it, I crossed markets because the original beginning shows Cat as a naïve, teenage girl, which would have confused editors and agents into thinking that this was a young adult novel instead of an adult paranormal romance. In addition to that, the former beginning is also very violent as it shows Cat encountering her first vampire, so there wasn’t much in it to appeal to an editor or agent even if they did figure out that this was an adult romance. That’s why, after several rejections, I cut this from the manuscript after realizing that its innocence-lost, homicidal-tendencies-found theme didn’t match with the rest of the novel. The original beginning ends at the first sentence of the published version of Halfway to the Grave.

One more difference that readers will notice is Cat’s age. In this version, she’s only nineteen when she first meets Bones. This was a combination of authorial intrusion and lack of knowledge about the publishing industry. I was moved out and married at nineteen, so I didn’t think it was too young for my heroine to be involved in a passionate relationship. I also knew that Cat would age several years between the first book and the second one, so I wasn’t worried about her being that age for the entirety of the storyline. However, the agent I eventually signed with told me I needed to make Cat older because she was too young to be a heroine in the traditional adult market. I compromised by aging her up to twenty and then had to age her up again to twenty-two when Harper Collins acquired the novel. I didn’t change much else about Cat to match her new age in the story, so later, some readers correctly pointed out in their reviews that Cat seemed to read younger than twenty-two. In the original beginning, however, she’s an innocent sixteen-year-old who’s about to go toe-to-toe with her first vampire.

When I left my house that day, I’d had absolutely no intention of killing anyone. I’d been looking for my boyfriend, Danny. I met him a few weeks ago when his car broke down near my grandparents’ orchard. Driving late at night was one of the ways I escaped from the taunts of other kids over my illegitimacy. That’s how small this town was. People still cared about things like that.

Of course, if you compared being illegitimate next to my father being a vampire, it hardly measured up.

Not that my neighbors knew that. Neither did my grandparents, whom my mother and I lived with. People didn’t believe in vampires. Only my mother knew what I was. The man who raped her almost seventeen years ago had redefined the term “necking.” At least that explained her distant, suspicious nature when it came to everyone, especially me. My mother hated vampires with a pathological passion, and I was half-vampire whether I wanted to be or not.

Danny hadn’t called me all week. I called him Monday and left a message. Tuesday, I called again. Wednesday, I left a more worried message. Had he called but my grandparents hadn’t told me? They thought I was too young to date, so that wouldn’t have surprised me.

By Thursday, I imagined all sorts of horrible things that might have befallen Danny. He was a victim of a robbery. Or a car accident. Food poisoning. In jail for driving while drinking. My mind was an endless supply of bad possibilities. When Friday came, I was nearly sick with worry. I knew there were other, more terrible things that could have happened to Danny. Things no average police department would know about.

Without telling my mother where I was going, I set off for Danny’s apartment. He lived an hour away in Columbus. When I pulled up to his building, I flew out of my truck and pounded on his door. No answer, and his car wasn’t there. Okay, no luck here, but someone had to know if he was okay. After a few wrong turns, I found his friend George’s frat house where Danny had taken me the previous weekend. I parked out front and pushed my way through the milling college kids.

A guy stopped me on my way to George’s room. “Who are you?”

I smiled up at him. “I’m Catherine. I’m looking for George, I was here last week. He, uh, helped me with my license.”

George was a counterfeiter in addition to being a college student. Last Saturday he’d made me a license showing I was twenty-one. Danny already had one. That was the point, so I could go to the places Danny went to.

“Wait here. I’ll see if George is still around.”

A few minutes later George came down, looking confused and slightly irritable. “Cathy, what’re you doing here? You didn’t lose your ID already, did you?”

“George.” My voice cracked a bit from strain. “Have you seen Danny? I haven’t been able to get ahold of him all week. Is he all right?”

Something I couldn’t name passed over his face. “Yes, Danny’s fine. In fact, I think he’s at Galaxy, the club the two of you went to last week. You remember where it is?”

“Um, we never made it last weekend.” I knew my face was red, but I didn’t let it stop me. “Can you give me directions?”

Reluctance was written all over him, but I persisted. When I had the directions, I thanked him and left, so excited to know Danny was okay that I forgot to wonder why he hadn’t called me.

Galaxy turned out to be huge. Their doors were open, the sounds of music spilling into the parking lot. I walked up to the entrance hesitantly but with determination, not about to let a thing like nerves stop me. At the door the bouncer gave a hard look at my fake driver’s license, holding it under his light and comparing it to my face. I tried to look blasé and smiled as if I didn’t have a care in the world. All I needed was to go to jail for possession of false identification, but he finally waved me inside. The music was pounding, and it seemed like hundreds of gyrating bodies were all around me. My plain white T-shirt turned hues of neon in the fluorescent glare of the lights. Pushing through the dancers was like walking through deep water. When I found my way to the nearest bar, I scanned the people around it. No Danny yet.

“Buy you a drink?” a voice behind me asked.

I whirled, smiling, but it wasn’t Danny. An unknown guy in a red shirt grinned at me.

“No thanks,” I said, and turned back to the crowd.

From my vantage point, I noticed there were several bars in the club. Wading once more through the living barricades, I reached the other side in what seemed like an hour. My head had started to pound along with the music, and my eyes were sore from the flashes of light scoring the room. The second and third bars were no more helpful. Despair began to set in that George had been wrong and Danny wasn’t here after all. I leaned against the wall, glancing at the second floor of the club. People were gathered by a banister that overlooked the main floor. As I watched, a familiar sandy-colored head came into view.

“Danny!” I yelled, but to no avail as he wouldn’t have heard a bullhorn in this noise. With relief, I pushed my way to the stairs and sprinted up them toward Danny.

The broad smile of greeting I wore dropped from my face when I saw him more clearly. A blond girl was in front of him, her hands on his chest. She was grinning as he leaned down to kiss her. I stared, shocked, as Danny put his arms around the girl.

After a long minute, he broke the kiss—and finally noticed me. “Oh shit,” he muttered.

I heard him. I shouldn’t have with all the background noise, but my hearing wasn’t normal. Neither was my eyesight, and I absorbed every emotion on his face as he looked from her to me.

“Catherine! Er… What are you doing here?” Danny stepped back from the pretty blonde, who gave me a belittling glance as she took in my jeans, sneakers, and T-shirt.

“Is this the girl you were telling me about, Danny? The one you just broke up with?”

“What?” It was a gasp of outrage, not a question. My hands balled into fists, and I took several deep breaths to calm down. Control your anger. You can’t let anyone know what you are.

“Can you give me a second?” Danny asked the blonde.

She tossed one more snotty glance at me and then smiled. “Sure. I’ll be at the bar.”

Danny waited until she’d walked away before speaking again. “Catherine, I was going to call you, because I’ve been thinking. You’re just sixteen; I’m almost twenty. You’re too young… it wouldn’t work out between us.”

After everything he’d said to me the previous weekend, I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. “You told me you cared about me, that you’d never felt this way before, that I meant so much to you…” Every item was ticked off in a low hiss. “That was five days ago, Danny! And now you’ve changed your mind?” My anger covered the hurt welling inside me. I desperately wanted him to take back what he’d just said.

Danny lowered his head, flicking his gaze around him to see if anyone else was paying attention to this scene. The dimple in his chin wrinkled when he pursed his lips, seeming to choose his words. “It’s like this, Catherine,” he began in a tone he’d never used with me before. “I thought we could have some fun, and you seemed into it as well. Right until it was time to actually have fun, and then you got all coy and hesitant. So I told you what you needed to hear. Get over it—it’s not a big deal. It wasn’t even that good. Now go on home. Isn’t it past your bedtime?”

Danny turned around without another word. He went to the bar, slung an arm around the smirking blonde, and walked away. I watched them go, transfixed, while emotions slammed over me. I had been used, plain and simple. Used like the stupid hick farm girl I apparently was. All week long I’d been worried about Danny. Worried and happy and ignorant and disposable. Tears began to trickle down my cheeks. When I’d first begun dating Danny, I’d thought maybe there was a chance I could live a normal life despite what I was. Hopelessness felt so much harsher after I’d been allowed to hope. My hurt was soon followed by despair. It must be my bloodline. Maybe I was being punished for the evil inside me, no matter that it wasn’t my fault it was there.

“He isn’t worth it.”

I didn’t know who the voice behind me belonged to, but without turning around, I nodded. “I guess he isn’t.” My voice was a rasp. I barely recognized it.

“Have a drink with me.”

“Okay.”

Still I didn’t turn around but kept my eyes on Danny and his blonde until they disappeared into the crowd. A cool hand touched my arm, making me flinch at the twinge of static electricity. I let the guy lead me to the nearby bar and sat on the stool as if in a daze. My unknown escort ordered two gin and tonics. When a cold glass was pressed into my hand, I finally glanced at my new companion.

My first thought was, he looks familiar. I know him, before realizing his face was entirely foreign to me. Black hair brushed his shoulders and his skin was almost the same pale shade as my own. But such skin. Smooth, opalescent… like cream poured over diamonds. Hazel eyes looked right into mine with a stare that seemed to pin me to my seat. The air around him held a faint crackle, as if somehow he’d managed to harness an electrical field as a coat.

Yeah, you could say I knew right away the man sitting next to me was a vampire.

“You’re staring.” He said it chidingly, but it didn’t seem to bother him.

“Yes, I’m staring,” I agreed, shock making me numb. Right next to me, sipping a drink, was a real live—sort of—vampire. I couldn’t stop looking him up and down. After months of hearing about vampires, here was one in the flesh. My mother had said they looked just like normal people, but she was wrong. With the perfection of his skin and that tingling energy coming off him, I couldn’t understand how anyone thought he was human.

A sudden fear gripped me. Could he tell what I was? Was that why he’d stopped me? My stomach gave a frightened lurch. I grabbed the gin and tonic, downing it in one swallow.

The vampire gave me a surprised glance before ordering another one. “Thirsty, aren’t you?” he remarked.

“Aren’t you?” I blurted out, then nearly choked. Smart one, Catherine.

“Of course.” He brought his glass to his mouth and took a sip, then smiled. “That’s better.”

I suppressed a scoff, my mother’s words ringing in my head. They’re demons, Catherine. Monsters. All they want to do is trick people so they can get them alone and kill them. We’d see about that.

“What’s your name?” My tone was steady, but nerves made me gulp my second drink as quickly as I had the first one. It was finished before he answered me.

“Anthony.”

“Anthony what?” I stared right into his eyes now, challenging him. A strange peace had descended over me. It was a savage serenity, but with purpose. Danny had dumped me, I had no friends, and my life was a constant source of shame for my mother. What did I have to lose? This vampire was out for blood, but maybe I could turn the tables on him.

“Anthony Dansen. What’s yours, beautiful girl?”

I knew he’d probably given me a fake name, and after Danny, I never wanted to hear another man call me Catherine.

“My name is… Cat.” And you are my mouse, or I am yours. May the best beast win.

He smiled, confident and predatory. “Cat what?”

I looked at his hair. It was so dark it could have belonged on a bird’s wing. “Raven.”

“Isn’t that unusual? One half on the opposite spectrum from the other.”

With an answering, cold smile, I finished my drink, signaling the waiter for another one. “You have no idea.”

After nine more drinks, I allowed Anthony to convince me that I was in no shape to drive. I was kind of surprised that I wasn’t drunk from all the booze, but so far so good. Anthony was very considerate, helping me as I pretended to stagger toward the exit. He’d even been a great listener as I told him how I’d been dumped by Danny. Why not? One of us was going to be dead by sunup, so no need to worry about him repeating my humiliating confession. Anthony had oozed sympathy too. It was a good act. If I hadn’t known what he was, gullible me might have bought it.

We stopped by my truck so I could get my purse, since I insisted I couldn’t leave without it. What he didn’t know was that I had a surprise inside that bag, something my mom had given me. I’d soon find out if it was as effective as she’d hoped. I gave Anthony directions in the exact opposite of where I lived. If I died, I didn’t want him to look up my family. My driver’s license was the fake one, so the address on it was bogus. In short, I was as ready as I was ever going to be.

When I climbed into his car, a lovely dark blue Passat, I put my purse between my body and the interior door. Then I pretended to snooze as we got underway, but in reality, I was reaching into my bag to wrap my fingers around a large silver cross.

I wasn’t praying; the cross had a hidden silver dagger inside of it. Some kids got new cars on their sixteenth birthday. My mom had given me a big cross that had a secret switchblade in it. Soon enough I’d find out if silver actually killed vampires, or if crosses repelled them. I would have liked to have had a piece of sharp wood too, just in case, but I hadn’t figured on running into a vampire.

Anthony drove in silence for about twenty minutes before he turned off the highway and onto a side road. I knew this because even though my eyes were closed, I could feel the ground change from concrete to bumpy dirt and gravel. Still, I continued my sleeping act. After about fifteen minutes, Anthony stopped. My hand tightened around the cross until it ached. Since my heart was pounding now, which even I could hear, I quit faking sleep and opened my eyes.

Rows of trees were in front of me. Through them, I could see the silvery outline of water. If you wanted to suck someone’s blood and dump their body in a secluded place, this spot was postcard-perfect for it.

“Where are we?” I didn’t have to fake the tremor in my voice. I was completely alone with a monster who would most likely kill me.

“I wanted to pull off and spend some time with you. You don’t like the sound of that?” Anthony made his voice sound vulnerable and sexy. Quite an act, but then practice probably made perfect.

“I want to go home. I’m tired, a little drunk, and I think we should leave.”

There. I’d said it firmly. If I was crazy and he was just a regular guy looking for a good time, he’d put the keys back in the ignition and drive off. No harm, no foul.

To my complete lack of surprise, he smiled instead and touched my cheek. “You’re beautiful, Cat.” He moved closer, leaning in until his mouth was inches from mine. “Kiss me.”

His voice dropped to a lower, deeper octave. Smooth as the air outside. He didn’t wait for my response but kissed me, his mouth slanting over mine. Anthony’s lips were cooler than mine, but I’d been braced for him feeling cold and gross, and I was surprised when he didn’t. The thought flashed through my mind that he was a much better kisser than Danny had been too. That was completely absurd, however, because we were here to kill each other.

“Anthony, don’t.” I pressed against his chest. It didn’t move him an inch. My right hand tightened on the concealed cross. “I want to go home.”

He stopped kissing me and lifted his head. I screamed, unable to help it. His eyes, which had been hazel at the bar, now glowed a clear bright green. A cruel smile wreathed his face, and yes, poking out from between his lips were pointy, murderous-looking teeth.

“I’m sorry, Cat, but you won’t be going anywhere tonight.”

His voice had lost that seductive tone. My heart hammered, seeming to be stuck somewhere in my throat. For a few moments that seemed to stretch longer, I watched Anthony bend toward my neck.

“Your eyes are glowing,” I whispered. “Guess what? Mine can, too.”

“What?”

Anthony glanced up at me right as I struck. My hand flew out, and with all my strength, I plunged that cross dagger into his back, aiming where I guessed his heart would be.

He howled so loud it shook the windows. Then he reared back, trying to reach the weapon in his body. I held on, knowing if I let go, it would be all over. With a savageness I didn’t know lay in me, I twisted the blade, wrenching it from side to side. Anthony backhanded me so hard the window cracked when my head hit it. In the split second I let go, he grabbed for the knife.

I kicked at him, my body braced against the door. Since both his hands were clawing at his back, Anthony’s face was unprotected. My feet landed with a solid thunk, snapping his head back. When his fist arced at me again, I threw myself forward, ducking to avoid his blow and groping for the knife. Fangs sank into my shoulder. I screamed as Anthony tried to chew his way up to my neck. His fists beat on my back until every one of my ribs felt broken. The pain was so great—I knew at any moment I’d pass out and never wake up. But even if I was going to die, maybe, just maybe, I could take him with me. I focused all my remaining effort on the dagger, missing it twice before finally grabbing it again. It was slick with blood, and I curled my fingers around the arms of the cross to anchor my grip. Then I scissored it madly left and right, my vision blackening as Anthony continued to tear at my shoulder and crush me with his fists. With the last bit of strength in me, I gave the dagger one final slanted thrust.

All at once, Anthony’s mouth went slack, his arms dropped, and he fell onto me as if unconscious. Even through the haze of overwhelming pain, I smiled.

My last thought before the darkness claimed me was This one’s for you, Mom.

Feelings returned slowly to me. My back ached. Something heavy was on me. My leg was twisted. My shoulder hurt. I tasted blood in my mouth. I was still alive.

That made me snap my eyes open. The first thing I saw was Anthony’s face. His mouth hung open, his tongue lolled out, and his features had somehow sunken and withered. He was on top of me, and I was contorted at an odd angle so that I was halfway under the glove box. The blood I’d tasted in my mouth was apparently his since it had run in a disgusting red trail from the hamburger of his back down to my face.

I spat it out, terrified, because I’d clearly swallowed some of it. I pushed at Anthony’s body but couldn’t get enough traction to get out from under him. Fumbling, I reached behind me and groped around for the door handle. Ah, there it was. One tug later and the door spilled open. I wiggled backward, twisting, until I got enough space between us to kick Anthony back and fall out of the car. From my vantage point in the dirt, the car looked like a pig slaughter. Blood was splattered on the windshield, dashboard, and seats. Add that to a ripped-up man in the front, and there was no way I could drive this into town to get my truck. Somehow I didn’t think the police would believe me if I told them the thing I’d killed in it was a vampire. “But honestly, Officer, he tried to suck my blood!” No, better not try to go public with this.

So, then. Unless I wanted to go to jail, I had to get rid of the car and the body. But how?

I gave Anthony’s corpse an assessing look. Could I burn him? It would be hard trying to torch him with just the cigarette lighter. To be honest, I was a little surprised that he hadn’t spontaneously combusted. They always did in the movies. Maybe he wasn’t really dead after all. The thought chilled me.

All right, first things first. I needed to make sure the thing in the car really was a corpse before I worried about disposing of one. I got up, leaning cautiously over the open door.

The dagger still stuck out of Anthony’s back like some macabre trophy. With a grimace, I rolled him over so he was faceup.

My stomach gave a sickening lurch. Anthony looked even worse than he had before. His skin was like cracked leather, his lips were pulled away from his teeth, his hands clawlike, and his chest seemed to shrink within itself. If he wasn’t dead, he was doing an Oscar-winning performance. Still, I wanted to be sure, so I looked around the backseat for another weapon. Some part of me was afraid if I removed the dagger, Anthony would leap up and attack me.

The backseat was useless. There was nothing, not even a toothpick. The glove box was empty of everything but registration papers, which were not to Anthony Dansen but to a Felicity Summers. I said a quick, silent prayer for Felicity, although I knew it was probably too late. Then as a last resort, I got out and opened the trunk.

“Good God.”

I spoke aloud, shocked into doing so. The trunk looked like a Hannibal Lecter starter kit. There was an ax, oversized garbage bags, duct tape, a shovel, extra clothes, and baby wipes. Baby wipes? Mentally I shuddered at the thought of why they were there. As horrifying as the objects in the trunk were, they were tailor-made to suit my purposes. Already I was thinking like a murderer.

Another tremor passed over me as I realized, belatedly, these things were here for me. It made my blood run cold to know these items would have been used in my body’s disposal, if Anthony had had his way.

A feeling of vengeful satisfaction coursed through me. Never again would anyone be bled and killed by this vampire. Now, to be sure he was really, truly dead. After a moment of contemplation, I picked up the ax. Two hours later, I was finished. Sweat stuck to me, and I felt like if I showered a thousand times, I would still never be clean. But it was done. Anthony’s head was buried about a quarter mile into the woods. His body was hidden half a mile away in the opposite direction. If that didn’t ensure he stayed dead, I was all out of ideas.

After debating with myself about what to do with the car, I settled on cleaning it as best as I could with the baby wipes. Then I opened all the windows and pushed it down to the edge of the lake. With luck it would sink to the bottom and never be seen again. As though I were dreaming, I watched the car founder in the water for a few moments before it disappeared. Then I looked down at myself. My jeans and T-shirt were ruined. I stripped to don the extra clothes my would-be murderer had provided—and then stopped short, gaping at my shoulder.

There was no wound. Sure, it was still red from blood, mine and the vampire’s, but where there should have been messy punctures from Anthony’s teeth, there was nothing but smooth skin. Seized with memory, I gripped my ribs. They should have hurt. In fact, I shouldn’t have been able to do any of the things I’d done in the past few hours, what with the beating Anthony had given me. But I felt… fine.

Panic surged in me. How had I healed that fast? Sure, I healed faster than anyone else when I scraped my knees or got a cut, but nothing like this had happened before. Oh no. What if…?

In desperation, I pressed my fingers to my throat. Relief coursed through me when I felt my pulse’s strong, steady beat. Then I held my breath for as long as possible before gasping and gulping in air. Okay, I still needed to breathe and my heart was still working, so no, I hadn’t turned into a vampire.

My head spun with possibilities. Could his bite have affected me this much? What about his blood? How much of it had I swallowed when it dripped into my mouth? It was all too disturbing to contemplate. Later I would think about it. Right now I had a murder to cover up. I pulled on the spare shirt. It was too long, but style was the least of my concerns. Next came the pants, which I rolled at the legs and the waistband. My bloody, ruined clothes I stuffed into one of the garbage bags. When I was farther away, I’d bury them, but not too close to the body—either piece of it.

With the last of the baby wipes, I scrubbed the blood from my hands, face and shoulders. No wonder Anthony had the wipes, they really did the trick. Lastly, I stuck the crucifix in my pants. There. I’d done the best cover-up and body disposal I could. Hopefully no one would ever find the remains of the vampire or the car. It was time to leave. I had a very long walk ahead of me.

When I finally pulled into the driveway of my house, streaks of sunlight crept over the horizon. It had taken me over two hours to find my way back to the club, then another hour and a half to drive home. Never in my memory had I felt so exhausted. The sound of the truck must have woken my family, because one by one, they came out of the house. My grandparents were in their nightclothes, but my mother wore the same dress she’d had on yesterday. Obviously she’d never been to bed. The look of relief on her face when she saw me turned immediately to anger, and she was at the truck window before I even had time to open to door.

“Where have you been? Do you have any idea what time it is? I’ve been worried sick! So have your grandparents. They called the police! What…?”

She stopped when she caught sight of my strange clothes as I got out of the car and stumbled toward the house. Her speechlessness lasted only a moment, however.

“Whose clothes are those, Catherine? Answer me!”

I opened my mouth to explain when my grandfather walked up and grabbed me by the shoulders, shaking me hard.

“You think you can run all over, doing God knows what? You will not bring more shame to me! It’s been hard enough after what your mother’s done. I won’t stand by and let you be the same, you—”

He cut off his tirade when I grasped his hands and pulled them off me. For a few silent moments, we glared at each other, me with angry weariness, and he with shock at the strength in my grip. Then I turned my back on him and went to my mother, reaching in my pants. I’d kept one souvenir, just for her.

“Hold out your hand.” My voice was harsh, but my eyes weren’t.

She stared at me before stretching out her hand. Into it, I placed a small, hard object.

“This is where I was and what I was doing. I’m strong enough, and I know what it takes, so it’s what I’ll be doing from now on, I promise you.”

She stared at the single curved fang in her hand for a long moment, tears overflowing her eyes. Then she reached out and touched my cheek with more tenderness than she’d ever shown me. Finally she wrapped me in her arms.

Tears came to my eyes as well. At last I’d made her proud of me.

My grandfather stomped over. “What in the Sam Hill is going on? Justina, I’m not finished with that girl yet.”

“Oh yes you are.” My mother’s tone was so vehement that my grandfather gazed at her as if she’d grown a second head. She patted my shoulders before speaking again. “Leave her alone, she was doing a good thing. I am her mother, I am responsible for her, and I say it’s okay.”

With her arm still around me, my mother led me into the house. My grandparents gaped after us but didn’t move to stop us. My mother had never spoken up to them before or overruled their wishes, so they were even more shocked than I was. I knew I’d always remember her standing up for me, but I didn’t have the energy to dwell on that. As soon as I got to my room, I fell on the bed and passed out.

Later that night, I got up and ate dinner as though nothing had happened, and my grandparents never mentioned it again.

Like my mother before me, I acquired a scholarship to Ohio State University and used money from working the orchards to buy my books. Unlike her, the remainder of the money I used to put a deposit on my ramshackle off-campus apartment came from vampires. Dead vampires, that was. From sheer cold practicality, I’d taken to pocketing their cash after killing them, getting the idea when one of them robbed me before attempting to bite me. Waste not want not was their motto, and it was fast becoming my own. In the three years since my first one, I’d killed four more. I had gotten better at it.

For starters, I realized my weapon had to be bigger. The first vampire nearly killed me because it took too long to destroy his heart with the thin silver cross dagger. The question became, how did I increase my weapon size without giving away that I carried one? My answer came from making caramel apples.

The closest neighbors to my grandparents had an apple orchard. We regularly traded fruits with them. While I was making the apples, sliding the fruit onto its wooden stick for easy handling, the idea hit me. Hide the silver. That’s what I needed to do. Conceal it in something a vampire wasn’t afraid of. Thus the idea for my wood-covered silver stake was born.

It was a custom job, naturally. I took all my savings and bought a wide silver blade, five inches long and pointed. It was heavy but deadly sharp. Next came the disguise. Carefully I glued wooden strips over it, keeping them hard and smooth, contoured to the shape of the silver. When I was finished, I had a very ordinary-looking wooden stake with a surprise inside. Since plain old wood didn’t kill vampires (I found that out the hard way with my second one, ending up with a dislocated shoulder, bloody lip, deep puncture wound and a fractured wrist), they weren’t afraid of it. Indeed, the one I stabbed through the heart with only wood looked at his chest in amusement before yanking out the stake and ramming it into my thigh. If not for my silver cross with the handy dagger attachment, there would have been nothing left of me but a bad aftertaste in his mouth. Fortunately for me, the vamp thought that since I’d attacked him with wood, I didn’t know what really worked. He never saw the silver coming.

My third one was almost downright simple. There was a pattern to it now. I went to any of the clubs within a three-hour drive and perused the patrons for the undead. They were easy to spot for me, their skin being so perfect compared to everyone else’s, and their energy crackled the air around them. My false wide-eyed infatuation worked every time, especially when combined with my consuming enough alcohol to fell a horse. The drinks had little effect on me, only making me calmer instead of inebriated. They appeared to have no effect on my vampire companions as well, so I surmised it was an immunity in the tainted blood we shared.

However, it was becoming too risky to keep dumping cars into the lake; I was bound to get caught. It was much simpler to stake them, throw them in their trunk, and drive back to the where I’d parked my truck in a conveniently sheltered area. Once there, I transferred the body to the truck, concealed it with cherry bags, and took it home to bury in the far side of the orchard. Their cars I wiped down and abandoned.

Fingerprints were no longer of great concern to me; I took to wearing long black leather gloves. The vamps actually found it sexy, much to my quiet amusement. There was the added bonus that nobody reported the vampires missing. I figured they didn’t stay too long in one place and so went unnoticed when they were gone.

With my fifth vampire, I ran into a snag. Everything had gone smoothly, as far as killing the undead went, anyway. He was a chestnut-haired Irishman who kept telling me funny stories in a lilting accent until he’d charmed the socks off me. I almost figured I had him pegged wrong until we got to his car and he backhanded me so hard I actually lost consciousness. He deposited me in the backseat, thinking I would have a nice long snooze, and drove to an empty parking lot. Fortunately for me, I’d stopped carrying my stake in my purse and had it tucked inside the pocket of the carpenter jeans I wore. When he flung himself on me in the backseat, he came crashing down on my new toy. He was dead before his fangs were fully extended.

After backtracking to my truck, I dumped him into the bed and covered him with bags of freshly picked cherries. When I was only about five miles from home, I stiffened at the red and blue lights flashing behind me. There was no way I could explain what was in the back of my truck.

2

The Hair Salon Incident

Author’s note: This scene originally took place in chapter 5, right after Bones tells Cat that she’s reached the point in their training where he’s going to turn her into a seductress. I had fun writing it, but it was eventually taken out in an attempt to keep the pacing more brisk. Plus by this point, I assumed readers were ready to get to the romance aspect of the novel, and this scene prolonged that, although it did show Cat starting to consider Bones as more of a man than a monster.

Hot Hair Spa was a full-service salon. Facials, body wraps, manicures, pedicures, every hair treatment possible, and waxings. Bones greeted the receptionist by name, smiling charmingly and asking after her family. She nearly tripped over herself to usher us back, casting openly admiring looks at him as she guided us through the modern beauty maze. I was incredulous at her behavior. My God, couldn’t she tell he wasn’t human? Apparently not, and she made it very clear she would offer him services above and beyond what the spa advertised.

“How do you know these people?” I hissed when we rounded yet another seafoam-colored corner.

He looked at me as though I were slow. “My hair, of course. You didn’t think it was natural, did you?”

“No, I didn’t think it was natural. I thought you just dumped a bottle of peroxide on your head every night!” My nervousness made me snippy. Well, snippier than usual.

“Darling, how good to see you.” A perfectly coiffed older woman squealed as she threw her arms around Bones.

“Marlena, my sweet, always lovely to see you,” he replied.

She patted his chest in a mock-reproving way. “What can I do for you, darling? You said it was an emergency.”

I shot him an evil glare upon hearing that, but Bones ignored me.

“I call upon your genius to work a miracle. My cousin here—” He gestured in my direction and her head swiveled toward me. “My cousin desperately needs your help. She has countless split ends, her fingernails are a disgrace, her eyebrows need waxing, and I don’t even want to tell you about her toenails.”

Marlena stared at me as if I had just crawled out of the deepest, darkest swamp and had the algae coating to prove it. My face flamed, and once again I fantasized about me, Bones, and a long, pointed silver stake.

“Ah, my darling, I see what you mean. But what pretty skin she has. I’m sure we can salvage her.”

Salvage? Why that arrogant, uppity—

“If anyone can do it,” he said, interrupting my mental train of insults, “you can. Spare no expense. I want her dazzling when she leaves.”

Marlena cast a dubious look first at me and then back to him. “Come back in five hours. We’ll see what we can do.”

When Marlena-the-evil-hell-mistress was done with me, I had an exact understanding of what it was like to go through the washer and dryer. I was washed, waxed, plucked, snipped, blow-dried, manicured, pedicured, painted, sloughed, exfoliated, curled, primped, and finally covered in different shades of makeup. My head pounded murderously by the time she was finished, but Marlena clapped her hands with the delight of a child.

“Look at you! You are ravishing.”

She swiveled my chair toward the mirror and I finally looked at the image I’d avoided all day.

“I look… fake,” I managed, staring in the mirror at my perfect hair, makeup, brows, and matching fingernails and toenails.

“Nonsense,” she said, brushing the hair off me since her scissors had cut layers into my long tresses. “You look beautiful. Now, you must remember everything Charleen told you about how to apply the correct contouring on your cheeks and eyes. Bones was very specific—he wanted to make sure you’d know how to do this when we were finished. Oh, I can’t wait until he sees you. He’ll be so pleased.”

“I am pleased.”

His voice made me jump nearly out of my chair as he appeared in the mirror behind me. Yes, vampires cast a reflection. He stared at me in the most unusual way, running his tongue along the inside of his lip like did when he contemplated something dangerous. I met his eyes and then looked away, not wanting to see what was in them.

“Marlena, you are a goddess.” He praised her, kissing her hands and then each cheek. She beamed when he was finished, her face flushed.

“Underneath all those country trappings was a beautiful girl waiting to be revealed. We didn’t even have to bleach her teeth.”

For the first time in my life, I fervently wished I had a pair of vampire chompers. I would have bitten the smug look right off her face.

“I already settled with Lisa at the desk. You’re too miserly with your fees. For the work you did on her, you should have charged me double.”

Pig! I thought. Marlena was either oblivious or didn’t care about my obvious discomfort at being discussed as though I were a Buick that had just had some repairs done.

“You know I gave you a special price. After all, if it weren’t for you, we’d still be in the red from that rash of robberies.”

“Nothing to it, sweet,” he assured her. “Just kids thinking they’re tough. I gave them a good talking-to, and they saw the error in their ways.”

I wondered if Marlena had any idea of what his version of a “good talking-to” was. Those kids had probably died horrible, screaming deaths.

“And don’t forget your bag, Bones. We can’t have this lovely girl leave without all her new friends, can we?” She handed him a large, department-store-sized bag stuffed full of God knows what.

He thanked her again, dark eyes crackling with flirtatious energy. It nearly had her quivering on her feet. I felt sorry for her.

“Come back soon. We miss you.”

With those parting words, Marlena escorted us through the doors of her salon. It was dusk already, and I felt his otherworldly vibe increase degree by degree. He’d been right about the night increasing a vampire’s power. During the day, he almost felt normal when I was near him.

“Happy with your new look?” he inquired when we got back to my truck, eschewing his motorcycle for obvious reasons.

It occurred to me that the last time we were in my truck at night, we’d been trying to kill one another. A sudden memory of him unzipping his pants and the flash of that tight, pale belly flittered through my mind before I could squash it.

“Penny for your thoughts?” He had a crafty curl to his lips that let me know he could pretty well guess what I had been thinking. Well, some of it.

I put the truck in gear and spoke without looking at him, concentrating on the roads. “Just remembering the last time we were in this truck after dark. You nearly punched a hole through my head. You might not want to do that this time. It would ruin my hair, and you just paid a lot for it.”

He gave a low chuckle. “Still sore about that? Blimey, you should have seen how you looked that night to me. As rattled as a snake in a box filled with mongooses, you were. Thought you’d jump out of your skin when I pulled my trousers down. No wonder I had you pegged for an innocent. I’ve met nuns who were more promiscuous.”

My knuckles whitened on the steering wheel while I sternly told myself that it wasn’t wise to slam on my brakes in the middle of traffic. Seeing my reaction, he laughed again.

“The only thing I ever want to do with a vampire is kill them, Bones. I might be forced to kiss them and let them get a feel, but all I’m thinking about is the moment I’m going to bury my stake in them.”

“Funny you should say that. I’m sure they’re thinking right along those lines as well.”

I will not blush, I will not blush, I hate him so much, I will not blush. “Yeah, well, may the best one blaze a trail, right?”

His eyes sparkled when I glanced over to see the effect of my words, and he clucked his tongue. “Well, well, luv. We might make a fallen woman out of you yet. You’re going to have to get used to a lot of dirty talk and be able to respond back to it. A simple ‘Want to fuck?’ isn’t going to cut it, quaint though the phrase may be.”

“I can handle it.” To hide my discomfort at him throwing my former words in my face, I concentrated on merging onto the freeway.

“Glad to hear it. For the next six days, we’re going to dress you the way a vampire expects an easy shag to dress. And we’re going to work on your flirting skills. Lastly, you’ll learn how to talk with the most depraved, lust-crazed, undead blokes out there. I’ll make you say things you’ve never even thought of. Opening night is next Friday, and you will be ready.”

3

Bones’s Point of View after Their “First Time”

Author’s note: Readers have often asked me if I will ever rewrite Halfway to the Grave through Bones’s point of view. The answer is probably not. For starters, when you’re in a character’s head, that character loses a lot of mystery for the reader because readers know what he or she is thinking or feeling. Second, I’ve also found that being inside a character’s head paints them in a much harsher light for the reader. Not only do readers experience the character through action and dialog, they hear everything the character doesn’t say, and unfiltered thoughts can be ugly at times. So if I rewrote Halfway to the Grave through Bones’s point of view, I fear that Bones would lose some of his mystique and sensual edge. After all, Cat might have thought that Bones was sexy and irresistible, but Bones would never think such a thing of himself. What character would? Oh, okay, Ian would, but that’s another topic *wink*.

However, years ago I did take a stab at writing a scene from Halfway to the Grave from Bones’s POV, and I’m including it below. It takes place immediately after the first time Cat and Bones slept together, and I was surprised by how introspective Bones turned out to be.

Bones fell back against the bed with her in his arms, loath to part with her flesh, but letting himself slide out until his cock rested just below her warmth instead of inside it. Her heart still beat with a frantic pace, and she breathed in sharp gasps even as her eyes fluttered closed.

He held her and took in a long breath. Her sweat clung to him, masking his scent with her own, just as she now smelled more of him than herself. This created a new, mingled scent that was neither hers nor his, but theirs, and he breathed it in again so he could absorb it inside him.

I’ve waited so long.

He was surprised at the thought, because eight weeks to get her into his bed wasn’t that long. Still, he couldn’t dismiss his feeling of profound relief. Like something long denied to him was finally here. It wasn’t just the usual relaxation he felt right after a supremely satisfying shag—and she was as passionate as he’d dreamed—but it was something else.

He was happy.

That sounded like such a trivial thing, but Bones couldn’t remember the last time he’d been truly happy. Oh, he’d been satisfied, contented, pleased, charmed, exhilarated, impressed, and even emotional with the many women in his life, but this feeling of happiness was so foreign to him he wondered if he’d ever felt it before.

His past flashed through his memory, feminine faces blurring. When he finally remembered the last time he’d felt anything close to this, a lump formed in his throat.

There’s my beautiful lad. Sleep now, Crispin, I’m here…